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Do You Wanna Fight?

Aries Mars:

Originally posted by mariaslittlestuff

An Aries mars is very explosive and the smallest thing will set them on a rampage, destroying everything in their path. They can be very blunt and tell it how it is, regardless of if they hurt others’ feelings. After all, they need to know the truth! They are absolutely savage and rip apart anyone that decides to cross them. This often means bridges get burnt quickly and in a rapid bush fire of anger. Unfortunately for an Aries mars, they move on much faster than everyone else. So they may try to talk to someone hours after an argument to find that person has blocked them and wants nothing to do with them.

Taurus Mars:

Originally posted by chicastrology

A Taurus Mars is very hard to anger and they take a lot of pushing to finally react but when they do, it’s time to give up. It becomes like talking to a brick wall. They refuse to listen to anyone and will only do what they want which is frustrating to people around them. Their pride and stubbornness shines and blocks their ability to even consider doing anything but saying no, to everything. Their need to control themselves becomes very apparent in situations where they are distressed or under pressure.

Gemini Mars:

Originally posted by shitthesignssay

A Gemini Mars often shows anger through acting superior or disinterested rather than aggressive. They seem to believe they are better than those who are more argumentative. Their ability to outwit any opponent often means they win fights, but only because they become unresponsive and sarcastic rather than actually having conversations. They move on very quickly but in the back of their mind, they love to think they are now more intelligent because they won a fight and will use that to their advantage.

Cancer Mars:

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

A Cancer Mars is literally the most dramatic person you will ever meet. They are savage and go straight in for the sore point but as soon as you even slightly retaliate, they cry and act as though they have been horribly betrayed by their oldest friend and now they must live in anguish. They get defensive before they have even been accused which actually starts most of the arguments they are involved in. They seem to make every disagreement become a personal attack by everyone else onto them.

Leo Mars:

Originally posted by dragwillamgoddammit

A Leo mars has this need to be the most important person in the room and when they’re not, they throw almighty tantrums. If someone does not pay enough attention to them, they become self-conscious and moody, especially towards that person. They won’t tell you why, though. You’re just left to wonder what you did to deserve the silent treatment. They work hard for attention and when it is not received, they are personally hurt. Also very stubborn, they have a really hard time letting things go.

Virgo Mars:

Originally posted by ziwe

A Virgo mars generally isn’t aggressive but they rip you apart with their criticism that quite often becomes personal and nasty. Their anger is usually shown through complaining and cynicism. They are very prone to “just doing it themselves” rather than having to explain things to other people because they believe they are the only ones that can do anything the right way. Often, they will shut people down before they get a chance and are able to make people feel as though they are inferior which means they are avoided when anything doesn’t go to plan as those around them know they’ll be on a rampage.

Libra Mars:

Originally posted by welcometoyouredoom

A Libra mars wants drama, no matter where or who it’s coming from or involving. They are always the instigator when issues arise and love to light the fire and then run away to watch from afar. Then, when it’s all said and done, they decide to come out and mend the situation to make themselves look like heroes. Very passive aggressive to anyone that crosses them but rarely take action, instead they will talk behind peoples’ backs and spread rumors which solves nothing and in fact, makes things worse. 

Scorpio Mars:

Originally posted by i-am-a-daemon

A Scorpio Mars has an almost concerning amount of self-restraint which is even scarier than an explosive Mars sign as you can never tell what they’re thinking. They know how to not only cut deep, but leave scars for years on end. They have a very black and white outlook on life - it’s this or that. Pessimism is common and often alienates them from more happy-go-lucky people. They’re not bothered though, because anyone that sees the world in rose coloured glasses is an idiot, right? They’re able to destroy your self-worth without blinking an eye which means a lot of people tread on egg shells around them. 

Sagittarius Mars:

Originally posted by thatshortfunnygirl

A Sagittarius Mars often starts fights that they can’t finish. They rarely look at the facts properly before diving in with their opinion and then get offended if you don’t agree. They are violent when they are irritated and literally will throw a chair at someone if they’re not doing what they want. They get bored super easily and will (literally) run away if things aren’t fast-paced enough to keep them interested. If you want someone you know will always be on your side, don’t ask them, their opinions and moods can change in a flash.

Capricorn Mars:

Originally posted by orangemoons13000

A Capricorn Mars believes they can do absolutely no wrong. They are big on betrayal and backstabbing, making it unfortunate for you if you cross them because you won’t hear about it from them, you’ll hear about it when there are rumors circling about you and you’re getting the silent treatment from 4 of your friends. They seem very unenthusiastic and placid but they are very convincing when they set their mind on something. They are very calm when angry which makes it more uncomfortable for everyone because they become distant and quiet when you have upset them and it is very hard to come back from that.

Aquarius Mars:

Originally posted by etudiant-en-ph2

An Aquarius Mars is unbelievably clever but they often are bit by the “know-it-all” bug which makes them hard to converse with as they really don’t believe anyone can be on their level. They will fight back if they are forced to follow rules or requests they don’t agree with. They have a tendency to develop a god-complex and believe they are smarter, wittier and better than those around them. They become detached and disinterested when angry as if people are not worth their time which often leads people to dislike their blunt, entitled nature.

Pisces Mars:

Originally posted by 99percentskins

A Pisces Mars is endlessly fascinated by everything around them. They rarely get involved in any sort of disagreement or fight as they’re very chill and prefer the onlooker role instead. They are passionate about their opinions and beliefs and often take on a martyr role, even when there is no one going against them. It is as though they want to be defeated, so later they can prove themselves which can get on the nerves of people when they play the victim just to be redeemed.

What’s in a meme?

okay, so more on the humans are weird tag, I’m thinking of doing one of my own every day what do you think? anyway todays is, yep you guessed it: memes.
not necessarily just memes though, just jokes in general. memes were just my starting thought, but hey, let’s go from what seems like the logical start.
How weird are human jokes? Like, we have some which just don’t make sense, like i don’t know if anyone else has seen that “No, two goat is too much” post [that probably doesn’t make sense to anyone else but i know what joke I’m talking about] but even if you don’t know that post i’m sure you’ve seen them around, those posts that make ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE, but you laugh ridiculously hard at.

another type of jokes: puns. why do we find them funny??? don’t get me wrong, i love them, but why? I’ve been thinking about it for a solid two minutes and i can’t even come up with an accurate definition of puns. in times like this i often turn to google:
pun: a joke exploiting the different possible meanings of a word or the fact that there are words which sound alike but have different meanings
like honestly, we just went “Hey, these two words sound similar but mean two completely different things, that’s hillarious!”k knock

Some of our jokes don’t even have answers! like what’s that about?
And what about the jokes that aren’t even jokes, like why did the chicken cross the road? imagine how confused they’d be
and what about knock knock jokes? i’d probably go something like this:
Human: hey Jeff, knock knock

Alien: Why are you knocking, isn’t knocking something done, not something verbally spoken, have i misunderstood the concept of knocking?
Human: No. no, no, not at all, it’s a joke
Alien: a… joke?

Human: yeah, I say knock knock, and then you say who’s there. after that I’ll answer and you repeat what i said but with who on the end, and then i answer that. do you get it.

Alien, I believe i understand human!Jack, you will knock i will ask who is there, you shall say your name and i shall ask you to clarify. is a joke a training exercise of some kind? a way to make sure we answer in an apropriate way?

Human: no, not really, like I won’t reply with my name, i’ll reply with something else
Alien: Ah! so we are always open to new names and outcomes, genius!

Human: Erm, no not exactly, let’s let’s just try it
Alien: Excelent, I am excited!

Human: knock knock:

Alien: Who is there?

Human: Isabelle

Alien: Isabelle who?

Human: Is the bell broken? i had to knock!

Alien: What a wonderful name, do please come in Isabelle broken i had to knock.


Alien: What a wonderful exercise, we should do these “jokes” more often! [walks away]
Human: …

yeah, you see how it might get confusing.

alright, now it’s time to get to what I’m sure is the reason you’re here: memes.
memes make no sense, and you might think that would go under non-sensical jokes, but what more got me thinking, was how memes die. like, after a wile, a meme just dies out, everyone moves on and people don’t really think of them as funny anymore, what’s with that? like maybe they’ll think jokes are a seasonal thing just imagine:
Alien: Ah, yes i saw one of those “Forcefully removed” jokes the other day, and i brought it here to show you
Human: Oh, those aren’t funny anymore.
Alien: Oh, is this one not up to par?

Human: no, not that, just all of them

Alien: but it was before?

Human: Yeah, those were the shit a few months ago

Alien: Then why stop? is it seasonal? do jokes have a cycle? Is it because it’ aimed at different age groups?
Human: no, none of that, it just is.

Alien: …

anyway, not very well explained, but you get my point.

now Imagine a crew that’s pretty used to the humans, they can differentiate between jokes and serious, a few of them get the jokes even, they enjoy the jokes. then imagine one of the crew members likes dark humour, maybe they start telling anti jokes

Human: hey, wanna hear a joke?

Alien: Ooh, yes!

Human: A man walks into a bar

Alien: ooh, i love these ones

Human: His alcoholism is ruining his life and his family is falling apart.

Alien: wait what

as i said, human humour is weird. tomorrow, I’ll get into fashion.

anonymous asked:

Hey could you please explain why youre not an anti? Im not trying to be rude or anything its just that as a teenager the same age as the paladins i dont see how a seven/eight year difference can be good

Short version: It doesn’t matter.

Long version: Sigh. Without getting into a whole long diatribe on this whole age discourse thing, I’ll just sum it up by saying that no, a gap of 7-8 years is not a big deal. There are plenty of RL couples with gaps that big that are perfectly healthy and happy. The difference between a teenager and an adult can be a bit of a maturity issue, sure. The power dynamic between a leader and a subordinate can also make relationships tricky to navigate. But this is fiction. It’s easy to fix. Just age one character up or the other down. Or assume that they are all ACTUALLY teenagers, as multiple “official” sources have stated. (No, the Guidebook is not especially reliable. The show writers had nothing to do with it.)

Even if it WAS a problem, it still doesn’t matter. This is fandom. People are allowed to have unhealthy ships, not that I’m saying that any ship with Shiro and another paladin is unhealthy. It’s fiction. It doesn’t matter. This is not a moral issue. You are allowed to be squicked by ships you don’t like, for any reason, but that doesn’t mean that you have a moral mandate to oppose them, vocally or otherwise. Nor does anyone else. That is not your job.

If you don’t like what someone is doing, unfollow them. Download xkit and block the tag. If me NOT being an anti makes you uncomfortable, even though I don’t reblog or create fanwork with ships, unfollow me. It’s okay. I won’t be upset. Do whatever you need to do to protect yourself and make sure you’re comfortable. You are in charge of your own experience, especially in a fandom setting where lots of people make an effort to tag and add trigger warnings all over the place so you don’t have to be exposed to anything you don’t like.

What you can’t do is police the fandom. You can’t convict other fans of thoughtcrimes because they don’t feel the same way you do about a ship. Not only is it a very unhealthy and unproductive road for you to go down, it’s literally impossible. There will always be people out there who ship things that you don’t like and find problematic. The sooner you learn to accept that fact, the better off you’ll be.

Burning Question for Sherlock Fanfic Writers: Effect of s4 on characterization?

Hey y’all. 

I have been thinking about this for quite a while– and what I’d love is to hear from fan writers–some honest opinions, commentary, whatever– about how season four of BBC Sherlock affected your understanding of the characters as you write them. 

Do you see Sherlock as more empathetic? Less? John? How has the last season changed your mental image of the characters? How does that affect your ideas for stories? 

Tagging a few folks, though everybody is welcome to weigh in: 

@silentauroriamthereal, @may-shepard, @sussexbound, @ivyblossom, @pennypaperbrain, @constancecream, @xistentialangst, @plaidadder, and anyone else who wants to join in…

Frost  (Chapter Four)

Tony and Loki try to get closer. Thor and Tony talk about the hjartslattur bond. Loki has a break down.
Can’t wait to hear from you guys, all the responses/messages about this fic has been awesome! If you want to be added to the tag list, hit up my ASK BOX.


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“Why do you call Thor ‘Our King’?” Tony asked as they headed back into the castle when it was finally too dark to continue gardening.

“What else would I call him?” Loki sent him an odd look. “That is his title, just like you are Sir Anthony, though I will admit to having a more difficult time with that one.”

“Yeah, no I think we all know Sir Anthony sounds stupid.” Tony agreed with a laugh and the tiniest smile creased Loki’s mouth. “I guess I mean, why don’t you call him brother? Or Thor?”

“He is not my brother.” Loki hated that the words sounded so bitter. “And I have no right to address him by his given name. Not only is he King, but he and I– he and I–” Loki cleared his throat. “Addressing him as ‘Our King’ is just prudent.”

“That’s fair.” Tony nodded. “Well, since I’m never going to refer to you as ‘Prince’, feel free to never call me Sir Anthony.”

“You never even refer to me as Loki, I certainly don’t expect you to address me as Prince.”

“Yeah, well Reindeer Games, you threw me out a window once. So you know.”

“I would ask your forgiveness for that.” Loki stopped halfway down the hall and grasped Tony’s wrist. “I am not sure if you are aware of all that preceded those events but–”

“God you guys talk like you’re out of Knights of the Round Table.” Tony rolled his eyes. “It’s fine. Thor has tried to explain it, it’s all very Norse Mythology and I can’t say I understand it but I do know you weren’t really acting under your own power or whatever, alright? No harm no foul.”

“Anthony.” Loki’s grip tightened and he stared down into deep brown eyes. “I would ask your forgiveness.”

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Sanders Sides Appreciation Month: Roman’s Week

Wow!! I just have no words!! Thank you to everyone who participated and helped appreciate Logan this week! I know its not over yet, but the amount of theories, posts, memes, art, fanfictions, poetry, puzzles everyone made was just…All I have to say is great work!!! We were even noticed by @thatsthat24! And its all thanks to you guys who made the start of this month so spectacular!

Just a recap on the progression of #sanderssidesappreciationmonth here are the dates for the next weeks that have yet to come:

July 31st-August 6th : Logan/Logic (Almost finished)

August 7th-August 13th : Roman/Princey (Next)

August 14th-August 20th : Patton/Dad/Morality

August 21st-August 27th : Virgil/Anxiety

August 28th-September 3rd : Joan and Talyn (Because they do so much for Thomas!!!!!)

Sadly as all weeks end on sunday, so must Logan’s, but that just means its time for a new star to shine! As Logan’s week transitions into Roman’s, just keep the teacher in your thoughts and focus your attention on the one who craves it!

Again, you can celebrate these characters in any way you want to! But, I have created a challenge calendar for each week that is completely optional and will definitely make this month more entertaining.

(If you don’t like these sets of challenges, please feel free to make your own! After all, everything points back to the brilliance of Thomas and his friends anyways. This month is all about them and respecting and enjoying what they have created.)

On the saturday night before each week starts I will post a series of optional challenges all relating to the character of the week! Each day will have a title, and then three challenges that correspond to the day. By no means do you have to do all three of them, but they are there so everyone has an option. This just helps everyone’s creative juices get flowing! 

Without further ado, Here is Roman’s Challenge Calendar:

Day 1: Monday August 7th - A grand entry!

a. Prince Roman changes Thomas’s mind palace into a Castle for a week! How do the other sides react?

b. Edit a video to make one of Roman’s entrances look as epic as possible In any way, shape or form!

c. If Roman were to wield a different weapon other than a sword, what would it be?

Day 2: Tuesday August 8th - Disney Day


          GO!!! (Try to use as few Pixar movies as possible)

b.       Roman wishes upon a star. What does he wish for? What happens?

c.       Change a Disney movie’s storyline to incorporate Roman!

Day 3: Wednesday August 9th - Romantic Gestures

a.       SHIP DAY with Roman. (Princality, Logince, LAMP, Prinxiety. Your choice) (Could be art, fanfic, poem, ANYTHING!! Be creative.)

b.       Thomas must woo another guy. In what grand ways does Princey come up with to impress him?

c.       Princey is cursed to be clumsy in everything he does for one whole week! I wonder how that plays out.

Day 4: Thursday August 10th -  A Creative Approach

a.       Change a song’s lyrics to fit right in with Roman’s character! (If you feel so daring, sing it for us!)

b.       Draw Roman in a different time period or style (could be steam-punk, goth, futuristic, even ancient Egypt. Be creative)

c.       Make Roman into as many memes as you can! GO!

Day 5: Friday August 11th - A battle waged

A.      Have Roman fight a creature of some sort!!! (Even if it’s something as ridiculous as a house fly or a fish!)

B.      Roman’s empire is under attack! How does he and the other sides react?

C.      What would happen if Princey’s ego was destroyed? How would he bounce back from his pride being torn down? Or would he bounce back at all?

Day 6: Saturday August 12th - A Victorious Celebration!

a.       Roman invites the rest of Thomas and his sides to a fancy ball!  If Roman had to design their outfits, what would they look like?

b.       Roman wins a challenge against one of the other sides. Does he rub it in their face? Or is he more humble about it?

c.       Celebrate with Roman by showing your prince, princess or non-binary royalty cosplay!

Day 7: Sunday August 13th - Coronation Day

a.       Prince Roman is crowned King!! How does he react? Is he still the same egotistical teddy bear we all know and love? Or has he changed his demeanor slightly?

b.       Have Roman humble himself to strengthen his friendship with any of the sides or even Thomas himself.

c.       Patton’s week is next! Maybe have Roman and Patton hanging out or poking fun with each other, so we can Celebrate the end of Roman’s week with a nice transition. Deep down inside we all know Roman does love the rest of Thomas. He just refuses to say it out loud.

 Even though you’re week will come to an end as well Roman, know that in the words of Thomas: “People still love you.”

When you post a challenge to your wall, all I ask is you put what day it is and which challenge you are doing followed by using the tag: #sanderssidesappreciationmonth . Again these are only optional! I’d love to see what everyone else decides to do!

Even if you decide not to participate, all reblogs are appreciated so that we can all get the word out there and celebrate the Sanders Sides Appreciation Month together in Unity!

Again thank you to everyone who participated and I can’t wait to see whats next!


@thatsthat24 @tallykat3 @what-even-is-thiss @welcome-to-the-joangle @asexual-trashbag @pantton-sandacers @vampyrsarah @unpopular-fangirl @organizeddiscord @eequalsmcscared @the-sanders-sides @evilmuffin @overly-analogical @sketch-rambles @remmythepegasis @analogically-prinxiety @pastel-virgil @the-prince-and-the-emo @prinxietys @kellystar321 @dolphin-squirrel @cannedgumdrops @sandersidesfander @anxiousdepressedkid @storytellerofuntoldlegends @justanotherpurplebutterfly @leesacrakon @naomilotus64

If you want to be tagged or I accidently forgot to tag you, please message me and I will!

Thank you again everyone and we love you THOMAS, TALYN, AND JOAN!!!

Happy early Valentine’s Day! This is for @whimsyalice as part of @aftgexchange!!! Yay!!! I wanted to include all your fave ships/characters, so this is more Foxes nonsense than ships! Hope you enjoy! :) 

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It starts on a Monday. The locker room is a cacophony of chattering voices as the Foxes all arrive for afternoon practice, everyone still thrumming with excitement from Friday night’s win. Neil follows the group in and past the lounge. Allison and Renee have their arms linked and heads bowed together as they make their way into the girls’ changing room. Dan and one of the freshman girls are close behind them, not even pausing their lively conversation as they disappear behind the door. Andrew pushes past the door for the men’s changing room, Neil behind him. Matt and Nicky are hot on their heels and arguing about some television show as Neil makes his way to his locker.

“I’m telling you,” Nicky says. “He’s dead.”

“No way!” Matt argues. “He’s gonna pop up next season. You’ll see.”

“Are you sure we watched the same episode?”

“They can’t just kill off a fan favorite like that!”  

Neil tunes them both out and spins the combination into his locker lock. When he pulls the door open, something falls out and clatters to the floor. There’s a moment where Neil’s heart stutters to a painful halt in his chest, his breath clogging up his throat. Somewhere in the back of his mind, memories he’s long buried try to sink their claws back in. He has to close his eyes for a moment before he can focus again. Neil slowly looks down only to find a plastic knife at his feet. He blinks a few times in confusion before reaching down and picking it up. He turns it over in his hand and sees Justin Mattews scrawled in sharpie across the handle. As far as threats go, this one definitely makes the least amount of sense. Neil gives his brain another minute to come up with a possible explanation, but when it comes up blank, he holds the plastic knife out towards Andrew in a silent question.

“Neil! What’re you doing? You’re not supposed to tell anyone who you have!” Nicky exclaims from across the row of lockers.

“Murder season is finally upon us,” Matt says. “Let the chaos begin and may the best person win.”

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Mistake or not

Hi! This is the second part of Mistake. Hope you enjoy! There probably will be more parts than What I had originally thought so yeh. In this one there is:

Suicidal thoughts
Panic attack
Self harm

There might be more but these are what I could think of XD

Lance will admit he was not doing alright. He couldn’t find the energy to actually move or walk out of his room, to that adding that he didn’t want to face the other paladins. He did try to, its not like he didn’t, he would stand infront of his door where he knew the others were at the other side and contemplate if he should or shouldn’t go out and face them. He had decided that he wouldn’t, at least not until he felt better. There still was that fucking painful clench in his heart and he had already clawed at his chest so much that it had scratching wounds that had covered his hands, chest and abdomen with blood, which forced him to have to spend quite some time in the bathroom taking care if that.

He had lost track of time and hadn’t stopped crying. Whenever he though his body couldn’t create more tears he was proven wrong. Hunk’s words were in a loop in his mind. He just couldn’t believe that Hunk would think of him that way. The thought that now he didn’t have Hunk to rely on was too overwhelming.

He did ponder on using the pills to end his torture, but just when he was about to pop all of the pills into his mouth he had hesitated.

He started to think how would the others react to this. Allura, Coran and Hunk worried him the most.

Allura has already expressed her deep care for Lance. She had claimed that he was her little brother, and would drag him to her room so they had what she had called sibling time. That surely had helped him with his conflicts but didn’t exactly do the trick since she was usually busy with planning strategies and dealing with where to go next and all.

Coran was the uncle he didn’t really have. His Papa was an only child and his mother had two sisters. Just like how his mother treated him differently, they did as well. In all honesty he was under his mother’s care so she didn’t have problems with the law. Coran would actually guide him when he was stuck, no wonder he was a royal advisor. Whenever Lance needed to talk about his feelings and Hunk couldn’t help him Coran would always be willing to help him. Sometimes he even reminded Lance of his Papa because of how willing he was to leave everything he was doing to listen to Lance.

And Hunk. Honestly he worried Lance more than the others.

He remembers when he tried to kill himself after his father died. He had just started at the garrison and had fallen into what Hunk called a death pit, it was just like this one right now. Obviously it’s all foggy and blurry with missing pieces because he was dying, but one thing stood in his mind and has never left. It was Hunk. Hunk had been so scared and the way he begged and wailed for Lance to not die replayed fresh in his mind. That made him feel angry at himself. He had gotten so angry that he had thrown the pills across the room causing them to scatter everywhere.

Hunk hurt him yet he still cared. He wanted to hate Hunk, wanted to be angry at him, but he just couldn’t. Hunk was such an important person to him that Lance couldn’t help it. Who knows maybe he has a platonic crush on Hunk or something but he didn’t really care. Hunk has been a constant in his life, he was used to having him there to hold him and comfort him and now that Hunk was the one that hurt him he didn’t know how to deal with his emotions.

So he decided to atleast find comfort in Blue. He had decided to let Blue back into his mind after the commotion. She had turned into her organic form and had been begging and pleading at Lance to let her in for almost three days in a row, he knew she was scratching at his door to let him know she was there and wanted to go in so he let her in. When he opened the door just a little for her to slip in he was greeted by a glimpse of the others making him close the door again immediately after she slipped in.

He would snuggle in her warmth and love. He would take as much as he could even if that malicious thought that Blue was too good for him still bugged his mind. He decided to chase it off, for her.

He knew the others were outside his door, he also knew Pidge had hacked into his helmet giving he heard her cheering and wooping when she succeeded. He guessed it was to see what he was up to.

Lance had moved to sit against the door now, Blue bringing him his pillows and blankets and together they made their own den against the door. He would listen to all the others outside the door murmured to him through the door, he would listen to every single apology and attempt to get him to atleast speak. He didn’t answer though, he just leaned back against the door and listen while caressing Blue’s fur. He had decided to keep the helmet against his chest along with his jacket giving the slightest bit of comfort he could to the team through the hacked helmet. He knew already why Pidge Hacked it, they were using it as a stethoscope and were listening to his pulse. He didn’t mind as long as it brought them comfort.

Lance knew he shouldn’t be thinking for ways to comfort the rest of the team right outside the door when he couldn’t even breath without feeling like his ribs were going to crush his lungs and heart, when his head felt like it was being split open because of the raging head ache he had, when he had to breath through his mouth because his nose was clogged up, when his eyes were puffy and swollen, and his once smooth and healthy lips are now chapped from so much crying, but he couldn’t help feeling worst at the thought that they were hurting because of him, he hurt them. He hurt the people he has come to care the most in this fucking war.

He was leaning against the door once again staring at the wall infront of him while caressing Blue’s fur. He frowned when he felt something big and warm press against the door.

“Lance?” Came Hunk’s voice making him freeze in his spot and his breath get caught in his throat. Lance gulped trying to get rid of the lump forming in his throat and his eyes started to tear up instantly. He hugged the helmet and jacket tightly against his chest biting his chapped bottom lip harshly, starting to taste an irony flavor in his tongue, probably having just sunk his teeth into his lip.

“Lance… look… I know that I fucked it up I mean… I almost grew up with you and I know how much people have judged you and have compared you to others. I also know how much you’ve always been compared to Keith and always having been told mean things a-and I-I…” Lance gasped lightly as tears ran down his face. At this Blue snarled lowly before curling unto Lance’s lap.

“Shit, Hunk stop, I don’t think now is the time. Blue just snarled at us” came Pidge’s voice muffled by the door. “His heart rate is picking up a lot man”

“Hunk, wait for him to approach us, he might not be ready for this talk, and I doubt that you’re in any state to talk to him.You need to be patient Hunk.” Shiro added, his soothing voice helping Lance start to calm a little before Hunk started to talk again.

“No! I have waited But I need to try and fix this! I-I… Lance, I’m so fucking sorry. I have no excuse for what I did. You have no obligation of forgiving me. You don’t even have to! Just… Don’t fall back into that death pit please. W-When your father died I found you almost dead. I-I would never be able to live with your death in my conscience. Please Just… lets talk it out please Lance” At this point Hunk was sobbing against the door. Lance himself was sobbing uncontrollably using his hand to cover his mouth. He tried desperately to calm down because his breathing was too agitated. Lance knew he was not okay, and Hunk speaking so desperately was like the first day all over again.

“Hunk get away from there right now! Christ Listen to his heart beat! Get the fuck away!” Came Keith’s voice before there was struggling against the door. Lance couldn’t register anything else that was happening after that. He was too busy gasping for air as tears cascaded down his cheeks, his vision was tunneled, pulsing in and out with the rhythm of his heart beat which was blaring on his ears preventing him to listen anything else. His hands trembled where they gripped on the jacket and the helmet in his lap.

“My cub, you need to calm down, I am here for you. Please take deep breaths” came Blue’s soothing voice before her warm comforting presence flooded his mind, instantly starting to work on calming him down. He gasped for air, a ragged cry ripping through his throat before he felt himself be pulled into Blue’s soft fur by huge lion paws on his shoulders. He obeyed trying to take deep breaths, breathing in Blue’s comforting scent. He sobbed and burried his face into her fur as she kept reassuring him in his mind.

After what felt like an eternity he was slumped against Blue too exhausted to move. He felt completely drained in every single way, emotionally, mentally and physically. Blue had taken into her mission to lap at his cheeks trying to get rid of the tears that had slowed considerably, her purr rumbling through their bodies making his eyes get droppy.

“That’s it my cub. Rest. I will stay here by your side, I will shower you with my love. I will protect you and care for you” Blue said, sloftly and carefully pushing him back against the pillows and blankets.

“Blue?” He mumbled looking at the lioness who hummed looking at him with caring yellow eyes" why would you do so much for me? I do not deserve you. A mistake is never something worth caring for"

Blue sighed and laid down against him starting to softly lick his hair in an attempt to groom him even though she had already forced him to shower. She honestly made him feel like her cub sometimes"my cub, I will always love you. You are no mistake. Mistakes do not exist. Everything happens for a purpose.“ She purred carefully pulling a blanket to cover Lance.

“But… what purpose would I have? I mean, I have nothing to offer, I-” Lance started before Blue cut him off.

“Lance, my lovely cub, you have so much to offer yet you speak so lowly of yourself. You’re such an amazing being, so selfless and dedicated. Don’t believe what others say about you. I know my cub, it’s easier said than done, but now you have me by your side. I will help you forever, even if you ever stop being my paladin, you will always be my lovely cub” she purred laying her head on his chest with a lionish warm smile.

“But… Blue I-hmph!”

“None of that, don’t ruin this moment with words sweet cheeks” she said taking her paw from Lance’s face as she had silenced him with it. The genuine laugh that rumbled through Lance’s body made her swell with pride and happiness as she had successfully made her cub feel better.

“And that Blue?” He chuckled as she gave him a shrug

“Learned from the best, now rest my cub, I will be here with you” she purred happily curling against Lance and licking his cheek, softly humming on his mind a soothing lullaby to coax him to sleep. Maybe he could trust blue on this one. He smiled letting exhaustion take over his body and mind.

Mistake or not, he now knew that for Blue, he was more than just her paladin.

why yes, i do know that i just added someone else to the tag list. however, i said that i would be tagging no one in thIS

all of this is supposed to be straight out of virgil’s notebook. imagine that it was written with a navy blue pen mainly, and then a purple crayon from a Crayola Halloween pack near the end. because that’s what i imagined.

In a dungeon far below the ground lived a boy that no one could love.  He was so sad and so angry; he even lashed out at the guards that protected him.  If you are wondering now why he couldn’t be loved, well, it was because everyone believed he was evil.  And, he adjusted to fit the role.

In a tiny house not too far away lived a school teacher.  He was sweet and gentle, and he had such a love for learning that no one could help but be excited with him.  Though, the man also had a habit of being very literal and very no-nonsense on his bad days.

One day, the teacher was invited to the prison to come down and try to teach the unlovable boy.  He obliged and went down with a bag of books heavier than anything the boy had ever seen. The guards warned the teacher about the boy, which made him snarl and hiss behind his bars.

“He’s always so angry and mean!”

“We’ve been working with him for months.”

The teacher just smiled and nodded, having them let him in the dungeon cell.  

“You might as well leave,” the boy spat.

The teacher simply huffed and rolled his eyes, taking a seat across from the boy.  “Let’s start with some basics.  What is your name?”

Taken aback, the boy didn’t respond.  So, the teacher asked again.  “M-my name?  I…I don’t know.”

“That’s alright.  What name do you want, then?”

The boy thought and thought, trying to come up with something cool and lovable.  “Vincent?”

The teacher smiled and nodded, pulling something out of his bag. “Alright, Vincent, nice to meet you. My name is Lawrence.”  Vincent nodded, eyeing what Lawrence had pulled out of his bag. A chalk board?  He scribbled something across the board and held it up for Vincent to see.  “Do you know what this says?”

Vincent squinted and leaned forward, trying to figure out the letters one-by-one.  No luck.

Lawrence gave him a smile and told him it was alright that he didn’t know.  “That’s what your name looks like written out.  V-I-N-C-E-N-T.”

Oh!  Vincent had never read before; no one wasted their time on him.  “Could you…show me your name?”

Over the next week, the two met for hours on end.  Lawrence taught Vincent how to write and read, taking children’s books in to read to the boy.  They laughed and had fun learning, and a small feeling started to bubble up in Vincent.  Lawrence brought a smile to his face like no one and nothing had ever done before. Was this what it was like to love?

Of course, not like Vincent would ever get to know.  Lawrence simply was doing his job, and he’d be gone within a few weeks.  

“Vincent?” Lawrence called, knocking gently on the door to the boy’s cell.  “How are we doing today?”

“Eh,” Vincent answered.

“Well, we’ll have to fix that!” Lawrence said decidedly, plopping down beside Vincent.  “What’s say we work on writing today, yeah?”

“Alright,” Vincent said with a shrug.  He slipped off his bed and reached underneath for his chalk board. Once settled back down beside Lawrence, the teacher jotted something down on his own board.

“Can you tell me what this says?” he asked, holding the board up.  

“Uhhh…” Vincent had never seen this word before.  He recognized the letters, but…not all together.

“Take it one letter at a time and sound it out, Vinny.”

“L…ehl, luh,” he started, “O…oh…V…vhhh…E.  Luh-oh-vee?”

“Close,” Lawrence said, a smile on his face.  “The ‘e’ is silent this time, remember how those work?”

“So it’s Luh-ohv.  Loaf?”

“Not quite, take out the ‘uh’ sound.”

“…Love!”  So that’s what that word looked like!  But, why? Why would Lawrence show him this word? Vincent didn’t think he was that cruel!

“Now, think we can make a sentence with that?” Lawrence asked. Vincent nodded, but he did not make the sentence he wanted to because he was the biggest wimp in the entire world and he didn’t want Lawrence to hate him even though he was the closest anyone had ever come to loving Vincent and the only person Vincent had bothered to love ever and wHY DON’T YOU JUST MAKE THAT STUPID SENTENCE YOU IDIOT.

About #MakeJaalBi, the unpopular opinion

Now what I’m going to say is my own opinion. And I know I might get a lot of hate from this. Maybe even lose subs, but one cannot let that stop them from speaking their mind.

The #makejaalbi tag has been exploding since it was announced that he was going to be available to only Female Ryder. Many felt cheated about this decision by bioware and EA, understandably. But you must remember, that they promised nothing about making Jaal a Bi option.

Yes there were sound files, but this is a technique they use for VA’s, recording all content, and then seeing how it fits in. If it doesn’t then it is scrapped or not used. The sound files on Jaal are not an indication he was meant to be a Bi option. One should also notice that while M!Ryder had sound files, there were none found from Jaal’s VA referring to M!Ryder as a romance, which could mean that none were ever recorded by him. Which will making patching in a Bi romance impossible unless they re-record. It’s not me being a bitch. It’s me stating a fact.

And before people attack me for hating homosexuals or bi people, I myself am Bisexual, not one of your hated “straights”. My own best friend is a long time lover of this series, and just so happens to be gay himself. I asked him how he felt about this when the tag was blowing up with hate and all he had to say was:

“It’s disappointing that Bioware did not accurately represent all of their fans within the game that above all else, provides a choice for gamers to play themselves in the game. But even though I do not agree with the fact there were so few M/M options, that does not cover over the fact that they did do something wonderful.”

What he was referring to was the Gil Brodie romance. A character that was open about his sexuality, and felt no shame for it. And even gave the option to want to start a family together with M!Ryder. A FAMILY.

A homosexual couple raising a child together, referred to in the game. In the world today there are still many people who see this as a monstrosity. But Bioware said ‘fuck you’ to anyone who thought the idea was too “out there”.

If that is not a leap forward to many in the LGBTQ society, then what the hell is?

I had never thought about it that way myself before my friend explained it to me, and it just amazed me. There were people arguing about representation in the game, but look at what they are missing! A gay couple wanting to start a family, no shame, nothing stopping them, Gil’s own best friend agreeing to be the surrogate for their child.

And also, how many people would be outraged by a #MakeSeraBi, or a #MakeDorianBi campaign? But that’s not the same right? It’s wanting to change their orientation, a big part of their character.

Being gay was a big part of who they were. Dorian’s own story arc was about his sexuality and his struggles with his family because of it.

But for some reason, being straight can’t be part of someone’s character. To many it seems to be homophobic to even suggest it. Why? Surely ones sexual orientation, whether they are Bi, Gay, Straight, other, should be respected? Why is there such a stigma against straight characters, and for that matter, straight people.

Why is it acceptable to attack straight characters. Just for being straight?

I would have thought, of all the people in world who would support respecting ones sexual orientation, not pressuring anyone to be anything else but themselves, it would be my fellow LGBTQ’s.

But what do I know? It’s not like I was holding out for a character. I wasn’t hoping for a certain character to be romancable by F!Ryder. Well, you’re wrong. I had been hoping to romance Cora Harper, but she ended up only available for M!Ryder. But I’m not starting a campaign to change who she is. Because I love who Cora is, and I would never want her to change.

So take this rant for what you will. If you don’t agree with me, I’d love to have your side to the debate, or if you are angry with what I have said then I’m sorry but this is my opinion on the matter, and no amount of hatred or “reporting” or blocking my channel is going to change that.

Thanks for reading. -Rose

Originally posted by utiligif

Me @ MC in Saizo’s ES:

Why? Just… Why? I don’t understand. Why are you doing this. I do not understand your motivation here. What is your end game.

I don’t get what is the purpose of this.


So, remember how I said I was going through a really frustrating art block and having and art style crisis?
Well, while so, I came accross this cute challenge.

Basically what you have to do is draw something by yourself, pick some artists and draw the same thing in their style so I did the phanart version of this. Technically this is about drawing in your friends’ style but since I don’t have enough friends for that I just drew in the style of my faves haha-
And then you compliment something you really like about each person’s style and it’s all nice and happy.

Also! Just to spread some love in the phanart community, if anyone else wants to do this challenge please tag with #phanartstylechallenge and I’ll be sneaking around to follow some new phanartists I don’t know yet since I’m actually quite new.
You can pick as many artists as you want or do the drawings as complex as you want! This is just for fun. Absolutely no cheating though, I shouldn’t be even saying this but art theft is not okay.

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aww yissss second SJM accent challenge by moe

I think I blacked out recording this……. did I really share more of my unpopular opinions? I think I mentioned Shrek at one point? I burped like four times? I literally said I wanted Fenrys inside of me? Am I okay?

I made these questions for a new SJM accent challenge! Hope you enjoy even though mine was really freaking weird.

  • You have one hour to spend with a member of the Inner Circle. Who and why?
  • If Aelin, Manon, or Dorian has to be sacrificed in TOG, who do you think it should be?
  • What would one hour alone with Amren be like for you?
  • Are you more of a smut fan or a fluff fan? DON’T LIE
  • Voice your feelings on Mort the doorknocker, King of Sass™
  • Fly with Illyrians or fly with the Thirteen?
  • Consider and respond to the fact that: Sam Cortland is dead (I’m sorry, I just really want to hear everyone flail in real time the way we do on the internet)
  • Describe your fav character from TOG and ACOTAR in one word.
  • What’s that one (or more) ship that everyone else loves but you just…. don’t?
  • What character do you want to bring back from the dead the most?
  • What character do you REALLY NEED A NOVELLA ABOUT RIGHT NOW?
  • What are your theories on Nesta’s favoritism of Elain over Feyre?
  • Are you looking forward to Tower of Dawn or not? BE HONEST
  • Would you ever name your child or a pet after a book character? If so, who? (Doesn’t necessarily have to be an SJM character) -
  • Did you like the ending of ACOWAR? Be brutally honest (but remain kind please).

I TAG LITERALLY EVERYONE. I should probably tag actual people though… I always feel uncomfortable tagging people but anyways here we go. 

@cassiancalore @highlady-casandra @illyrian-high-lord @fiery-feyre @catastrophicallyinlovewithbooks @songbirdsbooks @feysandsmut @propshophannah @rowanismybae @sparkleywonderful @thatbitchydonutcollector @raconteurwitch @ablackbirdsinging @readinglikewildfire @rowan-buzzard-whitethorn @seeliequeenofprythian

But seriously anyone else who wants to do this, I have tagged you. Do it. Doooo ittttt.

anonymous asked:

I have a highlighting system that i though I'd share... Good for notes: Yellow- What I have to know Green- how to explain it Blue- Why I have to know it Orange- extra facts Pink- Category To do lists or smth: Yellow- I have to do this Green- Why I have to Blue- when I have to Orange- where I have to Pink- What I need to do it Good for editing papers: Yellow- Delete Green- Fix grammar Blue- Fix spelling Orange- Fix wording Pink- Move this somewhere else

ooh thank you! i’m saving this to my #cc (color code tag) for future reference!

Sooo I haven’t been super happy with my art recently and the first time I saw this person’s UTMob au I fell in love with it so what better way to get out of an art slump by drawing some of it! I seriously love their au and suggest everyone go look at their blog.