what are my hands even doing

Sugar, I’m Goin’ Down// Bad Boy Shawn // Chapter Seven

(This is unedited for now. I will edit later. Please Reblog if you enjoy this story. reblogs =  wider audience = encouragement = more content)

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Chapter Six

Chapter Six Recap:

“What am I supposed to do with you?” you ask with a little laugh.

Shawn smiles a little and looks up at you. “I dunno…make me a better person?”

“You’re already doing that by yourself,” you fluff his hair and he slumps over on the couch, face pressed into the armrest.

“I’m doin’ it for you,” he slurs before passing out. You stare down at him and put a blanket over him from the back of the sofa. You clean up your drink cups and then come back to put a pillow under his head and he grabs your arm. “I mean it. Wanna be better so you don’t hate me.”

“I don’t hate you, Shawn…don’t think I ever really did.”


Waking up with Shawn in bed with you was both pleasant and very surprising considering you had left him to sleep on the sofa. You didn’t remember him crawling in with you. But sure enough here he is, arm around your middle, holding you tight against him. You roll over and look at him and he opens his eyes slowly, blinking a few times to focus.

“Good morning, I see you found your way to a bed,” you smile teasingly.

“Mmhmm,” he hums and tucks a piece of your hair back. “I woke up and didn’t know where you were. I found you all curled up in bed shivering so I got in.”

“I see,” you look down over him and he rolls onto his back and groans. “How’s those drinks treating you?”

Shawn pinches the bridge of his nose and lets out a loud groan. “My head is pounding and the sun is too bright.” He pulls your pillow out from under your head and covers his face. “Make it stop, babe.”

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anonymous asked:

Harry kisses Uma's hand?? My soul has left my body. This means he has a soft spot for her. Uma's never had anyone care about her but Harry does and him treating her as a queen kissing her hand and kneeling before her in the fish and chip shop I CANT EVEN. Its exactly the support the lonely little sea witch needs. Is there room on huma fandom ship for me? XD

OF COURSE THERE IS ROOM FOR YOU ANON, WE ARE BUILDING UP THE BIGGEST CREW FOR THE BEST SHIP SO WELCOME ABOARD! HE DID INDEED AND I’M SO PISSED THAT THAT SCENE DIDN’T MAKE IT INTO THE FILM (plus the harry kissing gil scene too) BECAUSE GOD MY HEART NEEDS MORE HUMA AND THAT HAND KISS IS LITERALLY GOLD. HARRY IS FUCKING STARING STRAIGHT INTO UMA’S EYES LIKE THAT BOY KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT HE’S DOING AND HE’S NOT SCARED HE KNOWS SHE LOVES HIM BACK AND THEY FEEL SAFE ENOUGH AND CLOSE ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO DO AFFECTIONATE SHIT LIKE THAT TO EACH OTHER EVEN THOUGH THEY LIVE ON THE ISLE AND LOVE ISN’T A THING ON THE ISLE HARRY AND UMA DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR RULES THEY ARE IN LOVE GODDAMIT (and yes they love the rest of uma’s crew too but fuck my little shpper heart doesn’t wanna talk about that right now)

anonymous asked:

Hiiii ~ for the drabble game can you do Taemin + number 1. Seriously his comeback ruined my feels and he's not even my bias in SHINee (sending you lots of love ❤)

send me number + an idol’s name and i’ll write a drabble for you!

The warmth of another body is what interrupted your sleep. “What the hell are you doing?” you grumbled sleepily before realising the body that had slumped against you belonged to your boyfriend. “That’s not a nice way to greet the love of your life,” came the reply in the same sleepy tone.

“I thought you were out of the country?” you hand finally came to wrap around him. “Tomorrow. I get a final night with you,” he grinned up at you, resting in your lap. “Let’s sleep and then go out to eat,” he took your hand in his own, bringing it to your lips to pepper with kisses. 

what the fuck I just heard about Scott’s passing and I don’t even know what to say? I’m gonna miss the guy so much, I remember he followed my friend Ray on Instagram and told her that 👌🏻 meant asshole in Indonesia and so we took pics of our hands doing the ok thing and tagged him in it lol
and also of course he was a fucking great guitarist and a pretty cool guy. I knew he was sick but I just didn’t think he was about to die?? rest easy Scott, we love you, and I’ll miss you
I’m crying now

escape-by-wind  asked:

I personally really like the touch up of your hand tattoo. I think it looks way better. I have a tattoo on my thigh that I hate but I would feel bad not going to the same artist and asking to fix what he did. What made you go to someone else to fix the work?

Thank you!

I almost felt bad telling the dude it just didn’t turn out how I wanted so I avoided even telling him I was getting it redone lolimabadperson but my thought process is that if the original person didn’t do it right the first time then how are they gonna get it perfect the second time ya know??

The artist I went to for the redo is my amigo so I fully trusted them to KNOW what I had in mind (plus he’s just hella talented and amazing 🤷🏻‍♀️)

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I JUST HIT 400!!!!! I don’t even know what to do with this information since it’s almost 1 am and I get up for work at 5 am.

What should I do? How about…..

OKAY!!!

It might take time since I work every day, but!!!!

Send me an ask with your favorite Loser’s Ship (platonic or romantic!), and the situation you’d like to see them in? I’ll write HCs for it!!! I’d prefer to keep it light and fluffy- BUT, if you want angst, I can do that! And smut, I can try my hand at it!**please be well aware that they would be mandatorily aged up in any instance of intimacy in that form** (anything with extreme angst as well. any kid fic requests will be purely age appropriate fluff)



(I don’t know how many people will send in Asks, so I apologize in advance if they happen to overwhelm me! I may only do 20 or so if they get big for whatever reason, so if I don’t do yours, please forgive me! I’ll leave them in my ask box to get to as soon as I can.)


Thank you all from the bottom of my humble heart. This means the world to me. I never thought I’d get to grow this much here, and meet so many wonderful people. I love you all so much, and I look forward to reaching 500, and maybe even 1,000 someday.

You’re all so cute, cute, CUTE!


Beep beep,

Stanley Ellis, witch boy.

@maladaptivemind Interesting…. interesting…. Did you know….? I dont care? About femininity?

I will get back to you when more people tell women that they need to wear makeup to “be professional” or tell women they “look tired” or just call women plain ugly because they wont put shit on their face. Thats when I will tell women to “put effort into her look.” I’ve put on makeup since I was 12 years old, I’ve worn clothes so tight that I would have angry read lines running across my entire body to look pretty, I’ve spent my nights sleeping in uncomfortable curlers that pinch my scalp, I’ve burned my face my legs and hands with a curling iron, I’ve walked/jumped/danced/and ran in high heels that would leave me sore for days. So I know what you do, I know what is done to look “pretty,” and you come on to my post ant try to tell me that this shit is even remotely good to do? That I would have fun doing it? I can wear dresses! My hairy ass legs/armpits and no makeup isint throwing dresses off of my body. I love when I dress up, but this post isint for women who want to dress up, it’s to tell women that their worth isint based on their beauty. That they should love their bodies without having to alter it. It’s honestly insulting that you came on my post that tells women to love their bodies the way they are and say “put on some makeup to make yourselves feel beautiful.” beauty isint everything, and learning that you can just exist as your natural self is what women NEED to hear.

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I give you my word. But in order to do that you need to trust my judgement for a little while while yours is reeling.

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SECRET SESSIONS LONDON - MY STORY💕

13/10/17 (aka THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE)

okay so where do I begin…WOW.
okay so… on Monday October 3rd at 10:25pm, I was sitting on my phone in my room listening to holy ground and I was on twitter and BOOM. “TAYLOR NATION SENT YOU A DIRECT MESSAGE” I STARTED SHAKING AND CRYING WHEN I READ THE CONFIDENTIAL MESSAGE I WAS SO CONFUSED BECAUSE THEY DONT EVEN FOLLOW ME (yes I’m still trying to work out technology ok) AND I FLIPPED OUT AND I RAN INTO MY MOMS ROOM SOBBING AND I TRIPPED OVER THE HOOVER BUT ITS OKAY. MY MOM WAS SAYING ALL SORTS OF THINGS LIKE SOMEONE MAY HAVE HACKED INTO TAYLOR NATIONS ACCOUNT (?????? idk). Anyway I died and my mind was a mess and I couldn’t control myself at all, I had knew what it usually meant when people got these messages and I explained everything to my mom ( she is genuinely worst-case-scenario-Christine ) and she started crying with happiness for me. THAT DAY WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.

The next day October 4th at 5:27pm, I was (trying) to study when BOOM. I RECEIVED THE CALL. Ali phoned and told me about a special secret event on Friday the 13th of October and I was shaking so so much and could barely even talk but she was honestly the nicest ever (I noticed she said “wonderful” about a million times and I’m now so in love with that word). Side note: My mom still wasn’t really convinced this wasn’t a set up to get me kid napped but SHE FINALLY CALMED DOWN A LITTLE AND MEANWHILE I WAS SHAKING, CRYING AND BASICALLY DEAD.

Okay so then it was the waiting game…the days DRAGGED in as I found out a whole 10 DAYS before the event and I saw Taylor lurk people on tumblr/Instagram AND she liked the post about me and my best friend Eve. PEOPLE WERE ALSO TALKING ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN ON THE 13TH AND I WAS JUST SITTING THERE LIKE HELP ME WHATS GON HAPPEN.

Fast forward to Friday…so because I live in Glasgow I had to fly to London… I COULDNT SLEEP AT ALL AND I ONLY GOT 4 HOURS SLEEP LOL BECAUSE I GOT UP AT 4AM. We went to the airport and I was genuinely so nervous and excited about what could possibly be happening. We then got a bus and then a tube and wandered about Covent Garden and EVERYTHING kept reminding me of Taylor. We then got a tube and another bus ( NUMBER 13 ) to our hotel. I got really stressed out because I opened up my case and there was makeup spilt on my dress BUT MY MOM CAME TO THE RESCUE AND FIXED IT FOR ME. I curled my hair and fixed myself up then I went to out to the secret meeting point and recognized so many people from tumblr/twitter etc and it was SO surreal. ALSO A FEW PEOPLE CAME UP TO ME AND WERE LIKE OMG ABBIE I KNOW YOU AND THAT MADE ME FEEL SO SO SPECIAL SO I LOVE YOU FOR THAT IF THAT WAS YOU. We checked in and got really cool wristbands saying United Kingdom (IN THE REPUTATION FONT) I WAS ALREADY DEAD.

We went to drop off our bags and me and I met 2 beautiful, amazing girls called Emma ( @taylorsmusic ) and Flora ( @spoookyswift ) and we were FREAKING OUT TOGETHER. We just couldn’t comprehend that we could potentially meet our idol. We talked about everything and I genuinely think I have 2 new best friends for life. I LOVE YOU GUYS. We were on the last bus to leave so we waited foreverrrr and my nerves were building up so much and I was FULL ON ALL OVER SHOOK.

Everyone on the bus was SO EXCITED and we were all dying together. It was such a combination of nerves and excitement like I can’t even describe it. So we FINALLY arrived at our secret destination and were escorted to the entrance to be searched etc (there was a big box of socks for some reason and it made us laugh so just thought I’d add that in and also a few half finished smart water bottles👀).

Okay so then we went through to TAYLORS HOUSE. It was beautiful and there was so much food laid out and I had a REPUTATION COOKIE and CUSTOMIZED REPUTATION M&MS and CHICKEN TENDERS. Taylors playlist of the songs she loves was playing in the background and we were LOVING LIFE. (Side note: my mom loved the olives you put out taylor so thanks for that) So basically me, Emma and Flora were chilling together (we were not chill at all tho) and everything was fine THEN Flora goes “oh my god, that’s Scott” AND IM LIKE WTF AND WE ALL LOOK OVER AND DIE LIKE WHAT WAS HAPPENING BEFORE OUR VERY EYES THE KING OF GUITAR PICS WAS HERE. We went and spoke to more amazing people and life was good…THEN TREE COMES THROUGH AND IM LIKE WHATATSTSS THATS A LEGEND THEN NOT LONG AFTER THAT WE SEE ANDREA AND WE ALL DIED. I CRIED WHEN I SEEN ANDREA IDK WHY IT JUST GOT TOO MUCH AND SHES MY QUEEN. IT GENUINELY FELT LIKE A DREAM LIKE SURELY THIS WAS NOT REAL.

Finally, after a while, we went through to THE LIVING ROOM. YES. A CHAIR. A SPEAKER. WE ALL KNEW WHAT THIS WAS. ME, EMMA AND FLORA HAD A LITTLE SUPPORT NETWORK GOING ON BECAUSE WE WERE ALL HOLDING HANDS BECAUSE WE WERE NOT PREPARED AT ALL. I cried - yeah she wasn’t even here yet and I cried. So anyway THEN I’m like I can’t even do this and my heart is beating abnormally fast. And that’s when she appeared…

I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EYES. MY ANGEL. MY EVERYTHING. GENUINELY LIKE A METER AWAY. NO WAY. Okay so then I SOBBED even more and I was uncontrollable (I finally did calm down but omg it was so hard I couldn’t stop crying) - thank you Emma and Flora for helping me LOL. Side note: her hair was so curly and pretty and she wore this camo dress thing and SNAKE BOOOOOOTS and a snake ring and yeah I was like GO GURLLL. IN THAT MOMENT I DIED IT WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING.

On to the album, obviously you guys understand I can’t say much at all BUT REPUTATION IS MY FAVOURITE ALBUM BY FARRRRR. Like it’s genuinely so different but so genius - it’s incredible. She’s so talented and you can tell she’s worked so super hard for it and I can tell she’s happier than ever through the way she talks and she just seems so content with life and it makes me so proud and happy of how far she’s came. It’s so emotionally complex and THE LYRICS (she’s a genius okay). But there was one song that made me full on SOB and everyone in that room felt something…ANYWAY Taylor herself, during the whole of the session, she was so funny and she’s just so genuine…it was unreal. UNREAL. Some highlights that stand out to me include when during one of the songs she looked right at me for about 20 seconds or so and we just danced and smiled at each other. IVE NEVER FELT SO LOVED IN MY LIFE. To say I’m proud of her for this album is an understatement.

okay so then….IT WAS MEET AND GREET TIME. We were all sitting reading the magazines and talking to each other and it was adorable and even though I was a nervous wreck, everyone was so nice and amazing towards me. When it was time for the picture I was at the waiting point I can’t tell you how I felt. It was indescribable. I seen the 2 girls before me hug Taylor goodbye and it was my turn. I ran up to her and hugged her so hard and she looked at me and went “ITS ABBIE ISNT IT?” AND I WAS NODDING AND I WAS LIKE YEAH ITS ME and she was like “NO WAY I CHOSE YOU LIKE A YEAH AGO LIKE SOOOO LONG AGO” and I was like NO WAY and then I was like “THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE HELPED ME THROUGH, YOU’VE HONESTLY GOT ME THROUGH SO MUCH” and she was listening so intently and she smiled at me and hugged me and we held hands for a few seconds which was BEAUTIFUL and she was like “you are SO beautiful like SO beautiful and you are SO funny like you’re posts are hilarious” and I started shaking and I told her she was like a big sister to me and then we got a really cute huggy picture and then we got one with my mom which was cute and THEN (THIS WAS THE FUNNIEST MOMENT) the camera guy said to my mom “do you want a pic alone with her” and my mom was like “oh it’s okay I’m just her mom” and TAYLOR WAS LIKE" OH WELL THANKS" IT WAS SO FUNNY. THEN I told her I loved her and she was like I LOVE YOU BUDDY and I gave her one final hug before I left which was MAGICAL (I swear we hugged about 27468273 times).

As soon as I left the room, I BURST INTO TEARS I COULDN’T BELIEVE I HAD JUST MET MY IDOL AFTER LIKE 6 YEARS OF LOVING HER AND FANGIRLING OVER HER. My mom went to talk to mama swift and she said to her “thank you so much for making a beautiful, amazing role model for my daughter” and mama swift was like AWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH THEN MY MOM GAVE HER A HUG AND THEN I GAVE HER A HUGE HUG AND MAMA SWIFT WAS LIKE THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING HER AND DOING THE CRAZY THINGS SHE MAKES YOU DO AND I CRIED MORE.

WE THEN WENT TO GET OUR MERCH AND GET ON THE BUS AND I WAS GENUINELY STARSTRUCK AND ME AND EMMA JUST KEPT LOOKING AT EACH OTHER AND BEING LIKE DID THAT REALLY JUST HAPPEN?!?!?!

Taylor,
Thank you so so so much for inviting me to your London Secret Session - it was an HONOR to be there. I can’t believe I was given such a beautiful, amazing opportunity and I meant everything I said to you in there and it truly came from the heart. I love you so much and I can’t wait to hopefully see you on tour. You mean the world to me and I can’t wait to hear reputation again and DIE ANOTHER MILLION DEATHS.
I love you so much girl.

Abbie x @taylorswift

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Kurt, what if it’s only a matter of time before I become like that?

The Losers Club as Text Posts

[Everyone is standing around the broken coffee maker]


Stan: So. Who broke it? I’m not mad, I just wanna know.


Bill: …I did. I broke it.


Stan: No. No you didn’t. Richie?


Richie: Don’t look at me. Look at Ben.


Ben: What?! I didn’t break it.


Richie: Huh, that’s weird. How’d you even know it was broken?


Ben: Because it’s sitting right in front of us and it’s broken.


Richie: Suspicious.


Ben: No it’s not!


Mike: If it matters, probably not, but Eddie was the last one to use it.


Eddie: Liar! I don’t even drink that crap!


Mike: Oh really? Then what were you doing by the coffee cart earlier?


Eddie: I use the wooden stirrers to push back my cuticles. Everyone knows that Mike!


Bill: Okay let’s not fight. I broke it. Let me pay for it Ron.


Stan: No! Who broke it!?


Ben: Stan…Beverly’s been awfully quiet.


Beverly: REALLY?![Everyone starts arguing]


Stan: [being interviewed] I broke it. I burned my hand so I punched it. I predict 10 minutes from now they’ll be at each other’s throats with warpaint on their faces and a pig head on a stick. Good. It was getting a little chummy around here.

“me too”
two little words became a rallying cry
a scream of solidarity
they’re louder than any “you’re not alone” could ever begin to shout
i look to my left, to my right
and see both hands being held by someone uttering those two words

“me too”
hurts to hear
more than their hands, their mouth, their body ever could
i wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone else
not even my worst enemies
i wouldn’t ever want to hear another person say

“me too”
is said far too often
by far too many
and it’s goddamn time we stop teaching how to dress
or how to stay safe
and start teaching that “no” means “no”
that nothing justifies violating another
that it should sicken and anger you to know how many people will say

“me too”
are you listening to us?
do you hear what we’re saying?
are you saying it too?
and if you’re not
thank god for that
but i hope that means instead you’re saying

“enough is enough”

(cc, 2017)

anonymous asked:

Yeh Mina get it girl! So then, out of that circle of friends, are there any girls you'd pair with Mina?

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what a good question!

yes

Honestly, even if you don’t ship Klance, you have to admit how Iconic it would be for bi people. Because not only would you have one of the first bisexual male cartoon characters, but the representation would actually be accurate to what bi people experience. There’s this implied narrative where Lance’s repressed feelings are manifesting themselves as anger/intimidation, because “what the hell? I’m spoce to like girls, I do like girls but I wanna touch his stupid mullet and my hands are sweaty and- Fuck I guess I have to hate him now.”



And honestly, relatable? This would be the most accurate representation of the Bisexual Awakening I’ve ever seen in media.