what am i even doing

  • Me : *Reads fanfiction*
  • Fanfiction : the wet kisses felt like heaven against his already hard-
  • Me : *looks up*
  • Me : *stares at nothing*
  • Me : *whispers* wtf am I doing with my life
  • Me :
  • Me :
  • Me : *shrugs*
  • Me : *continues reading*


About that neck touch...

So after spending way more of my life than is probably healthy looking at and analyzing every single shot from this episode that could possibly be construed at Destiel-related, even a TINY BIT, I realized that there is one shot people seem to not discuss very much…

Now. I know what you’re saying–”but we’ve TALKED about the hand-holding!” And yes, my friends, hands touching are always worth discussing (and discussing…and discussing…), but what I want to talk about is Dean’s OTHER hand…

Now…I am a theater child. I grew up doing shows. And I know that actors tend to be touchy-feely people, even when they are just friends. It’s what they do. My friends and I had no problem treating one another like armchairs half of the time, sitting in one another’s laps, leaning our heads on each others’ shoulders. So whenever people start pointing at some of these touches as evidence of Destiel, one part of me gets very excited, while the other part says “now hang on, you and your friends totally did this same stuff and it didn’t mean anything other than that you were friends.”


In this shot, Dean doesn’t JUST touch Cas’s hand, or even his back. From what I can see of this shot, he puts his hand on the lower part of Cas’s neck. Now even I, my touchy-feely-theater-person-self, would never have touched the back of a friend’s neck. That is just getting a little bit too intimate for friendship. That is not what friends do, even the most lovey ones.

That is what my boyfriend does.

Note, too, how Dean’s hand lingers on Cas’s neck (or upper back, as he does seem to slide it down slightly after the initial contact). He maintains contact until Cas breaks it to turn around, a gesture of comfort both for Cas and himself, of reminding himself that Cas is here and is really okay.

Folks, this is not the touch of someone who is just a friend, nor is it an unintentional gesture made by actors who are just doing what touchy people do. This is the gesture shared by two characters who are much, much closer than just friends. And it, even more than the hand-clasping, set my heart to fluttering :).

Sangwoo through the chapters
  • Sangwoo: Chapter 1- Oh definitely 100% straight, let's murder this woman
  • Sangwoo: Chapter 2- Definitely straight! Let's torture this gay shit
  • Sangwoo: Chapter 3- I'm straight! Right?
  • Sangwoo: Chapter 4- This perverted stalker makes me feel loved but I'm pretty sure I'm straight
  • Sangwoo: Chapter 5- ...Am I gay?
  • Sangwoo: Chapter 6- I AM GAY

Victor: Seduce me.

Yuuri: You?

Victor: Seduce me.

Yuuri: What? V-Victor, I’m not gonna-

Victor: SEDUCE ME.

Yuuri: Right! Right…okay… *clears his throat* Hey there…good lookin’. I got a bowl of katsudon-

Victor: *slaps him* I’m not one of your katsudon tramps! I like my men dangerous…mysterious…you want to be my lover? Earn it. Seduce me!