what separates the heart from the heartless

anonymous asked:

I love your redraws of kingdom hearts, lile you give sora the full on emotions he experienced. ALSO THE DRAWINGS OF DDD GOD DAMN IM IN A STORM OF HURT ITS SO GOOD. LIKE SORA NEEDS A THERAPIST OR A BREAK FROM BEING HAPPY

i want nothing more in this universe than to see sora get some REAL character development in-game. after the shit he’s been through (stabbing himself in the heart, becoming a heartless and feeling his thoughts and memories slowly slipping away, losing his two best friends, being separate from his own damn body for over a year, having his mind fucked with until he doesn’t know what’s real and what’s fake, finding out he’s really been helping the “bad guys” the whole time, being told he’s got other beings trapped inside his heart and that they’re in pain, and he feels that pain from them, and hallucinating things which only those other beings should be able to see, being told he’s not really sora, who is sora, what is sora, maybe sora doesn’t really exist, being put to sleep again and again and hearing his best friend calling out to him but he’s too far gone. so they wake him up again, bring him back again, and is he really alright after all of this?).

god i have too many feelings about this kid. how is he still happy? is he still happy?

he’s told he’s not special, he’s dull he’s dumb, none of this was meant for him, he was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. but all the weight is on his shoulders to fix everything.

beloved-art-deactivated20150203  asked:

I am quite confused on Vanitas's backstory, could you explain it to me?

Well it’s explained better here [x]

Here i’ll copy it for you:

‘In the novels, Vanitas’s life between his creation and the events of Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep is expanded upon. At first, Vanitas was a faceless being much like a Heartless but with red eyes, that felt sad for his separation from Ventus. However, that sadness soon turned to hate and contempt for what he considered his weakness. In a way, Vanitas hated himself for being so weak.

Vanitas was well aware of his existence, and soon started questioning why he was born, and every time he felt something, an Unversed would come to be. This caused him to be irritated by the fact that such a monster was born from him, so he destroyed the Unversed with his Keyblade without any hesitation; but every time he destroyed an Unversed, he himself would feel strong physical pain running through his body, and after the Unversed was destroyed, the pain and negative feeling would return to Vanitas’s mind, which added more to the irritation he was feeling and in turn another Unversed of “irritation” would be born from him.

When a newborn’s heart came in contact with Ventus’s fractured heart, he also directly contacted Vanitas’s heart. After feeling a sharp pain in his chest, Vanitas’s body fell to the ground of the wasteland near the Keyblade Graveyard and almost lost his consciousness, feeling being engulfed by absolute Darkness. That was when Vanitas heard Sora’s voice and then he saw Light.

The Light eventually surrounded his whole body. He then heard a voice saying, “Let’s open the door”. Vanitas then opened his eyes and found out that now he had a normal boy’s face. He also realized that someone, probably also a newborn heart like himself, had saved Ventus’s heart from completely fading away.

Because Vanitas told Master Xehanort that if he kept both him and Ventus, he couldn’t guarantee that he could keep Ventus alive, since he found it was hard to suppress his impulse to hurt Ventus, Xehanort had to take Ventus to the Land of Departure, asking Eraqus to take care of the boy. But after Ventus left, Vanitas started to miss him, and he kept wondering why they got separated from each other, blaming Xehanort for their separation. This caused him to feel miserable and immense pain, and soon he became jealous of Ventus who was unable to feel anything.

At the same time, he also felt very lost and anxious about his future and started to question his own existence. The more he questions himself, the more anxious, irritated, and lonely he felt. And the more he felt that, the more Unversed were created. Looking at the Unversed was like looking at his own weakness that he did not want to admit, so he started to kill them in a cycle of suffering that he could not escape.

At the same time, Master Xehanort only coldly watch Vanitas harming himself from far away. Vanitas desperately wanted to escape from this vicious cycle of pain and suffering, but as young as he was at that time, he simply didn’t know any other ways other than killing the Unversed until the pain was too much for him to endure that he collapsed and cried. Taking advantage of Vanitas’s sadness, Xehanort told him that the only way to be freed from his sufferings is by becoming the χ-blade.

Becoming the χ-blade was the only way for him to truly unite with Ventus again, and the χ-blade would bring salvation not only to him but also to the whole world. Vanitas desperately wanted to free himself from this unbearable fate, thus to become the χ-blade had now become his goal, his whole life purpose, and his only Light of Hope to lead him out of this Darkness.’

Hope this is what you were looking for! ^-^ xx

A single whisper of truth pulls you three paces away from your heart.
What are you afraid of?
Come back.
You make dark, false assumptions of it
Forcing you into something you aren’t yet ready for.
But you’ve got it all wrong.
Your heart isn’t forcing anything beyond your capacity.
You have control over your mind,
Not consciously your heart;
Yet it knows what you want,
What you need.

Just because you can’t see it, does not mean it is not there.
Out of sight out of mind, huh?
Never once has your heart forgotten what your mind can’t remember.

What is stopping you?
Is it fear? Confusion? Stress?
You must know how to use the strength of your soul;
It knows how to handle your heart.
Do not remain heartless due to being lost.
The right question to ask yourself is:
Do I hide my heart in the presence of fear of the unknown?

There is no need to remain a brick wall when you can be an island,
Allowing waves to separate you from others.
Although, your good heart may not survive in isolation.
Perhaps it needs to be more than an island.
Perhaps it needs to be something simple…
Like an open window
Or a reclined rooftop on a Sunday afternoon.
Anything open to let in the fresh air of life.

The next time you hear that little whisper,
That plea for clarity,
Listen
And move forward.

—  queenzyung 

anonymous asked:

I'm your new follower! Your blog is fine af! BUT! I have a question. What do you feel about Markjin?!?!?!??!!?!?! <3

I HAVE A LOT OF HONEY NUT FEELIOS ABOUT MARKJIN TBH

Originally posted by markjin

LIKE THEY ARE SO DAMN FCKIN VISUAL AS FCK WHAT THE FCKIN FCK

Originally posted by got7gifsss

HOW ARE TWO FINE AF BOYS ALIVE AT THE SAME TIME HOLY FCK

Originally posted by jaebeom-s

WHO THE FCKIN HELL HAD THE AUDACITY TO SEPARATE THESE TWO LITTLE MUFFINS DURING THE PROBABLY SHORT CAR RIDE WHO IS THE HEARTLESS BASTARD THAT DID THIS

Originally posted by got7islife

BUT LIKE SOMETIMES THEY ACT LIKE THEY HATE EACH OTHER

Originally posted by beastdw

WHAT THE HELL JINYOUNG, LET MY BBY DO WHAT HE GOTTA DO

Originally posted by sofgiggly

BUT ALSO THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME FROM SINNING TENFOLD

Originally posted by younglordswerve

BUT LET’S BE REAL THEY FAKE AF CAUSE WE ALL KNOW DAMN WELL THAT MARKJIN LOVES THE SHIP ITSELF

Originally posted by marktuan

Originally posted by tuannior

MUTHAFCKIN HEART EYES BITCHESSS

Originally posted by flyin-tonight

IN FRONT OF JB TOO, LIKE DAMN, JJ WHO? IT’S MJ CROSS NOW, BYE AF JAEBUM

Originally posted by yoonminqueen

oh my gosh, just looking at them is exhausting my tiny ass heart

Originally posted by tsgot7

I need a five hour nap omg

Originally posted by prince-m-tuan

tl;dr: markjin is ok, i’d ship it