this is kind of a rant, just a heads up.
i only come on tumblr now to hang out with my friends and leave art here. i don’t fuck around when i say i’m leaving. normally when i say that, i leave to go on hiatus and such. i’ve been having a lot of emotional problems lately in addition to depression, and i feel lied to and hurt in my heart. i feel taken for granted and underappreciated, and not to mention… the place i called home is kinda falling apart in front of me and people who also call it home for the right reasons. i’m not gonna discuss my own problems, but more so, i’m going to sit down and talk about what i’ve noticed in this fandom since the start of this year. mooostly on tumblr. and everyone is either backing away or denying that there’s a problem. i’ve seen people point out the things that are wrong in this fandom or ask a sincere question about what the hell is going on, and get shot down by rabid fangirls. and then the people who had genuine concerns vanish or are run off of the site, never to return or be seen again. and that breaks my heart. and i’m borderline about to do the same; leave this site, and this fandom. well, i’m here to tell you this is real. even if you haven’t seen it or are not involved, this is very real and people are being hurt by it. so sit down and listen, lend me metaphorical ears, and we can begin. okay. this may become quite long, so– read more, ahoy!!! you’ve been warned. if you want to continue believing that there is nothing wrong with this fandom and there are no problematic people, then this is not for you. carry on browsing my blog/the tag.