what was going on in lea's mind

anonymous asked:

Hello party anon. Glad you are still here! I want to ask what happened make you think he's "not straight"? Well obviously that's the question right?

Well, originally I was really closed-minded and thought that some fans couldn’t tell the difference between fiction and reality. But then Gullruten happened and I was like, okay something is definitely going on here. And then I looked into Lea and I was like…. okay this situation is textbook and crystal clear. And then I kept looking, and there’s a shit ton of public information out there that’s like, fucking whoa. You just have to be willing to dig a little, it’s all right there.

Once you put two and two together, some parts of the situation are pretty obvious.

Unfinished Business part 18


Genre: action, fluff, angst, strong language, +18 content, gang material,

Read to find out who the reader will end up with. There will be several chapters of this so I hope you’re ready to die and anticipate many things. <3 love youuuu (don’t hate me)

Word count:1478 (im terrible it’s pretty fucking short. I may continue it tonight idk)

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I’m writing again! After two months of nothing. I was doing a MOOC as part of my Masters application but it’s done wheeee. Is that what life is going to be like once I start next year, all study and no fanfic! 

It feels so good and lordy I missed Cullen and Lea so much. I’m going to do the next chapter of my longlong fic Ashes of Faith (part 2 of their Inquisition story) first, as that chapter is nearly finished. Then I’ll get onto their Modern AU hopefully tomorrow (the one where Cullen is a Master’s student and Lea his professor) and I may well ask for some prompts to help me get the chapter going, if people don’t mind helping me out with some inspiration :)

@sarcasmfish I will also do my best to serve up some Alistair and Warden getting one over Anora hahaha. It’s one of their favourite pastimes after all! Any particular scenarios you’re interested in? 

scorpio-is-my-love  asked:

Can you do a KBTBB head cannon where Soryu Oh and the MC adopt a child that was orphaned due to a mafia job?

I’m so, so sorry it took so long- I have no excuse I’m just really lazy. Made it longer than usual headcanons as an apology. Hope you like this! :)

MC’s Name: Lea

‘That’s the last of them, sir!’ Inui reported back to Soryu, who stood impassively watching the massacre before him. A rival syndicate had tried to take over their territory, declaring war on the Ice Dragons and resulting in a full-scale battle in a rundown part of the city. Blood seeped from the slumped bodies- both sides had suffered casualties but the Ice Dragons, thankfully, had come better off.

‘Good.’ Soryu stated, tucking away his now empty gun in his smart grey suit pocket. Just as he was about to turn away, he caught sight of some movement behind a crate of toppled boxes.

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Does anyone else ever think it’s kind of amazing that the Organization names are English anagrams? 

Cause it’s like to do that first the Japanese creators (who remember their first language is not English) had to come up with a name. (let’s use Axel as an example since I’m pretty sure Lea is an anagram of Axel in real life not the other way around like it is in-game) and if the name was meant to be a Nobody name then it would have to have an X in it when spelled in English, a letter that does not exist in Japanese (some combination of a k and s sound is usually used in it’s place) and barely used in English. 

After that they have to figure out the proper English spelling for it ( アクセル becomes Akuseru becomes Axel)  and then figure out how to rearrange the letters into something that at least remotely sounds like someone’s name (Axel becomes lea) keeping in mind what it’s going to sound like when you get it back into Japanese (Axel becomes lea not lee or at least in the Japanese dub it does), and then finally put it back into Katakana( lea becomes リア). 

Like honestly anagrams are hard enough when you stay in your own language this must have cause several people at square to develop massive headaches. Honestly this is probably the reason why half of the org doesn’t have official somebody names yet. 

Also probably at least partly the reason Ansem’s name was anagramed for Xemnas instead of Xehanort’s (I mean you can get No Heart and Another out of there but like…what Haxenxort, Xonahxert, Naoxhternx you get the idea they’re all super weird)

So the next time you think about how weird Kh names are…^^^^^^^^^^^^


AUTHOR: ranzdfries
GENRE: Fluff/ Angst
FIC SUMMARY: Tom has gotten cold in their relationship, OC demands to know what it is he really wants out of it
WARNINGS/TRIGGERS: None that I know of
AUTHORS NOTES: I don’t really know what I’m doing. halp! feedback/critiques are welcome.  written for @enchantedbyhiddles based on this post :P i hope this is ok

“Tom,” Lea called to him softly. Tom was sitting at the dinner table, eyes focused on his laptop screen, engrossed in whatever words splayed in front of him. He had been back from filming for three days now but they barely had a full conversation. Mostly, they just sat around, existing in the same room, exchanging casual words, a kiss here, a cuddle there, but never fully being a company to each other. It was as if he never really came back at all and Lea wondered why she still bothered to stay at his place.

               “A minute, darling,” he replied. Lea sighed. It wasn’t always like this.

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Exponential Equations

Donna let out a sound that was almost a sob as she skidded around the corner, wracking her brain and coming up empty as the sounds of pursuit echoed through the alley behind her. It wasn’t fair. Everyone always made fun of her for her big words and her encyclopaedic knowledge, but for once, when she actually needed them, they had abandoned her.

I can’t… can’t think… it’s too…

A clatter of a trashcan behind her jerked her attention back, and her heart lurched.

Lea. Her beloved big sister. Flanked on either side by Angie and Ella. All of their expressions blank as the mind-controlling fungus Snakeweed had planted in their brains propelled them toward her sister. As soon as they got their hands on her, Donna would be lost too. And then all of them would be lost forever.

But she couldn’t do it. Couldn’t figure out a solution. Everything she was coming up with either wouldn’t work, or would kill her sisters in the process. She wasn’t good enough….she wasn’t enough. She needed another… another….

Another Donna.

With a gasp of illumination, she put on another burst of speed, trying to gain enough headway against her sisters. She could do this. Lea was always saying that being around Leo made her more than the sum of their parts. So maybe if she could find a Donnie….

How had they said to do it? Grunting in frustration, she launched herself up the side of a fire escape, hoping the rooftops would give her more room to run. Lea had said you just have to want to go somewhere or be with someone bad enough, and you’d shift dimensions. But that was stupid. There was no logic, no scientific process behind wanting. How did…

The barest of sounds warned her, and Donna ducked as Angie went sailing over her head. Her sister struck the roof, rolling back to her feet, and as Donna stared into the blank face of her baby sister, her resolve hardened.

If Angie can do this, then so can I! It’s just thought, and nobody thinks harder than me!

What had they said? Your twin was like your other half. The part of you you never knew was missing until you found it. So Donna dug deep within herself, focusing on that aching, empty place that had been looming within her lately, and as Lea and Ella closed in on her from either side, Donna threw herself from the edge of the roof.

I’m sorry, girls. I’ll be back for you. I promise.

With everything in her, Donna willed herself to orient toward the bright spark of life that would compliment her own, her mind focused on only one thing as she fell into the dark.



Note the disclaimer… there will be spoilers.

A lot has happened in Fairy Tail recently, a lot of things that are a little hard to digest. I am not personally a manga reader, but I always find post about the manga, so I believe I am as caught up as much as someone who doesn’t read the manga can be, and I have some things to say about it. So let’s begin shall we?

Originally posted by homestuckreactiongifs

To make this easier I will break it up into two main sections-one about Gray and Juvia and one about Gray and Natsu. Since I am a Gruvia girl and their big moment came first, let’s start with


Now as I stated before I do not read that manga so there is a lot I am not aware of, especially since I had been taking a break from Fairy Tail. However when I decided to look at the Gruvia tag…

Originally posted by smokingbomber

I honestly had a hard time comprehending what happened. All I really understood was that Juvia was dead… but she really wasn’t… but Gray thought she was and began to fall into darkness. As I kept looking through Tumblr the pieces began to be put together and I quickly realized what had happened; they both had to fight each other to the death, and instead of hurting on another they killed themselves. However Juvia being Juvia gave her blood to Gray so that he would live… and she was dead (at least that’s how it seemed) and Gray proceeds to break down and then beats the ever living shit of out this invel guy.

*Sighs and whips forehead* I did it… not a bad for a girl who doesn’t read the manga hunh?

Originally posted by moviesandquotes

Anyway… what everyone talked about was what happened when Gray broke down-beacuse in a certain light what he said could be taken as a confession. Oh and let’s not forget the fact that he may or may not have kissed Juvia was well.

There have been a lot of great post on this matter, but I’m gonna try and get my two sense in. So let’s look at what he says. When Gray begins to realize what Juvia is doing he says something along the lines of “wait… no no no”, that he says and I quote “Juvia… I promise I’ll take your feelings more seriously so… please just open your eyes!”

My heart honestly stopped when I read this for two  reasons; one because I thought my favorite female character was dead and two because of what Gray said. The last two panels in particular where he’s begging Juvia to open her eyes and then just says her name had such a strong effect on me. Couple that with the imagine of him holding Juvia close and pressing his forehead agents hers and you have something as equally powerful as it is heartbreaking.
One of the reasons it’s so heartbreaking is because of an earlier moment between the two of them where Gray promises he’ll give her an answer, and as far as Gray knows Juvia died without ever knowing how Gray truly felt.

However did Mashima-being who he is-give us a clue what Gray answer will be? Did Gray confess to Juvia and did he even *LE GASP* kiss her?

I have seen some arguments saying that it’s not much of a confession, maybe because he didn’t out right say “Juvia I love you”. However I believe the signs are there that this is a kind’ of confession. A while back Gray promised Juvia that he would give her an answer-does he love her back or not? We all know that Gray has lost so many people in his life, and because of that it’s made very hard for Gray to really open and connect with people. On top of that, it is important to remember that Fairy Tail comes from a culture where big verbal expressions of love are not the norm. From my understanding, in Japan they prefer to show their love, where as in American and the West in general they tend to express it verbally.

In fact you know what I learned is the most romantic act in Japan… a double suicide. What do Gray and Juvia (attempt to) do?

Kill themselves. At the exact same time.

As an American of Irish, English, Scottish and French heritage myself I have a hard time wrapping my head around the idea that killing yourself with your partner is the ultimate expression of romance. So I can understand how that many many of the other subtle signs can over Western heads because romance tends to not be subtle here. That’s not the point The point is that actions speak louder than words-expeically when it comes to Gray. The way he’s holding her, the fact he was ready to give up his life so he didn’t have to hurt her and the fact he risking his life for her… again… it all speaks volumes. For quiet time we have been seeing them very much at ease and relaxed with each other.  (you know when they’re not fighting to save the world). This adds meaning to his actions and especially his words. In this translation he says he will take her feelings more seriously, which I honestly can not picture him saying this to any other person, nor is there any reason to. Juvia is the only one he seems to have pushed away the most, and the one who has feelings that he needs to

Basically I believe this is the closest we will probably get to an actual confession we will get… for now at least. As for the kiss… well I personally think he  TOTALLY kissed he, but in the end it’s up to Masima to make that choice.


This part will be a lot shorter as this chapter just came out today and it’s almost 2:00 AM and I need sleep. :P

I have noticed a lot of people complaining about Natsu and Gray’s behavior over the span of these five chapters. Why didn’t they check to see if Juvia and Lucy had a pulse BEFORE falling into darkness/becoming a demon. And why are they fighting each other (more specifically why is Gray so hell bent on killing END even though he had nothing to do with her “death”). I can kind’ of understand where those people are coming from, but I am going to defend them because Gray and Natsu had good reason to believe their loves were dead and were not in their right minds.

Yes I think both Natsu and Gray had good reason to believe Lucy and Juvia were dead. First of all Gray witnessed Juvia stab herself, and saw her giving him a blood transfusion. He had every right to believe she was dead-especially since when he held her he probably didn’t feel any heart beat or feel the rise and fall of her chest. Granted if she was just on the verge of death and he had bothered to really look he might have felt a faint heart beat. However he didn’t, and in all honesty whether he had or not wouldn’t have changed the fact she was pretty much on deaths door and had it not been for Wendy would have died anyway. So yes… it’s not that drastic or unrealistic for Gray think she was dead.

As for Natsu, well to be perfectly he did see Lucy’s body after she had been stabbed, and she wasn’t moving and maybe at that moment not breathing. However Natsu never got the chance to see Lucy wake up because… well he became END and was no longer Natsu -which leads me to my next point; neither Gray or Natsu were in their right minds.

Take a minute if you will to step into Gray’s shoes; you have lots everything; you’re mother you’re father (twice), your mentor and you’re… friend for lack of a better word to describe Ultear. Now you’ve just lost the woman you love, and you’re already in danger of being consumed by darkness. How would you react? Gray was not acting rationally at all, because he was consumed by his grief and slipping further and further into darkness. Now I agree it seems odd that he wants to kill END in no short part because Juvia (at leas that what it seems like at the moment).

I will argue that this is Gray’s brain running on instinct in it’s own strange way. Destroying END has been his mission since his father finally moved on, and it possible that it has been so ingrained in Gray that he’s just doing it for no reason besides that he knows he has to.

Again… he wasn’t really in his right mind.

Well that’s all I have for tonight… I hopeyou all enjoyed my silly opinions. Now if you’ll excuse me I gotta go curl up in my blankets and dream of my latest Gruvia fan fiction idea.

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‘It just seems so positive to me… I didn’t pick the day, I had a day in my mind but I got an email and they were like 'Oh, it’s going to come out March 4th’ and I was like 'That is so meant to be.’ It so, it just feels so right to me, so that’s sort of been the theme of everything right now: to march forth with such strength, so that’s what I’m trying to do.’

Ranking of Lea Michele’s Solos #24-1

24. “It’s All Coming Back to Me Now”

23. “Only Child”

22. “My Headband”

21. “O Holy Night”

20. “Cry”

19. “Crush”

18. “Here’s To Us”

17. “Promises, Promises”

16. “Bring Him Home”

15. “Defying Gravity (Season 1)”

14. “This Time”

13. “Go Your Own Way”

12. “The Only Exception”

11. “Yesterday”

10. “Being Good Isn’t Good Enough”

9. “Make You Feel My Love”

8. “New York State of Mind (Solo)”

7. “Get It Right”

6. “What I Did For Love”

5. “People”

4. “Don’t Rain On My Parade”

3. “Jar of Hearts”

2. “My Man”

1. “Without You”

Just A Small Bump

Three weeks had passed since Lea had lost the baby and even though it didn’t seem like it go any easier, for either of them, Cory felt like he atleast had to try and do something to take her mind off of it. Especially since they hadn’t gone on their honeymoon and really hadn’t been alone since it had all happened.

With Oliver over at Edith’s for the night, Cory got dressed and ready. He figured a nice little date night would be just what the doctor ordered. He had made them a little picnic dinner, though it was mainly sandwiched and his idea was to take her to the Hollywood sign and just spend some time alone, that was out of the house. With everything ready, Cory headed up the stairs and looked at Lea who was in bed, still in her funk. “Hey, wanna get dressed and come some where with me?” he asked. 

I don’t know, Katie. Guess I just wish Mum were around to tell me what to do–… then again I wouldn’t be here in the first place if she were–… Yeah, I know. I’ll make up my mind eventually–… I just don’t know if lea– I’ve gotta go. Love you– I’m sorry, did you need something or are you just here to listen in?

A Very Monteith Christmas
  • Lea:
  • Christmas had finally arrived in the Monteith household, Marc, Edith, Ann and Shaun had all arrived on the 23rd and they had spent the past couple of days celebrating and enjoying the company. It was hard for her to hide that she was pregnant considering her morning sickness had kicked it up a notch but thankfully she was doing a good job so far and no one had noticed. Now though it was Christmas morning and Lea woke up with the biggest smile on her features.
  • Rolling over she smiled even brighter when she saw Cory and leaned in to kiss his cheek. "Merry Christmas baby." She whispered before snuggling in and sighing contently. In her mind it couldn't possibly better than what it was at that point, they were surrounded by the people that they loved and were going to be parents before the next Christmas. It was all amazing to her and she was beyond excited and couldn't wait to tell everyone about the babies.