BTS- when they 'accidently' break your heart
BTS as boyfriends when they break your heart but they didn’t do it on purpose/ didn’t mean it~
Requested by anon~
Warning: Might get a little sad ^^’ And those are very long, so this isn’t a reaction but Little Imagines!
It had been quite a stressing day for you and all you wanted was to get home and cuddle with your boyfriend, Hoseok. You’d even left early today. No matter how frustrating work was, he was always able to cheer you up. That's what you really loved about him. But today, as soon as you opened the door, you knew something was off. Next to your boyfriends shoes, there was another pair. And it definietly wasn’t his. You couldn’t remember buying a pair of red heels either.
Your shuddered when you heard voices coming from the living room. The door was closed. You silently walked to the door, trying to understand what the voices were saying. One of the voices was definietly your boyfriends, but you couldn’t quite hear the other voice. However, it was clearly a womans voice. You gulped. What was going on here? You froze when you heard them laughing loudly. Suddenly, you heard Hoseoks voice louder than before.
“OK, let me try it one more time. I love you, ever since I met you your my sun and my everything. I want to spend my whole life with you. Will you marry me?”.
You had heard enough. A sob escaped your lips as you ran out of the house, your eyes full of tears and your heart full of emptiness.
You grabbed a bar of chocolate and a mug of tea, before you walked to the sofa and made yourself comfortable with some pillows and a blanket. It was Saturday, your beloved weekend, but you couldn’t even go out because it was raining without a break. You sighed. Yoongi, your boyfriend, had left the house about an hour ago to get some grocery shopping done. You felt sorry for him, but he said he didn’t need your help. You couldn’t help but notice how distant he had been today, but he just wouldn’t tell you what was wrong.
“(Y/N), I’m back.”, you suddenly heard him mumbling as the door closed with a loud bump.
You wanted to get up and help him, but he was already standing in the door frame, looking at you with a strange expression. You were really confused. What was wrong with him? Why was he acting cold all of sudden?
“Yoongi? What’s wrong?”, you asked. He sighed and closed his eyes before staring at you with an angry expression.
“Are you serious? I’m working my ass off all the time, I go out and buy groceries even though it’s raining like crazy and all you do is just laying on the sofa in my appartment and binging on chocolate? Can’t you do that in your own house? Your such a burden!”
Yoongis words hit you like a knife. What was wrong with him? What did you do to him? You just watched him leave the room as the tears ran down your face. Alright… If you were a burden, he didn’t need to ever see you again.
You watched your boyfriend dance the difficult moves like they were nothing and you couldn’t help but feel proud. Today was one of his dance classes and since he was here twice a week to teach, you were curious and wanted to accompany him. He really was a good dance teacher. Everyone was watching him in awe and trying to remember the dance moves, some where already trying to move along even though they saw the choreo for the first time. You’d seen his students before, they really were quite good, even the younger ones were advanced. You weren’t that good of a dancer. In fact, you liked dancing, but only for yourself. A choreo like this was impossible for you.
You smiled at your boyfriend as the music stopped and you clapped along. He turned around and smiled at his students, his eyes wandering to you.
“Ok, guys. We’ll learn the point move and the beginning today. Get up, we’ll do it together. (Y/N), you too!”
You widened you eyes in shock. What did he mean, you too? That move was way to hard for you! But when the students realized you weren’t going to get up, they started cheering you on. Ok, that was embarassing… You quickly got up and hoped they would concentrate on themselves.
After 30 minutes of you struggling and hoping nobody would notice, Jimin suddenly turned around. Please don’t say anything, Please don’t…
“(Y/N), would you like to dance in the front line? Maybe it helps if you see the mirror.”, he said. Nooo….You got red as some of the others started giggling. If they hadn’t noticed your bad dancing skills, they would now. But you felt like you didn’t have a choice, so you quickly walked to the front line. Why was he doing this to you?
Jimin started the music again and you tried your best to keep up, but It wasn’t easy with all the students giggling at you. Even Jimin giggled from time to time, which really made you sad. However, you tried your best to stay strong.
Suddenly, right at the beginning of the chorus, you slipped. You couldn’t help but curse as you fell right on you ellbow, a sharp pain making you squint your eyes. But instead of helping you, everybody, including Jimin, just laughed at you. You couldn’t believe it. You’ve never felt that embarassed in your whole life. You quickly got up and ran out of the room, not wanting them or Jimin to see your tears.
You sat down on the sofa in your livingroom, a wide smile on your face. You were quite excited since today was the release of your boyfriends first ever Single. In a few minutes an interview was going to start, and since your relationship wasn’t yet public, you decided to watch the live broadcast on TV. Your smile grew even bigger when Taehyung appeared on the screen, wearing his beloved Gucci clothes and a big, boxy smile. He looked so happy, you just loved to see him like this. After his introduction the interview started.
Taehyung answered a few questions in his usual happy and polite way. You already knew all the answers since you’ve got a pretty close relationship, but you didn’t mind at all. You were way to proud to really care about anything.
However, suddenly the interviewer started asking more and more personal questions. Taehyung answered them all without hestitating, he was probably prepared for them, but you already knew where this was going. Sooner or later-
“So, Taehyung-ssi, let’s ask the question every girl in this room is dying to hear. Do you have a girlfriend right know?”
You tensed as you watched the TV screen full of curiousity. Taehyung didn’t even blink.
“No, I’m not in a relationship right now. I don’t have the time for that.”
You sighed. You totally understood that he didn’t wanted to go public yet, but it still hurted to hear him say those things.
“Ah, that’s good to hear, right ARMYs? So, who’s your ideal type?”
Again, that question really caught your attention. Of course you hoped he’d name someone who looked like you or at least someone who wasn’t in contact with him.
“To be honest, I think every girl has her charms. But personally I think, Twice’s Chaeyoung is pretty cute!”
You turned the TV off. You didn’t want to be that hurt, but you felt like you’ve just been stabbed. Taehyung knew exactly how much you and Chaeyoung disliked each other… Since every time they met, she was all over him.
You happily sang along to Just One Day as you were setting the kitchen table. Everything had to be perfect. The dark red tablecloth matched with the already burning candles, the whole room was filled with the warm, flickering light. The usually messy kitchen looked as clean as it could get. You even searched out some of BTSs old albums. Every thing looked quite romantic and you couldn’t help but feel proud of yourself. The only thing missing now was your boyfriend, Namjoon. He was already 10 minutes late, but you were fine with that. He was always quite busy as the leader and after all he probably didn’t know you were preparing a special dinner. The two of you’d never really talked about what to do on your 1- year- anniversary.
60 more minutes passed and you were starting to get impatient. You didn’t feel good about this at all. He’d never really been that late and if he was, he always messaged you. You checked your Kakao. No messages. You’d already expected him to forget your anniversary, after all it was Namjoon who you were dating. You wouldn’t even be mad about that, you loved him after all. But this was a little too much. You decided to call him..
After 3 times of trying and him not picking up you were starting to panic. What happened? Was he ok? You quickly called Yoongi, hoping he would pick up. Luckily the rapper picked up and you didn’t leave him any time to talk.
“Yoongi! Thank god! Listen, Namjoon was supposed to be home like 2 hours ago and he’s not answering his phone… I’m really worried, do you know where he is?”, you spilled out, trying not to sound to worried.
After about 5 seconds of silence you finally heard Yoongis voice.
“Wow…I’m really sorry about that (Y/N), but Namjoons here with me… We are at a Club in Hongdae and he’s quite drunk. I actually was considering calling you so that you could take him home. He’s not even walking straight.”
You slowly moved your phone away from your ear. You didn’t even realize you dropped your phone as the disppointment hit you. He’d never gotten that drunk before, why out of all days today?
“How does NASA organize a party?”, your boyfriend Jin asked you while giggling.You couldn’t help but giggle too, even though you already knew this one.
“I don’t know, Jin. How?”, you said grinning.
“The-, They…. They PLANET!”,
Jin said while uncontrollably laughing. You bursted into laughter too. The joke wasn’t even that good, but you just had to laugh about your cute boyfriend. You loved this side of him so much, even though it annoyed you sometimes. Since he was sitting on the kitchen table and the food was in the oven right now anyways, you decided to join him and sat down across from him. The two of you were silent now, but you didn’t mind, it didn’t feel uncomfortable or anything. That was one good thing about your relationship: You understood each other without words. At least that’s what you thought. That’s what it’s normally like. But when you looked his direction, you realized he was looking at you with a sad expression. You got confused. Why was he sad all of sudden, he cracked a joke like 2 minutes ago! He must’ve seen your confused expression, because he started smiling. But it wasn’t a smile out of happiness.
“What’s wrong, Jin? Are you not feeling well?”, you asked, full of concern. Jin sighed. All the laughter from earlier seemed so far away.
Then he took you hands and looked in your eyes. Now you were really starting to worry. You didn’t say anything, you push him. However, you couldn’t keep back you thoughts from going wild.
“(Y/N). I know this is very sudden and everything… Please don’t take this the wrong way. I really like you. Your the best friend I ever had… but I feel like… I’m sorry. I’m breaking up with you.”
His words hit you like a truck. Why the hell was he breaking up with you? After 2 years of the happiest, best relationship you could ever imagine? You tried to find words.
“Jin, but why? I thought you were happy! I thought we were just fine!”
Jin just left the room mumbling another quiet “Sorry.” You could hear he was crying, just like you. You wish he had given you an explanation… Now the 6 months were he was on tour were going to be even harder for you.
You ran as fast as you could. People were looking at you like you were crazy, the wind was freezing cold and your feet hurt badly from all the running but you couldn’t care less. You had to find your boyfriend, Jungkook. He didn’t even have to tell you, you knew he was in danger. Actually, he was all the time. Ever since he joined this crazy gang. You didn’t exactly know why he did it, but you knew him. They must’ve had something against him in their hands, he’d never join such a brutal, strange gang just to be a part of them. However, your live changed drastically after that. He’d tried to break up with you to keep you save back then but you couldn’t leave him alone just like that.
About 20 minutes ago you’d found this letter in your appartment, Jungkook must’ve left it there. You tried to hold back the tears as you remembered his words. He was going to leave you. But not just you. He wanted to leave the country, his family, everything he loved. You didn’t understand it. For sure he wanted to escape from this gang, but why couldn’t he take you with him? You knew he loved you and you loved him like crazy, so why wasn’t it possible?
You reached the airport and your lungs felt like they were going to explode, but you couldn’t yet stop. You ran into the big hall and searched for him. His flight was going off in 30 minutes, he must be here somewhere!
“(Y/N)… I told you not to search for me.”
You jumped and turned around. You felt exhausted and tired, but happiness filled your heart when you saw Jungkook standing right on front of you. He seemed shocked and angry, like you expected.
“Your such an idiot! I love you… don’t just leave me here! Please, let me come with you at least!”, you begged and walked closer to him.
“I’m sorry, (Y/N). But stop being so naive. I can’t take you with me. Stop loving me. It’s over and I never want to see you near me again. Understand?!”.
The stinging tears in your eyes made your vision cloudy as you watched him leave forever.
Sorryyyyyyy, I can’t help it, I’m not able to write a short reaction xD I really hope the ones who had the patience to read it all enjoyed it! Thanks to the anon who requested it~ I really got to carried away with them, especially Jungkooks got…. well, special X’D
Do you guys want a PART 2??