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Munday Meme

Answer the 56 truths about you, then tag people. Please repost, don’t reblog.

TAGGED BY: Stolen!
TAGGING: @secondchaircellist @whiskeyandtwoshotglasses @imthcboss @whydoyouthinkileft and anyone else who wants to, tag me.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

LAST BEVERAGE: black tea
LAST CALL: hubby
LAST TEXT: “Gross, any way you slice it.”
LAST SONG: It Takes A Lot To Know A Man by Damien Rice
LAST CRY: About two weeks ago. I saw a horrible post about anon hate someone was getting and it was about the worst thing I’ve every read in my life. I was crying for the person but also for humanity—such as it is. I’m getting choked up just thinking about it. 

All I have to say to those alt-right assholes spreading hate and suffering is that if you think you’re doing god’s work by making people feel like they’re “wrong” or shouldn’t exist, you’re the ones who are wrong about who you’re working for. 

If god exists at all, he’s sorry he made you, because only the devil would spread hate like that. Any god who would condone treating his creations like that doesn’t deserve to be worshipped anyway. That’s an asshole god and you can count me the fuckity fuck out. 

HAVE YOU EVER:

DATED SOMEONE TWICE: I’m afraid so. Mistake both times.
BEEN CHEATED ON: Not that I know of.
KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: Not really. I don’t kiss people if I truly think I’ll regret it. 
LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Yes, too many.
BEEN DEPRESSED: I have. It’s a problem. 
BEEN DRUNK AND THREW UP: No, but only because alcohol doesn’t seem to have that effect on me. I’ve never had a hangover even though I’ve been blackout drunk before. But I’m really not a big drinker. I don’t like not being able to fully control my brain.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: celadon, aqua, jade

LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

MADE A NEW FRIEND: Yes. (It counts on the internet, right?)
FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: No. Found my soulmate, I think I’m good. He’s the Simmons to my Fitz. 
LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: Yes. But I can never remember why it was so funny afterwards. I think I just get the giggles sometimes. 
MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: No. (I usually have to come to my own realizations about things.)
FOUND OUT WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS ARE: Sort of. Most people have been really cool about how sick I’ve been the last few months. Screw the ones who haven’t. 
FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: No. Thank god. 

FIRSTS:

FIRST SURGERY: Had a bone graft on my hip when I was like two years old. (I’ve had 9 surgeries total. Four osteo, three abdominal, one laparoscopic and one major oral.)
FIRST PIERCING: ears
FIRST BEST FRIEND: gotta go with the hubby. He was it before we got together and he still is.
FIRST SPORT YOU JOINED: swim team
FIRST VACATION: Disneyland
FIRST PAIR OF TRAINERS: KangaROOS

RIGHT NOW:

EATING: granola bar
DRINKING: tea
I’M ABOUT TO: get up and stretch my legs
WAITING FOR: lunchtime

YOUR FUTURE:

GET MARRIED: Done.
CAREER: Novelist
PLACE TO LIVE: London

WHICH IS BETTER:

LIPS OR EYES: Tough call. Eyes, if I have to choose.
HUGS OR KISSES: Another tough call. Hugs but I like both a lot.
SHORTER OR TALLER: It doesn’t matter to me.
OLDER OR YOUNGER: Older but not too much.
ROMANTIC OR SPONTANEOUS: Romantic all the way.
NICE STOMACH OR NICE ARMS: I like a softish tummy I can put my head on and I don’t really care about biceps. I like nice forearms, tho. 
SENSITIVE OR LOUD: sensitive
LONG FINGERS OR BROAD PALMS: Long fingers. Broad palms are also supposed to be a good marker for hormone and gene health, though. 
HOOK-UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship
TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

KISSED A STRANGER: Ish?
DRANK HARD LIQUOR: Yes. Plenty. 
LOST GLASSES/CONTACTS: Sunglasses, sure. I don’t wear regular ones.
SEX ON FIRST DATE: Depends on the circumstances but probably not unless I knew them really well already.
BROKE SOMEONE’S HEART: I hope not but I’ve broken up with some people. I doubt hearts were broken, though.
BEEN ARRESTED: Not so far. Fingers crossed. 
TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: Yes. Not often, tbh. I’ve been lucky, I guess? Mostly I’ve been asked by people I would say yes to. I probably just give a lot of signals when I’m interested, though. 
FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: Yes, now married to him.
CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Yes. Always. I’m not a cryer but I can’t handle loss like that without tears. I even cried when Carrie Fisher died.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

YOURSELF: Ish?
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: Yes. It’s happened to me.
HEAVEN: No.
SANTA CLAUS: Nope.
ANGELS: No. 
KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: Yes. But it’s not required.

okay you know what pisses me off?? when you’re talking about a hospital stay with someone or about your illness in general or god forbid you’re actually in the fucking hospital and someone who doesn’t have any kind of chronic illness and is genuinely healthy and never has to go to the hospital is all “man, wish i could just take a week off of work/school and just watch tv in one of those comfy beds” or “must be nice to just relax and not do anything for a while!” or “i wish i had an excuse to just stay a week at the hospital whenever like you do!”
????? 

like full offense but fuck you

i don’t go to the hospital to escape all my responsibilities and take a vacation from work or school. i don’t go to the hospital whenever i feel like it. i don’t go to the hospital to relax and have a good time. hospital stays are painful, they’re annoying, they require a lot of work and effort and time and if i had a say in it i would never set foot in another hospital ever again. they require tubes being shoved down my nose and taking medicine that makes me throw up every hour and a half and being jabbed with needles every time a nurse comes into my room and not being able to sleep because i’m in so much pain and constantly having to try and get better because all i want to do is go back to my life. to be healthy. to be normal

i don’t willingly decide to go to the hospital and stay there for two weeks. i go to the hospital because there is something wrong with my body and it poses a risk to my health. i go to the hospital because i have to, not because i want to. if you are ever talking to someone with a chronic illness or someone who has to visit the hospital frequently, please don’t say these things to them, just dont. we don’t want your pity, we want to get back to our lives and do the things we enjoy doing. if you could take our place we’d hand it over without giving it a second thought.

ok so words cannot describe how much im attracted to park jimin. like the way he smiles, speaks, even just moves makes me wish i wasnt just some sad fangirl. like the curve of his arms, the dip of his collarbones, the way his cheeks bunch up, the way his hair bounces when he moves, his high pitched laugh, the way he loves with his all and supports his members trough thick and thin. hell even his brattiness and general teasing nature just makes my heart flutter.

i dont know what to do with these feelings.