*Lost Too Soon* Newt x reader
◘ irlus asked:
Reader miscarries. Newt and she had been trying to have babies but she’s got her fourth miscarriage in a very short time. She is broken and beyond desperate and newt doesnt know how to make herl feel right. (And this is just the begining of the angst rampage)
❤ YOU AND YOUR ANGST. lol This one kills me with the feels.
WARNING: Obviously talks about miscarriages so read at your own risk. By no means do I wish to glorify miscarriages in any way. I know people who have had them and they are devastating. Keep in mind that this is only for creative purposes and in no way an attempt to lessen the severity and pain that happens when someone experiences a miscarriage.
You loved children. Your biggest hope was to one day become a mother and be able to watch your own children grow up and become the people they were meant to be.
You and your husband, Newt, had tried for years to have one but all seemed lost after you had endured three miscarriages.
You were now in your fourth pregnancy and so far things were going well. Each day you and Newt held high hopes that everything would work out and you’d finally be able to start the family you had long dreamed of.