what a horrible time to post this

I was thinking about some previous ideas I’ve had regarding Flowey and his mental health and behavioral issues on the surface, and it got me thinking, man, poor Toriel, too. I was thinking about the thoughts I had before about something setting Flowey off—be it a bad dream or nearly getting hurt or simply some random reminder—and it leading to him compulsively talking about some horrible thing that has happened over the course of his resets (albeit, not really explaining the reset business; moreso something like food burning in the kitchen leading him to talk about what burning alive feels like). This wound up getting linked in my head to a more recent post about him not seeming to comprehend why Toriel acts like she loves him, despite all the trouble he is, and oof is that a rough combo. I can just imagine Toriel’s mind wandering all over as she tries to piece things together, observing over time Flowey’s behavioral problems (as no matter how much better he’s acting than in his later time underground, he can’t suddenly shed his issues), his lapses into talking about death or violence where he himself is frequently the “target”, and now him apparently not understanding being loved, and her mind just being unable to help but come to some awful conclusions about what has to have hurt this child so horrifically as to cause all this.

A list of possible reasons why I didn't reblog your political/social justice post:

•Its good, but its depressing and I just wanted some positivity that day

•Its something I wouldn’t want to reblog without discussing, but I have no time and/or mental energy to do that at the moment

•There are no sources

•I have seen the same post on my dash three times today and frankly, so has everyone else, adding to that is doing nothing

•Its a callout post still spreading around after the blogger who made the original offense has already apologized/done what they could to fix it

•its a harsh callout post against a mistake due to the misunderstandings of a 13-15 yr old, and I as an adult feel that this is a horrible way to do things 

•It includes a phrase like: If you don’t reblog, you’re a terrible person


askcaitlinthehedgehog  asked:

I'm sorry if your not doing these at the moment but can you please do B1 with Mooching Hobo

this level of cuteness should be illegal

Hobo belongs to @loverofpiggies

y'all, bum isn’t going “crazy” or some shit. he’s probably dissociating like hell. he just had a huge fucking flashback and stabbed the shit out of someone. he can’t deal with reality atm and his brain is trying to protect him by making him feel nothing. that’s what dissociation is a lot of the time– feeling absolutely nothing, even when horrible things happen. that doesn’t make him your “pscyho gay baby~~” (we got proof that he’s bi lol) or a monster. he’s just a traumatized dude with bpd. chill out. stop being weird about mental illness.

5 Things I’ve I’ve Learned While Writing My First Manuscript

Hello and welcome to my first blog post! I’m Laura – an aspiring writer, as you may have guessed by the title of this post – and I, like many others, have made a lot of horrible mistakes and revelations with my first manuscript. While I’m only halfway through my first draft, being the masochistic, self-embarrassing person that I am, I thought I’d share what those lessons were.

1.      The first line is hard.

It’s even harder when you put all this pressure on it that you really don’t need. It’s just a collection of words, just like the rest of the novel.

Don’t fret.

2.     Don’t go back and edit.

There were so many times when I finished a chapter or a scene and then realized: Shit. That’s not how I mapped that character. Or, oh my god, I just missed out a HUGELY important part of that character’s backstory.

What I’ve learned is that it’s the hardest but the best thing you can do for your novel to just. Keep. Pushing. Through.

You’ve got to grit your teeth and remember that this is what second drafts are for, because if you go back and rewrite something every time you notice a mistake, you’ll never finish the stupid thing.

3.     Outlines can be really fun. Or they can be torture.

This lesson is kind of unavoidable as a newbie writer. If you’ve never outlined your book before, you won’t know what sort of outline you like. So you could get 20,000 words into the story (like me), realize you screwed up your outline because you did it on Word instead of post-it notes, and lose your damn mind.

“Why is everything so disorganized!?” You scream, before slamming your head against the keyboard for the millionth time.

Take a deep breath. Stop writing. Redo your freaking outline.

4.     Finish ALL character construction before you start writing.

I didn’t take this step seriously because I didn’t take my writing seriously in the beginning; it was just something I was dabbling in which I hadn’t done in years.

But if you’re considering writing a novel, you have to finish all your character construction 100% before you can start the novel.

A lot of my characters have half-finished outlines. So sadly, I’m gonna have to take a break from all the fun writing I’ve been doing to map them out halfway through the story.

5.     Don’t be too hard on yourself.

I’m actually pretty good at remembering this lesson, but I think every writer finds it invaluable.

You don’t need to be the next F. Scott Fitzgerald in the writing world to have an incredible work in your hands – or, well, your head.

Remember that it’s okay to make the above mistakes, and many more (seriously, I could list hundreds). Just push the negative thoughts away for a moment, and keep tapping at that keyboard. Good things are bound to come out of it if you work hard enough.

So that’s all I’ve got to say on the subject. I’m sure I’ll have plenty more to talk about once my novel is finished and once I move onto the editing phase for my novel. Thanks for reading this far and I’d love to hear some feedback!

I completely forgot that a long time ago when I was stil sobbing horribly over finishing Mass Effect series, I drew Shepard getting rescued from the rubble post Destroy. I suppose one day I should draw a Synthesis pic too, since I already have this and that Control one


Long time no post! I’ve been kind of occupied with my full time job and my sketchbook doodles recently, so I’ve really only updated my instagram. But I missed updating my tumbles. Here’s a tiny collection of inktober stuff I did. Been deep in that Sailor Moon love recently. 

…Also wow, what a horrible week. This is a dark time for the citizens of the united states. Sending all my love out to others who are grieving. I will stand with all of you.

Steve Rogers and the Dangers of Arrogance

There have been a lot of posts about everything Steve does and does not do in Civil War. I’ll keep this one brief – and focused on one single aspect: the matter of the Winter Soldiers.

In many ways, Zemo’s plan was a cop-out for the writers of the MCU. The 5 Winter Soldiers were a very real threat – and they chose to delete it in favor of that horrible ending.

But that is not the point of this post. Instead, the “what if” I’m bring forward today is a simple question.  What would have happened had Zemo truly intended to use the 5 Winter Soldiers as Bucky had feared?

It took Steve around a day to gather enough people to travel to Siberia. By the time Clint, Sam, Wanda and Scott made their way to Leipzig, Zemo was probably already in Siberia. He had a huge head start.

What does this mean? Steve received incredibly important information from Bucky and chose to WITHHOLD it because he believed he was the ONLY one who could handle the threat. He sat on the information for 24 hs (Tony states that Ross gave him the deadline 24 hours ago), during which time Zemo could have easily gone through with his plan. Even if Steve hadn’t been intercepted in Leipzig by Tony’s team, his plan would have still meant zilch, since Zemo could have easily been long gone by the time Steve & co. even got there.

This is incredibly dangerous. Do I even have to stress that in bold? I’ll write it in caps lock too. IT’S INCREDIBLY DANGEROUS.  It’s a level of arrogance that reaches such level it’s clearly pathological.

Steve tells Tony he can’t let the doctor get to the soldiers – and yet, by failing to inform anyone of their existence, he does exactly that. He literally facilitates the actions of a terrorist… because he can’t trust his teammate, and the “agendas” of the UN.

The end result of Steve’s actions could have been disastrous. It could have resulted in 5 Winter Soldiers roaming around freely, at Zemo’s command.

One could argue that even if Steve had told Tony, Tony wouldn’t have been able to do anything. I don’t believe that. I believe the logical progression of Steve finding out this information would be something like this:

- Steve calling Tony

- Tony contacting the UN and telling them, wait up peeps, there may be trouble

After the bombing of the UN and the whole SHIELD is Hydra thing, I would hazard a guess that the UN would have definitely not wanted to take the chance of Bucky being full of shit. So, they’d have likely sent an emergency task force – much like they did with Bucky, one that would have included the Avengers that signed the Accords (quite possibly everyone who was in Leipzig, save Spidey).

Of course, this is only a hypothesis on my part. I don’t know how it would have actually gone. But either way, the fact remains that by not revealing this information, Steve became the accomplice of terrorist. Hell, even the fact that Bucky practically gave him the possible location of Zemo (who had bombed the UN)  should have been enough to at least give Tony a head’s up. He owed Tony - who had offered to help him - at least that much.

Because one other factor to consider was that, when facing 5 supersoldiers like Bucky, there was a very real chance that the team might not make it out of Siberia alive. Out of everyone on Steve’s team, the only heavy hitter was Wanda and maybe Ant-Man (although Steve wouldn’t have known that at the time). Sam lost against Bucky… badly. Clint wouldn’t have been better off. Steve and Bucky could have maybe held off one WS, each. But the balance may have been tipped in favor of the bad guys.

If they’d all died, no one would have even known about the 5 Winter Soldiers – and Zemo would have been free to wreak havoc. Dangerously arrogant, indeed.  


Keith Ellison for DNC chair
Ok, so the election is over. It sucked- everything sucks. I’m having the full range of negative emotions about it. I bet you are too.
By Mean fat girl

Ok, so have you been wondering- what can I do after this horrible nightmare election? 

I have. Like SO MUCH.

So here is something you can do- write a letter to lobby the Democratic Party to elect Keith Ellison as DNC chair. 

It totally worked in 2004- that’s how people got Howard Dean elected DNC chair. And then the Democrats won things. It wasn’t candy and flowers all the time, but it wasn’t the disaster on all sides forever either. 

Let’s change the Democratic Party together! Bernie endorsed him, lots of other awesome people have endorsed him.

The post contains a spreadsheet of contact info for DNC members and a sample letter/email to send. 

There’s phone numbers. Or if you have phone anxiety like I do, there’s mailing addresses. Or if you don’t have money to buy extra stamps, there’s email addresses and Twitter names. 

I love a good letter writing campaign! I’m a nerd that way. <3 

anonymous asked:

maybe this is a bad time to post selfies? porn bots are currently reblogging people's selfies and other posts and removing the caption and adding some text like "I just came home. Do you want to chat? *insert virus link*" and it's really creepy. u pretty tho

that’s horrible, the hell???? 

also thank you but

what on Earth is happening

Situation in Chile

Some of you probably know this but anyways i’m going to explain what is the situation. 

(In this picture you can see the comparison of hectares lost last year and right now from the fifth region to the worst one, the seventh region / where I live) 

Chile is going through the biggest wildfire in its history. Thousands of Thousands of  hectares are gone and despite all the effort and help , the fire seems to not stop any time soon. Houses have been burned down, animals are hurt and dying , and people have lost everything and we cannot see or breathe because the smoke is covering everywhere. It hurts me to see all the beautiful places I visit often, burned down to nothing. It breaks my heart to watch the news announcing more wildfire in other places and hear the fire truck sirens every 10 mins. i can’t take it anymore, and all i can do is send water to the fire station and pray. 

Chile has been through many earthquakes, tsunamis, volcanic eruptions, and many other natural disasters. I’m sure we will stand up again and build up our lives from the scratch.

So please keep us in your prayers 🙇 


You know, nyah (this is a redraw of a really old drawing what i did a long time ago)

sorry not sorry

btw, The jack clothing design is from here, I really liked it so use it in this comic

One more thing, I am currently doing a request of hamilton that someone left me a few days ago (if the person who asked is reading this, I will post tomorrow or Friday) if you want a request you can ask for it on my ask, honestly, I like it Much to do them, that helps me practice a lot.

(Thank you for reading and sorry for my horrible english)

say it again

Post The Final Problem.

Word Count: 1252

I haven’t written any sherlolly fic in about 5000 years or so and I’m a bit rusty. Sorry if this is terrible.

[read on ao3]

Molly was curled up on the sofa, her eyes were squeezed tightly shut, her hands covering her ears in attempt to block out the banging on her door. She didn’t know what time it was, only that it must be the wee hours of the morning. Many hours and buckets of tears since that horrible phone conversation.

“Molly, I know you’re there! Please, open the door!”

No matter how hard she pressed her palms against the sides of her head to drowned out the sound, it was still no match for the stentorian voice of Sherlock Holmes. Molly dropped her hands with a frustrated cry, picking up a pillow and chucking it across the room.

“You know I can just come in anyway. I have a key after all. And even if I didn't…”

Molly sat up and turned her head to glare at the door, teeth clenched. She wanted to tell him to go ahead and try to come in. That she would phone the police if he did. But she doubted the threat would do much to deter him. Or that it would even do any good if she did phone the police—his brother was the British Government after all.

Molly sighed, defeat weighing her shoulders down. She looked up at the ceiling and shook her head before taking a deep breath and rising to her feet.

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On the afternoon of June 26th, 1937 Albert Dyer lured three young girls one at a time into a ravine with the suggestion that they go hunting for rabbits and then proceeded to strangle them to death and then rape them. After taking off their shoes and neatly arranging the pairs side by side he prayed over their bodies that he be forgiven for what he had done, then returned home to his wife. The horribly mutilated bodies of the girls were found a few days later by a group of boy scouts, each found with a cord around their throat. At the scene of the crime when the bodies were discovered Dyer, who showed up wearing a W.P.A badge, began giving orders on how the victims should be removed, allegedly became hysterical, and told spectators not to smoke “out of respect for the dead.” Because of his strange behavior at the crime scene the cops turned their attention to Dyer, who eventually confessed to the murders. Doctors from both the prosecution and the defense declared him legally sane, but because of his low IQ the defense attempted to cast doubt on his mental competence, which they described as “basically the intellectual development of a ten-year-old.” Ultimately he was convicted and sentenced to death by hanging and died on September 16, 1938

In Light Of Amber's Insta Post.

It’s horrible, really, how the entertainment companies treat their artists.
This isn’t the first time SM has fucked over their artists.
I feel genuinely bad because, f(x) are such talented young ladies, yet they get slept on by their own company.

They’ve been waiting and wanting for a comeback. I can only imagine how frustrating that could be. i hope this isnt what i think it is. i love f(x) and their concepts are pretty amazing, but ofc SM sleeps on them and dont really promote them. i love amber, i hope shes okay. :/ i hope the rest of the group are okay, too. SM is letting SuJu and SNSD have a comeback this year, and even EXO will be having a comeback. i mentioned this before and i’ll say it again: EXO are a talented bunch of boys, i love them with all my heart, but i will not appreciate them having comebacks 1917292729292 times a year. They need their rest. Especially considering how busy all of them are now; Kyungsoo, Sehun, and then Kai is busy with his drama Andante, CBX busy promoting the unit and prepping for their Japanese comeback (?), Suho and then Lay must be pretty frustrated with the political mess between the USA, DPRK, RoK and China, forcing him to stay out of the group activities. So, all the time they will be using for promoting EXO, can be used for promoting f(x), instead. The fact is that, f(x) can be promoted so much, but are actually ignored makes me so so so mad. I’d understand SNSD because its their 10th year and all that, but my girlies f(x) deserve better. So much better.

Does it make me a bad person that I am so excited over that spoiler pic of Aaron having a panic attack. Sure, I’d rather he didn’t have to suffer through it but Robert’s going to be there, which is what I wanted from the last time he had one, and hopefully this means Aaron’s going to get some proper help because they’re not just dropping his mental health issues. 

Not to mention the fact that it’s looking more and more likely that he’s going to get spooked by Robert as he comes up behind him, which is then going to mean he’s going to lash out, and the fall out from him hitting Robert is going to be amazing, and they’re going to actually talk about what happened to him in prison, and it’s going to make Robert feel even worse once he finds out the full extent of it. (and breathe)

Yep, pretty sure that I should not be getting this excited about someone having a panic attack and hitting their husband.

Late entry for McHanzo Week - Day 1: First Time. 

The first time they shared a bed and Hanzo learns something new about McCree aka his snoring, but loves him anyway. (one of my top insecurities whenever I sleep in a room with friends XP) I was supposed to draw a follow up to this but didn’t want to be late enough as it is.

I wish I had time to color it but it’s a pretty busy time for me and embarrassing for me to admit this but I had a hard time drawing these two due to the utter shame I feel when I draw fanart. The shame that comes because I don’t believe I can draw what I like with justice (the self-hate towards my art is horrible) and at the same time, share it with you guys without feeling fear. But taking baby steps guys! Will post Day 2 later!

anonymous asked:

There's so much to search through and I'm looking for a pretty specific type of story. If it exists... Wanting an AU with post-serum steve and Bucky who go off to boot camp, without knowing each other and fall in love. 1940's, time cannon as possible, as in, they don't even really know what gay is before they get there, they confuse their feelings for just being buds etc. A decent, slow burn romance that hopefully has a somewhat happy ending, or at least no one dies horribly. Please help!

hmmmm. maybe some of the 616 fics would fit what you’re looking for. 

Devouring Us Both by Birdbitch

“You’re stuck with me. You saved my life, and now I have to save yours.”

Or, Bucky grew up on army bases. Steve isn’t entirely sure what he’s gotten himself into.

fine and mellow by reservoirgays

1930s, comics era- but Bucky is 20 instead of 16. 90% porn.Wasn’t going to post bc I’m not super confident about it, but. yolo. i hope someone enjoys it.

The Merciless Hours by togina

Nobody ever noticed Bucky, in Lehigh. Nobody but Steve. No one else would bring a boy into the war - nobody else would try so hard to carry a broken man home.

or maybe also 

Our Perceived Realities by skyisgray

Bucky Barnes has always lived at the edge of Steve’s map. From grade school to church to this foul-smelling dock job, where Bucky heaves crates around and Steve counts figures in the dark, cool office, they’ve always been close enough to be aware of each other but too far to strike up any real friendship.

They’ve lived in the same neighborhood among the same stock of beaten-down Irish immigrants their whole lives, and they’ve had three proper conversations.