well then under you go!

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okay so this got out of hand but anyway

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

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I got @dramatictendency for the Scorpion Secret Santa project, and I never feel like I can come up with good ideas for Quintis.  The full time Quintis bloggers always have such awesome ideas.  But Firefly being one of my favorite shows, and one of the ships there being a male doctor and female mechanic, I remembered this quote and thought yes, good, Quintis. Merry Christmas, Sam.

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“are you…scrapbooking?”


yoongi ignores jungkook’s question in favor of adhering the next photo down with the godsend that is the invention of double-sided tape. as far as he’s concerned, the boy has no right to sound so simultaneously incredulous and adoring. it does things to yoongi; slams his heart upside-down with no respect for one, makes him lose his normally silver tongue for another. the list goes on. he’s got half a mind to tell him as much when warm hands curve down against yoongi’s shoulders and a nose presses deep against the crown of his hair. 


“all the fancy photos we took and you use our instax snaps.”


“but they’re your favorite,” yoongi says without missing a beat.


jungkook laughs into yoongi’s hair and settles behind him to hook his chin on his shoulder, hands slipping around his waist instead, murmurs, “yeah.”


they actually are.


scans @   xiutama

Wake Up Call

He came rushing around the row of cubicles, sloshing his water bottle: shirt wrinkled and half un-tucked, his backpack thrown over one shoulder. He clicked his keyboard until his monitor came to life.  Charlie, who was in a constant state of perkiness, even on the morning shift of a Saturday popped her head over Dean’s cubicle.  

“You’re late…again…every Saturday almost.”  Charlie observed. 

“Well, where was my wake up call?  You’ve not once called me to wake me up like you promised you would.”  

“What am I, your mother?” Charlie sassed.

“I can call you.”  Castiel said, barely audible.  He already regretted the words and they were barely out of his mouth.  Cas blushed under Charlie’s knowing gaze.  

“Well - there you go.”  Charlie gestured in Castiel’s direction.  

“Give him your number, Dean, for your wake up call.”  She nudged Dean’s elbow and Dean looked as uncomfortable as Cas felt.  He should have just kept his mouth shut.

“No, really, I’ve got an alarm clock.”  Dean huffed.  “I just have a bad habit of sleeping through it.”  Dean rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly.  

“I wouldn’t mind.”  Cas said. “I’m an early riser.”  Cas gave a gentle smile before lowering his eyes.  The bashful little expression tugged at Dean’s heart and made it flutter in a way he wished it wouldn’t  

“Alright then.”  Dean answered.  Cas glanced up to meet Dean’s eyes.  He could already tell he was coming across as too enthusiastic, but he couldn’t help it.  Dean wrote out his number on a sticky note and handed it to Cas. Their fingers brushed in the exchange and Cas dropped the paper, his stupid trembling hands.  They both reached for the paper, bringing their heads close to each other.  Dean pulled away, before he did something stupid like lean in closer.  

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NDRV3 Girls Reacting to their S/O’s Death

After I did the guys reaction to their S/O’s death, I got a lot of requests to do the girls as well! So, here you go! ;)

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“Nothing here but a few used condoms! Nothing to worry about!”

Here’s a submission from a front desk employee we are keeping anonymous!

(A guest calls down.)

GUEST: Yes. Front Desk. I’m calling you from my cell. I’m outside my room, but I’m afraid to go in.
FRONT DESK EMPLOYEE: I’m sorry miss. Is everything OK?
GUEST: I noticed the storage room next to my room is cracked open and I thought I heard a noise. I’m afraid someone is inside my room. Can you send someone to go into the room with me?
FRONT DESK EMPLOYEE: I will be right up. 

(The employee goes up to the room to let her in. No one is there.)

GUEST: Well, wait. Aren’t you going to look under the bed?
FRONT DESK EMPLOYEE: Of course. 

(Employee gets on hands and knees. No one is under the bed.)

FRONT DESK EMPLOYEE: Nope. No one under the bed. We’ve never had anyone break into a room in the hotel.
GUEST: You really should make a note to the management. Nice hotels put boards around the bottom of the bed so no one crawls underneath. 

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