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Réflexions tardives

Moi, la nuit dernière, écrasée de chaleur : ça résout pas mon problème de point de vue dans l’Autre Côté des Ombres

Le ventilateur : et tu ne veux pas supprimer le point de vue de Frédéric

Moi : Non ! Ce serait faire, genre, le tome 6 de Harry Potter où tout ce qui est intéressant se passe chez les Serpentards mais on voit que dalle parce que Harry est en mode Poudlard Coeur à Vif

Le ventilateur : Peut-être que ce qui se passe du côté d’Owin devrait être plus intéressant, alors

Moi : C’est pas le problème, ils vivent la même chose de façon radicalement différente, genre Frédéric prend une décision énorme à ce moment-là, c’est super significatif dans leur relation, mais Owin n’est pas là alors je ne peux pas le montrer, et de toute façon il ne comprendrait pas parce qu’il est trop focalisé sur autre chose

Le ventilateur :  Notre Dame Diana Wynne Jones, Gloire À Elle, saurait exprimer tout ça sans avoir besoin du second point de vue et ferait confiance au lecteur

Moi : JE NE SUIS PAS NOTRE DAME DIANA WYNNE JONES, GLOIRE À ELLE *SOB*

Le ventilateur : Mais tu peux essayer de suivre son exemple ! Les points de vue de Frédéric sont de toute façon presque tous écrits, tu peux réécrire en gardant uniquement celui d’Owin, et si ça ne marche pas, tu auras déjà ceux de Frédéric.

Moi : Urgh. D’accord. Soupir. Pff. Merci, Ventilateur.

oMG I’M SCREAMING AT THE FRENCH TRANSLATION OH MY FUCKING GOD I CAN’T

THEY TRANSLATED “FOR SASUKE’S SAKE” TO “SASUKE’S LOVE” IM DYING - BC IN FRENCH WHEN YOU WANT TO SAY “FOR THE SAKE OF SOMEONE” YOU SAY “POUR LE BIEN DE” BUT HERE ITS LIKE HE’S SAYING “FOR THE LOVE I HAVE FOR SASUKE”

OKAY SO I AM 21 AND JUST SAW THE RETURN OF THE JEDI FOR THE FIRST TIME

IN CASE YOU COULDN’T IMAGINE I AM DEAD

BECAUSE OKAY FIRST DARTH VADER IS SLOWLY STARTING TO HESITATE

HE WANTS TO SEE HIS SON
HIS FUCKING BABY OKAY I MEAN AFTER ALL LUKE IS PADMÉS SON TOO AND HE STILL LOVES HER HE NEVER STOPPED AND NEVER WILL AND OHMYGOD BUT OKAY

LUKE TRUSTS HIM 

AFTER ALL THE SHIT HE DID LUKE TRULY BELIEVES IN HIS FATHER AND THAT THERE IS STILL GOOD IN HIS HEART AND ASRHJKSFD I CANNOT IMAGINE HOW THIS MUST FEEL LIKE FOR HIM

AND LUKE MAKES HIM SEE HE FREAKING MAKES HIM REALIZE THAT IT’S RIGHT AND THEN HE RESISTS THE DARK SIDE IN FRONT OF HIS DAD WHO IS LIKE WOAH IT IS ACTUALLY POSSIBLE TO RESIST WOW
AND THEN HE SEES HIS SON HIS BABY LUKE TORTURED BY THIS DISGUSTING THING AND HE’S SO CONFLICTED BECAUSE HE FINALLY STARTS QUESTIONING EVERYTHING THIS SNAKE TOLD HIM AND HE SEES HOW IT TWISTED HIS EVERY THOUGHT AND POISONED EVERY OUNCE OF HIS BEING AND FINALLY HE SAYS ENOUGH AND SAVES LUKE OHMYGOD I CRIED SO HARD

AND THEN HE’S DYING AND WANTS TO SEE LUKE WITH HIS REAL EYES AND TELLS HIM HE WAS RIGHT THERE IS STILL GOOD IN HIM AND THAT LUKE SHOWED HIM OKAY AND ALL HE WANTS IS LEIA TO KNOW IT TOO MY HEART

SO LATER AT THE FUNERAL THEY PLAY THIS SONG THIS FUCKING FORCE THEME, NOT THE IMPERIAL MARCH BECAUSE THAT’S OVER NOW NO HE DESERVES THE BEAUTIFUL ONE AND THERE MY LAST FEELINGS WENT BUT OH WAIT THERE’S MORE

CELEBRATION WHATEVER BLABLA I’M JUST OVER HERE MOURNING MY ANAKIN WHEN THEY SHOW ALL THE HEROES OKAY FAIR ENOUGH YOU DID WELL
WOAH
OBI WAN AND YODA WATCH THEM AW HOW CUTE
WOAH WOAH WHAT’S THIS
ANAKIN OHMYGOFJSDA THEREI SHIGSDI HE  IS LOKOING LIKRE HE USED TO HES YOUNG ANAJUN THE JEDI HIS TRUE SELF AND OHMYGYOD JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I COUDLNT FEEL MORE MY HEART BURST AND ALSO HEALED BECAUUSE THERE HE IS MY BABY ANAKIN A JEDI FOR ETERNITY WATCHIVNH HIS CHILDREN GOODFUCKINGBYE