is everything just purely irrelevant in the end
maybe, maybe not. even if everything we as humans ever did was irrelevant in the grand scheme of “the end”, everything and everyone is still necessary and balance out the divinity of the universe. so i guess what i’m saying is… whether you think life is meaningless or it’s not, you were put here to do whatever you end up doing, be that big or small.
but i feel you, i’m crippled by the knowledge that i put myself through suffering to “accomplish something useful”, even though in 1,000 years nobody will even remember my name. it’s a weird, quite depressing idea if you really expand on it, and resonate with it.