what were you guys doing last night


  I don’t know what took over me last night. All my family members were awake leaving me no scope to sleep with their chatters sounding around the entire house, and I felt this drive inside me to write you guys something that I myself need often.
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Pair: Johnny x Reader 
POV: First person
Genre: Smut

Originally posted by nctinfo

It was as if spreading me wide was his hobby, because he always seemed to take great pleasure in it. I would catch the glint in his eyes as they would drink in my rawness before him, enamoured by reluctance and shyness that became clearer every time my heart thumped loudly against my chest.

   I would close my eyes and my chest would arch as a sigh reverberated in my throat every time I felt his finger stealthily run across my slit. I knew the moisture between my legs would always excite his cock, and if I was lucky I’d get to witness it myself. But mostly, I was left to imagine it behind my closed eyelids as the tension from his touch spread throughout my entire body in form of goosebumps. He’d get my eyes shut tight with his actions every time, and I hated how much I loved it.

   It was as if time could stop whenever his digits brushed against my walls, because I could feel nothing around me. In the stillness of my own realm, I would quiver as two of his long and sleek fingers drove inside me, his knuckles meeting the skin of my inner thigh and even though that contact was the least sexual, it still set my body on fire.

   His face would be on the valley between my breasts to nuzzle again, those breasts he loved, and worshipped, and cherished. During hugs, I often pulled his head and softly set him against my chest every time he was going through a hard time. I, a reluctant lover, would always fail to remain quiet by the time the tip of his tongue slyly travelled to my nub. I’d feel his plump, needy lips curl slightly against the softer skin around my taut nipples, inwardly rejoicing his victory.

   His hands would run down my sides and land on my hips and he’d bruise me there, knowing that I was a sucker for that. His rough yet warm hands would find bliss against my soft and colder skin. As the wet appendage inside his mouth would circle my nipple and suck on it with great attention, I’d feel my head in the clouds and my eyes watering in unspeakable pleasure.

After what would seem like eternity of him tending to my breasts, he’d fondle them a little more before kissing down further. His mouth would ghost over my heat, by then dripping and wanton, and he’d wait till my seemingly unenthusiastic hands flew to clutch onto his hair and gently push him closer to my south. Then, he’d do so delightfully before commenting about how beautiful I looked from down there or how delectable I smelled.

   Not long after I’d come all over his face, because he always ate me out so well. His lips always sucked well on my clitoris, the tip of his tongue knew how to tease my entrance and the skin that came before, and he’d also generously lap his tongue and give it a lasting lick. He’d smilingly let me spray his grin because I’d let him graciously and gracefully spray my walls as well. He knew I didn’t like my own release so he would wipe his face and lick his lips clean, before coming up to kiss me.

   “Johnny…” I’d whimper after the kiss that usually left me breathless, my hands by then roaming his back, nailing his chest, groping his ass.

   After that, he would put his cock inside me. To me it was thick and big, to me it filled me up more than any other cock ever could. Its warmness, in contrast to the rest of his body, would make me feel at home. I’d shudder when he’d finally push his entire length successfully in my heat, my arms slithering around his body and my eyes delving into his. His eyes would study my flushed face, my parted lips, and my wanton breaths shortened by anticipation; before he’d pull out fully to slam back in. The heated friction would have my eyes rolling as throaty moans escaped my mouth every time. His lips would often land on my chin as my crown would rather rest on the pillow rather than the back of my head, since my entire body would  arch up to his as he generally thrust pleasure in my system.

   Before long, he’d approach his high, making sure his thumb drove against my sensitive and prominent clitoris to ensure I could no longer feel my legs later.

   I’d somehow come again before him, shame making my wails cower. He’d come inside me shortly after, and still pump with vigour as if we were making love for the fifth or sixth time ever, while the feeling was still new and yet addictive. His hips would snap against mine until he wasn’t squirting anymore of his juices, before collapsing on my exhausted body. Sweaty and warm, I would feel the comfort that almost immediately relinquished his weight that crushed me to an extent. My hands would gingerly wrap around his chest as I’d bury my face in the crook of his neck. Before long, he’d move to his side and pull me in his arms, caging me in the warmth I had been friends with for long then.

“Do we have sex or do we make love?” I asked one night as my fingers ran across his bare back, our heaving chests in perfect rhythm against each other.

   Cold air hit my neck as he lifted his face to mine, “Don’t we always make love?”

   “Do we?” I prodded on the man’s poor heart which always loved me and made sure my heart was brimming with it.

   He smiled softly as he tucked my hair behind my ears, “I guess we have to make love soon again to make you realise that we aren’t just having sex.”

   “… why not?” I tried to flash a confident grin, but I am sure he had caught the blush tinging my cheeks and the coyness in my eyes. 

This will be the last thing I say, because I usually try to keep my blog more focused on gifs, pictures, and what have you, but some things keep bugging me.

Kenny Omega was never going to be #30 because he’s staying with New Japan. That was even announced earlier. Finn was never going to be #30 because he’s injured, and not everyone can pull a John Cena and come rushing back months early. Nakamura was never going to be #30 because he’s still due a rematch in NXT, and he shouldn’t have shown up considering the match he had the night before. Personally, I’m glad that Tye was the only NXT guy to show up, because it gave him that bit of spotlight.

Secondly, someone said they were still mad at Roman because of his suspension last year. Okay, do you not realize how many times Randy has been suspended? Or what about Brock “Failed two tests in UFC but lol WWE won’t test part-timers” Lesnar? Unless you’re going to bitch about every one who’s ever been suspended, get over it.

The Littlest Winchester - Save a Hug for Me

Character: Dean Winchester

Warning: None

Word Count: 663

Prompt: “You did a bad thing for a good reason.”

A/N: Hey guys! I’ve decided to do the occasional writing challenge. Right now I only have one person signed up for my first one, so if you like writing challenges, go over to my challenge side blog @angelschallenge for details! Hope to hear from you guys!


    “Save me a hug, okay?”

    “Okay. I’ll stay up all night until you get back. Don’t take too long because I’m tired.”

    “I’ll drive fast. I love you, baby girl.”

    Those words were what Dean and his four-year-old daughter said to each other the last time he called her. The call was placed six hours ago while he and Sam packed to leave a very bad few days behind them. When her voice answered his, he nearly started crying, but he held all that back, repressed all of his bad feelings, because she didn’t need to hear them. When he gets back to the bunker, though he wants to see his little girl more than anything, he stays in the car long enough to clean off blood and dirt so she won’t worry about his physical well-being. Then he allows himself to be heard as he enters the foyer. Moments later, the toddler is running at him and all but leaps into his arms. Picking her up, Dean kisses her cheek.

    “I saved you a hug, Daddy,” she announces. “Do you want it?”

    “Of course I do.”

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One of the Guys Part Two (Peter Parker x Reader)

Originally posted by akamatthewmurdock

Word Count: 874

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

AN: So this is part two, you can red part one here ,part three and part four here

It was lunch and you, Ned and Peter were sitting at your usual table in the cafeteria. You were discussing the new superhero Spider-man and how he’d saved a bunch of people last night from a giant lizard. “I think he’s so amazing-guys?…hello?” You waved your hand in front of their faces trying to gain their attention as they started behind you. You turned around to see what they were staring at and felt your heart drop a little.

“Wow, she looks so pretty today.” Ned sighed dreamily as he leaned his chin in the palm of his hand, Peter doing the same. “Yeah, beautiful.” Peter agrees as if he’s caught in some sort of trance as he looks at Liz Allan. You couldn’t listen to this, it physically hurt you too much, the tears started to surface from your eyes. Why couldn’t he feel that way about you? Why did you have to be in love with your best friend?

You can’t stand being there any longer, abruptly standing up and grabbing your bag to leave. The sound of your chair scraping against the floor caused the boys to finally turn their attention away from Liz towards you. “Sorry, I have this thing…that I’ve got to go do. Yeah.” You stumbled out, not really knowing what to say. You quickly rushed away, leaving the boys there with confusion written all over their faces.

You rushed into the bathroom with tears streaming down your face and your lungs burning. Luckily no one was there to witness your breakdown. You slammed the door to a stall shut as you curled up into a ball on top of the seat. Your emotions got the better of you as you blamed yourself verbally for these feelings. “Gosh why am I such an idiot! I know he’s never gonna like me and I’m just going to have to accept it. He will only ever see me as one of the guys, a friend and nothing more. It just doesn’t make it hurt any less.” Your sobbing continues as you finish your monologue, putting your head in your hands.

You hear a knock on the stall door and sit up alert, you thought you were alone in here. “Y/N? Is that you? Are you crying?” You recognize that voice instantly, it belonged to Michelle, a friend of yours. You rub your nose and clear your throat before unlocking the door. As soon as she see’s your state she gives you a sympathetic look, rushing to give you the biggest hug.

“Tell me what’s going on. I swear if someones been giving you a hard time I will beat the crap out of them.” She rubbed your back as you sobbed into her shoulder. “It-It’s nothing like-like that.” You hiccuped, struggling to talk in between your crying. “Peter, I just…” You couldn’t even finish your sentence before you broke down in tears again.

“I can’t take this any longer Michelle. It’s eating me up inside and it hurts, it hurts so much.” She continued to comfort you, rubbing circles into your back. “Tell me what’s going on Y/N, just let it all out. I promise I won’t tell a soul, I swear on it.” You pondered for a moment, this was your biggest secret that’s for sure and you wouldn’t just tell anyone. But you’ve never had a reason not to trust Michelle, so you told her everything.“Okay, uh where do I even begin…”

You had finished explaining everything to Michelle, not leaving out any detail about the situation. It felt good to get if off your chest and speak to somebody about it. “If you ever need anything don’t hesitate to call me okay?” She smiled at you as she walked you out of the stall with an arm around your shoulders. 

You returned the smile, grateful for her listening to and comforting you. “Okay. Thanks Michelle, you’re a great friend.” You wrapped your arms around her, engulfing her in a hug. “Anytime.” She broke away from your embrace and exited the bathroom, sending you a small wave on the way out. 

You let out a sigh of relief you didn’t realize you had been holding in. She was the first person you’d ever told and it was such a relief to tell someone about your feelings for Peter. You pushed open the bathroom door, feeling a lot better than you did ten minutes ago. Your relief is cut short however as you see him standing outside. What was he doing here?

Peter notices you and walks up to you with a smile on his face as usual. “Hey I was wondering where you went.” You didn’t know what to say, you were not really in the mood to talk to him since he’s the reason you just spent your lunch period crying in the girls bathroom. 

“Have you been crying Y/N? What’s going on?” He noticed your red puffy eyes and steps towards you, placing a hand on your shoulder. You immediately stiffen at his touch, you couldn’t do this right now. “I’m, I’m sorry Pete, I gotta go.” You stutter out as you take off down the hall, leaving Peter standing there concerned for his best friend. 

What happens after the hotpot night
  • Yuuri: What was that about?
  • Viktor: What do you mean?
  • Yuuri: The last time you drank, you were perfectly fine
  • Viktor: oh yeah. Well if I appeared sober, it wouldn't be acceptable to strip then, would it?
  • Yuuri: Viktor, stripping in a restaurant is /not acceptable either way/
  • Viktor: tell that to the guy who stripped on ice
  • me: *loves Olicity & has hope for reunion* (✿◠‿◠)
  • random olicity-hater #3675: olishitty sucks! you're in denial! they're done! deal with it! (╬ ಠ益ಠ)
  • me: *loves Olicity even MOAR & has ALL THE HOPE for reunion x 1000000* (ノ✿◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
Happy Lowman - Good Job

Imagine your OTP giving each other a thumbs up in various situations.

It didn’t matter what it was if it was good the both of you would do it.

Happy got laid: Thumbs up

Happy killed someone: Thumbs up

Happy finished a good run: Thumbs up

It didn’t matter what it was and the guys were quickly catching on. So the next time Happy had caught you looking at him and he at you, you raised your thumb up and he smirked and returned the gesture, Tig and Chibs both looked at you confused.

“What he do this time?”

Tig asked curiously watching the man walking away. You could only smirk as you turned to look at your long time friend.

“He gave me killer sex last night.”

You said with the biggest shit eating grin you could muster.

Behind The Scenes 2 (16/16)

Author’s note: I meant to post this part yesterday, but I was really busy. Once again, this isn’t the official ending. I am currently in the middle of writing BTS 3. I will talk more about that at the end. I hope you guys like this part. Sorry for any errors.

Genre: ?

Word Count: 2202

Summary: You and the guys get ready to head off to the airport.

Other Parts: HERE

This is my GIF. I made it based off of this scenario series.

It was the day you all had to fly to Dalian. You were waiting alone in your room while the rest of the guys were getting their last minute things together. Technically, what you were really doing was counting down the seconds till you had to encounter the manager. You hadn’t had to see him since that night, but as time moved closer to him showing up, you grew more and more nervous. You didn’t know what to expect. He might act like nothing happened or he might try to do everything all over again.

Anxiety grew within you at just the thought of having to see him again. You tried to distract yourself by looking for something to wear to the airport, but your mind wouldn’t stop thinking of the worst case scenario. You couldn’t sit still anymore. You stood up and began pacing around the room. A surge of adrenaline went through you and you felt the need to move more to get it all out. You began to swing your arms and walk around at a faster pace, but that didn’t help. You began to feel panicked and had the urge to just run. You stopped pacing and began jumping in place to get rid of the excess energy, but that did little to help. You tried to bring your breathing back to normal, but instead it became more and more labored. You felt like you couldn’t get enough air in. It was hard to stay focused and you just wanted to cry.

Jimin walked in from having helped Jungkook pack up. It was easy for him to guess why you were acting the way you were. “I know how you feel y/n.” He made sure to speak softly to not scare you. “I’m not going to say “don’t worry” or “just don’t think about it”, I know that’s not going to make the anxiety go away.” He carefully made his way over to you. “Just know that we are going to be with you…”

You really appreciated what he had to say. His words didn’t help much, but it was good to know that you weren’t alone in all this. Things were okay for a spilt second, but then you remembered that you wouldn’t have them around while they were performing. The idea of having to be alone with the manger for those hours brought all the uneasiness right back.

There was a tiny knock at the door. The distracting sound momentarily made you forget how you were feeling. You were scared it was Rap monster and tried to act as normal as possible.

The door opened a tiny bit, but no one came in. “Are you guys decent?” Jungkook asked.

“Come in.” Jimin said.

Jungkook came in, immediately reading the intense atmosphere. He cautiously made his way over to the both of you. “Um, y/n are you okay?”

You shook your head.

“What’s wrong?”

“Hiro” Jimin whispered.

“Shit… Why don’t we, um, not think about it then.” Jungkook said turning to you “… Uuhh why don’t we figure out a couple outfit to wear?” He glanced over to Jimin for approval.

“Yeah.” Jimin said. “Even though this plane ride won’t be too long, it’s still smart to dress comfortably and stuff.”

You nodded. Although you now felt a bit better, you were still fidgeting your legs.

“What do you want to wear?” Jungkook asked.

You shrugged. You started biting your bottom lip and the urge to cry didn’t go away.

You and Jungkook went over to your worn down bags of clothes. You had your new clothes already packed up while your old ones stayed in the trash bags.

“Aish, Y/n, I’ll make space in the closet for you when we get back from the tour.” Jimin frowned.

Jungkook went over to your bag filled with shirts and began looking through them. He pulled out a blue shirt. “This one?”

“No.” you muttered.

He pulled out a few more options, but you shook your head at all of them.

“Guys!” Rap monster appeared at the doorway, frightening the three of you. “Get out to the living room, she’s here.” Then he walked off.

“Who is here?” Jungkook and Jimin asked themselves.

Jimin looked over at you. “I don’t want to freak you out, but try to calm a bit. Don’t let Namjoon see how nervous you are.” He warned.

You shook that last of your nerves off and then you all went to the living room where the others were also waiting.

“Who’s here?” you whispered to Suga.

He just shrugged at you.

“Get into character.” Rap monster ordered as he went for the door.

You went over to Jungkook and he wrapped his arm around your shoulders, both of you still not knowing why you had to do so.      

Rap monster opened the door and there was a girl standing there with a case of luggage. He smiled as he greeted her and let her in.

She had covered herself the same way that you used to. She was wearing cute, nice fitting sweat pants and a pretty sweater with matching flats. Despite how simplistic her wardrobe was, she was still able to show off her nice figure. Even her hair looked perfect as it was up in a messy bun. It seemed as though every small section of straight black hair was purposely placed to ornament her whole look. She then carefully removed her scarf as she walked in, revealing her beautiful face.

She smiled at everyone and bowed politely. “Good morning everyone!”. On top of her looks, she had a pretty voice too. She didn’t at all seem nervous to meet the boys, not at all like how you were back when you meet them at the fan meeting. She was the exact opposite, she oozed confidence.

The more you admired her, the sadder you became. She came off as someone who had a lot going for them in life. She looked like a smart girl, she was definitely beautiful and probably had a lot of friends. With her confidence, she was capable of accomplishing a lot, if she hadn’t done so already. You knew that Rap monster was going to kill her soon. You wished you hadn’t had seen her because now you felt guilt growing inside of you. You wanted to tell her to run away now, but it was too late. She was already here and there was no going back now.

All the guys, except Jimin, couldn’t take their eyes off her. They were too busy gawking over her to respond to her greeting. You could even feel Jungkook’s arm slide off your shoulders.

“Good morning, nice to meet you.” Jimin smiled.

“It’s nice to meet you too!” you did your best to sound cheerful, but you knew your voice didn’t completely match your fake smile.

“So guys, this is Eunhee. She’s coming with us to Dalian.” Rap monster wrapped his arm around her waist.

“Hi Eunhee.” You and the guys chimed, expect for Jungkook, he still couldn’t stop staring at her.

You wrapped your arm around him, but he didn’t seem fazed. You whispered to him. “Calm down.”

“Huh?” he wasn’t really paying attention to you.

“So” Rap monster began. “Eunhee and I are going to go talk in my room, so you guys all just stay busy or something.” He said smiling down at Eunhee.

He guided her down the hall. You could hear them mumbling to each other and laughing. Jungkook’s eyes followed Eunhee as she walked by. He didn’t stop staring until she disappeared down the hall.

“Damn! She is hot as fuck!” Jungkook said moving away from you.

Jimin rolled his eyes at him. “Such a devoted boyfriend you got there y/n.” he said sarcastically

“Tell me about it.” you both looked at Jungkook disappointingly.

“You already packed?” Suga asked coming up behind you and resting his elbow in your shoulder.

“Yeah. You?”

“Of course not! You wanna help me out?”

“Nope.” Jungkook answered for you. “We have to figure out a what we are going to wear.”

“Maybe I can go with you after we are done.” You said

“I could help you Yoongi.” Jhope offered. “I finished already, Namjoon even took my main stash.”

“Jimin, can you help me pack too?” V asked. “I feel like I’m still forgetting some things.”

Jimin looked over at you. “You cool now?”

Suga raised an eyebrow at Jimin. “She seems fine.” There was a hint of attitude in his voice. Suga still didn’t know that you and Jimin were a bit better now. You never really got a chance to tell him. From the incident with that manager, you only got to the point where Jungkook brought you home.

Jimin scoffed at Suga and then walked off with V.

Jin’s phone began to ring. He pulled it out and answered the video call. “Hi Jinjin!” He smiled. “Are you going to school already?” he was starting to walk through the four of you as he tried to get to his room.

“Hi daddy! Oh! Everyone is there?!? Hi uncle Yoongi, uncle Jungkook and uncle Hoseok. Hi y/n!” he screamed.

Jin stopped moving and let you all crowd around him so that you could see Jinjin.

“Y/n!” Jinjin called out. “I always thought that you and Uncle Yoongi were boyfriend and girlfriend, but then I heard you were uncle Jungkook’s girlfriend.”

Immediately Suga took his elbow off you.

Jungkook came up behind you and rested his chin on your head.

“Jinjin when did you hear that?” you all heard his mom’s voice from off camera

“I heard you and your friend talking about it.” Jinjin said with an innocent face. Then he looked back at the rest of you.

“Yoongi and I are just friends.” You clarified. It stung a bit saying those words, but you kept a smile on your face.

“We had to keep our relationship a secret.” Jungkook said. “Even from you buddy, sorry about that.”

“How about we talk while I pack? You can remind me what I need to take!” Jin said walking off to his room.

Jungkook backed off you and you followed him to his room.

“So Jimin was right, we should dress comfortably.” He mumbled as he went through his closet.

“Whatever, I just want something that won’t grab anyone’s attention.”

“Ha, well Y/n, everyone is going to have their-“ he stopped talking as he looked back at you and noticed how upset you were again. “Well, um. *clears throat*”. He went back to looking in his closet. “Yeah let me see what I have.”

Just then, Rap monster busted into the room shirtless. Parts of his arms, chest and stomach were covered with old scars. He ran over to Jungkook’s dresser and began going through all the drawers, throwing everything everywhere to find what he was looking for.

Jungkook ran up to him. “Bro! What the fuck?”

Rap monster ignored Jungkook and pulled out a box of condoms.

“Those are mine!” Jungkook whined.

“Chill! You won’t be missing these anyway.”

“Couldn’t you have waited for the hotel?” Jungkook ripped the condoms away from Rap monster and only tore one off to give to him

Rap monster, quickly took the rest of them instead and walked towards the door, exposing a large scar across his back “Gotta do it now, the bitch ain’t even making it to the concert.” He huffed.

Within an hour, the nine of you were in the living room waiting for the manager and apparently his friend to show up.

You and the maknaes filled out the large couch. Jin, Jhope and Suga filled out the small couch. Rap monster and Eunhee were “talking” in the kitchen.

You were starting to freak out a bit again, but kept talking to Jimin to keep your mind busy.

“So why is his friend coming along again?” you asked. You hadn’t seen the manger’s friend since he stitched up your collar bone. You didn’t really know what to expect with him coming on the tour too.

“His name is Minho. Um, he’s coming along just in case any of us need medical attention.” Then he brought his voice to a whisper. “If things go down at a drug deal we don’t go to a hospital, Minho is always the one that’s able to take care of it.”

Ten minutes later, Hiro and Minho arrived. When you saw Hiro, you gripped tightly onto Jungkook’s arm. You tried to hide behind him, but it obviously impossible because you were sitting on the couch.

Jungkook wrapped his arm around you. “It’s okay. We are right here.” He whispered.

Right away, the manager and his friend loaded all the luggage into the van.

“Ok, everything is loaded in the van and Eunhee’s taxi is here so let’s get going.” Rap monster said

Everyone got up and headed out the door, but you tried to stay behind.

“Let’s go y/n” Jungkook said.

Jimin came up to you. “Just stick with us. It’ll be ok.”

You nodded and followed behind of two of them to the van. You braced yourself for the weeks ahead.

Thank you all for keeping up with/catching up with my series. I really do hope you all can stick around for when I start posting BTS 3. I am currently about half way done with it. I don’t want to starting posting it until I have completely finished it. There are many complex ideas going on and I want to make sure that all the details make sense and all. I am not too sure how much longer it will take for me to finish it, especially considering how school is going so far. If anyone has any questions or comments to my series, feel free to send me an ask/anon or message me. Once again, thank you so much for having read my series so far, I have put so much work into it and it really means alot to me that you all enjoy it! <3

The Dark Creatures p.5 |Heaven|

Fandom: Teen Wolf x Shadowhunters
Pairing: Stiles Stilinski x Reader
Characters: Reader, Magnus Bane Derek Hale, Scott McCall, Stiles Stilinski, Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood, Lydia Martin, Kira Yukimura, Liam Dunbar, Malia Hale
Request: Sort of(?)
Warning: None…….. vague description of the city of bones lol i suck

Word Count: 2,014


PART 1: TITANIUM // PART 1,5: MAPS // PART 2: HOMEOSTASIS // PART 3: GLOWING // Part 4: Creatures


You’re sitting at the same place we were last night, the small room hidden behind some curtains inside the Pandemonium. The guy with dark hair, Alec, and your boyfriend Stiles, are both pacing around the room.

“What is it that you want us to do?” The blonde one, Jace, asked Magnus.

“I want you to take her to the City of Bones with the Silent Brothers. To see if she can remember why she’s here” Magnus answered

“They can help her?” Alec asked

“I hope so, otherwise, we’ll have to put her in a dangerous situation and get her to use her powers.”

“What?!” Stiles asked and he finally stopped pacing around the room.

“Yeah, he said that all those times we were fighting someone and when she was kidnapped, we were always there to help her. He said that her powers only show up when no one can protect her.” Scott explained and Magnus nodded

“But that doesn’t make any sense” Malia said, she was standing beside the couch you were sitting in. “Aren’t angels supposed to take care of people?”

“There are different types of angels. We don’t know what kind she is; she could be God’s right hand, a guardian angel, or…” Magnus started, but he didn’t finish his sentence

“A fallen angel” Alec finished for him

“A fallen angel?” Liam asked

“But if she’s a fallen angel how is she here?” Lydia asked

“Can someone please explain to me, what a fallen angel is?” Liam said.

“They’re angels who were cast out of Heaven” Lydia said quickly

“It’s believed that fallen angels sided with Lucifer when he made his war against God. And they were cast into Hell” Alec explained

“Well then she can’t be a fallen angel, she’s too good to be on the devil’s side” Malia said; and it made you happy that she thought of you that well.

“That, we don’t know. None of us had met an angel before, and for what we know about angels, they don’t like helping humans, they don’t like to be on earth, and they’re not known for their mercy” Jace said, and it completely shocked all of you

“That’s completely nuts, angels aren’t supposed to be like that”

“Yeah well, we don’t know what they’ve told you down on the West Coast, but here, we are the ones with actual knowledge about this subject” Jace said, in a subtle arrogant tone.

“That’s it, come on Y/N get up, we’re leaving” Stiles said walking over to you

“Guys stop” you said and everyone turned to look at you “You guys, this is way out of our league, I don’t know what might happen, what I might do if I don’t learn to control this. We have to stay, we have to let them help us; this is about me.”

“She’s right. If we go back to Beacon Hills, she’ll have no one to help her; all of us have had someone. But she doesn’t” Scott said siding with you. You looked at Stiles and took his hand

“It’s okay, Stiles. I know you’re worried about me, I am worried, too. But you said it yourself; we have to be patient, only that way we’ll make it through.” He sighed and nodded.

You looked at Jace and Alec, and you stood up. They were both grabbing weapons, one of those looked like a sword, but when Jace grabbed it, it lit up and started glowing

“Weird” you heard Malia whisper. After that Alec grabbed a bow and a few arrows; and you couldn’t help but to think about Allison. You smiled melancholically and a crazy thought ran through your head, and before you could stop yourself, you found yourself talking.

“Can angels bring people back to life?” you asked and everyone went silent

“Yes, they can. It’s not very common that they decide to do so, but it is possible” Magnus answered

“How?” you asked immediately but Magnus shook his head

“I don’t know. I’ve heard that the Angel Raziel, the father of all Shadowhunters, is capable of bringing people back to life” You wanted to ask more, but decided it would be best to just leave it aside and ask him in private. You looked at your friends and Scott, Stiles and Lydia had the same look on their face, like they knew exactly what you wanted to do.

“Whenever you’re ready” Jace said and you nodded, you walked to Stiles and hugged him

“I’ll be right back” you placed one of your hands on his cheek

“Take care, okay?” he said and you nodded. Giving him a small kiss on the lips. Then you hugged each and every one of your friends. Promising them you’d take care. You walked to Magnus shyly, you didn’t know whether to hug him or shake his hand.

“Thank you for what you’re doing, I really appreciate it” He waved his hands

“It is my pleasure, darling; now go get your memories back. I can’t wait to learn all of those juicy details from an Angel’s mind” he said making you laugh a little. You then walked up to Jace and Alec, who were standing next to a door.

“I’m ready, let’s go” you tell them and they nod. You glance back at your friends once more and smile at them before walking out. They started walking and you followed them. Jace looked at you over his shoulder and realized that they were walking really fast, so he decided to slow down until you caught up with him

“Hey, where exactly are we going?” you asked him

“We’re going to see the Silent Brothers.” Jace said

“And those are…” you said looking at Jace and raised your eyebrows

“Very powerful Shadowhunters… they have the most powerful runes” Alec said when you finally caught up to him

“And they’re very scary” Jace said and you looked at him furrowing your brows “you’ll know when we get there” He finished and you all kept walking. The rest of the walk everyone remained silent, when you took a left turn you saw that you were walking to a cemetery.

“Are we in the right place?” you asked and stopped walking

“Yes, come on” Alec said and pulled your arm trying to make you walk but your feet were glued to the ground. Alec rolled his eyes and let out a sigh “Jace, a little help here” Jace turned around and saw what Alec was trying to do.

“I’ll take the right” Jace said walking to you right. Alec walked to your left, they both linked arms with you and lift you off the ground and started walking again.

“Hey!” you protested, moving your legs, but that didn’t seem to bother them. They kept walking to what seemed like a small house. “Seriously, why is there a house in the middle of a cemetery?”

“It’s not a house. And stop squirming” Alec said and they both put you down

Jace started walking and he got lost in the darkness.

“After you,” Alec said motioning you to start walking, you bit your lower lip, thinking whether you should run away. “seriously, I’m only doing this because Magnus asked us, if you don’t want to keep going just tell me and we’ll leave you”

“No” you said and Alec raised his eyebrows “I want to do this… I just”

“It’s too much for you, I get it. But if you really are an angel, your powers could cause terrible damage, you need to find out everything you can about yourself, and right now the Silent Brothers are the answer to everything. It’s your choice; keep going and be an angel, or walk away and be a normal girl.”

You debated on what to do. Truth is you had no idea what you could do if your powers went out of control, but you were afraid that this might be too much.

“I’ll go. I’m ready.” You said and Alec smiled slightly and nodded, you started walking and after a few steps you couldn’t see anything. “Where am I supposed to go?” you asked looking over your shoulder

“Just keep walking. We’ll meet up with Jace soon, if you see a small white light, that’s him.” Alec explained and you nodded and continued on walking. Soon you caught up with Jace; he was standing on the edge of a circle staircase, the walls filled with skulls and bones

“What is this?” you asked almost whispering, your stomach felt heavy, if you kept going down the stairs, maybe you could reach the center of the earth.

“Welcome to the City of Bones” Jace said, you looked at him and furrowed your eyebrows

“It was my turn, Jace” Alec said and Jace rolled his eyes

“The what?” you asked

“It’s where the Silent Brothers get their power from. All the ashes and bones from dead Shadowhunters” Jace said and started walking, you looked back at Alec and he nodded and started walking behind Jace, you followed them

“So they’re… buried here?”

“That’s right” Alec said opening a small gate he let you in and closed it behind you, Jace was on the other side of the gate

“This is my stop, you two go on from here” Jace said nodding at Alec

“Why don’t you come with us?” you asked

“He’s afraid of the silent brothers” Alec responded behind you, and you saw Jace rolling his eyes

“I’m not, I just… I’d rather stay here andmake sure no one else gets in there” Alec chuckled and kept on walking and you looked back at Jace “Go on, angel. Get your memories back” You smiled thankfully and followed Alec. I walked a few more steps and there was a spiral staircase and you looked down, and it seemed endless. You finally reached the spot where you would meet the Silent Brothers, a few columns with small space between the others. Alec rested his arm in one of them and looked at you

“It’s just you from now on, go stand in the middle, right below the Soul-Sword, then the Silent Brothers will do their… magic” you nodded and slowly walked to the center of the room, it was very dark and a sword was hanging from the ceiling, you couldn’t tell if it was floating or if there was something holding it. You stepped right in the middle of the small circle of light, and a few voices started sounding in your head. Then you heard a loud scream, you covered your ears and let out a small moan.

Suddenly a group of men stepped into the room and positioned themselves in the space between the columns, one of them spoke to you

“Afriel, you’ve come to us for one purpose” one of them said, you looked at them, wondering what Afriel meant

“Uh, my name is Y/N. I’ve come here to retrieve the memories from my past.”

“Your name is Afriel, the angel of youth, you were sent here to protect children from all harms” A different Brother said this time

“But… what exactly am I supposed to do? I don’t know anything about what I can do, how am I…”

“Time, Afriel. Time is your best ally to discovering your abilities.” You stood there, thinking about what they’d just told you, you were just as clueless as you were before.

“Listen, I… I don’t know how I’m supposed to protect all children in the world, I don’t know anything about being an angel. If you could just help me remember my time in Heaven, maybe then I’ll do a good job being a beacon of hope for everyone.” You said and looked at them, then they started whispering something, almost as if they were praying. You looked at Alec, and he raised his eyebrows, telling you to look up. You looked up and the Soul-Sword was dangerously close to your forehead. All of the Brothers said something in a different language, and the Sword made contact with your forehead. Then everything went white.

PART 6: Past (Coming soon)

*REQUEST* Namjoon Scenario - #101 ‘What did you just call me?’

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Author: Laymedown

    It was two days before the music awards and like any normal person you were out last minute shopping with Namjoon, as the both of you needed a new outfit for that night. Mainly it was for you as you didn’t own a single formal gown. Slight anxiety lingered over you as you hated last minute dress shopping. What if you couldn’t find the right one? You didn’t have any other day to find one either.
     “Jagi, are you okay?” Namjoon’s worried voice brought you back from your worries. He stood slightly behind you with a new tux already picked out while you were just standing before some dresses.
    “Yeah, I’m fine. There’s just so many to go through.” You weren’t completely lying. There were actually quite a lot. Namjoon had it easy as all he had to get was a simple black suit.
    You on the other hand, had to think about not just the color of the dress, but the type of fabric, the length, the fit, the amount of skin it revealed. Then the details of the dress, like if you wanted jewels or sequence, if you wanted frills or lace, or even just say fuck it and go with a slim black gown. Why was being a girl so rough? People always expected you to look a certain way, meet a certain standard, and it isn’t just you that is going to be affected by the choice you make. Not are you only representing Namjoon, but you are also representing his group. BTS was just as (or even more) important to him as you were. And you wanted to look as perfect as they did.
    Suddenly soft warm lips kissed yours gently, another distraction that kept your thoughts at bay.
    “Then why are you frowning jagi?” His thumb smoothed out the crease between your brows. You could see the slight worry you were causing him and it only made you feel worse.
     “Truthfully? I really hate shopping for clothes, especially dresses.” You mumbled off as you finally began to actually look at the dresses. Next to you, Namjoon also began sifting through some dresses, attempting to help you. You couldn’t help but smile as he was such a dork, but he was your dork.
    After you had a reasonable amount of dresses between the both of you, you went straight to the dressing room. It was surprisingly big and empty. And since it was empty, Namjoon sat down on one of the benches right outside your stall, waiting patiently.
     “Will you put on a fashion show for me jagi?“ He slyly smiled up at you, and you could feel the blood rushing to your cheeks.
    “I-I guess,” You told him quickly before locking the door behind you. You couldn’t believe yourself for being so shy and insecure as you just were. There was no reason for you to be so. You two were way past the point for you to still be shy around him. He’s seen you when you were most vulnerable. He’s seen every curve and imperfection your body had to offer. But he has yet to see you in a dress.
     With a deep sigh you stepped out of the dressing room. Watching his eyes scan you over slowly caused your cheeks to burn even hotter. It didn’t help that the first dress you showed him was one of the ones you choose, and it was the ‘sexiest’ one you saw. Why you put on the best one first, you didn’t know.
       “Isn’t that a little too…. Revealing?” When he said those words, it almost came to you as a surprise. You thought out of all of them, he would like this one the best.
      “Alright, dad.” You snapped a little pissed, mainly at yourself though. You felt so stupid and on top of that even more embarrassed now. Before you could close the stall door behind you, Namjoon squeezed in and basically pushed you against the wall.
    “What did you just call me?” His voice was deep, almost a growl.
      “Why? Did daddy not enjoy seeing his little girl play dress up?” You pushed him away before you slipped the dress off, not caring that he was still in there with you. You almost wished you had kicked him out though as as soon as the dress hit the ground he had you pinned back up against wall, but this time his hands weren’t at your hips. Only one was pinning you against the wall as the other was down your underwear. You covered your mouth when you let out a small moan as he rubbed your clit roughly.
     “Daddy loves it when you throw your little fits.” He whispered huskily into your ear as a couple of his fingers slid into your heat.
     “Is that why you said you didn’t like it? To make me upset?” You almost moaned the last word as you tried to stay quiet. Which was extremely hard as he always knew where your sweet spot was.
     “No jagi, I said what I did because it was true. You aren’t allowed to wear anything like this in public. Do I make myself clear?” You grabbed his shirt for support as your legs were now growing weak. Afraid that you were going to moan as soon as you open your mouth, you only nodded. His hand slid out of your now dripping pussy before removing your underwear completely. You hadn’t noticed that he’d shimmied his pants down halfway until he was aligning himself at your entrance. He kissed you roughly before slamming himself into you.
      “Make sure you stay quiet baby girl, we don’t want to get caught do we?” He told you as he held you up against the wall, pounding you mercilessly. Nearly biting into his neck with each thrust, you could only think of how thankful you were to the slightly loud music playing in the dressing room as it drowned out the noises of the moans that escaped you and the slight sound of you skin slapping together with each thrust he made.

does this make sense | drabble 04

• pairing: min yoongi x reader
• original series: dtms
• words: 938
→ request: first semi-serious argument (takes place somewhere in between part 3 and 4.)

“What the hell were you doing just then?” Yoongi hissed at you as you joined him on the sofa he was sat on.

“I was just dancing,” you shrugged, purposely playing dumb, because you knew exactly what you had been doing.

Yoongi had been grouchy all night at this party, in a foul mood and you had no idea why. The last straw had been when he’d blatantly, right in front of you, as he spoke to some guy he knew from a college class, dismissed you as his girlfriend. Of course, you weren’t stupid. You knew what you two had wasn’t serious, and there were no labels, but to be basically insinuated as his fuck buddy was not only insulting, but upsetting too. He hadn’t used those crude words, but to hear him scoff right beside you, “oh no, Y/N’s not my girlfriend — C’mon dude, you know I don’t do girlfriends,” as his friend snickered, was horrendous. Had you missed something, was it cool to turn into jerk of the century when it came to trying to act the big man in front of other guys?

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Tell me you don’t love me.

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Pairing: Calum x Reader


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“Cal, I am begging you,” You mumbled with tears in your eyes, trying to keep your voice calm, “Please don’t do this.”

“How could you do this, though?” He shouted with his back towards you, “You out of all people? My best friend?”

“Why does it mean so much to you?” You cried as Calum ruffed up his hair, not thinking about his words. “I like Luke! And so what?”

“Why, though?” Calum yelled, turning his head but seeing you broken, didn’t stop his words. “I just don’t get it. You didn’t even tell me?”

Tell him? How were you supposed to tell him? ‘Oh, hi Cal. Nice show last night, you guys really killed it. By the way, I’m having a minor crush on your best friend and bandmate, hope you don’t mind?’ You knew Calum. And he was not going to react calmly - just like now.

“No, I didn’t tell you, dumbass!” You yelled, wiping off the tear rolling down your cheek. Calum crossed his arms and deepened his eye contact.

“Why?” He said in a rushed tone with an unpleasant look in his dark eyes.

“Because,” you fumbled with your words as you pulled your hair, “Because you’re hard to talk to!”

“I am not!”

“Yes,” you screamed. Your voice was cracking, but you didn’t care. The next words were harsh and hurtful, and still, they managed to come out of your mouth. “Yes, you are! And you’re ignorant and arrogant and-and cocky and sometimes you are a little mean, and-“

You stopped to observe Calum’s reaction but was surprised as he bit his lip to not interrupt your criticism.

Go on,” he chuckled, “Tell me. Tell me that you don’t love me.

“Fuck.” You mumbled as soon as you realized what you had said. “I didn’t mean it like that.”

“Of course not,” Calum said fake smiling as he walked away from you. You stopped him instantly as he stood about half an inch away from you.

“I do love you, Cal.” Your voice was weak as you avoided Calum’s stare, “I love you in all the ways I possibly could.”

“Really? Just as you love Luke?”

You couldn’t help but look up. Then it hit you. He started the fight - he was the one who was mad, not you. And you had completely misunderstood the reason. It wasn’t because you didn’t tell him about your little thing with Luke, no, it was because it was Luke instead of him. You looked into those beautiful, brown eyes and saw the pain from the past years. How bad he wanted you, but he could never get you. His breath hit you as you moved closer to his lips, closing your eyes and letting the moment flow.

If only he knew that all these years, you wanted him too.  

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i never ever like to talk about specific people or things on here because at least a few people in my home town follow me and i don’t want to hurt anyone or spread gossip or anything like that but i need a little advice. this guy at work makes me really fucking uncomfortable but the thing is he doesn’t do anything worth talking to a manager about or even just talking to the guy himself. he just has this horrible creepy vibe and look in his eyes and touches me on the arm, shoulder, or back every time he walks past me. he hugs me hello and goodbye no matter what i’m doing and doesn’t leave until he finds me and hugs me. last week he hugged me while i was mopping and last night he hugged me while i was refilling an ice box, my hands were completely full and half my body was practically inside the ice chest. during my break he told me “if you’re feeling down i can brighten your day by telling you you’re beautiful” and it made me feel worse honestly, i’m a very friendly person and it gets misinterpreted as flirty sometimes but i’ve been trying to act a little bit colder towards him so he’ll stop but he isn’t getting it! my sister thinks it borders on sexual harassment and wants me to talk to him or a manager but i can’t stand hurting people’s feelings without major cause, and i just started working here so i don’t want to make a scene. my coworkers have all told me their favorite part of working here is that there is no drama and they all get along! he hasn’t done anything i can point out as wrong, it could all be considered as him just being friendly so i think i’ll just wait till he does something outright or asks me out and then let him know i’m not at all interested and hopefully that’ll end it?

BTS REACTION: To their idol girlfriend doing a sexy dance with another idol

This is my last one for today, guys! I hope you like <3

Rap Monster:

“You know you have to do something for me after this dance, right?”


“I can’t look at this!”



“Me? Nothing!”

“And what about this sexy video?!”

“Oh… What’s wrong with it?”

“What is NOT wrong with this video! You were very wiggling in front of that idiot! WAIT!! He tried to SPANK YOUR ASS!!! HE WANNA DIE?!”

“Oppa, please, you know that it was just a work, and after all, I prepared a fantastic night for you…”

“This is a kind of bribe so I wouldn’t say anything?”

“In fact, it is a kind of compensate you…”

“I like how it sounds… You know how to trate your man!”


While is your solo part in the MV, J-Hope would be a real fanboy, seeing you so pretty and sexy and imitating your dance

But when the guy appears

“Is this a hidden camera?”


“What do you thing, oppa?”

“You were really beautiful…”

“And the coreography? I made a lot of it.”

“It was… Good…”

“Just good?”

“This guy don’t know how to dance, he ruined your work.”

“But if you want…” He would complete “We can dance now, so I would know to tell you how is the choreography…”


“Aish! You didn’t!”

“Oh shit, you did!”


“This position is really sexy, girl!”

“Stop laugh of me and tell me if you liked!”

“I liked a lot and this video gave me an idea!”

“REALLY? What idea?!”

“I have to do a mv like, what do you think about Hyuna for be my couple in it?”

~ADM Misso

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One Last Time (III)

Characters: Hoseok (Jhope) & Reader

Genre: Angst, fluff & smut

Series: Intro, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4Chapter 5Chapter 6Chapter 7Chapter 8

Summary: Hoseok is a member of a very successful boy group, BTS, while you are a trainee, who is getting ready for debut. The two of you have been dating for two years, but he suddenly left you without another word. No explanation. No apology. Nothing. You were left to suffer and find the answers yourself. If only you knew how painful the truth was going to be, you wouldn’t have been so determined to find out.

Hello Hello! I’m back again! Okay.. so maybe I’ve been taking a little longer to get new chapters out.. I’m sorry I get distracted easily 😅 I’ll get the next ones out faster, I promise. I hope you have all liked it? I always love to hear what you guys are thinking about ❤️ I’m so glad to hear that some of you are liking the series, I really wasn’t sure how you guys felt about it 😅 Until next time, remember to like, reblog and share. Happy Reading~

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“Wait.. what do you mean we were together last night?” Hoseok stuttered.

“I mean exactly what I said. We saw each other yesterday babe. You were at the bar drinking alone, so I came to accompany you, but too bad you were already knocked out. I was even the one who called the guys to bring you home.” She smirked.

Hoseok felt disgusted by the pet name that Jessica had once given him. He hated that part of him was still weak for Jessica. He doesn’t love her anymore, but when Y/N was talking so badly of her, Hoseok got mad without even realizing it, and he hated himself for that.

As Hoseok continued to stand in complete shock, Jessica said,

“If you’re still wondering whether I’m lying or not. Ask them. I was the one who told them not to tell you. I wanted to surprise you.” She sweetly smiled. A little too sweet.

I can’t believe they didn’t tell me.

Still standing in complete shock, Jessica was starting to become unamused with Hoseok’s lack of communication, so she cleared her voice and said,

“So this.. Y/N. Who is she?”

“W-Why?” Hoseok stuttered at the mention of your name.

“She called yesterday night asking to talk to you. Who is she Hoseok?” Jessica asked as she inched closed to Hoseok barely giving him any space for air.

“She’s… no one.” He lied. She’s everything to me. I can’t believe I was such an idiot.

“Hm. Don’t lie to me babe. I know she means more than a friend to you. She seemed completely out of it when I said my name. She even knows who I am. I know you Hoseok. You wouldn’t just randomly tell someone about me. You’d have to really trust that person to bring me up. So tell me. Who is she?”

“Like I said. She’s no one. Why does this even matter to you?” He asked.

“I’ve missed you a lot babe.” She purred.

“I-I I don’t care.” Hoseok stuttered.
Dammit. Hoseok. Don’t you dare be scared of her. She hurt Y/N. Fuck. You even hurt Y/N.

“No you don’t. You love me.” She smirked as she laid her palm onto his beating heart.

Hoseok felt disgusted by her touch, so he immediately pushed her away.

“Go home Jessica.” He muttered as he headed out the door leaving Jessica trailing behind.

As he was about to open the door for Jessica to leave, Namjoon walked into the house. With one look at Hoseok’s face, he knew something was wrong.

“What’s wrong? What happened?” Namjoon asked.

“Babe. I wasn’t done talking.” Jessica complained as she met up with Hoseok at the door.

“Jessica.. what are you doing here?” Namjoon confusingly asked.

“To visit Hoseok of course, but it seems like he’s not all that fond of me right now. I better go.” She sweetly smiled as she headed out the door.

Just as Hoseok was about the close the door, Jessica turned around and said,

“I know she means something to you, and I’m ready to ruin it all. Just you watch.”

“She means nothing to me. Stop bothering other people just because you’re bored.” Hoseok warned.

“Just watch.” Jessica smirked before she left towards the elevator, leaving Hoseok in compete shock.

Dammit. I broke us up to protect Y/N, but instead now she’s only going to get hurt more and more if Jessica does go and bother her. Fuck.

Once Hoseok closed the door, he was faced with an unamused Namjoon.

“What just happened?” Namjoon asked.

“I… I fucked up.” Hoseok whispered as he headed back into his room to hide from everyone.

I fucked up. I’m so so sorry Y/N.

After hours of practicing during your vocal lesson, the three of you were finally free to go. With the sun setting outside, you wanted nothing more than to leave for a walk outside. You needed time to clear your thoughts. You felt hurt and betrayed. It hurt to think that Hoseok no longer loved you, and you felt betrayed that Hoseok would lie just to hide the fact that he saw Jessica last night.

I thought you loved me…

You didn’t realize that Seoyoung was talking to you until you felt someone nudge you.


“W-What?” You asked.

“I asked what are you going to do now? We have the rest of the day off.” Seoyoung excitingly said.

“Yeah. Unni let’s go out and go to an amusement park or maybe even go out and eat around the city.” Vanessa squealed with excitement.”

“Uh.. Maybe next time I’m sorry guys. I want to spend some time with myself tonight.” You weakly smiled.

As you were about to leave the room, Seoyoung tugged onto your shirt and asked,

“Are you sure you’re going to be okay?”

You felt bad that the members were worrying so much because of you, but you really needed some time to yourself.

Giving your best smile, you said,

“I’m going to be okay. Don’t worry about me.”

And with that, you quickly went back to the dorm to drop off your practice clothes. Once you were ready, you grabbed your bag and headed out the door.

With no sense of rightful direction, you headed into a convince store and brought yourself a beer.

You weren’t sure how the night was going to go, but you decided that you wanted a drink just to feel more alive.

As you walked by street after street, you started to think of when you and Hoseok used to walk them together. Although him being an idol made it hard for the two of you to go on dates, you were never sad that he could only offer you time during the night. For him, you gave it your all. You would have rather not sleep at all just to watch dramas with him. But here you were, reminiscing on the past, because you had nothing else left to hold onto besides the memories that the two of you shared.

You didn’t know where the time went, because eventually you found yourself at the front door of BTS’ dorm after one too many cans of beer. In your drunken state, you made no hesitation in knocking on their door.

After multiple knocks on the door, it was Namjoon who finally came to the door.

“Y/N? What are you doing here?” He asked.

“Is Hoseok here?” You hiccuped.

“Uh. Yeah. I’ll go get him for you..” Namjoon mumbled.

“Hoseok?” Namjoon asked as he knocked the door.

“I’m not in the mood right now.” He sighed as he stayed blankly out the window.

“But.. uh. Y/N is here..” Namjoon said.


Rushing at the mention of your name, Hoseok quickly opened the door.

“She’s here?” Hoseok asked.

“She’s outside. But.. she looks.. like she’s been drinking.” Namjoon warned.

She’s been drinking? Isn’t she busy working on her debut right now?

“I’ll uh.. go out and talk to her.” Hoseok nervously said.

As he walked out of his room, he mumbled to Jungkook and Taehyung who were in the living room to leave. Seeing that Hoseok wasn’t happy, the two of them quickly left to Taehyung’s room which he shares with Jimin and Hoseok.

“Y/N?” Hoseok asked as he opened the door completely to let you in.

“Oh. It’s Hoseok!” You squealed.

Seeing your cheeks flushed and your sudden change in attitude, he was certain that you were indeed drunk.

“Why did you drink so much?” He asked as he pulled you into the house and settled you onto the couch, while he crouched in front of you.

“I.. I was walking through the streets that we used to walk to together. I kept thinking about how we used to be. How we used to be so happy. But then.. I realized that.. we’re never going to be like who we were before.. because you.. don’t love me anymore.” You whispered as you stared into his face.

I love you Y/N… I really do.. but I can’t be with you. We’re not enough. I’m only going to hurt you.

Trying to ignore what you had just said, Hoseok cleared his throat and said,

“I’ll call Seoyoung to bring you home.”

“But you’re home. You’re my home. I.. I don’t know what to do without you. I don’t want to be without you. I need you.” You quietly said as you started to tear up.

“Y/N… Stop. You need to learn to continue on. I.. We’re not right for each other. I don’t love you anymore.” He said as he started to dial Seoyoung’s number only to have you grab his phone and throw it across the room.

“Why. What does Jessica have that I don’t? Why do you have to love her and not me?” You childishly cried

I don’t love her I promise.

In your sober state, you would have regretted crying in front of Hoseok and throwing his phone across the room, but being in your drunk state, you couldn’t have cared less.

Getting up from the floor, Hoseok walked over to retrieved his phone, which luckily didn’t break. As he walked back to his original position in front of you, he calmly said,

“Come on Y/N. Let’s get you home okay?”

“I don’t want to go anywhere. I want to stay here.” You pouted.

Smiling at your childish act, Hoseok sighed and decided to stay with you for a while until he really had to call Seoyoung to bring you home.

Can’t you see that this is just as hard for me as it is for you?

As he brushed your tears away, Hoseok decided to change the topic and asked,

“So what did you do today?”

Being drunk, you followed along with his question without an hesitation, because ever since you found out that you were main vocal, you wanted nothing more than to share it with Hoseok.

Once Hoseok had found out, he smiled brightly and said,

“I’m so proud of you. I knew you could do it.”

If the two of you were still together, Hoseok would have immediately hugged you and kissed your forehead, but now, he had to played with his hands in order to prevent himself from doing anything he would regret.

Remember Hoseok.. you’re doing this for her. You’re doing this to protect her.

After sitting in minutes of silence, you were the first to ask,

“What happened to us? Why can’t we be like before?”

“I….I told you before Y/N. I.. I don’t love you.” Hoseok quietly said.

I’m so sorry Y/N.

“If you don’t love me then why do you care? Why did you ask Seoyoung unni to pick me up the other night? Why did you text me and call me to ask if I got home safely? Why would you even go and try to find me after I didn’t answer you. Why act like I still matter?” You whispered as tears started to stream down your face again.

“I’m sorry if you thought otherwise, but I did it because I care for you as someone that I once knew.” He coldly said.

“Once knew?”

“Yes. Once knew.” He shrugged.

You sat there in completely silence. You were hurt, more hurt than the day Hoseok broke up with you. It hurt to hear that he doesn’t think of you even as a friend now, he was basically shutting you out.

The two of you continued to sit in completely silence, and this time you made no effort to talk.

What was talking going to change? He said that he doesn’t love me. That’s it. I guess.

The silence in the room started to make your tired, and being in your drunk state, it only made it harder and harder to stay awake. Eventually, you had fallen asleep with Hoseok staring at you. Hoseok hated himself for doing this to you, he hated that he had to hurt you, he hated that he had to watch you in tears and not be able to help you. He promised to break the two of you up, but it became harder and harder to forget you.

Hoseok had to find a way for you to forget him. Having already debuted, Hoseok knew how important the next few weeks will be for you, and he knew you couldn’t continue to mope around because of him.

You have to forget about me Y/N. Please.

With the decision made, Hoseok looked into your bag and found your cell phone. As he unlocked the phone, he gave you glance and saw that you were deep into your sleep.

“I’m sorry Y/N. I promise it’s for your own good.” He whispered as he deleted his phone number and your conversations.

Once he slipped your phone back into your bag, he wiped the tears that were unknowingly rolling down his face.

I’m sorry for hurting you. I’m sorry for breaking your heart. But I promised them to do this to protect you. Believe me, it hurts me just as much as it hurts you.

After calming down, Hoseok took out his phone and called Seoyoung.


“Hi…Noona. I. uh… Y/N is at our dorm right now. It seems like she drank quite a bit.. so she’s knocked out pretty hard. Do you think you can pick her up? I don’t think it would be a good idea if I drop her off.” He said.

“Oh. That’s where she went… Okay. Yeah. I’ll come get her thanks. Is she…. okay?” She awkwardly asked.

Knowing fully well that Seoyoung meant how Y/N was doing emotionally more than physically, Hoseok said,

“She will be. Oh and if you can noona, can you make sure that you come without the manager? Don’t think he’d be all that happy to see her drunk..”

“Oh for sure. Thanks. I’ll be there in a few minutes.” She said before hanging up.

As Hoseok slipped his phone back into his pocket, he glanced back at you, who for the first time in the last few days had fallen into a peaceful sleep.

Brushing back your hair that curtained your face, for the last time, he admired how beautiful you were. He admired how perfect your facial feature are. He admired how lovely you smelt. He admired your existence. He still loves you, there was no doubt of that, but he had to try his best to hide it. He had to protect you.

“I’m sorry. I love you Y/N, but please.. forget me. Forget us. Be happy.” He whispered as he kissed your forehead one last time.

He continued to stare at you, taking in the last few moments that he could have with you before Seoyoung came.

Once Seoyoung arrived, Hoseok sighed as he got up to open the door.

This is it.

“Hi. Hos- I mean sunbaenim.” Seoyoung awkwardly greeted.

“It’s okay noona. You can still call me Hoseok it’s fine.” He weakly smiled.

Giving Hoseok a slight smile, he showed Seoyoung to where you were seated.

“She’s completely knocked out.” She said.

“Yeah. She seems like it.”

“Probably because she’s been practicing all last night and this morning, at least the alcohol helped knock her out and give her a bit of shut eye.” Seoyoung sighed.

“She was up all night practicing?” Hoseok surprising asked.

“Uh… Yeah.. Anyways we’ll stop bothering you. I’ll take her home.” She said as she pulled you up to arms.

“Wait… so she was practicing all night and no one stopped her?” Hoseok asked.

“We didn’t know. We were all tired after practice. Vanessa was the one who found out when she went back to the company first thing in the morning.” Seoyoung said as she starting dragging you out the door.

“And she had vocals today too?” Hoseok asked.

Feeling a little annoyed by how Hoseok was asking so many questions, Seoyoung said,

“Look. She’s been having a rough couple of days and we all know why. I know you are someone who we should look up to musically since you guys have debuted for a while now, but let me talk to you as someone who is older than you for a second okay? Y/N is hurt. Hell. I bet you she’s more than hurt. Why? Because you broke up with her. I will not ask why you did it, because it has nothing to do with me. Heck maybe you’re already dating someone else, but please.. if you decided to break up with her, don’t go around caring for her. Act like you don’t care if you can. I understand that tonight maybe different because she was probably the one to walk all the way here, but please if in the future she tries to contact you, please ignore her.” Seoyoung huffed.

“I.. Uh.. Right. Don’t worry.. I.. Uh. I deleted my number and our conversation from her phone.” Hoseok mumbled.

She was right… I broke up with her.. I shouldn’t continue caring so much. I need to let go. Or at least try.

“Right. Okay. Good. Now we’ll get going.”

Without giving Hoseok a single glance, Seoyoung dragged you towards the elevator and then out of the building.

Goodbye Y/N.

The next few days went by in a blur.

For starters, the day you woke up after drinking, you were faced with a massive headache. It took a while, but eventually you remembered everything that happened that night. You remembered walking to Hoseok’s place after a couple of drinks. You remembered the two of you talking. You remembered the tears that you shed, and then your memory went blank. When you asked Seoyoung what happened after you went to Hoseok’s apartment, she told you that you had fallen asleep, and Hoseok called for her to pick you up.

When you tried to go through your phone to see Hoseok’s conversation, you found nothing, he wasn’t there, matter of fact, his name wasn’t even in your contact list anymore.

It can’t be.. he wouldn’t have deleted his number.. would he?

With the debut coming soon, the company made sure that all the recordings and rehearsals went well and that the three of you were told to only be in the company or the dorms. As hard as you tried, you couldn’t leave anywhere without having the manager accompany you.

“Y/N.. we need to focus on the debut..” Seoyoung said as she watched you try to find a way to sneak out again.

“Unni.. I know I’ll work hard I promise. I just need to know if he was the one who deleted his number from my phone. Just this one question that’s it.”

“Y/N.. we have four days until the debut you can’t go sneaking around because of this. You can always ask after.”

“But you don’t get it. I’m going crazy. I don’t get why. I can’t sit down without thinking about it. I can’t do anything right.”

“Can you hear yourself right now? You’re going crazy purely over whether he deleted his name off of your contact list or not. I get it you’re sad. The break up hurt more than anything else, and you’re left only with unanswered questions, but please the debut is in four days. We’re a team and we should be working together to prepare, not have you drift off while we’re rehearsing. Don’t you understand?” Seoyoung annoyingly said.

Being in the moment of fury, you sincerely thought that you were the victim in the situation and that you had every right to be sad, so instead of trying to continue and argue with Seoyoung, you just stormed off and headed towards the company to have some time to yourself and practice. What you failed to think about at the time was that the moment you signed up to being an idol, what affected you was certain to also affect the other members, so while you were off suffering because of Hoseok, you failed to realize that you were also making the other members suffer. You knew that the debut meant the world to them just like to you, so you eventually apologized and continued to work hard, but that didn’t mean you stopped thinking about Hoseok.

Preparing for the debut was all your’ve been doing for the past two days, you didn’t sleep or eat well. You spent most of your days simply practicing the lyrics and dance moves over and over again. Even when the other members were telling you to take a break, you never did, only because practicing was the only way your mind would go completely blank and forget about Hoseok, and you thought that you owed it to the members for being so distracted for the last couple of weeks.

“Unni.. You need to take a break really.” Vanessa pleaded after the dance rehearsals were over and she saw that you were still practicing by yourself while the others were leaving.

“I’ll take a break later.” You said in between your breaths.

You’re body was aching, but it was the pain that kept you going. The ache made you feel like you were actually doing something, it made you feel like you were finally doing something right.

“You’ll faint like last time. We have two days unni. These two days are important to us, we don’t want any of us hurt. Just take a tiny break. Eat something.” Vanessa begged.

Letting out a sigh, you gave her a nod just to comfort her.

“You go back first. I need to talk to the producer and then I’ll be back.” You lied.

Feeling relieved, she smiled while walking off. You felt bad for lying to her and making her worried, but you just didn’t know what else to do. You hated being home, because all you do is think about Hoseok.

Once you saw that Vanessa took the elevator and everyone else had left the room, you closed the door and continued to practice.

You didn’t know when but eventually someone knocked on the door, and when you saw that it was Seoyoung, you knew you were in trouble.

“What are you doing here so late? We ended practice hours ago.” Seoyoung said the moment she barged in.

“I wanted to practice some more.” You simply said.

“Y/N. You’re going to hurt yourself like this. You need to rest and most importantly, you need to eat. You can’t continue on like this.”

“I’m not hurting myself. I’m trying to perfect my part for the debut. We have less than two days. I don’t want to screw up, this is so important to all of us.”

“I know but you barely sleep or eat. You fainting before debut or worse, during the performance is going to be bad. I get it, you want to perfect everything, but I know you, I know that this isn’t it. You can’t just be working so hard because of the debut, you’re trying to pour your heart and soul into practicing so you don’t have to think about him, but you’re only going to hurt yourself even more.”

“The debut is all I have left. You don’t understand. Practicing is the only thing that makes me feel alive besides being with him. Now that I don’t have him, I need to keep practicing to just forget about him. I’m doing what you said, I’m not drifting off to my own thoughts. I’m trying my best to make everyone happy.”

“Do you think any of us are happy to see that you’re wearing yourself out. The debut means the world to all of us, I get it, but you can’t just hurt yourself like this.” Seoyoung pleaded.

Trying your best to ignore her, you continued on with your practice. As she saw that she wasn’t going to be able to convince you, she had to find the one person who could.


Hoseok squinted at the caller i.d, when he saw that it was Seoyoung.

That’s strange, she hasn’t contacted me since that night Y/N came over after she was drunk.

“Noona?” He answered.

“Hoseok. I need help. Please. Y/N won’t listen to me or anyone. She’s going to kill herself if she continues to be like th-“ Before Seoyoung could continue, Hoseok had cut her off and said,

“I’ll be there in ten minutes.”

Without knowing what was exactly happening to you, he still didn’t hesitate to help. Grabbing the car keys, he ran out the door.

Once he had arrived to your company, Seoyoung greeted him at the parking lot and brought him up to the practice room.

“She’s been like this for days. All she does is practice. She barely sleeps or eats. She even fainted once a couple of days ago. I tried to tell her to take a break, but she won’t listen to me. I… I had no choice but to ask you. I didn’t want scare her parents. I know the two of you broke up, but I just can’t bare to see her like this anymore. Please do something.” Seoyoung begged.

“I’ll go talk to her.” He said as he opened the door.

At first you thought you were seeing things when saw Hoseok’s reflection in the mirror, but it wasn’t until you stopped to stare carefully into the mirror that you saw that it was indeed him who was in the room.

“H-Hoseok?” You asked as you tried your best to stand with your tired legs.

“What are you doing Y/N?” He asked as he continued to stand by the door.

“I-I’m practicing..”

I mean can’t you tell by the surroundings?

“No. Y/N you look exhausted. You look like you haven’t slept or eaten in days.” He worriedly said.

“Why does this matter to you? This is my life. You’re the one who broke up with me, and if I’m not wrong, you’re also the one who deleted your number off of my phone.” You coldly said.

You mentally begged that Hoseok wasn’t so cold that he would have deleted his number off of your phone, but he blank store proved you right. He did delete his number.

“You fucking asshole.” You bit.


“Don’t even start with me. Who do you think you are? What right does it give you to delete your number from my phone while I was completely knocked out? You broke up with me, fine. You don’t love me, okay, but what? You go into my bag and delete your phone number and conversation from my phone? How selfish can you be?” You snapped as you started walking towards him.

You watched as Hoseok started at you in complete shock, not knowing what to say.

“You want to know why I’m working so hard? The debut is all I have left in my life. You meant everything to me. You told me you loved me and then suddenly you decided to break up with me telling me that you don’t love me? Practicing is the one time when my mind goes completely blank. This is the only time that I can feel sane again. I feel like I’m going crazy because of you. Why can’t you understand how fucking painful it is for me to see you? Why can’t you understand that you left me when I needed you the most, and it fucking hurts? You left me broken and you question why I’m like this right now?”


“Just shut up. I don’t want to see you. Just leave.” You begged as you felt tears trailing down your face.

“You’re going to hurt yourself Y/N. I know you need to focus on your debut, but you also need to take care of your body.” He softly said.

You expected him to leave after he finished talking, but he didn’t, instead he stayed put and just continued to stare at you.

“Why does my wellbeing matter to you? You broke up with me. Whether I’m alive or dead shouldn’t matter to you!” You snapped.


“Just stop. It’s my body I will take care of it how ever I want. If I want to rest, I’ll rest then If I want to eat, I’ll eat. But this will be all based on my own decision. Just. Leave.”

This is it. Hoseok had enough of enduring. There was only so much he could take. He didn’t care for the insults that you were throwing at him, all the matters to him was your future and wellbeing. He promised to end the relationship, which he thought would have given you a better happier life, but it seemed like the exact opposite was happening. He couldn’t hide the secret anymore, he had to tell you.

“You’re wasting all my hard work Y/N. Why can’t you understand that this is hurting me just as much as it’s hurting you? You think I want to break up with you? You think I would suddenly stop loving you? I can’t. Why don’t you understand that? I tried so fucking hard to just ignore you, but seeing you like this, just ruins me. Fuck. I didn’t care that it was hurting me, but why can’t you just stop hurting yourself?” He snapped.

You stood there in shock as for the first time witnessing Hoseok yelling in pure anger. As you tried to process what he said, you were confused as to what he meant.

I’m wasting his hard work? Breaking up with me hurts him? He still loves me? Then why.. break up with me?

“I don’t get it.. then why… why break up with me if you still love me?” You asked.

“They told me I had to. Fuck. I did this to protect you. They told me this would give you a better future.” Hoseok said as he started to also tear up.

“Who? Who would do that..” You asked.

“Your company did. They told me that if I didn’t break up with you, you wouldn’t have been able to debut. Shit. Y/N. I did this for you, but I didn’t know that it would be so hard to move on.”

My company?




Daryl Dixon in every episode - A

I was with Beth. We got out together. I was with her for a while. She’s just gone. After that, that’s when they found me. I mean, I knew they were bad, but they had a code. It was simple. Stupid, but it was somethin’. It was enough. Said they were lookin’ for some guy. Last night they said they spotted him. I was hangin’ back. I was gonna leave. But I stayed. That’s when I saw it was you three. Right when you saw me. I didn’t know what they could do.

Yugyeom; Dorm room/smut.

“Hey baby,” you said answering your phone call from yugyeom, “What’s up?” “Nothing really. We just finished with practice.. and I was wondering.. if you wanted to come by the dorm.. cause I miss you,” Yugyeom said. “Sure! I’ll be over there as soon as possible. Do you guys want some food?” “Uh.. yeah that’d be great!”

With that you got dressed out from yor pijamas, and got some left overs from last night for the boys. After finishing your quick hair and makeup application you hurried to the dorm. You decided to call Yugyeom to see if they were there, and to tell him you were leaving. 

“Oppa! Im just calling to let you know that I’m on my way over, and was wondering if you guys were there yet?”

“uh.. y-yeah we j-just got here.”

“Are you okay? You seem a little jumpy.”

Yugyeom only stuttered when he was nervous, so it was obvious something was up.

“What? oh y-yeah I’m fine, don’t worry about me..”

“Well I’m going to anyways, I love you. See you in a few.”

“Love y-you too babe." 

‘What is with this guy’  you thought as you hung up the phone call. Drive was only about twenty minutes so it wasn’t too overbearingly long. The thought of yugyem being nervous made you nervous as to what may be making him feel this way, he doesn’t get nervous a lot. So why now? 'Might as well call bambam and see whats up'  you said to yourself as you pulled over to call bambam. 


“Hey, Bambam. I was calling to ask about Yugyeom. When I called him he seemed a little nervous, and was stuttering." 

"He was fine until you called him oppa.. he got a little stiff, and got out of the car pretty quick..”

“Oh.. uh okay I’m gonna go. ill see you in a few minutes." 


Yugyeom loved being called oppa, it made him feel bigger in a way. The thing was, when you said it, and the way you would say, drove him insane. You would slip it in when you were feeling needy, to get his attention, or just to have a little fun. But there were other times when it would slip on accident, and create Yugyeom to get excited. Now knowing the situation you weren’t sure on how to deal with it. Finally arriving to the boys dorm, you grabbed the food and rushed inside to go find Yugyeom. Entering the house you placed the food on the coffee table and greeted the boys who were present. 

"Wheres Yugyeom?” You asked after your quick greeting. 

“I think he’s in his room, bambam might be in there,” JB said. 

“Ah, Thank you,” you said walking off down the hallway. 

If bambam knows what going on I’m never going to hear the end of it.. you thought as you walked slowly down the hall. Knocking on the door, it was quickly opened by a red faced giant. 

“Did you really have to call me oppa? Do you understand what that does to me?” Yugyeom said in a harsh whisper. 

You looked up, and wrapped you arms tight around him, “Im sorry, it was an accident I didnt mean to it just kind of slipped,” You said nuzzling you face into his chest. 

“You know I love you right?” he asked hugging you back. 

“How could i not?” you said smirking up to him. 

Not even a few seconds after saying those words, Yugyeom leaned over grabbing the back of your thighs. “Yugyeom! What are you doing?!” you asked halting his movements. 

“Fixing my problem,” he replied with a big grin and he picked you up, and locked the door. Luckily bambam was with jackson, and would hopefully not be coming to his room any time soon. 

“Call me oppa again..”

Oppa.. can we make this quick.. before one of the boys walk in.“ 

As he set you on his bed, his hands caught the bottom of your shirt, taking it off. Taking his off as well, while you removed your jeans. 

"Strip the rest for me baby..” he said with puppy eyes. 

Getting up infront of him, you inched between his legs, as he sat on the edge of the bed. First unclasping the hooks of you bra, slowly letting it drop to the floor. You could see Yugyeom’s temptation to grab at your breasts, so you inched closer so yours were against his chest, teasing him. Grabbing his hands you placed them on your hips, hooking your thumbs with the bands of your panties, pulling them down still holding Yugyeom’s hands. 

“Did I ever tell you how beautiful you are?" 

"Yes oppa" 

With that he lifted you up onto his lap, that was now only left with his boxers. Snaking his hands around the outer part of you thighs-towards your inner thighs, lightly teasing you. His fingers ghosted over the sensitive nub a few times, before placing a finger in-between your slit, separating your folds. Moans had began to slip from you mouth as he continued up and down your slit, hitting your clit every now and then. His fingers began to get coated in your wetness, making him even harder. 


“Yes babe”

“I need you”

Falling back onto the bed, Yugyeom rolled over top of you. He had gotten up removing his boxers quickly before getting onto of you quickly. Rubbing his shaft against you slit-finding your entrance- he slid in you. You had moan at the feeling of him pushing himself inside. You could tell he had grown inpatient as he began to thrust quickly, instead of starting off slow. Not that you were complaining, any movement this boy did felt good. 

“O-Oppa! fasterr..”

His thrusts had become faster, thing you sensitive spot every time. You had become an uncontrollable moaning mess, as you became closer to your high. Feeling Yugyeom twitch inside of you let you know that he was close as well. Speeding up his thrusts once again, caused him to come undone. The feeling of him cum inside you sent you over the edge. Putting you in a euphoric state. You could’ve sworn your eyes had rolled all the way back, as your high had hit you-and washed over. 

Yugyeom fell next to you, as you both were trying to catch your breath, thats when you heard the bang on the door. 

“Yeah,” yugyeom yelled. 

“I swear of you two are naked on our bed Yugyeom, I’m moving into Jacksons room!” Bambam yelled from the other side of the door. 

“The hell you are!” You could hear jackson voice yell from a distance. 

Looking over at yugyeom you could see how red his face had gotten, and thats when it hit you on how loud you were being. 

“Omg.. they all heard me.." 

"At least you dint say anything embarrasing.. remember that one time at jacks-” Yugyeom was saying before you interrupted him, by putting out hand over his mouth. 

“We will never ever talk about that. okay." 

"Okay.. but it was pretty funny.” he said before laughing. 

“Shut uuup.. I love you,”

“I love you too,” he said, as he kissed you. 

“Can you two open this door already my phones in there!” Bambam yelled. 

“We should probably get dressed,"You said getting up. 

"But I like it when we cuddle like this..” Yugyeom said pouting. 


I didn't edit after so theres probably a LOT of errors, sorry. My laptop is finally fixed so Im no longer writing on my phone so updates will be a lot faster… hopefully! 

Jealous Part 2 - (Request)

Pulling out your phone out of the back pocket of your jeans, you began to text Justin. You knew he was pretty annoyed at you, and well, you couldn’t blame him. You pretty much acted like a jealous bitch last night.

‘Hey, I’m sorry about how I acted last night, I totally understand if your mad :/‘

’It’s whatever’ He answered in seconds

You guys were never this serious, you and Justin were always playful and sarcastic with each other, it was just weird. Rolling your eyes, you didn’t bother to reply. I mean, what were you supposed say? So you collapsed on your bed, and let out a sigh from your parted lips. Checking your phone for the 3rd time in the last minute, Justin had messaged you.

“Do you wanna talk? I can come over”

“Alright” You replied, not questioning about his girlfriend. You knew it would go downhill from there, so you just agreed to what he said, and with that, he was on his way over.

It hadn’t even been 12 hours since what happened last night, and you already felt as if your friendship was already going down the drain, because of something so low that you said. Heading towards the door after hearing the bell ring a few times, you fixed your hair, then opened it up. Justin stood with no body posture, dressed in black and holding his phone in one of his hands.

“Hey” You greeted with a slight smile on your face at the sight of him.

“Hey… Can I come in?” He asked, not showing a smile back, not even the smallest. Why so serious?

You nodded in response then followed him through into the kitchen where you had made coffee. Who doesn’t love a bit on caffeine in their blood?

“So,” You giggled, trying to ease the awkwardness “What’s up?”

“Well, I sent my girlfriend home last night because I couldn’t stop thinking about you, and I don’t even know what it is, I mean wow, I don’t know.” Justin started, not taking a single breath until now. You could clearly tell he couldn’t get the words out, it was like when he plays with unwritten song lyrics he never quite seemed to finish. “You were right, we are drifting apart and god, I don’t want that. I care about you and stuff Y/N but seriously? Why were you so annoyed at me? Were you jealous?”

“No, quit talking about jealousy” You begged furrowing your eyebrows before hiding your already blushing face in your hands.

“Alright, alright” He replied as he let out a small chuckle. You didn’t need to say anything after, but you could tell Justin was looking at and studying you. You didn’t even need to look up, you could just feel it. “Oh my god Y/N, you were…” He added, causing you to lift your head in zero point something seconds.

Justin scanned his eyes over you, and you practically did the same for him, but just admired his features. Why was this all kicking in now?

“Can we just forget all of this please” You said, hesitating for a minute.

“Why?” He giggled, then stopped as you weren’t laughing along with him. Maybe you did need to loosen up but how did he think any of this was funny anyways? “Do you like-“

“Justin, no! Stop!” You moaned at him as of how embarrassing this was.

Even if you did admit, would ruin your friendship in many ways and you and it wouldn’t do any justice. However, that wasn’t where Justin’s mind was at, because to you, it seemed as if he wanted you to admit it.

“Come on” Justin said as he let out another laugh and moved in closer to you. “Do you have feelings for me?”

“I don’t know, whatever” You muttered low underneath your breath, but not low enough as Justin heard “We’re not gonna do this Justin, our friendship is all that-“

Before another word could slip out of your mouth, you felt Justin press his lips onto yours. Shocked in every single way possible, you still didn’t pull away, it felt right at this moment, and you didn’t wanna question it.