@the-fragile Reading your posts about what your mom did to you is infuriating me to the core, I am so glad you are ok but I just can’t contain myself about it. I’d go on a rant and fight whoever to get through them and lose all my “spiritual coolness” because I just CAN NOT stand abuse. Now, I don’t know what kind of relationship you have with your mother but it saddens me to read that you’d kill yourself over that. You know what? Don’t carry hate in your being as that is the hardest way to live, everything comes right back at the owner. She’s getting old and you’ll go through with your life. You know what I mean.