what i have in mind right now

Wide hand passes right by his face and shuffles around, contrary to his prediction.The thick cigar is waved mockingly above his face as the cowboy smirks with that infuriating confidence. “Now what were you expectin’? Gotta tame that filthy mind of yer’s Shimada, or that pretty red face is gonna blow.” 

Inktober prompt “Filthy” for 18th entry. Jesse is a incorrigible flirt and Hanzo is doesn’t take well to the flirting. There’s just something about after shower McCree that I love to be honest. Cheating a bit with drawing this on CSP but I did have the sketch done with pencil and copied it onto the canvas, so compromise?

My Boys (Part 2/?)

Steve Plus Size!Reader x Bucky

Author’s note- Here it is. Wow you guys this took a lot to write. Also the Gifs have nothing to do with this part other than the fact that they are hot sooo enjoy that lol

Summary- You wake up with a hangover and guess who’s there to take care of you and make sure you are all good for movie night? Yup Steve and Bucky.

Warning- language, and that’s all I can think of??? Maybe hung over Nat but come on we all love her. 

Word count: 1220

Originally posted by you-didnt-see-that-cuming

Originally posted by lolawinchesterr

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WISHES {pt. 10}

Type: Halloween Special Series; Nine | Ten 
Genre: Fantasy, Fluff, Fox Demon!AU
Member: Jeonghan
Word count: 1,040
A/N:-
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“What’s wrong?” Your friend gently elbows your side.

Your mind seemed distant as you lag behind your group of friends while walking to the cafeteria. You had been staring at the ground, mindlessly following them like a zombie.

“Nothing,” you gently shook your head, but it’s clear you weren’t in a good mood.

“What happened between you and Jaebum?” She leans in closer, “Others have been saying that you traded Jaebum for Jeonghan.”

“I don’t know…” You heavily sigh. It wasn’t a proper answer, but you just haven’t coped enough to gather your thoughts. Your mind was a blur right now and the only thing you could feel was your emotions boiling in a big hot pot.

As you continue to drag your feet, a hand suddenly grips your arm and prevents you from meeting up with the rest of your friends.

You look behind to find Jeonghan.

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anonymous asked:

i'm glad that bismuth isn't dead but rebecca's line of "i love her too much" is so Fake, like if u love her then why was she in an undeserved coma for 537373 episodes???

i know like?? it’s not even that she’s not here, it’s that she’s never really been discussed since then, even after all that we’ve learned since that episode; we had 2 references to her in all the episodes and arcs preceding that :Steven’s trauma with fighting her in Mindful Education, and that one namedrop in Storm in the Room, and I thought that would be the start of something leading back up to her, but no?  

Steven never says in conversation with the gems “so what about Bismuth?” or “Bismuth said…”, or any reference to what he learned from her and about the situation, which would have at least ACKNOWLEDGED the impact her existence and experience has on the story, especially Steven’s perception of his mother and Gem lives? 

even if they referenced her being a “taboo” subject right now among garnet, ame and pearl because they’re still processing what happened between her, rose, and steven, but no. nada. zip. zilch. ~nuthin~.

questions about my next fic(s)!

so since I’ve finished my coffeeshop AU with Steve (which is queued to post in just a bit!), I wanted to see what you guys want to see next! here’s a list of my recent ideas/things I want to write soon. just let me know which one you’re most interested in reading first, or if you have any ideas. I’d love everyone’s feedback on this! probably most of these on this list are going to be written eventually, it will just take me a while to get through it because of school/my medical problems, but I will try my best!

here are the ideas I’ve got running through my mind right now as far as what I want to write (bear with me, it’s a lot, just because I’m so excited to be back even though writing is hard lol):

  • a Steve x Reader coffeeshop AU (currently writing)
  • Unsteady - from @caplansteverogers Song Fic Challenge - it’s going to be an emotional angsty/fluffy Bucky x Reader based on the song Unsteady by X Ambassadors 
  • a halloween one-shot (I have no clue what I want to do yet, but if this gets enough interest I’ll look up some prompts. it’ll definitely be light-hearted since it’s a holiday, after all. this could be with anyone, & if you guys are interested I might try & write more than one before halloween. 
  • SOMETHING with Pietro Maximoff - I wrote him once for a Secret Santa challenge & I love him & I miss him, so I’ve been wanting to write for him recently. he doesn’t get enough love. but even if this isn’t at the top of the list, I’m still gonna write something with Pietro eventually, so it’s basically unavoidable. I just don’t know what I want to do yet with my speedy boi.
  • a soulmate AU series. I just LOVE soulmate AU’s but I don’t know what I want to do. it’ll probably be with Bucky, but since I love soulmate AU’s with all my heart (hah) other characters will be done as well, either in a one-shot or in a series. I’M A CHEESY FUCKER, OKAY. I LOVE LOVE. 

please get back to me on what you guys would want to see first/what you’re most excited for! I’d love to hear from you guys! I love you & hope you’re having a good day/night <3

I know I said I love questions, and I really do. But there’s a way that they can be asked as well. If I see that a question has some negative connotation to it, it leaves a bitter taste in my mouth.

Spoilers are meant to be little nuggets, so yes there will be questions. But questioning my story? I can’t like, tell ya the full story right here and now, otherwise what would be the point of pursuing this comic. I can tell you character personalities and little headcanons, but I ain’t gonna give ya EVERYTHING about said character XD; 

Please be respectful. Also patient? I know updates have been slow, but this story will reveal things in time.

Negative questions can kinda make someone step back. Be mindful please.

Thanks for understanding.

anonymous asked:

in an attempt to get to know you better...what are five facts about you?

I like that!! It’s a good starting line. I’m going to use that sometime. I hope you don’t mind.

My head is all over the place so I’ll tell you five facts that are relevant right now.

  1. 95% of the time, I take a drink of water and some of it spills on my shirt
  2. I can’t make it through “She Waits” without tearing up.
  3. I have to clap every single time the Friends theme comes on. 
  4. I am currently still getting over a cold I’ve had for a week.
  5. I should be outlining More Than a Fling

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bloodeedoo  asked:

lmao poor laxus. he wants an anime rival but what he gets is like one if those supportive characters instead, who makes him breakfast in bed and shit. btw would jerza be endgame for cw!natsu au or can we make it..... gayer?

Laxus, trying not to be jealous of Erza and Mira: Fight me right now

Jellal, concerned: Have some tea, you’ll feel better


I am open to ALL possibilities, including/especially the gay ones! What did you have in mind?

im-so-very-tame-now  asked:

thank you sososo much for all of your positivity and validation. i live in the RI ss area, and I've been a massive fan for 8 years now, ever since 3rd grade. i knew that i wasn't going to get invited but it still kinda hurts, ya know? i genuinely am super excited for everyone that got to go, i just wish i could've experienced that happiness with them. so yeah. thank you cause you make me feel a little better about feeling sad about it

LISTEN. If anyone tonight has a right to be sad (and everyone does but you now what i mean) ITS YALL LIVING IN RI. AND THAT’S COMPLETELY OKAY. Like if I was you I would too. I’m on the other side of the country and part of me feels sad BUT HONESTLY SURROUND YOURSELF WITH POSITIVITY. I’m not saying you have to like it and I’m not saying you have to feel 100% positive but at least surround yourself with it! I hope you don’t mind me posting this but it has positivity so I’m gonna post it. If you want me to delete it just shoot me another message!

WIP Meme

List all the things you’re currently working on in as much or little detail as you’d like, then tag some friends to see what they’re working on. This can be writing, art, vids, gifsets, whatever.

I was tagged by @flarechaser

Oh boy, I have way too many thanks to college, but I’ll try and list all I have right now;

A commission on DA for a character reference of a pegasus character. I’m planning on finishing that tomorrow as it’s already completely sketched out and the like!

A little piece that I’m naming ‘The Tarkin Doctrine’ - I’ve drawn plenty of shitposts including the man thusfar but haven’t actually drawn him seriously yet. I’m planning on pouring everything I have into that damn picture, and I’ve only just started linearting it - God forbid me starting to color that bitch because honestly I don’t know if I’ll ever manage. I did this to myself. I’m an asshole.

Like three different shitposts based around Thrawn - one being a blank reaction image for people, and the other two being being based around both Thrawn and Eli.

Another shitpost for Krennic and Lyra because honestly I can’t make enough shitposts themed around Rogue One. I love that movie so much. I’ve seen it nearly ten times. God help me.

And that’s honestly about it for now - once I finish the commission and some more shitposts I’ll consider adding another ‘serious’ and ‘actual piece of art’ to the WIP list, but today is not yet that day.

Tagging @white-rainbowff, @the-one-blog-to-rule-them-all, and @blindsonar.

anonymous asked:

If you don't mind, what are some HEMA or even just general martial arts channels you like on youtube?

I don’t have any particular favorites right now because I haven’t been putting much time into it lately. Ask me again in a couple of months.

It Ain’t Me: Part 7

Jungkook x reader ft. Yoongi

Request: Can you make a fake text about how bf hears a rumor about y/n and decides to break up without even knowing the true facts

Genre: Angst

Words: 2.4 K

Part 6 | Part 8




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Jesper POV chapters: jeez I wonder what brilliant and horrifying plots Kaz is concocting in his mind right now. He’s so stoic and cunning, his mind a dark horror show no man can even begin the fathom. He is always in control, never cross Kaz Brekker

Kaz POV chapters: SCCCRRRREEEEEE whAt is going on WHO ISthat gotta stay c alm hey fuck you have some suPRESSED RaGE 

15 Difficult Things About Being A Very Intuitive Person

1. It can be hard to tell the difference between an intuitive feeling and just… a feeling. You know that if you treated every passing feeling like an intuitive nudge you’d probably have lost your damn mind by now, so you have to be discerning about what’s a ‘gut feeling’ and what isn’t.

2. It’s hard to convince someone of something just because you ‘know,’ and harder to not say “I told you so” when you’re right. There’s nothing more frustrating than knowing a ‘feeling’ isn’t a compelling argument… except after you were right about said ‘feeling’ and the person you were trying to convince would have saved themselves some trouble had they just trusted you a little.

3. You only want to do what’s ‘right,’ but figuring out what’s ‘right’ is basically your #1 life struggle. You know what it’s like to be able to discern what’s “right” (most positive, most helpful, most beneficial, etc.) in any given moment, and the gratification you get from acting on that inherent knowing. Unfortunately, this can also leave you susceptible to only wanting to act on what’s best, when figuring that out is sometimes a process of trial and error.

4. It’s hard to play dumb when you know people are being dishonest or disingenuous with you. And if you’re being honest, sometimes it hurts to be able to tell someone finds you annoying or wishes you weren’t around as much. It’s probably the biggest downside of being hyper-sensitive to what’s around you, but also probably saves you from spending time with the wrong people.

5. You can be very indecisive, as they say: the clearer the choice, the louder the cry to try and choose otherwise.

6. We live in a world that values thinking over sensing, yet our subconscious minds are much more powerful than our conscious ones. And that’s exactly what you’re tapping into when you have that “intuitive feeling” – your subconscious intelligence. A major reason people doubt themselves is because this typically isn’t seen as valid as conscious choice-making, though we already know the opposite is true.

7. You rarely realize that not only can you intuit ‘truths’ but also ‘possibilities’ (hence being prone to intense anxiety). There are usually multiple potential outcomes to any given situation, and the more you are conscious of one, the more you are conscious of the (less likely, more unfortunate) others.

8. Sometimes, it’s better not to be hyper-aware of (or sensitive to) everything that’s going on in the world, it’s exhausting. You can start to feel as though the world’s problems are your own, and that gets overwhelming when you realize that you alone cannot solve them. (Good news, they’re not – they only feel that way because that’s how you perceive them.)

9. You find joy in understanding things, so you’re quicker to think about them than you are to enjoy them. You sometimes have to remind yourself (or consciously re-teach yourself) to just sit back and enjoy life. You’re so busy putting the puzzle together, you forget to kick back and check out the bigger picture, which is pretty great, too.

10. Not everything requires an in-depth emotional analysis. In fact, some things are best served by leaving them alone. Figuring out the difference between what is and isn’t is a delicate dance that you have to learn to master.

11. Your hyper-sensitivity is something you have to protect. It’s really easy for people to take advantage of you and your empathetic capacity (intuitive people are almost always very empathetic).

12. You won’t let yourself continue doing anything that doesn’t feel ‘right,’ even if that’s the easier (or more logical) choice. Your life is totally subject to how you feel about it, even though in reality, you would be better off seeing with a touch of logic and objectivity now and again.

13. You always find yourself asking people ‘what’s wrong,’ because even the smallest micro-expressions can read to you as ‘off.’ Alongside being hyper-aware of things like this, you have a hard time just letting them go. It feels like seeing a burning fire and just walking away.

14. You feel everything more acutely in general. You take everything seriously, and seem to feel everything with more intensity than other people do (for better and for worse).

15. You take on other people’s problems as your own. You sometimes confuse ‘perceiving something being wrong’ with it ‘being your responsibility to fix.’ Your challenge is in letting yourself perceive a situation, yet also just letting it be what it is at the same time.

Source: Brianna Wiest’s book The Truth About Everything, Thought Catalog

You’re Okay

Tag List: @magicalwolfgirllupus @vergeangst @afangirlforeverything


“I try and tell them what’s going on, and what do they do? They tell me that’s not true! I understand that they don’t want to listen to me but staying in there will WORSEN Thomas’s state of mind! His anxiety will heighten-”

Anxiety

Virgil

“…..Sugar Honey Iced Tea.”

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He left

Oh my god he left

The only person who understands what’s happening to me left

I want to leave but I can’t because I have to help Thomas but right now I can barely focus everything’s too bright and loud and I can’t think oh god someone please help I can’t breathe oh god PLEASE-

“Logan what the heckity heck-”

Logan? Logan’s back? Why?

“Don’t worry you heathens I just forgot something”

“What on Earth did you-hey!”

DON’T TOUCH ME

“Forgive me Virgil”

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“Logan oh my god everything’s too much I can’t breath what do I DO-”

“Five things you can see Virgil.”

“Uuuhhhh… B-books… A…chair? Pap-papers… A highlighter? And… You.”

“Four things you can feel.”

“… bed sheets… My jacket… My T shi…rt… And the wall?”

“Three things you can hear.”

“My heartbeat, the f-fan, and my breathing?”

“Two things you can smell.”

“Um… Cinnamon an-and books?”

“One thing you can taste.”

“Muh-my saliva.”

When did I start crying?

“You’re safe Virgil.”

“I-I don’t-”

“You don’t have to go back. They cannot enter here without my permission.”

I lunge for Logan, enveloping him in a hug.

“Thank you. Thank you thank you-”

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“You’re safe, Virgil. You’re okay.”

After Dinner ; Tom Holland

WARNINGS: nsfw!, slight thigh riding, cunnilingus, oral (male receiving), unprotected sex, almost all porn n’ u gonna need a ton of holy water after reading

summary: after an edgy dinner with the Holland family (consisting much of teasing), both Tom and you eventually come home in dire need of each other’s touch


A/N: this involves the cum-kink (generally the act of playing around with you and your partner’s cum) and if you find that repulsive then i suggest you do not read this okay

After a really long day of fine dining with the Holland family, the tension coming from both Tom and you had built up —almost as if it could already be sliced with a blade. It was as if the whole formal dinner consisted of Tom frequently teasing and tortuously brushing his hand over the inside of your thighs and intentionally at close quarters with your core. And for hours you had to searingly bite on your lower lip, stifling any proximate moans.

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The Arrangement  (pt 8)

The next few weeks were truly the happiest you had been in a long, long time. You were falling more in love with Jimin as each day passed by and he never hesitated to tell you that he too felt the same. 

You two were practically inseperable. He would even come surprise you at work for lunch every now and then and he loved the way your face lit up when he walked through your office door with lunch in hand. 

One day, you heard a knock on your door a few minutes before lunch and you smiled, guessing it was your loving husband. But to your surprise, it was your father and another male behind him who you recognized as Taehyung, one of Jimin’s best friends.

“Appa, hi!” you squealed as you got out of your chair and practically ran to hug your father. 

“Hi Y/N” he chuckles. 

“Hello Taehyung!” you say to Taehyung as he flashes you a smile. “Both of you, come sit!”

After sitting down on the couches in your office, you suddenly wonder why Taehyung was there in the first place. You had seen him a few times after the wedding and Jimin had told you that he was one of his closest friends, but you didn’t really know much else about Taehyung, other than the fact that his family was also into a similar business.

“Y/N, you’re probably wondering why I’ve brough Taehyung here today” your father says as you nod your head. “Our companies will be starting a new project this week. I’ve sent the details to your email just recently but I would like if you could take this project on in my place dear. Taehyung’s father would like for him to lead the project as well” he said.

“Oh, I think I just opened up that email. Don’t worry appa, whatever project it is, I’m sure me and Taehyung can handle it” you say confidently. This wasn’t the first time your father had thrown a project out of the blue for you, but you loved the challenge and always exceeded his expectations. He was confident in handing over the entire business to you.

“Yes sir, like Y/N said, I’m confident that we can succeed in this project. This will be great for both our companies” Taehyung said.

“I’m really glad to hear it, kids. We’re leaving this entire thing to you both, so need to get our approval for anything, ok? With that said, Y/N, Taehyung will be temporarily working here in this building with some of his staff for the duration of this project. However long it takes for you finish.” your father said.

“Oh of course, that will make things easier! We have more than enough space for you, Taehyung” you say with a warm smile.

“Thank you for having us!” Taehyung said.


When Jimin found out that you and Tae were going to be working on a new project at work, he was happy. Two very important in his life were getting the chance to know eachother. He was trying to figure out a way to get you and his friends to hang out more and maybe even get introduced to your friends, but there wasn’t really much time. Plus, he wanted you all to himself.

Unfortunately though, this project was just extra work for both you and Tae on top of the work you normally had, so you spent more and more time at work. Jimin would often come home to an empty house which would remain empty for a few hours. You would walk in, tired from a long day and he missed spending time with you. 

You too had missed coming home on time and spending time with Jimin. He woud still surprise you with lunch every now and then, but Taehyung was also there too. But things were going really well you thought. You were having fun with this project and Taehyung was fun to work with. He told you lots of stories about Jimin and that always put a smile on your face. And you thought you relationship with Jimin was getting stronger despite not seeing eachother as much. You even celebrated your first anniversary together. One year ago, you would have disregarded this day and cursed it. But your anniversary now actually meant something to the both of you. 


One Saturday morning, you woke up to an empty bed. Usually you woke up in Jimins arms, but he was no where to be seen. You quickly got out of bed to head to the bathroom, but you suddenly felt dizzy and had to steady yourself. You thought nothing of it and freshened up in the bathroom before heading out to find you husband. You had walked out of your shared room only to find Jimin cooking away in the kitchen. 

You stood there, just watching him as he stuggled to make whatever it was he was trying to make. Jimin looked up to find you with a big smile on your face. “Morning wifey! I’m making us breakfast! Did I wake you? I’m sorry. I’m not entirely done, but look I finished the stew!” he said as he walked to the table which was mostly set. You walked closer and to be honest, you were quite impressed. 

Jimin opened the lid to the stew and that’s when it all hit you at once. The smell from all the food overwhelmed you and you threw your hands to cover your mouth as you ran to the bathroom. Jimin got scared when he saw you run out of the kitchen. Was the food that bad? He ran after you seconds later and he found you on the bathroom floor, throwing up into the toilet. He held your hair up and he felt so bad. He didn’t mean for you to throw up. He even tried the food and he thought it tasted somewhat decent. “Sweetheart I’m so sorry, I didn’t think the food was that bad” he said.

Despite leaning over the toilet, you couldn’t help but laugh at how cute he was being. You knew it wasn’t because of the food. “Sweets, can you please hand me my phone?” you say, as you flush the toilet, feeling somewhat better. Jimin runs out and returns a few seconds later with a water bottle and phone in hand. You immediately open up your period tracker and to your surprise you’re…almost 3 weeks late. You were surprised to say the least. You had just been so busy these last few weeks that you didn’t even realize. 

Jimin peaks over your shoulder and soon, he too registers what you were looking at. He immediately opened one of the bathroom drawers and shoves a box of pregnancy tests into your hands.

“What the hell? Where’d you get these from?” you ask in disbelief.

“I just figured we would need it at some point in the future so I picked it up a few weeks ago. Thats not important though, just do it already!” he says, excitedly. He walks out of the bathroom and closes the door behind him. “I’ll be right outside Y/N! Take your time” he says. 

Jimins mind started to race. You two had been married for about a little over a year now, and he really just liked the way his life was right now. Did you both even have time for a kid? But at the same time, the thought of having mini you’s or mini hims around the house, his heart swelled. As for you, you knew you always wanted to be a mother. You loved kids and have wanted one for youself when the time came. But was this the time? You and Jimin had discussed having kids, but for the future. Although you felt like it was soon, you couldn’t help but tear up when you thought about holding a baby of your own in your arms. 

Jimin paced around the bathroom door for what felt like hours. He was practically shaking from anticipation. He ran his hands through his hair nervously and tried to take deep breaths to calm himself down. As he paced, he heard the door open behind him. He had never turned around so quickly in his life. He looked at you wide eyed, trying to find the answer in your eyes. You eyes were slightly glazed and he noticed you had not one, but three tests in your hands. 

“I’m…I’m pregnant” you say as a tear falls from your eyes and you smile. Jimin just stares at you for a moment, letting your announcement sink in. And once it does, he practically runs to you and pulls you into a tight hug as he spins you around. 

You both are laughing and giggling and crying all at once. He places you down and kisses you tenderly. “Y/N, you have no idea how happy I am right now” he says. 

“So, we’re doing this? We’re going to be parents?” you ask, smiling through the tears. 

“We’re going to be parents” he confirms, as he kisses you again


A few weeks after you took the test, you also confirmed it with a doctor and she set your mind at ease when she said the baby seemed healthy so far. Soon after, you and Jimin went to the store and bough 2 pairs of baby shoes and gifted them to your parents, who were more than happy that they all practically cried. 

However, the media had found out about your little trip to the store and soon picture were leaked with you and baby shoes in hand. You had no choice but to confirm the news and urged the media to give you your space for the duration of the pregnancy. Soon, it seemed like the whole country was congratulating you. 


You walked into work the following Monday when a bouqet of flowers was quite literally shoved into your face as you entered your office. You grabbed onto the flowers and peaked behind them to see Taehyung behind them. 

“CONGRATS Y/N!” he practically yells.

“oh my gosh, tae you scared me! Thank you, these are gorgeous” you say as you look at the flowers. Over the course of the project, you and Taehyung had got quite close and even resorted to nicknames.

“How far along are you? Is it a boy or girl? I’m the godfather right? of course I am.” he said, excitedly. “omg is it kicking already?”

“Kim Taehyung, I’m going to need you to calm down a little. I’m only about 2 months in. The baby is probably the size of a peanut and so no, I don’t know whether or not it’s a boy or girl. And we can talk godfather much, much later” you say as you walk to your desk. You don’t have to see him to know that he’s frowning. 

“But Tae, I’ve been meaning to talk to you about something” you say as he sits down as well. “Jimin’s birthday is coming up and I wanted to plan a surprise party for him. Do you think you can help me coordinate things?” you ask. 

You had wanted to do something nice for your husband for his birthday since you couldn’t do anything for his last birthday. You had already found his gift, but you needed help with the party details. 

“Of course I’ll help. He’s my best friend!” he exclaims. 

So instead of work that day, you and taehyung sit and plan for a party two months away. 


Jimin knew something was going on. He noticed how you would fumble around, closing your browser when he was nearby. How you would hide your phone and eventually changed the passcode. But he knew who the texts were from. 

He noticed when sometimes you and taehyung would skip lunch to go do “business”. He noticed the secret glances you two shared whenever Taehyung was invited over. 

On one day that you claimed to be working late, Jimin was incredibly bored. He had invited Yoongi over to a local bar, but he ended up getting there early. The bar was one that he had frequented over the years. Jimin honestly just wanted to spend some time with you. Hell, he was just worried that you were over working yourself. And with the baby on the way? You should be working less!

As he drowned in his thoughts, he felt an arm slide up his back. It sent a shiver down his spine and he turned the face a unfortunate familiar face. “Jiah, what are you doing here?” he says, not even smiling. 

“oh come on minnie, we would come here often when we dated. I like this place too, you know” she said with a smirk on her face as she sat on in the seat next to you. 

“what do you want Jiah” Jimin said as he tried not to roll his eyes at his ex.

“Nothing. I’m just enjoying my evening” she said. “Shouldn’t you be spending time with the mom-to-be?” she asked, dryly. “oh wait, she’s out spending time with your best friend. Taehyung, was it?” she asked.

“How’d you know?” Jimin asks, suddenly annoyed.

“Those two frequent the mall I work at. They’re there at least once or twice a week. Oh…you didn’t know? Don’t tell me she’s out with him now? Oh right, this marriage was arranged right? It’s not like she’s obligated to love you, she’s free to love who she pleases. She has such a big smile around Taehyung. You know, that means you’re obligated to love whoever you want as well, Jimin” she says as she runs a finger along the outline of his face before she gets up and leaves. 

Yoongi walks in right at that moment, watching as Jiah walks out of the bar. “Hey, was that who I think it was? What the hell was she doing here? Did she sprout more nonsense?” Yoongi asks Jimin, sitting on the same seat that Jiah had just occupied. 

“What? no, she was just saying hi” Jimin said, not reallly paying attention. Because it had happened. The seed of doubt had been planted. 


The days turned into weeks and that seed of doubt was growing at full speed. Hell, it was practically a forest at this point. Jimin had started to increasingly doubt you, but you failed to notice. You were either busy with work, planning the party, or doctors appointments. 

Jimin wanted to believe you. He wanted so much to believe that you wouldn’t cheat on him. But literally everything seemd to prove that you were. He can’t remember the last time you two shared any physical affection and it seemed like you didn’t even care. The only time you put out for him was during your doctors appointments. 

So when you had suggested meeting for dinner at his favorite restaurant for his birthday, he agreed in a flash. He thought that maybe this dryspell would end and you two could go back to being normal. 

He had picked you up directly from work as per your orders and soon enough, you were sitting at one of the restaurants. He missed having alone time with you like this. 

“Happy Birthday, baby” you cooed as the waiter left after taking your order. It was crazy how much you could make his heart race with just those simple words. 

“Thank you, Y/N. Where’s my gift?” he asked, jokingly. You had blushed and stuttered a little. “It’s actually at home! I thought we could open it together later?” you asked. 

“Of course baby. You know you didn’t have to get me anything right?” he said with a warm smile. 

“I don’t care, I think you’ll really like it” you say. “Just try to gu-” you started, but were interrupted with a text. You grab your phone and as you read the text, you smile. You quickly type a reply and place the phone back on the table, smile still plastered on your face.

And just like that, the evening continued. Throughout dinner, your phone would buzz with texts and you always answered, even if you were interrupting Jimin in the middle of a conversation. You knew it was rude, but Taehyung was currently at home with some other people decorating the house and he kept asking you questions. You couldnt’ help but smile when thinking about how surprised Jimin was going to be. 

After you finished eating, you excused yourself to the bathroom, leaving your phone behind. Jimin was growing increasingly frustrated with you as you seemed to always be on your phone. Your phone buzzed again and Jimin wanted to take your phone and chuck it across the restaurant. Who the hell was texting you so much? He grabbed your phone and your phone lit up to the home screen.

Taehyung: Don’t worry Y/N, he won’t find out our secret


The car ride back home was very silent. The second you returned back to the table, you noticed the change in mood from Jimin. You were extremely uncomfortable with the silence and you wanted to lift his mood before his surprise party. As you pulled into your neighborhood, you gently placed your hands on Jimin’s hands that was on his lap and gave it a gentle squeeze. “Sweets, are you ok?” you ask, finally breaking the silence. 

But much to your surprise, he pushes your hand off. You were hurt to say the least. By now, Jimin had pulled into your garage. “Jimin.. “ you started.

“Just save it” he all but sneers at you. 

“Jimin.. what’s wrong?” you ask, extremely worried.

“JUST SHUT UP Y/N” he yells at you and you are genuinely scared. You shudder in fear. 

“B-Baby, what is it” you try again after a few moments. 

“I know about you and Taehyung” he says, moments later, anger clearly laced in his tone. 

“What?” you ask, confused. 

“Oh cut the act Y/N, I’m not stupid. Of all people to cheat on me with, it had to be with my best friend?” he says with venom in his voice. If looks could kill, you would be dead at the moment. 

“Baby, I think you’re misunderstanding something. I’m not cheating on you sweets” you say with a small smile, finally realizing why he was so upset. You try to grab his hand again but he pulls his hands away. 

“Don’t even pretend, you slut” he says, silentely, but loud enough for you to hear. You feel your heart start to crack.

“Jimin, calm down. I’m telling you the truth. And watch your words Jimin, don’t say something you will regret.” you warn.

“Regret? The only thing I regret is marrying you” he says. 

“Jim-” you try again but he interrupts you with one final blow. 

“Is the child even mine, Y/n?” 


A/N: OKAY SO i’ve been mia for like months now and I’m so incredibly sorry. Here is part 8. 
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