what we all wish would happen

For the last time:

If Victor bought that ring for Yuuri ahead of time then the anime would have shown us. And even if they wouldn’t have shown it, if that’s what they wanted us to think, they would have made it explicitly clearEspecially in the episode that was narrated by Victor.

What interest does the anime have in hiding the information that Victor bought the ring earlier?

None.

Which is probably enough reason to believe that it didn’t happen.

Listen, I know it’s a really sweet idea and I know that we’d all like that to be true, but there are limits to wishful thinking.

I keep seeing people speaking of the headcanon (because that’s what it should be called) that Victor bought the ring ahead of time as though it’s a fact and I think it’s very confusing and even misleading to a part of the fandom.

And listen, if you want to believe that’s what happened, that’s cool, but at least acknowledge the fact that you’re talking about a theory or a headcanon like I mentioned above, and don’t act like that’s what canonically happened because if that’s what it really were then it would be clear to everyone and we wouldn’t even have to have this argument.

(Especially that there is much more proof for Yuuri buying both rings/Yuuri and Victor buying the rings in the same store at the same time than of Victor buying one beforehand.)

anonymous asked:

I'm extremely concerned about the safety of Jewish people in these tense times. What can I do to help?

This is an excellent question that I’m glad you asked. 

First and foremost, I would say pay attention. Watch the news. Look at the reports. Be aware of what’s happening. Secondly, (and this is huge) BELIEVE US. There are always the trolls in comment sections who insist none of this is really happening and we’re all creating this to get attention. Honestly, since Trump was elected, I found some of my friends believe such things which shocked me. 

Beyond that, here are two articles with information that might help:

What I Wish Non-Jews Understood About Anti-Semitism

That has some feelings, experiences, and explanations. 

Anti-Semitism: Know It. Name It. Shame It.

That’s a fantastic article (also referenced in the first article) on dealing with anti-semitism. 


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The Winter Ball

Just like last year me and Tamlen (and Dorian would, too, I think :D) wish you the happiest holidays!! :D No matter what or if you celebrate at all, I hope you have a peaceful holiday time! Be it with your friends and/or family or even just on your own, treat yourself to something nice :D Also, hopefully there’s lots of gifts and chocolate!

I’m still not really in the Christmas mood myself, and who’d be surprised with a year like this one and what happened lately :’D But even more so I think, once we’ve all kicked 2016′s *****, 2017 can only be a great one. So I also wish you all the nice and happy things for the new year, that it’ll be a great one, and that it’ll come with lots of new opportunities, happiness, things to love and laugh about! :D

Because I’m terribly sappy and a romantic drawing wasn’t enough as a gift for myself and the nerds I also wrote a fluffy drabble you can read below the cut, if you want :3 (~2500 words, pavellan of course ;D)

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The real value of Regina's wish to follow Emma

BECAUSE THIS IS STILL SO UNDERRATED FOR ME.


We all know and it was established in the show how tricky wishes can be. 

Regina, going after Emma, had no idea at all what will happen. Who knows how the wish mechanics would work. 

 What if she found Emma living her bailbondsperson’s life in Maine and she would think Regina’s crazy when she found her, and she couldn’t make her believe or get back to Storybrooke. What if the truth was that Emma was inherently tied to being the Savior from birth, and the only way for her to never become a Savior was to never exist and Regina was wiped from the existence too. What if there was no way of getting Emma back and Regina would be left  fruitlessly trying to get Emma to remember. What if she lost magic in this AU and would be helpless against Snowin. What if the world being fake meant nothing really works here and the magic beanie didn’t work, and Regina would be forever trapped there, destined to die alone in fake reality, spending her life on looking for the way out, with nobody believing her. What if she got into some warped reality where Emma’s light was flipped to complete darkness and (well I know it’s too dark for the show) she would imprison Regina and torture her because she was clearly a suspicious intruder with this unfamiliar attire and all. 

 I’m sure you could think of many ideas to interpret Emma’s and Regina’s wishes in some really screwed up way. 

So, Emma followed Hook to Hell, but she had all her family with her, ready to defend and help her and at least some concept of where she was going to. But Regina not only followed Emma to Hell too, she also followed her LITERALLY WHO KNOWS WHERE, completely alone, not even knowing what to expect and missing half of her essence. She not only risked her life, she basically risked everything, any fate worse than death, anything could happen.

If Emma Swan got sucked into a freaking black hole or kidnapped by aliens Regina Mills would’ve probably followed her and figured out how to bring her back 

Letters for Castiel

@bkwrm523 had a thought, and I’m gonna try to make it happen, if I get help from all of you!!

We’ve all seen/done the sorta letter writing stuff we do, like write something nice about J2 or someone and someone gives it all to them in a binder at a con?  Well, what if we all wrote letters addressed to Cas?  Like, stuff we wish we could say to him?  What if someone put it together in a binder and gave it to Misha at a con?  Would anyone be interested in doing this?

Originally posted by applesareperfection

Now, I’m not all that artsy fartsy (I’ve made two kinda sad scrapbooks in my life, and each one took six months to make, but I have stuff to make a dozen more, stuff which will never get used, I know it), but I’m good at organizing and printing and stuffing things into a binder. I’m also going to ChiCon in July, so I will have a chance to present whatever we do to Misha there.

So, if you want to write a letter to Castiel, or make some fan art for Castiel, or do anything else that I can print and stuff into a binder, do your thing, and then send it to me!

mrswhozeewhatsis@gmail.com

If you are the artsy fartsy type and want to make a scrapbook page or something that can’t be printed and stuffed into a binder, send me a message and we can plot together. Like I said above, I have stuff (8 empty scrapbooks, a ton of paper, and all kinds of glue, etc), I’m just not great at doing it, so maybe we can work together to do something. Message me!!

Now, here’s the important part:

Deadline for submissions is June 30, 2017! No late entries will be considered! 

I need time to put this stuff together, and the last time I did a project like this, I didn’t give myself enough. If you have something that can’t just be printed and stuffed, I might ask you to get it to me earlier. This deadline gives everyone almost 7 months, so hopefully that’s enough time!

Let me know if you have any questions!

That’s actually not correct. That was reported in The New York Times, I think, first. Here’s what happened: Jimmy Smits was approached to play Matt Santos by John Wells… we all (the writers) thought the first non-white President of the United States was going to be Latino, because those were the demographics. That’s just what we thought might happen, so why not lead in that direction in a small way, and just depict that? It would be something not totally unrealistic, something that we can explore that’s another kind of wish-fulfillment. So, Jimmy Smits was approached for the role. When Jimmy was approached, I think he was told, or asked, “Would you like to take this role? You will be the President on the show if it continues that long. You would be the person to succeed Martin Sheen.” Even when we cast Alan Alda, as far as I know, we knew our winner going in. We weren’t going to turn the show into a republican show.
—  West Wing Writer/Producer Eli Attie on reports that Arnold Vinick was originally supposed to win the presidency over Matt Santos

I just wanna say that, in my opinion, had the fandom not been told that this whole thing was an “if Emma never became the savior” thing…. the reaction would have been SO MUCH DIFFERENT.

We all went into this episode thinking we were getting an AU where the curse never happened and Emma grew up as a princess…. and ACTUALLY what would have happened. Not some weird “wish world” thing where things are wishy-washy. If it had been told to us “Emma’s a princess but it’s the EQ’s wish so things won’t necessarily be as she actually would have grown up”…. I think the fandom wouldn’t have reacted the way it did. It’s like the deckhand!Killian thing. Nobody was annoyed because we KNEW it was a realm where Rumple changed everything and everyone and OF COURSE he would do that to Killian. If we went into 6x10 with similar knowledge (or a better explanation of how the freaking wishes work???) people may have reacted the same way they did to deckhand!Killian. 

Like I think in this episode, people weren’t annoyed with the lack of CS but more with the characterization of Emma because we thought we were actually gonna be shown how she would have been raised by her parents. Which is definitely NOT what we saw. And then now she believes her being the savior was for the best because the “singing model” version of her or whatever wasn’t great except that’s NOT EVEN WHO SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN so that’s a whole other issue I won’t spend too much time on lol.

Anyways that’s my two cents on the matter. I have a feeling that 6x11 may explain things more and the fact they’re making us wait 3 months for that episode may not be the best idea LOL. 

Welcome to the Family

Relationship: Jensen x Daughter

Words: 2,270

Summary: When the reader receives upsetting news from home at a Supernatural convention, Jensen steps in to save the day.

A/N: I realized after I wrote a bunch of this that 1) it doesn’t fit with actual convention stuff and 2) it’s totally and completely unrealistic but bear with me kids. Besides, even if it would never happen in real life, I think we all kinda wish it would, right?

Originally posted by dean-sam-winchesterbros

Your name: submit What is this?

There was an excited buzz about the convention hall. Any minute now, Louden Swain would come out on stage for the Saturday Night Special Concert, and you couldn’t wait. Your first convention had already been incredible so far, and you knew it could only get better. Sure, you might not have gotten an autograph or a photo op, or had the best ticket in the world. But just being around people you had something in common with and who loved Supernatural as much as you did made your first experience magical.

Suddenly, a roaring cheer erupted from the crowd as Carry On Wayward Son by Kansas filtered into the hall through the speakers. The noise level was so deafening you could hardly hear yourself think, and yet you sang along anyway. It felt as if everyone at the convention had joined together to jam out to the official unofficial theme song of Supernatural, and the thought made you smile.

Tumultuous applause rose from the fans as Richard, Rob, Matt, Mark, and the rest of Louden Swain came bounding up onto the stage. The boys hammed it up for the audience in between songs, and even brought out some special guests from the show to perform with the band. In your opinion, the best part was when Jensen came out and performed Lynyrd Skynyrd’s “Simple Man.” Your smile never wavered the entire time, and you laughed and clapped along with everyone else.

You should have known it was too good to last.

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Dear Diary:

iggy… iggy woke us up so early 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。

and he wouldn’t even let us get ready properly i had to do my hair in the car and it looks horrible and (;へ:)

but… it’s… it’s nice to have everyone back together again o((*^▽^*))o

i… i just wish gladio would talk about what happened…

that scar… it looks really nasty… (。ŏ﹏ŏ)

a-anyway! we still have another pylon to get to… maybe i’ll… take a nap… i can’t stop yawning ヽ( ´O`)ゞ

even though sleeping in the car always makes my neck really sore 。゚・(>﹏<)・゚。

and… i feel bad for poor iggy, having to stay awake while we can all sleep a little more… (・:゚д゚:・)

at least noct always remembers to give him coffee, right~? 。(*^▽^*)ゞ  

he always looks so happy drinking it, too… (*゚ー゚)ゞ

I’m just going to yell into the void that I wish people would remember Sun doesn’t know who Adam is.

Sun doesn’t know someone threatened to destroy everything Blake loves.

Sun doesn’t know just how personal what happened the night Beacon fell is for Blake.

Y’all need to stop forgetting that just because we know something, doesn’t mean every other character knows this information as well. Or, you know, that the characters you want to know this information know it as well.

There are two people in all of Remnant who we are 100% certain know Adam told Blake he’d destroy everything she loves and those two people are Adam and Blake.

The most Sun might have been able to figure out is that the White Fang hurt Yang and Blake feels guilty because of that, but I doubt he realizes the only reason Yang got hurt was because someone was trying to hurt Blake by hurting someone she loves.

Theory: What if Rika Had a Wish? And Met the Wizard?

[MAJOR SPOILERS FOR MYSTIC MESSENGER AND DANDELION] 

WARNING: This theory SPOILS the secret endings of both of these games. Please do not read if you have no idea what happens in them. 


It’s easy to know exactly what kind of wish Rika would desire: a wish where everyone will be able to live in peace without any hurt and pain. 

From what we learn in the secret endings, we learn that Rika was the one to found Mint Eye in the first place. The reason? To create an organisation whose aim is to spread happiness among all it’s members and to invite others to join them in this everlasting party. 

Now… we know for certain that Rika was crazy enough to the point where she would even drug innocent people *cough* Saeran *cough* in order to forcefully follow her ideals of a perfect world. 

As much as Rika damaged the majority of the RFA members, in my personal opinion, many people in the fandom still don’t understand the fact that she’s a victim of mental sickness. I mean, the poor woman even knew herself she was ill and tried to warn V. 

Take a look at this screenshot:

This statement is alarming. By a lot. Like, a lot. 

Rika is a Catholic, and judging her saying, this shows she has completely lost hope in even her own Savior. Her own God. Now what if…

She met the Wizard before these chain of events happened?  


I’ll retell the theory in a simpler way, so imagine this scenario is set before she meets V:

  • Rika hopes for a world full of peace and no harm
  • She gets absorbed into this hope, and eventually this hope in turn, becomes a desperate wish. 
  • This wish whisks her away to the Wizard.
  • Introductions are made. And the Wizard finally asks Rika her wish.
  • However, instead of fulfilling Rika’s desire, he refuses to grant it
  • Why? 

Well, think about it. There are two reasons for this:

1) It would perhaps take up a large supply of energy to grant this wish. As much as it may cost ALL of Rika’s memories, it still wouldn’t be enough due to the fact that her wish applies to EVERY SINGLE HUMAN BEING ON EARTH (maybe even including the cats and rabbits from the Grimm Continent as well as the dolls with living souls in them). 

  • Basically, this means she could lose all of her memories of everyone around her (like loved ones) since her wish is related to them (because she has the need for everyone to live in peace). But it still wouldn’t be enough.   
  • This wish is very big and Rika’s memories alone wouldn’t be able to sustain the amount of energy the Wizard would need in order to carry out this wish. 

2) Remember that if the Wizard were to be involved in Mysme, and he still had his powers, MysMe would be set either BEFORE or DURING the competition of Dandelion (since the Wizard loses his powers in the end). 

  • Granting this wish could mean losing all the progress he made into hosting the animals’ competition. His goal is to make Heejung suffer through the confusion of why her lover is gone. Thus, finally gaining a wish that will lead her to him. 
  • The keyword is there: “Suffer”
  • Meaning, if the Wizard were to grant Rika’s wish, he would lose the chance to meet Heejung face-to-face since she wouldn’t be suffering and making a wish due to the help of Rika’s own wish.

So he rejects the idea, and sends her back to her world without taking away her memories of their meeting. 

  • This would leave Rika agitated, and wondering why her wish has been ignored by the Wizard, the being himself who claims his job is to grant any desperate wish, and even having the power to raise the dead.
  • This leads her to being diagnosed with mental illness, and thinking that no one will be able to understand her. Somewhere along the way, she meets V for the first time. 
  • She plans forming Mint Eye with the idea of thinking that she is able to carry out peace through the method of drugging people .-. However, V is unaware of this. 
  • V finally finds out about her illness. And she says, “Even God can’t save me”, showing that she’s still sane enough to know she is mentally crazy and ill. 
  • And this is where her line is assuming that no one, absolutely no one, can help her now that the Wizard has rejected her wish
  • And this all happens due to the Wizard refusing to grant her wish.  

I will be splitting this theory into two parts, so the next part will be explaining the timelines of Dandelion and Mystic Messenger and how they line up in relation to Rika’s story. 

NOTE: Please know it is very important to let me know if there are any flaws in my post. If there are any, please don’t be afraid to inform me :) If anyone has any theories or thoughts around this theory, any of the Cheritz games or pretty much anything else, please feel free to share them to me ^.^ 

There have been so many moments where I thought to myself, “I want this forever.” But that’s what it was.. a moment. It never lasts forever and that is the disappointing part. I sometimes wish I could go back to those times and feel that way again, but I would be looking back at what has already happened and that would lead me no where. It would only drive me insane if I kept going backwards. So I can only move forward and hope that I will have many more of those moments. And this time when they happen, instead of thinking, “I want this forever”, I will think, “Right now, I am happy. Right now, I will take this all in because it may not happen again.” And I will know to make the best of it and make it last.

We’d start slow, the way we always did, because the run, and the game, could go on for awhile. Maybe even forever.
That was the thing. You just never knew. Forever was so many different things. It was always changing, it was what everything was really all about. It was twenty minutes, or a hundred years, or just this instant, or any instant I wished would last and last. But there was only one truth about forever that really mattered, and that was this: it was happening. Right then, as I ran with Wes into that bright sun, and every moment afterwards. Look, there. Now. Now. Now.
—  Sarah Dessen

HSM3 Song Lyrics Meme Pt. 1

Now or Never

  • “Are you ready?”
  • “Are you with me?”
  • “The way we play tonight is what we leave behind.”
  • “It all comes down to right now.”
  • “It’s up to us.”
  • “This is the last time to get it right.”
  • “History will know who we are.”
  • “It’s now or never.”

Right Here Right Now

  • “Can you imagine what would happen if we could have any dream?”
  • “I wish this moment was our to own and that it would never leave.”
  • “Where you are is where I should be too.”
  • “I’ll promise you somehow.”
  • “But right now there’s you and me.”
  • “We’ve already proved it works.”
  • “But in 2123 hours, a bend in the universe is gonna make everything in our whole world change.”
  • “I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view.”
  • “You mean everything.”
  • “So let’s make every second last.”

I Want It All

  • “Imagine having everything we ever dreamed.”
  • “Do you want it?”
  • “With you we can win!”
  • “Bigger is better and better is bigger.”
  • “A little bit is never enough.”
  • “You gotta have your star on the door.”
  • “Here in the spotlight we shine.”

Can I Have This Dance 

  • “Take my hand, take a breath.”
  • “Pull me close and take one step.”
  • “Keep your eyes locked on mine.”
  • “It’s like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you.”
  • “It’s one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do.”
  • “And with every step together we just keep on getting better.”
  • “Don’t be afraid, afraid to fall.”
  • “Can I have this dance?”
  • “Every turn will be safe with me.”
  • “You know I’ll catch you through it all.”
  • “Even a thousand miles can’t keep us apart.”
  • “My heart is wherever you are.”
  • “No mountain's too high and no ocean’s too wide.”
  • “Let it rain, let it pour.”
  • “What we have is worth fighting for.”
  • “You know I believe that we were meant to be.”

A Night To Remember

  • “Guess now it’s official.”
  • “Don’t panic.”
  • “Panic!”
  • “Do we have to dress up for the prom?”
  • “I don’t think we have a choice.”
  • “We’re dressing to impress the boys.”
  • “Do i want classic or vintage or plaid?”
  • “Where’s the mirror?”
  • “It makes me look weird.”
  • “Been waiting all our lives for this.”
  • “It’s gonna be a night to remember!”
  • “Big fun!”
  • “We’ll never ever ever forget.”
  • “It’s getting later we should already be there.”
  • “I’m shaking inside.”
  • “Then something changes my world.”
  • “The most beautiful girl right in front of my eyes.”
  • “Who’s that girl/guy?”

Just Wanna Be With You

  • “I got a lot of things I’ve got to do.”
  • “Our future’s coming soon.”
  • “I’m being pulled a hundred different directions.”
  • “But whatever happens, I know I’ve got you.”
  • “You’re on my mind, you’re in my heart.”
  • “It doesn’t matter where we are.”
  • “We’ll be alright, even if we’re miles apart.”
  • “All I wanna do is be with you.”
  • “There’s nothing we can’t do.”
  • “No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart.”
  • “You know how life can be, it changes overnight.”
  • “A friend like you always makes it easy.”
  • “Through every up and every down, you know I’ll always be around.”
  • “Through anything you can count on me.”

I think I’ve figured out how Sean Maguire’s Robin is coming back on “Once Upon a Time” judging from the set pics and reports that came out last night and that is the Robin from the Page 23 AU timeline and Regina brought him back to Storybrooke with her.  I’m a fan of “The Flash” and my guess is this storyline is going to be similar to how Barry has traveled to other timelines, the past, and other Earths. 

Basically in the mid-season finale “Wish You Were Here” Regina will wish from the genie lamp that Robin will be with her but it’ll be Robin from the Page 23 AU, which is why Sean’s hair is darker as it’s a different Robin.  The mid-season premiere “Tougher Than the Rest”, 6.11, will show this AU in full and we’ll see what would’ve happened if Regina and Robin met in the tavern and the curse never happened and Emma grew up in the Enchanted Forest.  It fits all the filming spoilers we’ve seen.  Then Regina will either decide to go back to Storybrooke or this AU will be flashbacks of this version of Robin.

Last night’s filming for 6.12 had this new Robin seeing Wil Traval’s Sheriff of Nottingham/Keith in Storybrooke and punching him.  If Robin does come from this AU he will have known the Sheriff as he most recently was and not the Storybrooke version.  Could also mean Wil is in both 6.11 and 6.12 as I thought he was filming last week too for 6.11.  I personally like this storyline and is a different way to bring Robin back into the show and the idea of multiple timelines/multiverse that we see mostly in DC and Marvel comics.  

4x04

- “you heard him” <3

- Billy needs to die. i hate him.

- jesus christ Anne :( i knew it would happen because of the promo, but fuck…
  i just want her (and Jack) to be save

- bs writers: what if Thomas were still alive? me: dead
  (i was wondering why Silver reacted so strongly to Max talking about london   
  families)

- “wouldn’t you trade it all to have Thomas Hamilton back?” i am dead, this is
  too much, i hate everything

- Silver being most vulnerable with Madi… i wish we would have seen their
  relationship develope more on-screen, rather than off-screen, because as of
  right now, i still only care about them individually, but not together

- i love how Eleanor talked about Max and her back in the day… i miss these
  two together

- also, damn she is pregnant. that sure will end well…

- there were so many throwbacks to “before” Max/Eleanor, Thomas/James… my
  heart cannot handle this. especially because now it’s all turned to shit…

- “trust me” Flint, honey, what are you doing?? (also, why split Silver/Flint up
  again?? we don’t have many eps left, why can’t they just share screentime)

- the women really are stealing the show this season, even more than before:
  Max, Eleanor, Madi, Anne… i love them all and want them all save

- i have given up hope, that we see Anne/Max again… fuck :(

anonymous asked:

i wish communism would happen already so we could all just sit around in beautiful clothes getting high af all day.

Yeah that’s definitely what communism is lmao

Okay imagine

Fall out boy is doing a concert. Patrick is singing, Pete is doing what he does, Andy and Joe are tearing up the guitar and drums. in between songs Patrick says
“we have a surprise for you guys just wait until later”.
No one know what is it but continue to sing and dance along and have an all around good time. Then suddenly, the opening of a song you Recognize begins. While the first notes of I Write Sins Not Tragedies ring though the arena, the crowd goes wild.
“Here’s the surprise I promised” says Patrick. Old panic! Bursts onto the stage. Everyone is screaming, Patrick and Brendon sing together in harmony.
“ what a shame the poor grooms bride is a-”
and with those words the arena goes black. Everyone silences, suspense and confusion ripples through the crowd. After a few long seconds of silence, the prominent G note of a piano rings out from the stage, which can only mean one thing. Screams erupt as the spotlights flash back on, Gerard way and the rest of my chemical romance stand in their black parade costumes in the centre of the stage while the intro continues to play. And with that the holy trinity is united and the story is told in tumblr for years.

Photographer: “Lin, stand in front of that Season Board for the Public Theater. History is happening in Manhattan.This is historic.”

Lin: “Would you mind waiting a minute? I need to finish this banana.”

Photographer: “No, Lin! I’m past patiently waiting. PLEASE. Get. In. The Frame.”

Lin: “But this lovely banana—”

Photographer: “Bear with me. Are you aware that we’re making history?”

Lin: “Oh, all right.”

Lin’s mind: *There will come a day when I can eat a banana in peace*

Lin’s mind: *What the–?!?!*

Lin’s mind: *Did they seriously put White Men right above Hamilton?!*

Photographer (to a friend): “I wish I could tell you what was happening in his brain


(What I like to imagine happened during the taking of this photo)

Second Choice Part 2! - A Carl Grimes Imagine

Hey guys! Thank you for liking and reblogging! It means a lot :) anyways here’s part 2! I hope y'all like it! Sorry about the wait! Let me know if you would like a part 3! Or send me a request and I’ll make it! :)

Y/N POV
I still couldn’t believe what happened. Carl really chose that bitch over me. I never thought in a million years Carl and I would end, especially like that. All I kept thinking was all the times I have spent with Carl. We were together since the prison. We started dating just a bit before the prison got taken down. Tears were still rolling down from my eyes. It felt like I have been crying for hours. Why Enid? Why her? I’ve never liked her and I’ve told Carl that I wish he would stay away from her. I mean, I did when he told me to stop talking to Ron because he had a bad vibe from him; but when I asked, he said Enid was just a friend. God I felt so stupid. Of course he’d pick her over me. I’m just an average girl. Carl didn’t know any other teenage girl really besides me so I was his only option. I decided to sit on the ground and rest. I’ve been walking for a while and my legs hurt. It was then that I started hysterically crying. I couldn’t hold it back anymore. I felt so stupid crying over a boy. I haven’t cried this much since my family died. I wasn’t only losing my boyfriend, but also my best friend. I had no one. My thoughts were quickly interrupted by someone.

“Well look what we have here” a man said.

I looked up and saw two men who looked like they were in the late 20s to mid 30s.

“What is a beautiful girl like you doing here all by yourself” the other man said to me with a smirk.

I tensed up. My eyes were wide and full of fear.

“Don’t worry sweetie, we’ll take care of you” the first man told me with a smirk.

I was about to get up and run but the guys pushed me down.

“Make a sound and we will kill you”

Tears filled my eyes and I knew what was coming next.

Carl’s POV
A few of us got out of the car; I knew Y/N better than any of them. I figured she would’ve gone through the forrest instead of staying on the main road. I took off into the woods with Daryl and my dad right behind me.

“Slow down Carl!” My dad yelled

I couldn’t slow down. Y/N could be hurt. I kept calling out her name. I knew she would never forgive me. Y/N is my best friend, the love of my life. We would always talk about growing old together and getting married and having kids. Fuck I messed up so bad. I started crying which made it harder for me to see. I tripped over a branch and just lost it. Daryl and my dad caught up to me and my dad just hugged me.

“D-dad. I fucked up. I fucked up big time” I said as I balled my eyes out in front of him and Daryl.

“We will find her Carl. I promise. Y/N is strong. Hell, if anyone can survive on their own out here, it’s her.” My dad said.

I just looked at him. He was right. Y/N was so strong. When we lost each other after the prison, Y/N was alone for what seemed like a few months. I don’t know how she did it, but she did. She found her way back to me. It was crazy how we found each other. We always found each other. A smile grew across my face.

“We are going to find her, huh” I said to them. I looked up at my dad and then at Daryl. He looked like he was crying as well.

“Alright you bunch of sissies” he sniffed “ let’s go get our Y/N back. ”

I was surprised Daryl hadn’t killed me yet. I hurt Y/N and he protected her like his own. He was like her big brother. I remember him telling me how he’d skin me alive if I ever hurt her. My thoughts were interrupted when we heard screams. It sounded like Y/N.

Y/N’S POV
I screamed as omne of them lowered himself to me and started touching me and kissing me all over.

“Get off of me!” I yelled trying to fight him off.

“I told you not to make a sound” the man said as he smacked me across the face.

He was a lot stronger than I was. I kneed him in the balls and pushed him off. I got up and tried to run but the other man grabbed me by my hair and pulled me back to the ground.

“Shut the fuck up you little bitch, you ain’t goin nowhere” He spat at me.

He tried removing my clothes and I screamed for help. He slapped me harder than the first guy did and my vision went blurry.

“Please don’t do this. ” I asked as he started to unbutton my pants.

The other guy came over to me and punched me in the face.

“You stupid slut.” He said punching me again.

He held my hands down so I couldn’t try and fight back. Then man on top of me suddenly fell right on top of me.

“What the fu-”

The guy holding my hands started to say until he fell back. I looked up and saw Carl pushing the guy off of me. He pulled me up and just held me. I started to cry in his arms. He sat me up and walked over to the guy other guy and started punching him left and right. Daryl came over to me and asked if I was hurt. I looked at the guy on the ground and saw he has an arrow sticking out of him; Daryl had shot the men with his crossbow. Rick went over to Carl who was still beating up the other man.

“Carl enough” Rick said pulling his son off of the guy.

The guy was shot in the chest while the other guy was shot in the head, killed instantly. Rick then went to the guy on the ground and pushed the arrow deeper into his chest. The guy screamed in pain. Rick took his knife out and stabbed him in the head. He walked over to me and hugged me.

“I’m glad you’re okay Y/N. Are you hurt anywhere? Did they” he paused “touch you?”

I shook my head. That’s when Carl came over to us. He fell to the ground and took me out of Daryl’s arms. He wrapped his arms around me and cried.

“I’m such an idiot. I should’ve never let you go. I love you and only you Y/N.”

I just sat there in his arms crying. Rick interrupted us.

“Guys, we gotta get out of here. The walkers are getting close. ”
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We got back to Alexandria. The others left me and Carl alone because they knew we had to talk. We were in our room and I still haven’t said a word to him.

“Y/N” he said quietly. “I don’t expect you to forgive me, but I just want to apologize. I know a sorry won’t cut it but I really mean it. I should’ve never went out to the woods with Enid..”

Her name made me cringe.

“..I’m such a fuck up. I don’t deserve you. You’re the love of my life and I let her get in the way. I am truly sorry Y/N.”

I just stayed still looking at the ground. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I’m surprised I haven’t ran out of tears from crying so much.

“Y/N, babe. Please talk to me, say something to me, spit at me, hit me, do something to me” Carl went on.

“You’re not even worth it Carl.” Was the first thing I told him since that day with Enid. “Carl you hurt me so badly. You made me feel like shit.”

“Babe I’m really sorry. I-”

I cut him off.

“I wasn’t finished.” He stopped and looked down. “I felt like I just lost my best friend. When you told me to stay away from Ron I did, but you couldn’t stay away from Enid when I asked? Carl, I haven’t felt so betrayed before in my life. I can’t be your second choice.”

“Y/N I don’t want Enid or anyone else. I made a huge mistake. It was just nice to have things in common with someone else and I let that overpower my feelings for you. But when I watched you leave” he paused for a second trying not to lose it and start to cry. “I-I knew that I didn’t care about any of that. I only care about you. Who else is going to call me a dork because I obsess over comic books and video games? Who else is going to tell me how annoying I am when it’s my turn to get Judith and I make you go get her because I don’t want to stop reading? Y/N, you are my other half.”

He lifted my chin up so we could make eye contact. I looked into his beautiful blue eyes which were now red from crying.

“Your smile that brightens up my day, your eyes that show your compassion towards others, your heart which is filled with so much love. You give me hope for a better world. I don’t expect you to forgive me, Y/N but I just wanted to let you know that you are the one for me. No one else could replace you.”

I just sat there. He let out a sigh and looked down.

“Carl, I love you. I always will, but I don’t think I could forgive you.”

I saw his body tense and he dropped his head. He started to cry softly. I placed my hand on his shoulder.

“But I can try.”

He looked up at me and put his hand on my cheek.

“Y/N, I love you so much.”

“I love you too, Carl.”

We both leaned in and shared a passionate kiss.