it terrifies me that my life could take a turn somewhere in the future. I could fall in love with the right one or the wrong one. I could lost my momentum in life.
It terrifies me that there is so much closed doors in this world and that there’s so much pressure in taking the right path. It terrifies me that one day everyone would turn their backs on me and that no one would ever love me again. It terrifies me that I’ll be on a rough patch forever because maybe I don’t fight hard enough. Maybe I am not focused enough. Maybe money really is what runs this world. Maybe writing and engineering really is not for me.
I guess this is life.