what was my life before you

When Steve’s Away Part 2

Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader, Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: a little angst, crude innuendo, swearing

Word Count: 1065 

Summary: Steve’s about to leave on a three week mission leaving you at the compound. Just before he goes though he gives you a proposition you aren’t quite sure what to do with.

A/N: Sorry I haven’t posted all week, life has been kicking my ass. Hope you enjoy this next part though !! 

The first week of Steve being away I mostly stayed in our room, admittedly a little terrified over what he and Bucky might have spoken about. The few occasions I had run into him over the last few days had been a little awkward, mostly on my part. I’d stuttered and blushed around him as though I was a sixth grader with her first crush. Bucky of course, found it hilarious; he’d throw a wink my way, waggle his eyebrows a little and leave the room. It was maddening.

Steve’s comment had been so left field that I really and truly didn’t know what to do with it. Strictly speaking it wasn’t permission for Bucky to fuck me into oblivion while he was out of town, but it also wasn’t a warning not to. It was like he was leaving the decision completely up to us, and I would have been kidding myself if I hadn’t thought about it while lying in bed all alone. Since the moment Bucky had moved in I’d found him attractive, there was just something about him I couldn’t help but like. He was different from Steve but similar in a lot of ways, maybe just a little rougher around the edges.

Once, at the tail end of one of Tony’s parties I’d made a backhanded comment to Steve about the shape of Bucky’s ass and how much I wanted to slap it, tequila had never been my friend. He’d laughed it off, probably putting it down to me just being drunk, but I couldn’t help but think that maybe this whole thing stemmed from that. Three weeks wasn’t really a long time to be away in the grand scheme of things and it wasn’t like Steve and I had a rambunctious sex life, it was more of a when the time hit sort of deal. The fact that he was okay with any of this was really throwing me.

Deciding on clearing my head a little I made my way down into the kitchen, pulling out the ingredients for chocolate chip cookies. Whenever I had a lot on my mind baking seemed to help focus me a little. Mixing all the ingredients together into the bowl, I was so focused on my task that I didn’t hear when Bucky entered the room; a startled gasp falling from my lips as he locked me to the bench with his arms.
“Are you gonna avoid me the whole time?” He whispered, his breath hot against the side of my neck, causing a shiver to roll down my spine.
“N - no.”

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Fuck pills. Fuck opiates. I want lethal doses of everything else. Why? Because what would kill you, only gets my buzz started

I mean, lll do a speedball with meth and heroin on certain occasions. But other than that, fuck opiates cuz WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANNA DO A DRUG THAT MAKES YOU FALL ASLEEP FOR? I prefer a high that i can utilize as tools for altered perceptions and to enhance activities. Yeah i sacrifice sleep. A fuckin LOT of it too. CONSISTENTLY. but while most of you are asleep, i am pursuing knowledge honing my talents and out making memories, and that’s worth it to me. Why? Cuz When it’s my time to die and watch my life flash before my eyes, Imma have damn near twice as many memories than anyone at that age. And you know what fuckers?!?

my life’s movie will be so fuckin glorious that if ANYONE is able to see it with me is gonna want a fuckin ENCORE

Originally posted by as-valentine

this bitch

god im sorry i say umm so much anyway i was tagged by @blessedkeith, @shiroqanetakashi, and @life-death-thepursuitofhappiness :^)

  • name and url
  • tell us a little about yourself
  • how did you get into voltron?
  • had you seen any of the earlier shows before watching legendary defender?
  • favorite character?
  • what are your ships, if any?
  • what are you hoping to see in future seasons?
  • favorite episode?
  • which lion would you pilot?
  • say the following words: shiro, keith, lance, pidge, hunk, allura, coran, zarkon, kerberos, galra, arus, altea, balmera, quintessence

i tag uhhh @marmoraskeith @stargazershiro @lorazeli @lvtvr @cogane @cryopods @planced @galrahunks @shcith @piningmarco@pureren @keithkoqane @jackalopesart and uhh anyone else who wants to is now honorarily tagged


“Before I met you I never knew what is was like
to be able to look at someone
and smile for no reason.”

BONUS: I could watch him eat food all day.

voltron voice meme
voltron voice meme

I was tagged by @lvtvr for the voice meme, thanks!!! i did it 3 times trying to shorten it but the best i could do was condense it to 7 minutes. so here’s 7 minutes of me rambling about voltron and my life <3

  • name and url
  • tell us a little about yourself
  • how did you get into voltron?
  • had you seen any of the earlier shows before watching legendary defender?
  • favorite character?
  • what are your ships, if any?
  • what are you hoping to see in future seasons?
  • favorite episode?
  • which lion would you pilot?
  • say the following words: shiro, keith, lance, pidge, hunk, allura, coran, zarkon, kerberos, galra, arus, altea, balmera, quintessence

im gonna taaaaag @alluras-gf @kcgane @ninnani @cubanbisexuallance @tassiekitty @softboyshiro @daddyroboarm @planced @jyonzu @roxolotl @saltedsaltine and @undinelance if y’all wanna do it~~

angelicroses  asked:

AHHH, I loved that last ask for vamp!McCree!!! I'm a sucker for the cowboy. Can I get McCree comforting his crush who's suffering from heartbreak from a recent breakup?

We are all suckers for the cowboy. I’ve never been in a relationship to know what heartbreak is so like this is shit because I’m totally winging it. The closest I know is when my doggos betray me for food. 

Whenever you heard “heartbreak” you always thought it was just another word for being sad. How wrong you were. It felt as though you had been punched in the chest and the pain just wasn’t fading. You had lived your life perfectly fine before you met your now ex significant other. So why did it feel as though your whole world was crumbling apart? You survived without them before this so why the hell couldn’t you function now? There were so many reminders of them and you couldn’t deal with that. Not right now. Right now you just needed to be alone. You looked wistfully at the fluffy bear who was now sitting in the trash can. You canted something to cuddle but the bitter memories attached to that bear could stay in the trash with it.

You jumped at hearing the soft knocking at your door. It was only a matter of time someone would check on you, considering you hadn’t answered your phone in days thanks to you smashing it against the wall after you had received that soul-destroying text. Burying yourself deeper in the blanket, you hoped that silence would get rid of your guest. Unfortunately, your guest just happened to be the most stubborn son of a bitch you’ve ever met.

“(Y/N), if you’re in there stand the hell back because I’m gonna break down this damn door.” Mccree shouted from behind the door.

You immediately poked your head out, knowing this was no bluff.

“Shi- Jesse no!” you yelled back, flinging off the blanket and rushing to let him in. In your concern for your door you completely forgot about your haggard appearance. But you were quickly reminded when you flung open the door and McCree stood there wide eyes as he took in your knotted hair, swollen eyes and red cheeks.

“I’m not kidnapped, I’m alive, thanks for checking on me, bye,” you muttered, going to slam the door. Jesse’s hand shot out to stop it and you stumbled back as he pushed his way inside.

“No offence darl’, but you look like hell. What happened? And why the hell can’t you answer your damn phone?”

Taking a deep breath you lowered your head and pointed to the shards of phone that littered the floor. You hadn’t even bothered picking them up. You hadn’t bothered to do anything since your breakup.

“They dumped me,” you explained, wrapping your arms around yourself, “And I just wanna be alone right now.”

“Tough shit. The last thing I’m doing is leaving you alone,” he replied, suddenly picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder. McCree was so bubbly it was easy to forget what a powerhouse he was.

“Jesse McCree what do you think you’re doing?! Put me the hell down right now!”

He simply chuckled, the vibrations travelling up your body as he walked over to the couch before tossing you down.

“You aint wearing any shoes. Could hardly let you walk around with bits of phone lying around the place. Now I am not leaving. So you have two options…One: We talk about it. Two: We don’t talk about it. We just take your mind off that stupid asshole.”

You were silent for a minute, thinking about what you needed right now. Screw it. You had spent too long crying over them. Now it was time to enjoy yourself. And who better to cheer you up than that cowboy?

“I could use a distraction. What do you say to some pizza?” you suggested, giving him a small smile.

McCree beamed at seeing the smile on your face.

“Well since you went and obliterated your phone, I guess I’ll be placing the order. Don’t worry, I know your favourite. You stick on a movie and try and forget about that stupid fuck. I always did think they were an idiot,” he told you, brushing a strand of hair from your face to get a better look at your heart warming smile.

“What makes you think that?” you asked, raising an eyebrow.

“They were stupid enough to let someone an amazing as you go and if that don’t spell out stupid I don’t know what d- Oof!”

You flung yourself at him, knocking the air out of him as you wrapped your arms around his middle. He enveloped you in a hug as you buried your face into his chest. He gently rocked you as he held you, moving one hand to cradle your head.

“It’s alright,” he whispered, giving you a small squeeze, “Ol’ Jesse McMcree’s got ya.”


I just first and foremost wanted to say a HUGE “Happy Birthday” to the one and only @markiplier Congrats on your 28 years of life, I hope you’re super happy with where you are now and what your life has been so far :) So here I have a compilation of some of my favorite gifs that I’ve made of Mark before.

On that note: here’s my sappy thoughts. 

I’ve been in the Markiplier fandom for almost 3 years now, since a little before the first FNAF video was posted. Around then was the start of me actually watching YouTubers on the regular, and since then I’ve gone through phases of which YouTubers I watch most often, but Mark has consistently been one that I can always watch.

If you’re reading this Mark, I think you’re a wonderful human being. You are just this genuinely nice and caring person and it resonates in your videos. I got to go to see you in Indianapolis and that was the first time I ever got the chance to see you in person. You’ve never really interacted with my stuff before, and sometimes that gets me discouraged, but I know you still get the idea of what I post from other people who express the same love and respect everyday, so I don’t mind that much. You have tons of fans and I get it an dI know you make such amazing efforts to get to be there for all of us, even when it’s really not possible and that alone means a lot to me, and all of us <3

Anyways, here’s to another awesome year of your life. Hope you guys get to do the fall, and maybe even winter tours that you want to do. I’m really hoping I’ll get to go again to another tour spot, as I can’t make it to any of the cons you go to. Here’s to more amazing sketch videos and let’s plays and charity livestreams. Give Chica tons of hugs for all of us, we’re so happy to see you have such an amazing group of people who care about you everyday, because they’re awesome and you guys all deserve the best and to have such a good group of people to surround yourself with.

Sorry I rambled on! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK <3

-The Squirrel King

I remember back when I started dating, I had decided I wouldn’t post much about my bf here cause when we broke up it’d be awful and that’s kind of why I don’t tag these in my personal tag, but in the end, as we’ve been together for about seven months now it becomes more and more complicated not to share some stuff as so much of our life kinda happens together. So please, let me share a bit of what’s happening with you guys cause this week has been kind of really eventful and I need to talk about it:

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xxblossom101xx  asked:

Do you have any tips for band camp? I've never done it before and I can't march to save my life, no matter how many times my director tries to help.

sorry it’s taken me so long to answer this ask! i’m sure you’ll do fantastic marching, and here’s some advice! (this is from a previous post i answered, so if you have any more questions that aren’t on this list, feel free to ask!)

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marquis-de-bechdel  asked:

5, 39, 40

Favourite generation(s): 

Probably Generation 4 & 7! Mostly because of Jupiter and Cosmo’s stories were featured. 

Your favourite non-romantic relationship in the legacy?

Molly and Jupiter. 

Random fun fact about your legacy you want to share!

I plan my generation stories like waaaaay in advance. I also plan their style and usually what they will wear during each of their life stages before they are even born. 

Class Dismissed

Today was the last classroom day of my training, and I couldn’t be happier. I don’t really know what it is about a classroom full of adults that makes them revert to children, but it’s always irritating. 

Like, bro. I don’t care how you think kids today are entitled. Your parents said the same damn thing about you. I don’t want to hear about your thinly-veiled alcoholism, nor do I give two shits about your immensely boring family life.

Now, I’m certainly not the pinnacle of social norms, but I do know that there are topics that you do not discuss in a workplace setting. Especially when it’s about your own coworkers. Fuck these people, man. Aw, hell. Honestly, I don’t like being angry at people. I don’t have to deal with them anymore so it’s done.

Anyway, right before my brain finished dissolving into a serosanguinous puddle, we actually got to do some faxes. Fuck yeah. Did I know what the fuck I was doing? Fuck no, but I was able to figure out where to find the information I needed. I will probably suffer multiple anxiety attacks tomorrow. 

AW FUCK I forgot I still have to take calls with one of my classmates tomorrow fuckin’ ay. I hope I get somebody cool. 


anonymous asked:

even if zayn is a druggie (i know he isn't) that doesn't mean he's a horrible person i have had family members who had problems with drug addiction and it takes a toll on their personal lives and overall health it's extremely hurtful to see people demonizing him for being a supposed drug addict when he doesn't even show any signs of being one

Thank. You. My father is a long time drug addict so I do have some experience with what it’s like to see addiction firsthand. It ruined his relationship with both my mother and me and his own life. Addiction is a disease and I recommend people look up Dr. gabor mate and his thoughts on the roots of addiction (and the war on drugs in general) before they start making moral judgements and demonising addicts. Dr gabor mate says the root of addiction is always to soothe pain that comes from trauma, abuse, emotional pain etc and therefore addiction itself isn’t the core problem, it’s an attempt to solve a deeper problem wherever that may be. I have nothing but compassion for addicts and it’d be nice if people on here stopped throwing them under the bus to make some dumb point about a celeb that hate. Also not only is saying zayn an addict stupid seeing as there’s no real evidence that can be chalked up to definitely taking hard drugs, if he was an addict then it’s disappointing that people’s reaction is to use it against him rather than hoping he gets help. Either way though a lot of the people making these accusations have no clue about drugs or addiction.


4 Months Later…..

After many therapy sessions, Crystals finally comes to terms with the loss of the baby. And things seem to be getting back to normal. She’s even been talking getting married again.

Crystal: I never really apologized for what I said before. I didn’t mean it. I still want to spend my life with you.

Jovan: I know bae. It was the wrong time to bring up a wedding then.

Crystal: Yeah it definitely wa the wrong time but I’m ready now. I’m ready to be your wife. I’m ready to be Mrs.Jovan Richards.

some 99% canon things to remember in order to remember cedric diggory’s 20th year of being 6 feet under 

  • the time he spent being dead is longer than the time he spent being alive
  • he probably didn’t even have his wisdom tooth wholly out when he died
  • out of all the dead characters in the series, he is the only one who didn’t have time to choose whether he wanted to fight alongside harry or not
  • bring my body back to my parents” was his last wish
  • despite being the one hogwarts champion who actually put his name in the goblet, wanting the glory and the money and everything else, he was 100% okay to let harry win in order to stay loyal to his own sense of morality
  • he forgave viktor, who actually cast the cruciatus on him, quickly enough to get him out of the maze before anything bad happened to him
  • he was hot enough that moaning myrtle spied on him whenever he took a bath and that fleur tried to woo him into inviting her to the yule ball
  • by the age of nine he had already outreached half of his life
  • the last words he ever heard were “kill the spare”
  • the last words he heard from his father were most probably about him needing to kick harry’s ass
  • he was a pretty brilliant wizard
  • given that he and cho started dating the 25th of december, he died the day before his 6 months anniversary with her
  • the night he died, his friends were probably made pack his things up in order to give his trunk back to his parents
  • he never had the chance to freely practice magic outside hogwarts, as he became of age during his last school year
  • despite being the “real hogwarts champion”, he was completely ignored by the media
  • and still, he never was particularly bitter about it with harry
  • basically everyone in the ministry tried to dismiss his death as a “tragic accident”
  • no one actually paid for his murder: crouch jr was kissed by the dementors before the chance of a trial could have been considered, peter was killed by his own hand and voldemort died in the last battle
  • his mother found comfort in thinking that at least he died so quickly that he didn’t realize what was going on, so that he could have been still excited for having won the tournament

Imagine Keith meeting an alien female that resembles Mothman and him getting all geeked about it and he starts talking to her about Earth and stuff (Jealous Lance in the background ofc) and she’s like:

“Earth? Oh I think I know which planet you’re talking about, my sister moved there a couple millennia ago. She said the mountains as you call it there are quite lovely in the warm weather. She also says the Shenandoah mountains are quite lovely in the cold weather too. I wish I could go visit her.“

And Keith is just slack jawed because he literally is talking to the sister of Mothman that isn’t even a man and long story short this is the only time he has and ever will feel this much love for a woman in his life.

Keith: “I want to marry her Pidge.“

Pidge: “Your gay Keith stop it, besides Lance called dibs.“

Keith: “WHAT?!?!?!“

Lance: “Pidge!“

Pidge: “Oh please Lance everyone knew. You yelled it out before Hunk could when you first saw Keith at the garrison.“

Hunk: “My only regret in life was not being fast enough to call it first.”

NHL!Bitty, Part XII -  ‘A Stanley Cup Wedding’

The Schooners win game seven and dethrone the defending champion Falconers to claim Seattle’s first national title. 

Eric was definitely not expecting Jack to propose immediately after losing.

(A rework of the ‘Game 7 PVD vs SEA’ prompt that totally retcons some NHL!Bitty stuff, so timeline-wise: the Falconers took the cup Eric’s second year with the Schooners. The Schooners win the following season.)

NHL!Bitty Masterpost

Game Seven. Third period. Eric’s running on adrenaline, blue Gatorade, and rage.

Jack and the rest of the Falconers first line are racing to catch up, but Eric is ‘criminally fast’ (thank you ESPN for the lovely descriptor), and it’s almost too easy to whip the puck to Carter and wait for the siren.

Snowy can’t stop it. The Schooners will win in regulation. 

For a brief, terrifying moment, Eric sees Morin’s breakaway as the death knell of his relationship. He has flashes of Freshman year and he thinks ‘Jack is going to hate me’.

Eric closes his eyes and waits.

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“That reaction hurts you, just like you hurt me.”

“You said a lot…a lot of hurtful things. You said a lot of things, my friend. And you know what? You’re right about some of those things.”

“You’re my brother, ok? You’re my brother.”

“Last week you broke my heart, you nearly broke my face. But you’re my brother! And that’s a bond I refuse to let you break!”

“You’re my brother in life!”

“What you did to me is in the past, ok.”

“This is real. This is us. You’re my brother, and you’re my family.”

“I refuse to let you break that bond before me and you become WWE Tag Team Champions!”


Bygones of the Sun | 04 (M)

Originally posted by hobismole

Genre: Angst/fluff/(future)smut || dance captain!hoseok, bad boy!au, uni!au

Pairing: Reader x Hoseok

Length: 4.8k

Summary: Jung Hoseok was once the sweetheart of the school, the dance captain whom every girl, including you, can’t help but fall head over heels for. But like the force of the ever-glowing sun, everything that rises must also set. A year of inactivity later and he’s now the school’s resident bad boy. You’re a firm believer of allowing the past be the past, and yet you can’t help but wonder where the risen sun has gone into hiding—because perhaps its shadows have out-shined its own radiance.

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