what did you say about me

i would also like to let you guys know that yesterday i did a livestream on my instagram and a few of the secret sessioners joined, one saying that nobody likes me, and screenrecorded my live so they could send it in their secret session groupchat to make fun of me and talk trash about me, so when people ask why fan’s get mad that certain people get invited and they don’t, this is why.

“I over-communicate and feel too much
I just complicate it when I say too much
I laugh about it, dream about that casual touch
Sex, fire, sick and tired of acting all tough
I’m hooked on all these feelings
I know exactly what I’m feelin’
This love asylum, like an island, just me and you
You spent the night, you got me high
Oh, what did you do?
I’m hooked on all these feelings”

Scene: Sassypants is justifiably mad at Regina George, who was making fun of Sassypants and laughing about it. Sassypants, all on her own, took it upon herself to give RG an I-message.

Sassypants: I don’t like it when you–

Regina George: I wasn’t making fun of you!

Sassypants: NO, I DON’T LIKE IT WHEN–

Regina George: I heard you the first time!

Me: Okay, hold up. [Sassypants] came to you to tell you that what you said hurt her feelings. She isn’t saying you did something you didn’t do, she said what you said made her feel bad. When someone tells us how they feel, we don’t tell them they’re wrong. Only they know how they feel. What do we do when someone gives us an I-message?

Regina George: We stare at them and say “OK, sorry.”

Me: …we call that “eye contact”…

I like people who have depth
Tell me about your favorite color and your pets
If you like blondes or brunettes
Tell me about your mom and that one time at the vet
Tell me shit you love and regret
I don’t wanna hear about how you went to the gym today and sweat
Tell me everything you want to forget and show me your childhood cassettes
I know you have an addiction to cigarettes so lets start with that
Do you love the sunset as much as i love how you know the greek alphabet?
You say you’re closed off and i know this is tough but i don’t give a fuck about what you did to that one cop
Tell me about Febuary 15th and why you scrubbed your car squeaky clean
Talk to me about how you were 13 with crooked teeth
And then continue on about Keith, I know he’s your bestfriend but he can drain you out kinda like a leech
You’re so bottled up, I want you to breathe
Life can mess you up, you need that release
This can be like a disease, so come here baby and just fall asleep
I’ll be here in the A.M waiting for you and your relief

- Mariana Trench

@picnic-atmid

I’ve lost you completely

Henehehe im evil Halloween prompt

Warnings: angst (I hope I’m not very good at writing but I’m trying)

Character: Vamp!Wonwoo

Originally posted by hanwooz

You slipped through his grasp like air. He tried so hard to hold onto you but one touch and you disappeared faster than blinking. He watched over you at night laying down beside you at night holding you carefully afraid that one more move he might loose you completely. She knew the truth about him what he was and what he did to survive. She wanted to be with him completely but he couldn’t do it he didn’t want to hurt her. She woke up late at night to see him sitting in a corner watching the night sky. She sat up slowly but he caught her getting up and moving to sit on his lap. He wrapped his arms around her carefully kissing her neck like she was made out of china. “Don’t leave me again.” She says barely a whisper almost missing it. But he caught it. He wish he didn’t but he did. She got up and walked out of the room into her living room. He followed the sweet smell of her blood and conditioner that made him dizzy with lust. He stopped in the doorway as the gorgeous girl made coffee. “It’s 2 in the morning you shouldn’t drink that.” His deep voice rumbled her chest every time he talked it made her weak in the knees. She looked up her eyes dark and skin pale from stress and being a personal blood bag. He moved so fast she almost dropped the cup. Backing the girl into wall of her kitchen he moved the cup away slowly, breathing in her scent taking in ever detail of her face like he was dying right then an there. She looked up at him tears clouding those bright shining eyes he loved to watch like a movie. He stroked her tear-stained cheek. Her eyes met his, and he tried his hardest to remember them, because he knew today, he’d never see her again. I leaned down and kissed her ruby lips softly trying to soak in the taste of her lips like it was the last drop of blood he’d have. He left like a whisper that hits the ear. He sat on the roof of the building across her apartment building. He watched her search around her apartment looking for him like a child. It broke his heart seeing her so lost. He say her sit down on her bed crying. He left again like a dream that never happened

Red Lipstick Kisses Part 2 - Jack Maynard

Request: firstly I’m not mad at you for making that into a separate one at all, It was honestly brilliant and I loved It, I’m coming forward to what happens next from then, want protective big brother joe in the next bit if possible?

Request: Can you write another part to red lipstick kisses? Will y/n end up with Conor or jack? Why was jack so pissed? How does Conor feel about the kiss? I need answer! Btw love all your writings so so much 💕

Smut: No

Requests are OPEN!

A/N: So I left out the big brother Joe plot-line cause I didn’t really want to intertwine too many members (it makes it unrealistic to me) but I did manage to squeeze him in there! 

I hope you like it :)

Red Lipstick Kisses Part One

Masterlist

As you stared at your reflection in the mirror, you didn’t know what to say. The party was over and all you wanted to do was curl up into a ball and cry. Sure, having your best friend turn up for your birthday should be a good thing and it should make you really happy but having him turn up…right at that moment…changed everything.

“You alright?” Joe asked, leaning against your bedroom door frame. You were still in your dress, make-up done to perfection and hair curled but you just couldn’t bring yourself to change. “Come on, let’s get you changed.” Joe was never one to be sensitive but he knew how much you were hurting and if he could help in any way, he would.

“If I don’t change, the night’s still happening, which means I can fix this.” You whispered to yourself. You looked at the lipstick sitting on your dresser as your mind flashed back to Jack’s face. It was the same face you had whenever you saw him with Hallie. You knew there was something between you two and you need to know if there was potential.

“(y/n)-” You heard Joe call out but it was too late. You had already grabbed your purse and run out the door. As you ran down the street, dressed to the nines, you mentally thanked God Jack only lived five minutes away from you. “Jack,” You said, knocking on his door. “Jack, please open the door.” You kept knocking, not caring if you woke the neighbours but much to your surprise, Jack wasn’t the one who opened the door. “What are you doing here?” 

“Same thing you are, I guess.” Conor said, moving to the side to let you in but before you could enter the living room, he took hold of your wrist. “I’m sorry, we shouldn’t have done it and I never wanted to cause any of this. If I had known how Jack felt, I wouldn’t have-” 

“What?” You asked, stopping Conor in his tracks. “Jack!” You called, breaking free from Conor’s hold and heading towards the living room. “What’s going on?” 

“Nothing, other than you hiding shit from me.” He said, not taking his eyes off his phone. “But why should I be surprised? You’re always hiding shit from me.” 

“Excuse me?” You asked, confused. Jack was playing a bigger victim that you thought he would and you honestly didn’t understand why.

“If I didn’t see it, you wouldn’t have told me. Why?”

“Because it didn’t mean anything!” You yelled to him, hoping you didn’t offend Conor. 

“No? And what does mean something, (y/n)? You’re never straight up about how you feel about anything! How am I supposed to know what you’re thinking?” As Jack spoke, you began to understand what the issue was. It wasn’t about Conor, it was the fact that you didn’t like to admit your feelings about anything. Being emotional is hard for you as it always comes back to bite you so you’ve locked your emotions away to protect yourself but in the end, you’ve pushed away the most important person in your life.

“You want to know what I’m thinking?” You asked, quietly. Although you were terrifed of the numerous outcomes this conversation could bring, you knew you had to do it. “I’m thinking about you. From the minute I wake up to the minute I go to bed and honestly, probably even more than that. I’m thinking of all the times I could have told you and all the times I almost did. I’m thinking of you and Hallie and how you’re so perfect together. I’m thinking of the pain I’m going to have to hide for the rest of my life. I’m thinking of my heart and how it breaks every time I look at you. I look at you like you hold the stars in the sky and you don’t even know it. I promised myself I would never tell you, not because I didn’t want to risk our friendship or because I wanted to respect your relationship, but because I know you could never love me in the way that I love you.”

“While you’re thinking of all that,” Jack said, stopping you from continuing. “You’re not realizing what’s in front of you. You’re so scared that it keeps you from getting what you want. And sometimes, I just wish you would say how you feel. Because if you had, I wouldn’t have wasted 2 years of my life with someone I’ve never seen a future with. I would have been with someone I actually wanted to be with. I’ve never loved anyone like I love you and sometimes, I wish you could just realize that.” He explained, moving towards you and placing your hands in his. “Sometimes, admitting how you feel doesn’t hurt…it actually helps.”

anonymous asked:

Chara, two things. First, you don’t hold any of the blame for what happened to Sans and Papyrus. Let’s make that clear. YOU didn’t screw the plates on them. YOU didn’t ever hurt them. And while your ideas might be just as bad sometimes, YOU don’t go through with them. That’s more than I can say for…HIM. Secondly, you can make Gaster do anything by threatening to dump his cigarettes in the CORE. Even write letters. Thought you should know that.

[Chara chuckles.]

“That’s, uh … that’s nice. Thanks. You don’t need to worry about me, though. I never cared what that old geezer thought, and I care even less after knowing what he did to Sans and Papyrus. He always hated me. There were plenty of monsters who hated me, even if they never said it. They don’t matter. I’ve got a cool mom and cool brothers, I don’t need anyone else. Even if it would be nice to see Dad again. So it doesn’t matter whether Gaster meant to write those or not. He can think what he wants. Doesn’t change anything to me.

“Now the cigarettes tip, I can definitely use that if I ever run into him …”

anonymous asked:

So, I love villains. My favorite thing is writing and reading fic where a villain is redeemed. I love it when it's hard and they have to really earn it. Hence why I follow you :p So I was really hoping the Kylo Ren fandom would go that route. But, like, no one else seems to want emotionally gritty redemption plots for him. It's all sex with Rey and Hux and maybe like a slight nod to a redemption plot, glossed over. It still disappoints me and it's been a year lol. Did you wish the same thing?

hoo boy.

I have…more or less stayed Out of the Star Wars fandom since about two weeks after TFA came out - I’ll reblog gifsets but that’s about it, because the shit that went on around Kylo Ren was…legitimately giving me anxiety attacks, haha. I can only afford one villain with an aggressive anti-fandom at a time. 

I say this mostly because I have no idea what most of the fandom does and am trying to keep my stake in all of this to a minimum because I really don’t want people calling me a rape apologist. also have not really gone looking for a lot of fic. but, just speaking generally from my experience: yeah, absolutely agree. I understand! sometimes all you really want is porn, or you don’t feel like writing all the angst and rough process and things. that’s what I’m into but it’s not what everyone’s into, and I get that. 

but it’s never quite as common as I want it to be. honestly I think a lot of that just has to do with the amount of work it is - because it is a lot of work, it requires a huge commitment of time and energy. I wish there was more of it with Loki, and on that front he’s actually got it pretty good. (I just always want more. more crunchy slow burn redemption arcs, more!!!

part of the issue with Kylo Ren, though, might be that people are holding off to see where his story arc goes before trying to do their own. I could be totally off base, here, but TFA was so clearly setting up something that I can appreciate the desire to hold off from jumping on writing a plot before seeing what canon does first. 

and part of it may just be what seems to be the extreme toxicity of a lot of the fandom, and people not wanting to get into that. because any “redemption” plot is, as we have seen, bait for the villain police to come swarming in like a bunch of angry locusts.

I really hate the word “problematic” when it’s used as a label. It tells me absolutely nothing, and just makes me vaguely suspicious of whoever it was applied to and whoever said it. You know what some much better, more accurate labels are that you can use when warning people about other people?

“He’s a pedophile.”

“She’s a TERF.”

“They’re an aphobe.”

“She’s a rapist.”

Fucking. Tell us. What they did. Don’t just say “they’re problematic” and expect us to believe you.

  • Partner: I did some writing today. Some Dragon Age.
  • Me: Oh yeah?
  • Partner: Some Dragon Age writing.
  • Me: Ooooh. What are you working on?
  • Partner: Well, I decided to start with a bar scene. And I named my bartender, whose going to be one of the main characters. He has a really cheesy bartender name, but I like it, so I'm rolling with it.
  • Me: Oh...?
  • Partner: It's Pit.
  • Me: Okay.
  • Partner: And guess what his bar is called?
  • Me: What?
  • Partner: PIT'S STOP.
  • Me: ... Get out.

anonymous asked:

Hi Ramsey! I'm actually a new follower and followed you after I thought you were a wannaone blog. Can you give us new followers a rundown on what happened with the bts incident? I initially didn't know you were a bts blog but after seeing asks from previous anons I knew you were a fan but I thought you were a fan that took a break or temporarily left. I didn't know there was an incident involved that made you leave.

Basically what happened was I started out as a BTS fic writer and this blog exploded and grew way quicker than I ever expected.

And then something happened over the summer where things just shifted? And anons got really nasty and had something to say about every little thing I did. I was really unhappy and was talked out of deleting by several of my friends on multiple occasions so I decided that maybe changing my url would help me like tumblr again.

But then all hell broke loose once I did and people called me a traitor and that I was nothing without bts and so many other names and comments were directed towards me for a damn url change.

It was pretty messy for a hot minute but things seem to have settled down for the most part.

Who wants to log onto tumblr every day and see messages calling you a bitch or a fake or that you’re nothing without bts?

I just want to post/reblog content about the things and people that make me happy and not have everything be so serious all the time because it just sucks the fun out of everything.

I just wanna scream about allllll of my faves with people who love them just as much as I do.

And at this point my bias list is so fucking long I don’t think it will ever end.

anondarling  asked:

My only real complaint about King's run is how in the past few issues there is so much is happening off screen. We need to see more ON screen. Like for example, what was Bruce's reaction to Selina saying yes? When did they come up with the plan to go find Holly? How did Selena take down that big guard? What was Alfred's initial reaction? This was also one of the complaints about WJR where we didn't see enough of the war. I'm fine with King's run but I would like to see more on-screen action.

I cannot really argue with what you are saying. There is a remarkably large amount action that occurs off screen. Now the argument could me made that this is standard operating procedure when it comes to comics, but there definitely has been a great deal of story off the page when it comes to Tom King’s run.

It is quite interesting to see the wide ranging opinions when it comes to Tom King and his Batman run. Quite often, I will read/watch reviews where he is praised as one the best writers of Batman in a long time. On the other hand, there are many fans who are not enamoured with him at all and are very critical of his work.

Personally, I do not find his writing to be awful, but I would definitely not call him one the top Batman writers. I think his strengths are the ideas and themes he develops for the character, but his writing style (especially use of diction) leaves something to be desired. The War of Jokes and Riddles is a perfect example of this - I really liked the concept and the general idea, but the execution was lacking and the writing just did not have enough gravitas to suck me in.

Regardless of one’s opinion of Tom King however, there is something that he was able to provide that previous writers did not. He put Batman and Catwoman into a legitimate relationship (i.e. an engagement) in the comic book canon which is something notable writers like Doug Moench, Jeph Loeb and even Ed Brubraker did not do. If that is Tom King’s lasting legacy, I can live with that.

Just Saying.

 People can’t really apologize for leaving something they wasn’t really apart of.

Yes, here in diamond lately we have lost members back to back. Like i had people coming to me telling me i told someone else they are taking people .. i ain’t saying who or what company, But be For real why would  say that about one company and not the other and yes i did say i wasn’t gonna continue with this problem wanted to point out more people have left. just simple cause there is new management. which i really find a silly reason to leave. just cause new people take over you leave? this goes out to multiple people. feel like the way Diamond has gotten treated y’all figured since you can’t find no one to work with move on. Us as a company are not obligated to schedule your scene we are cutting down the old limitation. yet people don’t bother to wait. then leave a company you said to have “friends” to go looking around for some place that has new people. Again i Support those companies nothing towards you all. just the fact people say they are friends and would stick by diamond then change too quick when they scene hungry. honestly most who left wasn’t consistent. i’m not saying i am at the moment tho.. But tell the truth y’all didn’t leave cause you wanted to explore options .. you didn’t leave cause you had a problem with diamond. you left cause you ain’t feel like diamond was working out . stop hiding behind excuses but truthful. multiple people have left, Yet only one was able to give a straight answer. and this ain’t to cause drama between no one but be straight forward with people you have called “your friends” 

@diamondenterprise-vu @diamondenterprise @diamondadultindustries @diamondenterprise-sl @diamondmodelling

i still have a crush on this guy that sort of awkwardly confessed to liking me about 6 years ago. and that wouldn’t be too big a deal if it wasn’t right after i’d dissected and sketched a pig heart and i had it and its blood all over my hands, arms and shirt bc part of it kind of exploded blood on me at one point. like that was a legit confession if he was saying he liked me even in that state. probably the most honest confession i have ever gotten. you can’t beat a pig-blood confession. and what did i do? i unintentionally but completely blew him off because i was dense as all hell and that fuck-up is always going to haunt me tbh i may never know peace.

anonymous asked:

i wasnt that anon but i will say that lgbt people find comfort & community in knowing other people are lgbt and some might not be comfortable following someone who's straight & cis. and honestly someone gettin mad about someone asking their sexuality (like your response was weirdly aggressive) kinda sets off alarm bells

I’m terribly sorry if it sounded aggressive. It surely wasn’t my intention, neither to seem rude nor to make anyone uncomfortable. 

I’m generally uneasy and quite troubled whenever someone asks me anything that falls into the “private information” category. “What did you do today?” “Have you been dating anyone?” “*Insert question regarding my feelings here*?” “What are your plans for the future?” “How was your childhood?” Those kinds of question really bother me. I hate talking about myself, I’ve always been the type of girl who thought nobody else had anything to do with her life. I have always been shy and private and that is not the type of question you ask a shy and private person whilst expecting a positive reaction.

I am not easy to talk to most of the time and one needs patience to do so. Ask anyone who’s ever talked to me. I will also clam up immediately if you say or ask something I don’t like or am unwilling to discuss. I’m just putting it out there so that I am not misunderstood again. I know I might often sound unintentionally cold and curt.

Oh, I am 100% supportive of the LGBT community, by the way. I think love should be allowed, I think being your absolute true self should be allowed, and everything else the community fights for should be allowed. I don’t like the idea of living in a world where people can’t be free and thoroughly happy with and about themselves. 🌈

zelandiangelo  asked:

DID SOMEBODY SAY DANNY PHANTOM ok so like what if Mr. Lancer got attacked by some ghost, and Danny saves him but gets hurt in the process. He passes out and turns back into a human, and now Mr. Lancer has to deal with an injured student plus the knowledge that said student is a literal superhero. Bonus points if at the end he's like "yo Danny if there's crazy supernatural shit going down I can give you extensions if you need them like please talk to me about this."

THE POOR BABY OH NO. Love the prompt! Sorry it sat forever and sorry again for not writing it!

What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, Morty? I’ll have you know I would’ve graduated top of my class, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on the Galactic Federation, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the smartest being in the entire multiverse. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this or any other Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, Morty. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the galaxy and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, Morty. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, Morty. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of whatever the fuck and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, Morty. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, Morty. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, Morty.

Hands down my favourite part of Yuri On Stage

Many thanks to @thatshamelessyaoishipper for subbing the entire section. 

This line of dialogue (spoken by Yurio) is genuinely so important to our understanding of Viktor’s character. It’s fair to say that a lot of us kind of view his character as lovable, childlike, and whimsical, and that isn’t wrong. But this proves it, he’s only like that around Yuuri, according to somebody who has known him for three years or so at an absolute minimum. 

This is the Viktor Nikiforov without Yuuri, the one the majority of people know. This is the Viktor Nikiforov who sits alone in parks in the snow, with only his dog for comfort, as he contemplates how his life even turned up like that.  

I know this is a particularly bad moment, to be fair, but just look how miserable he looks. 

Even here, he just looks so bored and serious. 

This is Viktor without Yuuri for what? Three days?

The actual effect Yuuri had on Viktor’s life is astounding. With Yuuri, Viktor learnt to let everything go and just be him, rather than his more restrained and serious self, morphing into the usual personality we see and love for the duration of the anime. 

All I can picture is the first day Viktor and Yuuri start training again at the rink in St Petersburg, and are absolutely gobsmacked to witness Viktor smiling, laughing, with his arms draped around Yuuri like he’s a buoyancy aid. Quiet, serious Viktor Nikiforov actually looking like he’s enjoying his day. He’s the opposite of the kind of man who would tickle someone publicly, but there he is, chasing Yuuri Katsuki around the rink like a five year old. It’s like some kind of bizarre dream. Even Yakov would have to admit that Yuuri’s presence has transformed him. 

And perhaps Yakov even asks him once, unable to help himself, where Viktor suddenly got so much inspiration from, after so many years of misery. 

The only answer he gets, as Viktor starts to walk away, is “he gave me his love, Yakov.”