oh, hello! hello! i love you!
thank you SO much for the lovely messages all of you have sent me. honestly. they warm my heart. i love you ALL and don’t worry, i’m alive, i promise. i’ve just been back and forth between doctors and there have been so many blood tests my arm’s refusing to talk to me anymore.
tomorrow, i think they can finally tell me what the heck is up, so!
and have i told you how excited i am to share chapter six with y’all tomorrow?!
what do you mean i hadn’t told you. oh.
well, yes, YOU GET CHAPTER SIX TOMORROW, FINALLY.
and this is for realsies. like, for realsies realsies this time. it needs to be beta’d, and that might take a while, because it’s nearly 80k (or maybe a little more, i’m looking through it rn), so, you know. cannot be tonight.
thank you guys for sticking with me and believing in me and sending me so many encouraging messages. you all are STILL the reason this fic is still alive. I LOVE ALL OF YOU and special shoutout to my bae @alsclightwood who’s literally seen me through this hell of a fucking month and been by my side through it all and encouraged me when i was literally crying about how terrible i felt and promised me i wasn’t being whiny for talking about my health and how i couldn’t find the will to write.
I LOVE YOU BABE
again, i’m super excited for you guys to read this chapter. like, i don’t actually know how good it is, but there’s a lot of evak, so???? hopefully living through three and a half chapters of no interaction is starting to be made up by these chapters
goodbye! i will see you tomorrow! hopefully i will be alive and in good spirits!
Imagine Steve, after a rough battle, being stuck in the hospital. He's high off whatever the doctors gave him and loopy as hell. Whenever Sam visits, Steve hopelessly tries to flirt with him and the moment Sam tells him they're married already, Steve's basically sobbing.