he was affectionate with phil, had low self esteem though and got little views
makes innuendos, only about girls though, laughs and jokes but still has obvious low moments of self loathe
ignores anything regarding his sexuality, very guarded as his subscribers grow
even more retreated, gay is not a word in his vocabulary despite all the phan shippers
careful not to get too close to phil, still wears dark "men's" clothing, nothing feminine, doesn't want to stand out
makes gaming channel with phil, still reluctant to bring up any topic regarding a relationship, constantly in all black but doing better
"im phil trash #1", acknowledges and writes a borderline romantic phanfic, owns haru pillow, goes on holidays with phil and seems happy
wears black nail polish, openly talks about his man crush, explores fashion, happier than ever
2017, four months in:
wears black ripped skinny jeans, paints his nails with glitter polish, makes a pastel themed video with phil and posts several coupley photos, makes gay innuendos every sentence, radiates confidence, personal space what's that???
Jasper in ¾ of the new episode: what the frick frack diddly dack doggone heck are you doin here my fresh coolcat amigo pal chum friend? it sure is wicked cool beans to have you hangin the chill out with me on this groovy gnarly spooktastic islandtopia
Jasper in that remaining ¼: I am cursed to be confined to this island for the rest of time. Well, that is until my physical body can find peace in the living realm.
#Alec Lightwood fell hard and fast #he went from the boy who desperately repressed any kind of feeling #to openly admitting his feelings #and not being able to live without Magnus Bane in his life #what a character development