what i'm searching for

Hello yes my heart is ready to be taken

(fun fact: i searched the whisper photo to know who are the guys in the background and shut-your-ass that’s elijah wood i just made my everything-is-fucking-connected todd brotzman face)

I’m wondering if I should say anything about this (especially after a long, draining shift at work where two things went wrong – but those two things were enough to occupy me the whole entire night), but –

I just think it’s unfair that there have been callout posts for artists who have drawn Pharmercy in an offensive way, but have admitted their mistakes and have apologized for them.

It’s one thing to call them out if they didn’t. But the thing is, they owned up to their mistakes, and one of them is even reluctant to draw Pharmercy now because of it.

I just think Tumblr is too obsessed with being right and having this moral rectitude that’s personified in callout culture, to the point where even people who make simple mistakes are punished for them via death by crucifixion. 

If you really want to help someone out, you’d engage with them one on one instead of getting thousands of people to shame them, and then smearing an entire subset of a fandom with the same brush, especially since there are members of that fandom who admit that there is a problem with racism, fetishism, whitewashing, etc. and have actively spoken out against it.

And in my case, I’ve even taken hits for it from members of my own fandom, and have lost people that I once considered friends because of it.

So yeah, Pharmercy fandom does have a problem with racism and bad portrayals of Fareeha, etc. And that should rightfully be discussed. Most of us are aware of this, and are trying our best to counteract it. But I do think it’s unfair to make callout posts for misguided artists who have made mistakes, and who have also apologized for them.

And that’s all I’m gonna say for now.

I learned three things tonight while roaming AO3

1: I should really tag my fics properly

2: Other people need to tag their fics properly

3: If I have to spend 3 hours looking for it, I might as well write it myself


LGBT Phantom Thieves icons for all your LGBT Phantom Thieves needs!

I still have the transparent files for all of these, so hmu if you want one with a different flag \o/

Bonus Mishima because my moon child is so important:

  • What she says: i'm fine
  • What she means: Timothy Jackson Drake dedicated himself to searching every corner of the earth for proof that Bruce was still alive even when everything was saying otherwise. He's devoted his life to his friends and family and cares too much about all of them to give up on them. But everyone just went along and accepted that Tim was dead when there wasn't even a body, just a bloody staff left. Everyone Tim cared about just assumed he was dead after his death was staged and didn't even try to see if it wasn't true. Why does DC comics hate Tim Drake so much????
  • BSD: Odasaku only lasted 4 episodes but here's tons of merch!
  • Hetalia: Prussia, Canada and Spain are recurring/minor characters but here's tons of merch!
  • Yugioh: Merch for everybody! No requirements!
  • OsoSan: Who's Chibita?
my adhd ass, all day, everyday
  • me: i forgot what I was just doing
  • me: what was i just thinking about
  • me: why did I walk into this room
  • me: why is this new tab open.......
  • me: why did I open the fridge???
  • me: i'm supposed to be doing something right now but I can't remember what
  • me: i lost something, i'm searching for it, but i can't remember what i'm searching for anymore
  • me: where's my phone
me whenever Yuri on Ice music plays

In Regards to Love: Agape

In Regards to Love: Eros

Minami’s Boogie

Shall We Skate?

Terra Incognita


Symphony No. 9, 2nd Movement “Advent”

L'homme arme


Theme of King JJ

Yuri on ICE

and finally Duet: Stay Close to Me