it gets harder to talk about but it gets easier to hold it in. to sit up prettier, to shut up louder, to pretend i don’t want you when all i want is to give in, to hold back the tears at the bar and release them once i get into my own bed, to pretend i want to exist. i want to exist. i want to exist. if i say it enough times, even i believe it. but suddenly, i’m a couple drinks in and i remember how unhappy i really am and everybody’s having fun around me but i can’t breathe anymore and my friend tells me i’m a wimp for never expressing my anger when the second i express it, there is always someone there to invalidate it. it’s getting easier to call myself crazy as an excuse for feeling, as if i’m not allowed to feel, as if this pressure build-up in my head is nothing but unequal brain chemistry, and everybody is so easy to brush off my emotions as being a product of mental illness instead of re-evaluating their own actions and wondering how in the world they could have made me feel this way.
so yeah, to say i’m mad is an understatement. to say i’m mad would even be lying. because it goes deeper than this feeling i experience once in a while, the real truth is that i’m sad and that sadness runs deep. i’m hurt. i feel like nobody even cares if they hurt me and the second i even suspect i am offending a stranger, i say sorry. but people run from me instead of apologize because their pride is more important than my feelings and it’s always been that way. i fall in love with anyone who shows me affection and people think it’s weird but when you’ve been deprived for so long from people who will listen, i don’t know, it’s hard. it’s still hard to believe that the second i start spilling my emotions, people talk over me. nobody wants to be with the person who brings up serious conversations at parties. nobody wants to be there for the girl who is always sad. everyone wants to pretend it doesn’t exist. and the more they pretend, the more i realize i’m getting good at this.
so i try to shut up until i can’t. like this time last year, i was showing up to your house to scream at you because i spent so much time holding everything in. but last night, i sent you fifteen text messages and deleted every one before i pressed send and i know no one’s gonna be there to congratulate me but maybe i can start being proud of myself because i don’t know how else i’m going to make this inadequate feeling end. you know, maybe i just have to keep trying things until i find something that works, maybe i just have to fly through boys until i find someone who isn’t gonna leave, maybe i just have to realize that the only person i’m ever going to truly have is me and i should stop holding people to impossible standards because they’re never going to live up to them and i’m always going to end up disappointed. nobody’s ever gonna care the way i want them to. it’s like i’m impossible to please. but god, i don’t know - i just wish for one second, someone would be excited about something because i am. be sad about something because i am. make me feel like my feelings affect others in some way. like they mean something. i’m growing so tired of the blank stares they give me.
i don’t know. maybe i’ve always asked for too much but i can’t remember the last time someone told me they loved me and if we’re being honest here: it’s devastating. i’m sad. i feel like i have nobody left. everyone likes me at first because i am so outgoing - i say what i’m thinking - but they leave soon after they realize that i am too much to deal with and they don’t really want to hear what’s in my head. they turn away because my insecurities make them nervous and who wants to deal with the girl who asks you if you hate them every five seconds? you say you don’t hate me but your body language tells me everything. i know i’m getting annoying but i can’t stop so i keep repeating it: i want to exist. i want to exist. i want to exist.
they say you’ve gotta let people in but the more i let people in, the more i regret it. i’m tired of silencing myself but it’s like the moments i’m silent are the only moments i’m not ruining everything.
I WANT TO EXIST. I WANT TO EXIST. I WANT TO EXIST. I’M NOT REALLY SAD. REMEMBER THIS.
Sun Ryder: “I’ve been taking it easy for 600 years… ”
Just a quick doodle, since i am a little jealous seeing a lot of you having a go at CC and I still need to wait another week for the actual launch. :) It’s been a while since I’ve done a digital art, and it feels really weird tbh. Also, i don’t think Ryder would have perfect hair when they come out of the 600 year sleep.
I know its been a while since we last spoke to one another, and I fear you may have gotten lost in this dreadful place. I must apologize for not searching for you sooner, Celine and I have found other people like us, other people searching for vengeance. We’ve also been looking after The Colonel, he acts rather strangely now, and likes to be called Wilford, rather than William. He gets rather angry when we say his ‘old name’ frankly, he frightens me. But deep down I know he is the same man. The Colonel Wilford is so different now, he even died his mustache pink! I know, I never would have imagined it. Celine is different now too, shes always so… angry, shes only ever focused on her revenge. I suppose none of us are the same now, so much has changed, so much has happened to us. Yet I can’t help but feel that we are the only sane ones left- that is if you are still sane.
Sometimes I feel so lonely here, its always so dark, so quite. Sometimes I wonder if anyone can actually hear me, can you hear me, friend? What am I saying, of course you can, and soon enough we’ll be out of here, Mark will be brought to justice, The Colonel Wilford will be back to his old self and everything will be alright. I do hope you will return soon, i haven’t seen you since we first woke up in that horrible manor.
I hope to see you soon, your good friend, Dark Damian
Voltron: Legendary Defender Season 2 Part 1 | 2 | 3 | 4
I made small pieces of art for each episode! (Like if Voltron were a book these would definitely be the pictures I’d put with every new chapter ahahah what am I saying ) I’ll be posting in sets, more coming soon.
UPDATE 30/1/2017 0029 - Added link to part 2! UPDATE 1 / 2/2017 1557 - Added link to part 3! UPDATE 3/2/2017 2306 - Added link to Part 4!
Or am I simply putting off starting to talk? why am I saying nothing and just playing for time? Because I’m afraid. I need courage to go forth with an attempt to concretize what I feel. It’s as though I possessed a coin and didn’t know what country it was good in. I shall need courage to do what I’m going to do: to talk. And to run the risk of the enormous surprise that I am going to feel at the poverty of what I say. As soon as I say it, I’ll have to add: “That isn’t it, that isn’t it at all!” But I’ll also need not to be afraid of being foolish, I’ve always gone for the less rather than the more for fear of seeming foolish along the way: and also there’s the wounding of one’s dignity. I’m putting off the moment when I have to talk. Is it because I’m afraid?
Clarice Lispector, The Passion According to G.H.
Plot:Luna and Nyx didn’t fell in the Empire’s trap, Nyx didn’t had to use the ring and he survived. What would have happened if Nyx really had the chance to ‘see Luna safe to Altissia’, like he promised to Regis? Here the part 4: Nyx and Luna leave Lestallum, headed to the Disc of Cauthess, ready to wake up the Titan and fulfill their destiny.
Personal Comment: I promised this chapter would be long, but it’s actually shorter than I expected, lol, forgive me. But now the story gets slowly interesting. I hope you like the ideas I had to explain things that in the game were never explained xD
Thanks as always to my lovely beta reader @loveiscosmicsin and to @ramibriidge for the amazing art <3 what would my fic be without you, girls, please go on supporting me like this, I love you <3
The healing session, as
Luna called it, was short and it took place just one hour after Vyv’s article
was published on the newspaper. Nyx escorted Luna under a marquee which was
situated not very far from Lestallum and then watched over her closely as she
used her powers to help everyone was in need. It was impressive how many people
came even if they had so little time to prepare. Nyx tried to imagine how huge
the crowd would have been if only they announced the event earlier.
As the Glaive and Oracle headed
to their designation, the soldier noticed collections of graffiti on the walls throughout
the city. There were quite a few probably written by delinquents like Dis Town Iz 2 hot 4 U, but the phrase
that stuck out to him the most was a proclamation, a beacon of hope: Long live the Oracle.
Once again, it hit him the
way how Lunafreya was loved and almost worshiped by everyone. Just mentioning
her name got people got emotional and waterworks cannot be stopped in time. If
he was in her place, he wouldn’t be able to bear the burden of their
expectations and all he was able to think about was that the princess shouldn’t
have either. It was true indeed, she was special, with special powers and a
special destiny to fulfill (even though he still didn’t get the clear picture
about that destiny either). But as far as he could see, she was human, too. An
elegant princess with white magic destined to be the beloved bride to be of
Prince Noctis, but also the girl who likes cream in her Ebony and who wants to
buy only fancy dresses at the market.
“Don’t push yourself,” he whispered after she healed the first girl, touching
her elbow. “You don’t owe anything to these people.”
But Luna’s thoughts were adverse to the concern. She watched as the small crowd
came by, with hope in their eyes, and she just couldn’t follow Nyx’s
instructions anymore. He was right, she owed nothing to them, but at the same
time, her gift afforded responsibility in using it for the others’ sake.
Oracles don’t have the luxury of being selfish or to exclude anyone from
treatment. She was born to serve humanity.
In that very moment, a man afflicted by the Starscourge was brought in her
proximity. He sat on a brink of considerable pain, breathing heavily and
looking numb. Luna shook off Nyx’s hand and went straight to the sick man. Nyx couldn’t do anything but rolling
“Lady Lunafreya…” The sick stranger said, lifting his eyes to watch her. She
was deeply touched by his condition. He had black spotches on his pallid skin, clearly
marking the long progression of the illness. The ailment had already deformed
“Please, set your heart at rest. I shall do what I can to ease your suffering”
Luna whispered, swallowing. Sighing deeply, she had to be strong to give
courage to these people. She gently cupped his cheeks, trying to be as delicate
as she could and started to pray, “Blessed stars of life and light, deliver us
from darkness’s blight.” The magic was successful, but left her exhausted.
“That is all I can do for now, but trust that relief will come in a matter of
days.” She nodded, trying to hide her tiredness.
“It’s a miracle! Oh, bless you. Thank you, Lady Lunafreya.” Seeing the relief
in his eyes made Luna’s day.
Nyx stepped closer once again, speaking a bit more harshly this time: “Okay,
Princess, we’re done here now–”
“Oh, Lady Lunafreya!” A old lady yelled, stealing Luna’s attention away from
him once again. Nyx eye rolled… again. “I left on foot from my house to come
“You must be exhausted.” Luna said, helping her walking. When she got herself
comfortable, Luna decided to heal her too, but after that Nyx had really to
impose his way.
“I know you won’t like what I am about to say, but we really have to leave now.
Soon the Empire will know about you being here and they will come to look for
you in Lestallum. If we want to sneak in the Disc of Cauthess unnoticed we have
to go now.”
“But all these people–”
“It’s your destiny we’re trying to fulfill here, not mine” he replied, raising
his eyebrows in a peremptory way.
Luna squeezed her eyes and then finally nodded. Nyx was right, healing people
was important, but waking up the Astrals and give the ring to Noctis was even
more important. She let him take her by the hand.
“Alright, guys, the show is over!” Nyx called out as he pulled the princess
They got in the car as fast as they could.
“No GPS. We can’t have the Empire finding a Tenebraean car fleetingly away from
Lestallum right now, can we?”
“Do you know the way?” Luna asked, tying the belt.
Nyx smirked. “Of course, Your Highness.”
Luna felt asleep pretty
fast after their departure. Nyx was expecting this: so, even though she
wouldn’t have ever admit it, healing people really tired her so much she had to
sleep for hours immediately after.
Goodness, that girl was really stubborn, why couldn’t she just confess it when
he asked? Actually, Nyx had have multiple times the impression that Lunafreya
was hiding something. Maybe even something dangerous. But even though he had a
lot of questions about the whole situation - about the Six, about Prince
Noctis, about the Oracle herself - Nyx had decided to not insist and to not
force her to talk. The Princess literally begged him to trust her and that he
would have do. The reason? For the Astrals’ sake, Nyx didn’t have any reason.
Actually, he had more reasons to NOT trust her: afterall, she was the crazy
lady who had the heart to jump from a 20 meters high flying airship on her
heels just to have the chance to go back to King Regis.
Nyx sighed deeply. The road ahead was clear and the bright sun warmed his bones
throughout the window. He tried
to keep his eyes focused on the road but they were constantly slipping on his
right, where the princess rested. Why was he so worried? She was just having a
He lengthened a hand and gently caressed her cheek, moving away a rebel lock of
hair from her face. She moaned in her sleep because of his gesture, but didn’t
Somewhere deep in his heart, Nyx had a bad feeling about all this.
Luna opened her eyes with the usual difficulty of the last time.
“What happened?” she asked, noticing they were at a gas station.
“We’re going to have our last pit stop before the big event at the Disc. Five
minutes only. I thought you wanted to have some time for yourself to
concentrate for whatever you have to do there. … Or maybe just some time to use
the bathroom or have an Ebony to wake you up” he said, with a small smile.
“Oh, yes…” Luna answered, grabbing a bag from the backseat and getting out of
the car. It was late afternoon
already and soon, dusk. She had slept for a long time. “I’m sorry, Nyx.”
Somehow, Nyx understood what she was trying to say. Luna was not apologizing
for sleeping so long, she was apologizing because she still couldn’t explain
him the reason beyond her half-truths and hidden purposes.
Nyx rested his elbows on the rooftop of the car and wave at her with two
“It’s okay. Take your time now.”
Luna smiled, innerly glad for his empathy. That attitude made of him the
closest thing to a friend she had right now. A diligent guardian. A loyal
After five minutes, Luna
came back wearing the long white dress she bought in Lestallum.
“You must be kidding me” Nyx murmured, gulping at the sight of it.
“Do I look terrible?” Luna asked as she turned on her heels, worried by his
Nyx made a funny expression
which was a mix between embarrassment and exasperation. “No! I mean, yes! Yes,
you’re gorgeous, but that’s—”
“Gorgeous?” Luna stopped her twirl to look at him with surprise.
“What I mean is that,” Nyx quickly continued, his face blushing, “a long white
dress like that isn’t quite the most comfortable outfit for facing the Titan.”
“Oh, really? And what do you know about the Archaean that I don’t?” Nyx made a grimace and
opened his arms but couldn’t say anything. “What I’m going to do is a proper
ceremony. You’re right, it may get a bit ‘dusty’, but at the same time you must
realize that we are going to be in front of a deity. I’m sure they shall
appreciate manners and elegance, the whole showing off.”
“Well, as far as I know, what deities do appreciate are their purest virgins
naked and covered in blood… Which would actually be interesting to watch for
me too, so let me know if we’re going to have that, okay?” He smirked, raising
his eyebrows very high, trying to joke around and cheer her up a bit.
Lunafreya froze in the place. She just stood there, with no reaction, her face suddenly blank, staring back at
Nyx’s smile died pretty quick. “Oh, wait, that was …” He started to murmur.
“Princess? That was a joke. I mean… a very lame joke. I’m so sorry for being an
ass, I …” He wanted to put his hands on her shoulders, but he stepped back
instead, trying to catch her gaze so to wake her up from her trance. In the
meantime, he cursed himself for being so stupid. What the hell was he thinking?
What kind of joke was that? The sexual allusion really had been highly immature
and also 'unprofessional’ - and that was probably the reason why she reacted
like that. “Princess?”
Luna moved a bit, putting a hand over her heart. “Don’t… apologize.”
“Yes, of course, I apologize. I am clearly not used to manners but I promise
that I’ll shut up and–”
“Nyx.” Her voice was firmer this time. “Do not worry. Let us go.”
Nyx bit his tongue and nodded. Something was wrong, he thought as he watched
her get on the car, something that laid deeper in her heart and that she wasn’t
telling him. And that had nothing to do with his lame joke. She was keeping
something away from him on purpose and whatever that thing was, it was
They stopped the car in a
safe place and they continued on feet. As they reached the front, hidden by
darkness, they breathed a sigh of relief.
“My plan actually worked. There are just a couple of magitek soldiers guarding
the Disc’s entrance” Nyx said, gently pushing the princess beyond his back so
they wouldn’t have been noticed.
“But if you knocked them out, the security cameras will record it and others
Nyx studied the situation
with his military-trained eyes and answered:
“Not likely. It looks like the Empire came here recently and they surely didn’t
have the time to adjust the cameras.” He then smiled. “But who really cares? We
have to sneak in anyway, right?”
Luna nodded. “So what can I
“You? With that pretty dress, nothing. Leave the dirty for me. You just have to
save your breath for the ritual.”
Luna looked at him, with
worry and gratitude in her eyes. “Please
He nodded, thanking her in
his mind for not reminding him again that he was almost powerless without his
Nyx stepped ahead with caution, staying in the darkness to avoid to alarm
everyone. The first MT’s would have been easy to knock down even without his
warp, but the other four would have been a challenge. But they were the only
thing between them and the Titan, so he had to succeed.
He wielded the kukri, feeling underneath his fingers the familiar consistence
of the weapon. He knew he could do it. He was trained for this. He wouldn’t
have permit the Empire to hurt the Princess like they hurt Selena and his
mother ages ago. This time he wouldn’t have been that powerless.
Nyx glanced at the Princess for one last time to find the last encouragement he
needed and then the show started.
He took the first soldier by surprise, stabbing him in the neck with his kukri
and then he acrobatically jumped back to shutdown another one too. Two done.
Three magiteks to go.
This time he was totally exposed under the light, there was no way to take them
by surprise again. The three MT’s approached him the same way they always did:
they mechanically pointed at him their guns and tried to shoot. But they were
just machines. They were slow and Nyx knew their moves because he fought them
for years. He ran fast, confusing them with some quick moves they couldn’t
catch nor anticipate. The third soldier was stabbed in the chest and the fourth
fell under the punch of his left arm. Since just one was left, Nyx decide to
use the kukri for a precise throwing. He didn’t fail. He stand there, watching
the magitek soldier falling, realizing that even without his powers he still
had some moves. He was actually surprised he did it all with such a velocity.
He took his kukri back and looked around. A giant door was closed in front of
him but a switch positioned right on the left would have opened it. He quickly
pushed it and like he expected the door opened. Everything was so silent. Even
if with all the shadows he couldn’t see well, he thought it was safe enough to
let the Princess coming out.
“Clear! Welcome to the Disc of Cauthess, Princess!” He screamed, but exactly
when Lunafreya came out a Magitek soldier appeared on the top of the wall and
start shooting. Luna immediately stepped back but Nyx lift his eyes to check
the position of soldier. He was too far to throw the kukri, he had to take him
from another angle.
“Princess, go!” Luna hesitated because she couldn’t see where the bullets were
coming from but in the end she decided she had to take the risk. She lift the
hem of her dress and started running towards the huge door. She stopped there,
watching Nyx taking cover a bit further.
“What about you?” she screamed, hoping to be heard.
Nyx was barely listening. He was trying to find the dangerous magitek soldier
in the darkness. “Well, I suppose
I will manage it somehow. But you’ve got deities to wake up, right? What are
you waiting for? Go!”
Luna hesitated once again, this time worrying about him and his safety. What if
he got shoot again? What if leaving him behind meant losing him this time? But
sadly enough, there was nothing she could do if not obeying him and entering in
the Disc alone. Her magic was revejuvenation, not meant for offense and time
was running out now. She couldn’t fail him. She swallowed hard and then started
The Disc of Cauthess was a
huge mass of rocks which would have been beautiful in the morning light, but
which was pure hell in the shadows of the night. Some fires where lit on the
ground, like residues of lava, but except those it was only darkness.
Luna moved carefully, touching the rocky walls of the path with her fingers to
provide leverage. Nyx was right about the dress: it really wasn’t comfortable
to walk in the Disc and she thought about it with a smile.
“I have to move fast” she whispered, remembering that her friend was behind, to
risk his life for her at the entrance. Every second could have been his last if
she didn’t act quick.
She reached the peak where the tomb of a Lucian king - Noctis’ ancestor - lied
and took a deep breath. That was the place. That was the moment.
But before she could start, she felt a presence behind her. She turned around
to see beyond the shadows a familiar face appeared.
The woman stepped ahead, her eyes closed as always. She was holding the hands
clasped in front of her but as she reached the Oracle she lift her palms in the
air and a trident appeared, shining in the darkness with the light of thousands
Luna awed in wonder,
recognizing pretty quick the marvelous weapon. “But that is…”
“The Trident of the Oracle. The heirloom of your family that connects you
between the two realms: that of mankind and heaven above.”
Luna regained her composure and quietly sighed. “Ravus didn’t allow to take it with me
in Insomnia so I thought I left it in Tenabrae.”
“Your brother was the one who entrusted it to me. It was his gift, a sign of
Lunafreya felt her heart clutching and her tense expression changed in a pained
one. “Ravus… wants me to have the
Gentiana opened her eyes,
her emerald eyes gleamed fondness. “Lord Ravus deeply cares for your well-being
as kin would. His lust for power would never obscure that.”
Luna couldn’t bear her gaze
and looked down at her own shaking hands.
“I don’t understand. He doesn’t want me to bond with anyone of the line of
Lucis because he thinks that this will kill me in the end. Why does he send the
trident to me now?”
“It’s a silent vow. For him to support you til the very end. No matter how sad
your destiny will be, your gentle soul has touched the hearts of many beings,
young Oracle. And your brother makes no difference.”
“Is Ravus… alive?”
Even if she didn’t show,
Luna missed a lot the Ravus which used to be an actual brother to her. She was
fond of memories of him in their native homeland, playing in the gardens of the
palace or secretely reading together books in the library that their mother
considered 'for adults only’. Before Noctis, Ravus was her best friend. And
yes, she missed that because after the Empire came, everything changed.
“Being alive is a fleeting commodity for him as it is for you.”
“What I do is for the sake of the world. He must know that by now.” Luna said,
this time more determined.
“Yes, you’re tied to the world’s fate and this places a heavy burden on your
shoulders. The barter will cost you something that not only your brother would
Luna took a minute to understand about who she was talking now. But when she
did, she suddenly felt sad. “This is the reason why I must not tell anyone” she
answered, her brow furrowing. “I will bear alone the heavyweight of my
destiny.” She lengthened her hands, ready to welcome the glowing trident, which
Gentiana gave her with a nod.
Luna stared at the weapon for a while, reflecting about how that weapon would
have accompanied her to the end. It was strange the way she was attached to it
anyway. Her foremothers, the previous Oracles including her late-mother have
rested their faith into that weapon as they faced the darkness with unwavering
resolve. She shall not fail them.
“Keeping it secret is a
wise choice” Gentiana started again, whispering this time. “Not even the unwavering
wolf can stop his moon from a eclipse.”
“Nyx is a man of honor.” Luna swallowed. “He will do what it takes for the
destiny of the world, too. As must we all.”
Gentiana smiled, gently nodding and then disappeared.
Luna wielded the trident with a fierce satisfaction. With that she was finally
able to use all her magic and that made her feel useful. With that she felt
powerful. But with that came also a bizarre feeling of sadness and almost
anguish, probably due to the conversation she just had with Gentiana, a deity who
stood by her side for years as much as she considered her more like a friend
than like an actual goddess. She couldn’t be wrong: if Gentiana said that Ravus
would have tried to support her even if he didn’t agree with her decisions, she
was surely right; and if she said that Nyx would have tried to stop her like
her brother did in the past, she was surely right in that case too. Thinking
about these two men made her lower the trident and hesitate. What she was about
to do… was it really fine?
She thought of Noctis, too. Their destiny was more similar than she liked to
admit. Maybe he would have tried to stop her, too, if he only knew what would
have expect them. But then again, she couldn’t be stopped now because she chose
this path and she did it for the greater good.
Yes. The greater good.
She couldn’t let doubt
cloud this vision, not with the trident in her hands, not right in the Titan’s
She decided to stop thinking, that was only hurting her. No turning back now.
“God of the mountain,” she started, raising her voice towards the huge mass of
rocks in front of her. “I beseech you! Wake up from your slumber and listen to
my call. The fate of mankind relies on your blessing!”
For a long minute there was only silence and then suddenly the trident started
to glow like it was on fire. Lunafreya didn’t drop it, on the contrary, she
raised it to the mountain and repeated the incantation: “God of the mountain, I
beseech you! It is me, Lady Lunafreya Nox Fleuret, Blood of the Oracle, and you
will heed my call!”
A earthquake started to shake the floor, and its intensity grew stronger as
what it looked like a mountain took a semi-human form. A inhuman scream came
from it, something terrific and powerful too.
Luna watched the Titan appearing with fear in her heart but calmness on her
face, certain that whatever it would have happen she had to show herself strong
in order to succeed.
Titan roared once again and what he said was not understandable by anyone but
“Yes, I need you to respond to my prayers, for you are a stepping stone in
guaranteeing the True King his ascension.”
The earth trembled once more. The floor she was on started to fade underneath
her feet. Rocks fell from Titan’s arms, she breathed the powder and smelled his
For two minutes it was pure chaos, yet she stood firm, feeling a thousand
emotions within her.
And then, the silence.
limped in the darkness, touching the wall to stay on his feet in case that
another earthquake came. After the destruction of Galahd and the fall of
Insomnia, what he just lived was legitimately one of the worst experience he
had ever have. The floor trembling under his feet - and the entire situation in
general - gave him the awful feeling of being helpless like a child and he
didn’t like it at all.
Even now for example, he couldn’t see where he was stepping, but he had to find
the princess and escape, before the entire Imperial army found them.
He glanced into the shadows and just felt that the princess was somewhere near.
He didn’t dare to call her though, amazed and also scared by the sight of the
Titan from afar. It was incredible that such a powerful creature was summoned
by a petite girl like Lunafreya Nox Fleuret. It was incredible and also,
Her voice came out of the darkness so suddenly that he shivered.
“Princess?” He turned around but couldn’t see her. She had to be close though.
“Where are you?”
“Here.” The gentle touch of her hand reached him right on the arm she already
healed once. Nyx boggled and moaned softly. “You’re hurt.”
concern hit him a bull’s eye on a soft spot of his heart. “Nah, it’s just a
“You said the same thing the last time as well,” Luna rebuked, “and we all know
what the reality was.”
smirked. “You got me there. It’s also the same arm, maybe my destiny is to lose
Luna sighed and even if he couldn’t see her face, he could see the delicate
glow of her white magic spotting the wound and starting to heal it. “No!” he
said, taking her by the hand to stop her. The glow disappeared and they were in
the darkness again. “I’m fine, I don’t want you to heal me.”
“Nyx, you’re wounded again because of me. Healing you is the least i can do—”
“No, I understand now that healing takes a hell of a toll on you. Save that
energy for yourself.”
seeing her permitted him to feel everything else better. He felt her cold skin,
her hands being unsteady, her delicate presence, her breath on his shoulder.
me now about you. How did the covenant go? Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” she said, too quickly for him to believe it. He reached out to her
cheek with his larger, calloused hand and gently caressed it.
“It looks like you’re lying, too. Let’s get out of here, Princess. Your job is
done, right? Let’s find a place where you can rest.”
“The Titan will grant his blessing to Noctis, the alliance was successfully
forged. So, yes, I think my job here is done.”
distanced themselves a bit from one another, but didn’t let their hands go. It
was a quiet neccessity, the physical closeness amid the darkness brought
security. They turned back toward the entrance, but Luna halted for a second.
“What?” Nyx asked.
Luna raised an eyebrow, a amused exspression she usually didn’t dare to show in
public. “The Archaean has a strange way in showing his favor. I guess that
Noctis will suffer a bit of migraine in the next days.”
I am so upset and dissapointed this is the last season of the amazing series that SKAM is. Like honestly, we finally get a realistic, diverse show that we can relate, that uses actual teens, has LGBT as main characters and doesn’t cover skin problems like acne, and most importantly really covers what globally means to be a teen, for what, to be over so soon.
I am not exaggerating when i say SKAM is probably the best show i’ve seen, i love, can relate to, and now it has been fucking purchased by another company which we all know is going to steal and destroy the essence of what skam truly is.
I just wish we, as fans, as the audience, as the SKAM family (skamily), could do something to stop this, and keep this amazing show and its actors on air.
I was walking the dog and was getting close to getting back home and I saw one of the neighbors raking leaves in the dark. I thought to myself, “you know what I am going to be friendly and say hi to him.” As soon as I got up there he beat me to the punch and said “hi” first and threw me totally off.