what are you talking about zayn hes been all over you this whole tour

Sasha, I’m sorry for ranting to you and I’m sorry if I don’t make sense but I have no one else to talk to.

I’m a huge fan of all the boys, but I’m a brown girl, so I naturally always identified with Zayn more. I support Larry and Ziam to death, but lately I feel so bitter and that makes me feel guilty.

I feel like Larry always has it better than Ziam. Harry and Zayn are in similar situations and so are Louis and Liam, but it’s like Harry has it easier than Zayn and Louis has it easier than Liam.

Harry gets to praise the band and say he loved the music that he made and leaves the door open for coming back, even though he completely changed his sound and his image. Zayn still has the same overall image (the racist “dark and mysterious” one) but he’s the one that’s ungrateful and he’s been made to say and tweet things (that fans question from Larry but not from him…) that are really ungrateful towards the band. Harry gets to be cool with the things he says about politics even if he’s bland, while Zayn is the one made to tweet that awful thing about BLM.

We’ll see what goes on with the Tess thing because that could level the field a bit (she’s being so extra) but Gigi has been front and center for almost every single part of Zayn’s career and he had to pretend to go on vacation with both of their families for days.

Harry writes songs about sex and drugs and gets away with it because he’s white. And even more so, he gets to explain away his heterosexual songs and keep his queer fans happy, but Zayn can’t do that. Harry got to say that he didn’t write about Taylor Swift (even if the media ignored him, the fandom didn’t) but Zayn has to have people believing he truly wrote about Perald. I’m just so mad :(

Harry is doing promo and performing and he already has a tour lined up while Zayn’s team keeps canceling his gigs and interviews. Why? Why does Harry get to do all that while Zayn doesn’t? That’s why Larries get to be so disgusting because even though their situations are similar it’s like Harry can get away with things that Zayn can’t!!!!

Now he can basically say that he’s not straight, wtf??

With Louis and Liam it’s different but the same. Yeah Louis had to do so many things for his babygate but it helped people know it was fake. Liam’s team learned from Louis’ mistakes so now they’re making it so much more believable and I hate that Liam is losing his support, more and more people are starting to believe he really has a son :(

Also I’m just worried about Liam in general because Louis has Briana as his baby mama who’s disgusting and they can just blame for everything but I can’t think of even the possibility of Cheryl being blamed for stuff, so how is Liam gonna get out of this? She’ll never say that she tricked him. Elounor and Douis were both so fucking fake but even though Liard was fake as well, they had learned from Louis’ mistakes so it was made more believable, I just hate that.

Also Harry and Louis get to be in the same cities almost all the time while Liam and Zayn are separated a lot and I hate it. Why are things so much easier for Louis and Harry? Also, Louis and Harry get to stay with the same company even for the public eye while Liam and Zayn are in different ones.

I just want things to be fair :(


Whew boy. Where to begin?

  • I feel like Larry always has it better than Ziam. Harry and Zayn are in similar situations and so are Louis and Liam, but it’s like Harry has it easier than Zayn and Louis has it easier than Liam.  That’s like–verfiably false. Larry has had a horrible time of it, which has been scrupulously documented. The closet has been just as brutal to them as it has to Ziam. And Harry’s solo rollout is still unfolding but imo, it sucks. From digging up Haylor to implying songs are about Kendall Jenner to slut shaming to using slang for underage girls and all the girlz, laydees, wimmin ™ bullshit in general–it’s a shitshow. As for Louis, did you miss when he was obligated to perform on XFactor days after his mom died? Come on now. Quite frankly, the unwillingness to sympathize with all of their situations is a function on immaturity. Don’t be that person.  
  • Harry gets to praise the band and say he loved the music that he made and leaves the door open for coming back, even though he completely changed his sound and his image. Zayn still has the same overall image (the racist “dark and mysterious” one) but he’s the one that’s ungrateful and he’s been made to say and tweet things (that fans question from Larry but not from him…) that are really ungrateful towards the band. Harry gets to be cool with the things he says about politics even if he’s bland, while Zayn is the one made to tweet that awful thing about BLM. Per the official narrative, Zayn has said good things about 1D too. It’s the fans that often refuse to acknowledge that. Yes, the labels 1DHQ put on Zayn are fucked up. But so are the labels they put on Harry, like “womanizer”. I would say the bts fuckery that led to the BLM tweet is the same fuckery that led to slut shaming in one of Harry’s songs. These things are sabotage? Control tactics? Whatever they are I don’t think they are honest reflections of either of them. And one person’s “cool” in terms of Harry’s political comments are anothers dispassionate and lukewarm. 
  • We’ll see what goes on with the Tess thing because that could level the field a bit (she’s being so extra) but Gigi has been front and center for almost every single part of Zayn’s career and he had to pretend to go on vacation with both of their families for days.This is not the Oppression Olympics. A little or a lot of hetero stuntin’–it’s all wrong. They both suffer. And to use the term “level the field” is not ok. That implies you’re hoping Harry is forced to fauxmance. That’s mean. 
  • Harry writes songs about sex and drugs and gets away with it because he’s white. And even more so, he gets to explain away his heterosexual songs and keep his queer fans happy, but Zayn can’t do that. Harry got to say that he didn’t write about Taylor Swift (even if the media ignored him, the fandom didn’t) but Zayn has to have people believing he truly wrote about Perald. I’m just so mad :(Define “get away with it”? From where I sit, people are debating and discussing Harry’s lyrical content quite critically. Just because some excuse it, doesn’t mean there isn’t any fallout. And please consider that Harry is trying to explain his way out of lyrics and questions deliberately posed to him that are not of his choosing. The press implies certain songs are about Taylor or Kendall or Perrie or Gigi but you’ve never heard that come from Harry or Zayn, sooooo…again are they not in the same boat? 
  • Harry is doing promo and performing and he already has a tour lined up while Zayn’s team keeps canceling his gigs and interviews. Why? Why does Harry get to do all that while Zayn doesn’t? That’s why Larries get to be so disgusting because even though their situations are similar it’s like Harry can get away with things that Zayn can’t!!!!When’s the last time Zayn canceled an interview or performance? For now, the narrative has shifted and so far it looks like he will perform in Japan. Why was he sabotaged? I’ve said a million times before that I think it’s punishment for his role is causing the relationship between 1D and 1DHQ to break down. I think he was the loudest critic, along with Louis. And he, along with Louis, also turned their good boys, Liam and Harry, against 1DHQ.  
  • Now he can basically say that he’s not straight, wtf??Harry hasn’t said that and 1DHQ would not allow it. That said, you’re not entitled to a declaration from Zayn or anyone else. 
  • With Louis and Liam it’s different but the same. Yeah Louis had to do so many things for his babygate but it helped people know it was fake. Liam’s team learned from Louis’ mistakes so now they’re making it so much more believable and I hate that Liam is losing his support, more and more people are starting to believe he really has a son :(This is totally a matter of your perception that babygate 2.0 is more believable. I don’t think it is. Just because they haven’t committed the same kind of staging fails doesn’t mean the whole thing still isn’t sketchy as hell. You’ve set the bar too low. And Louis did get dragged for babygate, Douis, Elounor 2.0, etc. Fans go after whoever isn’t their fave. All they need is any kind of excuse. That pettiness is on y’all.
  • Also I’m just worried about Liam in general because Louis has Briana as his baby mama who’s disgusting and they can just blame for everything but I can’t think of even the possibility of Cheryl being blamed for stuff, so how is Liam gonna get out of this? She’ll never say that she tricked him. Elounor and Douis were both so fucking fake but even though Liard was fake as well, they had learned from Louis’ mistakes so it was made more believable, I just hate that.Louis and Liam are in the exact same boat rn as far as the babygates. So what are you bent outta shape about? Endgame? There’s no endgame in sight atm for either of them. Also you need to give less fucks about what other people believe. You have no control over that and you’re giving it too much energy in that you’re letting it upset you.
  • Also Harry and Louis get to be in the same cities almost all the time while Liam and Zayn are separated a lot and I hate it. Why are things so much easier for Louis and Harry? Also, Louis and Harry get to stay with the same company even for the public eye while Liam and Zayn are in different ones. Again, official narrative-wise, that is verifiably false. Both couples have to do the public separation thing. They’re probably together more often than the official narrative implies. All of them strategically go off the grid. I don’t understand the same companies thing. Are you talking about Sony? And big picture time: What does that matter?? It doesn’t.  

Wow. For addressing this entire screed…

But don’t be sorry. I think you feel the way a lot of the fandom thinks. So it’s good to address it.

anonymous asked:

do you think there was some major beef/internal conflict in 1d (Niall, Louis, & Liam V.S. Harry)?? because I really get the impression that Harry was very separate from the other members of the band, always kind of off doing his own thing while the other boys seemed to be a band of their own... am I crazy or do you sort of see this divide as well??

Hi anon!

OK, so I truly never thought it was OT3/4 vs Harry, I really didn’t. I thought it was all tabloid fodder, made up by Dan and Simon, etc. And I would like to preface this whole post with “this is all image, we don’t really know what’s going on behind the scenes, this could be part of their solo pushes,” and so on and so forth.

But having said all of that, yeah, I’m starting to think that view has some truth behind it.

Keeping in mind that Liam tended to act as the spokesman for the band, and he’s doing active promo for the first time, let’s look at him…

There was this sort of weird tweet. I remember at the time, the fandom was like “that’s kind of weird.” But whatever, who knows who wrote the tweet, and he did say he’s proud of Harry.

But then we come to hear it was Harry who wanted the hiatus first (per Harry’s Rolling Stone article) and Liam says that Niall had the hardest time with it, and that Liam didn’t even know what a hiatus was (which sounds like bullshit, but that’s the story he’s pushing), and that’s just…something to note. OK.

Then we get the totally flat affect of Harry talking about Liam’s music on Grimmy’s show. And he said he didn’t know about Liam’s chains, which was weird.

We get the Harry Potter tweet about celebrity from Liam, and then Liam kept posting pictures of the chain all over the place, including with Niall.

Then we have Harry being rude to the fan who got Liam’s chevron tat, and claiming it had nothing to do with him (as if he wasn’t part of 1D?).

And the way that Liam talked about Harry and his music today was not positive, while he talked positively about Niall’s music and showed up at WangoTango and was photographed with him (and the chain).

Then we have the comments Liam made about how he wrote half the songs on MITAM (I think that was half of the songs that any of OT4 wrote for the album?) and how he wanted to tour it. Harry has been sold as being the one who “changed” 1D’s sound, but we know that Liam has done a ton of the writing. In fact, if you compare the writing credits, Liam wrote more songs for 1D (including on MITAM) and got production credit on things (often remixes).

Finally, we get these weird questions from Dan toward both Niall and Harry, where they both leave open the possibility of One Direction existing without Harry. And we have Liam including Zayn in his answers about what the band is doing for their solo music. And go bacik to the first link in the above paragraph, where he says, “It’s difficult to see how everyone’s gonna work out at the moment.”

Now, you asked about Louis, Liam, and Niall as a unit.

When I rewatch OTRA clips now, I wonder if the other men ever got annoyed with Harry being all over the stage and sort of taking over, especially while they were singing. A post crossed my dash today about stage Harry in OTRA and he was swinging around his hair, bounding across the stage, dancing with mics, etc–and in this clip, it wasn’t when he was singing. I’ve talked about how Harry’s stage presence on SNL was not what I expected, and in rewatching OTRA clips now, it’s clear often Harry was able to be stage!Harry because the other men were singing. I wonder how they felt about that? (I wonder. Truly wonder. I’m not making assumptions, I’m rethinking old assumptions.)

I think Niall will always try to be a neutral as possible. He’s like Switzerland. But even he left open the idea that 1D could come back without Harry. Which…?

I think there is clearly no love lost between Harry and Zayn, and I think that’s for real.

Louis seemed more in sync with the other men (Niall and Liam) in OTRA. We know Harry had his own stylist, etc. 

So. To answer your question, yeah, I see it. And I don’t know if it’s just for promo purposes or what. But I see it.

The best parts of Where We Are audiobook

Niall’s sounds the most scripted like he actually took time to think about these questions, and write down his responses.

He has one of the best vocabularies in the band.

“Didn’t get to finish school or do his exams.”

The fact that there was one suitcase in Niall’s house that they actually referred to as “the little suitcase.”

Laughing when he said, “Obviously we’ve managed to last more than six months.”

“Slugged it out in the back of a Mercedes van?” Slugged it out? In a Mercedes Niall, really?

“The band’s horizon’s seemed to be getting bigger and bigger every day.”

About the fans: “The fans are out of this world helping us.” He loves us.

Talking about when he got kicked out of a cab when they heard they got number one. “Me and my friend were just punching the head off each other and having a laugh.”

“Struts.”

“I don’t really get homesick where as some of the lads would, but it’s not going to last forever so might as well enjoy it as much as I can now.”

About the trip to Ghana. “People out there are incredible, their spirits are mindboggling. You can only try your best for them when you admire them so much.” He was great talking about this.

He has the best perspective about the trip out of all the boys. When he’s talking about the water and how he’s got a fridge at home full of it and taps, but they don’t have a bit of it. You can tell that he appreciated and really felt what the trip was supposed to be about.

“For a man who loves his sleep that can only be good to be fair. I do waste a lot of my life sleeping.”

“YOU EITHER WANT TO BE PAPPED OR YOU DON’T.” He didn’t scream that, I just thought all caps were important there.

“do the job so home then mostly sit in my house. I don’t go on many holidays. I prefer to sit in my house mostly.”

“London Premiere best day he’s had in his career to date.” Then he goes on to name 800 other things that he liked too, “but the film premiere is 100% right up there. It was a huge moment for us…..”

“Them two idiots up the back.” Him and Louis at the Premiere/

“In typical One Direction style we were terrible at it.”

Success of Midnight Memories “We were just delighted.” I love how he says delighted.

“He brought me down to Chelsea and I became part of the furniture down there.” About his rehab after his knee surgery.

“We were confident of One Direction, and we work hard to make the band succeed.”

“Trepidation.” Great Word.

“Typical mad One Direction Style.”

“Croke Park was a special one.”

Best Ending: “but you know what? I’m still mad about being in this band.”

 

Liam

“I’d come home completely covered in mud after playing football, eventually I had a pair of trousers for every single day of the week cause it was impossible for my mom to keep up with the washing.”

“Sitting in half my classes covered in mud.”

“My dad was amazing. He was my driving force to get out there and perform to people.”

“Maybe he wasn’t that crazy after all, maybe he can just see the future.”

“You know about all the dreadful disappointment about being rejected them like the overwhelming excitement of being put into a band with these other four lads, but to this day the moment they revealed they were putting us into One Direction is still the most amazing memory it’s still hard to believe.” They always talked about this, but never described like that.

“It’s hard to think we were thrown into the deep end so quick.”

“Our guardian angel was our fans.” Liam loves us too. Bless his little heart.

“an army of fans out there promoting and championing our band which you know you really can’t buy. So brilliant.” Keep the compliments coming.

“I feel like we haven’t really celebrated that.” Talking about the first album tour.

“You have to respect the idea that you just can’t walk out on to an arena stage.”

“Proper New York cold.”

How he says Lady Gaga and crazy in this sentence here “I think we set a new record beating Lady Gaga which was craazzyy.” It was funny.

“I remember staying up til stupid o’clock in the morning signing 500 CDS.”

The school trip story to the O2 a.k.a the Millennium Dome: “but I was just a dippy kid back then so my parents thought Ruth (his sister) would remember and appreciate the day more than me cause I’d been just bouncing off the walls and doing stupid stuff. So I did a little chuckle to myself when I got there ass I actually got to the millennium dome for free.” 

“This job can make you very self centered if you’re not careful.”

“and I was absolutely terrible at listening which I always have been.”

Class of 92 movie premiere: “He (David Beckham) like clocked me from across the room and you know when lads give each other the nod? Well, like I kind of gave him the nod cause he was saying like wazup (yes, wazup, that is not a typo), and he gave me the nod back, and then to my like shock he came over and said like hey how’s it going you alright Liam and shook my hand, and I was like this is mad like David Beckham just gave me the manly nod from the other side of the room and that’s like the sickest thing like….”

YES HE SAID LIKE THAT MANY TIMES. IT IS LIAM’S #FAVORITE WORD.

And no, I didn’t make that story up, oh, though I wish I had.

Louis

“I think I’ve always had persistence which I suppose I probably got from my mom, uh, she always encouraged me to do what I wanted to do and always just told me to give it my best and that’s what I try to do.”

“My mom’s pretty much the first person I go to for advice. You know I have a great relationship with my mom.” The first few minutes are devoted to talking about his momma, and I love that.

“We can travel the world which I don’t think, well, I know I wouldn’t have even been to America nevermind all the amazing places we’ve been at this age.”

“Doncaster is great, but you know I kind of wanted to see the world.”

“Even when we try our hardest to be sensible and mature we don’t do a very good job.”

Proof that Louis has seen This is Us, at least more than a couple of times. “You get taken away and bang you’re in this lifestyle and it is very alien.” Paul said nearly this same thing in the movie.

He loses his train of thought for a second when he’s talking about where he’s from. “ not many people from Donny record many albums, but anyway.” He says that ending very fast.

“There were often times I stand there and wonder how much the comments were relevant to me because my contributions to the band in my opinion at that time were so small.” Poor babe, but look at ya now.

“Delighted to be in the band.” Do they all say this word so wonderfully?

“It’s only been about since Midnight Memories that album that I’ve really felt comfortable with my voice.”

About the fans: “Little superfans trying to spread the word throughout the world.” More proof that Louis literally watches This Is Us every night before he goes to bed. Simon says this near the beginning of the movie, talking about the superfans.

The mattress story: “You wouldn’t get that now (the hesitation) they’d be straight down.”

“Four countries in four days.” Did he mean states?”

About a fan encounter after coming back from a tour. “It all got a bit aggressive I think I got me hoodie ripped off from me and I remember they dragged us into this tiny office with some police officers and the fans were outside surrounding it just banging on the walls. Yeah, it was intense. It definitely made us think there is some proper support there.”

About his man crush on David Beckham: “I’ve always idolized David Beckham. I just think he’s the coolest guy ever. Two or three of the lads me him before ME ( His tone is all like, How dare they?), and they had pictures with him right and I just saw these pictures on twitter and I was like what’s going on here I’d love to have met David, Becks, but anyway I did get to meet him in the end. I went to the Class of 92 premiere and uh, I’m just rubbish. I was trying to be cool, but you just can’t. I mean what do you say that is remotely impressive to David Beckham.”

He uses we a lot, not really I. It’s we did this, or we wanted that. That’s very interesting.

About Midnight Memories: “That we had a real, that we felt like we had a proper creative input on, not just a little bit, but we felt that we had a say over the whole thing.”

“it’s incredibly rewarding to be able to make music.”

“We’re very lucky that we have great fans that I feel like if we messed up on stage I wouldn’t really feel that embarrassed because I feel like they’re so behind you anyway that it’s cool and they kind of put you at ease too which is a nice feeling which is why it almost encourages us to mess about and be a little off the cuff on stage because they made it easy for us in that way.”

“I just feel like a Donny lad that got lucky.”

“Maybe when were older and wiser we might be able to put some perspective on it, but….it’s cool.

Zayn

“My own personality, individually….”

About playing characters/ acting: “When you’re in a band and you’re just portraying who you are as maybe as you know as a musical artist if you’re just trying to sing and be able the music then you’re just being yourself and I think behind that is, is probably the coolest thing to do, but at the same time it also adds pressure because that’s just you and that’s just who you are.”

Even to the sense that like when I was twelve or thirteen, I kind of still thought there’d be a chance I’d get super powers and be a superhero. So, I was definitely a dreamer. It took me a bit longer to grow out of that.” He shouldn’t have. I liked this version of Zayn better to be honest.

Reiterating: “Yeah, I was definitely a dreamer.”

The story we’ve heard 8,000 times about how Louis told him about the plane doing the loopdy loop the first time he was ever on a plane. Like you can just see Louis, stoic face, calm, just flat out lying to Zayn just to mess with him.

While on the X-Factor: “And we were in this little box room with bunk beds and a single bed.” Okay, so, who demanded the single bed?

Also the X-Factor: “And just seeing other people’s behavior, and you know how they would act and how they would do something or whatever and we were like maybe necessarily we don’t want to do it that way maybe we want to be a bit cooler about that you know we don’t want to wear our sunglasses inside and be weird.”

Liam mentioned some cattiness from the other contestants during his bit, I wonder how much of that they faced directly.

“Instead of being something else we were just interested in each other, and looking after each other, and being a band and being what we were about.”

About people recognizing them from the X-Factor: “one of the biggest shows…in the U.K. at that point.” Shady….or no?

“Somebody else…” “a different band” I’m pretty sure he’s the only one who didn’t name Big Time Rush directly.

About the blonde streak: “I forgot that I had the Olympics the next day?” Really???? Side eyes him suspiciously.

Good phrase: “You’ve made more of a noise.” I liked that.

“Sometimes I look to solo artists and feel a bit sorry for them.” Huh?

Harry

“I think I had a nice upbringing. My family was really nice to me.” Then he laughs because was that too sarcastic or not? Laugh, Harry, laugh so they know you were just joking.

“I grew up thinking everyone’s equal, everyone’s the same.”

When he looks at stuff from the X-Factor: “I look like I’m about twelve, and uh, I think it’s amazing to try to comprehend the fact that I was a kid.” – I read that way too heartbreakingly than I’m sure he meant it.

“Walking into a record label I always felt like I was walking onto a different planet.”

Describing the record studio: “There was like marble everywhere and it was all like shiney.”

About being excited about releasing the first album, the first songs after all the support the fans had given them before there was even an album. “It was time for us to give them something back.”

“I think we were just praying that people liked it because if they didn’t they’d be like uh, oh okay, maybe not I’ll go home.”

“The album had just gone number two,” mumbles…”thanks, Rhianna.” This kid is such a dork.

Then he talks about his hard on for sunshine, and all things being outside for at least five minutes.

Example: “Even if your car breaks down you’re just chilling in the sun for a bit. It’s actually not that bad.”

When they talk about coming back to the U.K. after that first major tour and getting chased by all those girls they all sound so excited, like of I got me hoodie ripped off and Liam lost a shoe and girls were banging on the walls and police had to escort us out, but It was totally great, would recommend 10 out of 10… except for Niall, I’m pretty sure the poor kid was traumatized…. That, or they are still in that I don’t want to offend anyone area.

Example: “We ended up going out in like a riot van which was probably a little over the top, but uh,…. It was fun.”

How he says, “Shopping mall.”

About all the promo and etc. “It was important for us to like justify why the album was number one.”

“Standing on the stage used to make me really nervous.” But look at you now….

About the second album: “I think you just want to people to hear it, and think it’s wicked.”

About putting out new material: “I think first of all you want people to not hate it then if people don’t’ hate it you want them to like it and if people like it you’re like uh,…..”

His thoughts on getting number one: “Then I was like sick, then it hit me.”

“My job, if you can call it a job.”

The trip to Ghana. He talks about it so well. “That it is different when you see it on TV than when you witness it in real life. The thing that triggers a different emotion is like all your senses are taken over by what’s going on, the smell, the smoke, the heat….”

“I think a big difference is made up of a bunch of little differences.”

“I think gossip is natural.” That would explain his sort of distance that he puts between him and any sort of news that goes out about him. It’s because he knows that its constantly in flux, and anything he says will only be magnified, and that it will make it stay around longer if he does. There just hasn’t been anything out that he really feels like he needs to comment on, but I think he would if he felt it was necessary.

“It’s important to remember that the job and the lifestyle aren’t normal.”

“It’s always going to be us the people who went through it.”

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anonymous asked:

1/2 Hey a lot of blogs, who think that Z leaving is a stunt, talk about how Zayn and Louis are the biggest thorns in 1DHQ side and how they cause them the most trouble. I've always questioned why the smear campaign against 1D only focuses on Louis and the band as a whole and barely mentions the other boys. The smear campaign against Z even sets him up against the 1D fandom, along with the public. That IS extremely weird, but are there articles/interviews/quotes that show why Z&L are such a

2/2 problem to Simon&co? I’ve asked other blogs, but they only ever give a rather vague answer, like that they are the most rebellious. Is there something, that shows that they try to undermine the manegment in a significant way or that they may have build up some influece behind the scenes? I’ve also found it weird, that that sun article, who badmouthed all the boys, bothered to mention Louis supposedly being the „leader“ of the band. What was the purpose of that? Is there some truth to it?


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“Y'know, we could’ve planned this out a bit better,” she starts once she’s buckled and seated, “Or you could’ve just sent me like – an apology letter, or somethin’ – that might’ve sufficed.”

From the corner of her eye, she can see him pout his lip out at her, his arm swinging around the back of her seat so he can back out of the parking spot, “There’s no fun in that. Thought this would be more from the heart, and figured you deserved it – really – I know you probably didn’t fancy the sight of me – y'know  –”

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Smut: Yes 

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anonymous asked:

Omg! I was the anon who asked about evoking emotions but my phone must have ate up part of what I typed because I was asking about LOUIS! Ugh! I agree with all that you said about songwriting for harry. I was wondering what you thought of louis' *

*influences and style. Like it’s rock ballady. And his voice is my favorite even if it isn’t always the most consistent b/c he can put so much emotion into it. Even in JHO, there’s a lot going on. I’m no vocal expert but I love the energy and emotion behind it. I think he was a bit pitchy live but once he settled in, he was great. Do you? Was this in a higher key than 1D songs so better suited for him? I’d love to know your thoughts about any aspect of Louis’ singing/writing tbh. Thanks!

ANSWER:

Confession: the very first 1D song I ever liked was Night Changes. The second song I ever liked was Fool’s Gold. I couldn’t even believe this was the same band that sang “Rock Me” or “Summer Love” (another confession: I thought Rock Me was the dumbest, most obnoxious song, but I’ve been converted! I think it’s a hilarious song and I love it).

What was the overlap between Night Changes and Fool’s Gold? There were NOT THAT MANY LOUIS SOLOS. I was not a Louis fan. I thought he could not sing in tune in concerts and was the weak link in 1D, and before I knew anything else about him, I thought it was just embarrassing that someone who toured so much couldn’t sing in tune.

I gradually changed my mind when I heard more and more 1D songs, especially after Project No Control. I saw and heard how well Louis could sing when he was at his best.

The voice is really extraordinary. He has a unique voice that just happens to contrast beautifully with the other voices in the band. Remember when a fan told him, “You make One Direction sound so good!” There’s a lot of objectivity to back that up.

Louis’s tessatura (the comfort range for his singing voice) is higher than the other boys’. Just Hold On is in the key of B major. There are almost no other 1D songs in that key, because it’s too high for the others. Fans were astounded by his octave leap in Love You Goodbye, but the high note is actually well within Louis’s comfort range. He could do this note in his sleep.

Love You Goodbye
https://youtu.be/CUTQNnK1aa4
Louis solo at 2:00

The other thing about Louis’s voice is how close to a pure tone it is. A pure tone is a pure frequency that doesn’t exist in nature (like the sound from a tuner). I talked before about how a gravelly voice like Harry’s has a lower harmonic-to-noise ratio. Louis’s voice is the opposite. It has a lot less noise.

In technical terms, Louis could be considered a leggero tenor (https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tenor)– his voice is the vocal equivalent of Peter Pan: light, flexible, rings like a bell, defies gravity. There’s no weight or tension to it.

Now, the way that Louis expresses emotion is really cool. He does a little vocal fry in the back of his throat, where his consonants tend to settle. It sounds like he’s just swallowed a laugh or choked back a cry–sometimes he talks like this in interviews, as well. I’ve written about how Louis shortens his vowels when singing, so that the consonants bunch together. At the same time, the consonants he pronounces are sharp and clear (a Yorkshire trait? I’m not English so I don’t know); he enunciates so much better than Zayn, for instance. Listen to the short solo here, and how expressive it is– all done in the back of the throat.

Walking in the Wind
https://youtu.be/uSOOjzPwjek
Louis solo verse 1:28

The pure tones and the leggero, light, flying quality of Louis’s voice (@tositandadmire calls it Louis’s “lightning voice”) contrasts so beautifully with a raspy, heavier, more belty voice like Harry’s. I mean, it’s soundgasm when you put their voices together. It’s no secret that Louis sings a lot of second verses on 1D songs– because of the contrast and because of his unique qualities.

Truly Madly Deeply
https://youtu.be/-5EMaf-BXhA
Harry and Louis’s chorus start at 0:40

I agree Louis was not in tune singing Just Hold On live, but honestly, I wasn’t listening for technique at that point. I could barely hear anything over the sound of my ugly sobbing. It was amazing to see his courage, to have him swallow his grief and sing the whole thing, and to start strong and end strong. Sometimes I think when people sing live, especially if there’s loud background accompaniment, it’s hard to hear one’s own voice in the in-ears. Often I hear the entire band singing a bit flat live or in concert. I can’t condemn them because it’s so hard to hear accurately.

Last, I think Louis’s voice can sound very intimate–like he’s not singing as much as whispering to you, or telling a secret. The beginning of Just Hold On sounds like that. When he sings, “Wish that you could build a time machine,” it’s a confession for something so desperately wished for, but unrealistic. The disappointment, the sadness, the wistful quality comes through in the harsh gasp of a whisper.

Thank you for the great ask.

S

jazhaza  asked:

Hi!!!Do you know funny fics??? Ive read just me you and this box of matches and i loved it!!! Thanks!!!!!! Cheers from argentina

Okay, this is a hard question to answer cause “funny” is very subjective, right ! so this is the fics that made me laugh a lot, even if they can be angsty. (like TIF makes me cry of laughing, seriously.)

- Just Me, You, And This Box of Matches  : Louis is fairly sure that his new neighbour is going to destroy him. And also their apartment building, and the dumpsters outside, and all the forests within a thirty mile radius. But. Mostly him. (87k)

- These Inconvenient Fireworks : Future AU in which nobody tries out for X Factor but the boys end up finding one other eventually anyway. Louis is a jaded bastard who owns a cat named Duchess and teaches drama to teenagers, Harry is an idealistic aspiring photographer/part-time footy coach, Zayn teaches English lit and wears leather jackets, Liam saves people from burning buildings, and Niall is Niall. (you can find the pdf here)

- If You Asked Me If I Love Him (I’d Lie) : So Harry and Louis might have fucked up.The day of their wedding was the single most perfect moment of Louis’ life and every single day since where he’s been able to call Harry his husband has been nothing short of bliss. There’s just one teeny, tiny problem…Their families don’t know they’re married.*Or the one where Harry and Louis eloped but neglected to mention it to anyone. Meanwhile Lottie is getting married and the only way for them to not steal her thunder is by pretending they’re just friends for the weekend. Featuring Harry and Louis as terrible liars who don’t know the meaning of the word platonic and some Tomlinsons and Styles’s who definitely don’t believe them. (26k)

- One day to believe in you : A mysterious force compels Louis to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Even when it’s really inconvenient.  Harry blinks and has the nerve to look surprised. “You think about me when you get off?”  “Yes,” Louis says. He wonders how hard he’d need to punch himself in the face to knock himself out.  “Often?”  “Yes, Christ, Harry,” Louis groans. “Probably eight times a week for going on six years now. On average, you know. More when we were touring, less when I’ve been visiting family. Anything else you’d like to know?” (7k) 

- Tell Me What You Want: Harry is looking for a new roommate after Liam moves in with his girlfriend. After a few bad dates he’s done with men for the moment and wants to concentrate on school. That’s why he’s looking for a female or a straight male roomie. When Niall tells Louis about the free room he leaves that little detail out. Louis, desperately looking for a room, pretends to be straight, thinking it would be easy, until he discovers that Harry likes to be naked at home. His best female friend posing as his girlfriend doesn’t work very well either.“ (10k)

- leave before the lights come on : Louis’ never had a one night stand in his entire twenty-one years of existence. Not once. That is…until now. And OF COURSE this is how it happened. (15k)

- if i had the chance, the things i would do to you : Niall sighs. He leans forward, pushing his mug of tea carefully to the side, before bracing his elbows on the table, chin in his hands. It makes him look like some sort of bottle-blonde cherub. “You have quite the fanbase, Harry. I’m not denying that. And you’ve done a good job of popping out every once in a while in the past two years, just to make sure you’re still talked about. But that’s all you’ve done, and I’m not satisfied. I want more.” He blinks at Harry. “Don’t you want more?”(Or: AU where Harry and Louis compete in the Lip Sync Battle) (14k)

- Learning to Eat: Celebrity chef Louis Tomlinson has a problem. He’s opening his first restaurant in 9 weeks, and he has yet to hire a pastry chef- apparently people think he’s ‘standoffish’ and ‘rude’ and ‘quick to temper’. Whatever. He ends up saddled with an annoying, happy-go lucky rookie who also happens to be obnoxiously good looking. His tv presenter and pop star best friends only add to the drama, and for fucks sake would everyone please stop quoting Julia Child?!Kitchen AU where Harry helps Louis re-learn how to eat.  (METAPHORICALLY) (28k)

- Whirlwind  : Acclaimed actor, Hollywood heartthrob, and Oscar nominee, Harry Styles, seems to have the world at his feet, but seeks out an old friend when he needs a date for his big night. (21k)

- that lace shirt  : “Nope,” Louis answers. “I demand compensation for the hurt and trouble I underwent.” (8k)

- A Match Made in Aisle Three (Everybody Cut Footloose):  Or, the one where Louis is a drama student/cashier who assists Harry in buying a bottle of lube, and is also the only guy that frat boy Harry has trouble talking to.
Also featuring Sophia as stubborn matchmaker and Liam as accidental wingman. (16k)

- This Road Leads Where Your Heart Is : Alright, so Louis has a bit of a type is the thing.  And as fit as his supermodel flatmate (Harry) may be, he isn’t what Louis is looking for in a potential partner.  That’s all.  He’s not Louis’ type, with his miles of lanky limbs and his bright, boyish eyes.  His impossibly tight, little body and infectious laughter are not what Louis wants.  They’re not.  Really.  (14k)

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Preference {13} He Makes You Feel Insecure

Sorry it took me soooo long. First, my computer spazzed and didn’t recover the document. Then, the internet spazzed during my lunch break at work so I couldn’t post this then. But now it’s here, and done. Sorry to whoever requested it…I couldn’t fit everything you wanted into one post, so I’m doing a part 2…which should be posted tomorrow sometime. I’m also working on the Titanic AU for all those people who have been asking about it. Thank you, Lovelies, for showing interest! It really fuels my desire to write. I just want to point something out with this preference. I know the requester wanted the boys to make you feel insecure, but honestly, most boys wouldn’t go out of their way to intentionally hurt someone they care about like that (especially not our boys). So I hope you enjoy the preference, Lovelies!

- Chrissy

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Part 2

Harry: You Meet His Childhood Friend.

“Harry!”

                And your weekend in your boyfriend’s hometown went down from there.

                “G/N!” he shouted, running up to her and squeezing her in his arms. “It’s been so long since I last saw you!”

                She giggled as he spun her around, “I know!”

                He slowed down and lowered her so her feet were touching the ground, “So…where have you been?”

                “University, mostly,” she replied, pushing her hair back from her face with a smile. “And I see you’ve gotten busy.”

                She was looking at you as she said that, widening her grin into the fakest expression you had ever seen.

                Harry looked over at you as if he hadn’t known you were here, “Oh. Yeah. This is my girlfriend, Y/N,” he took your hand and brought you closer to him. “Y/N, this is my best friend from high school, G/N.”

                “It’s nice to meet you,” you grinned, holding out your hand for her to shake.

                “The pleasure’s all mine,” she returned the gesture, taking your hand in hers for a firm shake.

                That was when Harry decided to pull you two into a bone-crushing hug, “Look at this. My two girls finally meeting! Now all we need is Gemma and my mum…and I’ll be with all my girls.”

                Well, you got your time with Gemma and Harry’s mum. Loads of it.

                “Y/N? Could you watch the pie for me while I slice the bread?” Anne asked as she walked away from the oven.

                “Of course,” you replied, taking her place.

                It wasn’t like you didn’t enjoy spending time with them. You loved Gemma and Anne as if they were your own family, but it hurt to know you were helping in the kitchen while Harry and G/N were out on the back lawn, preparing the corn to be cooked.

                Now, you were just like every other girl. Jealousy wasn’t something new to you, considering Harry was constantly paired up with someone in the tabloids or being surrounded by girls, but this girl made your blood boil green with envy.

                You couldn’t put your finger on exactly why she did. There were too many things to point at, and you didn’t have enough fingers.

                She kept leaning on him, laughing her pretty little head off and putting her hands on his arms and shoulders. At one time, they were looking at each other, and their noses were nearly touching! You knew Harry would never ever hurt you, but you were worried. What if he decided he liked her as more than a friend? What if he decided to dump you for her?

                “Y/N…Please keep your eyes on that pie, Love,” Anne softly reminded you over her shoulder.

                “Oh…Sorry,” you murmured, opening the oven door to check on the apple pastry. “It needs a few more minutes.”

                “Thanks, Dear.”

                You looked back out the kitchen window, leaning on the counter. Outside, you could see G/N resting her head on Harry’s shoulder while cleaning the corn. The sight brought tears to your eyes, but you figured you couldn’t blame Harry. This girl was his best friend that he hasn’t seen in years. Maybe you should just trust him and give them their space for the weekend.

                So that’s what you did. When you all sat around the table for dinner, you sat next to Gemma and Anne, ignoring the animated conversation they were all having with G/N and only talking when talked to. After dinner, you stayed in the kitchen to help clean up while Harry went off with G/N again.

                “Y/N? Are you okay, Love?” Anne asked while rinsing another dish.

                You took the dish and dried it, “I’m fine, Anne.”

                “You don’t look fine, Y/N,” she whispered, watching you put get on your tippy-toes to put the plate away. “You’ve been down since you came in…”

                You shrugged, “I’m just tired.”

                “Hmm…” Anne regarded you suspiciously before sighing and deciding not to press the issue.

                Harry and G/N appeared again, in a cloud of giggles, once you and Gemma had settled down on the living room couch.

                Your boyfriend came over to you, letting himself fall into the cushions beside you and wrapping his arm around your shoulder.

                The minute you felt his hand on your shoulder, you got up bidding everyone goodnight.

                “It’s only seventeen o'clock, Y/N,” you could feel his surprised gaze on you, but you didn’t dare look his way.

                “I’m tired,” you whispered, heading towards the stairs.

                You heard him get up from the couch, and a few seconds later, his warm hand was holding yours, “Well, let me say goodnight.”

                “Not in front of everyone,” you frowned, pulling your hand away from his.

                “Babe…” he looked hurt by your rejection.

                “I’ll see you in the morning,” you put on a smile as you looked about the room before turning and taking the stairs two at a time.

Liam: He Says Something That Makes You Feel Like You’re Not Giving Him Enough Space.

“I’ve just been busy lately. Between my job and Y/N, there’s just no time for me anymore, you know?”

                You weren’t meant to hear your boyfriend say that. He thought you were upstairs in your bed with your nose in a book.

                “No…I’m not saying that. I just wish I had more time. Sometimes I miss the single life.”

                Ouch. That hurt.

                “Not like that, Niall. I didn’t mean it like that. I’m just saying that I miss the days when I could come home and just sit on the couch, watch one of my favorite shows…”

                Maybe you two had gone too fast. Maybe you shouldn’t have moved in with him at this point in your relationship, but he was the one who asked, pointing out that you two were obviously serious since you had been together for about a year and a half.

                “And I miss going to the club or bar with you guys.”

                Why couldn’t he do those things now? Sure, you hardly saw him as it was between your work and his; not to mention he would be leaving on tour next week for a few months…But it wasn’t like you were holding him back or didn’t trust him to go out with his friends.

                “I know Louis and Zayn manage to, but I don’t know, Niall. I just feel bad about leaving her here alone. She isn’t much of a partier.”

                That was true. You weren’t really one for clubbing or getting drunk, but that didn’t mean you couldn’t let loose once in a while.

                You were about to walk in and ask to talk about this when he said something that completely shattered you.

                “I’m kind of rethinking the whole thing. It’s just not fun anymore.”

                When the tears began to take form, you knew you weren’t going to walk in there or talk to your boyfriend tonight. You also were going to go to bed thirsty.

                You had trouble sleeping that night, wrapped up in Liam’s arms. You so badly wanted to pull away, but your heart was already too attached to him. You wanted to be happy with him, and more than anything, you wanted him to be happy with you. If he wanted space, you were going to give it to him, starting the moment you woke up.

*****

                “Morning, Love,” Liam stretched while walking into the kitchen.

                You didn’t look up from the bowl in your hands, “Morning.”

                “So…what’s on the agenda for today because it’s a beautiful Saturday, and I was thinking–”

                “Well, I’m going shopping with Perrie and Jade today,” you interrupted him, walking over to the boiling hot frying pan on the stove, “and then having lunch with them. After lunch, I have to go grocery shopping, and then I have dinner plans with a colleague of mine.”

                “Oh…well, I guess we could always go to the park tomorrow…” he said, coming up beside you to wrap his arms around your waist

                “I’m sorry, Liam, but I can’t,” you shook your head with a frown. “I’m going to the gym tomorrow morning with Lou. We’re probably going to pick up some Starbucks afterwards, so…you’ll have to make your own breakfast tomorrow, if that’s ok. ”

                “Um…sure. I don’t mind, but going to the gym doesn’t take up the whole day,” he pointed out, resting his chin on your shoulder.

                “After getting Starbucks we’re going to go to this new spa I heard about from Eleanor, and that’ll take up most of the afternoon. I also plan on seeing Lux when I drop Lou off at her flat.”

                “How about we go for dinner, then?” he asked, letting go of you so you could serve breakfast.

                “I’d love to, but…I’m going to be so tired after all that, Liam. I’d rather just stay home and curl up with my book,” you put his plate down on the island and took your seat.

                “But, this is our last weekend before I go away on tour…” Instead of walking over to where his dish was, he walked over to you and kissed the top of your head, “Don’t you want to spend some time together?”

                You shrugged, picking up some eggs with your toast, “We’ll see each other on Skype, and it’s not like we don’t have phones.”

                “But, Y/N…”

                “And they do say that distance makes the heart grow fonder.”

                He went silent after that and walked over to the other side of the island to sit down.

                It took everything you had to keep from breaking down then. Seeing Liam so hurt was taking its toll on you, but this is what he wanted.

                “I don’t know what’s going on, Y/N,” he uttered, his eyes focused on his plate, “but I don’t like it.”

                You shrugged, picking up your dirty plate, “I just want some me time.”

Louis: He’s Been Seen Hanging Out With His Ex.

                What Does Y/N Y/L/N Think About Her Boyfriend Louis Tomlinson with His Ex?

                Louis Tomlinson Seen with Ex Eleanor Calder in Local Starbucks.

                Louis Tomlinson Cheating on Girlfriend Y/N Y/L/N?

You rolled your eyes at the tabloid magazines as you made your way down the aisle at your local supermarket. You knew Louis had been hanging out with Eleanor. That was no secret, but Louis wasn’t the type of person to cheat on you.

                All these pictures on the magazines, especially the ones of him kissing her or holding her hand, were taken back when they were together.

                Louis and Eleanor were just friends.

                So why did it bother you so much?

                You let out a sigh as you scanned the cards on the other side of the aisle. Louis’ mother’s birthday was coming up soon, and you wanted to send her a card. You weren’t sure what kind to get, though, considering this was the first time you had to buy your boyfriend’s mother anything.

                You bet Eleanor had gotten her a birthday present, not just a card.

                You groaned at your own thought process. Why did you keep doing this to yourself? So what if Eleanor was practically a model and smart and funny and…

                Shit.

                She was perfect for Louis, and you knew it.

                “There you are!”

                You looked up from the birthday cards and turned to see your boyfriend running down the aisle.

                “I got the two percent because it was on sale, and they didn’t have any plain bagels left. I got poppy seed because you told me you didn’t mind them…” he began rambling on and on while putting the groceries he had collected into the cart.

                You just nodded your head while looking through the cards, “Louis?”

                “…and there–Yes, Love?” he instantly cut himself off, smiling at you like the fool he was.

                His expression was contagious, and you soon found yourself grinning, despite your sour mood, “What kind of cards does your Mum like?”

                “My mum?” he looked at the ceiling thoughtfully. “Well, I usually get her something funny…”

                “But what should I get her, as her son’s girlfriend?” you asked.

                “Well, Eleanor used to get her something sentimental…”

                And you don’t know what he said after that because you just couldn’t listen to him after he said her name. You didn’t want to hear about his ex anymore.

                In the end, you picked a random card and went to the cash register. After paying for all your stuff, you went home and had dinner.

                “So…Y/N…”

                You played with the rice on your plate, moving each little grain around, “Yes?”

                “You know how I’m playing in tomorrow’s football game?”

                You stilled your fork, “Yes…”

                “And…” he put his wine glass down, “you said you couldn’t make it.”

                You looked up at him now, “Yes. I have to work, unfortunately. Why?”

                “Is it okay that I invited Eleanor? She really wanted to come see me play.”

                She could always watch him on the Telly. Why does she have to be there?

                You shrugged off his question like it was no big deal, looking down at your chicken, “Why are you asking me if it’s alright?”

                “Well, there have been a lot of rumors going around lately…”

                “Yeah…so?” you asked, putting a piece of chicken in your mouth.

                “I just don’t want you getting the wrong idea.”

                “Why would I get the wrong idea?” you wiped your mouth with your napkin. “It’s no concern of mine whether or not you hang out with your ex.”

                “Are you sure?” he arched an eyebrow.

                “Why wouldn’t I be? Should I be getting the wrong idea?”

                “No, but you are my girlfriend, so I sort of expected you to…”

                “To what, Louis? To feel insecure because my boyfriend is hanging out with his beautiful ex-girlfriend who is probably more worthy of him?” you were yelling now, and you really hadn’t meant for it to get this out of hand.

                Honestly, though, he should’ve stopped talking about her after he got your consent.

                Louis just looked completely taken off guard, but eventually, he found his voice, “Y/N…I had no idea…”

                The sound of your chair scraping across the hardwood floor interrupted him, and you were glad it did because you couldn’t listen to him right now.

                Or for the rest of the night.

                Every time he tried to bring up the subject or show some affection, you brushed him off. You really just needed your space; you had shown Louis a side of you that you didn’t want to admit you had. You could play the part of the jealous girlfriend like a pro, even though you knew you could trust him.

                Finally, it seemed like Louis had had enough of your mood. He had stopped you on the stairs, grabbing your arm, “Y/N, we need to talk.”

Niall: You Don’t Feel Like He Wants You Sexually.

“You’re too cute, Y/N,” Niall chuckled, sitting back on his knees as he watched you attempt to calm yourself down.

                “You…” you gasped, looking up at him with a lazy smile hanging on your lips, “you promised you wouldn’t…”

                “Wouldn’t what?” he smirked, knowing perfectly well what he had vowed to you.

                “That you wouldn’t tickle me!” you exclaimed, scowling at him.

                He threw his head back in laughter, “And you actually believed me?” he looked at you, shaking his head. “You really are too cute, Y/N.”

                Cute.

                Oh, how you loathed that word.

                In the beginning of your relationship with your boyfriend, you didn’t mind that adjective at all, especially when he used it to describe you, but now…you were afraid he found you too adorable to, well, make a move…

                You two hadn’t had sex yet, even though you had been dating for a year now and were living together. At first you thought he didn’t want to rush it, which you were grateful for because you wanted to at least be fiancés before he took your virginity, but now it was getting kind of worrisome.

                Shouldn’t he have asked you by now?

                Shouldn’t he have made a move by now?

                Your thoughts were interrupted by a chaste kiss being pressed to your lips, “What’re you thinking about, Princess?”

                You smiled at him, bringing his lips back onto yours, “You.”

                “Me?” he smiled against your lips. “What about me?”

                This was your chance to make a move.

                Who said you couldn’t have a little fun while keeping your virginity intact?

                “Mmm…” you hummed. “I’d rather not say…”

                “Why not?” he asked, kissing the corner of your mouth before trailing down your neck.

                “Because…” you gasped, arching your chest into his as your hands moved up the back of his neck.

                “Oh, fuck,” he hissed against your ear, turning you on even more, but just when you thought things were about to get good, he got off of you and walked around the couch.

                “Niall?” you sat up, shocked by his sudden coldness.

                He didn’t answer as he left the room, and a few moments later, you could hear his feet on the staircase that led up to the bedrooms.

                At first, you didn’t know what to do. Did he want you to follow him up and continue in the privacy of your shared room? Did he not feel well? Did he not like it? Did he not want you?

                The last question made your heart jump up into your throat.

                He always was calling you cute or adorable…

                He had never called you sexy.

                Did that mean he didn’t want you?

                Suddenly feeling very insecure about yourself, you decided to go upstairs and see what was wrong with Niall.

                When you entered your bedroom, the first thing you noticed was that the bathroom door was closed.

                “Niall?” you walked over to the door and knocked on it. “Sweetie?”

                “…yes, Y/N?” he sounded like he was in pain.

                “Are you okay?” you frowned, getting worried.

                “Yeah,” he replied hoarsely. “I’m fine. Why?”

                “Well, for one, you kind of just left me there in the heat of the moment…” you chuckled nervously, “and two, the place you run to is the bathroom…”

                “Oh…don’t worry about it, Y/N. I’m fine.”

                Don’t worry? How could you not worry when it was clearly obvious he didn’t want to be with you sexually?

                “Okay…” you said, not caring if he heard or not as you walked out of the room and downstairs.

                Niall remained in the bathroom for another half hour before you heard the shower running.

                You sighed, lying down as you flipped through the channels on the Telly before finally settling on some Friends reruns. 

                But your mind wasn’t on the Telly. You were too worried about your relationship with Niall. How could you two have a future together if he wasn’t attracted to you sexually?

                Everyone had their needs, and if Niall didn’t want you to fulfill his, he would eventually go looking elsewhere. This didn’t necessarily mean he was going to cheat on you–because you knew he never would–but it meant your relationship with him would one day end because of it.

                The last thought alone made your heart ache.

                Deciding it was no use trying to get your mind of this, you turned off the Telly and headed upstairs to your bedroom.

                The shower was no longer running, but the bathroom door was still closed. On the other side, you could hear Niall humming She Looks So Perfect while he finished getting ready for bed.

                You, not wanting anything to do with him right now, changed as quickly as possible and got under the covers. You turned the lights off and turned on your side, facing away from the bathroom.

                You just wanted sleep to take you away.

Zayn: You Don’t Know What You Are to Him.

                “So…I know all the fans want to know…who, here, is spoken for?”

                Only Liam and Louis raised their hands out of the five boys sitting there.

                “Wait…Zayn? Why isn’t your hand up?” the interviewer asked, leaning forward on her chair.

                “I’m single,” he chuckled. “You asked who was spoken for.”

                “I know,” she smiled at him, “but there has been a ton of photos floating around of you and that girl…what’s her name…?”

                “Y/N,” he replied, leaning back in his chair, “and we’re just friends.”

                “But some of those pictures show you two getting pretty cozy as well as holding hands…”

                Zayn shook his head, “Think what you want, but you asked me a question, and I answered it. Y/N and I are just friends.”

                Well, now you were even more confused.

                From the moment you met Zayn Malik, he was an enigma to you, even when you were best friends. The stuff he said and did often threw you off balance and had you up all night, wondering what he was thinking in that beautiful head of his.

                But you were–until now–sure of one thing: the way he had been treating you lately went a little beyond friendly.

                It started with small gestures, him wrapping his arm around you as you walked down the street or taking your hand in his when you were walking through a crowd. Now, when you were public, his hand stayed firmly in yours even through the most deserted streets.

                In private, you and Zayn were constantly on top of each other, trying to get as close as two people could be. It never seemed to be enough for either of you, but on the flip side, he would have you over for a movie night or just to hang. During those times, he was so sweet, flattering you and giving you feathery kisses.

                You didn’t understand what kind of relationship you had with him. You two never labeled your outings as “dates,” and he never asked you to be his girlfriend, even though you wanted him to so badly.

                Now, it was quite obvious after that interview that your feelings were one-sided.

                So why did he treat you like this?

                For the sex?

                But sex wasn’t the only activity you two engaged in…

                Feeling heartbroken and bored from contemplating the situation, you decided to turn off the Telly and do something else.

                So you called up Y/F/N.

                “Hey, Y/N! What’s up?”

                “Nothing much. Kind of bored…so I thought I would call you and ask if you want to go out?”

                “Sorry…I don’t swing that way,” she said, making you laugh, “but I’d be glad to hang out.”

                “Alright. Where?”

                “Well…I’ve been meaning to go shopping…”

                You sighed. Shopping was Y/F/N’s go to, and she still got a monthly allowance from her parents. Money was no object to her.

                “Fine…but we’re not going to any of those designer stores…”

                “But those are the best!” she whined.

                “They’re also too expensive,” you reminded her.

                She let out a sigh, “Alright, but we get to have lunch in the food court.”

                “Deal.”

                An hour later, you were walking through the mall with Y/F/N with one bag in your hand. You two had visited Victoria’s Secret first since they were having this amazing sale on underwear. Now, you were scanning the stores for clothes to put over your new undergarments.

                Suddenly, you felt your pocket vibrate. You stopped off to the side of the walkway and took out your phone.

                It was Zayn.

                You ignored the call.

                Finally, you two found a store that satisfied both your needs: stylish and affordable.

                You started looking through a rack of dresses when your phone vibrated again.

                And it was Zayn, again.

                You rolled your eyes and clicked “ignore call.”

                “Who keeps calling you?” Y/F/N came over to stand beside you.

                “Zayn,” you sigh as a notification comes up.

                Zayn: y rn’t u picking up, babe?

                “Are you two…?” she looked up at you after seeing the text, her eyebrows furrowed.

                “I don’t know,” you shook your head, putting your phone back in your pocket.

                “Oh…”

                “Yeah.”

                After that, you went back to browsing and managed to try on a few things without being interrupted by Zayn. You found two dresses and a jacket you liked, so you left the dressing rooms and got on line.

                Y/F/N joined you, “So…how long have you and Zayn been…?”

                You shrugged, “A few months now.”

                “And he hasn’t revealed his intentions yet?”

                “Nope,” you shook your head, “but you know how Zayn is…”

                “True.”

                Your cell vibrated, and it wouldn’t stop.

                Zayn: We need 2 talk.

                Zayn: Idk y u r acting distant, but…I need to c u.

                Zayn: Please, Y/N. Pick up ur mobile.

Unable to take much more of this, you dialed his number.

                He answered on the first ring.

legerebrise  asked:

Hiii! Comment ça va!? I'm out of fic to read. I want something nice, without too much angst (that's weird for me!), and funny. So, could you possibly, Ô Great Queen of Fic Recs, Leader of the FTFT (French Team From Tumblr), read my mind and Rec me something I haven't read yet and that somehow fit perfectly my mood? (I usually only read Larry but I would probably read another pairing... Desperate time call for desperate measure.) xxx

(aaaaahhhhhhhhh I was done with a long fic rec for you and I hit publish AND *NOTHING* and now I have to start all over again)(anyway)

Heyyy ! So okay, I’m blushing. And I feel a very big pressure right now so THANKS FOR THAT. (but really, thank you, tu es trop gentille avec moi :* )

So here’s some funny fics with not too much angst, from my “for sad days bookmarks^^)

- Bloodline: Louis doesn’t know how to feel when his best friend, Liam, finds out about a brother that he never knew, who was placed for adoption before he was born and is bursting into his life at twenty-four years old. Louis is very wary of the man who might replace him. He has always thought of Liam as his own brother. What if Liam doesn’t need him anymore? What if there’s no room for Louis? After all, blood runs thicker than water. Louis doesn’t like Liam’s new brother and he doesn’t even know him. That’s irrelevant, though. He doesn’t like him. He doesn’t trust him. He doesn’t want him hanging around. He doesn’t want anything to do with him.That is, until he meets him. (177k)

- Silence and Sound (We Figured It Out)  : Harry and Louis reconnect. In a bed.(2k)

- One day to believe in you : A mysterious force compels Louis to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Even when it’s really inconvenient.  Harry blinks and has the nerve to look surprised. “You think about me when you get off?”  “Yes,” Louis says. He wonders how hard he’d need to punch himself in the face to knock himself out.  “Often?”  “Yes, Christ, Harry,” Louis groans. “Probably eight times a week for going on six years now. On average, you know. More when we were touring, less when I’ve been visiting family. Anything else you’d like to know?”  (7k)

- Are You Missing Underwear? :  Are You Missing Underwear?   Just to keep things brief, my cat has stolen a large amount of socks and underwear from a neighbor.   I am very sorry.   I live on Cherry Street.     If these are your clothes, please call 112-358-1321   I promise I will give them back, I wasn’t the one who wanted them, it was my asshole cat. Or, Harry’s cat frequently steals Louis’ underwear.  (4k)

- Tell Me What You Want: Harry is looking for a new roommate after Liam moves in with his girlfriend. After a few bad dates he’s done with men for the moment and wants to concentrate on school. That’s why he’s looking for a female or a straight male roomie. When Niall tells Louis about the free room he leaves that little detail out. Louis, desperately looking for a room, pretends to be straight, thinking it would be easy, until he discovers that Harry likes to be naked at home. His best female friend posing as his girlfriend doesn’t work very well either.“ (10k)

- If You Asked Me If I Love Him (I’d Lie) : So Harry and Louis might have fucked up.The day of their wedding was the single most perfect moment of Louis’ life and every single day since where he’s been able to call Harry his husband has been nothing short of bliss. There’s just one teeny, tiny problem…Their families don’t know they’re married.*Or the one where Harry and Louis eloped but neglected to mention it to anyone. Meanwhile Lottie is getting married and the only way for them to not steal her thunder is by pretending they’re just friends for the weekend. Featuring Harry and Louis as terrible liars who don’t know the meaning of the word platonic and some Tomlinsons and Styles’s who definitely don’t believe them. (26k)

- if i had the chance, the things i would do to you : Niall sighs. He leans forward, pushing his mug of tea carefully to the side, before bracing his elbows on the table, chin in his hands. It makes him look like some sort of bottle-blonde cherub. “You have quite the fanbase, Harry. I’m not denying that. And you’ve done a good job of popping out every once in a while in the past two years, just to make sure you’re still talked about. But that’s all you’ve done, and I’m not satisfied. I want more.” He blinks at Harry. “Don’t you want more?”(Or: AU where Harry and Louis compete in the Lip Sync Battle) (14k)

- Learning to Eat: Celebrity chef Louis Tomlinson has a problem. He’s opening his first restaurant in 9 weeks, and he has yet to hire a pastry chef- apparently people think he’s ‘standoffish’ and ‘rude’ and ‘quick to temper’. Whatever. He ends up saddled with an annoying, happy-go lucky rookie who also happens to be obnoxiously good looking. His tv presenter and pop star best friends only add to the drama, and for fucks sake would everyone please stop quoting Julia Child?!Kitchen AU where Harry helps Louis re-learn how to eat.  (METAPHORICALLY) (28k)

- War Games : If Nick had wanted a normal relationship, he probably shouldn’t have given his entire heart to professional competitive asshole Louis Tomlinson. (Tomlinshaw, 10k)

- Fake Tears and Garlic Bread :  “His date is a twat,” Harry announced, interrupting Niall and Nick, “if I had someone that pretty wanting to have dinner with me, I’d probably arrive an hour early and take him somewhere much nicer.”   “Aww Hazza, what a sappy romantic you are,” Nick cooed, “Maybe you should go and tell him that, might cheer him up.”  
 “You think?” Harry perked up, “Maybe I should offer to be his date instead?” Or, Louis is fed up of having to pay for his food and decides to pretend he has been stood up by his “date” in order to blag himself a free meal, Harry is the clueless romantic dragged into the equation, Zayn and Liam think Louis is an idiot, and Niall just really loves garlic bread.(7.5k)

- Between Me and You : Louis wants to see more of him on Harry’s Instagram account. He comes up with a plan. (1.5k)

- Always Expanding : Gemma brings Louis home for Thanksgiving, and Hot Harry is the last thing he expected. (35k)

- We may fall (but we get up again) : a 27 Dresses AU where Liam is everyone’s favorite best man and he just might be madly in love with his boss … and maybe with an arrogant writer who hates weddings as much as Liam loves them, too.  (Ziam, 58k)

- leave before the lights come on : Louis’ never had a one night stand in his entire twenty-one years of existence. Not once. That is…until now. And OF COURSE this is how it happened.  (15k)


I don’t know at all what you have already read so tell me if you want more?

(et je fais cette fic rec en buvant du champagne, Probablement pas une bonne idée.)

Preference 86: Ending the Engagement

AN: This is your actual point of view, it’s different than the way I usually do preferences… So tell me what you think and if you want more!

Niall: There he goes again, leaving me to be alone once again. I understood when he was away on tour, but ever since we got engaged he was distant when he was on breaks. There were times when he would ignore me for house, acting as if I didn’t exist. In the beginning of the engagement, we were perfectly fine. We were happy, but something changed. He started to go out every chance he got, not inviting me or even telling me where he was going. I was planning the wedding alone and when I asked for input from him, he would completely blow me off. Tonight was no different. He was getting dressed, spraying himself with cologne. “Where are you going?” I asked, sitting up on the bed. I twiddle with the beautiful ring he placed on my left ring finger six months ago. “Don’t worry about it,” he mumbled, not bothering to acknowledge me as he spoke. Ouch. “What’s going on with you?” I asked, getting off the bed and walking over to him. I heard him huff before he turned around and faced me. He looked annoyed and angry, he looked nothing like the carefree Niall I knew. This Niall kind of intimidated me. “Just leave me alone,” he grumbled pushing past me. I could hear him walk down the stairs and I ran after him. “What is going on with you?” I screamed, tired of his attitude. He stopped close to the door, reaching out to grab his car keys. I grabbed them before he could. “Give me my keys!” I shook my head, letting tears fall. “Y/N, give me my fuckin keys! I don’t want to be here.” “Why-y?” I stuttered out, scared of him. “Because I made a mistake by asking you to marry me and I regret it every time I look at you. I don’t think we should be together anymore,” he growled, his eyes darker than they usually were. That was enough for me to drop his keys, running up to the room. Hearing that hurt more than anything, I felt like all the air in the room was gone. I threw myself on the bed and heard the front door shut. What the fuck just happened? He didn’t love me. He didn’t want to get married. I can’t stay here. Before I could even completely process what had just happened, I took of my ring and placing it on my pillow. I grabbed a suitcase and filled it before walking out of the house, wondering where I was going to go or what I was going to do.

Zayn: It was always one thing after another, something always being said about our relationship, people judging us. The moment we got engaged the hate only got worse. It had been the happiest day of my life, being asked to marry the guy of my dreams. He was and is everything I ever wanted. Hell he was more than I ever wanted. We had been together for quite a while, but people had thought that I was only a meaningless rebound. Of course he had been serious about someone else, engaged before, but it wasn’t what he wanted with her. We met months, almost a year, after the broke up. We fell in love and we fell hard, hence the reason why we wanted to get married. The planning was on the way, but in the back of my mind I was wondering if it was the right thing to do. Every time either of logged onto social media sites, or bought magazines, or even walked out into public, we were being insulted. I could tell that it was taking its toll on him, I knew that it was hurting the both of us. A new rumor was spread today, apparently I was only marrying him for his money. Actually it wasn’t new, it was just re-publicized. I threw my phone on the couch adjacent to where I was sitting and at that exact moment he was walking in the front door. “What’s wrong, babe?” he asked. I could tell by the look on his face, that he was mad but trying to keep his cool for me. “I don’t think either of us can take this anymore.” There was a dead silence before he sat next to me. I felt like all of emotion was taking out of my body, as if I was a robot. “We can handle it. We just can’t listen to them.” He was holding on to my hand, I looked down and saw the shinning jewel on my finger. “I don’t think I can do this anymore. Neither of us are happy because of everything being said. I want you to be happy and I can’t do that for you right now.” I was slowly speaking, breaking a little inside but hiding it. “What are you saying?” he asked, sitting back and looking at me. I could see the hurt on his face, he knew what I was saying. “I think we should break off the engagement… I’m going to go get something things and I’ll come back for the rest some other time. I can’t do this to you. I can see that all the hate is hurting you, it is best if we take a break.” I was instantly out of the room, walking to the bedroom. I didn’t hear him moving and in a way it hurt and relieved me. When I was done packing, I walked into the living room and saw him still sitting on the couch. He hadn’t moved a muscle, but there were tears falling down his face.

Louis: When people get engaged, families and friends were usually overjoyed for the couple. That was not the case when it came to Louis and I’s engagement. My family and my friends never approved about the whole relationship. They thought that he was too busy to keep me happy or whatever, but despite their pleas to leave him I stuck with him. When we got engaged it only made them even madder, my family practically disowned me. I didn’t care though, I loved him and that’s all there was to it. I knew that it killed him to know that the reason I no longer talked to my family was because of him. He tried to tell me that it was okay for me to go back to them, that I couldn’t lose them. For months, has been feeling the same way. I could feel how much of a strain it was putting on our relationship. He was becoming distant, as if he was pushing me away. I was holding to him by a thread, not wanting anything to come between us. But it was getting harder to keep him close. I was starting to hurt, starting to cry myself to sleep. He no longer slept in the room, no longer told me that he loved me. The only thing that made me remember what I was fighting for was the ring that hasn’t left the fourth finger on my left hand. Every night I replayed the way he proposed to me, remembering how happy the both of us were. I needed some sort of communication with him, so when he came home I met him at the front door. He was ready to dodge me, but I kept stepping front of him. I held his stare, showing him that I wasn’t going to back down. “Move,” he said quietly. For a moment, he looked away and I could tell that there was a mix of emotions showing through his eyes. “You need to talk to me. I don’t want to be ignored anymore. Louis, I love you and you act as though you could give two shits about me. What’s going on?” I asked desperately. He sighed and ran a hand over his face and then through his hair. He tried to push past me, but I grabbed his arm to stop him. “Talk to me!” “I don’t want to talk about this. I’m tired and I just want to go to sleep,” he stated. “Then sleep in our room, with me.” He shook his head no. “What the fuck is wrong?” I cried out. I couldn’t take it anymore, he was hurting me. He wiped the tears from my face and held my cheeks between his palms. Finally a sweet gesture. “I needed you to leave me. I can’t hurt you anymore. I can’t keep you from your family. We can’t get married.” As he spoke, I could see him having an inner battle with himself. “What?” I asked, shakily. “You heard me. Go! Go home and be with your family!” he yelled. I twitched as he yelled, before I could say anything he was running away from me. I watched the empty hallway, waiting for him to come back and apologize. But he didn’t. It felt like forever before I finally listened to what he said, placing the ring on the coffee table before I walked out of the door. He was making the decision for me, no giving me a chance to fight for what we have. He was pushing me away as if he no longer wanted me. If he ever wanted me in the beginning.

Harry: Harry was an eye catcher. Every girl wanted him, well a lot of girls wanted him. But I was the one who was lucky enough to have caught his attention and his love. We were happily engaged after being together for over a year. I was so in love with him, I couldn’t picture myself with anyone else. The moment our engagement was announced, I knew all hell would break loose. And sure enough it did. It got to the point where I was actually getting put in danger. It was hard to see him while he was on tour because he didn’t want me to get hurt in the crowds that surrounded them. It was hard for me to even go out alone because I would get harassed. For a while, it was worth it because I was marrying the one person who loved me as much as I loved them. When he was finally home, we went out to buy groceries. Obviously, his whereabouts were figured out and when we were walking there was a huge crowd. The thought hadn’t crossed our minds that there would be so many people, so we didn’t have security. He tried to keep me close to him as possible, but the fans had another idea. I was pulled from his grip and pushed to the ground hard. My head was hurting and I was seeing a lot of spots. I heard muffled yells and two familiar arms picking me up. I was placed in the car, my vision was still hazy, but I could hear Harry clearly. “They relentless. I can’t believe they did that to you!” he was checking over my face, I pushed him away and told him to get in the car. He was hesitant, but he did as I said. He rambled on and on in the car, but I stayed quiet. This was the last straw, I didn’t want to keep getting hurt and I didn’t want him to be mad at his fans. When we got home, my vision was back to normal and I was alright to walk. He was still fuming when we walked in, I went straight to the bedroom with a mission in mind. I was going to leave, I couldn’t put myself or him though all of this anymore. I couldn’t let him risk his job and I could risk my wellbeing no matter how much I loved him. “What are you doing?” he asked once I grabbed a suitcase. I stopped and turned to him. I couldn’t hurt him, but I have to. “I think I need to go somewhere, alone. I-I-“ He stopped me, “You what? You’re leaving me?” his voice cracked and so did I. “I h-have to.” He got off of the bed and walked to stand in front of me, he took my hands into his and I stared at where they were intertwined. “You can’t. No. We’re getting married. Why are you doing this?” I lifted a hand, placing it on his cheek. The sight in front of me, broke me to pieces. “It’s what’s best for us. I love you, but please just let me go.” I pulled away. “No,” he said, pulling me back. “Let me go,” I said, pulling away and moving quickly. He knew I was serious because he didn’t try to stop me. I packed and walked back over to him, placing the ring in his palm and kissing his fist that I closed. I cried and so did he. I couldn’t take seeing him like that, so I left. But I heard the faint I love you that slipped from his lips before I left the room. I can’t believe I just broke him… And myself.

Liam: I could tell that something was wrong with him the moment he came back home from the club. It’s not that he was drunk, well he was, but it was something else. He looked like he was running through different emotions every second. I greeted him with a kiss to the cheek, happy to see that my fiancé made it home safely from the club. I loved saying fiancé, fiancé, fiancé. It had only been a month since we got engaged, so it was still buzzing through me. I was madly in love with him. There was no doubt in my mind when it came to marry him. Tonight was boy’s night, and though he wanted to stay home, I pushed him to go out. Every night since we going engaged, he had been home with me and always rejecting other peoples offers to go out. I thought that it was a good idea for him to go out. I was pulled back into reality when I heard him speak. “What was that?” I asked, taking his hand into mine. “Can we go to the living room? We need to talk,” he said. Okay. I lead him to the living room and sat down right next to him. He tensed and took his hands away from him. He was being so weird. “What’s wrong?” I asked, placing my hand on his knee. He pushed my hand away and sat away from me. “I’m sorry,” he whispered, looking up at me with teary eyes. I raised my eyebrows, telling him to elaborate. “I cheated on you…with Sophia.” It felt like a shit ton of bricks were thrown at me. I didn’t know what to say, but my body reacted by moving to another couch. Tears were flowing down my face and I was holding my head in my hands. “It was a complete and utter accident, Y/N. It happened and I deeply regret it. I came right home when I realized what I was doing. I love you and only you. There’s no one else for me. Ple-“ I lifted up my hand to stop him. My gaze met his and he tried to move closer to me. I stopped him again and got up, taking of my ring and placing it on the couch. He watched my every move, ready to grab onto me, but I dodged his grip. “I hope she was worth it,” I said, walking to the front door. He instantly followed me, but by the time I got in my car and locked the door, he wasn’t able to stop me. I drove for a while before stopping, letting all the tears fall down. I couldn’t believe that he cheated on me.

He Cheats.

Requested: No. 

Summary: Simply he cheats.

AN: I hope you like it. 

You have been through everything with him, even though you relationship started before the xfactor, you supported him no mattered what. Through thick and thin, now with him deciding that he wants to leave the band, you were there when he asked you about it, you said no matter what you decide “I’m going to be with you, remember you and me so whatever happens I’m by your side”. 


You  were his rock, when he sees your face he thinks of home, where you are. People would say you two were made for each other, when they say that you would blush and he would get that crinkle in his nose with that big smile.
Lately now, Zayn has been getting connections and traveling you were so happy, but things started to slow down as in less phone calls, less texting, less communication. You started to feel lonely, having the house to yourself didnt feel right. So you decided to call Zayn, It was ringing, and it kept ringing until you got the voice mail. You just thought that maybe he is busy or that he is sleeping. 


The Next day again, earlier just to try and hear his voice. Then, finally he picked up 

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Liam: Within a week since you last saw Liam, there had been over 33 missed calls, 80-some text messages, and your obscene ability to avoid any and all things Liam. That is, until he showed up on your friend’s doorstep, finally figuring out seven days later that you had been staying there. “Can we please just talk.” Unfortunately, your friend wasn’t home, forcing you to open the door and greet him with an unhappy smile. “No, Liam. I don’t want to talk.” In the midst of shutting the door on him, there was a loud thud and you glanced down to see his foot had stopped the movement. Your glance turned into a heavy glare, shooting straight back up at him. “You’re the one who said you needed space, Liam. Not me.” You spat, jaw clenching with anger, your hand clutching onto the door as your words came out, so hard they were almost cutting him. Liam stared back at you, but his eyes were filled with sadness and regret. “I know.” He admitted. “I know I told you that and I know I was a complete dickwad to you, but I’m sorry Y/N. Really.” His voice croaked, and you didn’t know what to say. You didn’t whether to accept this apology, or tell him to get lost forever. Liam swallowed hard, “Can we please just talk? Please?” He pleaded, Adams apple quivering. You let a deep breath escape you, sliding a small step to the side, opening the door back up. Liam perked up as you held your hand out, motioning him to come in. “You have about twenty-five minutes before she gets back. And if she sees you here, she’ll be pissed. So talk.” 

Zayn: Your time apart hadn’t been all that terrible. In the few weeks it had been since you departed from Zayn, you still talked to him, if not daily, then every other day. He called with check-ups on how you were doing, and visa versa. When you had originally agreed to separate, it was decided that in a month you would come back together, and talk about all the things that you each wanted-whether it was to get back together, or to break up completely, which you didn’t want to happen. “So how have you been?” He asked quietly, as if he didn’t just talk to you yesterday, or this morning, asking the same thing, in the same pleasant way. “Good.” You replied with a chuckle, keep your hands around your coffee. “Have you thought about this?” You mind was weary about asking him, with the fear of him saying he did and that he wanted to be done. Zayn leaned forward, placing his elbows on the table. “Yeah,” he said, voice above a whisper, “I have. You?” You nodded, glancing at his hands then up to his face, scanning over his jawline, his nose, his eyes. They were staring right back at you, getting you to admit to all your secrets. “I don’t-“ “I think-“ You both started at the same time, falling back into your chair, “You go.” You told him shyly. Zayn took a breath before starting. “I think that…” Here it goes, you thought. “we should just forget about this whole break thing.” Your breath caught in your throat, too thankful too admit to it. Zayn chuckled lightly, “It was stupid to begin with. I’m ready to just be with you, if that’s what you want?” A grin played across your lips as you nodded, “Yeah, yeah, I’d like that.” 

Louis: “All I’m saying,” You voice was shaky, although you were trying to keep up your confidence in front of him, “is that I need someone who is going to be there for me, take me on dates, be good to me.” You repeated your friend’s words almost word for word to Louis, watching as his eyebrows furrowed at you, you could just see the pondering in his mind. “And I’m not here for you?” He asked quickly, annoyance radiating in his voice. You swallowed, clearing your throat. “No, Louis, you’re not.” “How can you even say that Y/N?” He spat. “I’m always here for you.” You shook your head at him. You knew this wasn’t going to be easy, nor pretty, and you were becoming more and more angry with him. “No you’re not!” Your voice raised, making Louis stare at you with wide eyes, shocked at the situation at hand. “What about that time when my mother called to tell me that her and my father were getting a divorce? Hm?” You were glaring at him as you voice continued to rise, the anger in it as sharp as knives. “Or what about when my grandfather passed away?” Louis was silent. “That’s right. I bet you didn’t even remember that happening because where were you? Oh I don’ know. Not here for me!” There was an awkward silence amongst you. “You not saying anything is just proving my point.” “What is your point then Y/N?” Louis finally answered. “We’re done, for the time being.” 

Niall: Months later, after Niall left for tour and breaking off your relationship all in the same day, you still hadn’t talked to him. That day, he promised that when he landed he would call and tell you that the flight was fine, but he didn’t. In fact, in the months that had passed, you hadn’t shared one measly phone call or text message with him, proving that your relationship was doomed to end, or already over. But months later, having known that their tour was over, but not expecting to see him around, he popped out of thin air at your doorstep, the house you used to share with him before he left. “What are you doing here?” You murmured, standing apprehensively at the door. “I wanted to see how you were.” He admitted, looking down at his feet. You huffed, “You couldn’t just call? Oh wait; you haven’t done that in five months. What did you forget that I existed?” To say you were angry with him was an understatement. You were on the verge of a rant and a rage, which wouldn’t be smart in the long run. Niall chuckled, but he wasn’t enjoying this any more then you were. “I meant to, really. You know how it is on tour, I barely have time to breath.” Rolling your eyes, you sucked your teeth. “You’re a joke Niall. Don’t waste my time.” You glared, ready for him to go on a spiel about how sorry he was. Instead he just nodded. “I know what I did to you wasn’t fair and I’m sorry.” For as much as he did seem sorry, you couldn’t bring yourself to forgive him, not now, not after months of not speaking. “I don’t know what you want me to say.” Niall grinned shyly, “I don’t want to you say anything. I just want to tell you that I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to you until you finally forgive me.”

Harry: “Y/N?” That voice you could never forget, and remembered everyday, which when you last heard it, was so angry and stern that it made you want to cry. And when he left, you did. The grocery store wasn’t crowded at all, in fact it was like you two were the only ones there. “What are you doing here?” He asked, grabbing the bread off the shelf—it was whole wheat, just how he liked it. “Um, shopping.” You peeked down at your cart, and then back up at him, wondering why he would even ask such an obvious question. It had only been three days since your fight and potential break-up, and you hadn’t expected to see him around, although the possibility was high everywhere you went. “Are we still fighting?” He asked, another question that seemed out of the blue, but not completely irrelevant. Staring at him with confusing eyes, you shrugged. “That depends. Are you still an asshole?” Harry chuckled, not breaking eye contact with you. Suddenly, the bread aisle at the store became awkward as the two of you stood there, giving the other a stare that could kill somebody. “So that’s a yes.” He muttered, breaking your stare and trailing his eyes over to the shelves of bread. “What do you want from me Harry? I tried to make it work but-“ “I’ll admit,” he cut you off, “that I could have been more reasonable.” He pursed his lips, allowing you a minute to contemplate things for a minute. “But I really didn’t think we needed to break up, or take a break whatever you called it.” He continued, “We were fine Y/N. Couple fight. It happens and then they work it out.” “So are we working this out?” Your finger motioned between the two of you. Harry grinned, “If you want to.”

The “9 1D predictions for 2015″ Metro article analysis

One Direction had yet another colossal year in 2014 but after the boys cut loose their long-standing tour manager following an alleged row with Zayn Malik, we’re expecting an even more eventful year for 1D this year.


Here’s what we think fans can expect from their favourite five-piece in 2015…


1. Zerrie will fizzle → check

OK, so they did the whole NYE fancy dress thing (which was awesome, btw) but when was the last time we had any real update on these two? I know they like to keep things private and all but do they even see each other?! They say the wedding’s on hold but we can’t see it happening. Not now, not ever.


2. Zayn will take a break → check (interesting enough they talk about a « break », so was the solo push a new team’s narrative ? To keep him in the headlines and roll on his newly gained exposure, using it for a rebrand ? Sounds like it.)

Think Nathan from The Wanted but without the throat surgery. Let’s face it, he’s looked totally uninterested for yonks. Simon Cowell obviously won’t let him quit so maybe he’ll just take a little breather instead.


3. Liam gets engaged → check(they did push the engagement narrative but it got denied, maybe by the new team, which aborted the stunt ?)

Liam seems to know what he wants and if we’re not getting a Zerrie wedding he probably ought to step up to the plate and pop the question.


4. Liam and his new wife Sophia relocate to NYC → no(see above, the narrative has been killed and so does the quiet life narrative. Is this the reason we got Attitude ? A rushed new stunt to drag him, when the opportunity came [when he got 3rd position in their Hottest poll] ?)

Celebs don’t get papped in NYC and Liam would get in to a lot less bother if a quieter lifestyle was attainable.


5. Louis Tomlinson and Eleanor Calder announce they’re expecting a baby → check(but clearly Eleanor refused to play the rôle, ; might add the new team seemed to kill the stunt with Larry baiting and conflictive informations from the US press, definitely undermining the narrative)

This would put a major spanner in the works but we wouldn’t put it past Louis to be this reckless…  Louis and Eleanor have been together since the beginning of time so you never know!



6. Niall and someone, anyone, make it official → check (EDIT : thanks to @bakagamieru –> Melissa is the first confirmed girlfriend since Barbara Palvin)

It’s time Niall got himself a good solid girlfriend, don’t you think?! The likes of Barbara Palvin, Zoe Whelan and, hell, even Katy Perry have been lurking in the background for ages but it’s time we saw some full-on PDAs and SOON!



7. Zayn Malik’s facial hair fills his face. At last! (Hm, I guess « 8 predictions » wasn’t a cool headline…)

It’s been a a long time coming but he’s almost there…



8. The boys will announce their fifth album is their last → check(and the new team pushed the « coming back » narrative I think)

Harry’s already mapping out his solo career. (Well, we did have a Harry VS OT3 narrative and solo rumors blowing up regularly, even they didn’t seem to stick, maybe thanks to conflicting informations again from the US press) Betcha!


9. Fans will abandon them in favour of X Factor boyband Stereo Kicks → check (if we consider the narrative pushed here is that One Direction is over, it fits nicely and X-Factor new boyband ? Isn’t it lovely ? EDIT : Stereo Kicks broke up this year, something that wasn’t planned I think and they decided to stick to 5SOS, even if it bothers them since they belong to 1D. Maybe it’s the reason they used Liam to push a new boyband ?)

You never know it could happen…

EDIT : 7 accurate predictions out of 9 (but the 8th got undermined and the 9th is irrelevant)

Conclusion : All things above are stunts, planned by old team a long time ago. (but fuck ! how did metro hear about that and how did they fucking get away with publishing it ??)

EDIT : (thanks to @bakagamieru again ^^)

Zayn’s departure (he missed some events back in November), the Zerrie break-up (engaged since forever but no wedding plans), the Sophiam engagement (logical next step) and solo Harry (nothing new) could have been predicted by anyone (with some pretty good luck though).

But, the official Niall’s girlfriend (never been since Barbara, why now ?), the pregnancy (it shocked everyone !) and the end of 1D after their last album (the official story in 2014 was that they owned 2 other albums to Syco after Four) couldn’t have been predicted.

Overall, everything is so on point it’s really suspicious and the author of the article never referenced to her article once these events happened. And since “One Direction’ or any of the boys aren’t tagged in it, you can’t find it by a search on the Metro website. It got buried, basically. If I could have predicted 1D’s events so accurately, I’d drag about it ! Except if I didin’t get these informations officially…

For better? Or for worse? (Sami Zayn)

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plot: sami tried to take the next step, but you’ve got a secret you’ve been keeping. angsty, i guess? idk honestly i think so tho
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content warning: yelling / swearing
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You were curled up on the couch, happily leaning into your boyfriend Sami Zayn. He had surprised you by taking the next two weeks off work so he could spend time with you and you were just enjoying having him home everyday. You looked up at him, your head still resting on his shoulder and you smiled. He caught this from the corner of his eye and his gaze shifted down to meet yours happily. 

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Wedding Series #1

#1 You Talk About Marriage

A/N: After doing some thinking,I decided to do a wedding series because I think it would be cute :)

Liam

“And another one bits the dust,” you groaned, closing your laptop.

For you, it was hard checking social media. It wasn’t the fans bothering you; it was seeing old friends get married. It seemed like everyone you grew up with was getting married. Either they were high school sweethearts or people you thought would never get married. After being with Liam for almost four years, you thought he would pop the question by now. You knew he loved you and you loved him, but did he even want to get married?

“Hey, babe,” Liam said, putting his hands on your shoulders, “What’s up?” he asked, finding a sit next to you.

“Liam, where are we heading?” you asked. “Like we’ve been together for almost four years and I want more for us; I see more for us.”

“Y/N, what do you mean?” he asked again, his eyes still showing confusion and a bit of worry.

“I just wanna know, Liam, if we’re even gonna get married,” you confessed. “I just see my old classmates getting married and I just wanna know if it’s ever gonna happen,” you whispered the last part.

He nodded, finally understanding what you meant, “Look at me,” he said, helping you change your position on the couch.“You know I love you, and I do see a future with was with marriage and kids, but I actually want to to be here planning everything with you,” he explained,laying his hands on yours.

“So you want to wait until you stop touring to start our life together,” you confirmed.

“Exactly! I don’t want to plan our wedding though FaceTime,” he chuckled. “I just wanna be here with you through the whole thing. Okay?”

You smiled and nodded, “Okay, we’ll wait but only for you,

"Patience is a virtue, Y/N,”


Niall

“So how are you and Niall?” your sister asked while Niall and her husband were grilling.

“Things are great actually. It has almost been two years,” you smiled.

“Aw have you guys talked about finally tying the knot, maybe?” she asked with a huge grin. 

“I mean we have, but we weren’t being serious,” you said, looking over at your boyfriend. “And we haven’t talked about it in almost a year.”

She gasped before putting down her drink, “Y/N, you and Niall need to talk about this like now,” she said before quickly walking over to her husband and Niall. You sat uncomfortable in your chair as they exchanged some words. It’s not like you didn’t want to marry Niall; you just didn’t think you were ready.

“Hey, Y/S/N said you wanted to talk,” Niall asked as he sat down where your sister sat,

“Uh not really,” you mumbled, “She was just kinda asking why we haven’t talked about marriage and stuff like that.”

He let out a sigh of relief, “I mean do you wanna talk about it now?” he asked, a little unsure.

“I love you so much but I don’t know if I’m ready,” you admitted, looking down.

“Y/N, you know if you got married, nothing would change in our relationship,” Niall said putting your hand on yours. “The only thing that would be different would be your last name and we would legally be together, but everything would be okay.”

You smiled at Niall’s reassurance, “You promise?”

“I promise." 

Zayn

The thought of marriage seemed to cross your mind more ever since Zayn went on tour. You knew it was happening because you missed him, but you still wanted to talk about it.

"So how are things at home?” Zayn asked during your weekly Skype date. You would usually be in your room and he would be in his hotel room. “I know it’s boring without me,” he joked making your giggle.

“Well to be honest, it is quite boring, but get off your high horse, Malik,” you chuckled, “but I have a question for you. It’s been crossing my mind since you left.”

“Yeah, babe, what is it?’ he asked.

"Do you ever think about getting married and officially starting our lives together?” you asked with a smaller voice.

“For the most part, every time I see you I see us married with kids, so yeah. I do,” he admitted.

You felt the weight lift off your shoulders since he was feeling the same way, “So the feeling is mutual?”

“Y/N, I don’t think you realize how much I love you and that I want to be with you forever,” he reminded you. “I think we should wait until I get back to talk about it more though.”

“Yeah, I think that would be great.”


Harry

On your time with Harry, you both like to look and laugh at the magazine articles about either you or himself. You liked to see what creative stories they could come up with because they never surprised you both.

“Okay look at this one,” you smiled putting a magazine on the bed in front of Harry.

“Okay lets see what we got today,” he sighed, picking it up and gazing at the cover. “Did Harry Styles propose while on tour?” he read off.

“The promise ring you gave me a couple weeks ago is the ring on my right hand, and they flipped it to make it look like my left,” you chuckled, sitting on the bed next to him.

“This might be the best this month,” he chuckled. “What would make them think I would propose?” he sighed while throwing it onto the bed.

You looked at him in shock  in what he said. He didn’t mean that, did he? “Harry, do you ever think about us getting married?” you asked.

“Sometimes, I mean we’re young, but I kinda want to wait until we have time to plan,” he said, taking his hands into yours. “Did you think I would never propose to you or something?”

You slowly nodded, “I don’t know, I just know I wanna be with you for the rest of my life.”

“Me too, so you don’t worry because I would actually like to surprise you,” he smirked.

“You, surprise me? Are you sure?” you joked.

“You just want, Y/N,” he smiled before kissing your cheek.


Louis

You sighed as you watched your boyfriend of five years sleep soundly next to you. Five years. You loved Louis, there was no question there, but you knew it took him forever to commit to you in the beginning of your relationship. He was never unfaithful, but it took him awhile.

“Morning, babe,” he groaned but smiled.

“Louis, are we ever going to get married?” you blunted out.

“What?”

“Do you wanna marry me?” you asked again. “We’ve been together for over five years, and all my other friends are getting married and I just wanna know where this relationship is going now.”

The look on his face was confused and frazzled, “Y/N, you know I love you more than anything, right? 

You nodded.

"I know we have been together for so long, and I do want to be with you forever. I do want to commit to you legally, I really do.”

“Then what’s stopping us?” you asked once again.

“I waiting for the perfect time because I want you to remember it for as long as we are together,” he confirmed.

“Oh,” you whispered, starting to feel regretful for asking.

“Come here,” he smiled, pulling you closer to him. “Don’t worry about it because it will happen.”


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