With the whole crush thing, I am totally feeling that right now. I don't even see my crush anymore so I feel I've missed my chance. But little things remind me of him. Something as simple as an advert for a job, because I know that's what he's doing with his life now. But sometimes I think he's better off. All of my issues would probably be too much for him. They are too much for me. :/
i sorta forgot what i wrote about my crush but i’ve changed in the past 24 hours when it comes to dealing with him and let me tell you something
if your crush liked you, nothing you did or said or even not seeing each other can mean for sure he does not like you anymore or that he’s moved on, maybe he is still hoarding some feelings for you, you don’t know that. i’d say don’t move on, know where you stand and where he stands, ask him out on a friendly day out or something and you will see if he’s into you like eVEN TINIest flirtation would mean he hasn’t moved on
as for myself, since i truly have no memory of what i wrote about my cursed crush that has been tearing my soul apart for several months now, since he is actually taken and has been taken all that fucking time, i’ve decided to stop pretending to be shy or to walk on eggshells in front of him so i don’t say something wrong or flirty or something like that. i have been killing myself with thoughts of what i’ll do if he stops liking me or showing affection for me. i’ve become my confident self, i’ve embraced my flirty nature when i’m around him and it’s his time to wonder if i feel something for him or if i’m being a friend.
so this is my advice when dealing with crushes: be yourself. your weird nerdy self. if they like you, awesome, if they don’t, hell, i’ll like you for them. you’ll all be my nerds forever.