what's the matter now

As far as I can remember, Sherlock Holmes has never in the thirteen episodes of Sherlock lost control over anything or anyone. But he lost control over Molly in TFP. ( Benedict’s words) This is not to say that he doesn’t care deeply for others. We saw him risk his life to save John, Mary, Irene and Mycroft. (and I’m sure he wouldn’t hesitate to do the same for Rosie, Mrs. Hudson and Lestrade). But he was always in control. I have never seen him reacts the way he reacted to Molly being in danger before.

“The one person he thought didn’t matter at all to me was the one person who mattered most.”

Even though I’m a hardcore Sherlolly shipper, I always thought Sherlock was talking about his plan here. About how Molly was important for him to carry out his plan. I think I understand what he really meant now. She matters the most.

I did a Thing today
There’s a free creative writing group at my local library and I actually… went to it… on my own… There were about 10 people with an average age of 65 (possibly 70), mostly women, and each week someone puts forward a theme and everyone has half an hour to write something related to the theme and then reads it out to everyone, and they comment on it. The theme was ‘going on a journey’, which I duly forgot about, and after about 10 minutes of staring at the paper thinking ‘oh god what am I doing here’ I finally thought of a starting sentence. I wrote about an eight y/o boy called Theo who is at the beach with his older brother and finds a stray kitten. I didn’t actually get to the kitten part. But I wrote about a page and shakily read it out (quite badly, because a great deal was messily crossed out) and they seemed quite impressed haha. Most of the other people wrote anecdotes about their train journeys… They were more fluent/confident writers than me but their writings were more like diary entries than fiction. But the people were all really nice, anyway. The organiser said I wrote well, and the lady next to me liked my descriptions. Others were very complimentary. An old seacaptain-like man with a soft Northern Irish accent sat opposite me, and told us about the time he was away in France and went to a patisserie and the lady behind the counter was so pretty he forgot all the French he had learned and stumbled back out of the shop without buying anything. There was a woman with Alice in Wonderland syndrome who has a fear of travelling on the tube on her own in case she has an episode. I remember these things because I relate to them, to some extent. In short: woo I left the house and did a really scary thing which doesn’t seem like a big deal really but reading out a story that I wrote in 20 minutes without editing it to a group of strangers is……. An Awful Lot for me

In The Rain

I took the form
of the lover you still remembered
from a tale told
in the rainy blur of younger years,
On the sidewalk
outside St Jehoshaphat’s Church
My lips touched
the soft warm skin of your neck
as my hands slid
along the long curve of your hips
You told me that sin
was oh so much more delicious
when witnessed
by the guardians of the righteous
I whispered
what you wanted me to be wanting
quivering again
as you pulled me tight against you,

Yes of course yes
I would be whatever you needed
now as I was then
no matter what saint sat watching
in grim disapproval
I was a heretic and blasphemer both
because why not?
The world wrote out all those rules
disregarding fully
what we already knew ourselves to be
we could be less
but chose to be everything instead
because we knew
and still know now and until always
what we are
is what we were meant to be all along
from the beginning

anonymous asked:

Okay! *turns around and stops them in mock seriousness* Now... no matter what happens in today's war... we have to stay friends! *breaks into giggles* okay seriously though, let's go! You'd better be ready for a snowball fight to end all snowball fights! *thinking to self* time to make alliances hahaha... ~🐢🎼⚾️

Astro: *are pumped* YEAH~~~

Originally posted by eunwooz

MJ: Of course we’ll stay friends, Y/N~ *winks*

SH: I AM SO READY LET’S DO THIS!!

*Sanha and MJ run off to build a fort*

RK: *taps your shoulder* Hey, Y/N…

Originally posted by astro-moonbinrockytrash

I was wondering if you might want…

*drops a handful of snow down your coat*

Some snow~? *grins and runs away cackling*


Astro RPs/Bias Talks are open!

12 weeks 2 days.

I have my actual 12 week scan tomorrow.

I’m so excited to see my tiny little baby again. It’s going to be so cool to see how much baby changes in just two weeks.

In other pregnancy news, I managed to throw up while on the bus yesterday. Every time I think I’m actually over morning sickness, it some how makes another appearance. Though, I’ve only thrown up twice in two weeks so I suppose it is easing off.

Indigestion on the other hand…
I don’t think I even knew what it was before falling pregnant!! It’s so damn annoying! Every night now, no matter what, I’m dying from it!

Ahh it’s all gonna be worth it when I get my little bubbas at the end of this.

i finally realized you and i were never meant to last
if we were, we never would have had to try this bad
but i still write you love letters on paper plates and napkins
and on paper from cigarette cartons at work when no one’s looking
i still look back on when we were sixteen and nothing mattered
when i told you i’d have your back no matter what happened
and now i’m telling you to leave and i don’t think it hurts you as much as it hurts me
now it’s all bruised and tired and ugly
but what’s never been ugly was the space you filled in me
and it’s still filled
there’s still a place in my heart that you will always inhibit
i still think you’re a magical human who just happened to make a few mistakes
(that really fucking hurt more badly than i can say)
and i know now that i never deserved what you did to me
but i always deserved you in your sun-kissed glory
and i guess i’m finally at the point where i really do wish you well
i hope you end up happy
but i am so jealous of the girl who will end up with you
because she will be so lucky
—  still wish it was me

I really don’t think ARMYs aren’t working hard anymore. I think those in other fandoms whose group aren’t in the top three might’ve stopped voting. And bangtan may have lost their votes too in the process that’s why…

So no matter what ARMYs I think we’re all still trying our best so pls don’t lose hope :) i hope we still continue to try and not give up. if you can’t vote pls give your accounts to me i’ll vote for you. ^_^

  • simon: mom this isn't a normal person problem
  • elaine: [montage of coffee with raphael and inviting him to their house anytime]
  • dramatic voiceover flashback: mom there's something i need to tell you about who i am and where i've been
  • elaine: I'm your mother, I'll love you no matter what. you're gay I get it, that doesn't make you not normal
  • simon: i'm a vampire
  • elaine: lmao funniest shit i've heard all week, i love my gay son
4

Sometimes it seems that the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you’ve got the love I need to see me through

Alright, Serious Talk.

So I’ve been talking to this fellow for 3 days now, asking him to stop reposting my art and remove it. He’s been stalling and ignoring my request, trying to slip in a few excuses to try and continue posting my works. (Not to mention he posted other works of mine that we never agreed on when he asked me to post my art with credit given)

The reason I have asked him now to remove it is because I’ve grown VERY uncomfortable with him posting my art. (not to mention he doesn’t seem to want to correct anyone who claims the art to be his which is one of the reasons why I’ve become uncomfortable with it.)

I don’t understand why it has taken three days for him to just accept that I no longer give him permission to post my art, but I’ve finally had it and am now FURIOUS to no ends.

My friend helped me come to the conclusion that it is now THEFT. I no longer give him permission, yet he still stalls with me wanting to keep the art that ISN’T HIS on his account. 

So I will be reporting and blocking him on this site and DA. 

I am rather fed up with this type of stuff: It isn’t your art, it isn’t your blog, IT ISN’T YOUR AU. What gave you the right to think that you can ignore me like that and try and direct me to do what you want me to do?! 

I’m done. Really. I’m done letting people push me around like this. I am a kind and very, VERY patient person. I really am. But I have a line AND I AM PISSED. I am still a person. I have FEELINGS. I work my ass off making those drawings and making this AU. I’ve spent WEEKS thinking up plot and designs. This right here has pushed me over and I’m FED UP.

I’m not a door mat for you to walk on. I’m not a robot who will do everything you ask. Treat me with respect and I will do the same. 

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