You may be hurting now. I know it’s not easy. I know it’s hard. It’s painful. Especially during at night when you’re alone at the four corners of your dark room. It feels like the world has turn their back and you don’t have anyone to comfort you.
You cry yourself to sleep at night. That’s what you do every night. And i wonder if you’re not already tired. I was just wondering why the tears never run dry. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay slide down a wall in tears at three in the morning aching and screaming. You keep on asking yourself every night but got no answer.
Sometimes you need to feel pain not because you deserve it but for you to know that everything’s real. You have to feel breaking your bones and your heart. You can sit on yhe corner of your room hugging your knees while your head is burried on your knees, tears spilling out of your eyes and filling the room with your sobs, you can do it.
You can do anything that express how much you’re sad and hurt but don’t ever hurt yourself. I know you want to get rid of the numbness and the headaches and the shaky hands. I know you want to get rid of the pain.
It’s alright. You’ve got enough pain already. You’ll get through with the pain. I know right now you’re on the verge of ending your life. I know how much you want to die because of too much pain and don’t want to wake up the next day, but you have to. Tomorrow is another day for you to live.
One day, you’re goig to wake uo smiling. You’ll light up your world. You’re going to see the bright side of life. You’re going to realize what it taught you. You’re going to appreciate everything that happened. You’re going to be alright.