what once we feared

anonymous asked:

Ohhh, seems like a lot of us are starting Uni soon. I'm quite scared, and anxious hahaha but I'm trying to be positive. And Ally, can I ask something ;;? Like... I love drawing, I'm not bad, I think I'm quite decent but I still have a lot trouble with anatomy and coloring in general, my career is related with art and I'm just anxious people will think I'm not good enough to be on the department for liberal arts and will mock me, my mom says I'm not that good a lot and Idk what to do ㅠㅠ

art is like a battle scene tbh, especially when it gets involved in the world of the industry and social media. comparison helps us push our skills to new heights, but can be detrimental if we don’t know how to properly manage the stress of its pressure. it’s EXTREMELY disheartening to know that your mother isn’t helping to build your esteem but!!!!!

DEVELOP A THIRST TO PROVE PEOPLE WRONG. i started at first with a passive mind, thinking that hey, im just gonna draw and post art as a hobby. maybe i’ll get notes even. and soon it turned into making amazing art friends, getting envious of their breathtaking products/creativity. i tasted the bitterness of jealousy and longing and saw lots of loopholes form in my own art.

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Dagoth Ur: “My first question is: Are you really Nerevar reborn?”

“I know no more than you do.”

Dagoth Ur: “What a world…. Perhaps we shall never know. But as I have sympathy for you, and the melancholy fate of all mortals, I shall weep for your death. My second question is: if you win, what do you plan to do with the power from the Heart? Will you make yourself a god, and establish a thearchy? Or will you complete Akulakhan, and dispute control of Tamriel with the Septims? Or will you share the Heart with your followers, as I have, and breed a new race of divine immortals?”

“Share the Heart.”

Dagoth Ur: “You have a noble spirit. I share the power I have from the Heart to help free mortals from their ancient fears of the gods. Who knows what we might be capable of once we no longer fear death? Your goal is worthy, and I honor you for it. My final question is: If I had offered to let you join me, would you have surrendered Wraithguard, Sunder, and Keening to me to seal your oath?”

“No, I would never surrender the tools.”

Dagoth Ur: “An interesting response. You might have been willing to join me, but never to surrender the tools. Very interesting. I’m glad I didn’t try to bargain with you. And now, if you have any questions, ask them. Otherwise, you are the challenger. I await your first blow.” – One of the possible dialogue paths you can take at the end of Morrowind

Virgo- MS MR
  • Virgo Sun & Aries Moon: How Does It Feel? // "My body will follow if you hold my mind"
  • Virgo Sun & Taurus Moon: BTSW // "Tongue tied disservice like shy pre-teens, I could only live to believe I'm alone, I turn to wax and melt like this"
  • Virgo Sun & Gemini Moon: No Trace // "Realized this fear, destroy or deny what maybe you once felt inside"
  • Virgo Sun & Cancer Moon: Salty Sweet // "We fear rejection, prize attention, crave affection, dream of perfection"
  • Virgo Sun & Leo Moon: Bones // "Life slips away and the ghosts come to play, these are hard times for dreamers, and love lost believers"
  • Virgo Sun & Virgo Moon: Think Of You // "U got high off my devotion, I carried your weight the misplaced way"
  • Virgo Sun & Libra Moon: This Isn't Control // "Simmering songs never get plain, tinsel dreams & sweet lemonade, curious schools, mimicking fools"
  • Virgo Sun & Scorpio Moon: Ash Tree Lane // "Choices made but nothing's right, flakes of memory played by disease, have I only seen what I wanna see?"
  • Virgo Sun & Sagittarius Moon: Wrong Victory // "A superstition that found itself in the way of a freed premonition, that could've helped me escape"
  • Virgo Sun & Capricorn Moon: Head Is Not My Home // "Take things slow as we may bruise, to reach our unpredictable pass, your heart"
  • Virgo Sun & Aquarius Moon: Hurricane // "Ready for the worst before the damage was done, the storm never came"
  • Virgo Sun & Pisces Moon: Fantasy // "Maybe I'll find something real, not a fantasy so divine, let myself down each time, the mass of damaged time"
100 Quotes Writing Challenge

Since many writers enjoyed the first writing quote challenge that I made (55 Badass Quote Challenge), I figured they may like this one even more. It’s got a bunch more quotes than before – some are badass, majority of them are memorable and a few are philosophical. There’s a lot of amazing quotes in the world, but I’ve narrow it down by listing only those that came from a film or a tv show.

  1. “Forgiveness is between them and God. It’s my job to arrange the meeting.” – Creasy, Man on Fire (2004)
  2. “If you try to run, I’ve got six little friends and they can all run faster than you can.” – Seth, From Dusk Till Dawn (1996)
  3. “You step outside, you risk your life. You take a drink of water, you risk your life. And nowadays you breathe, and you risk your life. Every moment now…you don’t have a choice. The only thing you can choose is what you’re risking it for. Now, I can make these people feel better and hang on a little bit longer. I can save lives. And that’s enough reason to risk mine.” –  Hershel Greene, The Walking Dead (2010)
  4. “It is not our abilities that show what we truly are. It is our choices.” –  Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002)
  5. “Are you gonna bark all day, little doggy, or are you gonna bite?” – Mr. Blonde, Reservoir Dogs (1992)
  6. “Yippee-ki-yay, motherfucker.” – John McClane, Die Hard (1988)
  7. “The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.” – The Emperor of China, Mulan (1998)
  8. “Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.” – Ferris, Ferris Bueller’s Day Out (1986)
  9. “I don’t perform miracles or do the impossible. I make cold calculations about difficult situations, and I do not take on anything I know I won’t win. And I will win this.” – Olivia Pope, Scandal (2012)
  10. “Here’s my counter-offer to your counter-offer: Go f*ck yourself.”
    – Al Swearengen, Deadwood (2004)
  11. “Passion…it lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us, guides us…passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments; the joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we’d truly know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank…without passion, we’d truly be dead.” – Angelus, Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1998)
  12. I’ve kept you alive for two reasons. And the first reason is information. But I am gonna ask you questions. And every time you don’t give me answers, I’m gonna cut something off. And I promise you, they will be things you will miss. Give me your other arm!” – The Bride, Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003)
  13. “I recognize the council has made a decision, but given that it’s a stupid ass decision, I’ve elected to ignore it.” – Nick Fury, The Avengers (2012)
  14. “It may be an unwise man who doesn’t learn from his own mistakes, but it’s an absolute idiot that doesn’t learn from other people’s.” – Frasier Crane, Frasier (1996)
  15. “With great power comes great responsibility.” – Uncle Ben, Spider-Man (2002)
  16. “Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.” – Alex ‘Hitch’ Hitchens, Hitch (2005)
  17. “Why, you stuck up, half-witted, scruffy-looking Nerf herder.” – Princess Leia Organa, Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
  18. “There are those who say fate is something beyond our command. That destiny is not our own, but I know better. Our fate lives within us, you only have to be brave enough to see it.” – Princess Merida, Brave (2012)
  19. “If you are looking for ransom, I can tell you I don’t have money. But what I do have are a very particular set of skills, skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you.” – Bryan Mills, Taken (2008)
  20. [pulls out a gun] “You say you’re sorry or I'm gonna make you fuckin’ sorry!” – Louise, Thelma & Louise (1991)
  21. “What sets a human apart from a monster, aside from genetics? Aside from the terrible truth? We walk the same streets. We wear the same clothes. You take a breath, and there we are, gulping the same air. We’re walking in your footsteps. And even a monster can possess that most dominant of human emotion…fear. We know enough to remember what we once were. We know enough to fear what we can now do. And, like a human, we obsess over love, over life, over every lost cause. We have the same weaknesses as you. But even this doesn’t make us normal. But it does make us… unforgettable.”Aiden Waite, Being Human U.S. (2011)
  22. “Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for I am the baddest mother fucker in the God damn valley.” – Staff Sgt. Sykes, Jarhead (2005)
  23. Proximity to power deludes some into believing they wield it. I put an end to that sort of thinking before it begins.” – Frank Underwood, House of Cards (2013)
  24. “The man who passes the sentence should swing the sword.” – Eddard Stark, Game Of Thrones (2011)
  25. “A true outlaw finds the balance between the passion in his heart and the reason in his mind. The outcome is the balance of might and right.” – Jackson ‘Jax’ Teller, Sons of Anarchy (2008)
  26. “I could kill you. Snap my fingers, easiest thing in the world. From here on, I want you to know that the only reason you’re alive is because I allowed it.” – Crowley, Supernatural (2005)
  27. “Get away from her you BITCH!” – Ellen Ripley, Aliens (1986)
  28. “I don’t want to talk to you no more, you empty-headed animal food trough wiper! I fart in your general direction. Your mother was a hamster and your father smelt of elderberries.” – French Soldier, Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)
  29. “Keep the change, ya filthy animal!” – Gangster ‘Johnny’, Home Alone (1990)
  30. “Do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth?” – Carter, Rush Hour (1998)
  31. “Resistance is futile.” – Borg Captain Picard, Star Trek: The Next Generation (1987)
  32. “I see dead people.” Cole Sear, The Sixth Sense (1999)
  33. “True evil is above all things, seductive. When the devil knocks at your door, he doesn’t have cloven hooves. He’s beautiful and offers you your hearts desire in whispered airs like a siren beckoning you to her ruinous shore.” – Caliban/John Clare, Penny Dreadful (2014)
  34. “Live long and prosper.” – Spock, Star Trek (1967)
  35. “Fire is catching! And if we burn, you burn with us!” – Katniss Everdeen, The Hunger Games: Mockingjay - Part 1 (2010)
  36. “You realize that trying to keep your distance from me will not lessen my affection for you. All efforts to save me from you will fail.” – Gus, The Fault in Our Stars (2014)
  37. “I have come here to chew bubblegum and kick ass. And I’m all out of bubblegum.” – Roddy Piper, They Live (1988)
  38. “You’re a disease. And I’m the cure.” – Sylvester Stallone, Cobra (1986)
  39. “You see, in this world, there’s two kinds of people, my friend — those with loaded guns, and those who dig. You dig.” – Clint Eastwood, The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly (1966)
  40. “I’m afraid so. You’re entirely bonkers. But I’ll tell you a secret. All the best people are.” – Alice Kingsley, Alice in Wonderland (2010)
  41. “Whatever happens tomorrow you must promise me one thing. That you will stay who you are. Not a perfect soldier, but a good man.” – Abraham Erskine, Captain America: The First Avenger (2011)
  42. “What makes a man a man? A friend of mine once wondered. Is it his origins? The way he comes to life? I don’t think so. It’s the choices he makes. Not how he starts things, but how he decides to end them.” – John Myers, Hellboy (2004)
  43. “A long time ago, in the underground realm, where there are no lies or pain, there lived a Princess who dreamed of the human world. She dreamed of blue skies, soft breeze, and sunshine. One day, eluding her keepers, the Princess escaped. Once outside, the brightness blinded her and erased every trace of the past from her memory. She forgot who she was and where she came from. Her body suffered cold, sickness, and pain. Eventually, she died. However, her father, the King, always knew that the Princess’ soul would return, perhaps in another body, in another place, at another time. And he would wait for her, until he drew his last breath, until the world stopped turning…” – Pan, Pan’s Labyrinth (2006)
  44. “Frankly, my dear, I don’t give a damn.” – Rhett Butler, Gone with the Wind (1939)
  45. “Toto, I’ve got a feeling we’re not in Kansas anymore.” – Dorothy Gale, The Wizard of Oz (1939)
  46. “What we’ve got here is failure to communicate.” – Captain, Cool Hand Luke (1967)
  47. “I’m as mad as hell, and I’m not going to take this anymore!” – Howard Beale, Network (1967)
  48. “Take your stinking paws off me, you damned dirty ape.” – George Taylor, Planet of the Apes (1968)
  49. “My precious.” – Gollum, The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (2002)
  50. “But inevitably, the further you run from your sins, the more exhausted you are when they catch up to you.” – Dalton Russell, Inside Man (2006)
  51. “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” – Timo Cruz, Coach Carter (2005)
  52. “I don’t want to be a product of my environment. I want my environment to be a product of me.” – Frank Costello, The Departed (2006)
  53. “What you just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. May God have mercy on your soul.” – Principle, Billy Madison (1995)
  54. “You call that a knife? That’s not a knife. This is a knife.” – Michael ‘Crocodile’ Dundee, Crocodile Dundee (1986)
  55. “We’re all faced throughout our lives with agonizing decisions, moral choices. Some are on a grand scale, most of these choices are on lesser points. But, we define ourselves by the choices we have made. We are in fact the sum total of our choices.” – Professor Levy, Crimes and Misdemeanor (1989)
  56. “Just because you can’t see something, doesn’t mean it isn’t there.” – Jackie Harrison, Stepmom (1998)
  57. “Well hello Mister Fancypants. I’ve got news for you pal, you ain’t leadin’ but two things right now: Jack and shit…and Jack left town.” – Ash, Army Of Darkness (1992)
  58. “Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something is more important than fear. The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all.” –  Prince of Genovia, The Princess Diaries (2001)
  59. “The best fighters in the world are people with nothing to lose.” –  General Lancaster, Buffalo Soldiers (2001)
  60. “I’ll explain and I’ll use small words so that you’ll be sure to understand, you warthog faced buffoon.” – Westley, The Princess Bride (1987)
  61. “Come back with your shield, or on it.” – Queen Gorgo, 300 (2006)
  62. “You’re all gonna die. The only question is how you check out. Do you want it on your feet? Or on your fuckin’ knees… begging? I ain’t much for begging! Nobody ever gave me nothing! So I say *fuck* that thing! Let’s fight it! ” – Dillion, Alien 3(1992)
  63. “I am the law. Put down your weapons and prepare to be judged.” – Judge Dredd, Judge Dredd (1995)
  64. “Honey, just ’cause I talk slow doesn’t mean I’m stupid.” – Jake Perry, Sweet Home Alabama (2002)
  65. “Dead or alive, you’re coming with me.” – RoboCop, RoboCop (1987)
  66. “It’s going to be legendary.” – Barney Stinson, How I Met Your Mother (2005)
  67. “Lucy, you’ve got some ‘splaining to do!” –  Ricky Ricardo, I Love Lucy (1951)
  68. “Is that a pistol in your pocket, or are you just glad to see me?” –  Lady Lou, She Done Him Wrong (1933)
  69. “Well now I’m standing. Happy? We’re all standing now. Bunch of jackasses, standing in a circle.” – Rocket Raccoon, Guardians of the Galaxy (2014)
  70. [To Anakin] “Why do I get the feeling you’ll be the death of me?” – Obi-Wan Kenobi, Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones (2002)
  71. “It’s just a flesh wound!” – Kruger, Elysium (2013)
  72. “…You stay alive, no matter what occurs! I will find you. No matter how long it takes, no matter how far, I will find you.” – Hawkeye, The Last of the Mohicans (1992)
  73. “…If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love…I love…I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.” –  Darcy, Pride & Prejudice (2005)
  74. “I’m too old for this shit.” –  Roger Murtaugh, Lethal Weapon (1987)
  75. “Someone once told me that time was a predator that stalked us all our lives. But I rather believe that time is a companion who goes with us on the journey, and reminds us to cherish every moment because they’ll never come again. What we leave behind is not as important how we lived. After all, Number One, we’re only mortal.” – Captain Picard, Star Trek: Generations (1994)
  76. “You can feel it. That cold ain’t the weather. That’s death approaching.” – The Stranger, 30 Days of Night (2007)
  77. “When there’s no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth.” – Peter, Dawn of the Dead (1978)
  78. “Boy, the next word that comes out of your mouth better be some brilliant fuckin’ Mark Twain shit. 'Cause it’s definitely getting chiseled on your tombstone.” –  Otis B. Driftwood, The Devil’s Rejects (2005)
  79. “We came, we saw, we kicked its ass!” –  Dr. Peter Venkman, Ghostbusters (1984)
  80. “You know that part in scary movies when somebody does something really stupid and everyone hates them for it? This is it.” – Trish, Jeepers Creepers (2001)
  81. “There is always hope. Only because that is the one thing no one has figured out how to kill. Yet.” – Galen, Babylon 5: The Lost Tales (2007)
  82. “Why do we fall sir? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up.” – Alfred Pennyworth, Batman Begins (2005)
  83. “Human beings make life so interesting. Do you know that in a universe so full of wonders, they have managed to invent boredom? Life is such.” – Death, Hogfather (2006)
  84. “Memory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They’re just an interpretation, they’re not a record, and they’re irrelevant if you have the facts.” – Leonard Shelby, Memento (2000)
  85. “Live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about his religion. Respect others in their views and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life. Beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and of service to your people. When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song, and die like a hero going home.” –  LT Rorke, Act of Valor (2012)
  86. “Me? I’m dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It’s the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they’re going to do something incredibly… stupid.” – Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003)
  87. “I’ll tell you a secret. Something they don’t teach you in your temple. The Gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.” – Achilles, Troy (2004)
  88. “Once more into the fray. Into the last good fight I’ll ever know. Live and die on this day. Live and die on this day.” – Ottway, The Grey (2011)
  89. “There’s a time when a man needs to fight, and a time when he needs to accept that his destiny is lost…the ship has sailed and only a fool would continue. Truth is…I’ve always been a fool.” – Senior Ed Bloom, Big Fish (2003)
  90. “I never look back, darling! It distracts from the now.” – Edna ‘E’ Mode, The Incredibles (2004)
  91. “This city is afraid of me. I have seen its true face. The streets are extended gutters and the gutters are full of blood and when the drains finally scab over, all the vermin will drown. The accumulated filth of all their sex and murder will foam up about their waists and all the whores and politicians will look up and shout ‘Save us!’…and I’ll whisper ‘no.’” – Rorschach, Watchmen (2009)
  92. “Nature is lethal, but it doesn’t hold a candle to man.” – Russell Franklin, Deep Blue Sea (1999)
  93. “It’s supposed to be hard. If it wasn’t hard everyone would do it. The hard is what makes it great.” – Jimmy Dugan, A League Of Their Own (1992)
  94. [Tommy is stuck in the middle of a lake on a sailboat with no wind. Some kids are mocking him from the shore] “You better pray to the god of skinny punks that this wind doesn’t pick up, 'cause I’ll come over there, and jam an oar up your ass.” – Tommy, Tommy Boy (1995)
  95. “Rest in pieces.” – Barney Ross, The Expendables II (2012)
  96. “I don’t step on toes…I step on necks.” – Colonel James Braddock, Braddock: Missing In Action III (1988)
  97. “I might as well ask you if all those vodka martinis ever silence the screams of all the men you’ve killed…or if you find forgiveness in the arms of all those willing women for all the dead ones you failed to protect.” – Alec Trevelyan, GoldenEye (1995)
  98. “Oh, I may be on the side of the angels, but don’t think for one second that I am one of them.” – Sherlock Holmes, Sherlock (2010)
  99. “Your mind is like the water. When it is agitated it becomes difficult to see, but when you let it settle, the answer becomes clear.” –  Oogway, Kung Fu Panda (2008)
  100. [After spilling coffee on his lap] “Great, now my crotch will be up all night.” – Mulder, The X-Files (1993)

You have free reign with this! Use it for fanfiction – write a drabble (100-500 words), ficlet (500-1000 words) or one-shot (1000 words or more). It can be for any genre or fandom. Or it can be used for original works as well. You don’t need to follow the order this is in or use all the quotes. All that I ask, is that you at least pick five quotes (or ten, actually pick however many you want – as long as it’s an even number) from the list, and write a short scene or story using them in it. That is all.

Note: Be sure to mention in the summary or author’s note that you’re doing Ghostflowerdream’s 100 Quotes Writing Challenge.

Coming After You - Widowmaker/Reader

Anonymous request. Number 4 from a closed prompt list. “Midnight. On the bridge. Come alone.” 

This was fun to write, it’s nothing romantic, but it was refreshing! I hope it’s alright! Under the cut. If you want to request anything, I have a new prompt list out here. Thank you.

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Demon Blood ~Supernatural Imagine~

Hello humans! I’m so sorry it’s been a minute since I’ve updated I’ve just been super duper busy and stressed so of course that lead to writers block. (Erin, no one cares) But I hope you enjoy this and I might make a part 2 so let me know if I should! 

*Not My Gif*

“So what do we do?” Her voice shook with fear.
“I…I don’t know.” Dean whispered.

*Earlier*

“I’m telling you, we’re going to find Sammy. We just have to get inside his mind.” She turned and stared at Dean.
“I know…” He mumbled.
“Now…if you were Sammy and you just drank a crap ton of demon blood, where would you go?” She questioned aloud.
“I don’t know…a shady motel maybe..somewhere no one would think to look.” Dean replied.
“What about that small motel 3 miles south of here? Remember you said it looked like it came straight out of Psycho?”
Dean’s mind raced with thoughts until it finally clicked with what Y/N was talking about.
“We’ll never know until we try.” He said as he grabbed his keys off the table and headed to the door with Y/N following behind.
The drive was quick, but they almost dreaded getting out of the car. They didn’t want to face the truth that stood behind those motel walls. Dean turned off the engine and
they sat in silence. Y/N reached over and held Deans hand softly and squeezed it lightly. He looked over at her and stared into her eyes. She could see the fear in his
eyes and he could see the fear in hers.
“It’ll be okay.” She whispered.
He nodded and kissed her hand before getting out of the car.
“You check that side, i’ll check this side.” Dean said as he pulled his gun from his coat pocket.
Thundered rumbled as she nodded and glided towards the door that read ‘502’. When she approached the door, she knocked softly and waited. When there was no
answer, she pulled out her bobby pin and let herself in. The room was dark, almost black so she searched the wall until she found a switch. It was somewhat clean and a
glass wall separated the beds from the kitchenette. Sam’s gun laid on the table along with small puddles of blood. Her stomach churned at the sight of it.
“Sammy?” She called out.
Before she could say anything else, the bathroom door swung open and Sam crept out. When his eyes laid on her, he stopped dead in his tracks. His posture was stiff
and his eyes were dark.
“What are you doing here?” He asked coldly.
“Sammy…you’re okay..” She exhaled and she placed her hand on his arm.
He looked down at her hand then back into her eyes.
“I said, what are you doing here?!” He yelled as he pushed her away from him.
She stumbled back and held back tears.
“Sammy….what is wrong with you?” She whispered.
“NOTHING IS WRONG WITH ME!” He screamed before smacking her across the face.
Her hand instantly went to her cheek, but her other fist clenched. She swiftly swung and punched him with all her might.
He grabbed her jacket and jerked her forward so they were face to face.
“You’re going to regret that.” He spat before throwing her into the glass wall.
The wall shattered into pieces and tore tiny cuts into her pale skin. She gasped for air and groaned from the pain. Sam marched up to her and placed his foot on her chest
as she laid there helplessly. It was in that moment when she looked into his eyes that a memory played in her head. She thought back to the time she had met Sam in
college. He was with Jess at the time and she remembered being so close with Sam that he let her call him 'Sammy.’ She remembered all the smiles and laughs they
shared and how it was a much simpler time.
“Sammy…” She cried weakly.
Her memory faded when Sam smirked slightly and kicked her across the face, knocking her unconscious.
She was awoken from the crashing of lightning outside and the roaring thunder. She was laying in the motel bed with a soft pillow under her head. She couldn’t remember
how she had gotten onto the bed, but she vaguely remembered hearing Dean yell her name, so she automatically assumed it was him that put her here.
The door opened, snapping her out of her thoughts and Dean walked in with a bag full of stuff from the local drug store.
“You’re awake.” He announced as he shut the door and threw the keys down on the table.
“Mind telling me what the hell happened?” He said as he gestured over to the broken glass.
“He was here.” She mumbled.
“And he was very angry for some reason and he ended up hitting me..so I fought back, but he ended up throwing me into the glass and kicking me unconscious.”
“Well that explains why you kept asking where Sammy was when I picked you up.”
“I did?” She questioned.
He nodded and looked at her cheek.
“He left a bruise.” He muttered as she put her head in her hands.
“How are you feeling?” He asked sincerely.
“Like a million bucks.” She groaned.
He chuckled at her comment and put his hand on her cheek lightly.
“He wasn’t in his right mind, you know that right? You’re Sam’s best friend and I know he would never hurt you, but when we get him back to normal he better be kissing
your ass.” He laughed.
She chuckled and laid her head against Dean’s chest.
The rain pounded on the roof and lighting cracked once more.
“So what do we do?” Her voice shook with fear.
“I…I don’t know.” Dean whispered.


Part 2!


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Happy birthday to the late Carl Jung (July 26, 1875) the glorious Leo who literally changed the landscape of astrology. Many times I have been writing astrology and sensing him by my side, smoking a cigar, teaching me, and chuckling. He birthed the elements of psychology and psychoanalysis through astrology and realised what a valuable psychotherapeutic tool the zodiac could be. Astrologically, he has fostered a tremendous amount of growth. What we once feared as shadow, Jung taught us to embrace and learn from. As he wrote to his once colleague Sigmund Freud, “ There are strange and wondrous things in these lands of darkness.” There was magic waiting to be played with in the depths of the subconscious, and Jung’s intuition knew it.

What strikes me about Jung’s chart is the third house (messenger) Taurus conjunct with Moon and Pluto. His childlike games in the subconscious (Moon) were in sync with his ability to articulate the secret language of the unconscious (Pluto). He could communicate worlds others didn’t even know existed, and he could transport them there. And his lasting legacy was the words he left with the world. An eighth house Jupiter provided a broad spectrum, enlarged, and enlivened view of symbolism and hidden psychic undercurrents. Astrologically, he was a game changer, and a true saint of the zodiac. I’m sure he is watching alongside the stars, perched on a half crescent Moon throne, continuing to educate us from the stars above.

“Astrology is of particular interest to the psychologist, since it contains a sort of psychological experience which we call projected - this means that we find the psychological facts as it were in the constellations. This originally gave rise to the idea that these factors derive from the stars, whereas they are merely in a relation of synchronicity with them. I admit that this is a very curious fact which throws a peculiar light on the structure of the human mind. ….  ”         Carl G. Jung in 1947 in a letter to prof. B.V. Raman

-Cherry

Once we recognise fear for what it is, a state of mind we are able to overcome our adversities. Fear hinders and masks the potential to achieve greatness. Stop limiting yourself Scorpio and start living the possibilities. 

trimorphe  asked:

Hi Cherry, have you ever written about Carl Jung's natal chart? Very curious!!

Hey babe! I have! I will just post some of it I could find on here xx



Astrologically, Jung has fostered a tremendous amount of growth. What we once feared as shadow, Jung taught us to embrace and learn from. As he wrote to his once colleague Sigmund Freud, “ There are strange and wondrous things in these lands of darkness.” There was magic waiting to be played with in the depths of the subconscious, and Jung’s intuition knew it.

What strikes me about Jung’s chart is the third house (messenger) Taurus conjunct with Moon and Pluto. His childlike games in the subconscious (Moon) were in sync with his ability to articulate the secret language of the unconscious (Pluto). He could communicate worlds others didn’t even know existed, and he could transport them there. And his lasting legacy was the words he left with the world. There was just such a intuition for the inner world. Neptune and Pluto hug the Moon. It’s a triplicy of supernal inner conscious perception. An eighth house Jupiter provided a broad spectrum, enlarged, and enlivened view of symbolism and hidden psychic undercurrents. This makes a close trine to Saturn in the 1st, a tremendous need to master the self, the processes, and the complexes, a mastery of the ego to eventually dissolve it away. I think this was part of his practice to bring life to people’s delusions and encourage them to act them out. Uranus in Leo in the 7th gives a sort of suggestion to the ‘shadow’ studies that intrigued him and his work on projections (7th house) and its impact on the self (Leo).


“Astrology is of particular interest to the psychologist, since it contains a sort of psychological experience which we call projected - this means that we find the psychological facts as it were in the constellations. This originally gave rise to the idea that these factors derive from the stars, whereas they are merely in a relation of synchronicity with them. I admit that this is a very curious fact which throws a peculiar light on the structure of the human mind. ….  ”        Carl G. Jung in 1947 in a letter to prof. B.V. Raman

i really want to go more into thiisss!! I will soon x


-Cherry

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Where will we go?: A Jon x Sansa fanmix

I Will Wait - Mumford and Sons || well I came home | like a stone | And I fell heavy into your arms | these days of dust | which we’ve known | will blow away with this new sun

Wings - Haerts || love | I will never leave your fears | I know you’re lost now | I know you’re lost now | counting days won’t buy us years | let’s start all over | start all over

Four Walls - Broods || all I’ve got is a bunch of sad stories |
and I told them all before the night was through and we cried | but we’re here now | and I’m trying hard to make you like me | but I don’t wanna try too hard | and I’m trying hard to take it lightly | but we’re here now

I Know You Care - Ellie Goulding || I know you care | I see it in the way you stare | As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it | I’ll be saving myself from the ruin | but I know you care

Endless Summer - The Jezabels || you came home | for the endless summer | watch me go | paint a famous warrior | of the light | you were the strongest follower | in my mind | you are an endless summer

Salvation - Gabrielle Aplin || you are the snowstorm | I’m purified | the darkest fairytale | in the dead of night | let the band play out | as I’m making my way home again | glorious we transcend

Shattered and Hollow - First Aid Kit || I cannot leave you behind | we are going to get out of here | run from all our fears | follow what we once held dear | when will we get out of here

We Won’t Run - Sarah Blasko || I’ve got the meddle | the means to make things right | tired of guilt | tired of being sorry | haven’t we suffered enough | we won’t run | we can fight | all that keeps us up at night

Mountains - Biffy Clyro || you can’t understand | that I won’t leave | until we’re finished here | and then you’ll find out | where it all went wrong | nothing lasts forever | except you and me | you are my mountain | you are my sea

King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men || howling ghosts – they reappear | in mountains that are stacked with fear | but you’re a king and I’m a lionheart | a lionheart | his crown lit up the way | as we moved slowly | past the wondering eyes of the ones that were left behind | though far away | we’re still the same

Nothing that happened in this episode matched with what we knew before?

▪️"My curiosity faded once the fear set in" uh??? You didn’t seem too scared tbh?

▪️why didn’t she ask to get will back from the start? If she cared for him that much you think she would, she didn’t even have to mention that it was her space boyfriend she could have just said “THERE IS A DUDE OUT THERE

▪️ most of the things that triggered were things that were the usual on that planet? (the noise of the shower for example??)

LIKE NOTHING MADE SENSE??

Christ’s sacrifice set us free- how? Neither as the payment for our sins nor as a legalistic ransom, but as when we are afraid of something ( and fear of death is the ultimate fear that makes us slaves), and a true friend says: “Don’t be afraid,look, I will do it. What are you so afraid of? I will do it, not because I have to but out of my love for you. I am not afraid!” He does it and in this way sets us free, demonstrating in actu that it can be done, that we too can do it, that we are not slaves…
In other words, one can break out of this fear not through a desperate search for safety, but, on the contrary, by pushing on to the end, by accepting the nullity of that which we are afraid to lose. Isaac Asimov said somewhere that there are two possibilities: either we are alone in the universe, there is nobody out there watching us, or there is somebody out there- and both possibilities are equally unbearable. So, from the fear of losing our anchorage in the big Other, we should pass to the terror of there being no big Other. The old formula “there is nothing to fear but fear itself” acquires thus a new and unexpected meaning; the fact that there is nothing to fear is the most terrifying fact imaginable. Terror is this “self-related” or “self-negated” fear: it is what fear changes into once we accept that there is no way back, that what we are afraid to lose, what is threatened by what we are afraid of (nature, the life-world, the symbolic substance of our community…) has always-already been lost.
—  zizek

EDITORS LYRIC STARTERS!! pt. I

(lyrics from ‘the back room’ & ‘an end has a start’)

  •  everything i’ve always wanted is right here, but soon it won’t be.
  • if fortune favors the brave, i am as awful as they come.
  • i got a million things to say.
  • people are fragile things, you should know by now.
  • you’ll speak when you’re spoken to.
  • this wicked city has dragged you down.
  • there’s nothing harder than keeping a promise.
  • blood runs through your veins: that’s where our similarities end.
  • there’s nothing believable in being honest.
  • cover your lies up with another promise.
  • you’re answering questions that have not yet been asked.
  • all sparks will burn out in the end.
  • be careful, angel, this life is just too long.
  • be close to me now, i’ll be your guide.
  • i’ll keep your eyes wide open tonight.
  • i’ll just close my eyes as you walk out.
  • you’re the night, the dirty night.
  • smile for once, for a moment.
  • what we need is here.
  • there’s everything to fear.
  • if something has to change, then it always does.
  • someone said they saw you, in the night and on your own.
  • there’s beauty in the lonely.
  • you’re the moonlight in this town.
  • you’ve fallen in with the wrong crowd.
  • i’ve got so much to tell you in so little time.
  • if no one can help you, then how can i?
  • you fail to see what you need the most
  • i’ll keep my distance.
  •  what God broke here won’t go back together again.
  • my dreams, they keep a hold of me.
  • say goodbye to everyone you have ever known!
  • i can’t shake this feeling i’ve got…
  •  we’ve all been changed from what we were. 
  • i can’t believe you if i can’t hear you.
  • there’s more here to be seen.
  • you came on your own, that’s how you’ll leave.
  • i won’t disappoint you as you fall apart.
  • some things should be simple: even an end as a start.
  • keep a light on those you love.
  • they will be there when you die.
  • baby there’s no nead to fear(/cry).
  • every little piece of your life will add up to one.
  • every little piece of your life, will it mean something to someone?
  • how can you always be late for your arrival?
  • you know i’d forgive you every single time.
  • in the end, all you can hope for is the love you felt to equal the pain you’ve gone through.
  • your face in my hands is everything that i need.
  • for you i’d throw a lifeline every time.
  • something you thought would always be there will die.
  • i need you to tell me it’s ok.
  • you’re a memory from before.
  • please don’t let me forget you.
  • slow down, little one, you can’t keep running away.
  • let’s pretend we never met.
  •  you knew you were lost, but you carried on anyway.
  • you knew you had no time, but you let the day drift away.
  • if i lay face down in the ground, would you walk all over me?
  • have we learnt what we set out to learn?
  •  now, don’t drown in your tears, babe…
  • i will run just to be by your side.
  • the nights are longer now than ever before.
  • i’m drained and i’m empty.
  • i’ve still got love in me.
  • there’s eyes in the sky tonight, watching us lose the fight.
  • hold out your hand and i’ll carry you.
  • sometimes it’s all better unknown.
  • please, love, don’t be scared.
  •  today i heard some bad news.
  • i won’t let them get to you.
  • i don’t want to go out on my own anymore.
  • i can’t face the night like i used to before.
  • let’s lock ourselves away.
  • we’ll curl up in a ball and hide.
  • i’m so sorry for all the things they’ve done.
  • i’m so sorry about what we’ve all become.
  • please, would you watch over me if i sleep?
  • imagine how a father feels to witness his son in a fight!❞