what a m i doing with my life

DONE! Yay! :‘DD I made my fursona/Oc a little while ago, but I didnt finish the normal pic yey XD BUT! I saw @blogthegreatrouge post about vg!spring and the gang, and So! I made Vg!Mimi (or mamabird cuz I call Mimi mamabird too cuz idk what to do with my life :D) So there ya go! *squeal*


VgMimi is an Owl Kitty Assassin! Cuz Shanking people as an Owlcat thing is awesome(idk lel, thought it was cool, and yes, there are feathers and normal fur mixed together, gonna have to deal with it lol


Vg((not sure what it stands for, I’m guessing video game lol))Mimi- Belongs to mwah(me, sorry I’m really excited)

VgSpring(and pretty much the whole idea)- @blogthegreatrouge

P.S; Don’t worry @nekophy I’m almost done with goth’s birthday drawing, and sorry it took so long ;3; lots of stuffs happenin, I’ll finish it tomorrow ;w;

me: *gets good grade on test*

person: *wow you’re really smart*

me: *all I did was memorize a bunch of answers to questions, most of which are utterly useless and I’ll completely forget in a year. Does this really constitute intelligence? Any moron could do what I just did. What if I’m actually not smart at all but I’ve just heard people telling me that and I’ve conformed to their idea of being smart because I’m not good at anything else? What if my whole life I’ve been faking it and no one has noticed it because everything I do I’ve manipulated to fit their expectations of me. What if I’m actually an idiot! My whole life is a lie. Who am I?*

anonymous asked:

even if i unfollow all my idiot friends are still gonna eat your shit up and ill still see it on my dash, just do me a huge favor and delete this blog please. you've got like 10 others to run. do this awful blue website a favor

you know tbh anon i had a really nice day today. i got something off my chest that’s been worrying me for a while, i reached out to someone who’s gonna change my life for the better, and i’m genuinely in a really, really good mood. this ask means nothing to me but for what it’s worth, imo your friends deserve better than you, (i wonder if they know that this is the kind of person u really are?) and i hope you’re done with this because you are like, really boring

From someone who was bullied for 7 years. Snape had no right to do what he did, I don’t give a shit. My teacher always used to tell me that it was my own fault I was bullied, and what just as bad as the people who bullied me. I’ve forgiven the people who used to bully me they where just kids and I’m not gonna judge them for the rest of my life. My teacher was a fucking grownup! Snape is a asshole who only cares about himself.

My beloved Natasha Bedingfield - These Words ♥ The video is so adorable, the colours are amazing, this had to happen :>> i’ve never drawn anything like this before idk what i’m doing halp

Otayuri Week - Day 1 - Confessions

im so sad i probs wont have time to finish my other days this week i have something i need to prioritize i criii… i’ll post them one day i swear to glob

♪no repost/edit etc pls♪

The Only Exception
  • My insectophobic ass: *sees a pill bug, GASPS* HELLO TINY FRIEND!!! What are you doing in our house?? This is a dangerous place to be, bud! Here, hop on this slip of paper. I'll take you where you need to go! Don't crawl off the edge ok? I'm just walking you to the front door. We're almost there. Hang tight, bud! Aaaand here we are! Feel free to scoot on off the paper---great! You take care of yourself!!

thedancingwalrus-blog  asked:

What helps when you've got problem with executive disfunction? I'm trying to get a handle on my autistic characters and I think some real life examples of how executive disfunction works and how an autistic person might cope with it could help. Both characters have quite flexible jobs (in that when and how they do the job is flexible, they could get up at 6am or 3pm so long as the job is done) so it's really up to them to impose a routine on their lives.

Here are some techniques I’ve found help with executive dysfunction:

  • Setting a routine. As you may know, autistics often like to have a set routine and stick to it, so if something is part of their daily routine, they’re more likely to manage to do it. For example, brushing my teeth is part of my after-shower routine, but I am pretty much unable to do it at any other time.
  • Asking for outside motivation. While executive dysfunction is not a problem of motivation, motivation can help overcome executive dysfunction. Someone can help motivate the autistic character. For example, when I have to shower, my girlfriend asks for a hug (which is highly motivating, obvs), so I have to get up to hug them. And then I’m up and that’s one fewer step to do. It helps overcome the “inertia” (difficulty to get started on tasks/to switch tasks) caused by executive dysfunction. Sometimes, a simple friendly “command” like “Get started now!” can also help, because following someone else’s instructions or trying to obey yourself are different things. If your two characters are friends/ partners, they could even help each other that way.
  • Breaking the task into small steps (for example, “getting in the shower” is getting clean clothes, getting a towel, going in the bathroom with all of this, putting them down in the bathroom, taking shirt off, taking pants off, taking underwear off, checking there is soap and shampoo in the shower, stepping into the shower) and writing it down for future reference, or have someone else doing it for your character.
  • Counting to ten. Your character can count to 10 (or 5 or 20 depending on how difficult the task is, a harder tasks needs more counting time in my experience), and do the next step when they get to 10.
  • Setting alarms which can remind you to do tasks and can act as prompts to get started on the task.

I’m sure other people have other techniques, and everyone is invited to share theirs!

-Mod Cat

Angel could feel the bad news in the air before Caleb started speaking. “So? Did you get the results?”

Caleb: “Your doctor was right. I am the problem.”

Angel: “No! That can’t be…”

Caleb: “And I figured I shouldn’t just sit and watch you being unhappy.”

Angel: “What do you mean?”

Caleb: “I love you, Angel, and what I’m about to do hurts me. You see…I can’t give you what you want. Angel, you are the best person I could ever have in my life. You are the best person anyone could have in their life, actually, but don’t forget you should live for yourself first, be happy and make your own dreams come true. You deserve better than what you have now.”


Sunday, 19 February | 15/100

Hello everyone—I haven’t made any 100 Days of Productivity posts in over a month, and I feel really bad about it. But I’d like to keep going and start posting regularly again; I think it helps me stay accountable to myself and feel good about the work that I’m doing.

Good news though: I got my essay results back a couple of weeks ago, and I got firsts on all of them! I was very shocked but very pleased. If that’s not motivation to try even harder and knock my next assignments out of the park, I don’t know what is.

I’m going to be honest; lately I haven’t been at my most productive (not only in terms of academic life, but life in general). But I’m going to change that. I’m going to get back on track.

Today my main priorities are to finish my reading on comparative education, work on my e-books literature review, and do a bit of general reading into the history of education for my lecture tomorrow. Wish me luck.


My friend that has never shipped destiel, and was pretty adamant that it didn’t exist and was convinced that I was just reading too much into things (as I do) messaged me right after she watched the episode and said “it’s hella real now”

Now she’s rewatching all the seasons and looking for the subtext that she missed the first time what is life

Needless to say, I’m extremely happy rn

anonymous asked:

I'm real bad at body types and all yours are so unique to your characters? How do I improve my body diversity.

Think shapes not anatomy. Get wacky with, draw exaggeratedly and then maybe try toning those designs down to something realistic (if that’s what you’re looking to do/aiming for) Or even just look at real life people. Go people watching even, like if you’re out and you get a minute just sit and watch the people that walk by. What do they look like? What shapes are they? What physical traits do they have? Once you get an idea of how real normal people look it can give you more ideas and better perspective when developing characters. 

OF COURSE this is just in the case that you’d want to do some kind or realism or semi-realism thing, if you want some cartoony or anime types of character designs you just have to let loose and explore different shape dynamics. Look at different character designs ranging from current day shows allll the way back to the old disney animation masters to get inspiration. It all depends on what you want to do.

anonymous asked:

more songs, more sheith songs! your music taste is amazing!!

What Do I Have To Do - Stabbing Westward
Diamond Eyes - Deftones
Baby Did A Bad Bad Thing - Chris Isaak
Beyonce - Disappear
Broken Wings - Mr. Mister
Heaven - Bryan Adams
I Am The Fire - Halestorm
Faster - Within Temptation
Baby Don’t Cry - INXS
All My Life - W.A.S.P.
Sleepwalker - Adam Lambert
Hurts - Somebody to Die For
I Cant Quit You, Baby - Led Zeppelin
Babe I’m Gonna Leave You - Led Zeppelin
Save Yourself- Stabbing Westward
Darkest Days - Stabbing Westward
Trip Like I Do - Filter & The Crystal Method
Love leads to madness - Nazareth
Avantasia - Lost in space
One - Filter
Sophie B. Hawkins - Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover
The Cult - Painted On My Heart
BIRDY + RHODES - Let It All Go
Dorothy - Gun In My Hand
The Pretty Reckless - Make Me Wanna Die
John Newman - Love Me Again
Hurts - Nothing Will Be Bigger Than Us
The pretenders - I’ll stand by you
Juice Newton - Angel Of The Morning
Hurts - Stay

And many many… other. 
it’s like that, the more your OTP looks real, the more songs you’ll find.

I'm proud to be a witch

I’m proud to be a witch. I love my craft, I love my goddesses and my gods. I love doing spells and talking and walking in nature, getting connected to everything around me. And I wear my pride on my sleeves. Just like how a Christen wears a cross I wear a pentacle, juts like a Christen I go and worship once a week. I’m so opened about my path and about my religion I forget the being a witch is still taboo. Whenever I talk about Wiccan people look at me weird and either say I’m a satanist or that magick isn’t real. My entire life I’ve been always been belittled and it’s been even worse when I started doing Wicca because people just think I’m weird. But I don’t care. I love being a Witch I’ll say to everyone I know. And if you’re an in the closet witch and your afraid of what will happen when you come out I’m going to be real. People will think your weird not everyone will get you, people will try and use you to put hexes on people. And you might lose people you love because they can’t accept you. But it’s the best thing, you find yourself, you feel accepted,loved and more at peace. Plus being open Wicca you’ll find people who accept every part of you. I am a witch, I am pagan, I am Wiccan and I am proud of who I am and of everything I believe in.

I hope this made someone happy or did something reblog this if your a proud witch or if you want to be one I hope you all have a blessed day or night 😊

I just want to say, I’m really sorry for my behavior. I’m sorry for begging and for all my negativity. Even if you don’t believe me, I truly am sorry.

I can’t describe why I do the things I do, why I am the way I am. I wasn’t like this before. I somewhat know when things started taking a nosedive but that gives me no excuse for my behavior. My trauma and abuse are no excuse for me being an asshole. I’ve been trying everything in my power to bring happiness back into my life, but what I have done has only made things worse, not only for myself but for everyone around me, for all of you.

I can understand if none of you can forgive me.

anonymous asked:

How do you mentally feel while writing smut? Like dose it make you wanna diddly do if you know what i mean. No disrespect, I love you.

i’ve never had that feeling when writing, no and even if I’m reading what I’ve already posted, it still doesn’t make me wanna let my fingers do the walking yaheard. honestly I’ve never in my life read a fic that made me wanna do that lmao

I’ve always had this dream that when I turned 18 I would go off to college and only see my family on the holidays and it would be like two separate worlds where I could just be who I wanted without my families judgement but now I realize that it’s just been the fear of coming to terms with my sexuality and the fact that if I come out to my family it will change how they think of me forever also part of me is so mad that I’ve felt like I had to wait to be who I am and live the life that I want. I feel like I don’t owe them an explanation but like how do I move on without them? How do I leave a part of my life behind? Do I leave them behind? Like what am I supposed to do? If you don’t understand where I’m coming from let me just clear some stuff. I come from a Mexican family, if I where to come out to my mom and my brothers, I would also be telling my grandparents, cousins(like 30 of them),aunts(7) and I don’t think I’m ready for that but I also want to move on with my life.


“ I’m angry! You’re risking a patient’s life. ”
“ I assume those are two separate points. ”
“ I don’t want them to think I’m a doctor. ”
“ Isn’t treating patients why we became doctors? ”
“ I just want to die with a little dignity. ”
“ Oh my! I didn’t see you there - That is so embarrassing… ”
“ How’s your hooker doing? ”
“ Maybe I’m wrong. Maybe I’m too stoned to tell. ”
“ Do you know what the human body goes through when you have sex? ”
“ If you would consider going to a shrink, I would pay for it myself. ”
“ What can I say? Chicks with no teeth turn me on. ”
“ You took a chance, you did something great. ”
“ You’re addicted to pain pills. ”
“ Aren’t there better ways to spend our time? ”
“ Do I get bonus points if I act like I care? ”
“ Wow, how can you sleep at night? ”
“ You have no evidence to support a poisoning diagnosis. ”
“ That would defeat the point of me being nasty. ”
“ I don’t remember you being this bitchy. ”
“ Who’s going to take us seriously if we don’t have a laser pointer? ”
“ Are you a man/women of your word, or not? ”
“ What’s the largest organ? ”
“ It’s a metaphor. Get used to it. ”
“ Now who doesn’t have a sense of humor? ”
“ This will be the longest job interview of your life. ”
“ I approve of your shamelessness. ”
“ You’re reversing your argument? ”
“ Ah-ah, if I tell you, you tell them. Game’s over. ”
“ What would happen if I shut down this game? ”
“ My ringtone for you is “Dancing Queen” by ABBA. “
” Well, I guess nobody gets to choose who their parents are. “
” What does that even mean, “dating a hooker”? “
” It’s really not the greatest time for gloating. “
” No, I’m done. I can’t go through that again. “
” I fiendishly concealed it within the phrase ‘I hit that’. “
” Why don’t you show me how your inhaler works. “
” Gosh, I’ve broken a rule on my first day. “
” I think you’re confusing me with Jake Gyllenhaal. “
” You lit the fuse, you need to watch the bomb go off. “
” Life’s too short to worry about money. “
” Your problem is that it’s illegal. “
” Actually, I resorted to something more exotic. “
” Psychopaths always fascinate me. ”
“ We have zero feelings for each other. ”
“ I’m not saying it’s logical. I’m just saying it’s human. ”
“ Okay, why don’t you tell me my real evil plan. ”
“ There’s one thing, though….will you have sex with me? ”
“ I’ll do horrible things again, to you. ”
“ Wednesday is when I have my shark tank cleaned. ”
“ You’re telling me to do the right thing while climbing out the window?! ”
“ Cause unlike you, I don’t have a conscience. ”
“ I had a threesome with Beyonce and Lady Gaga. ”
“ Your Jedi mind tricks won’t work here. ”
“ I checked your file. You didn’t have a bad lawyer.  ”
“ That look of shock is elitist and offensive. ”
“ So uh, so you want to research it? Why? ”
“ Wait, did you think I was referring to sex? ”
“ I’m not joking. You’re fired. Don’t come in tomorrow. ”
“ I think that little of you and that much of me. ”
“ I’m not sure that’s relevant to the equation. ”
“ I thought I was here to treat the patients, not entertain you. ”
“ That last insult was your cue to leave. ”
“ With great power comes great micromanaging. ”
“ I’d turn around and shoot you, but apparently I’d miss. ”
“ You’re incapable of human connection so you want everyone to be like you. ”
“ I’m guessing that your testosterone level is just below “Bieber.” “
” How long are you going to wait until you tell me? “
” I thought we already had the Santa Claus talk. “
” Are you talking to me, or writing a Facebook post? “
” I get it. There’s a long list of reasons not to like you. “
” Who says I’m here to convince you to live? “
” You know how many times I just want to give up? "
“ Life is pain! I wake up every morning, I’m in pain! ”
“ Promise me that you won’t do that to me. Promise me. ”
“ I don’t have the equipment or the meds to handle this. ”
” You really think you can kill another human being without any consequences to yourself? “


I think I’m done.

You’ll always be a big part of my past, but I don’t care if you’re in my future. I don’t really care about what happens in your life anymore. 

I am happy with myself right now. I am happy without you. It’s liberating. 

Getting over you has been in the top 5 most difficult things I have ever had to do in my life. But I did it. I survived. I don’t want you anymore.

I’m done checking up on you. 

Like they say - I may think of you from time to time, but I’d cut my hand off before ever reaching for you again.

Good luck.

- i used to be your baby girl 

anonymous asked:

I'm literally so depressed idk what to do. My parents are ruining my life because they are so controlling. It's affecting my relationships with my friends and my boyfriend. Everyone leaves me because they get tired of how controlled I am and I can't move out. I don't have the money for it. I just don't know what to do I hate my life

You wait it out until you have the money and you’re old enough but also they’re your parents they love you and they want what’s best for you