what am i even doin'

sherlock series 4 episode 4

firstly me: no, they fucked up so much its not possible to make things right

then me: *reads theories* yes!!! its fucking real, so real, you’re right people!

me: but what if… *hopes while giving up hopes*

once again me: its so possible, everything is so shitty, too many questions, the apple tree yard premiere is not fitting… there must be 4th episode

and then theres me today: its so possible, and so impossible, it could happen but also can not…what am i doin with my life, im such a mess *starts collecting tissues and preparing shock blankets for ATY*

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I can be your hero,

I can be your man

Kylo finds this glamour shot at Hux’s house and takes it home with him. He thinks Hux looks handsome (as always), but Rey, Finn, and Poe…disagree.

Rey: “You really…wanna gaze lovingly into those eyes, huh? O-okay…”

Finn: “HE’S POSESSED! POE, HOLD ME, I’M SCARED.”

Poe: “Eh, I’ve seen worse. He’s just coked up, man! No biggie!”

Rey: “No biggie?? He looks like this in every single goddamn photo–look at the yearbook! He’s terrifying!”

Kylo: “UGGHHH oh my gawwwwwwwd you guys are just jealous that I have a hot almost-boyfriend and you don’t.”

Finn and Poe glance at each other, stifling their laughter. They’re actual-boyfriends, not just almost-boyfriends.

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I AM FUCKING LIVIING RN