what i wouldn't do for these two to be happy

Happy Birthday to Kirishima Touka!!!! THE QUEEN *fireworks*

I was planning to post this on the #toukaweek, but since my finals are in the same week (lloro mares) I can’t contribute much :’(( I’m feeling p stressed because finals&exams and this is the only thing I can do, for now.

When my hell end I will try to draw more, promise! (also tumblr&twitter request)

You want to know what makes me happy every day?

1. Watching Steve playing “Just Hold On” at every show.
2. Lottie & Tommy being in love
3. Watching Ernest & Doris growing up.
4. Seeing Lux singing 1D songs.
5. Watching Liam & Niall doing so well for themselves.
6. Seeing Harry wearing two golden rings, he never really wants to take off.
7. Louis finally seeing himself through our eyes.

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[MINIMALIST BANGTAN:]  2016 - THE YEAR IN REVIEW
“Let’s fly with our beautiful wings in 2017 as well.”
[PART 2!]

새해 복 많이 받으세요! // HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! I hope 2017 treats you well~ 💕

maximus029  asked:

I love getting an inside look at quests from your blog. Any way you wouldn't mind going over what your day is like/how you get your ideas implemented into the game?

Thanks! I’m happy to share! This is actually a two part question, so I’m going to address the first to contextualize the second.

Here’s a typical day at the office for me:

I get in to work between 9 and 10. I can get in early if I want, as my schedule is fairly flexible, but I try not get in any later than 10. This job is intensely collaborative so it’s important I’m there when everyone else is there.

First thing I do is start up my tools. We use an editor to make changes to WoW, and we can view those changes in real time on our own personal desktop servers. Mine is called Jen’s Blanket Fort. While tools are firing up I check my emails. I get anywhere from 10-50 a day, depending on where we are in the development cycle. Most of them pertain to best practices, feedback, company events, scheduling (Outlook is my life- if it isn’t in the calendar it doesn’t exist), and general sharing between other departments within the WoW team.

Once I’ve addressed all my emails, what I do next depends heavily on where I am at in the development cycle. A quest chain goes through a number of phases before players see them, and any of these steps can be repeated in the process of iteration.

Planning- If I just received an assignment or an older assignment needs more iteration, I will spend some time planning. This usually entails writing up paper designs for my quests which give a high level overview of things like number of quests, game areas I’ll be using, which characters I’ll be leveraging (or creating) and any other important flavor notes that frame the ‘sell’ behind my chain. This is also where I indicate where I’ll be doing crazy one-off quests that may require some additional development time (see: most of Suramar). This phase can also include research, idea generation, and bouncing ideas off other people. It’s pretty nebulous when you’re done planning, but the goal is to get the folks upstairs to agree to let you build the thing. Once they agree, it’s onto the next phase.

Implementation- Making the thing. The editor we use is a robust but challenging tool. There are a hundred ways to skin a cat, they say, and that is no less true for making a quest. Implementation means turning those written plans into reality. Put creatures in, make them do stuff, write quest text, make sure you can do the quest, combine into a chain. It sounds simple but this is ultimately where I spend most of my time. If the implementation reveals problems in my plan, I go back to that phase. If the implementation gets done, I move onto the next phase.

Feedback- Once I’ve implemented a thing, I send off instructions to my team to tell them how to play through it on their client. Multiple people will play my content and send me feedback in varying levels of detail ranging from high level story feedback to the nitty gritty details of naming conventions and spawning. 

Usually we will solicit a minimum of two rounds of feedback- First is early feedback (called First Pass) in which the quest chain is playable only in the literal sense. Most of it is ‘stood up ugly’ but the extra details that make it ready for players are typically absent for the sake of time. This is where the guys upstairs get a first look at how I use the characters I do, which mechanics I create, and how everything fits together. The focus is on whether or not it is an acceptable iteration of the core concept I was asked to build.

If things are still looking wonky at this point, we can go all the way back to the planning phase or start over on our first pass. But if the feedback is relatively minor then I’ll implement it and send the content back out for second pass review. At this point a larger swath of the team usually has a look at it and I get more feedback of the ‘I liked this but not this’ variety. It’s all useful, but the goal of first pass feedback is usually aimed at standards, whereas second pass feedback is aimed at making the content ready for players.

At any point in the feedback timeframe I can go back to earlier phases. How long a chain stays in the feedback phase depends largely on its complexity, context (is it a chapter quest for a zone? The expansion? Or is it a side quest most players won’t even see?), and whether or not other things surrounding the chain don’t change. During early zone iteration for new expansions, for example, things can happen that might completely change how you approach building a chain, or the story you were trying to tell is no longer the case. This is fairly rare but does happen, which is why we make it a point to get things out for feedback as early in the development process as humanly possible. It’s called ‘avoiding the grand reveal.’

Polish- Now, we’ve been through multiple rounds of feedback (at least 2, potentially more) and we’re ready to start really dressing things up. This is where things like spell visuals, super complex spawn actions, easter eggs, and other super specific details often get put into the game. This is picking off the designer’s wish list, things that aren’t necessary for the quest chain to play well, but ultimately would be nice to have. This phase can be as short as a few days but rarely lasts more than a few weeks.

Bug Fixing- When the content gets into a stable enough state that things won’t be changing super drastically, we send our content out to quality assurance to start the testing process. We get bugs pretty constantly, so I tend to fix them as I get them instead of letting them build up. This phase will last as long as the content is out. I fixed a Legion launch Suramar bug last week, for example.

Here’s the kicker, though. I can be working on multiple pieces of content in multiple phases at the same time. I can be in the planning phase for one chain, polish for another, and bug fixing for another and that’s just a normal day. We try not to have more than one chain being created for the first time at the same time, but it’s quite common to get a thing to first pass, then move on to making the next thing while gathering feedback for the first thing.

And somewhere in there, I get lunch.

On top of creating my own content, I am very much part of a team. I’m available at my desk to soundboard ideas for other people. I frequently bounce ideas off my coworkers in return. We share each other’s work via play tests, so a good chunk of my time is playing things other people have made and providing feedback for them. Fridays are usually where a lot of play testing happens.

I also frequent the forums and wowhead to check up on things I made that the players have access to. I keep tabs on general sentiment surrounding not only my content but the game as a whole and try to keep that in mind as I make things going forward. It’s mostly the Game Director’s job to pilot the ship, but one of Blizzard’s core values is that every voice matters. If I notice something that I personally don’t like, I make myself part of the solution.

One of my favorite things to do is watch people stream my content. During the opening days of Suramar on the Beta, we had a stream up on the quest pit TV to watch.

Some days are more focused than others. Ultimately I choose what I do and when, how fast I make things, how much time I give to each step, and how much feedback I choose to respond to. A huge part of being good at this job is being humble. These people I’m working with are just as smart or smarter than I am. We’re all working toward the same goal of making an awesome experience for our players.

As for my own ideas? You learn to make each assignment your own. We all play within a specific set of rules. I could put trolls in Suramar, but ultimately it would be a tough sell and no amount of passion would convince the folks who write my paycheck to let me make it happen. That doesn’t mean I don’t get to make trolls, ever. It means I need to embrace the assignments I am given and make the most of it. Find interesting textures within them. I don’t play many elves in roleplay, but I worked on Suramar for a year.

You choose to give it your all. Choose to love the thing you’re making. Find the fun. And that is how my ideas get into the game- because they jive with what everyone else is doing.

This ended up being very long, but if you made it this far, thank you.

TL:DR- No work day is the same. I make what they tell me to make and I am dang good at it. 

anonymous asked:

1/4 Can you pray for me? I've been struggling for nearly six years with being something other than straight, and just recently I've come out as agender. My mother is the most religious person in my family and when she cornered me into coming out to her as not straight, she told me she could go to my wedding, but she wouldn't be crying happy tears for me. So I decided if that was what God was like, then I didn't want anything to do with him.

2/4 It was empty, but it was better than cutting my soul into little pieces. But recently, I’ve been studying for myself to see if he actually hates me enough to send me to hell in the happiest, freest moment of my life, and thanks to people like you two and other beautiful gay and trans bloggers who share their perspectives online, I finally feel like maybe, maybe he does care.
¾ Maybe he cares enough about me to change my flaws without breaking my body to fit some mold I never fit into in the first place. Maybe he doesn’t care about the gender of the person I marry, or about my own gender.
4/4 But I’m still afraid. Of my mom, of hell, of God, that I’m opening myself up just to believe a lie and burn anyway. That I’ll never really be loved, or find anyone who will love me unconditionally. That I’ll never be happy or get any peace. And I don’t know what to do. I haven’t been to church in more than a year, and even if I went, I don’t think I know any church where they’d want me if they knew, but I can’t handle going and having to pretend again. I’m scared. Can you pray for me? Please


Hey there. So sorry for the delay in responding; I’ve been praying for you but haven’t had the spoons (energy) to formally post.

You’re going through a lot right now, so be patient with yourself and take time for self care! It’s okay to be scared, too, but I hope that part of you at least can realize that God loves you, that the future is a bright one, that you’ll find the support you need. You have plenty of time to figure everything out, okay?

A few posts that might help you out, if you haven’t seen them yet:

  • This post from our rebuttals tag on how LGBT+ Christians are not simply “justifying our sin” when we interpret the Bible as affirming our genders and orientations. 
  • This post deconstructing gender complementarity
  • This post on how God loves you unconditionally, and how your worthiness of God’s love is not tied up in your gender or orientation.  
  • Wander through our hell tag for hope that you will absolutely not end up in hell for being agender or not being straight. That’s not how hell works. You’re okay, I promise. 
  • A post on finding an affirming church in your area, if you’re interested. If you’re not ready for that yet, you may have seen my Worship from Home series, which offers worship material every Sunday for those who can’t physically get to church. 

I’ll also add that it’s normal to worry that you won’t find anyone who loves you for who you are. But you will! I was so scared of that too, but now I have multiple people in my life, included but not limited to my girlfriend, who love me exactly how I am. Be patient, you’ll find them – or they’ll find you. 

Spirit of Comfort,
Envelop this person in your love. Fill them with your hope and calm their soul. They are wrapped in so much fear and worry; help them to see that you do love them unconditionally, that they are safe in your love – and that you have marvelous plans for them, not despite their gender and orientation but that involve their gender and orientation, because you made them this way with purpose and with delight.
Open the mind of their mom to reconsider the diversity of your Creation and how you fashioned humanity, so that she might move towards a fuller acceptance of her child. And please, send support this person’s way – if the time has come for them to find a new church home, help them find one that embraces them completely. Otherwise, I pray that new or old friends and loved ones uplift them and remind you them of your love.
Amen.  

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What do I do guys!!??? I’m in such turmoil over these two pairing…  I would happy if either of these couples occurred but also heartbroken because that means the ending of the other possibility.  I do not know which I love more… It hurts, I can’t think straight.  I can’t eat! Well I can eat I’m just exaggerating for effect.  I’m such romanogers and buckynat trash its ugly.


Can anyone help?? Anyone else have this problem???

  • What she says: I'm fine.
  • What she means: If Will and Riley knew how the other was feeling when they were on the mountain, then wouldn't Kala have felt all of the emotions that Wolfgang was feeling when he shot and killed his uncle, and therefore was only crying because she felt all of that pain and suffering that Wolfgang had endured over the years condensed into one moment? So even though he told her she couldn't be with him and that she should marry Rajan, wouldn't she have understood why he had to do what he did and therefore realise that he wasn't the monster he said he was?
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I want to talk about this moment because I think it’s one of the most heart wrenching moments these two have. 

It was Emma’s idea to steal the watches. He tells her he can’t let her do that. And she counters “I love you,” and that’s what changes everything. 

Let’s talk about Neal up to this point. At 14, he was willing to go fight in a war that meant his certain death, because the law said he had to, and why should he be any different than his friends and neighbors? At 14, he was willing to leave not only his home, but his entire world if it would take away the dark magic destroying his father. At 14, he gave up the Darlings, a family he actively considered his own, in order to keep them together. So when he sees the wanted poster, he thinks emma can’t be in the car beside me. Because his first instinct has always been to protect. He looks so defeated in this scene, because this is what it always comes down to. He’s doomed to make these choices his whole life. It’s not that he’s continuously abandoned, though we do see that happen– if people don’t leave him, he has to leave them. That’s so jarringly sad to me, to be the person who always has to leave. 

But then Emma finds a way to fix it, and that’s not really something he’s been given before (to his knowledge– he obviously didn’t know the darlings came after him at this point, or even that his father was trying to come back for him). But that’s not what convinces him. MRJ has said the I love you is what made him let her try it, that he absolutely was not going to let her until that point. 

Because in that moment, she wants to do for him what he would do for her. She wants to protect him the same way he wants to protect her. He knows where she’s coming from because it’s where he’s coming from. Someone wants to do for him what he’s done his entire life for other people. And when he tells August “I’m the best thing that’s ever happened to her,” it’s because of this moment. He truly believes that, but I don’t think he could have without believing she loves him the way he loves her. She’s the best thing that happened to him. Because they promised to protect each other. 

And for Emma– we don’t know a lot of details about her backstory before this point. We know she grew up thinking her parents left her on the side of the road, we know she was given back by her first foster family, we know she went from foster home to foster home for 16 years. We know she’s been alone. She probably hasn’t heard an I love you for a very long time, if ever, and she’s never had anyone to fight for her– but she also doesn’t have anyone to say it to. She doesn’t have anyone to fight for. And I think this moment shows how much she craves that, how she’s not going to let him go because she needs to love him as much as she needs to be loved.

And then it obviously goes to hell. But I think this moment right here defines the core of what a happy ending is for both of them: Someone you love who loves you back. Someone you’d fight for who wants to fight for you. To take care of each other. Because that's family. And what more do two lost children want than family?

Interview for Kerrang, December 2004.
  • Chris: "Matt, Have you ever rejected a song for being too over the top?"
  • Matt: "(Laughs) No. Never for that reason, no. I still don't think we're even touching on the beginning of anything close to what has been done in the past in terms of what is regarded over the top."
  • Matt: "If I left the band and you could choose anybody in history to replace me, who would you have?"
  • Dom: "Jimi Hendrix. Well, he's Matt's favourite guitarist, I think. And mine. Plus, he'll fit into the three-piece vibe. It'd work."
  • Dom: "Have you ever spied me doing anything embarrassing, yet spared my blushes by not telling me?"
  • Matt: "Hmmm, Good question. I'm sure there's something. Hmmm."
  • Dom: "You saw me getting laid once."
  • Matt: "That's true, actually: I came in a room once and filmed him with a night vision camera. Ah, I know - I saw him putting on moisturiser once."
  • Chris: "What would you say, If I said I'd invented a Kiss-style image and I wanted to incorporate it onstage?"
  • Matt: "I'd say, it was about fucking time! (Laughs)About time we took it to the next level, I'd say. I've been waiting for one of these two to come up with something; I'd be very happy, yeah. But, I know these two probably wouldn't go there."
  • Chris: "I think I'd probably go there, but I don't know about Kiss."
  • Matt: "What do you think of me getting all the attention and adulation?"
  • Matt: "I don't get it all! Bollocks. Bollocks. Bollocks." (Discards question, chooses new one.)
  • Matt: "If I wanted to record a solo album, how concerned would you be?"
  • Chris: "If I could play bass on it, it'd be alright (Laughs)."
  • Dom: "Which one of us needs to see a shrink and why?"
  • Matt: "I think we've all got hidden agendas. I've never seen one, even though my girlfriend is one. Well, not yet professionally, but she probably will be."
  • Matt: "If you had to select a fancy dress outfit for me, would you choose batman, superman or wonder woman?"
  • Chris: "Batman."
  • Matt: "That's dark. I'm not a dark person, I'm the sunshine of your life."
  • Dom: "Well, I'd say Wonder Woman."
  • Matt: "That's how he'd want to see me. Ever since I saw him bend over to get an injection in his bum, there's been a strange energy between us (laughs). There's definitely suspicion."
  • Dom: "What do you get sick of me moaning on about?"
  • Matt: "Me being late."
  • Chris: "Turning the hi-hats up. Silly little things on the drums."
  • Matt: "Actually, he doesn't really moan much, does he?"
  • Dom: "Really? I thought I was a moaner."
  • Chris: "Who's the worst fighter?"
  • Matt: "If you're small like me, you've got to do other things. If you don't have the physical strength, you've got to use weapons. It's not that I fight like a girl, it's just that I'll use whatever object is at hand."
  • Dom: "I actually think I'm the worst. I smacked one guy in the face once and I thought I looked really hard, and he just turned around, looked at me, and squashed me on the floor in one go. It was quite embarrassing. So, yeah, it's most likely I'd lose, but I'd go down with my teeth in someone's leg."
  • Matt: "What do you think of my dress sense?"
  • Dom: "(Laughs) Pretty sharp these days. As opposed to... shiny pants and glitter shirts."
  • Matt: "Make-up, shiny trousers. Those were the good ol' days. I miss all that."
  • Dom: "What's the worst thing about sharing a tour bus with me?"
  • Matt: "All your faffing around. His electric toothbrush and mouthwash just winds me up. It's just annoying. For one, it reminds me how unclean I am."
  • Chris: "If a spacecraft landed in front of us and a hatch opened up - which of us would be mad enough to go onboard?"
  • Dom: "I'd be in there."
  • Chris: "I'd want to see the beings first."
  • Matt: "I wouldn't go on my own, if I knew we were all going on, I'd be happy to go first."
  • Matt: "Do you think I'm a good looking bloke?"
  • Matt: "That's ridiculous, I can't ask a question like that." (Discards question and chooses new one.)
  • Matt: "Do you two get recognised much when you're out shopping?"
  • Dom: "All the time - they think I'm Matt!"
  • Matt: "Really?"
  • Dom: "I actually did get recognised a couple of days ago at HMV in Islington."
  • Chris: "I got recognised in Co - Op once. I had to sign a little receipt."
  • Chris: "What's my most annoying habit?"
  • Matt: "Farting. I can recognise you by your farts by both smell and volume."
  • Dom: "If I'm in a hotel room, like two floors above him, I can hear him. I'm like, 'Jesus'. He's loud."
  • Matt: "If I had a hygiene problem, would you tell me?"
  • Dom: "I tell you every day (laughs). Get in the shower. Brush your teeth."
  • Matt: "That is true, that is true."
  • Dom: "Which of us has the best home movie collection?"
  • Matt: "Chris. He's got all the Bond films."
  • Chris: "On video and DVD. I try to buy about five DVDs a week."
  • Chris: "What's the worst thing about being in Muse?"
  • Matt: "..."
  • Chris: "..."
  • Dom: "..."
  • Matt: "Our legal bills. The business side. It's complicated. I wouldn't wish it on anybody."
  • Matt: "Is there any song you hate, or used to hate, playing live?"
  • Dom: "Er, no."
  • Chris: "I used to be uncomfortable with 'Blackout', because I never used to play keyboards until that song. They made me learn and I wasn't really a natural player. I was a bit on edge to start with, but I can play it a lot easier now."
  • Matt: "For me it would be a song called 'Cave'. It was on the first album, but it's probably the oldest song of anything we ever did. It was a combination of, one, it was old; and two, it had this vocal bit that had a note I had to hold for so long. It was way too long. You get the odd person still call out for it. Hardcore."
  • Chris: "Who's the biggest bitch?"
  • Dom: "Matt's the biggest and we're his bitches."
  • Dom: "If a venomous snake bit my arse, would you suck the poison out?"
  • Matt: "I'd be more than happy to. I have got medical training - I did a first-aid course. I can do resuscitation, mouth-to-mouth, all that kind of thing. If you cut an artery open, I could stop the bleeding; tie a belt around the groin, fucking do it tight and stand on it, and go, 'SHUT UP!'. Did you know when you see all that thumping of the chest stuff in films, that you can't actually bring somebody back to life by doing that? All you can do is keep them alive until someone turns up with an electrode. You're basically pumping the blood around the body to keep them alive; that's all you're doing. Drowning's a different matter, if someone's got loads of water inside their mouth, you can just blow inside their lungs and maybe they'll be able to cough and splutter it back out again. But, yeah, the venom; I'm not that advanced, but I'd give it a go."
  • Dom: "How about if it bit me on my knob?"
  • Matt: "Then I'd let you die."
  • Chris: "Who's the tightest bastard?"
  • Matt: "Dom. Although it depends what you mean (laughs). Let me think.
  • Erm... I think we're all pretty goddamn good with cash, to be honest. We're all pretty generous. And, yeah, we do charity work. But, we don't like to talk about it. We usually just give hard cash to Oxfam and that's it. We don't go around going (adopts goofy voice), 'Ooh, look at me'. The Bible says if you sing about it, you don't get recognition for it. So, I've just sung about it and blown it all (laughs)."
  • Dom: "Who's the best sportsman?"
  • Matt: "Chris."
  • Chris: "Years ago I might have accepted that, but these days I fall over and break my wrist while playing football on concrete; so I can't be that good."
  • Chris: "If I developed superpowers, would I use them for good or evil?"
  • Matt: "A bit of both."
  • Dom: "I think you'd probably take the piss."
  • Matt: "Am I in touch with my feminine side?"
  • Matt: "This actually isn't my question, I nicked it out of Dom's glass."
  • Dom: "In touch with your feminine side? Er. Yes and no. Actually, I mean, yes, but at the same time... no (laughs)."
  • Matt: "Why, what do you mean?"
  • Dom: "Well, yeah you are, because you wear women's clothes."
  • Matt: "Do I?"
  • Dom: "Yet, when I've tried to kiss you, you don't like it."
The Stans React to Mabifica
  • Stan: Aw geez I'm just an old man, what do I know? So long as you're happy sweetie, I'm happy for the both of you.
  • Ford: I'm not sure I understand. Is...is this considered strange, here? I guess my niece holding hands with a girl loses its impact after thirty years of witnessing every imaginable configuration of multi-dimensional, multi-species, multi-gendered bonding rituals. Why, I even had an associate who was in a tumultuous on-and-off relationship with a Hive Mind! Ha-ha, I know right? Don't ask me how *that* worked. You wouldn't believe the sort of things-
  • Stan: He means he's happy for you two and he's shutting up now.

anonymous asked:

I wouldn't want Toriel to get back with Asgore, but be friends again at least. But I also don't like the idea of Toriel getting with Sans. As much as it may be implied and I love them both, he would only hurt her again being how he is. It wouldn't work out. And I don't want goat mom to get hurt again, she'd deserve better than that.

I’m curious about why you think he would hurt her!

MORE TWO CENTS ON SORIEL STUFF because oh man i love them

First and foremost, Sans is a deeply flawed character and he has a lot of problems that he’s been trying to deal alone. Obviously it’s pretty hard to confide in anyone that, ‘hey, happiness is meaningless and what we do in this life doesnt matter because resets means our very existence has no future and we’re all toys at the mercy of the whims of the player character and im the only one with any knowledge of this and i share the burden of knowing i need to take responsibility to protect my family and my friends and this word.’

But I feel the majority of Sans’ problems and depression stem from this knowledge. Consider; what are the best facets of his personality?

He’s insanely loyal, even though he tries to imply that he never keeps promises; he’s definitely very capable and intelligent, especially if you subscribe to the theory that he was previously working with gaster as an engineer/scientist; he always goes above and beyond for his family at his own expense (see: papyrus having an awesome room with loads of personal stuff provided by sans, sans having a out-of-batteries-torch taped to a dead lightbulb for a lamp); he might be really lazy about working but he actually provides for Papyrus entirely (assuming Papyrus doesn’t get paid or is paid peanuts) by working multiple jobs; he’s obviously really enarmoured with Toriel even if he tries to be lowkey and cool about it; and he and Frisk get on really well.

I think that Sans, besides being pretty lazy, is capable and intelligent and easygoing. I feel that once he realises there’s no threat anymore and he can activity live a happy fulfilling life his depression and apathy will begin to improve and he’ll really grow as a dude and potential partner for Toriel. He’s totally dedicated to Papyrus as his only family so why wouldn’t he also be totally dedicated to Toriel?

ADDITIONALLY! Toriel is also super flawed! She’s struggled with loneliness and depression and isolation herself. They are both sad individuals who have been battling dealing with their situations alone and don’t really know how to face their problems. I don’t think they would be perfect for each other, or that there wouldnt be a lot of moments where it would be tough, but I feel their situations are really similar and they would be able to relate so well to each other. Sans needs emotional stability and strength, and Toriel needs some fun and love in her life!

anonymous asked:

Hiya! Just wondering what you think is going to happen when we get a denial (because... I wanna think about happy stuff for a change! ahah!) -I'm expecting a lot of people will jump ship / come back and that would probably make Larry a lot more believable to them... BUT wouldn't that take away the momentum from their actual CO, if it became too obvious and everybody started believing in it? What do you think? xx

I hope it gets denied and I hope the first thing Louis does is DISAPPEAR FROM THE PLANET for at least two months, doing whatever he wants especially go on a Tropical Island with Harry and stay there until their fucking contract is over. I want to wonder if he is still alive, I want to worry we’ll never see him again, I want to read news about him being so MIA that he probably moved to Zanzibar to sell coconut drinks on the beach. I want to see him back when they are completely free from this HELL, because I am sure they will at some point, I want to see him landing at Heathrow with a real non-forced smile on his face, not Adidas related clothes, tanned and with some more weight on his body, no bags under the eyes, 20 more matching tattoos with his husband and if they want to bless us all and let us die, with Harry himself right behind him carrying the bags.
The rest is unknown and I don’t know what will happen but this is my hope for him because nobody deserves happiness and relax more than this boy.

anonymous asked:

Luke had been sitting on top of one the tables in Library, he was wearing a short dark green skirt that had a bow in the back with knee high socks that was also dark green the top was white with green bow near the chest, he was barefoot since he couldn't find shoes to match. He waited for Zain hoping he get here soon. Yet he didn't want anyone to see him. ((I'm so sorry! Luke wouldn't leave me alone! ))

Zain was entering the library as he did every week at this time. He made it a habit to read when he was not at work and obtained most of his books from the library. He always tried to have them read and returned on the same day. However this week he was shocked by what he found waiting for him when he arrived. He was so taken aback that he dropped the books he’d been carrying.

“Luke…” He gasped as his eyes clouded over with lust.

((Zain’s perfectly happy. I swear I don’t know what we’ll do with these two!))

here is a compilation of things my students said to me today for ur viewing pleasure

2年1組

one girl calls me over and says [in japanese]: lexi-sensei, do you know the meaning of ‘family’?

me: ah, it’s kazoku

girl: no, no. [writes ‘family’ on her paper and points to all the letters, speaking in english]: Father And Mother I Love You!

me, laughing: that’s really cute!

girl laughs with me, and then says in japanese with a huge smile: but actually, i hate my father

2年2組

omoe-sensei: we’ve been learning how to say what people look like. for example, ms. lexi looks ________?

student 1: cute!

student 2: very cute!

student 3: beautiful! happy!

student 1 again: SO BEAUTIFUL! SO HAPPY!

student 4, from the back of the class: CRAZY

2年3組

*two boys sound like they’re having an argument, so i drift closer to see what the problem is*

*they notice me*

first boy [in very loud english]: YOU ARE A GENTLEMAN!

second boy [in equally loud english]: YES!!!!!!!!!!!

2年4組

“lexi-sensei, how do you say in english:

  • closed room
  • trick

  • murder

  • alibi”

あすなろ

“hey, hey, lexi-sensei, do you know the anime called ‘evangelion’?”