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anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

Okay but are you a Hamilton person or an Usnavi person? Non-Stop or 96000? 21 Chump Street or Freestyle Love Supreme? Long haired Lin or short haired Lin? “Whaaaaaat?” or “No Me Diga?!”

You: Sana is a good character because she’s a Muslim and WOC

Me, an intellectual: Sana is a Muslim and WOC, but that’s not why she’s a good character….. she’s just an AMAZING CHARACTER AND THE FACT THAT SUCH AN AWESOME CHARACTER IS A MUSLIM POC IS WELL-NEEDED REP

title: Mine Now

author: aclosetlarryshipper

word count: 32k

After Harry is expelled from private school, he joins a secret competition to get back at the boy who made it happen.

~or~

This is the story of how Harry finds himself pouting in Louis’ passenger seat with a raging boner on the way to seduce his ex boyfriend.

i love how much amazing art of loki is going around, makin him look like a stud or somethin, but have u considered, silly “ill do anything to make someone laugh” loki

I feel like my soul is a little more at peace after finishing Jihyun’s route

I don’t know what it says about people’s perception of Liam, but in every other Larry fic I read, he’s portrayed as this bumbling idiot, who can’t make out head from tails, or this homophobic character who needs life explained to him. It’s such a stark contrast to how he’s written in Ziam fics, and to how the real Liam is. Maybe that’s why majority of this fandom believes he went and got a woman 10 years older than him, who he was only dating for a handful of months, pregnant.

A CONFE…A CONFESSION……

Inspired by This fic by seattlesconduits c:

🔪

Imagine you and Connor being parents

Suggested by the amazing daniellekenway22 <3

The little baby had Connor’s skin, freckles and eyes, but her lips and nose were totally Y/N’s. She kissed her forehead as she finished to comb the little one’s silky black hair. Every night she awoke with the baby crying and her eyes were heavy as she put the little girl in a white sweater. She was so tired…With Connor on a mission for some months and her nights increasingly sleepless. Well, maybe she was having some trouble with the girl.

And all the miss she had of Connor? Her eyes were almost closing now, tinking about his warmth or his sweet temperament. With her mind clouded by fatigue, she did not even hear the Native hit softly the door and announce his arrival. She jumped a little in his place in the chair when he felt a large hand on her shoulder. Looking away to its owner, she smiled.

“You scared me!” She hissed.

“Hello to you as well, dear.” He kissed his wife, chuckled softly and took the little infant from her lap the he tossed her into the air, making her laugh and Connor kissed her forehead. Complaining in pain moments later as hands pushed his braid and his Little One played with his hair.

“I have some meat, what do you want for dinner?” Connor redbourn the little fingers of his daughter away from his black hair, never taking away his warm chocolate eyes from Y/N´s  as the girl started to play with his cheeks, her sharp laughter echoing throughout the house.

“I am sorry, Connor, but I need some rest now.” She stretched, smiling at the sight and kissed the native again on the lips. Then giving a good night kiss on her, going up to the room she shared with the assassin. His eyes widened when he saw the mess in the room downstairs, with dolls on the floor and some children’s books. He took care of the girl with a smile dorky all the time.

How this small creature could make such a mess?

A few hours later she awoke with the native´s voice. A gentle hum that led the woman to follow the sound to the baby´s room and stand at the door quietly, admiring the muscles of his back silently until Connor put his Little One in the cradle.

She smiled sleppy and asked in a whisper:

“What you’re singing?”

Y/N had never heard him sing before, the native had a blush on the cheeks -happilly- she did not see it because of low lighting.

“A song that my people mother sang for me… I completely forgot the lyrics.”

He looked back at the crib, making sure she had slept, Y/N pulled him into a tight hug and yawned.

“I love your voice, dear, I missed you…Let’s get some rest. At least until she is awoke again…”

what girls actually look for in guys

tall
tan skin
dark hair
is great at cooking
likes to talk to inanimate objects
has a hella mustache
is Bob Belcher

Sorry, guys. I believe I’m developing arthritis in my hands. As my URL, suggests, I am a flute player (a performance major no less) and I am actually dealing with some issues regarding my ability to practice due to tension in my joints. So until these issues get worked out it’s going to take me a bit longer than originally intended to write the next chapter of The Lionheart. I can still type, don’t worry, but it’s literally only on days I don’t strain my hands to play flute. Thanks for understanding.

  • *Emma and Regina are laying on the couch together, Emma's head is in Regina's lap as Regina runs her fingers through Emma's curls*
  • Emma: Hey Regina?
  • Regina: Yes dear.
  • Emma: Are we a couple?
  • Regina: As in, are we two people? Then yes.
  • Emma *rolls her eyes*: You know what I mean...are we a couple?
  • Regina: Considering what we just did in my bedroom do you really need to ask that?
  • Emma: Well that's...that's hot and amazing but...I don't know...I just...I guess I want us to be together outside of this house.
  • Regina: We see each other all the time.
  • Emma: Yeah but "as friends" or "as the Mayor and the Sheriff". I want...I want more. I want us to be dating.
  • *Regina chuckles*
  • Emma: What?
  • Regina: Emma, the town is convinced we're married. Your mother calls me her daughter in law and you practically live here. You don't have to ask me if we're dating because I already love you.
  • Emma *smiles*: I love you too.
  • ...
  • ...
  • ...
  • Emma: So are we a couple now?
  • *Regina rolls her eyes before leaning down to kiss Emma tenderly*
  • Regina: Does that answer your question?
  • Emma: That'll do it.

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I wish you all the best. It's hard, but you got this my man. Please treat yourself kindly.

aww thank you anon!! That’s very kind of you ;; I’ll try. Admittedly I’m really bad with the self care thing, but I’ll try. You take care of yourself anon! 

anonymous asked:

*hat anon* i love how excited you get in the tags, its adorable and ily tbh ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ˜‚

ashfjdl ily also ♥

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