what is your function in life

lycanqueen  asked:

A letter from Connor to a pregnant wife please. PUSSY WILLOW – Motherhood, TRUMPET FLOWER – Separation, IVY - Wedded Love, Fidelity, Friendship, Affection, FORSYTHIA – Anticipation, BLACK BRYONT- Be My Support, MILK VETCH - Your presence softens my pain, PETUNIA - Your Presence Soothes Me, CAMELLIA (PINK) – Longing, LUNGWORT - Thou Art My Life, TULIP (YELLOW) - There’s Sunshine In Your Smile, RANUNCULUS - I am Dazzled by your Charms. Rated M but more intimate than sexual.

{Adorable idea~. I’d be happy to!}

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It is only been a year since we married and now, you bring this other joy upon me—this child that you are to bear within time.

How can I rightly express the amount of happiness that it gives? The amount of bloodshed and the tears that have been shed on my journey to making this world better and protecting the innocent…you’ve done everything to settle my mind that would sooner go dark and become tainted by this world—tainted by my actions.

Every morning I wake to find you waiting there for me, with our child at rest within you, and I find myself at peace.

I grow impatient at the mere thought of having the small one in my arms in time, seeing your body glow with the idea of motherhood even now is mere beautiful on its own, but the scene of you holding our child will not leave me at night and in my waking mornings either.

Is it a bad thing? Hardly, (Y/N). If my thoughts be restless, let them be restless with such pleasant memories of these even if false for now.

Your beauty is only more so with the joyous one we’ve been blessed with by the Spirits. My hand upon your stomach, I desire to kiss upon it in time and marvel at you in this state. Can I say you are only more beautiful and empowering as this? You carry life within you that only makes me wish to shed such joyous tears at this treasure you’ve offered to grant us with.

You recoil as of late at this new presence, but I know it is merely the appearance of you that makes you worry. Know this: I would gladly kiss upon every part of you and touch every glorious landmark of your splendor if you would let me. I wish not to harm you or the child, but perhaps we could find other ways in which I could remind you of how this little one came to be inside of you, if you’d allow it.

My wife, I will do anything that pleases you. You have given me more of a reason to fight harder and to find strength in my daily activities whether it is liberating this world or hunting for you.


How do you begin to explain to someone the light they bring into your life? The warmth they put in your heart? The grin they put on your face?
 Together or apart, this is my sunshine. 
It is what helps me wake up in the morning. 
It keeps me from feeling down. 
Moments like these, laughing for no reason at all. 
This is why she is my sunshine. 
She has no clue how beautiful her soul really is. 
Just seeing a photo of her makes me smile. 
She is beautiful. 
She is the definition of sunshine. 
My sunshine. 
Without her I feel cold & lifeless 
I need her to function, just as we need the sun to stay alive. 
My sunshine she will forever be. ☀️
Quotes that fit a little too well together
  • The Doctor: What am I supposed to do with a ringing phone?
  • Dean Winchester: I don't know, maybe pick up the phone and tell us that a raging psychopath was dropping by!
  • Sherlock Holmes: I'm not a psychopath, I'm a high-functioning sociopath. Do your research.
  • Castiel: Then again, 94% of psychotics think that they're perfectly sane.

Reblog if you are now dangerously dependent on a tv show or a band because you started loving them at a time of your life when things were really bad…and now you need the band/show, just to function \_(ツ)_/

Understanding Your Natal Chart
  • Sun: Your basic identity; Your purpose and will to exist
  • Moon: Your inward being; The way you experience and understand life
  • Rising/Ascendant: The way others perceive you; Your outward impression on people
  • Mercury: Your ability to communicate with others and understand them
  • Venus: How you enjoy things; An indicator of what you value
  • Mars: Represents your willpower and your actions; Functions similar to Venus
  • Jupiter: Represents growth and flexibility
  • Saturn: Represents your sense of responsibility and morals
  • Uranus: Your ability to problem solve and understand unique situations
  • Neptune: Represents your sense of imagination and your ideals
  • Pluto: Represents change and inner growth
Tragedy of Ignis

I feel like I already have a post like that. Well I’ll have two then. But you know what’s really sad? Ignis is a function character. It’s not me shitting on the story, there are actual real life people who live like that, molding all their lives around someone else. Typical thing for mothers, maybe that’s one of the reasons why fandom thinks about him as a mom-friend despite the fact that he is adventurous pun master dork. But really all his life since the early childhood was dedicated sorely to Noctis. There are Gladio and Luna who are quite literally live for Noctis to fulfill his role but still, Luna has her oracle shebang, Gladio expresses characteristics that has nothing to do to Noctis: he loves his sister, likes reading, hiking, getting stronger, even those cup noodles. 

Every habit or quality Ignis exhibits is there for Noctis. He may enjoy cooking but he got into it to lift the prince’s spirits after the Tenebrae attack. His knowledge, his manners, his skills at fight all were developed to guide a young king to his fullest potential. And not once he shows even a trace of resentment toward Noct, even having every right, even after this quest leaves him fucking blind. The depth of his devotion and selflessness is truly mind-boggling. 

And the saddest part? It’s all for nothing. He dedicated every second of his life to make Noctis a perfect ruler he never meant to be. 

King Regis never pressed his son to be a great leader because he won’t be, it was good enough if he lived happily for those short years he had. But Ignis didn’t get the memo so he kept on trying.  

I mean even the fact that each bro gets an episode to dive into their character, lives and motivations exclude Ignis. Because “his” episode is still emotionally Noct’s story of coming to terms with his father’s mortality and his own role as an heir.     

Imagine giving Jumin your heart, soul, and pure devotion. You changed your life just so it can be easier for him to manage a relationship and his ever growing company. But what if, what if the company keeps expanding and that makes Jumin more and more busy but you don’t mind because you support him 100%. However, it doesn’t dismisses the fact that you get lonely and guess who else is lonely. Saeran. Saeran Choi. You spend a lot of time with the Choi twins because they keep you company and with an added bonus, you help Saeran become a functionally member of society. This goes on for 2 ½ years. Jumin comes home late hours of the night and he comes home to find his bed empty. You thought he wouldn’t mind because you go to sleep and wake up to an empty bed. He doesn’t even notice that you been sleeping over with the Choi twins for 2 months because you felt lonely and scared. He looks around the penthouse and he notices that Elizabeth 3rd and your personal guard has been absent. He goes crazy and he goes to every RFA members house leaving Choi twins for last. He barged in the secret coded door and he walked in looking for you and Saeyoung tries to stop him from going into his brothers bedroom. Jumin pushes away Saeyoung and when he enters the door he sees you arms wrapped around Saerans and Saerans arms wrapped around you and Elizabeth 3rd. He was quick to assume you were cheating on him but that was a false assumption. You were helping Saeran out with one of his episodes. He got Saeran and dragged him by his shirt away from you. A huge scandal was formed. You went back to the penthouse with your lover and explained to him the situation however, it didn’t help. In the back of his mind he was getting images of you and Saeran fucking. 4 months has passed and there was still tension between you and Jumin. You felt bad and yoj decided to surprise him at work, only to find out he wasn’t in his office. The other assistants were snickering behind your back and you were trying to figure out why you were the center of attention. When you were about to leave the building a new assistant stopped you and told you that Jumin is cheating on you with a blonde woman. In matter of fact, a blonde woman with green eyes. You refused to believe her accusations thinking you know Jumin would never do that to you. He come home late that night and you told him that there were rumors going around. He dismissed them with a chuckle. 3 months later you decided to do another surprise visit and you notice the top floor to the elevator was locked and you were asking around why. The assistant that you met three months back told you to call someone you trusted before she would unlock the elevator to the top floor, to your boyfriends executive floor. You called Saeran and he came quickly wondering why you had a hint of worry in your voice. When the assistant saw that you had a loved one with you just unlocked the elevator and you went on your merry way with Saeran. The ding of the elevator spread throughout your body but then your heard a hint of moaning. You and Saeran walked in and thru the blinds both of you was seeing him fucking a blonde woman. You and Saeran sat down on top of Jaehees desk. You two were hearing how Jumins cock was pounding inside the other woman. The both of you heard them fucking for 1 hour and 3 mins. You laughed and then Saeran was ready to kill Jumin but you told him not to. Jumin later went to investigate why he heard laughter knowing he told everyone to leave his floor. He unlocked the door to see you and Saeran sitting down. You waited a moment to see who the women was but she didn’t have the balls to come out. You walked towards him and kicked his balls and slapped him. The other woman came out and you couldn’t believe your eyes. It was - …… :)

Not My Problem | 01


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Genre: Modern kingdom au, prince!jungkook (bc life) + pinch angst

Summary: She was stunning—gorgeous glowing skin, soft green eyes, strong and lean, heart shaped lips wrapped around her wine cup. And all he could think was that maybe marrying her wouldn’t be that bad.

A/N: New series! Woo! I can’t wait. I doubt it’ll be long, but it’ll be fun :”)

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are there any other mentally ill ppl out there (especially w bpd) that are always second-guessing that they even Have a disorder bc you’ve been like this so long that you’re not even sure if this is a normal level of functioning or not?? like you literally have no idea how much or little your disorders are impacting you bc you don’t really have anyone/anything to compare it to?? because that’s been fucking me up a Lot lately, especially since if i want a professional diagnosis it needs to interfere with your life but i literally can’t tell how much or how little these things are impacting me. i’ve completely lost track of what’s “normal” and what’s not to the point where i might be neurotypical or completely fucked up like i just have no measurement of functioning or happiness or anything i just can’t figure it out at all

do you ever feel like you spend all your energy just managing. like barely keeping it together? and then you don’t have any energy or time to do what you really want. it’s either being a functional adult that does laundry and pays bills and has a schedule and goes to sleep at reasonable hours, or a brilliant creative who actually creates things, but whose life is falling apart. 

#ActuallyAutistic Asks
  • 1: Did you discover that you are autistic early or later in life? How do you think it affected you?
  • 2: Which terms and words do you prefer when talking about autism?
  • 3: Do you advocate for yourself and other autistic people?
  • 4: How did you find out about autism?
  • 5: Do you have any autistic family members or autistic friends in real life?
  • 6: What, in your opinion is your best autism-related quality?
  • 7: Which autistic trait gives you the most problems?
  • 8: If you could get rid of one and only one autistic trait, would you do it and which would you choose?
  • 9: Any autistic traits that you don't have but wish you had?
  • 10: What do you think about support labels as an alternative to functioning labels?
  • 11: What, in you opinion, is the most ridiculous social protocol rule?
  • 12: What are your hypo- and hyper-sensitivities?
  • 13: What is/are your current special interest(s)?
  • 14: What is your daily routine like?
  • 15: How do you stim?
  • 16: Is there any media with canon autistic character(s) you like and would recommend to other autistic people?
  • 17: Which characters do you headcanon as autistic and why?
  • 18: If you could make one accommodation universally available and 100% accepted, which would you choose?
  • 19: What, in your opinion, is the most ridiculous autism myth or stereotype?
  • 20: How would you describe autism to someone who knows nothing about it?
  • 21: Do you have any happy autistic childhood memories?
  • 22: What, in your opinion, is the best thing about being autistic?
  • 23: Do you think autism influences your identity, like your gender, sexuality, religious and political views or personality?
  • 24: Are there any internalized ableist ideas that you struggle with?
  • 25: Do you think we will achieve autism acceptance soon?
  • 26: Are you a no eye contact autistic or excessive eye contact autistic?
  • 27: Are you a "no food touching" autistic or "mesh all food up" autistic?
  • 28: Are you a pretty rock collection autistic or soft stuffed animals collection autistic?
  • 29: Are you a get along with kids autistic or slightly afraid of kids autistic?
  • 30: Are you a soft, gentle touches autistic or a deep pressure autistic?
Ruin Me

Title: Ruin Me

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Request: can you write an imagine of asking bucky to tie you up and dominate you. he doesn’t want to hurt you, but you promise him that he wont. And you don’t do it for a while, then he see’s you “flirting” with a guy and gets really jealous and punishes you? pls? ily and your blog. Your are amazing

Warnings: NSFW, Explicit smut , jealous Bucky, dom!Bucky, ice play, slight BDSM, spanking, orgasm denial just sin in general

Words: 3275 [Sorry, got slightly carried away]

A/n: Writing this since 8 am nearly took my life but I loved it. So much sin. Your feedback is really appreciated guys❤:) and just to tell all of you, I’ll be on a break so consider this probably my last fic of the year, so Merry Christmas:). Another thing is I might be deleting this blog. I don’t know why but I feel my work isn’t all that good, I don’t know how people feel about me&my work. I’m just so messed up lately.

Especially for @mcuimxgine , thank you bae❤

Originally posted by wtfbarnes

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“Bucky, just once, if you don’t like it we can stop” I pleaded, grasping Bucky’s metal hand that was conveniently resting on my thigh, biting my lip as my eyes met his begging him to reconsider. “I can’t just tie you up (y/n), I might hurt you” he said softly, his flesh hand running through my hair.

“What if I want you to hurt me Bucky?” I asked again, satisfied as I felt his cold fingers trail up my thighs, playing with my boy shorts. He groaned. “No doll, I can’t, I don’t want to hurt you” he repeated, patting my thigh before he stood up.

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For You

Me a few days ago: I’m not going to write for a bit
Me after last night’s ep. of the Flash: TIME TO WRITE UNTIL MY HANDS FALL OFF
But for real, last night’s episode was so good and now I have Julian feels!!!

Title: For You
Pairing: Julian Albert x reader
Summary: Barry leaves you alone in the lab with Julian, which leads to you discovering his life story.
Word Count: 1,705
Warnings: Food mention, spoilers about the Flash episode 3x04 (obviously)

Your name: submit What is this?

             "No, Allen, you may not steal another sample from me,“ you heard Julian sneer as you walked into the lab.

           You could feel the annoyance radiating off of Julian. Barry catches your glance and rolls his eyes quickly. You smile at his frustration with Julian, vaguely amused, but break the tension by handing Barry a manila folder.

           "Don’t worry about it Julian, Barr’s working on something else,” you told him, resting your hand proudly on Barry’s shoulder.  

           Barry thanks you with a smile before shrugging your hand off gently and walking to his half of the lab. Julian pauses, eyes flickering from you to Barry before replying.

           "Well, good for him,“ Julian replied, busying himself with the papers on his desk. "Working on something useful.”

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Hell is other people.

Jean-Paul Sarte’s famous quote from Being and Nothingness doesn’t mean what most people think it means.

“Sartre’s point was never that other people make your life hell. He was trying to tinker with the philosophical concept of "being for others,” which holds that people function as mirrors of our psychological understanding of ourselves. Chad the giant douche has been a douche his entire life, but his douchiness is reflected by other people’s reactions to him. The more people he interacts with, the more of his faults he will be forced to recognize via their actions.“


Summary: When you nearly die out on a mission with Steve and Sam, you realise you haven’t yet experienced all that life has to offer. You go to your best friend Steve to help you out

Words: 2.3k

Steve x Reader, Sam

Warnings: injury, romanticised loss of virginity, fluffy smut

A/N: rewrite of this over at @teamfreewill-imagine because I’m lazy

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Good Morning, Sunshine

Wade Wilson (Deadpool) x Reader

Request:  “wade wilson/reader fluffy morning sex ?”

A/N: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand that’s five fics. Sorry for blowing up your dash.

You hated mornings.

As a somewhat functioning adult living in the daily grind, you knew early mornings were a requirement to have some kind of income. Before you met Wade, that’s all there really was: the daily grind. Since he walked into your life over a year ago, there’s certainly been some excitement added. He’s made so many of the things you hated, fun. You were convinced that it was impossible for him to make mornings anything better than average.

Wade, being the devious shit he was, decided he could do a lot better than average. So, naturally, he woke you up over an hour before your alarm was set to go off. Needless to say, you were less than pleased.

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Personality theory will ruin your life
  • Me: Okay, I took the MBTI test!
  • Me: Great, learned cognitive functions
  • Me: I...will get to that. In the meantime I took an enneagram test!
  • The internet: WHAT ARE YOUR WINGS
  • Me: I have wings?
  • The internet: YES, WELL, ONE ANYWAY
  • Me: Okay I figured out the wing.
  • Me: The fuck
  • Me: At least I know my zodiac sign.
  • The internet: THAT'S ONLY YOUR SUN SIGN.
  • Me: What.
  • Me: I was literally a newborn baby.
  • Me: OBVIOUSLY NOT. I give up, I'm going outside.

CS AU: Reality Bites

You think you’re supposed to have your life figured out by the time you hit 25. But chances are, you have no idea what to do, where to go or how to even function in society. In the end, nothing matters as long as the one by your side is exactly the person you want to figue out your shit with. 

“You, me, five bucks, Swan. That is all it takes.”

“One day we’re going to need more than five bucks.”

“Perhaps, but I’m never going to really need anything but you, love.

Happy birthday @blessed-but-distressed​. Whenever I think about what your writing inspires me, it’s exactly this. It reminds me of  kevin smith movies and blur songs. It’s Winona Ryder and Ethan Hawke smoking cigarettes and drinking bad coffee in Reality Bites. Is not knowing what the fuck to do with your life and all the sarcasm that you bring to convey that. It’s figuring out that is ok not to figure out, as long as you have people in the same boat as you. And I wanted to show that with a little picset. This is what I think of when I think of your writing, I hope you like it.

Thank for you for being such a talented writer and a wonderful person to chat with. 

Ooh, another post on ADHD that I could have written!

Tim Beshara, on what it’s like to have inattentive ADHD. Some of my favorite parts.

This description of inattentive ADHD symptoms is accurate:

Inattentive ADHD put simply, means your brain is rubbish at choosing what you focus on. It’s the daydreaming type of ADHD, not the can’t-sit-still type.It’s not that you can’t focus at all. You can focus alright, just not always on what you need to focus on. Sometimes the problem is when you get stuck focusing on the wrong things.

For people with inattentive ADHD, repetitive tasks become hyper-boring and mentally exhausting to stick with. Yet with the tasks you are interested in, you can barely notice the outside world for eight hours straight.

You also have a rubbish working memory. Your long-term memory can be excellent, but your ability to temporarily hold two or three pieces of information in your mind at any one time is limited.

Aligned with this is a deficiency in your prospective memory. Prospective memory is all about being good at remembering to remember.

you often can have a crappy executive function, i.e. your brain is really bad at directing you through a series of sub-tasks to get the main task complete. It can do each sub-task fine, but there doesn’t seem to be anyone in charge in there to lead you through the steps.

But it’s the part about the psychological impact of having late-diagnosed ADHD that hit home the hardest:

The ADHD wears you down but it’s the secondary psychological impact that hits you the hardest.   You get judged by your friends, colleagues, teachers, partners and relatives as being weak in character or lazy. … The only honest answer you ever have for giving someone about why you stuffed up is “I don’t know”.

And what makes it worse is than when you find a topic or task engaging you really can perform. Like exceptionally so. Everyone sees this and uses that as your benchmark and then assumes that when you fail at a boring task it is because you are weak-willed.

People diagnosed with ADHD later on in life, like I was, wear the scars of a lifetime of judgement from failures you can never explain. It’s genuinely traumatic.

It is big things like struggling through university and failing to have a career that matches your potential. And it is little things like forgetting birthdays and people’s names and all seven items on the grocery list to bring back from the shops.

(Finally, someone who understands getting traumatized for an hour over a minor faux pas!).

I’m also glad he mentioned the gap between what you can accomplish when engaged versus when your brain is turned off, and its psychological effects. I believe being twice exceptional (gifted + ADHD) magnifies this gap.

I have a habit of starting strong and fizzling out, in every lab job I’ve had, and many friendships. I’m TERRIFIED of not living up to the expectations I’ve inadvertently set for myself. But I also can’t stop overperforming, because if everyone thinks I’m brilliant and perfectionistic about my work, they’ll forgive me annoying eccentricities like showing up late or occasionally forgetting to turn something in. (That “eccentric genius” stereotype doesn’t just benefit men). So, constant paranoia ensues. And then people tell me I’m too anxious and need to relax. You can’t win with ADHD.

Functions with anxiety

Ti: Literally overthink everything until what seemed like a manageable problem is now a multi-step solution from hell.

Te: Structure absolutely everything, because if one damn thing is out of place Cthulhu will rise again.

Ne: Every single possible bad scenario existing in the brain at one time.

Ni: Prophesying your death nearly every single second. You’re gonna choke on that orange chicken and you know it, dammit.

Si: Remembering everything that has ever gone wrong. Knowing history repeats itself.

Se: Everything is a disaster. 1000 ways to die is now your life.

Fe: Everyone hates you and your dog is going to shit on your grave. Also someone is plotting your death because you were kinda sarcastic.

Fi: A totalitarian government is going to kill you, but they can’t kill your morals. They can still kill you real dead though.