what to expect when you're nothing

anonymous asked:

SORRY THIS ASK IS WILD BUT ITS BASED ON A DREAM. So what if UT and UF Sans's S/O has a goldfish that they just LOVE and one day they have to go do something so they tell the Skele to watch the fish and guard it and when S/O leaves after saying bye to the Skele and the fish, the fish just swims around for a few minutes, looks in the direction of the Skele and says "I've murdered numerous people who have dishonored my dear friend (S/O's name) but you're a good guy." then just goes back to swimming

Undertale Sans

What. What the fuck. Classic blinks. Then rubs his eyes. Then blinks. He turns away from the fishbowl, thinking that he just imagined that. Maybe he didn’t get enough sleep last night and was hallucinating. But as Sans keeps glancing back at it, expecting the first to say something, anything, again to make sure that he’s not crazy, the fish does nothing.  He wouldn’t judge, he’s a skeleton, but like…..ordinary goldfish aren’t able to talk? When you come back, Classic keeps quiet about the whole….talking fish thing. What is he supposed to say? That you may or may not have a talking fish that murdered your past associates? Besides, it seems to be protecting you so it can’t be that bad right? What is he talking about, that’s a fucking fish, man he needs to get some more sleep. 

Underfell Sans

When Red hears the fish, he nearly Gaster Blastered the shit out of it. Then he notices that it’s just swimming, doing it’s own thing. Was he hallucinating? Still, he’s extra careful, checking the locks, having his magic ready, and basically on edge the entire time. He can’t and won’t sleep until you get back. It’s not like he’s spooked or anything! But man, he’s gotta stop getting high. Still after you come back, Red keeps an eye out for your fish, feeling chills down his spine whenever he goes near it. On the bright side, at least you have a protector if someone tries to hurt you. What the fuck is he talking about, he must really be going crazy. 

anonymous asked:

I don't know why you're assuming the tour has been cancelled when Billboard has put out a statement that her team is undecided

i don’t mean to be rude with this response but use your common sense. after what ariana and her fans experienced last night i can’t believe there are people who honestly expect her to get back on stage and continue a tour like nothing ever happened. ariana and her team may not have been affected physically but the amount of trauma that sits with a person after something as catastrophic as what has happened at her own concert takes an incredibly long amount of time to accept, get through, and be able to move on from. cancelling an entire tour is not only a tough decision but a huge step to make, i’m not entirely sure why media outlets are baiting the possibility of her continuing when anyone who knows even the slightest about ariana is well aware it’s just not plausible and shouldn’t be anticipated. ariana, her crew, her team, the families who were victims in this tragedy and experienced it first hand, need time to heal and recover and that isn’t going to happen unless they’re given the space and time respectively. live shows aren’t what needs to be continued, what should be focused on right now from ari’s standpoint is her mental health and well being, you can’t even being to put how she must be feeling into words.

anonymous asked:

You are seriously such an asshole. You expect everyone to love you endlessly when they mean nothing to you. Your ego is so fragile yet you're in love with yourself. I see you for everything that you are. And you are far worse than what I thought. You're never going to change. You were lying to both of us when you said that.

  • Law: Well, you did it! You took my one chance in happiness and crushed it. Crushed it into little tiny, bite-size pieces. I really expected better of you people. I guess I'm a loser for that, too! Don't bother showing up tomorrow. I'll just tell them you all died in a boating accident. So, thanks, thanks for nothing. (Leaves)
  • Zoro: You're welcome.
  • Luffy: What kind of monsters are we? That poor creature came to us in his hour of need, and we failed him. Law's always been there for us when it was convenient for him! Nami, when your money was trapped in a fire, who rescued it?
  • Nami: A fireman?
  • Luffy: And Franky, when your heart gave out from all that cola, who revived you?
  • Franky: Some guy in an ambulance.
  • Luffy: Right! So, if we can all just PRETEND that Law was a fireman, or some guy in an ambulance, then I'm sure that we can all pull together and discover what it truly means to be in a pirate alliance!
what i dislike about the signs
  • Aries: you interrupt me too often!! i cant keep up with you, it's like you're never tired. plus you never even listen to me & always do your thing anyway
  • Taurus: you sing better than me & whenever i try to cheer you up by telling a joke you straight up say i'm not even funny :(
  • Gemini: i feel like i can never know the real you. & you forget I exist for 5 months at least then when you're back you act like nothing happened??
  • Cancer: it's like you always expect to be hurt so you protect yourself TOO MUCH & your emotions are so extreme!! (even if you pretend to be ok)
  • Leo: i don't think you notice it but you try to control me a lot and lowkey freak out when i say i don't want to hang out/text back
  • Virgo: you try to do/fix EVERYthing even if i say i don't need help you still text me asking if i need anything
  • Libra: you're too much of a procrastinator & take 3 hours to get ready & then you can never decide where to eat
  • Scorpio: your dark humor is probably too dark. and when you're mad at me all you say is "think of what you did" as i stand there hopelessly thinking for 5 days straight
  • Sagittarius: you're too knowledgeable for your own sake (blurting out random facts all the time) & you literally make a joke out of everything oh my god
  • Capricorn: i could be your best friend and you still wouldnt ask for help with anything at all cause you either don't want to bother me or you feel like you can do everything on your own (still don't know, probably a bit of both)
  • Aquarius: you question my opinions/actions way too often, plus you talk about so many things at the same time its confusing
  • Pisces: you're always apologizing for everything, you keep forgetting rather important things & lose your train of thought mid sentence A LOT
  • //written by a pisces.
Malcolm in the Middle sentence starters
  • "I am destined to be the most miserable person on earth."
  • "I want a sundae and then some pizza."
  • "So, what kind of socks are you wearing?"
  • "I will leave home forever! Or I'll never leave... whatever's worse."
  • "You don't have any friends."
  • "You spent $300 on sequins?"
  • "I want to wear my pajamas to school."
  • "I expect nothing and I'm still let down."
  • "I can smell colors."
  • "I have social skills, jackass."
  • "I'm just gonna go crawl under a rock now."
  • "People can't help what they like."
  • "In our house, 'feelings' is the F word."
  • "Are you trying to seduce me?"
  • "I'll get up when the world stops being a cruel joke."
  • "I know what you're gonna say and believe me, I totally agree."
  • "There was no excuse for what I did. It was idiotic, immature."
  • "I was being sneaky and stuff."
  • "You're going down."
  • "Who's this dork?"
  • "You wanna go learn something about the real world?"
  • "Too bad. You're coming."
  • "I got the DVD player but we'll need to steal another $600 if you want the surround sound."
  • "Maybe we can figure out some sort of deal."
  • "Nothing exciting ever happens around here."
  • "I just wanted somebody to like me."
  • "She's cute, she's smart and she even lies to cops."
  • "I'm in ass heaven."
  • "I'm Mr. Cool."
  • "Why does everything end in a group suicide with you?"
  • "What happened to your face?"
  • "What happened to your pants?"
  • "Well maybe she wouldn't be a lesbian if you tucked in your shirt once in awhile."
  • "There was nothing they could do about it."
  • "I don't want to burn up any calories repeating myself."
  • "I just don't get why we're celebrating. It seems wrong."
  • "If he wants to marry a total stranger, that's his business."
  • "Have you really thought about what you're doing?"
  • "I'll spend the rest of my life being sweet to her."
  • "You will never connect normally with another human being."
  • "We photoshopped your head in."
  • "I have a need to show off."
  • "When they laugh, I'm sure they're always laughing at me."
  • "They're all jealous."
  • "I bet you feel like a jackass."
  • "This in no way justifies what you said before."
  • "It's ditch day."
  • "I'm surprised you didn't hear. Everyone was telling their friends... Oh."
  • "The professor of boozeology has some homework for you."
  • "What's he doing here?"
  • "I know I always say gossip rots your soul, but it doesn't count when it's this good."
  • "I'm so glad we don't have any secrets."
  • "I'm glad you told me."
  • "Feels good to come clean."
  • "I ended up at the supermarket, where I squeezed all the Wonderbread into balls, so the manager threw me out."
  • "Oh my God, I'm as unpopular as you?"
  • "You don't have to freak out, I know how to handle him."
  • "Thank you for inviting me."
  • "Are you trying to prove you can't go out in public?"
  • "This is your last chance."
  • "Don't try 911. They're not qualified."
  • "Maybe we need to look at ourselves honestly."
  • "You're a ruthlessly brutal thug."
  • "I have my moods."
  • "Look how it was my first impulse to criticize you, that just shows what a pompous asshole I am."
  • "I usually assume people are my enemy."
  • <p> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b>Gryffindor:</b> are early mornings with coffee that burns your tongue because you don't want to wait for it to cool down; old well loved hardback books with split spines; long good morning texts; caffeine induced tired eyes; red ink-stained fingers from poetic words; cracked smiling lips that hold secrets in a romantic language; soft touches on flushed freckled cheeks; full-bellied laughs so loud you have to laugh along; hyper voiced explanations about things they love; leaning back on rickety chairs anticipating the adrenaline inducing feeling of falling; hazel eyes that see and know everything about everyone; the feeling you get from walking around listening to music in the bright sunlight; flannel shirts only slightly unbuttoned; the tapping sound of a pen against a school desk; the feeling of staring out large windows and wishing for sunshine on pale skin; the warm summer breeze on pale skin; the feeling of skin on skin touch; fingers grasping at dark green grass; the smell of burned wood in the warm summer night air; an hour long nap after filling your stomach; hands running through damp hair; knowing silences; understanding head nods; worried almost green eyes.<p/><b>Ravenclaws:</b> are the first sounds of birds chirping in the morning, letting you know you stayed up too late; the feeling of laying awake whilst the world sleeps; the sound of blue ink pens scrapping along lined paper; the satisfaction of anecdotes in university texts; cool fall nights that almost don't require a hoodie; the sound of running natural water against rocks; the pit in your stomach that reminds you that you forgot to eat today; the warm feeling of making your friends laugh; the matching pair of hazel eyes as a reminder you're not alone; the feeling you get from talking to someone in a language only they understand; the overwhelming feeling of needing answers; the tapping of fingers against game controller buttons; your favorite well worn blue sweater; the warmth of comforters up to your ears; a genuine meaningful smile; long nights of thinking about the galaxy around you; intensely deep conversation that give you chills; silence that is never empty; racing thoughts; one knee shaking from over thinking; the feeling of laying on damp grass; the sound of rain on bedroom windows; cloudless nights filled with stars; cloudy mornings threatening rain; freshly opened moleskin journals; childhood nostalgia.<p/><b>Hufflepuff:</b> are chipped nail polish on bitten fingernails; hair that can't decide if it wants to be straight; stray hairs falling from a loose ponytail framing freckled cheeks; sun-kissed skin threatening to burn; eyes like an dark evening summer storm; running your fingertips softly over exposed skin; crisp winters of freshly fallen snow; wolves howling before a storm; flushed faces and chapped lips from chilly nights; a full moon behind barely clouded skies; soft giggles as an attempt to hold back embarrassing laughter; the feeling of sleeping on your stomach under thick comforters; the scent of freshly washed clothes; old blankets against bare skin; worn brown combat boots covered in dirt; heart racing to the point of becoming exhausted; full fake smiles and high-pitched lying voices; the feeling of coming down from forced socialization; charcoal rubbed against the side of a cramping hand; black ink pens stuck in loosening hair; warm vanilla baking in chocolate chip cookies; long silences sitting between relaxing and anxiety-inducing; the glow of soft street lights late at night; whispering voices in listening ears; soft paperback books with bent pages; pitch black bedrooms with soft lighting; the sudden cool breeze of the day coming to an end; the feeling of your eyes adjusting to darkness; stepping in freshly fallen snow; the wind blowing through your hair while driving with your windows down; the smell of salt in dried ocean hair.<p/><b>Slytherin:</b> are wide grins when they know they're right; hands rubbing behind a sunburnt neck; the adrenaline behind skipping class to adventure around the park; old music that brings you to tears; the first cigarette lit in the early morning; burned black coffee; old thick quilts lying on soft couches; the soft glow of the afternoon light through dusted curtains; eyes colored like sunshine through a bottle of bourbon; the smell before nighttime rain; deciding between sleep or seeing the sunrise; tapping your fingers along to your mothers favorite song; realizing the stage of waking from a nightmare to the break of reality; hands in tangled hair; the constant worry about missing expectations; feeling overwhelmed by the knowing of time being lost; the sounds of a room full of voices; late night whispering phone calls; the feeling after your first bitter heartbreak; constant headache inducing nostalgia; always wondering what you did wrong versus what you did right; nervousness behind thinking you're wrong when you know you're right; the feeling of screaming into your pillow after fighting with someone you love; broken guitar strings and sore finger tips; the seasons changing to remind you nothing is eternal; the smell of spring nights; dark red roses.<p/></p><p/></p><p/></p>

anonymous asked:

Art, you just took the idea of Lady bug IP is copied, what is creativity? You're just another copier, which has zero ideas. And block the channels, without warning is the lowest. And although what else to expect from a typical rewriter, with zero ideas and characters.

Do you want to know what’s low? Making personal attacks against my character when you don’t even know me. My creativity has nothing to do with the issue at hand. But you can’t come up with a better argument so you call me names. That is low.

Regardless of it being fan art or original art, you have stolen. That is a fact.

If I am nothing more than a typical writer with no ideas and characters, what does that make you, who has copied my art and put it on your channel? If I am a copier, then you are someone who has to copy from a copier. Even though the characters do not belong to me, the ideas and the art itself does.

You call me vile and a rat for going behind your back. But I am not the one going behind artists’ back and stealing from them. Some artists only request that you ask for permission, give them credit and not to monetize. Some artists don’t allow republishing at all. It’s not hard to respect their decisions. If you are enjoying their art, the least you can do is show them some respect.

You call me a bitch. But I am not the one sitting here sending messages one after another to harass and threaten another person, which is what you are doing. YouTube allows you to get THREE copyright strikes before your account is deleted for violation. You should have learned your lesson after the first strike. That first strike was your warning. It isn’t my fault that other artists were also angry that you stole from them.

You are solely responsible for your channel getting deleted. Stop trying to blame other people.

This is the last message from you that I’m replying to. Any subsequent messages will be blocked.

Here’s one reason I don’t spend much time on tumblr at the moment. I’m going to be blunt, and quite honestly hateful towards at least some of my followers (who can go ahead and unfollow if they feel uncomfortable or w/e). 

The term problematic is a shitty measuring stick. It shouldn’t ever be used as though the term is self-evident and conclusive. 

What do you even mean by problematic? And are you talking for a group (or an entire culture) to which you don’t fucking belong? Do you really think that “problematic” is where it ends, no discussion? 

Listen, 1 + 1 doesn’t equal 2 here. When you’re talking about society, people, basically structures that rely on subjectivity, you sound naive and lost when you say something like, “Liking [___] promotes/excuses/normalizes [___].” How the fuck. Have you ever learned about audience reception? Cause textual analysis doesn’t fucking cut it.

You can pretend that you like or do not like things based on the morality/problematics you perceive in them, but every single person I’ve known who did this would twist themselves in knots to write off their own hypocrisy. 

Hey, I don’t care, I’m gonna say it: in fiction, I like noncon, dubcon, some level of guro/abuse, manipulation, abusive relationships, incest, and some other things that probably would earn me one of those ridiculous callout posts. Someone once told me they felt weird seeing me have opinions about fic plots because they knew I like noncon. Apparently liking noncon bans you from having opinions, ever, or at least expecting anyone to treat you as anything more than a Bad Person who has to be Silenced.

It’s not like I don’t know they’re problematic; I fucking like them because they are. That doesn’t mean I’m not critically engaging at all. I honestly think that I probably engage more critically than the majority of the high-horse, pure-as-crystal people who like to throw shit without reflecting. There’s so little [room for] thought with that mentality. 

Hey, let’s talk about how ending it at “this is problematic and bad, and so are you,” is intellectually pathetic. I’m personally interested in thinking about why something is problematic, why it appeals to people, and how they interact with it. And of course, enjoying it in spaces that don’t involve perpetrators of those things. Liking it doesn’t mean excusing it in real life.

Cause, y’know, 1 + 1 can’t equal 2 when the equation is being applied carelessly and to something it doesn’t fit.

Abusing entire groups of people for a ship, show, whatever they like that’s problematic, especially when they keep to themselves and are not denying the problematic aspects as what they are, is so much more vicious and unforgivable to me. When I try to figure out why they bother, it always comes down to the harasser wanting to fucking harass people and dressing that desire in terms that do not justify their actions in the least. 

The act of liking and enjoying the ~wrong~ fictional thing doesn’t justify that vitriol. But some people hate fun, I guess. They’d rather delude themselves. Go ahead, but leave others the hell out of it.

Edit: There was something I saw on tumblr once that stuck with me in a good way. It ended with the sentence, “You gotta be kind.” That’s what I think of when I want to approach lots of these issues. It’s not all-or-nothing, and that’s a positive thing.

things you should know about the signs
  • <p> <b><p></b> <b>aries:</b> some people want to watch the world burn. specifically, aries. they're going to strike a match and set your mind a blaze. you won't mind it. sure, they're destroying everything you've ever known, picking it apart piece by piece, but it's kind of endearing?<p/><b>taurus:</b> they won't start the conversation. they'll watch you type, watch you go offline just to come back, finally come up with a 'hey'. they're pleased that you took the time. they're also kind of amused that you mispelled at least one word in every message you've sent them for the past hour.<p/><b>gemini:</b> they're beautiful, why would you expect them to not be shallow at times? they chat up a storm, they make flower crowns in the backyard, twist stems into a heart. they don't mind that you're not talking about anything of importance. not everything has to have a deeper meaning.<p/><b>cancer:</b> when you phrase it a certain way, it's easy to paint them nurturing, caregiver, emotional and nothing else. they're more than tears and bandaids and fresh baked cookies- not that they're not that too. they're also anger and furious attempts to bite their tongue and not spit out what everyone else is thinking.<p/><b>leo:</b> they'll tell you they're vain, tell you they're awful, tell you they want everything wrapped in gold. sometimes they mean it. sometimes they want to come home and be wrapped up in warm arms and be told they look cute when they look awful. hang out in the bathroom while they're putting on makeup, you'll see.<p/><b>virgo:</b> put everything in order, okay? they won't notice but they'll appreciate it when they're looking for a particular book or a pair of keys. they're supposed to be organised but they're terrible at finding anything on time. maybe you should find their hand and hold it with yours.<p/><b>libra:</b> sugar and spice and everything nice, that's what libras are made of. oh, and a fair share of jealousy and resentment and a bunch of love. it tastes better if it's made with love, right? libra has no idea what they're doing, they just want your attention and affection and maybe a cup of tea.<p/><b>scorpio:</b> they're not serious at all, they're just tired. talk about something they love, watch their eyes light up, watch their face brighten. sure, you can go ahead and accidentally fall in love with them. they'll appreciate the effort it takes to keep them around.<p/><b>saggitarius:</b> they're not flighty, they're just scared shitless. just make them feel secure and safe and warm. let them know how much their eyes make you melt. let them know you're not going to leave unless they want you to. if they do, then go.<p/><b>capricorn:</b> they're not humourless. they really like puns. make a pun. make their bed. make them breakfast. stop treating them like everything they say should be taken at face value. they're sarcastic and loud and they never mean what they say.<p/><b>aquarius:</b> you don't need to say anything. they're probably barely listening anyway, they're lost in thought. maybe they're thinking about you. it doesn't matter really. they'll be in your dreams no matter what. imagine them listening.<p/><b>pisces:</b> they don't care! they don't. they're tired and they want to take a nap. stop bothering them. they just want to love you from afar. and yeah, if you message them about aliens at 3 am, yeah they'll probably reply. they need to go to sleep, they think too much.<p/></p><p/></p>
STARTERS;; malcolm in the middle
  • "You wanna know what the best thing about childhood is? At some point, it stops."
  • "You're a teenager, for god's sake, what do you have to be stressed about?"
  • "Seriously, all you do is bitch."
  • "I happen to bitch the perfect amount for someone in my situation."
  • "I didn't come to work because somehow I felt that eight hours of joyless, mind-numbing crap just didn't seem like fun."
  • "I expect nothing and I'm still let down."
  • "I mixed blue and yellow and got... BLELLOW!"
  • "They thought Einstein was crazy. Until he started kicking ass."
  • "If I want to be humiliated, I can take a math test."
  • "You made fun of me when I bought this mesh underwear. Who looks like an idiot now?"
  • "Fate is just what you call it when you don't know the name of the person screwing you over."
  • "Once again, I have to be embarrassed for the both of us."
  • "I could be a super-villain and not even know it."
  • "I've been jealous of girls and purses. You know, we men have to shove our whole lives in a little square and then sit on it."
  • "Your boss is an idiot, your coworkers are incompetent and you are underappreciated. Welcome to the working world."
  • "Someday, when you're unemployed and you have no place to live, you can come stay at my castle."
  • "I am destined to be the most miserable person on earth."
  • "If I was a woman, I'd be a slut."
  • "So, what kind of socks are you wearing?"
  • "I'm going crazy here. I mean, look at me, I'm reading a book."
  • "Why does everything have to be a group suicide with you?"
  • "I'll get up when the world stops being a cruel joke."
You're what? Part 2 (Baekhyun)

After popular demand Part 2 is finally here. If you haven’t seen part one yet please do that first!!! And that you to everyone who requested for this and to those who sent in some ideas for it I hope you all enjoy<3


“NO Y/N I FUCKED UP, IT WAS ALL A MISTAKE AND IT MEANT NOTHING IT WAS A DRUNK MISTAKE OKAY!” That’s all that rang through your head when he left. You didn’t expect him to react well but this was too much for you, the way he called it all a mistake and it meant nothing deeply hurt you and left you feeling like he never felt anything good towards you. You continued to sit on the couch alone in your apartment as you snivel and try to pull yourself together. “Well I don’t feel that way about you.” You whispered as you lightly rubbed your stomach with your hand like you were patting the little baby on the head. “I’m going to look after you if it means he’s with me through it or not.” Another tear left your eye and you flicked it away not wanting to think about him anymore.

A few days after you told Baekhyun you were pregnant he phoned you. You held the phone in your hand seeing his name lit up on your screen, you didn’t want to answer it after everything he had said to you, but you had that gut feeling that you should answer and you tried to stay positive and tried to convince yourself that he was going to be there for the baby. “H…Hello” You stuttered when you answered the phone, terrified of what he might say. “Hi, just wanted to say I’m sorry about the way that I snapped at you.” You didn’t know how to respond. Why was he suddenly sorry after everything he said? “Okay.” You said quietly in response. “But I just want you to know I’m still not okay with this whole thing.” Your heart sank a little after hearing his words, but that wasn’t the worst of it. “Look y/n what I’m trying to say is I can’t be seen around you now that you’re pregnant. So I don’t want anything to do with you or the baby from now on so just pretend like we never met and carry on with your life.” And with that he hung up. You sat there still holding your phone to your ear in complete shock from how he just acted. You couldn’t help but break down and feel heartbroken over it.

- 2 Years Later - 

You had your baby and you were coping well on your own surprisingly, yes you had a little help from your friends and family but other than that you were finding being a single mother okay and the best thing was you hadn’t thought of Baekhyun once since your son was born. However you were still friends with all of the EXO members despite not talking to Baekhyun. Chanyeol lately had been such a great help since he stepped up and helped you look after your son when you really needed it or when he thought you could do with a little break. You and Chanyeol had gotten a lot closer because of this and you were seen hanging out a lot more. 

One day you were bored of staying in the house and Alex seemed to feel the same way. You whipped out your phone and decided to text Chanyeol where he was and if he wanted to hang out. “Hey Channie, we’re really bored right now where are you and is it okay if we stop by to see you for a while?” You asked and within a matter of seconds you got a reply. “Sure thing I’m at practice but it seems like we could all do with a bit of a break and the others have been asking about Alex so it would be great to bring him over for everyone to see.” You smiled at your phone and got up to get everything ready. You threw everything you needed into the big changing bag you had and placed it on the back of the pushchair and quickly ran over to get Alex. 

You headed out of the door happy to see the light of day for a change and to get some fresh air. You walked down the street and started to approach SM Entertainment where you saw Chanyeol standing outside waiting for you. He turned his head and his eyes met you and Alex, “Y/n!” He yelled as he waved over at you and made his way over. “Hey Channie.” You laughed as you watch him kneel down to see Alex. “Hey little dude, you okay?” You could hear Alex laugh in reaction to Chanyeol’s voice and gave out a little laugh yourself. You followed Chanyeol into the building and made your way to the practice room they were in. You stepped into the room and felt all eyes fall on you. “Y/n! Alex!” Everyone yelled as they ran over and gave Alex a fuss and started playing with him while some stayed to talk to you for a bit. You sat at the side of the room with Kyungsoo, Suho and Xiumin while the rest of the members ran around playing with Alex. “So how are you finding being a mother?” Suho asked. “It was a little difficult at first but my mother and friends stepped in and helped and you guys have been great too, especially Chanyeol he’s always been there if I ever needed him.” You smiled as you kept your eyes glued to Alex who was now chasing Sehun and Kai around the room. “Chanyeol has always been good with kids,” Kyungsoo started. “I guess it’s because they think the same way.” He laughed. “I’m just happy Alex has somewhat of a father figure around him even if he’s not the father.” You confessed, and with that you saw out of the corner of your eye Baekhyun throw his phone onto the floor, get up and walk out of the room. “What’s his problem?” You asked as you watched his disappear around the door way. “He’s just been very touchy with the whole you, Alex and Chanyeol topic.” Xiumin piped up. “Why? He was the one who said he didn’t want anything to do with me or Alex so there’s no need for him to be so childish.” You crossed your arms and sat back frowning a little.

After being with the guys for about an hour you felt it was now time to leave and let them get back to what they were doing. As you gathered your things Chanyeol rushed over and decided to give you a hand. Baekhyun who had now come back into the room despite still being in a pissy mood over you and Chanyeol being so close, he watched as you and Chanyeol laughed together and how Chanyeol was treating Alex like he was his own son, it made him so mad, he was the father and what right did Chanyeol, his best friend, have to take that away from him. You could feel his eyes burning into the back of your head and started to hurry up a bit more just so you could get away from him. You said your farewells to the others and walked out the door with Chanyeol holding Alex behind you. 

You walked down the hall with Chanyeol as you casually talked to each other, however your conversation was cut short when Baekhyun ran in front of you both. “Baekhyun?” You asked somewhat surprised that he even wanted to be in your presence. “Y/n, Chanyeol, I have something I need to say.” You looked over at Chanyeol who was just as confused as you were. “Look y/n, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I left you like I did, but that doesn’t give him the right to take my place and treat Alex like his own son.” Baekhyun said with his voice slightly raised. “You’re sorry!” You yelled feeling deeply offended at how casually he said it. “Thanks to you Baekhyun, I had to go through my pregnancy and birth on my own there was so many times when I felt I needed you by my side to give me an hand or just for support but if I properly recall it was all a mistake and you didn’t want anything to do with me or Alex. And if that isn’t enough for you I have to raise Alex on my own with next to no support, you don’t know how grateful I am to Chanyeol for stepping in and helping me he’s been there for me when you weren’t and I couldn’t thank him enough.” Chanyeol felt so touched with how you felt but now wasn’t the time to say anything about it. “I think I should let you guys talk about this on your own, I don’t want to intrude.” He quietly said as he carefully placed Alex back in the pushchair and walked back to the practice room. 

“Chanyeol has been there for me and Alex when we needed him the most and he’s made Alex so happy and has given him someone to look up to, that’s more than what you ever did for him.” You confessed trying to keep your cool and not shout in front of your son. Baekhyun’s eyes widened as the truth hit him in the face. You were right he’s never been there for you or Alex and only now had he noticed how wrong that was of him to do. “Y/n….I can’t believe I put you through that, I really am sorry, I’m not just saying that, I’m deeply and truly sorry for what I’ve done to you. I was just so caught up in how I’d look in the eye of the public and was scared of getting hate from fans that I completely blanked what was really important to me.” You could now see how sincere he was being as you could see the light hit the tear that was now falling down his face. 

You didn’t know what to do so you just stood there and waited for him to say something. “Y/n.” He quietly said as he looked you in the eye. “What?” You said rather bluntly. “Please will you give me a second chance, I’ll make it worth you time trust me, I’ll be the best father to Alex that I could ever be and I’ll make up for the time that I didn’t spend with him, you don’t need to be my friend or like me in any way, shape or form just please give me a second chance and let me be a father to my son. I will never let you down again.” He continued to cry a little showing how sincere he was being. You gave out a sigh as you thought hard about it and if you could really trust him. “You have a month, Byun Baehyun. You have a month to shape up and treat Alex like your son and be the best father he will ever have, if you fail to do that then I’m sorry but you will have to forget about us.” His eyes lit up at his given opportunity to change. He violently nodded his head in agreement to your condition. “I won’t let you down y/n thank you so much.” He smiled as he knelt down to finally talk to Alex. “Hey buddy, I’m your daddy, I know we haven’t spoken before but that’s all doing to change, I won’t leave your side and I’m going to love you unconditionally.” He cried again as he gave Alex a hug and a big kiss on the cheek to which Alex giggled at causing him to give out a laugh at how he’s already made his son smile for him. 


OH MY GOD IT’S FINALLY DONE i’m so sorry it’s taken this long to do but now it’s done, if anyone wants a part 3 feel free to ask and send in some ideas of what you would like to see. I hope you all enjoyed it 

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The Signs As Marina & The Diamonds' FROOT Album
  • Aries: Savages / "Murder lives forever and so does war. It's survival of the fittest, rich against the poor. At the end of the day it's a human trait, hidden deep down inside of our DNA"
  • Taurus: Solitaire / "Hard like a rock, cold like stone. White like a diamond, black like coal. Cut like a jewel, yeah I repair myself when you're not there."
  • Gemini: Can't Pin Me Down / "I am never gonna give you anything you expect. You think I'm like the others. Boy, you need to get your eyes checked"
  • Cancer: Blue / "Gimme love, gimme dreams, gimme a good self esteem. Gimme good and pure, what you waiting for?"
  • Leo: Weeds / "Could have filled a garden with all the flowers that you gave me, but none of them were ours. You know the problem with history, it keeps coming back like weed and when nothing feels enough. At least you taught me how to love"
  • Virgo: Better Than That / "She's the apple of everybody's eye. With an angel voice, devil in disguise. Got a sour face like poisoned fruit, that the boys can taste 'till they're out of use."
  • Libra: Froot / "Babe i love you a lot. I'll give you all i got. Yeah you know that it's true, I've been saving all my summers for you."
  • Scorpio: Happy / "Don't go out much at all. I've never been the type to call. I realize to be happy, maybe I need a little company"
  • Sagittarius: Immortal / "No I don't wanna be afraid. Afraid to die, die, die. I just wanna be able to say that I have lived my life, life. Oh, all the things that humans do to leave behind a little proof, but the only thing that doesn't die is love."
  • Capricorn: Gold / "I've been waiting, waiting for the penny to drop. I've been working, working to get back what I lost. But whatever happens, I'll be okay. 'Cause fortune's running out of my veins, my veins."
  • Aquarius: I'm A Ruin / "I played with your heart, and I could treat you better but I’m not that smart. You still mean everything to me, but I wanna be free"
  • Pisces: Forget / "Oh, all the time that I have wasted. Chasing rabbits down a hole. When I was born to be the tortoise, I was born to walk alone"
Summer Lies (Chapter 4)

(In case you missed them here’s: Pt.1, Pt.2, Pt.3)

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(Small warning, this gets pretty intimate soooo don’t freak out. Okay? Okay😁)

The rest of Lunch absolutely sucked.

Calum was pissed off, Luke was guilty beyond belief and they both kept giving you weird stares.

You had no fucking idea what was going on.

Sighing, you pushed in your chair, getting ready to leave with the rest of the crew. Walking arm and arm with Oli, you braced yourself for the next ride back to the stadium.

Getting into the van, you slid yourself in first, heart racing. Staring down at your phone, you felt someone sit next to you, followed by another person in front. Taking a quick glance to your right, you felt your heart stop for a second.

No more was the tattooed tan hand you had got accustomed to, but the pale hand you had memorized like the back of your own.

Shifting your eyes back down to your phone, you realized who sat where Luke once had.

Raising your head, you met the glare of Calum, who quickly looked away to the window, frustrated.

Confused, you turned to look at Luke who was staring at Calum.

Snapping his gaze to you, he let his face fill with shame again.

Afraid to talk out loud, you mouthed “What’s going on?

Biting down on this bottom lip, he thought for a moment before answering.

Glancing one more time at his best friend, he sighed in defeat and pulled out his phone from his pocket.

Pushing the side, his phone lit up, causing something inside you to break.

It was the picture of the night you thought he had regretted.

The picture you used to think meant forever.

The picture you realized you wanted so badly to be gone.

Shaking your head, you pushed away any thought of that night and shrugged at Luke.

Clenching his jaw, he mouthed “He saw it”

Shrugging again, you were getting annoyed, not understanding.

Rolling his eyes, he whispered “Jesus ill tell you later

Before you could respond with annoyance, you were stopped.

No need to whisper mate, don’t you think your secrets are getting a bit out of control?”

Both faces falling, you and Luke slowly looked towards Calum.

Not showing any emotion, he kept talking.

I mean you had to know your lies were going to catch up to you sooner or later”

Luke started to explain, but Calum wasn’t having it.

“Dude I-”

“No fuck off… i don’t have time for this”

Putting his headphones in, Calum blasted his music, drowning out everything around him, looking out the window again.

Surprised and unsure of what was going on, you looked back to Luke, waiting for answers.

Shaking his head, he looked down to his hands, not ready to give you any explanation.

Taking another glance at Calum, you turned to focus on the passing trees.

Letting your mind wander, you tried to piece together everything that happened over the past hours. You really didn’t understand what was going on between Calum and Luke.

So what if Calum saw the picture, why was he getting so mad? You just met him this morning, why was he acting like this?

And Luke? What was his deal with acting so ashamed?

Pausing your own thoughts, a small realization passed through you.

At first you thought Luke was ashamed because someone found out about you, his dirty secret, but that didn’t seem like the case anymore.

The more that you thought about it, it wasn’t shame he was showing, but guilt.

Guilt over what? You weren’t sure.

Leaning the side of your forehead down on the cool glass, you closed your eyes. You were starting to feel even worse than earlier and wanted to rest a bit before having to get ready for the show.

At first day dreaming a bit, you started feeling yourself go deeper and deeper until you completely fell asleep, instantly dreaming of the night when that picture was taken.

Over the weeks, things had turned out to be absolutely perfect with Noah. Of course there were small details he talked about that didn’t make sense but you weren’t about to push into it. You were afraid to lose the one thing that made your life simple and easy.

To be honest, you slowly felt yourself fall in love with him more and more each night.

But, you just weren’t sure if he felt the same.

It was the middle of the summer when Noah had set up a surprise you.

He had met you in the parking lot with a big smile. A little confused, you said nothing but raised your eyebrows. Shaking his head, he walked behind you, covering your eyes.

“I have a surprise. You trust me right?”

Giggling, you nodded your head.

“Of course i trust you, why wouldn’t i”

Hesitating at first, he said nothing but kissed you on the side of your cheek.

“Right… Okay start walking and ill tell you when to stop”

Listening, you did as you were told as he lead you to his surprise.

“Okay… aaaaaaand… stop”

Taking his hands off you eyes, you kept them closed, not sure if you were supposed to open them yet or not.

“So can i look yet?”

“Wait… Hold on…. Okay”

Opening your eyes, you laughed at the sight in front of you.

He had brought a bunch of sheets and managed to hold them up into a small fort inside the cove. Quickly looking into the opening he was holding, you noticed there was multiple pillows and lights inside, with different snacks scattered throughout. Shaking your head, you couldn’t believe he had done this.

“Noah, this is amazing. But why?”

Still holding the same smile he had from before, he just shrugged.

“Just thought id do something special for my girl.”

The second he finished talking, you felt your stomach fill with butterflies.

Although you both hadn’t exactly defined what your were, he just called you his girl.

Grinning like an idiot, you covered your cheeks, trying to hide the pink rising up on your face.

Laughing, he held out his hand to you while the other stayed holding the entrance.

Are you going to join me in here or am i going to have to enjoy my masterpiece alone”

Rolling your eyes, you grabbed his hand, crawling in.

Now contently snuggled up against his chest, he held his iPad over both of you, watching a movie. He had downloaded countless movies, all ones you had once told him were you favorite.

Biting your lip, you pushed your head up to kiss the bottom of his jaw.

Surprised, he shifted to be able to look down at you, mouth tilted in the half smirk you loved so much.

“What was that for?”

“Just because”

Rising up, he bent his head down to kiss you softy on your lips.

Pulling back a bit, he stayed close, holding your eyes.

Losing his smile, he grew serious.

Getting a little worried, you raised your hand to his face, rubbing your thumb on his jaw.

“What?” you whispered.

You watched him play with his lip ring, letting you know he was nervous.

“Nothing… I just… Theres something i need to tell you”

Now completely worried, you stayed quiet, waiting for him to continue.

Closing his eyes, he paused the movie and pushed himself up.

Moving to a sitting position, you didn’t know what to do.

Shifting, he moved to sit in front of you, trying to figure out what to say.

Wanting to comfort him, you slid closer, putting your hands on his.

“What is it?”

Still staying quiet, he looked down at your hands and intertwined his fingers with yours.

“You're going to hate me when i tell you”

Nervous, you pulled one of your hands from him and moved it to push his chin up.

Noah, i promise theres nothing you can say thats going to make me hate you… Because-”

Taking a deep breath in, you couldn’t hold it in anymore.

You needed him to know.

“Im in love with you”

Eyes growing wide, he just stared at you.

“Wait… Wh-What?”

Pulling your hands from him, you started to regret saying what you did. His reaction wasn’t what you had expected.

“Um… I-”

Shaking your head, you snapped your mouth shut, sliding away from.

“Nothing… Never mind… forget i said anything okay I'm sorr-”

“No no no no, wait”

He grabbed your hands and started to tug you towards him.

Moving to straddle his waist, he wrapped his arms around you.

“I meant, say it again…. I need to hear you say it again”

Confused, you didn’t want to met his gaze, so you focused your eyes on his necklace.

“I said… I think… Im in love with you”

Heart beating fast, you waited for him to push you off.

After a few seconds, he finally spoke.

“Im in love with you too”

Snapping your head up, you let your jaw drop, not able to talk.

“Im definitely so in love with you y/n”

Smiling, you wrapped your arms around his neck, pushing him towards you.

Kissing him softly, you couldn’t believe he actually loved you.

Pulling away, you rested your forehead on his, a habit you both grew to love.

“You don’t understand how relieved i am to hear you say that”

Chuckling, he moved his hand to push back some of your hair behind your ear.

“Me to”

Dropping his hand, his smile started to falter.

“But that might change when you hear what i have to tell you-”

Rushing your hand up to his lips, you shook your head.

“I don't care….. I love you…… You love me.”

Taking your hand away from his face, you wrapped your arms on the back of his neck again.

“Right now, lets just forget about everything…. My band… your family… the world…. Lets just be you and I tonight…. Thats it.”

Smile coming back, he nodded his head, moving to kiss you with more passion then you had ever felt him give before.

Starting to move in sync with him, you slowly started to feel yourself wanting more than just the touch of his lips.

Knowing it drove him crazy, you tugged on the back of his hair, lightly biting down on his bottom lip as you pulled away.

You felt his arms tighten around you, pulling you closer.

Moving your lips back to his, you kissed him with more force, pushing down on him.

Letting out a low moan, he pulled his mouth away from your lips and started trailing kisses alongside your jaw, then down your neck.

Immediately finding your sweet spot, he started lightly sucking but quickly alternated to soft biting, causing you to whimper a bit.

He trailed his hands along your thighs, grabbing your waist to push you down on him even harder.

Not able to contain yourself anymore, you pulled the back of his hair, pulling his mouth up.

Smashing your lips down on his, you started to grind against him slowly, feeling his already tight denim, strain even more.

With seconds he pushed you down onto one of the pillows, climbing above you, never once breaking connect from your lips.

Wrapping your legs around him, you let one hand tug on the back of his shirt, while the other kept his head close to yours.

Moving down again, he reconnected his mouth to your sweet spot, finishing what he started before.

Needed more, you trailed your hands down his back, to the hem of his shirt.

Letting your fingers trace the inside of his shirt, you brought them to the front, tugging.

Getting the hint, he finished his mark, moving up to pull the shirt over his head. 

Immediately he came back down, connecting his lips with yours again.

You felt his hands move from your hips to the hem of your shirt.

He let his cool fingers dance across your stomach, before pushing it up..

Breath hitching, you arched your back do he could completely pull it off.

Trailing your hands down his chest, you reached the button to his jeans.

Unbuttoning it, you let him shake them off as you did the same for your own.

Moving back, he softly slid his hands up your waist, reaching one to unclasp your bra.

Growing nervous, you still moved up a little, granting him access.

In seconds, he had it unhooked, letting you know he’s had practice.

Something you never thought about.

Something you didn’t even have.

Completely panicked now, you instantly covered yourself when he pulled your bra off.

A little taken a back, you watched worry start to crease in his brow.

Ashamed, you looked away from him, eyes starting to brim with tears.

Scared, he frantically searched around, grabbing a blanket.

Covering you, he moved to wipe your cheeks.

“Whoa whoa whoa why are you crying? Did i do something wrong? Im sorry if i did i-”

“No, you didn’t do anything wrong”

Not understanding, he stayed quiet, trying to figure out what to do.

“Noah-”

Finally looking up to his worried eyes, you continued.

“Ive never down this before… And you have… I don’t want to disappoint you”

Looking away again, you felt fresh tears start to fall.

Lightly chuckling, he moved his hand to brush your face and turn it towards him.

“What part of me saying i love you, didn't you understand?”

Furrowing your eyebrows, you shook your head.

“What does that have to do with anything?”

Holding your eyes, he kept talking.

“It means everything… I don’t care if you’ve never done it before, that doesn't mean a thing to me. The only thing that does is make me want to make sure your first time is perfect. You could never disappoint me, not in a million years. If anything, i should worry about not disappointing you. I want this to be something you look back on and never regret. Which means we can stop and go back to watching movies. I don’t want you to feel like you have to do something you’re not ready to do. Just know ill wait forever if i have to. As long as i get to have you in my life, theres no where else id rather be.”

Shocked, you couldn’t believe him.

You had never met someone so ready to put you first before everything.

Feeling at ease, you knew there was no point in waiting.

Just like you were the only one he wanted, he was the only one you trusted enough to give yourself completely to.

Gaining confidence you never knew existed in you, you pushed offthe blanket and moved to straddle his waist again.

Surprised, his eyes grew wide, not understanding.

“Wait no, i promise its okay, i don't want you to regret this later on-”

Kissing him softly, you cut him off.

Pulling back, you brushed your hand down his cheek.

“I trust you Noah. I want to do this. As long as you’re okay with this, so am i”

Holding his eyes, you saw him battle with something, but he pushed it away.

“Of course I’m okay with this…. Im in love with you remember?”

Grinning, you reconnected your lips with his, tangling your fingers in his hair.

Pushing you backwards, you both got back into the position from before, but taking your time with more passion.

Slowly, he started moving his mouth down your neck, to your chest, to your stomach, and paused right at the brim of your panties. Pushing himself up with one arm, he letting the other dance around the hem.

Looking up to you for reassurance, he waiting for your okay.

Heart beating fast, you felt your lower half grow warm, wanting to feel his touch.

Biting your lip, you nodded your head.

Taking two fingers, he hooked them around the band and started to tug them down.

Kissing your thigh, he sat up, taking in the sight of you.

“You’re so beautiful”

Face flushed, you sat up to pull him back against you.

Kissing him on the way back down to laying, you moved your hands to the brim of his boxers.

Breaking the kiss, you looked down to start pushing his boxers down.

Not able to completely push them off, he tugged them the rest of the way.

Mouth gapping, you felt your breath hitch at the sight of him.

Raising your gaze back up to his, he still looked at your with concern.

“We can stop if you want to… I promise everything’s going to be okay”

Shaking your head, you moved your hands to tug his head down.

“No, i want this… I want you and only you… I trust you”

Going back into sync with his lips, you grew more and more desperate for him.

Breaking away one last time, he held your eyes.

“Are you ready?”

Not trusting your voice, you nodded your head, closing your eyes to kiss him again.

Very carefully, he entered you, taking his time to fill you.

Uncomfortable at first, you whimpered, causing him to pause.

“Are you okay? We can stop. Does it hurt? Oh god it hurts I’m sorry ill stop I’m really sorry”

Lightly giggling at his rambling, you covered his mouth with your hand, not letting him finish.

“Im fine… just give me a second to adjust”

Moving you hand, he nodded.

Taking a deep breath in, you steadied yourself.

“Okay.”

“Are you sure”

“Positive”

Moving his hands up, he intwined his fingers with yours, moving to completely fill you.

Slowly rocking back and forth, he carefully made sure you knew how much he loved you.

Quickly going from uncomfortable to bliss, you immediately became engulfed in him.

Wrapping your legs around his waist, you felt him hit other areas, causing you to let out a moan louder than intended.

Loving the noises you were making, he started to move faster, needed you to scream his name.

Unhooking your hands from his, you moved them to his back, lightly scratching down, not knowing how much longer you could last.

Understanding, he wrapped an arm around your leg, lifting it up to go even deeper.

Completely withering in pleasure beneath him, you kept mixing your moans with his name, making him lose himself in his own moans, filling the night.

Both coming undone, he rocked a few more times very slowly, easing himself out.

Heavily breathing, he collapsed next to you, instantly pulling you to lay on his chest.

Reaching around, he grabbed the blanket to cover you.

Not talking at first, you each settled, never wanting to move from this moment.

Shifting, he went on his side, keeping an arm wrapped around you while the other held him up.

“Was that okay?”

Biting your lip, you nodded, moving to kiss his jaw.

“It was perfect”

Letting out a breath of relief, he suddenly got a mischievous smile on his lips.

“You know how we can make this moment last forever?”

“How-”

Unable to finish your sentence, you let out a small yelp as he flopped you over and hovered above you.

Kissing you playfully, he reached over and grabbed his phone, swiping up on the screen for the camera.

Smacking him, you started to cover your chest, unsure if the blanket blocked the cameras view or not.

“What the hell Noah, I’m not about to take a picture nude!”

Laughing he shook his head.

“That’s not what i meant… Although that would reeeeeally be an amazing idea-”

Smacking his arm, you scoffed at him while he laughed.

“Im kidding! I meant i just want a picture of this”

Quickly pushing his lips down on yours, you laughed at his sudden action.

“Stop! Im not ready to take a picture!”

Laughing with you, he kept playfully kissing you while you laughed.

Forgetting he was snapping away on his phone, you get lost in the moment again.

Eventually feeling like he got a good shot, he kissed you the right way and then rolled over.

Moving back to his chest, you both scrolled through the pictures, searching for the right one.

He had a bunch of his favorites but there was only one that stood out the most to you.

This picture had the blanket covering up to your chest while he hovered above you, light dim from the lantern on the side of the fort.

His was arm stretched out to the side holding the camera, giving you a side view of what was going on. 

You had your head slightly thrown back, laughing, as he laughed above you, watching with adoring eyes.

It was here that you both forgot about the camera and focused only on the moment.

The moment you never wanted to forget.

“This one… This is the one that’s perfect”

“I was thinking the same thing.”

Snuggling closer to him, you watched as he set the picture as his lock screen, locking it to put it down.

Getting comfortable himself, you both went quiet again, content with letting the silence fill the fort.

There wasn't anything else that needed to be said at that moment.

Closing your eyes, you listened to the sound of his heartbeat, memorizing the way it sounded.

Slowly, you got so focused on it that you didn’t even remember falling asleep. 

Kissing your forehead one last time, he closed his eyes, following right after.

Jumping at the sound of the van door being punched, you blinked a few times before realizing you were no longer leaning against the window.

Trying to move your head, you stopped when you felt something putting pressure on top.

Glancing down, you felt like your lunch was about to come rushing up.

Luke had his hand wrapped around your thigh as you laid with your head on his shoulder and his on your head, softly snoring.

Heart racing, you tried to fight the different emotions that were fighting inside you.

Part of you was in love with the way he laid against you, just like old times.

The other part was pissed at the way he still made you felt.

The last part was devastated as you slightly moved to catch the hurt expression of Calum, the one who had punched the van door.

Stalking off, he ignored everyone who passed by him, never once turning back.

Stomach dropping, you didn’t know what to do.

Groaning, you moved up slowly, startling him awake.

Blinking a few times, he looked down to his hand on your lap and pulled back like it burned him to touch you.

Oh shit… this is not happening”

A little hurt, you ignored his reaction and pushed in front of him to get off.

Walking fast, you tried to get away from him, also trying to avoid a run in with your bandmates, not sure what to even feel.

Wanting to break down right there, you started to sprint towards the venue door.

Y/N WAIT!”

Hearing his voice, you started to run a little faster, needing a door to hide behind.

Reaching the venue, you raced inside, ignoring his pleas for you to stop.

About to reach the girls restroom, you felt a hand wrap around your wrist.

Spinning around, you looked at him, finally seeing him let his true emotions show on his face.

Scared, worried, confused, there were so many things he was letting you see.

“I-I didn’t mean to react that way okay… I just miss-”

Stopping, he bit his lip, not knowing if he should even finish his sentence.

Oh fuck it”

Pulling you to him, he attached his lips to yours, holding your face in his hands.

Eyes fluttering shut, you took your hands and moved them to his arms, sliding them down to his neck.

Moving in sync, he moved his hands from your face to wrap them around your waist. 

He felt so good.

His lip ring was just how you remembered, cool and thrilling.

His lips were still soft and knew exactly what to do.

Tangling your hands in his hair, he let out a moan, pushing you back to lean against the wall.

God you missed him so much.

You missed Noah-

Wait.

Eye’s snapping open, you pushed him with all you had, sending him stumbling backwards.

You couldn’t believe you just let that happen.

Shaking, you didn’t know what to say or do.

Scared, he didn’t want to lose you again.

Y/n Im sorry i-”

“Fuck you”

Turning, you started running again until you got to the band room.

Slamming the door, you locked it, sliding down to the floor.

Letting out a loud sob, you covered your face, ashamed.

He didn’t love you.

He said that himself.

You couldn’t let him get to you again.

You needed to stay strong.

Letting out another sob, you let reality sink in.

But how were you supposed to stay strong if you obviously still loved him.

Crying even more, you didn’t even hear the other door to the room open and shut.

Pushing your knees to your chest, you hid your face.

Feeling someone slide down next to you, you felt them pull you into their arms.

Shhh It’s going to be okay”

Growing stiff, you looked up, tears still running down your face.

It was Calum.

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This had so many Luke feels i don’t even know omg🙈

But here is the long awaited part 4!

Sorry if theres a bunch of mistakes, I’m super tired and out of it.

But anyways enough pity party,

Really hope you guys liked it, let me know what you thought by clicking this dude: 

Always love getting feedback from y'all, lets me know what i should change or keep the same. Also lets me know if you guys like i or not.

Really hope i get to talk to some of y'all soon, if not see you for part 5!

Much love❤️

Most times there’s no need
You know, words also make people bleed
Might seem crazy, I know
But the wounds that hurt the must are the ones that don’t show

I wonder why
Life made so shy
This thoughs that make me choke
My heart that she broke
Feeling like if I was having a stroke
People’s hearts are no joke
If you were expecting nice words from me you'r out of luck

We'r all fragile even tough we might seem strong
There are some kinds of pain no Human can stand for long
When nothing makes sense and everything is wrong
When people disappoint you and hope is gone
When you realise you can’t change what you’ve done
When I saw what I never expected to see
How could you do it, how could that be?!
That wasn’t you. I’m sure!
That lack of yourself caused the kind of pain no one can endure
You ain’t like that, you don’t do that kind of thing
At least that’s what I used to think
I just don’t know how to feel anymore
I just know there’s nothing left worth fighting for
Therefore I’ll move on, bypass this state of pain
Get up and start again.

5SOS PREFERENCES #100: AU - HE'S THE BAD BOY AND YOU'RE THE GOOD GIRL - PART 4...
  • A/N: Oh my God! I can’t believe I’ve already written 100 preferences and I don’t even have this blog for a year - even though the birthday is coming soon! What I am doing with my life?! Well, this was highly requested and I felt like I owe it to you... Enjoy :)
  • Luke: Not much had happened after your study encounter, you went home before you could go any further. You were unsure what to think of what had happened, what to think of Luke, of what you would next and most importantly: what to think of yourself. With those questions you walked through the hallways at school, following that old usual way to your locker. What wasn't so usual, though, was the tall blonde boy leaning against it. "Morning", he smirked once he saw you nearing. "L-Luke", you blushed, "What are you doing here?". "Don't I get my 'good morning' first?", he pouted. "Good morning", you rolled your eyes. "Nah ah", Luke replied, "I want a proper 'good morning'". "What do you mean, Luke?", you impatiently asked. You could feel everyone eyes in the both of you wondering why the punk was flirting with the nerd as if they were intimate for way longer than just one afternoon. "I mean", he pulled you closer to him by your waist - way gentler than you had expected -, "A proper 'good morning'", he leaned down and pecked your lips. You imagined it would be nothing more than a sweet peck - but you were wrong. Luke deepened the kiss, and you ended up being so lost in it that you allowed him to do so - helping him with that. "Good morning", you blushed once you broke the kiss. You didn't even want to think what people were thinking now, 'cause that was something they didn't usually see. "Still shy, huh?", he chuckled, "Even after what happened yesterday". "Luke", you censured him. "Aw, c'mon, I like it much better when you're moaning my name", he smirked, grabbing your bum slightly. "Luke", you said, more serious now and moving out of his reach. "Okay, okay. Sorry", he apologized, moving out of your way, "We need to finish our project, by the way". "We haven't even started it yet", you said, getting your books. "Oops", Luke laughed, moving some hair out of your face, "Sorry about that". "Luke", you turned to look at him, shutting your locker, "What's this about?". "What's what about?", he asked. "This", you pointed to him, and then to yourself. "We're just having some fun", he shrugged, biting his lips. "I could protest about that, but I'd just be wasting my time. So I'll go with: the whole school doesn't need to know we're 'just having fun'." "Oh, (Y/N), let them watch our little show", he wrapped an arm around your shoulder, walking you to your first class.
  • Ashton: 'Ashton?', you pressed the button to send the text. After texting for what felt like forever, you finally found someone that had Ashton's phone and was willing to pass it to you. You bit your lip, staring at the screen, as if that would make him reply faster. After you got lost from Ashton in the crowd, you ran as fast as you could and left through the backdoor of the house, running to your house. 'Yes?', your screen lit up with his reply. 'It's (Y/N)', you said, typing 'Are you okay?', and sending it right afterwards. 'So you're worried about me, huh?', you could feel him smirking while reading your text and smirking even harder while chuckling to himself whilst replying. 'I'm taking that as a 'yes' then', you rolled your eyes. 'I could be in jail right now', you read. 'They wouldn't let you keep your phone in jail, Ashton', you read the text you had just sent in your lecture voice. 'Maybe I sneaked it in', you rolled your eyes. 'Are you in jail?', you gave up. 'No', once again, you could feel smirking. 'Where are you then?', you waited for his quick reply. 'Home'. You stared at your phone for awhile, typing and deleting - thinking what to say. You didn't have to text anything, seeing as Ashton did the job for you. 'What about you?'. 'So you're worried about me, huh?', you smirked, mocking him. 'Well, of course. If you went to jail and your parents found out I made you go to that party I'd be screwed', you rolled your eyes. 'Shut up', you texted back. 'I'm not saying anything', you rolled your eyes once again, biting back a laugh. 'You know what I mean'. 'Are your parents asleep?', you were a little surprised by his quick change of subject. 'Yeah... Why?', you were curious. 'Wanna go to another party?'. 'Ashton we just ran away from the police', you pictured yourself saying those very same words sternly to him in a real conversation. 'I know', he replied. 'No, I don't want to go to a party', you were more direct this time. 'Wanna just go out then?'. 'Where to?', you pondered. 'I don't know, we can talk about it when I get there', you sighed, texting him your address.
  • Michael: "Hi, sweetie", your mom said when you got home. "Hey, mom", you said back, "What's for dinner". "Oh, about that", she began. "Oh no. What's going on?", you became suspicious. "Nothing really! Some friends are coming over, that's all", she shrugged. "What friends?", you insisted. Silence. "It's not Michael's family, is it?". Silence. "Mom!", you exclaimed. "I don't understand what happened", your mom sighed, "You were such good friends". "He's a prick! That's what happened", you explained. "Language". "Sorry", you sighed. "Well, please be polite, (Y/N). It's just one night.", she asked. "Fine", you sighed. You only had time to take a shower and get dressed before the doorbell rang and you went to open the door. "(Y/N)! Hi!", Michael's mom greeted you, "You've grown so much!". "Hi, Mrs. Clifford", you smiled, greeting Michael's father as well. "Hi, Princess", Michael whispered in your ear, giving you a hug. "(Y/N), why don't you and Michael go up to your room to talk?", your mom suggest, looking at you with pleading eyes, but a smile plastered on her face. "Sure", you faked a smile and walked to your bedroom. "So, this is my room", you said once you waled in. "I can see that", he chuckled. There was a moment of awkward silence, which was broken by Michael: "So, what time did you leave school?". "Not long after detention", you mumbled, blushing fiercely and avoiding to comment what had happened on the janitor's closet. "Oh", Michael noticed your embarrassment, "What did you do after detention". You gave him a death glare, wishing you could either disappear or kill him at that moment. "You know what I was doing, Michael", you angrily muttered, your whole face red now. "Oh, do I now? Refresh my mind", he smirked, moving closer to you 'till he was towering over you. "I was with you in the janitor's closet", you mumbled. "Really? And what did we do?", he was enjoying how uncomfortable he could make you - you were sure. "You fingered me", you said in a hushed tone. "Sorry, what?". "You fingered me", you said in a louder tone. "Oh, yeah. That's true", he smirked, "Thanks for reminding me". "Dinner's ready!", you heard your mom yell from downstairs before Michael could embarrass you more.
  • Calum: The rest of the day went rather calm. You were rather pleased to find out that the boys had followed Calum's order of not telling anyone about that little encounter in the Chemistry class. "Hey", you heard a voice from someone behind you in your ear and felt a pair of arms wrapping themselves around your waist from behind. "Hi", you replied, looking around to make sure the hallway was empty. "They kept quiet", you noted, smiling. "They did, didn't they?", he put his chin on top of your head. "Yeah, it was really nice of them". "Well, they should learn how to knock on a door", he muttered, walking next to you and wrapping an arm around your shoulder. "And you should learn not to make out with girls on the Chemistry class", you rolled your eyes. "You say that now, but you were quite enjoying yourself back there", he smirked, pecking your cheek when you blushed. You kept quiet, unsure of what to say. "Now you're quiet", he laughed. "Shut up", you mumbled. "What was that?", he asked, leaning down a little bit. "Shut up", you said a little louder. "Make me", he told you, wrapping an arm around your waist and pressing you against the line of lockers, "I said: make me". You stood on your tip toes, one hand finding it's way on Calum's hair and the other tugged on his shirt, pulling him closer. He leaned down and you tilted your face, connecting your lips. "You're much better when you're shut up", you mumbled against his lips when he broke the kiss. "You're much better when you're moaning", he winked. "So", he wrapped an arm around you again, returning to walk towards your locker, "I have a gig tonight. Wanna come?". "Really?", you asked, trying to hide the excitement in your voice, "I'd love to go". "Good", he said, "I'll pick you up at eight".

aegyo4me  asked:

Hello beautiful, can I have an EXO OT12 reacting to their girlfriend giving them an Eskimo kiss in front of the other members as a way to say goodbye as they leave for practice. If you don't know, and Eskimo kiss is when you lightly rub or touch your noses together. Also, just found your blog and I've got to say, I LOVE IT!!! <333 hope you're taking care of yourself too! :)

so so cute! just the thought about this situation makes my heart be happy haha i hope you like it, even if I don’t know if this is what you expected. Thank you so much for your request ♡ 

EXO Reaction to an eskimo kiss in front of the others members

SEHUN

This boy. After you leave the room, he would look to the other members with a serious and cold expression, like nothing happened here, but this would only last a few seconds and he would start to laugh embarrassed, making the boys explode with jokes about their cute maknae.

BAEKHYUN

Baekhyun would just enjoy it, no really caring if the other members are around or not.

What is this? aren’t you going to give me a real kiss before leaving Y/N? No? Please baby— he would beg with a aegyo voice as many times as necessary to achieve his objective, which wouldn’t be too many because who can resist Baekhyun begging like a child? not even the managers.

JUNMYEON/ SUHO

For god sake Y/N! what did you just do? you don’t see that all my children are watching us? We have profaned their innocence!!!—  he would joke with an expression of exaggerated surprise, obviously to tease you a little bit and make you laugh, but after messing around he would give you a little kiss to say goodbye properly.

CHANYEOL

Chanyeol would simply stay still, laughing shyly, trying to cover his face so the members can’t see the red on his cheeks.

Just… please, just don’t tell anything— he would beg to the members, but, obviously, he wouldn’t be very successful on this.

KYUNGSOO / D.O.

Members would consider tease him about the eskimo kiss, but they would immediately stop that line of thoughts with a simple glance of Kyungsoo.

One word about it and I’ll kill every single one of you— he would say with a serious voice, making all members tremble with fear. Although, let’s be honest, he just would act intimidating to hide his embarrassment.

JONGIN / KAI

Kai didn’t know that the other members were watching you both, but when he turned around after saying you goodbye, he found the boys looking at him with a mischievous smile.

Oh guys… were you here? Hi…— he would say embarrassed, running away quickly to avoid the jokes of his mates.

JONGDAE / CHEN

Chen would act somewhat cocky about the kiss after the members laugh about it.

Yes, it’s what you saw. Yes, it was an eskimo kiss… Yes, I have a lovely girlfriend and you don’t, just go back to your world of loneliness while you guys envy me— he would tease the boys laughing.

YIXING / LAY

Yixing would laugh uncontrollably. What did you just do? He was somewhat surprised, but in a good way.

You guys saw that? Had you seen anyone lovelier than her? Isn’t my girlfriend cute?— he would ask the other members with a proud smile.

MINSEOK / XIUMIN

As Baekhyun, Xiumin would take advantage of the situation, without worrying about the presence of the others members.

Only an eskimo kiss? One more, okay Y/N? Yes, yes, yes?— he would plead cutely.

LUHAN

Luhan would use this opportunity to tease you a little, just to see your ashamed face.

Eskimo kiss? You sure don’t want anything else? Don’t? We’ll see if you say the same thing later at home— he would whisper, leaning toward you, while smiling mischievously.

YIFAN / KRIS

Damn girl Kris would think while he sees you go out of the room. You knew that he can’t resist when you act this way, but even if he wants he can’t kiss you with the other members watching. Clearly, he would make you pay for it later.

ZITAO / TAO

Immediately after you leave the place, the members would laugh at him, making him imitate them a little annoyed. “At least I have a girlfriend”, Tao would think, but he wouldn’t say something like that to his hyungs.

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The GIFS have been collected over the time, so I really can’t remember who they are, so credits to the original owners. English is not my native language, so I apologize if it’s very bad.

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When you're watching a TV show or movie set in a museum...

…and they do something impossible, like turn around a lab test in an hour, have perfect galleries full of nothing but Van Gogh, Monet and Klimt paintings, no one ever has to fill out paperwork, and the conservators work in dramatically lit labs while wearing immaculate white coats. Oh, and curators be rollin’ in cash. 

And when the script has borrowed the actual name of your museum and it drives up visitation, you feel great!

But when the visitors arrive expecting to see & experience exactly what was represented in the show/movie, and you have to keep explaining the difference between imagination and reality, it’s not so much fun. 

And when that just keeps happening, eventually your visitor services corps starts to crack. 

and then it dies down. Until the sequel comes out. 

anonymous asked:

The problem with your answer to anon's question about what you'll do when your someday man is different than the man you dream about is that you already have the man sized up in your imagination. You're setting yourself up for disappointment and your *real* someday man up for dangerously high expectations. Less romanticizing, more accepting that you know nothing about him, his interests, his quirks, or even how you will love him. Know that you will one day. Let that be enough. Sincerely, a man

Dear “A Man,”

Please know that my posts on here are not even close to my full thoughts on the subject of my Someday Man. I do not expect or need him to have a beard, like dogs, enjoy watching sunsets, love coffee as much as I do, or even like the outdoors. The things I post on here are purely daydreams, and the feelings I speak of — comfort, love, sacrifice, etc — are what I truly hope to have.

The man I have sized up in my imagination is a man of God, a man who stays true to his word, and knows the satisfaction in hard work. That is the man I hope to one day spend the rest of my days with.

So I just watched TF:P season 2 episode 13 “Triangulation,” (and don’t worry, my liveblog will catch up) and while it was a fun episode I can’t help but get a bad taste in my mouth about starscream

This is not an apologetics post- he is a huge shit and most of his problems come from his own poor choices and personality. But the thing is, when he told Optimus Prime “not everybody can be so selfless” (paraphrase? I forget), he was right.

We judge Starscream a lot based on how he compares to other bots. But the thing is, he does not have their situation. It’s impossible to be selfless when you don’t have the support of a faction (and even if he was second in command of the Decepticons once, they didn’t really *support* him), long term goals beyond survival and self-interest, or even just a stable living situation. He’s still scavenging scraps just to get by.

He’s done plenty of despicable things. But he’s done them trying to survive and to prosper within the Decepticons- and while he was second in command, that means very little when Megatron is your boss. He could, no matter what rank he was (even as the ‘leader!’) never get praise or reinforcement or support he seeks, so he tries to grasp ever higher.

So are we supposed to boo or hiss when he turns on OP, who has at that point decided to ignore the bot’s situation (starving, imprisoned, no system of support) and instead punish him for his past transgressions at that moment? He has nothing to fall back on, no human allies or way to navigate the world, no t-cog installed– are we supposed to be disappointed in him for stealing the Apex Armor? 

Sure, he acts like a shit in it- I will not argue that he’s not a huge shit. that’s silly.

But the narrative asks us to boo and hiss a person who at this point is basically starving, disabled, and homeless.

No matter what he did before (and to expect otherwise would be holding to a standard above other decepticons; we don’t ask Knock Out to be mysteriously merciful to his foes, for instance), or his poor attitude (attitude has nothing to do with deserving sympathy), that doesn’t seem fair to me.