1. Neosporin is really good for stretch marks. (for people who dislike them but always know that there’s nothing wrong with having stretchmarks!)
2. Clean rooms bring good energy. Open your blinds and turn some music on a get to work. You will feel great!
3. The first thing you should drink in the morning is water, nothing else. Try to drink three cups throughout the day. It not only helps you lose weight but clears your skin.
4. Sometimes you just have to read certain shit and not respond, not everybody deserves to hear your answers.
5. Face masks are great. Find whichever kind you think you’ll like best and put it on after you take a shower and just chill in bed.
6. Too much coconut oil clogs your pores. Use it wisely.
7. Going to bed at a decent time is cool. Don’t let your phone distract you, the earlier the sleep the more energy you’ll have the next. More sleep = more motivation to get your work done. just do it.
8. Naps are good and sometimes it’s okay to not do that one page of homework and call it quits to get rest.
9. If you hate just plain water and you can’t stand drinking it put lemons and other fruits in it.
10. Water with lemon cleans your system out nicely and makes you urine more.
11. Eight tracks is a good app for new music and playlist. If you haven’t used it try it. Music always makes things better.
12. Keep your private life to yourself or else you will have to face other people’s ugly comments.
13. Try to read at least 5 books this year or more, especially if you don’t like reading. Reading benefits you in many ways, you will be proud.
14. If you have the time to get chores or homework done then do it, don’t tell yourself you’ll do it later.
15. Invest in good bath products, soaps and bath bombs and bath oils. they will do your skin wonders.
16. Invest in good hair products too, make sure you buy things for your hair type.
17. If you want to have sex then have sex and do you, forget the comments. Bring your own condoms if you must.
18. Be friends with who you want to be friends with. You don’t have to be friend everybody.
19. Always stick up for yourself, but if you are wrong and you are being told so, take time to think and accept it.
20. Keep an extra pair of panties, pads/tampons, chapstick and headphones on you just in case.
21. Cranberry juice, yogurt, pineapples, apple juice and just natural sweet things in general.. eat it. I hope you catch my drift.
22. Mens shaving cream works better than woman’s, it makes you skin softer and hair stays gone longer.
23. Men’s razors provide a closer shave. Invest in them.
24. Buying lingerie or pretty undergarments in general will make you feel so much more confident.
25. Sometimes it’s good to just listen to people talk and let them talk for the sake of you not arguing and loosing brain cells.
26. Everybody should take a bath a few times out of the week or months. Baths open your pores and yes showers are cool but baths are A1.
27. Always put on lotion after you finish bathing too. You want your skin nice and smooth at all times.
28. Save your money. as soon as you get it the first thing you shouldn’t buy is food. buy things that will last and benefit you.
29. Mind your own business. Who cares about what the next person is doing? Just do you.
30. Organize your closet.
31. Always be nice to people who are always nice to you.
32. Compliment other people. It’s good to uplift anybody. If you think somebody’s shoes are cute just tell them.
33. Treat yourself to pasta and something nice to drink on Friday nights after a long week. Pasta makes everything better.
34. Just learn to love yourself and who you are as a person.
35. You have a right to feel whatever emotion you feel, don’t judge your emotions.
36. If you are sensitive and people bash you for it, don’t listen to their ignorant words. Sensitive people are usually emphatic.
37. Make a grocery list before you go shopping regardless of how lazy you are.
38. Take walks. If you feel bad and need to breathe, plug in your headphones and walk. They clear your mind.
39. Keep a journal and write in it whenever you feel as if you have nobody to speak to. It’s a good way to get rid of things inside.
40. If you’re confident and you think you are the shit then you keep doing that. Or fake it till you make it.
41. Embrace insults. If somebody calls you a name turn around and flip it. People hate to see you unbothered.
42. Try to use natural/organic and cruelty free skincare/haircare products. Limit nasty chemicals, it’s good for both you and the environment.
Tips on how to feel better and look better by @contourkits
the gang seeing you all dressed up for the first time
(At first, I thought it said: “The gang getting you all dressed up for the first time” and omg, could you imagine? Like Sodapop is doin’ your nails while the other boys are looking through your closet to see what outfit you should wear.) anywAY
- Everyone’s jaw drops, like everyone. Their heads turn and they all stop to stare at you.
- Steve breaks the silence by WHISTLING at you like “Damn!” and Two-bit starts right after by hollering flirtatious things at you like, “Hey, baby, lookin’ good! I bet you’d look even better in my arms, huh??”
- Ponyboy’s face is beet red and he literally can’t look away. There’s so many things he wants to tell you. He’s already thinking of cheesy love poems to write you and how he honestly believes he found his ‘one true love.’
- Dallas is a sucker for girls being all dressed up so as soon as you stepped out, the cigarette he was about to light falls out his mouth and his eyes widen. He’s like,,, so stunned. Abort mission, he is a horndog, he’s going to follow you all night long and use every smooth line in the book to get a knockout like you.
- Darry’s become light pink and he’s so speechless. He clears his throat and tries his best to look away but he kEEPS LOOKING OVER, HE CAN’T HELP IT. He wants to tell you how stunning you look in the most gentlemanly terms but he just can’t pull himself together.
- Johnny cannot keep his wide eyes off of you, he’s looking at you up and down and he just wants to smack himself because he can’t help it. He stutters and stumbles over his words when attempting to compliment your appearance. His mind is screaming “Wow”
- Soda dead ass makes a move on you the first few seconds you step out. He literally slides over and leans against the wall in a suggestive and flirtatious manner and says the cheesiest fucking pick-up you’ve ever heard.
- Steve and Soda compete each other for you due to bro-code and Johnny is the next to try and make a move and he’s so nervous, he’s trying his best.
additional notes: god, i love loki. anyway. here’s a lil drabble for him. my favorite snake. my daisy. my cinnamon apple.
“A catnap,” you repeated. The elevator doors opened, and you stepped out, Loki at your heels. “You know, short sleeping sessions during the day to relax and recharge. But to be honest I’m usually more tired afterward.”
Loki wrinkled his nose. “Sounds useless.” He could admit that he was like a cat in many ways; he would sleep seventeen hours daily if it weren’t for you or the rest of the team urging for him to make the most of his day. He didn’t see any point in dozing for a short while, falling into a deep sleep, and having to drag himself out of it again.
“I told Thor about them a week ago. I thought he might tell you. He loves them! Wakes up feeling refreshed. Maybe you’ll like them too.”
His scowl deepened. “I suppose you bring that up to make me jealous, hm?”
“Not at all!” You widened your eyes at him, feigning innocence, but he saw right through you. “I just know that you like sleeping a lot, so naps could be good for you! Trust me, I’d sleep the day away, too, if I could but it’s…It’s not the best.”
Loki frowned, remarking the note of shame in your voice. He’d spoken to Thor; he knew of your past, how hard it had been for you when you were first discovered by SHIELD and brought in to join the team, how you had spent most of your time in your apartment and were little more than a ghost when you were outside of it. You were, as you put it, “fine now!” but he had his doubts, and if this meant easing a bit of your conscience…He couldn’t say no. “Fine. Let’s try it.”
Your eyes lit up. “Yay! Okay, let’s go.” You held out your hand to him; he merely stared disdainfully at it. “Group naps are better, trust me. We can sleep in my room, that way no one will bother us.”
He rolled his eyes and took your hand, allowing you to pull him down the hall and into your room. He had been in your quarters before; you were always inviting him in for some reason or another: to watch movies, to read in peace together, to laze around on hot days because his Jötunn-level coldness was a good match for your elevated temperature. Once, you’d jokingly called him your personal popsicle, but Bucky and Sam had (lovingly) given you so much shit for it that you refrained from ever calling him that again. Your room had become a sort of second home for Loki, and he would never tell you, but he was grateful for it. He tried to express his gratitude in subtle ways, like by taunting you a bit less or trying whatever food you brought for him to try. By far the most generous he’d been was when he let you take him to a mall and find Midgardian clothes for him.
“All right, what side do you want?” you asked him, rummaging through your closet for an extra pillow.
“This one.” He sat on the side closest to the door.
You turned around, pillow tucked under your arm, and grinned knowingly. “So protective. Willing to put yourself between me and whatever danger comes to find us.”
He rolled his eyes and took the pillow from you. You snickered, crawling across the bed to take the other side. You curled up with your back to the wall, drawing the covers around you until you were all but cocooned within them. You blinked up at him expectantly. “Go on. Get comfy.”
Loki lay down, turning onto his side to face you. You looked ridiculous. “Are you going to share the blanket or am I to freeze in your ice chest of a room?”
Resentfully, you relinquished some of your covers, allowing him to arrange them comfortably over his legs and waist. Then you smirked, wiggling closer to him. “I can keep you warm,” you crooned.
He grunted and closed his eyes. “The blankets are enough, thank you.”
He could practically hear your disappointment.
You were shifting around in your sheets.
He waited a full five seconds before opening his eyes. You were staring at him with those pitiful doe eyes, lower lip poking out in a pout. “Get over here,” he relented, opening his arm to you.
Your face lit up, and he pretended that it did not please him immensely. You scooted over to him until you were cuddled up against him, tucked safely under his arm. You lay with your head tucked under his chin, your knee bent over his hip. You were warm, and soft, and perfect. He sighed into your hair, feeling finally at peace.
“Sweet dreams,” you murmured, draping an arm over his waist.
“Y/N, my friend, do you know where—” Thor stopped in his tracks, eyes widening at the sight of you and his brother wrapped up in each other, sleeping soundly. You were absolutely clinging to Loki, and he to you. From the looks of it, neither of you had awoken at the sound of Thor’s admittedly loud entrance.
“By the nine,” Thor muttered under his breath, shaking his head not with disappointment but with disbelief. “Congratulations, brother. You’ve found yourself a beloved.” He could not approve more. He saw your cell phone lying on your nightstand and briefly considered taking a photo of the two of you. Not sharing it with anyone, just leaving it on your phone for you to keep. He decided against it. He was still new to Midgardian technology; who knew what trouble he might run into. He was a good brother and an even better friend, after all.
So he fetched the Falcon and the Winter Soldier and got them to do it instead.
Summary: You’re Tony’s daughter in this one (father!Tony), and he sets you and Peter up in the best way he can think of… 7 minutes in Heaven - well as many minutes it takes for you to start going out.
A/N: Hehe I’ve had this idea for ages and I know it’s not original but :D
“Tony, are you going to tell us why you’ve called a meeting?” Steve asked.
All the other Avengers, minus Y/N and Peter, turned to look at Tony expectantly.
“It’s regarding Y/N and Peter.” Tony started and he saw Wanda grin in quiet understanding. “Who finds it painful just watching them co-exist even though it is unbelievably obvious that they like each other in more than a friend way?”
He didn’t get a definitive answer from anyone but Tony could see them thinking. He knew that they had all seen it in training and on missions.
“And as Y/N’s father,” Tony continued, “I feel obliged to do something.”
“What do you propose we do?” Sam asked, cutting directly to the point.
Tony grinned. “Ever heard of ‘7 minutes in Heaven’?”
Steve looked confused. Wanda found it funny. Natasha was mildly horrified Tony would do that to them. Overall, Tony had got a mixed response.
“I don’t know what that is.” Steve said.
“He plans to put them in a closet or something for 7 minutes and expects that to sort out their problems.” Nat replied.
“I still don’t understand.”
“But I’m guessing you aren’t going to keep to 7 minutes?” Wanda suggested and turned to look at Tony.
“There it is.” Tony said, “We won’t let them out until they kiss or whatever or officially start dating.”
“How are we, oh I’m sorry - you, going to get them into the closet.” Nat said.
“They won’t just agree to get into a closet together.” Steve stated.
“As I said,” Tony looked round everyone, “I am Y/N’s father - she has to do what I tell her.”
“Dad you aren’t being serious?” You said. You were facing your father, Tony Stark, with your arms folded.
“Yes I am being serious. Get in the closet.”
Naturally, you didn’t know where he was going with this but he was your father so you had to do what he said.
“You owe me one.” You stated before shooting one last confused look at him before climbing into the closet in your room. You had multiple ones and Tony had told you to get into the one that didn’t have many clothes in. At least that was the only thing that was logical.
“Not after this I won’t.” Tony closed the doors a bit but they weren’t fully closed.
“Wait here.” He ordered.
“What the fuck…” You muttered under your breath when you heard him leave the room.
After a few minutes of you just sitting there trying to run through all of the possible outcomes of this you heard the bedroom door open again.
“I said shh.” You heard Tony say to someone.
You wanted to poke your head out of the closet and see what was going on but you had been told just to sit so you didn’t.
The doors opened and you saw Peter standing there with Tony behind him.
“Dad what the-?” You started but Tony lightly pushed Peter towards you. He had obviously briefed Peter like you because he just moved in next to you.
“Have fun.” Tony said with a smile and fully closed the doors, putting you two into darkness.
You tried the doors but either there was something up against them now or a lock because they wouldn’t budge.
Peter still hadn’t said anything but had sat down like you, and was facing you.
“I’m pretty sure this is the embodiment of bad parenting.” You joked, still trying to work out what the hell was happening.
Peter still hadn’t said anything. You looked back to him.
“Don’t tell me you know what’s going on here?” You said.
“If I tell you, you won’t like it.” Peter said.
“Peter, we’re friends you can tell me anything.” You said now getting slightly exasperated at your Dad.
“Um…” Peter said before continuing, “Mr Stark isn’t going to let us out until we um…”
“Yes?” You asked.
“'Kiss or something’” Peter recalled what Tony had said.
Suddenly, you started to feel really awkward and you could tell your cheeks had instantly gone red.
“My dad is an asshole.” You muttered.
“But we could um…” Peter stopped again.
“Could what?” You said not really knowing what you were saying. Even though your dad was an asshole you couldn’t really hate him for this now knowing what it was.
“We could… kiss.” Peter said quieter.
You bit your lip to supress a smile.
“Oh really?” You said smirking even though you didn’t know if Peter could see you in the darkness or not.
“I mean we don’t have to…”
“Can’t take it back now.” You laughed and you moved to lean across him so your face was inches away from his.
“Well go on then.” You teased.
Peter paused for a moment but then tilted his head slightly to kiss you firmly on the lips.
You smiled into the kiss, happy that you were finally doing this. And about the fact that Peter clearly liked you back like you liked him.
“Mission complete.” You heard your dad say over an intercom. Then you heard Sam laugh and Nat say something about how 'it could probably have been done better’ and Tony arguing that 'it happened so that’s all that matters’.
You groaned and moved slightly away from Peter.
“We should have done that earlier.” You said.
“I think we should have.” Peter confirmed.
Even though it worked out well, that was the last time your Dad was getting involved in your love life.
Something to put your guilts, fears and hiccups into. Draws away their power, cleanses them, and protects you. Very soothing.
- empty jar
- epsom salt
- turquoise stones (could use black stones too)
- lavender oil
- problems written on scraps of paper
– put the lid on tightly and shake –
Most spells like this say to bury the jar or hide it in your closet - but that’s the opposite of what you want to do with your problems. It’s sealed, put it on your shelf if you want and add to it/shake it whenever. Looking at it should remind you you’re so much bigger than those problems; you’ve let go of them.
cook something! make a healthy snack, cookies, a smoothie
paint your nails
give yourself (or someone else) a makeover
online shopping (retail therapy what can I say)
watch a comedy on netflix
organize your closet, drawers, bookshelf, anything that needs organizing
watch funny youtube videos
take a nap!
read one of your favorite books
order takeout and watch a movie
wear your comfiest pajamas
write in your journal/diary
do some light yoga
listen to music with your eyes closed while lying your bed (one of my personal favorites)
listen to music while reading a book
scroll through social media (i.e. tumblr, pinterest, instagram, youtube, facebook, etc.)
always remember to make time to relax and unwind!!! i know its not always easy, and i’m a bit of a hypocrite bc i personally don’t destress as much as i should, but it’s a learning process. good luck! hugs, mel.
My Biggest Mistake (Barnes/Romanoff/Rogers x reader)
Request: Cheating Angst of Bucky
cheating on the reader with Natasha (Reader’s best friend) And when she finds
out, Bucky and Natasha go running to apologize to her. But the reader doesn’t
wanna hear it, so she ignores them. One day, Steve tries to convince her to
forgive the both of them, because of how sad both, Bucky and Natasha were for
the mistake. Which the reader comes in and forgives them ^^ (MAKE IT SUPA
ANGSTY PLEASE) THANK YOU AGAIN BONNIE! ILYSM!
Okay, I’m not a fan of full-on cheating stories, so I toned it down a little. Also, I’m not very forgiving of it. I hope you like where I took it tho!
The 50/30/20 rule is a good place to start if you don’t know much about budgeting; that is, 50% of your earnings is necessities, 30% is your wants and 20% is debt reduction and savings.
Use money-managing apps such as Pocketbook
Sell things you don’t use or need.
Go through your closet and pick out what you don’t wear and possibly sell it or donate it.
Buying things secondhand is a good option; things lose their price value as soon as it has left the store.
Less is more.
Make a wish list of things you want. But leave it there for a while and come back to it within a few weeks. When you come back to it, decide if you still really want/need that item when you first wrote it.
Meal prep. It saves you a lot of money.
Go to fresh food markets to buy groceries.
When you cook food, always cook a bit more so you have left overs for the next few days.
Cut up and freeze your vegetables to prevent them going off and wasting money.
Follow and listen to podcasts. Many of the minimalist ones will often discuss money-related issues.
Trouble saving money? Try the 52-week money challenge; start from putting away $1 and each week it goes up one dollar until you reach $52. By the end of the year, you will have saved $1,378.
I Thought We Already Weren’t PART 2 (Peter Parker x Reader Angst)
Request: anonymous asked: Ooh I love angst!! Can you do something where the reader has a huge crush on peter but he likes Liz and he asks her out on date and he asks the reader for help with everything so she basically plans the whole thing for him and he keeps saying things like “wow ur such a good friend” and out of jealousy she asks Flash on a date and they start to go out and Peter says he’s not good enough for her and they get into a huge argument and deicde it’s better if they stop being friends…
Word Count: 1,386
Warning: angst (yay), dating Flash (is that a warning?)
A/N: IT’S HERE!!! the much anticipated, highly demanded PART 2!! omygod i cannot express how EXCITED AND THRILLED i was to see how much you guys loved the first part. i was honestly so surprised and holy crap i didn’t expect it to blow up that much and that quickly! you guys have no idea how much that meant to me and just thank you for loving it ❤️❤️❤️
anyway this is much shorter than the first part, because i actually got an idea so this can be a sort of set up to a possible 3rd part???? also there’s this one part/line in here that i’m especially proud of cuz it’s especially sad/angsty and i decided to be evil like that haha sorry (not rly) but i’m curious to see if you guys can pick out which line it is.
thanks again SO MUCH to the anon who requested this, this was such a good request ❤️❤️❤️ (pls reveal yourself to me if you can so i can spam you with much love and thanks)
You tucked your hands under your arms as you anxiously waited by the curb. The crisp night air was brushing against your face. You checked your watch for probably the thousandth time. Even though there were still a good five minutes until seven, a different kind of cold began to grow in your stomach. The confidence you had when you started this mess was nowhere to be found.
What if he didn’t show up? You must look like such a hopeful idiot, waiting here on the curb in the nicest shit you could dig up from your mediocre closet. Maybe you overstepped yourself. What if you were seen as desperate? So desperate that you asked out the biggest ass in school?
This was a mistake you thought. I should just go back upstairs. He’s probably not even gonna show up anyway. But what if he does? Better I reject him rather than the other way around I guess? He does need a bit of rejection in his life.
You glanced down at your watch again. Two minutes. You’d wait here two minutes more. Give Flash at least one minute past seven, then that’s it. If he wasn’t here, you were going back up. You’d have to find some other way to distract yourself.
Just as you thought this, a flash of silver zoomed into your vision, screeching to a halt right in front of you. Flash leaned his arm over to the passengers seat, nonchalantly tilting his head toward you.
“Someone ask for a hot date?” he smirked, one eyebrow raised.
“I asked to be wowed,” you scoffed, reaching for the car door. Still unsure if you were going to regret this or not, you fastened your seatbelt. You didn’t hear Flash’s reply as an odd feeling washed over you, like you were being watched. You glanced around uneasily, but passed it off as maybe you were just really really nervous. “Let’s just get this show on the road, shall we?”
Unbeknownst to you, as the convertible peeled away, a figure leapt from a roof, swinging a safe distance behind it.
Peter watched grimly from the rooftop across the street as you turned back to smile and wave. He was relieved that there no sincerity in it at all. However, even with that comfort, he still couldn’t believe you had actually gone through with it. You had actually gone on a date with Flash. Goddamn fucking Flash.
He waited a little while after he saw the light turn on in your bedroom window. He did feel a little guilty for ‘tagging along’ the whole night. But it was for your safety, because he still cared, that’s all. Well maybe it was a little more than ‘just caring’, but he refused to acknowledge any more than that as he fired a web, headed home.
Those good ol’ crappy Monday blues washed over you as you yawned, lazily shutting your locker. Trudging to the cafeteria, you met Ned along the way.
“So,” he prodded, “how was it?”
You shrugged, “It was distracting.”
“Like actually? Like you didn’t think about you-know-who at all?”
“No, keep your voice down!” you hissed. “But yeah it surprisingly was really distracting, acting interested in his lavish, spoiled-brat life. The food helped too; it was all soooooo good.”
“Damn. Expensive though?”
“So, what? Are you gonna do it again since it worked? Is it even worth it?”
“Probably,” you replied. You felt a little guilty, using someone like this (even if it was Flash). As soon as you both had sat down at your usual spot, that raspy voice plopped down next you.
“Hey there, beautiful,” Flash leaned his elbow on the table, trying to appear cool.
You had to keep from laughing. “Hey, Flash,” you dragged out each vowel, hoping you didn’t sound too annoyed.
“So… Friday… I’d say you were pretty wowed, weren’t you?” Pausing from pulling out your lunch, you dramatically cocked your head, thinking. You could feel Peter’s eyes on you from two tables away.
“A little,” you sighed, turning to face Flash. “Your choice in venue was the only thing that really wowed me. That and the food.” He raised an eyebrow. “I dunno, I guess I just expected a little more, considering how much you boast about you being such a ‘great date’—”
“Hm, not easily impressed I see,” he squinted at you. “Wouldn’t have pegged you for the picky type, (Y/N).”
You chuckled, smirking, “You’d be surprised, Flash.” You met his eyes, silently challenging him. Knowing there was no way your confession of ‘not being wowed’ didn’t offend him, you waited for his offer.
“Well, I got a sort of reputation to uphold, and I can’t have anyone less than impressed at my… wooing skills,” he began. Ned had to stifle a snort, averting his eyes from Flash’s glare. It was painfully obvious how suave he trying to appear. “How’s about same time this Friday?”
You raised your eyebrows, borderline flirtatiously (gasp! something you never did unless it was unconsciously to Peter), “I expect to be wowed.”
Flash swung his legs from under the table, spinning up, “Oh, and uh, don’t worry about what to wear; I’ll send you something nice,” he called back as he strolled away.
Eyebrows raised, impressed and somewhat uneasy, you turned back to Ned. He had the same expression on his face. You both exhaled, laughing in shock.
“Damn, (Y/N), I didn’t know you had game!” Ned snickered. “Got Flash frickin Thompson wrapped around your finger!”
A heat crept to your cheeks as you slapped his arm, hissing, “Dude!”
As you giggled, you caught a quick sight of those warm doe eyes out of the corner of your own. Instantly your cheeks fell and your lips pursed into a grimace. That blunt stabbing gnawed your gut. In that one short millisecond, you both connected for the first time in months through the same unacknowledged agony and heartache. Peter had quickly averted his gaze but you had already seen it. That sadness, that anger, and was that… regret? Everything you saw in him, you were all too familiar with.
Peter turned to Liz with a small grin that didn’t reach his eyes. He wasn’t just jealous; he was hurting. Just like you were. But you realized you didn’t feel the satisfaction you were craving. Peter was wearing that face that so often would cause you to immediately be ready to fight whoever/whatever made him like that. And now it was because of you. Hanging your head down, you felt the guilt settle in your stomach, wishing you hadn’t brought that upon him.
If Peter had laser vision, Flash head would have two eye-sized holes in them. “I’ll send you something nice.” That phrase echoed in Peter’s mind. Flash couldn’t do that. He couldn’t expect to just win you over by ‘sending something nice’. He looked back at you expecting to see that classic eye roll you reserved just for that asshat. Instead you laughed. You blushed. He could only register his clenched fists; the rest of his body had gone numb. His face dropped, weighed down by what felt like betrayal and sadness.
“So I guess they’re dating now?” Liz murmured, confused. “Huh. I would’ve never seen that coming.”
Peter turned to face her, trying to focus on the amazing human sat next to him. His girlfriend. Girlfriend. Odd. That word didn’t have the same ring to it as it did a few weeks ago. He was scared to realize that Liz didn’t have the same glow, either. Not like she had before. Not that she wasn’t any less beautiful, oh God no. Peter just couldn’t see her in the same light as he had when he’d so boldly and anxiously approached her that Tuesday so seemingly long ago.
Stop thinking like that, Peter told himself. None of this should be happening. He shouldn’t be experiencing what he was when he saw you. He shouldn’t be wanting to throttle Flash anymore than usual. He shouldn’t be thinking of Liz as any less than he had before. That word should have the same magical feeling to it. You and him should still be friends. Things should have never changed. There were all these things should be. But they weren’t.
So I’m bored and on tumblr so I figured why not get a question list together and I’ll answer every question you ask! 😁
So ask away! I also all dare you too (so ya have too now!)
1: Full name.
2: Zodiac sign.
3: 3 fears.
4: 3 things I love.
5: 4 turn on’s.
6: 4 turn off’s.
7: My best friend?
8: Sexual orientation?
9: My best first date?
10: How tall am I?
11: What do I miss?
12: What time was I born?
13: Favorite color?
14: Do I have a crush?
15: Favorite quote?
16: Favorite place?
17: Favorite food?
18: Do I use sarcasm?
19: What am I listening to right now?
20: First thing I notice in new person?
21: Shoe size?
22: Eye color?
23: Hair color? 24: Favorite style of clothing?
25: Ever done a prank call?
26: What color of underwear I’m wearing now?
27: Meaning behind my URL?
28: Favorite movie?
29: Favorite song?
30: Favorite band?
31: How I feel right now?
32: Someone I love.
33: My current relationship status.
34: My relationship with my parents.
35: Favorite holiday.
36: Tattoos and piercing I have.
37: Tattoos and piercing I want.
38: The reason I joined Tumblr.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?
41: Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?
42: When did I last hold hands?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44: Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?
45: Where am I right now?
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55: What is something I disliked about today?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57: What do I think about most?
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64: Do I believe in magic?
65: Do I believe in luck?
66: What’s the weather like right now?
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
71: Do I spend money or save it?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
74: Favorite animal?
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think Satan’s last name is?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78: How can you win my heart? 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr?
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the Internet?
97: Had sex in public?
98: Played on a sports team?
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane? 116: Fly by helicopter?
117: What concerts have I been to?
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119: Learned another language?
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
136: Was I named after anyone?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
139: Favorite TV Show?
140: Where do I want to live when older?
141: Play any musical instrument?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
143: Favorite pizza topping?
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I’m really bad at.
149: What my greatest achievements are.
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery.
152: What do I like about myself?
153: My closest Tumblr friend.
154: Something I fantasies about.
155: Close your eyes and think of five things that make you smile when you think about them. What are they?
156: If your house was on fire and you had sixty seconds to leave, what would you take with you?
157: When you’re alone in the middle of the night and you can’t quite get to sleep, what do you think about? “Going to sleep” doesn’t count.
158: What is love to you?
159: What is the opposite of love?
160: Is it possible to love someone if you don’t love yourself?
161: Do you believe mutual attraction based on mutual hatred is possible?
162:Is it better to have something amazing and lose it or to never have had it to begin with?
163: Do you focus more on the past, the present, or the future?
164: Do you judge people for what they wear or how they express themselves?
165: Do you believe in individuals over generalisations?
166:When you’re very scared or worried, what do you think about or do to help you feel better?
167: How do you feel about what happens after death?
168: Would you rather live a hedonistic life full of good things that make you feel good even if they’re bad for you, or a healthy life centered around treating your body like a sacred temple and watching your health as closely as possible? Or do you not care either way?
169: Do you think you can tell a lot about a person from the way they express themselves or answer questions like these?
170:Do you have any special or magical memories you’ll always have with you?
171: How would you define yourself, without saying your name or giving a physical description of yourself or your obvious personality?
172: When do you feel truly at peace?
173: Do you like having your worldview or opinions challenged or questioned?
174: Do you believe happiness can exist without sadness?
175: Is there a reason for existence?
176: Do you think the world existed before you did?
177: Do you believe people need breaks from each other, even if they’re deeply in love?
178: What do you find most beautiful in people?
179: Do you take questions like these literally or pick up on what they really mean?
180: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
181: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
182: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
183: Do you always smile for pictures?
5: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
184: What is your Song of the week?
185: What do you drink with dinner?
186: What is your favorite food?
187: Which movie could you watch over and over and still love?
188: Last person you kissed/kissed you?
189: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
190: Can you cry on command?
191: Are you loyal?
192: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
193: Favorite kind of sandwich?
194: Best thing to eat for breakfast?
195: What is your usual bedtime?
196: Are you lazy?
197: How many languages can you speak?
198: Are you stubborn?:
199: Are you afraid of heights?
200: Do you sing in the shower?
201: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
202: Is Christmas stressful?
203: Ever eat a pierogi?
204: Favorite type of fruit pie?
205: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
206: What do you wear to bed?
207: Who would you like to see in concert?
208: What was the last concert you saw?
209: Tea or coffee?
210: Do you want to get married?
211: Do you want kids?
212: What’s your favorite part about today so far?
213: What are you doing tomorrow?
214: What are you doing next week?
215: Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?)
216: How do you like your steak cooked?
217: What do you like least about yourself?
218: Who’s your best / closest friend?
219: Who do you trust with your secrets?
220: Which friend would you go to in an emergency?
221: What was the last text you sent?
222: Does anyone hate you?
223: How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend?
224: Would you rather live in the countryside or in the city?
225: Ever had a detention?
226: Which swear word do you use the most?
227: Ever cried at school?
228: Who is the most intelligent person you know?
Request: Can you do one where jughead cares about the reader and he’s worried about her with all the drama and the now murder in riverdale so he goes over to her house one night with some excuse to cover that hes really just worried about her and doesn’t want her alone
A/N: This is such a cute idea. I think it’s so true to his character and I like it a lot. Thanks for requesting and feel free to request other ideas in my inbox!
Word count: 1254
Warnings: Mentions of murder, anxiety, cursing
There was something disturbing about dark and stormy nights. When didn’t they go wrong? They always did. Sunny days? Sure bad things happen, but not every time. Every time it rains, it pours, and every time it pours, the darkness is absolute and the creaks in your house are never just the results of years of wear. And thus, why you were hiding in your closet, clinging to a chilly aluminum bat as your only source of protection.
Moments earlier, the storm had blown your door open, and there had been hard footsteps on the fake wooden slatted floors. You had to clench the bat between your thighs for a moment, removing your hands so your quivering fingers wouldn’t clink against the hollow body. You took as deep a breath as you could, trying to get the image of the hole in Jason Blossom’s head out of your own mind.
Everyone in Riverdale who said they weren’t on edge after the discovery that Jason was murdered and not just taken by the currents were lying. The air seemed colder and stiffer, no dead body correlations intended, however… this was the reality. Somebody had been… murdered. Anyone who carried on with business as usual, block party with the Joneses, couldn’t have a grain of brain, or at least in your opinion, couldn’t have a grain of brain.
A murder meant a murderer. A murderer meant that someone who everyone knew was suddenly capable of killing anyone. Especially if they had wanted to and succeeding in killing Jason Blossom. You had certainly done worse to the community than Jason. You stole from convenience stores during puberty, like everyone else. And this acknowledgement that there was more reason to murder you than the person who was already dead and decaying sent your heart deeper and deeper into your stomach with each thudding footstep up your stairs.
The creak of your bedroom door was accompanied by a soft whimper, which you soon realized, you had let out.
“Shit,” you whispered, feeling tears well in the corners of your eyes at the realization that every shaky breath you tried to inhale could be your last. The intruder in your room murmured something, but the words were too low and you were too preoccupied trying to remember your seventh grade gym class lessons on self defense and if they had taught you how to be bulletproof to understand what was being said. But before you knew it, the door to your closet was thrown open, the aluminum bat slipping from your weak grip on it and clattering to the floor with an echoing ring.
“Y/N?” You looked up, making eye contact with the person who had, literally, broken into your house just a minute or so ago.
“Jughead?” You groaned, dropping your head to your hands. Now that you realized that the only person in danger here right now was Jughead, whose neck you pictured in your grip as you tried to regulate your breathing.
“Are you okay?” You heard him lean down, his voice softer and closer to your face now.
“I thought you generally had an issue with people who asked questions they knew the answer to.” Jughead nodded to himself, lips pursed. “You didn’t tell me you were coming over.”
“I wasn’t planning on it. Thought I’d surprise you.” A prominent snarl on your face, you looked up to him again. Sarcastically he continued, “Surprise.” His eyebrows lifted in a friendly gesture, his blue eyes pools of comfort for you as he offered you his hand. You took it, him lifting you to a standing position, grasping the bat and placing it back into your closet before closing it. “Anything you want to talk about? Maybe about why you were hiding in your closet?”
“Funny.” He raised his eyebrows in question. “I thought you were some crazy murderer!” He cocked his head to the left, a look in his eyes that only said, really? “It’s not my fault you have the gait of a serial killer.”
“What is a serial killer gait?” He walked over to your window, looking at the rain falling outside.
“That! That gait!”
He turned to you, leaning his head from one side to the other in thought. “Do you have anything to eat?” It was your turn to act surprised, however, in all honesty, you were always certain of only one thing: Jughead would choose a cheeseburger over anybody.
“I don’t know.” Following behind him down the stairs to the kitchen. “Haven’t been to the grocery store since you were here yesterday.”
“Oh! There’s still leftover Pop’s in the fridge.” He pulled out two styrofoam containers from your fridge that you didn’t even know you had. The oven beeped a little tune as he turned it on to reheat his food.
“Well, takeout. From last night.”
“You have any onion rings?”
“Do you know who you’re speaking to?” You stared at him, deadpan. “Of course I got you onion rings.” He opened the smaller of the two takeout boxes, revealing a full pile of onion rings.
“Oh, just for me, huh?”
“No really do you even know who I am?” You rolled your eyes now. “Of course I got more for myself than you.” You hummed in understanding, collapsing into a stool at the breakfast bar, the cool granite chilling you to your bones. Shuddering, you lifted your head.
“Jug?” He had left the kitchen for a second, returning a moment later with a blanket from the living room, wrapping it around your shoulders. You moaned softly, tightening the plush throw around you and reveling in its warmth. “Thank you.” He nodded. Jughead had always been bad at the grandiose gestures, but you never questioned his love for you. Especially with the little things, that in your mind always added up. “Why’d you really stop by, Juggy?”
“I told you, you were on the way.” He insisted, turning away from your inquisitive gaze.
“Mmhmm.” You made a quick pillow out of your arm wrapped in blanket, laying down. “Scared me shitless, just ‘cause.”
“Didn’t mean to scare you like that,” he mumbled, finishing with a few more words you missed.
“I said I didn’t mean to scare you,” he repeated.
“Well you did. I think I peed myself a little. And I cried.”
“You cried?” He asked. “Well it’s good I came to check on you, then.”
“Aha!” You lifted your head sharply. “You were worried about me.”
“No, you can take care of yourself. I know you’re capable of that.” You nodded mockingly. “Okay. You’re home alone! Someone was killed just a few months ago, yes I was worried about you. It was dark and rainy and you were home all by yourself on a Friday night. Figured checking up on you was better than not.”
“That’s real sweet, Jughead.” He swatted you away, turning back to the food that was slowly heating up in the oven. You two stayed that way, in silence for a few minutes, before the loud ring of the timer disturbed the peace. Your gaze, fixed on the marbled granite counter top, was soon consumed by the visual of a nearly disgusting portion of onion rings.
“Soup’s on,” he joked wryly, sitting beside you. You lifted your arm, engulfing him in the blanket too. “Why thank you.” And the two of you ate peacefully, the only sounds the drops of rain hitting the pavement outside.
Beetlejuice (Connor Murphy x reader fic part 1 of 2)
THIS IS A GHOST AU. LIKE CONNOR IS DEAD BUT YOU MEET HIM IN HIS LIL GHOST FORM. IT’S NOT AS LAME AS IT SOUNDS. OR MAYBE IT’S EXACTLY AS LAME AS IT SOUNDS.
Guys. It is like crazy long. And only part one. I’m going to post part two in a few days but I split them up because i’m still working on an ending. I honestly have no clue if anyone will wanna read this because it’s so fucking long. But this is like a Connor Ghost fic where you move into his house after his family moves out to get over Connor’s death and he haunts you but you guys become friends and idk this idea was so good in my head idk it I did it justice but maybe someone will enjoy. Part two will not be long because 1.) lack of motivation 2.) lack of ideas 3.) I’m making you guys read all this I won’t continue to waste more of your time. also this was so hard to edit so i’m sure there are one thousand mistakes im sosososos sorry.
TW: suicide, self harm, bullying, anxiety, depression, swearing, angst, fuck it’s sort of sad idk i feel for ghost connor
12,085 words yikes
You jolted up, your sleep disturbed by loud (and
quite rude) banging at your bedroom door. You shot up quickly, trying to figure
out what the hell was happening at…
You checked your phone which was shoved under
your pillow, the illumination making you flinch from your unadjusted eyes.
It was 12:00.
The knocking ceased momentarily, which made you
think you were hearing things due to exhaustion. Plus, there was no way it was
your parents, seeing as they were the oldest middle aged people you knew,
hitting the pillow before 9:30. You relaxed, regretting it seconds later when
the knocking came back.
You brought your legs close to your chest,
covering your mouth so whoever was there couldn’t hear your breathing. You
decided to quickly get up, drawing the cover off your bare legs and moving
nimbly to your empty closet, trying to avoid the maze of boxes that crowded
your room. You’d just moved in, it was literally your first night at the house
and probably the last day of existence. You thought this was a good neighborhood,
and your parents had an alarm system. Surely your dad would come running to
save you or maybe they’re calling the people. Or maybe the imagined murderer
already killed them, coming for you to finish the job. You could feel the tears
well up in your eyes as you closed the walk in closet door as quickly as you
could. Fuck. Is this the part you were supposed to pray for forgiveness? Fuck.
You had leftovers in the fridge from tonight that you were really looking
forward to eat for lunch tomorrow. Then you thought how pathetic that was,
having that be your last breathing thought of your fleeting life.
Your door swung open, not hearing any footsteps but a sudden pounding on your
closet door. You were shaking, hands covering your mouth, resulting in tears to
“Zoe! I know you were in my room. I can’t get
in. You fucking locked it you bitch. I’m going to fucking kill you with the key
when I find it. Stop messing with my head, I don’t understand why you’re doing
this to me.” The voice screamed out desperately, followed by angry sobs. Your
tears ceased however. Zoe? What the hell? What’s happening? The closet door
swung open, but no one was even there. All was quiet, you were so shaken up you
couldn’t move for five whole minutes. It was like you were frozen. You were
tired. Maybe, that was some sort of nightmare of sleep paralysis. Because where
the hell did the voice come from. How the hell did your door fly all the way
open without a single person in sight. You were hallucinating. That had to be
it. From lack of sleep or from that weird black mold that grows in the walls
you heard about in that short weird documentary on YouTube. That’s the only
plausible thing. You squeeze your eyes shut, trying to blink away to
exhaustion. You finally exited out of the tiny space, going to reach for the
closet door knob to cease it shut. Before your hand even got near it, it
slammed closed, causing you to open your eyes swiftly.
“What the hell is your problem, Zo-” A boy stood
before you, looking half dead. Not even half, but fully dead. His eyes were
bloodshot, he looked like he had bags under his eyes, and even in the dark, you
could see a large circular purple mark all the way around his neck.
You fucking started screaming.
“Shit!” he cupped his hands over your mouth, the
temperature of Antarctica hovering over your lips. “I didn’t realize Zoe had
friends over. Shut up you’re going to wake up my parents.” This is when you
started crying. Not only did he murderer sneak into your home, he was a complete
lunatic. His parents? Zoe? He was fucking nuts and he was definitely going to
kill you. You went to shove him away, but your hands went through, like he was
mist. Now, you started to ball. You were the crazy one. You convinced yourself
you developed schizophrenia overnight and were losing it, or it was definitely
the black mold. He looked as scared as you did, backing away. He touched his
stomach, which his hands didn’t go through at all. His face was unreadable,
then he was unreadable, vanishing into thin air.
You didn’t sleep the rest of the night.
The next day you walked around void, scared to
go even take a nap. You convinced yourself it was just a nightmare. A nightmare
you don’t remember falling asleep to or waking up from but that’s what you
decided. You needed to tell yourself it was fine. You also googled that
hallucinating black mold, and that really only grows in really old houses, so
you eliminated that. It was fine. Everything was fine. Your parents commented
on how tired you looked. Brushing it off, you just told them how excited you
were about the new house, and you couldn’t sleep. A lie, but since you were
lying to yourself why not make some more up. Night quickly approached as you
tried to fix up your room, figuring where your desk and bookshelves should go.
Plus, nothing else really weird happened. You stayed up, busying yourself by
decorating. When the banging started again. It was midnight
So, reality was hitting you. Were you crazy? Was
this house fucking haunted. You never really believed in ghosts, but that
wasn’t to say it didn’t scare the crap out of you. The door slammed open about,
without a person there. You froze in place again, waiting for it to just appear
again. It went straight to the closet again, banging loudly.
“Why are you doing this?” Similar words
whimpering out of his mouth. You think about running into your parent’s room,
like how you did when you were 5. But you were just stuck. The hallucination,
or ghost, or whatever, had their back toward you. It was definitely a guy, his
voice low and sort of nasally. He had shoulder length hair, you couldn’t tell
if it was black or brown, and he was wearing a hoodie and jeans. He disappeared
and the closet door slammed open, as it did the other night. Connor reappeared
right in front of you, your eyes wide and just in utter shock.
He hissed: “Who the hell are you?” His eyes were
a very dull blue with what seemed to be brown spot that now seemed more gray
than anything. They were lifeless. Below was a nose that had a few bumps down
the slope, and a wide mouth with a soft, but prominent cupid’s bow. His neck
was even more visible than the night before, making your skin crawl as you
peered at the purple mark that was the entire circumference of his neck. You
subconsciously dug your nails into your palms, feeling pain within seconds. So
you were definitely awake. Next was to test if this was a hallucination from
sleep deprivation. You squeeze your eyes shut, as hard as you can you think
your face might melt, scared to open them back up. He was still there, with a
face of confusion mixing with anger. Okay, now it was ghost checking time. You
gently went to put your arm through him, ghosts are just apparitions right?
Your whole hand went through his body.
“W-what..?” he stuttered out, almost like a
You pondered, how could he touch you but you
couldn’t touch him. A realization came to you, causing you to jerk your hand
back. He could hurt you but you can’t even defend yourself against him. Tears
started to spill again.
“Please don’t hurt me.” you whimpered softly,
His eyes widen, freaked out that you thought he
was trying to hurt you. “I’m not… I wouldn't…. how… what…” he was totally as
confused as you were. Probably more scared than you, if that was even possible.
This boy is dead and he doesn’t even know. The sound of footsteps approach your
door, and the ghost was gone.
“Why is your light still on, sweetie?” your
mother comes in, wincing from the brightness.
“Sorry, I’ll wrap it up soon.” you told her,
again, like nothing was wrong. You quickly turned away, shielding your tears
from her. She was oblivious and didn’t even notice. Your mom walks into your
room, admiring your wall of old pictures of your friends.
“This is nice…” she says, trailing off knowing
you weren’t happy with the move becasue you were an hour away from all your friends
now. You hum meekly, not able to say a word about the topic. “I’m really sorry
honey. It was just… You know your dad got this new job. And neither of us
wanted to move your senior year but… We didn’t have a choice. You know that.”
“It’s fine, mom. I’ll meet new friends! And I’ll
still have them! So I’ll have twice the amount of friends now.” you struggled
to fake enthusiasm, but your mother’s density seemed to buy it
“Well. You gotta go to the new school tomorrow.
It’s Monday now, so you gotta get up early. You can even take my car. Maybe
I’ll ask your dad if he’d be willing to buy you your own! Uh? How about that.”
“Sounds great. That’d be really cool…” you
tried to say with fervor, but it came off more sarcastic.
Your mom came over to you and planted a kiss on
your forehead. “You know I love you, sweetie.” you nod in response as she turns
to leave, turning the light out on the way out.
The boy didn’t come back again that night
School sucked. You didn’t meet any new friends.
Kids looked at you weird. The school was a lot bigger than your last one. You
were late to one of your classes. And the walls were bare, with the exception
of some random suicide prevention posters up. They gave you a sour taste in
your stomach. The words “The Connor Project” almost screaming out to you as you
passed them at the end of each hallway. Was Connor a kid at your school? Is?
Was? That was even more disturbing to think about, there was a dead kid at your
new school that everyone is probably mourning and you have no clue who this kid
No. No! That was completely ridiculous.
Once you got home, you found yourself opening
your laptop typing the name of the school and the name on the posters.
Connor Murphy - Obituaries
You clicked the link, leading you to an obit
from almost a year ago that contained a school picture.
The colored picture was a kid looking straight
into the camera. A kid that had sad heterochromic eyes. A kid with a bumpy
nose. A kid with a wide mouth with a define cupid’s bow. A kid was long brown
shoulder length hair.
A kid that looked eerily similar to whatever you
saw last night.
You ran downstairs. Your mom making
god-knows-what in the kitchen with your dad.
“Did a kid kill himself in this house.” you
blurted out. You didn’t want to put it that way. That sounded insensitive. But
the words were already out there. You mom was shocked, eyes wide and she
brought her lips in, as if she was sealing them. You’re dad pushed up his
sleeves and tilted his head to the right, squeezing his eyes closed as if he
was trying to read the lines he was about to tell you, like they were tiny
little cue cards in his head.
“We should all sit down.” he calmly said. Good
one, father. Rehearsed that perfectly. The three of you head over to the couch,
you sitting on the chair opposite, like they were having an intervention for
you that you started.
Your father started. “There was a family who
lived here. The Murphy’s.” Christ. It’s been confirmed.
“They had two children. Zoe… and er…” your mom
took control of the conversation but paused before saying his name. “and
“Last year… Around this time. Connor…” Your
mother covered her mouth, like she was going to start to cry. You wanted to
roll your eyes at her fake sympathy. Your father took her hand.
“He hung himself, (y/n)”
Your mother chimes in, “(y/fathers/n)! You don’t
have to be so brash. God! Sweetie, the young man, the Murphy’s son, committed
suicide. He was very unhappy, sweetie. And if you’re ever going through
“Yeah, I know. I’ll talk to you guys about
anything I’m going through or whatever.” You lied. Not necessarily about the
depression bit, but more over on the side of telling them things. No way in
hell were you going to tell them you thought the house was haunted. They’d
think you were just paranoid. “Um… where did it happen?” They knew what you
meant by it.
“In his bedroom. Which,
is my office now. That’s why we had you take the girls room. Just because you
were destined to find out. And I know that wouldn’t sit right with you” Your
dad said. You sighed, sinking back in your chair. After letting all the
information set in, you went slowly back up to your room, pulling out your
You googled: exorcists in my area.
Bad news was that this new town didn’t seem to
have any exorcists nearby, and the closest one was about 3 hours away and
charged a hell of a lot. Money you didn’t have. Money you couldn’t even ask
your parents for because imagining what that conversation would be like was one
that wouldn’t go. Not even well, just wouldn’t go. So you decided if you’re
going to be living here for the next year before going off to college. It was
ghost befriending time. You felt a little stupid typing into the search bar
“how to befriend a ghost that doesn’t know he’s a ghost living in your house .”
Nothing. You went for something more broad. “Befriending ghosts”. More, not many,
results showed up, causing you to scan through them. You read almost every
article on the first two pages. Even watched some videos (with headphones in
case the parents would hear). Also, you may or may not have taken notes. It was
getting late, and you heard your parents go to bed. Connor was going to knock
any minute, your phone was at 11:59. You walked up to your door. And as soon as
a knock happened, you swung it open. Connor angrily standing there, bewildered
“Shit.” he said under his breath. You signaled
for him to come in. “I,” he paused. “What happened to Zoe? What happened to my
parents? Where are they.” he was started to catch on, realizing something
Even though you were scared, you also felt like
you owed him something. You weren’t sure why, but he needed to know. At least a
“They don’t live here anymore, Connor.”
“What… What are you saying. Where the hell are
they? And… H-how do you even know my name?” he stammered over his words, not
looking at me. I tried to avoid his neck.
“Connor… do you know what you are.”
“What the fuck do you mean?”
“Do you know what I’m talking about?” He ignores
you. Instead, he’s focused on the mirror hung up on the wall. Shit, he can’t
look at himself like that. He will freak. You follow his line of sight, seeing
you. Just you. Of course, he wouldn’t be there. He’s not living.
“Oh my god…” he started to breath heavier and
heavier, until tear start falling.
“Stop! This is some weird nightmare. Some weird
long nightmare… That I’m only remembering bits and pieces of as I go more and
more into my sleep. I’m going to wake up. I’m going to go to school. I’m going
to live a miserable life and make everyone else miserable. I’m-” He’s basically
wheezing for air. He fell to the ground, you going by his side, going to try to
embrace him until he disappeared.
Well. That went superb.
It had been a couple of days, and you saw no
sign of Connor. But you could still sense him lingering, the air always seeming
colder when he was around. You’d call out his name. And… Nothing. It was like
he was hiding.
Anyway, school was the same. But today was
particularly bad, it was worse by one thousand percent than all the other days
You overheard some kids talking in English.
“It’s the anniversary.” one said, almost as if he was amused.
“Shut up. I don’t know why you think it’s so
funny. You’re messed up.” a girl hissed at him.
“I’m just happy, that’s all.”
“Happy?” she was repulsed.
“Well, if you think about it. It was either us or
him.” It clicked in you. They were talking about Connor.
“What the hell do you mean by that.” she asked.
You asked the same question in your head. You pretended to look for a pencil
inside your bag, turning your body 90 degrees so you could actually hear better
as you rummaged through your bag.
The boy with glasses breathed out, “I mean that
he would’ve shot up the school if he didn’t snap his neck. That’s what I mean.”
the girl looked at him with utter disgust. “You act like that’s far-fetched.”
“Connor wasn’t like that. You didn’t know him.”
“Yeah, and you didn’t either.” they paused. You
glanced back, trying to figure out why they stopped. They both peered over at
“Could you give us some damn privacy.” the boy
growled. You quickly turned back, facing the front of the room, heart beating
out of your chest. Shit. Shit. Shit. You already made an enemy, and you didn’t
have any friends yet to comfort you. You held your breath for what seemed like
the rest of class, zoning out of their conversation, the lecture, everything.
The bell snapped you out of it. You tried to get out of there as quickly as
“Hey.” a feminine voice called out. You turn
around. It was the girl. “I’m really sorry about Jared. He’s a real jerk. I’m
Alana.” She stuck out her hand, but you didn’t shake it. You couldn’t. Hand
sweat levels were off the radar.
“I’m really sorry for eavesdropping. That was so
not cool.” you blurted out.
“No! No, it’s fine, really.” she reassured you,
making you comfortable enough to make eye contact. “I, uh, I know you’re new
here. You’re (Y/N) (Y/L/N)! I’m not a stalker or anything i just have to know
everyone’s name. I’m running for senior president!” she told you, getting off
topic. Shaking her head, “Anyway, enough of the self-promo. Um, what lunch
period do you have?
“3rd…” you told her.
“Oh me too! If you want, you can come sit with
me.” you weren’t sure if she was being nice, piteous, or deceptive. But you
accepted, you didn’t want to eat in the library for the following week, pretending
to catch up on your new classes.
Lunch came around and you looked all over for
Alana. She spotted you before you spotted her.
“(Y/N)!” she called out much louder than needed
to, and everyone looked. Your day was just filled with embarrassment. You walk
over, with your head down and sit across from Alana. The boy, Jared was there
along with another boy who looked severely uncomfortable as well. You made a
mental note, knowing that feeling all to well.
“Hey, Alana.” you decided against a verbal hello
to the boys. So you just gave them a nod. Jared just kind of stared at you
while the other kid smiled awkwardly back. This was weird. Alana was weird.
Jared was weird. That kid was weird. And you were weird. All weird in different
ways, so it made it even weirder. You all weren’t even on the same ‘weird’
“So, (Y/N). Sorry about the whole ordeal I made
in English.” Jared, the boy with glasses who yelled at you, said. It wasn’t a
genuine apology. Alana gritted her teeth at him. “Since you’re new to this
school, I’ll tell you a little of its history.” He said, almost demented. It
reminded you of something the joker would say (Heath Ledger’s joker, may Heath
Ledger rest in peace). “You see, today an important day. It’s the day we lost a
fellow student. The anniversary of Connor Murphy’s death.” you gulped down.
This was all way too much for you. “Great guy. Really added to the atmosphere
here. You see all these kids mourning?”
No one seem to be upset. Oh… you got it. He was
The awkward kid cut him off, “That’s enough.” he
yelled, banging his hand on the table.
“Oh, Evan. I know you must be grieving greatly.
You were his best friend after all.” Evan glared at Jared. So that’s his name.
Everyone was dead silent. Like, the whole cafeteria. A girl got up and ran out.
You swear to god, you recognized her. “Oh, look. Your girlfriend, Zoe. Aren’t
you going to go get her?” Zoe? Fuck. Zoe was the sister. Evan followed her out,
“She still goes here.” you accidentally asked
with concern aloud. Jared looked at you scarily, almost wanting to smirk. This
conversation going exactly as he wanted.
“Oh! So you know about the Murphys? How’s that?”
“Jared, stop it.” Alana told him
“No!” he said, “How do you know about them?”
You couldn’t tell them. You weren’t about to let
them know you live in that house. Jared would probably harass you some more.
“I- I don’t. I don’t know anything. I’m just
gonna go-” you start to get up.
“No! You can’t go!” he announced. Alana pinched
the bridge of her nose. “Tell us about it?”
“About what?” you asked back.
“Are you an idiot or something? The house. Alana
told us you live in the house. Come on! Is it haunted? I feel like Connor was a
troubled soul. Did you exorcise it? You really should look into that!” Your
eyes darted over to Alana. She didn’t look at you. Is this why she wanted you
to sit there. You jolted up, walking rapidly out of the cafeteria. You went to
walk down one hallway but you saw Evan trying to comfort zone, which she seemed
more tense and remote in his present. You could tell it would be better for
Evan to just leave her alone, but you decided against interfering. You barely
knew what the hell happened other than the death of this kid Connor.
School really sucked.
Hours past. It was about midnight and you
couldn’t stop thinking about it. Really, you couldn’t stop crying. You started
crying because of how no one seemed to be nice at this school, then you started
bawling about how your old school was fine and how you missed all your friends
and the familiarity and everything that this new place isn’t.
“Why are you crying.”
Your head shut up. Connor was at the end of your
bed. He stared into the mirror. At nothing.
“You didn’t knock?” trying to make a joke but
you accidentally let your voice crack.
The corners of his mouth pulled up, but quickly
fell. He got straight to the point, “I’m dead, aren’t I?” he asked. All you had
to do was look at him, and he got the answer from your eyes. He shut his eyes.
You wanted to get his mind off the matter.
“School sucks. That’s why I’m crying, if you’re still curious.”
“If you go to the one I go to, you got that
fucking right.” neither one of you corrected his wording of the present tense
of “to go”. But you both knew.
“People are mean.” you murmured out.
“Yeah… I know.” he clenched his jaw. Shit. You
guessed that school was a factor why he did… it. “Who was mean to you?”
“I don’t want to talk about that.”
“Then what do you wanna talk about because you
don’t wanna talk about the fact I offed myself, so I’m kind of running out of
conversation topics here.” You didn’t say anything. He squeezed his knuckles,
digging his nails into his palms like you do sometimes. You didn’t know what to
say, he kept going anyway. “It wasn’t Jared Kleinman, was it?” he asked
bluntly. So that was his last name. “Fucking Christ, he’s such a dick.” his
voice gets a little louder. Your face must of given it away. You made another
mental note to show letting your thoughts show to easily. “Avoid him. Just
ignore everything he says or does. You have to numb yourself at this school,
Your ghost was giving you survival tips on how
to make it through senior year. It’s ironic, because, he didn’t exactly survive
it himself. But this irony was not of the humorous sort. You felt sick.
“Hey, you alright?” He asked.
“Yes, I just feel dizzy.” the room really
started to spin. It’s like you momentarily forgotten you were talking to a
literal dead person and when you remember, you reacted the way any normal
person would. You passed out.
“Hey, um, girl.” Connor never learned your name.
“Hey, um. You aren’t dead too? Right.” Connor almost started to dryly smile to
himself. “Because I’m the one who gets to haunt this house, not you.” He
checked your pulse. It was strange. He seemed to be able to touch you, but you
couldn’t touch him. He was having the same realization as you. He got up.
Looking around your room for anything he could find more about you on. He
looked along your walls, looking at pictures of you and your friends. There was
one of you kisses some guys cheek. Connor got annoyed by it. Why did everyone
have someone but him. He looked back at you, the unknown girl to him, and
bought a cover up your body. Then disappearing
The following day of school, you guessed it,
sucked. You’re starting to see a pattern here.
Alana tried talking to you again. You didn’t
want to talk with her though, you didn’t even want to look at her. Jared just
kind of would glance at you and quickly look away, guilt lingering in his
stares. Then, Evan just kept his head down. Not that you were mad at him or
anything. He didn’t do anything. Well, not to you. It seemed something was up
with that awkward kid. Like, did he mess around with Zoe or was he a dick to
Connor? He didn’t seem like either type, so you let it go.
Jared did approach you after school in the
“(Y/N)!” he called out nervously. You kept
walking, putting in your earphones to drown him out; drown everything out. You
could tell he was still calling stuff out, but you couldn’t hear it over the
lyrics of Karma Police. You felt a hand grasp your shoulder, turning you around
roughly. Was this kid trying to fight you? He paused your music from your
headphones. “Hey.” he said shyly.
“Please, just leave me alone.” You unpaused your
music and started toward your car again. This time he ran in front of you,
taking out your earphones.
“I’m sorry, (y/n). I don’t know why I was like
that yesterday. Just, the whole Connor thing kind of tips me off.”
You cut him off not really caring to hear more,
“It’s whatever. If you really wanna apologize, just leave me alone and that’d
be more than enough.”
“Please, just wait. I don’t want you to think
I’m this massive asshole. I mean, I am an asshole. But I was just vindictive yesterday.
Something happened after Connor’s death. Something messed up that some kid did
and, I uh, I helped him with it. And I still feel guilty. It was fucked up, and
I’m still angry about it. So I took it out in you, god knows why.” His voice
started to tremble. You started feeling bad, now.
“Jared, it’s fine.”
“It isn’t fine. None of it was fine. Evan got
out of hand, and I was just as bad.”
Confused, you stated: “Evan didn’t really do
“Not yesterday. Before… The Connor Project.
Fuck. Never mind, I’ll just see you tomorrow.” Jared quickly b-lined for his
car. You stood there, not understanding one bit.
Maybe Connor will have some answers.
You took a nap when you got home. You haven’t
been getting much sleep, and you knew you’d have to wake up at midnight to talk
to Connor. Your life was getting weird.
You woke up to a weight at the edge of your bed.
Your eyes fluttered open, Connor sitting before you. His hair in front of his
face looking at one of your old yearbook. The one from 9th grade.
“You look really different now.” he simpered.
Everyone’s 9th grade picture was cringy. “(Y/N) (Y/L/N).” Drawing out
You tore it out of his hands. “So is this how
you haunt people? Humiliation? Because the average ghost would flicker the
lights on and off, or throw my valuables at me, or write murderous things in my
wall with my cat’s blood.”
“You have a cat?”
“You missed the point.”
“Are you really trying to tell me how to be a
proper ghost? Because I don’t believe you have that sort of experience under
your belt.” he slyly stated.
Without even thinking (which you really should
have fucking done), you remarked back, “says the one trying to tell me how to
survive high school.” your eyes widen. Did you really just fucking say that. His
jaw clenched, digging his nails into his palms, knowing he wouldn’t feel a
thing. “Shit. that was supposed to be a joke. But I suppose jokes are funny,
and that was just-”
He cut you off, “This sucks. This still sucks so
much and I’m still in so much pain. But I can’t even hurt myself. I’m just
stuck. Afterlife fucking suck. But high school was so bad, my family was so
unbearable, I was so insufferable. Everything was starting to feel not real, I
was numbing myself. No one was there for me. No one gave two shits about the
freak. No one ever reached out. I had no one. No one to talk to. No one to vent
to. No one.”
Your heart started hurting. An “I’m
sorry.” was all you could muster out.
“It’s too late.”
“I know….” you paused. You understood how he felt.
Being alone. Being with people didn’t even stop that feeling. But you weren’t
about to tell him that. “Do you know an Evan Hansen.” There you went with the
present tense again.
The lights started to flicker, you would’ve made
a joke if you both weren’t having a serious conversation about it. “Yeah.” he
said simply, trying to not get angry. There was pause between the both of you
before he continued. “I thought he might’ve been a nice kid. He wasn’t. He made
fun of me just like everyone else… With this note. God, that stupid fucking
“What did the note say.”
“Doesn’t matter. It was some prank. Jared
probably put him up to it. They just wanted to get in my head.”
“Stop saying that.”
“I’m sorry.” He whipped his head at you, “Shit,
“It’s fine, (Y/n). Just… try not to. Or
whatever. I don’t give a fuck what you do or don’t do. Why’d you ask about
“Jared brought him up to me today-”
Connor cut you off, “I thought I told you to
avoid that fucking kid. He’s not a nice guy.”
“I tried. No, I tried. He like, hunted me down
in the parking lot. Apologizing and telling me some stuff.”
“Don’t listen to him. He’s probably trying to
make some joke. He thinks he’s the fucking class clown but he’s not even
funny.” he paused, curious about what he might have said. “What was the stuff
he told you.”
“Um…” you didn’t know whether to tell him about
the Connor Project. It was obviously about him, but he didn’t seem to be fond
of anyone at his school. Not even his sister. Now wasn’t the right time to
bring that up. You know he’d be pissed about it. And now, it pissed you off,
feeling like it was a pity project to make people feel better that no one
actually cared about Connor.
“Woah, easy.” Connor said, sort of aggressively.
He pulled your fingers off your palms, finding little red marks indenting your
skin, the skin slightly broken. He brushed his fingers over the marks, you
didn’t even realize you started to do that “I do the same thing. It just
doesn’t hurt anymore.”
Connor didn’t re-ask what Jared told you. You
two kind of talked about random stuff the rest of the night. Like your family
(who were very different but similar in the rich neglectful way), your old
lives (his living and yours where you used to live), and then music (which
surprisingly was very similar! How many people can say their house ghost has a
good taste in music. I’d take a wild guess and say next to none!) You stayed up
until three, and both of you were getting tired (ghosts need sleep too
apparently, existing in that form is draining.) You fell asleep first, curling
up your body in a fetal position on your full size bed while Connor sat crossed
legged. Before he disappeared, he had the realization that you were cute. Which
wasn’t going to be good, finding you attractive.
“(Y/N)?” Jared whispered behind you. Snapping at
you to get your attention. “Hey (Y/N) Pst! Hey, hey, (Y/N)!” he started
“What, Jared?” you hissed back. He leaned back
in his desk, smiling widely at you in a goofy way.
“Wanna be partners?” he asked, pretending like
you never said to leave you alone.
“Aren’t you usually with Alana?”
“She’s at some Student Council field trip for
like three days, so I thought since neither of us have partners. Then we should
just group up.”
You corrected him “You can’t find a
“Oh, I forgot. You’re miss popular. I mean, look
at all the people begging to be your partner. What? You want me to get on my
knees, profess my dire need of your partnership? Huh?”
“No don’t-” …And the boy was on his knees,
making a scene.
“Oh, sweet merciful goddess of forgiveness.
Please take mercy in me and take me on as your burden. Rise me up through the
ashes and make me anew. Oh-”
“Okay okay. Please just stop… whatever you were
just doing. Bring a desk over here.” you quickly told him, getting up to stop.
You tried to hide your face. Half the class chuckled while the other rolled their
eyes. So this was typical. Connor did tell you he was the class clown type.
Though, Connor would’ve been a part of the half to roll their eyes.
The two of you started working. It was a MacBeth
project. Recreating some scene in a modern day aspect. Jared wouldn’t shut up
because how lame it was. Though, as you wrote the script, he would put his two
cent on what memes to add. You ignored him.
You couldn’t help but to think about what Jared
was telling me yesterday. You knew it was none of your business, but you couldn’t
help to feel curious. Especially since you, well know Connor.
“Jared.” you said, not looking up from the paper
you were writing on. “Um, what’s the Connor Project?”
He shifted awkwardly in his seat, “It’s a dead
club.” You knew if he didn’t feel guilty about the whole thing, he would have
chuckled at his accidentally pun. “The posters are still up just to make
everyone feel better. Like the schools doing something when no one is.”
“Well, why isn’t anyone running it.”
“Why are you so curious about it all of the
sudden. You didn’t want me to talk to you at all yesterday now you’re asking me
questions about this. What’s the catch?”
“There isn’t one… I’m just… I don’t know. You,
Alana, Evan, and Zoe just were really beat up about it. But no one else seemed
to even flinch or bat an eye. Did Connor mean a lot to you.” you weren’t sure why
you were asking questions you knew the answers too, people do that a lot to
hear what they wanna hear.
“I don’t wanna to talk about it.” No one wanted
to talk about anything, you thought.
Jared remarked: “You don't…”
“You don’t know anything that went down. You
know some kid killed himself and Evan started the Project. Which is now dead.
T-the project, that is.”
“Well, I don’t know anything because no one will
tell me.” You thought to yourself for a minute, waiting for a response. Evan
started it. But Connor said that Evan wrote that mean note-
“Can we just get back to working in this stupid
You complied. You still had no answers, a fuck
ton of questions, and a memeless MacBeth project.
You got home later that day around 3. Connor was
already in your room.
“You’re up early.” you say unphased. I mean,
come on. A ghost lives in your house and you talk to him daily, what else could
phase you at this point.
“Yeah, I haven’t really figured out why though.”
he mumbled. He’s lying on your bed, staring at your ceiling. You notice scars
all on his forearms. You don’t say anything. “I think my body thought it was 12
at night, when it was really 12 in the afternoon. I’ve been laying here for
about 3 hours waiting for you to get home. Why don’t you have a clock in here.”
“Because I have a phone.”
“Yeah, but you don’t even have an alarm clock.”
“My phone is my alarm clock.”
He changed the subject, “How’s school.”
You shrugged your shoulders, looking around at
everything other than him. He looked tired and so beat up. It made you
incredibly sad. Connor caught on
“Is there a reason you won’t look at me.” he
said, annoyed by your distance. “Am I that ugly?” That’s when you realized.
Your ghost was cute. But he was hard to look at, seeing all the pain he had to
go through. You wanted to start crying for him in a way. But what gave you the
right to cry. Also, why did you refer to him as your ghost.
You made yourself make eye contact. Connor noted
to himself that if he were alive, he would’ve blushed. But there is no blood
running through his body anymore. “You happy. I’m just stressing out about this
“The modernization one?”
“Yeah, you did it?”
“I received it.” he said dryly,
understanding what he meant. You looked away. He noticed. “Um, you had to
partner up with someone right? Who’d you group with?” he asked, trying to steer
back the conversation on the right road.
You couldn’t tell him, so you lied: “Alana. I’m
not sure what her last name is.”
“Beck. It’s Alana Beck. You’ll ace that one.
You’ll just have to deal with her annoying ass.” you smiled at him,
reconnecting your eye contact.
“She seems okay.” you lied. You were still mad
about what happened at lunch, and how she told Jared about your personal life.
So you didn’t care for her.
“She’s, like, obsessed with how people see her.”
“Aren’t we all.”
“You don’t seem that way.”
“I am. I really want to make friends at this
“No one’s worth your time…” he paused, going
into a deep thought than coming out of it. “Alana, though. She does all this
shit so other people think she’s this kind person like food drives. You know,
that kind of shit. But she only does it for bonus points, like, so she can put
it all on her college application.” You wondered if she was a part of the
“I mean, at least sees doing something.”
“But she’s not sincere about any of it. She
doesn’t care.” he looked really sad again. Not even sad just empty. “I'm… I’m
just gonna go.”
“Wait, Con-” and he disappeared. Then, you felt
You tried facetiming your old friends. No one
was able to pick up. It was Friday. And Fridays at your old town meant bonfire
nights. Ugh, it was probably the first fire of senior year, and you were
missing it. You were missing all of it. You went on instagram to see all their
pictures. First, you looked at the old ones. Then the newer ones. The ones
showing you weren’t missed. You noticed a message.
Jared Kleinman wants to send you a message.
You read it anyway.
@JaredKleinmeme: hey i realized that this has to
be a rough draft by monday and we only have half of it done. So we gotta meet
up over the weekend. I would say my house but my moms are redoing our floors.
So idk where you wanna meet.
No way were you coming here. Connor would have a
fit. But you can’t borrow he car over weekends because your mom and dad both
work during the day.
You got to message back.
Do you have a car? I don’t think we can come to
He typed back within seconds.
No, i don’t. My parents only let me use theirs
when i go to school.
Shit. Sure we can’t do yours???
Connor only ever seems to be in your room. Maybe
if you guys stayed downstairs he’d never know.
Okay. We will make mine work.
Jared came over Saturday. You guys stayed in
your living room. Everything was fine until your mom left.
Jared was focused on his computer. Writing out
the rough draft.
Connor appeared at the stairs.
“Oh my god!” you screamed out, making Jared
“What the hell?” Jared goes to look, but you
grab his head to make him look at you. He turned flush.
“Sorry! I’m still getting adjusted to this
house. Sometimes I just think I see things.”
Jared gets serious, “You don’t think it’s,
like…. haunted or anything.”
He’s onto you. “Jared. Stop being ridiculous. I
didn’t mean it like that.” Shit. Why did you make up that excuse?
“Yeah..” he chuckled meekly. “Sorry… I’m just…
paranoid. Connor didn’t like me. For valid reasons. I wasn’t exactly nice to
the guy-” a crash sounded upstairs. In a flash, Jared started collecting his
stuff. “I-I-I’ll finish the project at home, just don’t worry about.”
“Jared. That was just my cat! It’s fine.” you
lied. You didn’t have a cat.
“I know that this is going to sound crazy, but
just in case Connor is haunting your house. He probably is a vengeful ghost and
will kill me. I really have to go, okay. I’ll email you the script.” he
practically ran out of your house. Connor popped up right in front of you as
the door shut behind Jared, causing you to stagger back surprised.
“What the hell, (Y/N)?!” he fumed.
“No! What the hell to you, Connor!” you matched
his anger. “Don’t do that shit when I have people over. Jared thinks you’re
haunting the house now.”
“Well, aren’t I?” he hissed, “I can’t believe
you lied to me. God, literally I told you to talk to anyone but him. But not
only are you his friend, you’re inviting him over to your goddamn house. Are
you trying to fuck him or something. That fucking virgin probably itching you
to fuck him.” Connor was completely out of hand.
“What the actual hell, Connor. What’s your
“Jared! Jared fucking Kleinman is my fucking
“Well he’s gone, thanks for that by the way!
Just an FYI, I’d never even hug Jared if my life depended on it, let alone try
and have sex with him. So, drop it!”
“Then what was he doing here.”
“A project! A stupid MacBeth one.”
“You told me you were working on that with
You story fell through. “Shit… I… You know I
couldn’t have told you.”
“Why are you working with him then?”
“Because he was the only one left in the class.
Are you done interrogating me? Because now i have to worry about how to tell
people my house isn’t being haunted by some freak.” You froze, your hands covering
your mouth as if you could shove that last word back in, pretending you never
“Go fuck yourself.” He screamed his voice
cracking. You couldn’t believe you let that word leave your mouth. Especially
directing it at Connor. You fucked up.
You didn’t see Connor for a full week. You tried
apologizing, knowing he had to be around somewhere. He was. He always was. He’d
watch you at all times. He’d watch you sit and watch TV, eat dinner with your
family, watch you sleep, and write in your journal. You always felt his
presence, the air always felt a little colder when he was around.
You couldn’t stand not talking to him.
The following Friday came. You looked at your
friends pictures online. Then, you looked at the people from your new school
pictures. And then you looked in the mirror. Coming face to face with yourself.
All alone. Tears started rolling down your cheeks. You were so alone, it
started to ache. Even your parents were out doing things.
You started talking out loud. “I’m so sorry, Connor.
I didn’t mean that. I was… I don’t even know why I said it. I don’t believe
that at all. I miss talking to you. You’re the only friend I have here and I
miss you so goddamn much. I’m an idiot for saying that and I should never talk
again because I always screw up and I’m the worst and I’m sorry I’m the person
who moved into this house because I’m just like the people at our school. I
belong there, I suppose. Even though I’m an outcast, a fucking loser. I am the
“I guess we are both freaks then.” he appeared
next to you on your bed. How didn’t you notice the weight before.
Tears burst out, and you cried loud. “I’m so
sorry. You’re not a freak.” Connor brought you into a hug. You were shocked at
first, his cold exterior touching you. You slowly put your arms around him. Not
wanting to go through him.
You were hugging him. Touching him.
“Connor?” you muffled into his chest.
“Mhm?” his face was buried in your hair.
“How am I touching you?”
“I think I’m letting you. I don’t really know. I
don’t have a ghost manual.”
“That would’ve been handy.” the two of you
chuckle lightly. But yours came out really weird because you were still crying.
He squeezed you tighter.
“Can I tell you something?”
“I read your diary…” you disconnect from him,
staring into his eyes, bewildered.
“You did what?”
He continued. “While you were at school today. I
was going through your room. And I found your black book, noticed there was
writing in it. And I kind of read it all.”
“You… read… all of it?” You weren’t even mad.
What you felt was worse, you were mortified.
“We never talk about your problems. I don’t
know. I didn’t know you felt that way… So alone.”
You were beyond mortified. You couldn’t believe
he read the entirety of your diary. “Oh god….”
“Don’t be embarrassed. I’m not gonna tell
anyone. um… I mean I can’t. You’re the only person I talk to. Because I’m
“I get it, Connor.” you squeezed the bridge of
your nose, not wanting to look at him. You wrote about everything in there.
“You don’t want to… you know. Um. Commit
suicide.” Your head shot up, meeting his eyes. He looked so worried and sad.
“Because, coming from me, it’s not at all worth it. Um, it didn’t solve
anything. I almost wish I didn’t fucking do it. All I had to do was wait
another year. Go to college. Pay for my own therapy. I could’ve done it. I was
just so…. lost… and alone…. I couldn’t see a future. But you’re really great.
You’re amazing. You’re like the best person I’ve ever met. And I wish I would’ve
known you when I was alive. Maybe…. just maybe…” he quickly shut his mouth,
knowing if he finished his sentence, he’d break. He turned away, knowing the
tears that were welling up in his eyes were about to fall. You grabbed his
hand, silently reassuring that it was okay to cry. Neither of you said anything
for the rest of the night. You both just laid in your bed, staring up at the
ceiling, innocently holding hands.
Both of you felt a sense of belonging for the
first time in a while.
You shot up from sleeping the next morning,
Connor’s body gone.
He read your diary. Fuck. You wrote about that
one kid Tyler at your old school. That weird, awkward, awful sexual encounter
with Tyler. Oh, my god. You’re humiliated.
He didn’t bring it up all weekend though - thank
god - hopefully he never would. But then school came around Monday.
“Hey, um, (Y/N)?” a voice questioned you from
behind Turning around, your eyes met Zoe Murphy’s. Shit. “I’m Zoe… er Murphy.”
“Yeah, um. I remember you. From the house sale,
that is.” you stammered. Why was she talking to you.
“Oh, cool. Um, are you eating with anyone at
lunch today? Because, I wanted to see if you wanted to sit with my friends and
I? I’m just super confused on what we are doing in here and you seem to be the
only one in class who actually knows what’s going on. And I’m trying to get in
Juilliard, and I need to show them I’m not only good at playing in the Jazz
band, but also at astrophysics. But if you’re busy, or sitting with other
people, I totally understand.”
You shifted in your seat. You weren’t busy or
sitting with others. But you didn’t want to sound pathetic. “I’m behind on some
“Oh…” she looked incredibly sad. Like almost
Connor-level sad. “That’s fine. Sorry, it was probably really weird for me to
ask you like that-”
“No! N-no no no. It’s fine. Actually, I can sit
with you! I’m not that behind.”
She smiled slightly, almost so subtly; you’d
miss it if you blink. “Awesome! I sit at the first table by the window near the
gym. Or, um, I could meet you-”
“Nope, I’ll just come to the table.”
“Sweet.” she nodded her head. “Um, I’ll see you
“Yeah… Um, for sure.” you said with weak
excitement. Zoe waved and walked in the opposite direction.
What does she want now? People just don’t invite
others to randomly sit with them. . Especially not the girl who moved into your
old house who hangs out with your dead brother. Unless of course if you’re
Alana and you wanted something out of it. Did Zoe want something more than a
lesson in astrophysics from you?
The first half of the day dragged on, you not
really being there entirely because your thoughts kept drifting off to Zoe, or
Connor, or Jared, Alana, or even Evan. Didn’t Jared say something about Evan
dating Zoe, and Connor said something about a mean note from Evan. Nothing made
sense. You weren’t just a step behind, you were a full mile.
Lunch finally came, and you found Zoe right
away. She was watching the door for you to come. There were a few of her
friends at the table. They all smiled and said hi when you sat down. You caught
none of their names. Zoe forced a conversation out of you. She kind of reminded
you of your old friends: nice, pretty, talkative, cool without trying. You told
her that. She smiled bigger, almost more subtly. In the middle of your
explanation of spectroscopy, she interrupted you.
“(Y/N), what are you doing after school?”
Hanging out with your dead brother. You decided
to go with: “Um, nothing I can think of.” instead.
“Cool. Um, do you wanna maybe hang out after?
Um, we can get coffee? If you uh, like coffee.” she asked, you couldn’t help
but to think it was a trap.
“I do, I do. But I have to get the car back for
my mom in time for her to go to work-”
“I could pick you up. I mean, I know where you
live.” she tried chuckling.
You didn’t know how to get out of this one. And
a small part of you yearned for any type of friendship between the living. “Uh…
are you sure? I could ask if my mom could just drop me off?”
Zoe reassured you, “No! No, it’s fine. It’s not
out of the way.”
“Only if you really want to.”
“Yeah, of course! Do you wanna go right after
“Do you actually just wanna follow me to my, er,
the house?” you felt weird using personal pronouns when it previously belonged
to her. She nodded, not bothered by it though.
You regretted it as soon as you made the
official plan. This was gonna be weird.
This was weird.
Zoe followed behind, even though she knew the
way better, she probably knew the back roads. You parked the car in the
driveway, and quickly got in hers. She was staring at the house, looking at
Connor’s room window.
“I live in that one.” Pointing at her old room,
knowing it was hers, to distract her from Connor.
“That was mine!” She says excited. “The closet’s
You forced out a laugh, sounding real enough. “I
know! I love it. Most of my clothes are still in boxes because I’m just too
lazy to put them all away.”
“No way! Me too. More than half of them are
still in tubs on my floor. My mom is so annoyed by it. She’ll probably hang
them up soon if I don’t.”
“My mom would never do that. She’s been in my
room once. Maybe twice. She doesn’t really care what I do.” Zoe frowns at this.
“N-not like she doesn’t care about me or anything. Just like what I do. I have
more freedom than I know what to do with?”
“Oh… That’s actually really cool. Do you want to
come to a party on Friday then?” Zoe blurted out, feeling like she had been too
“Um…” you hadn’t been to a party since your old
town. What were these parties like. How do you dress? How do you act here?
“You could come over to my house, er, new house
and get ready with me and the girls.” she made it sound appealing. This was a
chance to meet friends.
“Yeah. Um, I’ll think about it.” Or this was a chance
for everyone to find you weird. You were caught in the middle of your two-sided
“Cool.” she stated pulling into the coffee shop.
“I go here all the time. They have really good Matcha Tea. I’m not a huge
coffee or tea person, but Matchas really good.”
The two of you went in, ordered (both getting
Matcha, Zoe was right, it was really good), and sat down. It was odd at first.
It felt like an awkward blind date that neither party wanted to be there. But
after a while, you warmed up. You told her all about your old town, school, and
friends. She told you about your new town, your school, and her friends.
“What are parties like here, anyway?” you
gushed. “I’ve only been to parties where I know everyone. We play pong, drink,
couples hookup in bathrooms, and then everyone talks about it at school the
following Monday on who won at pong, who got blackout, and who had sex.”
She laughed wholeheartedly, “It’s basically the
same. But we play flip cup.”
“Shit, I don’t know the rules for that.”
“Don’t worry. It’s easier than pong. Just watch
what the people do before you.”
You both laugh, having genuine fun. She didn’t
ask anything from you. Or use you for her advantage.
Something was off.
But you left it alone. She drove you home. It
was around 8. You knew you had to work on some homework before bed, even through
her protests. She told you to keep sitting with her at lunch, if you wanted to.
You walked into your house smiling.
“Why was Zoe’s car in front of the house?”
Connor asked, scaring you half to death the
minute you entered your room.
“God. You need to stop just popping up. You’re
going to give me a heart-attack.”
“What? So you wanna hang out with her now? Are
you sick of me? Did she tell you things about me. All the terrible things I did
to her? Did you talk about me? No, that’d be ridiculous. She’d think you were
There Connor went off again, rambling out his
anxieties. “Slow down, Connor. We didn’t talk about you at all. You didn’t even
“Of course I didn’t, why would she talk about
me. She’s probably glad I’m gone.
“That’s not true at all. The day… The
Anniversary. She was crying in school. And she just looks sad all the time.”
his face fell with even more grief. “Not like… ‘All the time’, like just when
she thinks about you.”
“I thought you guys didn’t talk about me.”
“We didn’t. Sometimes you can just tell.”
“She wants something, (Y/N).”
“Like what. If she did, she would’ve asked
today, not asked if I wanted to sit with her at lunch or go to this stupid
party on Friday.”
“You’re going to a party? Who’s house?”
“Maybe… and I don’t know? I don’t even know if
“Don’t. Nothing ever good happens at party.”
“Are you, like, a party expert?” you ridiculed.
“Shut up. I’ve heard what happens.”
“I’m headstrong, Murphy. Now get out, I have to
“I’ve seen you change before…” he said
You turned red, “What!?” you hissed.
“I thought you knew I was there. You just walked
in and threw off your shirt and pants.”
“Oh my god.” you held your head in your hands.
“ I tried to leave, but i still have to open
doors to get to places. A common misconception about ghosts by the way. Or I
just haven’t figured it out yet…” he didn’t realize your embarrassment,
continuing to ramble.
You cut him off, “You’ve seen me naked?” you
“No! Just bra and underwear! Not full on. Not
“Tyler?” you asked confused, then it hit you.
“Oh my god!” You run to your bed, burrowing your face from all the humiliation.
“Get out, you perv!” You shouted, throwing a pillow through him. “Wait how can
things go through you if you can’t go through them?”
“Exactly what you said. Things can go through
me, but I can’t go through them. Or at least I haven’t figured it out.”
You didn’t actual care at that moment, your
distress taking over of all other worries. “Oh my god. Just get out.” you
groaned, huffing into a body pillow.
He laughed as he closed the door, letting you
get changed. “Lemme know when you’re done.”
You wait a minute, making sure you can’t sense
him in your room. He may have been lying about the whole he couldn’t go through
things. That’s when you decided. You were definitely only going to change
in your closet from now on.
Friday came. Sitting with Zoe at lunch was a lot
of fun. She never brought up Connor or the house. I mean, why would she bring
Connor up to you? To her knowledge, you don’t know him. You went home and
immediately started getting ready for the party.
“Are you really going to that stupid fucking
thing.” Connor groaned.
“Yes.” you mumbled, doing your hair in your
“Wouldn’t you rather hang out with me.” he
huffed, lying on your bed, reading something.
“We hang out every day.” You looked over at him,
realizing your diary was in his hands. “S-stop reading that.” you turned red,
getting up and tackling him, trying to get it out of his hands. He held his one
arm out, using the other to gently stop you. Your whole body was basically
straddling him. Then, he turned red. Well, as much color as a ghost could get.
You finally retrieved it, not noticing his bashfulness. “Ha!” you announced.
Closing the book and putting in back on your bookshelf.
Connor just fell back on your bed, just staring
at you. He never noticed how your hair framed your face, or how your eyes got
all sparkling when you were happy, or how the corners or your mouth would
twitch up when you blushed, revealing subtle dimples.
“What are you looking at. Looks like you’ve seen
a ghost.” you joked, laughing at it yourself.
“Stay here. With me.” he asked vulnerable.
You paused, his tone throwing you off. You shook
it off. “Come on, Con. You know I gotta go out and seem social. People are
gonna start to think that I’m staying home all the time to hang out with my
only friend, who’s a ghost.” You’d never called him Con before. He liked it.
“Not a chance people are going to start thinking
that…” he smiled, finding that scenario completely ridiculous. And finding you
“I’ll be home tomorrow! All day, and we can play
video games or watch movies downstairs when my parents leave.”
“Why do that tomorrow? When you could do that
tonight?” Connor kept trying. You walked over to him, giving him the ever so
lightest peck on his forehead. His stomach felt like it was filled with butterflies.
He got that saying now.
“Tomorrow, Connor. I promise.” A beep came out
from outside. “That’s your sister. I gotta go. How do I look?”
“Perfect.” he said glumly, but he meant it
“I’m serious, Connor.”
“Me too…” you looked at him funny. “Go, she’s
going to honk again. She’s the most impatient person ever.”
“Okay, okay.” you stood before the mirror,
brushing your hair in the front, then to the back, then to the front again.
Letting out a big, nervous sigh, then heading toward the door. “Bye-bye Murphy.
Don’t have too much fun without me!” you called out, your door slamming shut
behind you. Connor looked out the window. He meet eyes with Zoe, who was
staring straight at her old room window, making what seemed like eye-contact
with him. He basically ducked to the floor.
Once you got in the car, Zoe seemed panicked.
“Hey, what’s wrong? Are you good.”
She quickly faked a smile, “Yeah! No, I’m good!
We gotta pick up the rest of the girls.” Something was up with her.
The night sped by. You got the girls, went back
to Zoe’s, touched up hair and makeup, and went to the party. It was actually
only like three blocks away from your house. You were all immediately handed
shots as soon as you guys walked through the door. And then a red solo cup of
beer. And then a mixed drink. This house party was a lot bigger than the ones
back home. You had to drink more to feel comfortable, and you sort of blacked
out. Coming in and out of consciousness. At one point you were playing flip cup
(and dominating), then you were doing a beer bong with Zoe (the girl somehow
beat you there, not coming across as the drinking type), then you ended up in a
bathroom. On a counter. With your legs and arms around some guy. Who was making
out with you. What the heck were you doing.
“Connor?” You drunkenly said.
“No, er, Jared.” that sobered you up. You shoved
him off, crossing your arms.
“Oh, my God. No.” you wiped off your mouth.
“Hell, no. What the fuck Jared?”
“You started making out with me first. Why the
hell did you just call me Connor.” Shit. Why did you call him Connor. You
jumped off the counter and stormed out of the room. Someone grabbed you by the
“(Y/N)! I’ve been looking for you.” Zoe slurred.
You tried focusing on her face, but it was spinning.
“Listen, Zoe. I gotta go home.” you said back,
definitely slurring your words too.
“No! You can’t!”
“Yeah, I gotta the other girls are here. You’ll
“No, it’s not that. I need to ask you about
Conmor.” She mispronounced his name, somehow slurring an M into it.
“What do you mean. I didn’t know him Zoe.” you
“No. You do. Jared told Alana that you said you
see things. And there was a bang in your house and you pretended it was a cat.
But you’ve never talked about a cat before. It was like you were trying to
cover up. And you kept asking questions.”
“No. No it’s not like that. I just see the
posters every day.”
“I saw him, (Y/N)! And you just remind me of
him. Like, not like you’re mean but like, I don’t know, your humor. Like, you
say things Connor would from time to time. And sometimes, I swear you smell
like him. It’s like you talk to him. And I saw him, (y/n), in your room.”
Shit. Shit shit shit. You were in deep shit.
Everyone is going to think of you as a fucking ghost whisperer. You had to fix
You started laughing, cackling.
“Zoe. Are you serious right now? Are you that drunk?
We gotta find you a bed. God, you’re a treat. I haven’t laughed this hard since
my old town. Wow.” you pretended to wipe a tear from your eye, humming out the
last bit of fake laughs. “I’ll see you Monday.” You turned around and your
smirk fell. You had to get out of there. You stumbled down the stairs. Looking
for where you came in. Why does being drunk make you lose motor control and
your sense of direction?
You somehow made it out and you were walking
back home, tripping over your own two feet. You didn’t even realized you made
it inside until you had to throw up. You bolted upstairs, going to bathroom and
letting all the different kinds of alcohol up from your stomach into the toilet
“(Y/N)?” You rose your head up. Shit, was that
“Occupied, Dad.” you called out, feeling like
that didn’t sound drunk at all. It sounded very drunk.
“Let me in, it’s Connor. Your parents aren’t
“No. I’m gross right now.” you whined out. You
were too drunk to talk to him. “I don’t want you to see me like this.”
“Who the fuck am I going to tell. The dead bugs
in your window?”
“I don’t care about who you tell. I’m scared of
what you’ll think of me.” There was a pause. “Connor?”
“Let me in, (Y/N).” he said so gently and nice,
that itself almost made you blush. You crawl over to the door, using the knob
to pick you up and then unlock it, not even realizing you locked it in the
first place. Connor opened it slowly, peeking his head in as if we didn’t want
to startle you. You leaned against the wall, pointing a finger at him.
“I drank a lot.” you confessed, trying to smile
and act not as drunk as you were.
“Yeah, I can smell it. Are you ok-” you
interrupt his sentence by running to the toilet. He followed behind, holding
your hair behind you. He saw that in a movie once. He patted your back, which
made you smile into the toilet.
“Isn’t it gross that we put our face so close to
the toilet when we puke.” you joked, which did derive a laugh about of him.
“You’re drunk, (Y/N).”
“I know.” you lean your head against the toilet
set. “Will you help me up? I wanna brush my teeth and gargle.” Connor complied,
helping you up by the waist and leading you over to the sink. You got your blue
tooth brush and started brushing.
“Uh, (Y/N)… You forgot the toothpaste.” he
shyly told you. You started to laugh.
“Oh yeah, can you help?” he picked up the
toothpaste for you and squeezed (a lot) on. Round two: you started brushing
again. Making a lot of toothpaste foam. Connor just laughed. Looking at you in
the mirror, only slightly annoyed he couldn’t see himself. Even like this, with
all that shit dripping out of your mouth, you still looked pretty to him. He
wondered what he looked like. It this state he’s in. He noticed he still had
the scars on his wrists. He couldn’t help but wonder about his neck. He
couldn’t help to think it’d be unfair for him to be able to look at you all the
time and you had to look at the mess he was.
You brought him out of his thoughts, “Connor.”
“Stop staring at me. You’re making me
self-conscious.” you blushed madly in the mirror. He looked away, allowing you
to spit all the toothpaste out of your mouth. You slowly turned the water on,
missing the handle the first try, and rinsed you mouth off. You took the
Listerine and just started drinking it. Connor quickly took it away from you.
You gargles the rest of what you had in your mouth as Connor reached for the
cup. You almost spit all over his arm, if he wasn’t able to let stuff go
“I’m glad you a ghost in that instance. Because
that would’ve sucked.” He noted you said instance, but didn’t say anything. He
walked you to your room, “How many people can say there dead best friend helps their
drunk selves out. Zero. I win!” you giggled.
Connor rolled his eyes, “You’re going to be hung
“Nooooo…” you retort, as if you were a child.
He sniggered, “We aren’t going to be able to
play games or watch movies. Guess I’m going to have to read your diary again.”
“Connor! Anything but that. I’ll stay awake. The
less drunk I am when I go to sleep, the less hung over I’ll be. Science.” you
told him, realizing the two of you were on your bed.
“No, you should go to sleep. The longer you
sleep, the less hung over you’ll be. That’s Science.”
“But I don’t wanna go to sleep.”
“And why’s that.”
“Because I want to talk to you more.”
“We can talk tomorrow.”
“No.” You rise up, your face getting close to
Connors. “I wanna talk now.” you whisper.
“A-about.” Connor stammered out. You were so
close to him. He’d never been this close to anyone.
“Everything…” you close the distance, placing
your lips on his. He’d never kissed anyone before. He never thought he would
when he was dead. He kissed back for a split second, until he remembered.
He was dead. He couldn’t do this. He couldn’t
let you kiss a fucking dead person. He was probably cold and disgusting. He
broke the kiss.
“I’m so sorry!” you panicked, creating unwanted
distance between the two of you.
“Why did you do that.” Connor hissed, getting up
“I don’t know. I’m- I’m sorry. I’m drunk.”
“Don’t ever do that again.” Connor jumped up and
stomped out the door, disappearing mid-shut.
You were mortified. Your thoughts raced,
thinking of everything that happened, until you passed out from all the
Summary: The whole “you see color when you touch your soulmate” deal. It’s fluff (and smut. There’s some in there).
A/N: Thank you thank you thank you for reading. You’re all too cool for me.
At least it was Friday.
You just had to get through a day of work, then you could come home and binge-watch
Netflix. The entry level job you had been
given was not challenging, and you spent a majority of your time reading or
listening to music. Though it was tedious
it paid well, and you couldn’t complain about being able to make rent for
“Your shirt and pants don’t match.”
You sighed. Your
cubicle-mate had recently met her soulmate, and every day for the past week she
had criticized your choice of outfit.
Pairing: Yoongi/Suga x Reader Rating: M Gerne: Wouldn’t you know it? It’s smut.
Warnings: bondage, orgasm denial, etc.
Summary: You want to have sex. Yoongi wants to nap. You’re having none of it.
A/N: I literally wrote this in one afternoon. smh I don’t think it’s my best work but it’s something. Anyway, Reblogs/Comments/Favs always appreciated!
When you’d started dating Yoongi you’d known of the fact
that he is lazy. On his time off he likes to lay in bed and do nothing—maybe he’ll
read a book and make some ramen or take a shower, but that’s it. He cherishes
his off days like an old man, and sometimes that upsets you honestly.
Your relationship has lasted this long because 1.) You
understand how Yoongi’s mind works and how busy he is and 2.) You’re pretty
easygoing yourself. However…you have
needs. And you know he has needs too, so sometimes you just don’t get it.
“I’m not really feeling it right now,” he tells you, yawning
as he turns on his heel and swaggers back towards your room. He flops face
first onto the mattress and you stare in appalment.
“Come ‘n nap with me,” he grumbles into the sheets at seeing
your unhappy look, and you scoff.
“Enjoy your nap Yoongi,” you say, tone clipped as you turn
away and trudge into the living room. You hear him mumble something in your
wake but, of course, he doesn’t get up to come after you. Yoongi hates confrontation,
after all—and you’ll get over at some point, just like you always do.
But…not this time, you decide. Not this time—not when Min
Yoongi had just showed up to your apartment without warning and passed out on your bed. If he had brought food or had
even kissed you and suggested a movie, then maybe you would’ve been in a better
mood, but without speaking more than a “hello” he had dragged himself into your
room and promptly passed out.