what have i been doing this past week

unicorn-trash-on-a-unicycle  asked:

Hey~! I reaaally love your writing and I was wondering if you could do a hc for rfa (+v and saeran if you want to) reacting to mc being sick and what would they do about. Like a small sickness like a cough or running nose cx

You woke up, thHello, lovely! Krys here! Thank you so much for the lovely compliments! I’m so sorry that this has taken so long! I’m not even going to sugar-coat it… Klc and I have been a little on the lazier side for the past few… weeks? So, please forgive us for this! I hope you like this! Now, these are all illnesses that I consider very minor because I’ve gotten them several times in the course of my life and have lived through them haha. They’re not major or anything, and the worst is probably the flu, and even that isn’t too bad. You just kinda feel bad for a few days, but that’s it.

Zen

  • Let’s get this straight
  • Zen never gets sick
  • He’s a healing monster, what are you talking about?
  • So, when MC gets sick, he doesn’t know what to do for the life of him.
  • His first thought would be to take you to the doctor’s
  • But you insist that you’re fine
  • No
  • He insists that something has to be done about it
  • He admires that you want to just push through it
  • But he asks you not to follow in his footsteps and try to tough it out
  • He honestly doesn’t even know what the severity of your sore throat could be
  • He never gets sore throats or anything
  • And he takes such good care of his voice that this has never really occurred to him
  • So you insist on showing him what to do when you get sick like this
  • So he gets in the car and you drive
  • To the corner store
  • Honestly like a Walgreen’s or CVS or something
  • And pick up some night time cold meds and cough drops
  • And he’s astounded
  • Like
  • Is it really not that bad?
  • I mean
  • I never get that, so I don’t know
  • And you just say that you’re probably gonna have to rest for a day or so
  • And so the babying ensues
  • Literally, wouldn’t let you get out of bed

Yoosung

  • He’s a college student
  • So he knows what it’s like to not take proper care of your body
  • I mean, before you moved in with him, he had a steady diet of ramyun and all sorts of junk foods and chips
  • So, when you were studying for midterms and not eating properly, piled on top of you being stressed out of your mind, it wasn’t a surprise to him that you developed a bit of a cold
  • And of course, being you, you decided to power through it
  • I mean, this was college, for God’s sake
  • If you didn’t pay off your student debts, your children would have to
  • So a cold was no excuse to miss classes and tests in your mind
  • Yoosung, on the other hand, saw what you were doing
  • Or, more like, heard
  • He could hear you awake, coughing and sneezing, while he was playing video games to relieve stress from his own studies
  • So he took a break to check on you
  • And when he found you holding a tissue to your face as you frantically highlighted and underlined text on the papers in front of you, he knew he had to do something about it
  • Whether you wanted it or not, he was going to help you
  • So he promptly picked you up out of your chair and you were so surprised
  • You didn’t hear him come in, you were so focused
  • He was surprised too, he’s not that strong tbh. But you were like a feather to him so it’s k
  • Even though you protested, he put you on the bed and told you not to move an inch
  • So eventually you just accepted your defeat and fell asleep
  • After what felt like forever, you woke up to the smell of chicken soup
  • You could see Yoosung walking in with a tray of it and some water as well as a bit of cold medicine
  • You asked him what time it was, and when he said the next day, you freaked out
  • But he insisted that you take a sick day
  • Originally, you were against it
  • But if you were treated like a princess all day like this, you wouldn’t mind

Jumin

  • This man had access to all the best doctors and medicine that money could buy
  • Because, in fact, he could buy them
  • So when you began to develop the signs of the flu, not a necessarily deadly virus for someone your age, he didn’t even bat an eye
  • Not because he didn’t care, though
  • He cared a lot
  • More than most people would care about someone having the flu tbh
  • But because he knew that this could be resolved with the snap of his fingers
  • So you didn’t even have to complain about the stuffiness or anything before he called the doctor
  • He would gladly take any days off for you, but when he took a whole two weeks off so he could take care of you, you weren’t the only one saying it was unnecessary
  • You could practically hear Jaehee filling up another coffee cup already
  • But he wouldn’t be deterred
  • Just because he had a personal chef to make food for him at any hour he needed, didn’t mean he couldn’t cook
  • You wanted anything, he would make it for you as fast as possible
  • Chicken soup?
  • Done.
  • Mac and Cheese?
  • Okay, here ya go.
  • Seriously, you could ask him for an entire creme brulee and he would have it there before you could blink an eye
  • And of course, though you were sick, cuddles were absolutely not off the table
  • You didn’t really mind, but you were still contagious
  • You really didn’t want him to get sick because of you, but Jumin didn’t care if he got sick or not
  • He just wanted to make the most out of this time off with you
  • So, a few days later, when he started to exhibit the same symptoms, you were not at all surprised

Seven

  • You were always the one who tried to get him to live a healthy lifestyle
  • Tried to get him to eat better, get enough sleep, the works
  • So you thought maybe you could get him to follow along by setting the example
  • So when you began to develop various symptoms that all added up to a throat infection, he begins to use it as an excuse to not eat healthily.
  • “C’mon babe, just eat the salad with me. Please~?”
  • “Nope, the last time you ate healthily like that you got sick.”
  • “That’s, uh, not how it works, and I’m still sick.”
  • “And you still expect me to eat that? And share the same fork! How dare you? Are you trying to poison me, MC?”
  • You weren’t so sick that you didn’t see the humour in his words, but you were also pretty tired and just needed to sleep it off
  • It hurt a bit to talk, and Seven could see that, so he definitely went a bit easier on you and complied
  • You, on the other hand, hurt too much to eat solid foods, so you settled for a fruit smoothie.
  • After that, he took you to bed and stayed with you until you fell asleep
  • After all, you weren’t contagious, so it wasn’t too much of an issue
  • Other than the fact that he was procrastinating working, everything was fine
  • You woke up, though, to the smell of food
  • And it wasn’t just Seven experimenting with microwaving foods that should NOT be microwaved, again
  • It was actual food
  • Like, actual, edible food, that people actually ate
  • Let alone, healthy?
  • Who was this, and what have they done with your boyfriend?
  • So, when he came in with the food, that looked spectacular, mind you, you were very grateful
  • Especially if you didn’t have to cook for yourself when you were sick
  • He was an amazing boyfriend, very caring
  • But he was not very handy in the kitchen
  • Let’s just put it at that

V

  • He felt bad that he couldn’t do much for you
  • It’s not like he could just will you better
  • He wasn’t Jesus or anything
  • Having strep throat was definitely hard on you, and he could tell
  • So he tried his best to provide whatever you needed whenever you needed it
  • That included food, water, tissues, or the meds that your doctor prescribed for you
  • But for most of the days that you were sick, you guys just flopped onto the couch and listened to music or watched movies(with his new sight wowowow)
  • Even though he couldn’t do much for you, he wanted you to be feeling as comfortable as possible while you were unwell
  • So if you wanted ice cream, he would get you ice cream
  • He was really just too good to you to be completely honest
  • He cares for you so much it’s insane
  • You could probably step on him and he would apologise
  • So on the days when it was particularly bad and you were throwing up, he was right there with you holding your hair back and soothing you
  • Boyfriend goals can I get an amen
  • Haha haha I’m single if that wasn’t obvious
  • One day on his way back from work, he picked you up some ice cream sandwiches, and though your throat was sore as ever and you couldn’t talk very well, you thanked him as much as you could
  • So, he watched you devour them as you both pigged out on pizza and watched old Stephen King movies
  • Misery was his personal favourite

Saeran

  • Being sick was not a new subject for him
  • He was a very sickly child and ended up with all sorts of illnesses all the time
  • Thankfully, he grew out of it by the time he got older
  • So, when you came down with a nasty case of bronchitis, he basically slapped on the medical mask and gloves
  • Despite his initial cold appearance and personality, you were one of the only people he could actual tolerate
  • So he didn’t want you to be sick, especially since he knew exactly how it felt and how awful it was
  • My poor son give him love and affection
  • So he took you to the doctor, though he already knew what the treatment was going to be
  • He just wanted a second opinion
  • So when they gave you some meds and an inhaler if things got particularly bad, he wasn’t very surprised
  • Kid probably would’ve ended up a doctor if he could’ve
  • When you went home, he told you to go straight to bed to get some rest
  • Even though you protested, you eventually conceded and went along with it
  • He went off on a tangent about how ‘laughter is the best medicine is a lie and sleep is the true healer’ or whatever
  • You kinda stopped listening
  • Not that you weren’t interested
  • It was really interesting and nice to see him get all passionate about something
  • But you never really thought it would be about your wellbeing
  • You got a glimpse of how caring Saeran could truly be
  • Even if you were romantically involved with him, it wasn’t something that you got to see too often
  • So that was really nice
  • You were sure to thank him as soon as you got better
  • But of course, he just shrugged it off and said it was nothing
Send me numbers!

1: What would you name your future daughter?
2: Do you miss anyone?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
7: How late did you stay up last night?
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
20: Who did you last see in person?
21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Have you ever been to Paris?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Do you use chap stick?
26: Who did you last share a bed with?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
33: What do people call you?
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: What are you listening to right now?
37: What is wrong with you right now?
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
40: What is on your wrists right now?
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
49: Have you ever been to New York?
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

Sorry for my inactivity recently!! i have no excuse but anyway happy valentines day!!! my artist followers consider participating along with this mysme valentines week! (also consider this crazy competition)

October 30, 2016 // The past few weeks I’ve gotten tired of keeping up with my bullet journal. I have a simple planner from target that I kept a to-do list in. For November and December, though, I want to make these the best months yet. 2016 has been such an amazing year of opportunities and growth and I’m excited to see what these last two months hold academically and otherwise.

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Finally, here’s what I’ve been doing the past week. (Please know that I am not a painter or really an illustrator & that these started with google searches and some tracing.)

The top one is what I was painting on New Year’s Eve. I call it, “Let’s Feed 2016 to the Voidfish!” Colors got a little muddy but I did my best.

The other two are cards that I mailed to the McElroys. Yes I know Garyl looks more like a ghostly sea-monster-horse yes I am fine with that yes he has GLITTER IN HIS HAIR

Ask me these!

1:What would you name your future daughter?

2:Do you miss anyone?

3:What if I told you that you were pretty?

4:Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

5:What are you looking forward to in the next week?

6:Did you go out or stay in last night?

7:How late did you stay up last night?

8:Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

9:What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

10:Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

11:Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

12:Have you pretended to like someone?

13:Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

14:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

15:Is it hard for you to get over someone?

16:Think back five months ago, were you single?

17:Have you ever cried from being so mad?

18:Hold hands with anyone this week?

19:Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

20:Who did you last see in person?

21:What is the last thing you said out lot?

22:Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

23:Have you ever been to Paris?

24:Are you good at hiding your feelings?

25:Do you use chap stick?

26:Who did you last share a bed with?

27:Are you listening to music right now?

28:What is something you currently want right now?

29:Were your last three kisses from the same person?

30:How is your heart lately?

31:Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

32:When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?

33:What do people call you?

34:Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

35:Are there any stressful situations in your life?

36:What are you listening to right now?

37:What is wrong with you right now?

38:Love really is a beautiful thing huh?

39:Do you make wishes at 11:11?

40:What is on your wrists right now?

41:Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?

42:Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?

43:Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

44:Have you hugged someone within the last week?

45:Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

46:What were you doing at midnight last night?

47:Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

48:Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?

49:Have you ever been to New York?

50:Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

Questions ask me any number I'll answer honestly

“50 questions
1: What would you name your future daughter?
2: Do you miss anyone?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
7: How late did you stay up last night?
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
20: Who did you last see in person?
21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Have you ever been to Paris?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Do you use chap stick?
26: Who did you last share a bed with?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
33: What do people call you?
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: What are you listening to right now?
37: What is wrong with you right now?
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
40: What is on your wrists right now?
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
49: Have you ever been to New York?
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

MY THEORY ON THE CAMREN SAGA…..

Is CAMREN real? I am not part of their inner circle to give a definitive yes or no on that question. What I can say is, even though their words of denial are telling me no, their actions are telling me a completely different story. In my world, actions speak way louder than words. It is quite clear, through their actions over the past couple weeks alone, something is happening with them.

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FOLLOW FOREVER + DRAWING

Today is my birthday and i wanted to do something different!

First of all, I wanna thank you guys for following me and even if you’re tired of my gay ass you stay around and everyday i get closer o my 2K goal, so thank you very mcuh. Second of all, I haven’t been active and a good nice blog on the past days/week (i’ve been studying), sooooo to make up to that, I chose today (a very special day) to do a special thingy for you guys.

Drawing!! 

- you have to be following me
- reblog this post
- send me what you love most about alex danvers
- I’ll draw a picture based on your URL (and maybe add something you want-say on the ask-)

Follow Forever!! Everyone I follow are very special and have the most amazing blogs, so let’s show them to the world right?

First I wanna thank the greatest ones around here: 

My amazing friends from @alexdanversnetwork :

@agntalexxdanverss @alexandmaggies @alexdamnvers @alexdanvers @alexdanvrrs @alexzorels @amgirl01 @canaries @detective-maggie-sawyer @hermionegrangers @idanversalex @maggiesalex @maggiesvwyer @sanjunipero1987 @sanverschyler @siobhansmythe

And my faves:

@saviorsanvers @maggysawyer @aledanvers @agentdnvrs @alexdanverxs @babydanvers @chaoticsawyer @chylerlwest @clexarkie @damndanvers @undercoversanvers @dnnvers @dxtsawyer @fyeahlexiegrey @gaycanary @haughtbutt @jessequick @sapphics @karaluthr @littlegreys @danvers-grant @notsosociosawyer

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Sans Helps You Study for Finals [Motivational Audio]
  • Sans Helps You Study for Finals [Motivational Audio]
  • TehRogue
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Figured since everyone who is in schools is struggling with Finals, so here’s sans to provide some Encouragement and some help

Heya kid, what cha up to? Studying? what for? you got a big test or something?
Finalys! Oh! Thats why you have been hitting the books so hard the past few weeks.
Nervious? come on kido. stop beating your self up, Your smart.
Im know you will do great on your Finals! Your gonna pass them all. I believe in ya.
and hey, after its all over, you can relax right? Start Enjoying the holidays and have a
nice break from classes. hehe Well, i wont keep ya from your studys. keep up the good work.
and remember. You can do it! huh whats that? you want me to help you study? heheheh well, alright.
Where do we start?

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Look, son, I can’t even begin to tell you how proud of you I’ve been these past weeks. I mean, you’ve just been doing a hell of a job in that mine. You keep going you’re gonna have my job someday. Everybody says so. You got any idea how proud that would make me? I guess what I’m saying is that if this rocket stuff is so important to you, then so be it, as long as you’re careful. Guess there’s worse hobbies you could have. But skipping work that’s out of line. And you gotta know that. (October Sky, 1999. dir. Joe Johnston)

Y'all that "Thank You"

Man, I know Rick isn’t one to apply traditional aspects of masculinity. He’s very much the rejection of those anti-hero “do it your self” arrogant male types we often find on tv nowadays.


But can you imagine what he’s been going through over the past couple of weeks. Having to swallow his pride and dignity. Being torn down in front of his family and humiliated in front of his community. Having to carry that bat, and swallow his tongue, and admit his story about Judith. I wouldn’t say it’s emasculating, because I don’t like that word and it’s not how I would define Rick’s situation, but I’m sure it’s close. He’s been humbled to a degree that we’ve never seen before.

After all that tension between them, and probably a noticeable lack of physical contact between them, to have her take him in such a sensual, intimate, beautiful, reassuring way. Letting him know that no matter what, she was with him and loved him and believed in what he was doing. He needed that and he thanked her for it and it was the must humbling moment for me.

Little Do You Know Part 2

Summary : Sebastian Stan is your best friend, who you’re also in love with. What happens when he’s set to propose to his girlfriend? Can you move past your feelings or do you have to finally fess up to how you feel?

In Sebastian’s POV

Characters: Reader x platonic!Sebastian Stan (for now), Chris Evans

Words:

Warnings: Angst, mention of child death, cheating, Sebastian Stan in general

Author : Barbigirlash

A/N : I don’t know own “Little Do You Know.” or “I Hate You I Love You” I just love the angst of these songs and I’ve been playing with this scenario for weeks. This is my first fic, so let me know your thoughts! Thanks for the support you’ve given Caitsy and I!

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Originally posted by stuckybarnesrogers

Sebastian’s POV

*** 3 Months Earlier ***

“Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and
I’m always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn’t like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn’t bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You’re still in love with me but your friends don’t know
If u wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go”

“I can’t believe I’m actually doing this.” I repeated myself for the millionth time to Chris as we looked at the ring.

“Well, unless you’re going to take the ring back you’re doing it my friend” he said with a laugh as he squeezed my shoulder. I huffed out a laugh and shook my head.

“You know, I always thought I’d be proposing to (Y/N). I knew from the moment I saw her that I loved her. But better to have her in my life as a best friend then nothing at all.” I shut the black box as I looked back up at Chris sitting back in my chair.

“Are you sure about this? You’re still in love with (Y/N). Do you really want to marry someone else?” Chris asked as he took a sip of his drink.

“I love her, but as a friend.” I sighed and leaned back. Running my fingers through my hair before picking up my drink.

“We tried to be Seb and (Y/N) years ago. We were young and stupid. We got pregnant. We lost the baby. I cheated and then we decided it was better to be apart. I almost lost her completely. We’re better off as friends.” I just shook my head. I picked up the black box and twirled it in my fingers.

“This is the right decision.” I said to Chris and I repeated it in my head like a mantra. Hoping I’d soon believe it.

*** Flashback 3 yrs ago. ***

I’ve been holding back
For the fear that you might change your mind
I’m ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight
Little do you know
I need a little more time

“How many times do I have to say I’m sorry (Y/N) !” I screamed at the top of my lungs. I could feel the heat washing over me, the tears that ran from my eyes of their own accord. I managed to ruin the best thing that ever happened to me.

“You can’t just say sorry Sebastian. You can’t just flash that million dollar smile of yours and expect me to forgive you. You cheated on me. You lied to me.” She sobbed as she tried to take a shaky breath.

She threw the magazine at me “Sebastian and co-star Margarita seen cozied up on a romantic date” was all the headline read. And there it was a picture of me kissing her. She walked up to me. Her eyes were puffy and red. We’d been arguing for two days, as soon as she saw the magazine. I know she hadn’t slept, she hadn’t ate. I caused this and it killed me. She took my hands in hers as she took a deep breath.

“Sebastian” she managed to whisper as she kept eye contact with me. Tears staining her long lashes as they continued to fall.

“We lost our baby, and then the moment I needed you..y-y-you were gone.” She managed to choke out. I started to shake my head knowing where this was going.

“(Y-Y-Y-Y/N) don’t-don’t say it. I know I fucked up. We can work past it.” I moved my hands to her cheeks holding her face. My eyes pleading with her.

“I’m sorry Seb, I want to believe you. But I can’t..” she said as she started to sob and she pushed my hands away. “Please, just go.” She said as she walked away and into her bedroom locking the door.

“(Y/N), I Love You.” I whispered before walking out.

*** Present Day ***

When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

Everything was perfect, why did it still feel as if something was missing?

“And of course Sebastian almost gave away the surprise.” My fiancée was telling our guests. I looked down at her. She was happy and I was to. I think. I just laughed along as my eyes scanned the room looking for her.

Once my eyes landed on her a part of me broke. She was there again..just like three years ago. That look of sadness and hurt covering her normally bubbly exterior. I just furrowed my brows watching as Liz whispered something to her and she reluctantly flashed that mega watt smile as she wiped her eyes.

An immediate wave of sadness and regret washed over me. I followed her as she walked across the room. Was she crying because of me? Because of my engagement?

“Earth to Seb” I heard Maragarita say through a giggle. She was looking up at me patting my chest.

“Sorry, I just remembered I needed to check something. Excuse me, love.” I said kissing her temple as I rushed away.

I caught a quick glimpse of (Y/N) and started to follow toward her. But it felt like she was just out of reach. Right when I was about to catch her I watched her walk out the door. Just like all those years ago. She was gone.

Feeling used
But I’m
Still missing you
And I can’t
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can’t seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

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Little Do You Know [Part 3]

Summary : Sebastian Stan is your best friend, who you’re also in love with. What happens when he’s set to propose to his girlfriend? Can you move past your feelings or do you have to fess up?

Characters: Reader x platonic!Sebastian Stan (for now), Chris Evans, Liz Olsen

Warnings: Angst, Sebastian Stan being Sebastian Stan, Feelings of love, Feelings of hate.

Author : Barbigirlash

A/N : I don’t know own “Little Do You Know.” or “I Hate You I Love You” I just love the angst of these songs and I’ve been playing with this scenario for weeks. This is my first fic, so let me know your thoughts! Thanks for the support you’ve given Caitsy and I!

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Prompt List

*** Still Seb’s View ***

I don’t mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?

The party had wrapped up, I was back home with my fiancée and the only thing I could think about was (Y/N). I text her as soon as I saw her walk out the door and I called numerous times. Ten texts, five voicemails later and no response.

“Sebastian…” Margarita said softly. I looked up to meet her gaze trying to study her face. “Is everything ok? You haven’t been the same since you took off to check on (Y/N).” I looked at her surprised.

“No I don’t think it is..I think” I tried to find the words to speak. “What do you mean I went to check on (Y/N)?” So much for trying to hide that tidbit of information. For a guy who played a stealth bad-ass assassin I completely sucked at being covert.

“I’m not an idiot, Stan.” Margarita just crossed her arms over her chest as she took a deep breath. “I watched you, going to check on something. I saw you chasing after her.”

“You’re right. I was chasing after her. I saw her talking to Liz and she was clearly upset. I just had to make sure she was ok.” Was that really all I was doing? Making sure she was ok? I just let out a deep sigh. Why was my stomach in knots?

“I knew it! I knew it! I knew it! After all these years, you’re still in love with her aren’t you? Of course, you are. Why else would you leave your fiancée at your own party to chase after that bitch.” She huffed out and I could see the tears in her eyes.

“She’s not a bitch, she’s my best friend and one of the most amazing people I know. And I…” I couldn’t believe I was having this argument. I couldn’t bring myself to deny what I was feeling. I was still in love with (Y/N). I walked over to where she stood. Her arms still folded across her chest. “I didn’t mean to hurt you…I-I” before I could finish I was cut off.

“Do you remember how fucked up you were when things ended between you too? When she ended things? When she lost the baby? Who picked up the pieces Sebastian? Who?! ME! MARAGARITA! NOT (Y/N)!” I could see the anger and the rage in her eyes.

“That’s the fucking problem. I chose you. I cheated on her with you. She didn’t pick up the pieces because I wouldn’t let her. We needed each other and I was to caught up with my own dick to realize it.” I turned my back to her, waving her off. My emotions finally catching up with me. I ran my fingers through my hair, and just let out a deep breath. I could feel the rage boiling in me. I turned around to face her.

As soon as I turned around I felt it. Margarita’s hand landing right on my cheek. The metal from her ring landing right on my cheek bone. And fuck, did that ring hurt like a son of a bitch. “I’m done Sebastian. You may have not meant to hurt me, but you did. You and (Y/N) will never work. And when she loses another baby and you can’t handle it, don’t call me.” She grabbed her purse and stormed out of our apartment.

“Damnit!” I screamed as I grabbed a glass vase off one of the side tables and threw it against the wall. In one night, I had managed to loose my fiancée. I also managed to possibly loose the love of my life. I wasn’t even sure where to rebuild or how to start. I checked my phone. Three hours later, still no response from (Y/N). Was I to late?

*** Your POV ***

“He’s called five times, ten texts and five voicemails.” I groaned as I hung my head in my lap. I wasn’t sure what to do or what to say. How do you tell the man you love that you can’t be in his life anymore? That you don’t want to be in his life?

“You could talk to him, (Y/N). You just up and left his party. Which he asked you to be at. You said he was watching you, maybe you scared him.” Liz remarked as she took another bite of her ice cream. I just looked at her, shaking my head.

“Right Liz, because he totally wants to hear how I’m still madly in love with him. How I couldn’t stay at the party because it literally broke my heart. And how I had to come over and eat ice cream while watching “How To Loose A Guy in 10 Days.” When in reality, it only took me one day. He totally wants to hear about that on the happiest night of his life.” I remarked. I went to take another bite of my ice cream as I sniffled, trying not to cry for the 20th million time that night.

“I just need a few days to get my shit together and then I’ll tell him. I’ll tell him that we can’t do this anymore. I can’t watch him be married to someone else. It’s better for both of us if I just move on and let him go. I should’ve done that three years ago.” I huffed out as I took another bite of ice cream.

I was going to let him go. I was going to let him be happy, and maybe one day I could be to.

Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Little do you know
I’m trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know
I, I love you till the sun dies

*** Liz’s POV ***

I wish I knew how to make things better for (Y/N) and Sebastian. It was like being stuck in the middle of a train wreck and not being able to save both victims. I knew she loved him and knew he loved her.

Before I could send him a message, Chris text me.

Cap. Evans : Is (Y/N) with you? Sebastian ended it with Margarita. He realized he’s still in love with her.

Cap. : I know she’s there.

Me : She’s here, but she’s convinced it doesn’t want her. She said she needs a few days. We can’t force them, we have to let them work it out.

Me : But maybe we can help it along.

Cap : I have a plan.

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favourite phrases heard in the lab
  • “is it supposed to look like that?” “i don’t know, i don’t care anymore”
  • “dont mind me watching you i just have no idea what i’m doing” “me neither”
  • *walks past a guy’s beaker that’s frothing and overflowing into the sink* “well that’s happening” “it sure is”
  • “if it’s not smelly, it’s not chemistry” “i dont know, phys chem doesnt really smell” “yeah but that’s not real chemistry”
  • “it feels like a great british bakeoff technical challenge”
  • “oh my god it said 1ml not 10ml! oh well”
  • *someone pokes their head around the corner* “is it you guys’ experiment that stinks like fish?”
  • “it looks like a souffle” “then i never want to eat souffle again”
  • *spills hazardous chemicals on self* “oops” *wipes hands on lab coat*
  • “i just broke my beaker. nevermind, at least i don’t have to clean it”
  • “lets try and get this done as quickly as possible. firstly, because it’s friday and you all want to get out of here and go home, and secondly, because it’s friday and i want to get out of here and go home”
What’s Your Type?

Hopefully everyone has been enjoying Pokemon Sun and Pokemon Moon over the past few weeks. I certainly have, as these games have broken many conventions of the series in exciting ways. They provided a fresh take on a franchise that is twenty years old this year.

Yesterday I was asked what colors I thought the eighteen Pokemon types would line up with. I answered, but didn’t really expound on my choices. I figured I’d call an audible and do just that today. There’s a lot of Pokemon, so caveats definitely apply.

Bug – Green and Black

We start with an easy one. Bugs exist in most Magic sets, from Insects to Spiders to Scorpions. They overwhelmingly appear in Green and Black, the colors of natural creatures and spoopy creatures, respectively.

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Little Do You Know [Part 4]

Summary : Sebastian Stan is your best friend, who you’re also in love with. What happens when he’s set to propose to his girlfriend? Can you move past your feelings or do you have to fess up?


Characters: Reader x platonic!Sebastian Stan (for now), Chris Evans, Liz Olsen. Reader x fluffy!Sebastian


Warnings: Angst, Sebastian Stan being Sebastian Stan, Feelings of love, Feelings of hate. Fluff.


Author : Barbigirlash


A/N : I don’t know own “Little Do You Know.” or “I Hate You I Love You” I just love the angst of these songs and I’ve been playing with this scenario for weeks. This is my first fic, so let me know your thoughts! Thanks for the support you’ve given Caitsy and I! They’ll be a sequel one-shot just to show where the Reader and Seb ended up. Because I’m a sap!

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Prompt List

Originally posted by kingsebastian

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to but I can’t put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I’ll never be her

“I don’t understand, what do you mean she doesn’t want to see me?” I could hear Sebastian yelling on the phone and it broke my heart. Chris and Liz had been playing messenger for the both of us for the past four days. And they had tried to get Sebastian and I in the same room. I couldn’t bring myself to do it.

“Sebastian, she just needs time. She knows about you and Margarita.” Liz tried to explain but she was cut off by a loud click on the phone. She turned back to face me giving me a faint smile. “He just wants to talk (Y/N).”

“I know and eventually we will. Just Liz I can’t right now. I feel horrible. It’s my fault. “ I said as I stood up. I went to my kitchen grabbing a bottle of water. I hadn’t left my apartment since I came back after Sebastian’s party. I was a hermit, I was heartbroken.

I was about to say something else to Liz when I heard a knock at the door. We looked at each other unsure of who it could be. I walked over and opened the door. I instantly regretted that decision. There stood Sebastian and he looked even worse then I felt. He hadn’t slept, he hadn’t ate and he looked like death.

“Please let me in, (Y/N).” He asked in a begging tone of voice. I moved out of the way silently letting him in and Liz made her way quickly to the door. “Call me if you need me.” She said swiftly before exiting. I nodded my head and shut the door. I turned around to face him.

“Look (Y/N), I know ..” Sebastian started to pace and try to speak. I quickly cut him off.

“I’m sorry Sebastian. I’m sorry for ruining your engagement and just disappearing for the past five days.” I took a deep breath and stuck my hands in my pockets.  I felt Sebastian’s eyes on me. I took my hands out and ran my hands over my face. “I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t watch…” I felt myself tearing up.

Sebastian ran over and grabbed me. “It’s ok, it’s ok …” he kept repeating kissing my head as he rubbed my back and my shoulders. He pulled away from me and we just looked at each other.

It felt like three years ago when we both walked away from each other. Sebastian just looked at me. He handed me one of our first pictures together on our first date. The best night of our life. We were staring at each other. It was evident how insanely and madly in love we were and neither of us knew it.

“I…I…I…” He cleared his voice to talk. He just looked at me giving me a soft smile. “I kept it all these years. Even after everything. I fucked up majorly three years ago. I couldn’t handle my feelings for you. I was so in love with you, it scared me. Then we lost our baby and I lost it. I wasn’t sure how to handle it. How to be there for you. How to not be angry with myself or with you. I sought comfort with someone else. I abandoned you when you needed it most. “ He stopped to take a breath and read my reaction.

“Sebastian, we both made mistakes. I distanced myself from you and I didn’t fight for you. I didn’t know how. I was so angry with myself and then when you cheated I didn’t know what else to do. I thought I could just be friends and be happy for you.” I bit my lip and just sob laughed. “But I couldn’t. Every moment we are together was like that night. God, I have been insanely in love with you since the day I saw you. I can’t just be your friend Sebastian. I have to be more. I need to be more.” I let out a breath I didn’t know I had been holding studying his face.

“I messed up our relationship three years ago. I want another chance (Y/N). I can’t say anything that is going to prove to you that I will be better and that I realize how much you mean to me. But my feelings never left. When I saw you at the party all I could think of was that night. My world almost ended when I walked out that door three years ago, please don’t let it end today. I’m sorry I’m so much of an idiot that it took me until now to realize how much you mean to me.” He looked up at me, his steel blue eyes bloodshot from lack of sleep and from crying.

You’ve always been that girl. I’ve been in love with you since the moment we met and you are the girl I’m going to spend the rest of my life proving how incredibly thankful I am that you’ve always been by my side. I don’t deserve you (Y/N).” Sebastian bit his lip, waiting for me to respond.

I wrapped my arms around Sebastian’s neck breathing deeply as my eyes met his. “One day at a time Sebastian. We’ll take it one day at a time and we’ll make it work. We’ll fight for each other this time.” I said softly. We both shared a smile small but I felt his lips press against mine.

I’ll wait, just wait
I love you like I’ve never felt the pain, just wait
I love you like I’ve never been afraid, just wait
Our love we see right here stays so lay your head on me
I’ll wait, I’ll wait
I love you like you’ve never felt the pain, I’ll wait
I promise you don’t have to be afraid, I’ll wait
The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me
‘Cause little do you know
I love you till the sun dies

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Been working on what I want to do/focus on in 2017. Here’s what I have so far:

-Lose at least 10lbs per month until you get to desired weight
-Redo extensions every 8-10 weeks
-Use no heat on hair and no hair cuts
-Take vitamins to grow hair past collarbones by end of year, possibly longer
-Visit dermatologist as often as you can to get rid of acne and acne scars
-Once injury has healed, get back to working out 5 times per week minimum
-Save at least $5,000 by end of year
-Decide on new life plan, i.e. full time teaching job in a new city
-Literally have my life stable and be at my goal weight before I turn 23 years old

What are some of your goals for 2017?

So it’s the end of the year, and I haven’t done a follow forever in so long! So I just really want to thank everyone I follow for doing the things you do, and I want to thank all my mutuals who have stuck with me these past few weeks when I haven’t been as active. I don’t know what it is, I just haven’t had the motivation to come onto tumblr recently. Hopefully that’ll change with the new year. So here’s everyone on my dash, you’re all awesome!

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m-s:

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Welcome to Invaders Must Die. The very select club where you shoulder the responsibility of saving the world from aliens with the help of an alien.

I have been making brand new shiny monster designs over the past few weeks and feel a lot happier with what I have now! Especially since I get to put them all together. Do you guys have a favourite monster design?

I’ve also been trying to figure out each person’s individual wardrobe since I want them all to be wearing multiple clothes like normal people ahaha. It was a lot of fun looking things up and settling on their styles.