what ive been through

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생일 축하해, 전보람!! ❤ [March 22]

Happy birthday to our most beloved Jeon Boram. Thank you for showering queen’s with love and ‘aeygo’, your smiles and ajumma laughs. No matter what decisions you make in the future, know we will always be behind you, supporting and watching over you. Thank you for being a part of our lives. Thank you for being a part of T-ARA ♛

did you guys know that i work in a bubble tea place? do you understand what i go through every day? do you understand the sheer amount of weaboos i have to interact with every day of my goddamn life? do you know what ive seen? what ive been through? do you get it?

  • what i dont have: a 2-page basic paper i need in 7 hours
  • what i do have: 3 pages of working out how to give sportacus and robbie rotten depth while still retaining their basic characteristics in the show, and subsequently planning how a relationship could feasibly form between them, and how their dynamic as Stephanie's Gay Dads would work out at all
someone send me asks. but personal asks. ask me questions about people or what ive been through or something cmon just ask me questions get to know me. I need a distraction.
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HOLY SHIT I TOTALLY FORGOT TO UPDATE YOU GUYS BUT I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE (A MONTH LATE) THAT I OFFICIALLY GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL!!!

I’M THE FIRST OF ALL THE GRANDKIDS TO GRADUATE AND I’LL ALSO BE THE FIRST HEADING OFF TO COLLEGE IN THE FALL!

YES, FOLKS, YOU HEARD ME! THIS POOR, QUEER, MENTALLY ILL WOMAN OF COLOR MADE IT ALL THE WAY THROUGH AND IS CONTINUING HER EDUCATION!!! 

anonymous asked:

Hey can you make an alternate ending to Cad dying?

*I meant Cas

I kNOW I USUALLY Do episode related comics for spn but I actually haven’t watched the season finale yet;; lmao I haven’t caught up since ep 18 maybe??? I’ve only been following whats partially been happening through gifs lol ive been a busy beeee

Prayer Request please

& thank you.

Im starting my youtube channel finally, its something that i didn’t think id ever be doing but its something that has been calling for a while and ive been procrastinating. I leave it all in his hands because the only reason why I’m doing this is because of God to evangelize his word, to let the world know how amazing his love is. Im a little nervous because I’m usually camera shy lol but he is my strength. anyways if you ever have ideas things i should talk about your free to let me know.


the foundation of this channel is God.

the idea is to record positive messages that will uplift people, talk about strong topics people don’t usually talk about, and short film testimonies ive lived because in the end i can only talk about what ive been through. 


May God bless you all, and Thank you again for your prayers. 

{ I want you a lot }

anonymous asked:

I hate you. You'll never understand what it's like to really be fat and ugly. You've always been skinny and you lost weight and now you're "anorexic". Everyone pays attention to pretty girls who are already thin who lose more weight. I've had an ed since I was 11 and no one gave a shit bc I was fat. I hate skinny girls I hate pretty girls they never understand

This message is just so ridiculous to me. Do you understand what body dysmorphia is? I dont ever even feel pretty or skinny. I dont feel confident or happy the way i am whatsoever. It doesnt matter if im underweight, i still feel like absolute garbage about myself and its a very complex reason, not a shallow one. Try not to be so selfish and empathize with the struggles of others because they can be suffering just as deeply as you are. Dont be so ignorant. Just look at things through other peoples points of view instead of projecting this irrational hatred onto them. You dont know or understand me or what ive been through. Grow up. I would have said something supportive and kind to you but im not going to waste my time if you started this message with “i hate you”. Sorry, you’re just an ignorant child who needs to gain some fucking perspective about other peoples struggles and not be so selfish.

so im on day 11 of a 40 day meditation (ive been doing 3 meditations actually, one to develop courage & the radiant body, one to help with prosperity, and one for intuition), and while these have all been incredibly amazing, I think the thing that has been helping the most is the journaling ive been doing each day after I complete them. I’ve never been really consistent with my writing, but im finding it so therapeutic to just write down everything that happened each day and force myself to put my own emotions into words. it’s a great way for me to process what ive been feeling because i tend to just float through life whenever i get uninspired or bored with what im doing, and journaling really helps bring me back to the moment and see things for how they truly are. i seriously cannot recommend this enough, it’s making me a much more present, grateful, and inspired person each day and i never want to stop feeling like this

anonymous asked:

Opinion: I've been following you for a really long time, actually. And I'm so proud of how much you've grown and how far you've come. I can't wait to see how much more you grow in the future. That and your content is always spot on.

I appreciate it bud ❤❤❤ Depending how long you’ve been following me, then you’ve seen my name change and my interests. I was talking with some friends not that long ago about how much I’ve changed in just a year, and it kinda blew me away how much I’ve changed and grown in just a year’s time. And I’m excited for what the future holds too. And I hope you stick around to see who I become along with me. 

slowpoke is the best pokemon

pls appreciate this pink blob

anonymous asked:

please tell me your description is sarcastic you don't really think you've been through worse than everyone have you

ok u have unfortunately interpreted it wrong … i mean like.. i’ve been worse than u as in “u” as in the person im trying to get over as in ive been through worse than what that person is putting me through. i guess i should change it.

I haven’t slept in so long because of what he’s made me go through. I’m so exhausted…. Physically and emotionally. What have I done to deserve this again

i dont like how ppl think saying ur mental illness is the reason ur not excelling in academics is just an ‘excuse’ in fact it pisses me the fuck off and if u have below avg grades n u have some sort of mental illness i fucking love u n hope it gets easier for u. that shit really does take a toll on ur grades and yes some ppl w mental illness get hella good grades but dont compare urself bc everyone rly is different as corny as it sounds

like honestly. even if it is an excuse, its so fucking valid. dont beat urself up over it, just be proud of what u were able to accomplish and hopefully u get better over time, both mentally & academically