what shit am i making


let’s just say it’s my present for y’all because I love you <3

please don’t kick me out of this fandom

every “why i left buzzfeed” video

heyguiz its me aaah aaaaah anyways i know you all were literally committing sepuku in the streets because i havent made this video yet because every single one of us has to. anyways. buzzfeed is a great company (lol) but i had no intellectual properties and they made me make all of my shit vapid clickbait which is what i am now continuing to make but independently. well anyways id like to thank audible..com for sponsoring this soulbearing vlog and

some people make me feel so worthless, it hurts sometimes, I just wish to sleep for over a week without dealing with anything.

Thanks everyone who joined the stream!
Thanks for the hilarious crack going around bout being dom or sub or such


first kiss; or in which kaneki’s new book has a kissing scene and he’s curious about it.. or something.

Writers and Readers:

Okay so I noticed that a few (a lot tbh) writers and readers have this issue with trying to tag someone, but their url not popping up OR it doesn’t link and notify them. As a writer and reader, this is annoying and frustrating. So here’s what you (reader) can do!

  1. Go into settings and click on your main or side blog
  2. Scroll down until you find “Privacy
  3. Make sure you have the first two switched on, like so:

But why?

  • I’ve always had the first switch on, so I truthfully can’t tell you that it will affect the tagging system. If you’re really adamant about keeping it off, then turn it off. But if you’re still not getting tagged/not showing up, then turn it on.
  • This one is a MUST. Having this turned off is basically making you nonexistent. Your url/blog will not show up in any kind of search, either from tumblr or google or whatever engine you use. If you keep it off, your url will not show up at all in the search/tagging system. Keep it on.
  • I had my blog flagged for NSFW because I would have the occasional nsfw post. For some reason (I haven’t figured out why yet) if you have this switched on, you won’t pop up in the search/tagging system. If you’re a hardcore adult-orientated blog, then it’s your choice if you want to keep your blog flagged, or be tagged in a fic.

If you (writer) still can’t tag the reader, then it might be because of:

  1. Main or side blog is protected by a password
  2. Blog is blocked (Person A cannot tag Person B because Person B blocked Person A)
  3. Tumblr is being a sack of burning shit more likely than the two above

spread to let readers know?
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sorry if I forgot anyone, its 4.12am ok


Behind The Scenes 3 (15.5/???)

Author’s note: Okay, I’m going back to the regular story again. One of these days i really have to figure out how long this is going to be. You guys are close to catching up what I am writing already. Sorry for any errors.

Genre: Angst

Word count: 3521

City: Manila (Day 3 continued and beginning of day 4)

Summary: Just when y/n find a way to avoid the Jungkook topic with Jimin, something else blows in her face.

WARNINGS: small mention of suicidal thoughts.

Other parts: HERE

This is my GIF. I made it based off of this scenario series.


After the small laugh, things quickly got awkward again and silence hung heavy in the room. By now you were seated at the small desk and Jimin was sitting at the edge of his bed looking down at his phone, thinking of what to talk about.

“So um…” Jimin’s voice quickly faded.


“Nah, nevermind.” He said, but you could tell he really wanted to say something.

“Jimin you know you could tell me anything.” You reassured him. “Boy, look at me being a hypocrite.” You thought.

He scrunched his face up. A part of him still didn’t want to bring the topic up.

“C’mon Jimin just tell me.” You really wanted anything to just end the awkward silence.

“Fine… but don’t get mad…”

“I won’t.”



“Ok… I was gonna bring up the kiss between you and Jungkook back in Fukuoka… I know it’s stupid, but I got a bit jealous… Ok, I got really jealous.” He admitted.

“Shit!” you thought. Now you felt like you were on the sun and your entire body was on fire. You felt a thousand times worse now. “I’m such a piece of shit! What kind of friend am I?!? I’m making him hurt more than he has to. I should tell him! No! I shouldn’t tell him! Is there a point to tell him?!? If I tell him, he’ll probably hate me. But would he really hate me though? Yes, he would! I’m betraying him!” you tried to calm yourself down. You were quiet for too long and felt he at least deserved to know some of the truth because you knew you weren’t gonna be able to tell him the whole thing.

You avoided his gaze and your feet began to tap to release your nerves again. “Oh yeah that… about that…” you began to play with your nails. “I only did that cuz Yoongi and Aiko kept staring at us…”. This part was technically still the truth, you weren’t completely lying to him by explaining that detail.

“… Yeah. Tae told me that was probably the reason why you did it, but I don’t know, I guess I was too jealous at the time to notice it… I stared to get a bit mad cuz I thought there was something going on between you guys… Which, in hindsight, it’s stupid to do that cuz it’s not like I can change anything… But you guys aren’t dating, right?”

Sure, he said that he’d be in the wrong for being mad about you and Jungkook, but that fact that’d he was mad in the first place scared you. You knew he’d be hurt deeply if he found out.  Plus, with the way he was staring at you, with a glimmer of hope lost in a sea of uncertainty, you still couldn’t get yourself to do the right thing. “… Nope! Of course not.” You lied. “I still have feelings for Yoongi.” At least that part wasn’t a lie.

Jimin let out a sigh of relief. “So how is that whole thing working out for you?”

“Not good. Now I know how you felt about me before… I hated seeing Aiko and Yoongi together. It hurts me a lot still. I found myself hating Aiko sometimes even though she has probably been one of the nicest girls so far… I knew I shouldn’t have hated it her especially when I remembered why Yoongi even got her in the first place…”

Jimin flopped back in his bed. “Having feelings sucks!”

“I agree.”

An alarm began to go off and Jimin pulled his phone out to end the annoying sound.

“What’s that alarm for?” you asked.

“I set it for you.” Jimin sat back up. “Tae told me that after fifteen minutes he wants me to tell you to go to his room. He had said he needed to talk to you too.”

“Me? Why?”

“No idea, but he was serious about it too.”

“Oh… Then I guess I’ll go now…” you stood up and made your way to the door.

“If it’s stupid drug drama keep me out of it, if it’s any other drama, then tell me everything!”

“Ha, ok!”

You made your way to the door to leave, going off to V’s room alone.


Jungkook marched right back up to her. “What the fuck do you want?” he hissed.

She lightly placed her hand on his chest. She could feel his heart race and his breathing getting deeper. “I just want you silly.” Her arms snaked around his neck and she got on the tips of her toes to place a kiss on his lips.

He dodged her lips just in time. “Lailani.” He voice was stern already.

“I can’t forget about you Jungkook. Just one last time and no one has to find out about anything.” She whispered as seductively as she could.

She closed in for a kiss. This time he didn’t move away, but he didn’t exactly kiss back either. She knew she was going to have to kick things up a notch. Her hands gripped his shirt and guided him to the bed, placing him at the foot of the mattress.

She slid of straps of her dress off her shoulders, letting it fall as it may. The snug material of her dress clung to her curvy hips, only her bare upper half was exposed. “Do you like what you see?”

From the look on his face, he did.

Lailani pushed him down on the bed and crawled on top of him. “Just one last fuck Jungkook. That’s all.”

He couldn’t take his eyes off her body. “And you won’t tell anyone, right?” He hesitated to place his hands on her waist.

She leaned down to bring her mouth to his ear. “Not a single soul.” She whispered. Time was beginning to run out. She went in for a kiss and began unbuttoning his shirt.

“Jungkook?” A weak voice called out.

Lailani let out a fake gasp as she whipped her head around to see a watery eyed Y/n standing in the room. The timing was perfect.

“Jagi!” Jungkook immediately retracted his arms. “It’s not what it looks like!”

Y/n didn’t say anything else, all she did was run out of the room.

“Baby wait!” Jungkook called out. He looked up at Lailani in anger. “Look at what you did!” He pushed her off him and ran after Y/n.

Lailani landed on the floor with a hard thud, but ignored the pain. She got right back up and grabbed V’s phone from where she last placed it to send another text, this time to Rap monster. *Ok, its done. When do I get my money?*

It took a while, but eventually he replied. *you don’t see a cent till we land in Singapore*


You tried to run down the hall, but Jungkook caught up to you before you could even pass the hotel room you shared with him.

“Wait! Please let me explain!” he begged, staying as quiet as he possible could.

You whipped around and slapped him across the face.

He looked back at you in shock. “Baby?”

“I’m not your “baby”!”

He pulled you close and tried to rest his forehead on yours, “Please don’t say that, just let me explain. Please let me explain!” He pleaded.

You tried to worm your way out of his arms, but he refused to let go. As you were in front of your room, he struggled to hold you with one arm while the other tried to get the door open. Once successful, he dragged you inside.

“Get your hands off me! Don’t touch me after you had that bitch all over you!”

He let go of you “Y/n-“

“I knew it! I knew I couldn’t fucking trust you! I’m such a fucking idiot to think you were different now!

“But I am different!” He insisted.

“No you’re not! You are still the same fuckboy you always were! So what, you just couldn’t keep it in your pants you decided to go for her instead of me?”

He took a step closer to you. “No, no! She tricked me!”

You backed away from him, accidentally bumping into the dresser. “You’re an adult Jungkook! Plus, with the kind of games you play, you’re are the last person to be tricked into sex!”

“Jagi, believe me! She- she has Tae’s phone! She was pretending to be him! Tae isn’t even back yet!”

“And she just so happened to be half naked when she let you in?!? Were you just “not able to help yourself”? Is that it?!?”

“I tried to walk out, but then she threatened to tell you that she and I slept together before. I didn’t care about that, but then she threatened to go to the tabloids. She told me that she just wanted to sleep with me and she’d keep her mouth shut.”

You shook your head at him. “Of course you weren’t gonna turn an offer like that down.” you’re tone emphasized how much you didn’t believe him.

He stayed quiet.

“You make me sick.”

“I wasn’t gonna go through with it! I was gonna stop. I didn’t even like it when she kissed me, but then you walked in! I was gonna stop!”

“That’s a bunch of bullshit! Don’t expect me to believe that crap!”

“It’s the truth!”

“Really? Then if it’s the “truth” then what are you gonna do if she goes to Tae and “lies” that you were all over her? What are you going to do when Namjoon finds out about this?!? What-”

“There is still a chance they won’t find out.”

“Don’t interrupt me!” you shouted. “What are you going to do when that slut still goes to the tabloids over this? Cuz technically, according to her “offer”, she didn’t get what she wanted and she can still go tell everyone about all of this! So, what are you going to do when that happens?!?”

“…I don’t know, but I’ll figure it out somehow! And then in Singapore, Lailani won’t even be a problem anymore!”

“That’s not the fucking point!” you yelled. “Everything has fucking consequences Jungkook! I can’t take this bullshit anymore and you’re making it all worse! You’re fucking everything up the way you always do!’ you voice cracked and you could feel your tears falling. “I regret saying yes to you, now I’m dealing with the consequences.”

He stood quiet in defeat and you actually saw tears leaving his eyes.

You couldn’t stand the sight of him anymore, so you escaped to the balcony. Jungkook didn’t follow you and you were glad he didn’t.  You curled up to a ball in the corner of the balcony and broke out into more tears. You cursed at Rap monster for having you so fucked up in the head that you still kept your sobs to a minimum. You wished you had the courage you had back in Fukuoka, the courage to make another big scene that would get people’s attention. Now, you were just a hyperventilating ball on the 11th floor balcony of a 5-star Filipino hotel. You were scared. Jungkook had broken the truce. Lailani could still reveal everything and Rap monster would be furious if another scandal broke out. Whether Jungkook was to blame or not, you knew you would still be punished, no matter what you did, things were always going to be bad for you.


The previous night was not the best night for you. Most of your time was spent crying on the balcony wishing you had someone to runaway to. It was then and there that you wished Suga would bust into the room and demand that you talk to him. Now was the time you really just needed him. You imagined yourself in his arms again. You always felt so safe in his embrace no matter what the situation. All you wanted to do was be with him. Jhope was also someone you wished you could just go vent to about everything, but in the end, you still didn’t trust either Suga or Jhope. Jimin was also out of the question. Even in the few minutes you were in his room, you were constantly hit with the pang of guilt. If you went to his in this state, he’d interrogate you over what happened. You didn’t even want to think of how he’d react to everything. Maybe you deserved to hurt like this. It was karma’s way of getting back at you for betraying Jimin.

That night was also the first night that you actually contemplated suicide. Before, you always brushed the idea away, convincing yourself that if you followed orders, everything would end for the best. Now, now you were just tired of all the crap and you were terrified of what was to come. Being out on the balcony, it was just so easy to throw yourself over the rail and let yourself fall. However, when you so much as tried to climb the small fencing, you chickened out. Your cursed yourself after every failed attempted. You hated yourself more and more for being such a little bitch about it. You tried to convince yourself there was no point to living, but for some reason you couldn’t get yourself to climb over.

It wasn’t until you cried yourself dry that you went back into the hotel room. You walked to the bathroom without looking in Jungkook’s direction. From the corner of your eye you could see Jungkook at the desk wearing a black hoodie with his head down on the table.

You didn’t exactly wash up or anything in the bathroom though. You just realized that you still needed a bit of space from Jungkook. After what felt like forever, you swiftly got out of the bathroom and got into bed despite the fact that Jungkook was still in the room. You hid under the covers and tried to go to sleep to forget all that happened.

From under the covers, you could hear Jungkook moving. As his footsteps got closer to the bed, you could hear subtle whimpering in combination with sniffles. Soon, you felt the sheets slowly being lifted back and his weight getting on the bed. Still in an emotional state, you whipped around and screamed, “Don’t you dare get back on this bed!”

Jungkook quickly retreated to the desk without a peep.


When you woke up, you figured you only slept two hours considering that the sky was dark when you looked out to the balcony. The only source of light in the room was coming from Jungkook’s laptop screen.

You could see his nose was red and his face was streaked with dry tears. You remained quiet as he pulled out his phone and made a call. “Yes, hello! I’d like to make a reservation for two at 7pm… I’ll be there in one week… Can’t you move things around?… I’m sure if you threw my name in, things would fix themselves… Ok, I’ll speak to him… I’m Jeon Jungkook… Yes that one… I wouldn’t hesitate to do so…” He said in English. “That’s great! We’ll be there right at seven. Thank you.”

After hanging up, he went back to scrolling on his laptop and you continued to observe him. “Who was he on the phone with?” you thought.

Suddenly, the door clicked open. Jungkook quickly rubbed his face dry and you shut your eyes and pretended to sleep.

The footsteps of the man you hated could be heard walking into the room. “Why aren’t you asleep?” Rap monster’s stern voice asked.

You froze. You thought you were caught.

“What does it look like I’m doing?” Jungkook retorted. His tone was just as harsh as Rap monster’s.

You carefully peeked your eyes open to see what was happening. Rap monster’s silhouette was looking down at Jungkook’s illuminated face as Jungkook kept his eyes on his screen.

Rap monster leaned down over him. “That didn’t answer my question. Let me try this again… Why isn’t the little fuck up in bed with his girlfriend?”

Jungkook still didn’t seem intimidated. “She’s not my girlfriend.” He mumbled.

“You know you should be in that bed with her.”

“I don’t want to share the damn bed with her! I’m tired of all this stupid shit and the last thing I want is to plan this crap in front of her.”

Rap monster shook his head. “Damn, I’m disappointed in you. Just when I thought I could trust you again. I told you to take care of this shit back in Osaka! What’s happened to you, little maknae?” he asked mockingly.

“I’m not a damn kid!” Jungkook hissed. “All this shit with y/n is stupid and pointless. So, I fucked her! You were the one that hired her! This shit is on you! I shouldn’t be stuck with her because your stupid plan blew up in your face and I didn’t want to clean your mess.”

“You talk a lot of shit considering what a little bitch you are. I thought I made you better than this. After Yoona, you were my right hand man, but now-“ Rap monster slammed the laptop shut, startling Jungkook. “Now you can’t even look me in the eye as you talk shit.” He growled “Let’s not forget how fucking stupid you are. You can’t even see the masterpiece I’m creating.”


“Have you forgotten that I only make things happen for a reason?!? The bitch in that bed is my third cash cow! Don’t you see all the attention we get with the two of you?!? Yoongi shuts that damn mouth and keeps his head in his notes and well, you are a sad sack lately. She’s a win-win for me… But things don’t stay the same for long. I’m going to change things soon, you can count on that. Maybe if you’re a good boy till the end of the tour, I’ll do something in your favor, but for now, just focus on those plans.” Then he left the room.

You couldn’t help but panic. “Is Namjoon gonna do something to me soon? Are those plans about me?!? Who was Jungkook on the phone with earlier?” Immediately you sat up.

“Shit!” Jungkook jumped up. “You’re awake!”

“What exactly were you guys talking about?!? What “plans” is he making you do?!?” you demanded to know.

“You heard all that?”

When he stepped up towards you, you moved back, pinning yourself against the headboard. “Just fucking tell me what you guys were talking about?”

“Well it’s supposed to be a surprise…”

“Tell me!”

“Ok… Back in Osaka, Namjoon told me to make some plans for an “anniversary” date.”

“Bullshit! We did the whole amusement park thing so we wouldn’t do any anniversary crap.” You pointed out.

“Yeah, I thought that too, but he changed his mind and told me to do something for the two of us. I was gonna tell you, but then the Hiro thing happened and at the time, I thought I’d keep it a surprise to make you feel better.” He maintained a gentle and guilty tone as he spoke to you.

You stayed quiet. You studied him as you analyzed his explanation.

“I never had a chance to plan anything… After the whole Fukuoka thing, you getting upset over Aiko, and then what happened with Lailani…” his voice faded “… I just wanted to make up for everything and surprise you with a fancy dinner and stuff.”

You still kept your wall up, not sure if he was telling the truth or not. “So why did you say all that crap about me?”

You had nowhere to go as Jungkook made his way up to you, sitting at edge of the bed. “No y/n, I didn’t mean any of what I said!” He gently grabbed your hands. His eyes begged you to believe him. “I’m sorry I sounded so mean. I love getting to be with you and getting to share the bed with you and getting to do everything with you.” He leaned in for a kiss, but you moved your face away from his. He cleared his throat awkwardly before he spoke again. “I just- I only said what I said so he wouldn’t think there was anything between us. But… is there even as us anymore?”

You pulled your hands out of his and looked away from him. You didn’t know what to tell him. Right now everything was running through your head and you couldn’t think straight. “… I don’t know.”

“Y/n please give me another chance!” He was practically begging. “I fucked up! I admit it! You were right, I didn’t think, but believe me, I wasn’t gonna sleep with her. I was gonna stop, I swear! Y/n I don’t want to lose you, just give me another chance, please.”

You still didn’t know what to do, but with the puppy dog eyes he was giving you, it was going be hard to say no.

Different English 'dialects' I have personally encountered

American English
British English
Australian English
South American English
Western American English
North Floridian
South Floridian
‘Orlando’ Floridian

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Fantasy 10...

Let’s try something new…
We are out and this bar is filled with loads of attractive men. My man has been so amazing and made so many of my fantasies come true. I know he thinks we are out looking for a man to bring home and play with us. But he has no clue that I want to give him a treat tonight…
Now I’ve played with women in the past but it’s been a long time. I’m not opposed to it by any means but I prefer men. I see a few women who I know he would be interested in. They are just his type. Now it’s just a matter of feeling them out trying to find the right woman to bring home with us. Not every woman is game to come home with a couple and play. He looks at me and he still thinks I’m scanning the room for a man.
I’ve been eyeing this woman and I’ve seen her look our way a few times. I’m not shocked that he is clueless to her looking at him.
I wink at the woman over the top of my drink. She smiles back. I lean back to the bartender and ask him if he knows what she’s drinking. He does and I tell him to send her a fresh drink. I turn back to you and give you a kiss. We idly chat about the day and you ask if I see anyone that is striking my fancy…
I tell you that I have my eye on a real prize and we should know soon if we are gonna win. You look at me a little funny. Normally I get up and cruise the room to find a prize. But I have sat in my chair at the bar all night. I look back towards the delectable woman I hope she takes my drink offer and isn’t scared off. I look over just as the bartender is handing my hopeful prize her beverage… She looks at the bartender a little confused at 1st but then he shrugs his head in our direction and she looks our way. I just look back waiting to see her reaction. I don’t want to seem pushy but damn I am not exactly know for my patience… She looks at the drink again then pics it up and smiles at me. I wink and I think she understands my meurrrjaning. She leaves her seat and starts to head my way… the Mister is still is Lala Land and now that I am paying attention he is talking to me about what lord knows and frankly I don’t give a shit. I am about to make him a very very happy man if this goes the way I want it to… She’s right in front of me now drink in hand and the mister now sees that my attention is elsewhere and notices the woman standing in front of us. Now that she’s here I’m not gonna lie I’m a lil nervous. Picking up a man is… well frankly it’s easy. Time to see if she’s game. “Thanks for the drink” she says “ you are very welcome” I respond. The mister I think is starting to pick up what I’m trying to put down. He stands from his seat and offers it to our hopefully new friend for the night. She takes it and turns it to where she is facing me and her tone and smooth leg is brushing against mine. The mister has his arm arose the back of my chair and he is facing her. I ask her how her evening is and she tells me that is was kind of lagging but hopefully starting to look up DING DING DING DING!!! Green Light means go!! Yes honey she is game if there is such a thing as subtle signals that is it right there. She does this little seductive leg on leg brushing while her legs are crossed. Watching her calfs brush against themselves makes me want to run my hands up her legs. The mister is now fully aware of tonight’s plan. He lean behind be to reach the bar and whispers in my ear “ is she for us?“ I just look at him and wink. We share a coup drinks, lots of conversation and some very heavy flirting. I think she is absolutely perfect for a very very fun night. Its starting to get late so it’s kind of a now or never situation. I lean over and whisper in her ear. “ How would you like to come home with us and make my husband night?” I pull back to see the look in her eyes and thankfully she’s not shocked. She leans in close to me and brushes her lips against mine and whispers “let’s go I’ll follow you guys back to your house” I look over at you to make sure you are fully ok with this and I am greeted with a look of pure lust. We close out the tab and she follows us out. She insisted on following in her own car and I understand. We get in the car and as we are waiting for her I look at you and you have a huge smile on you me face. I know you are excited. And I am happy to give this to you. You see that she’s ready and out he car in drive. We don’t talk a lot on the way home I think we are both way to excited!

Hopefully you like this teaser.