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Friends Part 4

Summary: You and Bucky are friends for a long time, but lately you start to develop romantic feelings for him. One day one of Tony’s parties everything changes but maybe not the way you wanted or expected.

Paring: Bucky x Reader

Words: 2643

Warnings: Fluffy, loads of Bucky being a cute pie some sexual innuendos and some sexual tension.

Thank you @amrita31199 you are amazing.

credits to the gif owner

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You take a sip of your coffee as you look at the computer in front of you; you are never going to understand why you accepted a job at the Stark Industries, sure they pay you really well but looking at budgets all day was starting to make you crazy.

To be honest, the budget in front of you is the least of your concerns, it’s been five days since Bucky went on a mission and you still haven’t heard from him. Usually, he texts you to let you know that he was alive and well. But so far nothing, according to Natasha they are fine but the mission is a lot more complicated than they anticipated.

You wish they would be home soon, you hated worrying much, you couldn’t sleep when you were worried.

You almost have a heart attack when you hear your phone ringing, you look at the id caller expecting it to be Dan but no it is Wanda. This is odd she never calls you “Hey Wan is everything fine?” Your mind goes to the worst scenario possible, afraid that something might have happened to Bucky.

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Well everyone seems to be asking this so sorry about the monotony but I’m curious.  I love reading, do poetry, am an artist, always the first to notice small details (on another note I like this about myself as I notice animals before others and can go ‘look at that!!!’), a musician, and a little bit strange and my words come out weird sometimes, and probably majoring in environmental science. And I’m always, always stimming. Usually by humming, fiddling, tapping my foot, softly singing, doodling if theres paper, or multiple at once. On a scale of  one iron ring to full iron body armor how much protection from Them would I need if I were to attend Elsewhere?


You are the first person to notice when something is Off, and that is not a good person to be, here. You would be noticed very, very quickly. If nothing took offense the first few times, if you learned quickly … maybe that would be an end to it. If not, you would always have an audience for your music, always eyes on the back of your neck as you tried to write that essay.

If you were lucky, they would be charmed, although lucky is perhaps not the right word for that, either.

That moment when you see a SD&S tag and this is what you’re working with…sorry @tuesdayswithrachel… The reality of #Iwokeuplikethis is NOT pretty, especially today.  Dark circles for days and days…

I haven’t slept well much at all the past couple of nights.  I’m usually excellent at compartmentalizing.  But, things with my parents have gotten so bad that I just can’t.  I am feeling so stressed that I have this weird feeling of being underwater all the time.  So much pressure, shortness of breath, and anxiety.  Fun.

At least Conner has been behaving himself.  It’s difficult sometimes to drag things out of him, but talking is so important.  I recently finished Beartown, and it was SO good.  One of the many things I totally identified with is how the parents in the book struggled with the concept of giving their kids enough space but also trying to make sure they still stayed in the loop of what was going on with them.  Parenting is freakin DIFFICULT, man.  Mother’s Day is coming up again, and I was just looking at the Mother’s Day card Conner made me last year.  One line meant so much in particular: “I know that you always love me even when you get mad at me.” Having my kid never doubt that is pretty high on the list of life goals, so I treasure that card so much.

When you’re feeling this exhausted and stressed, it’s important to acknowledge the little things that bring some brightness to the day.  Conveniently, @neurotic-rob tagged me to list five happy things–thanks, friend–so here goes:

  1. My house has remained so clean that it’s almost miraculous since this past Thursday when I hosted gym book club.  HOW IS THIS HAPPENING??
  2. On Sunday, my family spent the whole afternoon together–dinner on the patio, countless Uno games, and a two hour walk in the woods.  So much laughter, and hugs, and that rare and perfect feeling of time slowing down.
  3. Good books! Always.  I LOVED Beartown, and I’m currently enjoying American Gods by Neil Gaiman.
  4. Being “that” couple.  When you go to a barbecue for your newly engaged friends and are asked, “So, how do you guys do it–you seem so happy!?” Still loving the crap out of my husband and flirting like teenagers. Heart eyes for days! :)
  5. Leftovers and part-time work.  If ever I needed a day with no responsibilities, it’s today.  Because of those two things, I get to have it.
Breathe ~ An Avenger’s Story  (11/15)

Originally posted by esgaroths

AU Summary: Y/N spends her free day training and surprisingly, a date with an Avenger.

Notes: another filler chapter but it’s fun. steve needs to chill sometimes so :)

Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12


Y/N has been sparring a lot with Natasha, Clint and even Tony. She also substitutes as a combat coach for the twins on separate occasions. On some occasions Thor would be in Asgard for long periods of time but he trusts the team to handle the earth by themselves.

There are also days where she’d be in the lab with Bruce and would work on the mechanics and computer systems of the agency’s design and structure since Y/N is first and foremost a computer engineer. Then there will be nights where she’d be on the balcony with Steve, talking about nothing and everything. Drinking a few glasses and chatting.

These things are what she looks forward to the most ever since she became an Avenger. After fulfilling the missions given to her and the team, Y/N finds a way to make herself comfortable in the new but quickly familiarizing environment. She was getting used to her life and happiness was slowly creeping up on her.

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anonymous asked:

Caro, you're always so kind with your followers. I've met artists that lashes out because of things people say about their art, but you're always so gentle and nice. Thank you for care about what we think and thank you for letting us see your art. 💙

Well, sometimes people are just people. It happens to me too sometimes, but then I am really sorry for that. Bad days happen, so if I ever be a bit snarky, it’s mostly because I am having a bad day, so please never feel attacked when I come off as rude. I usually don’t mean it that way. 

I try to be open for constructive critique :) It’ll help me to become a better artist and since I have only little knowledge about dancing, especially ballet I think messages like that are really helpful. I am still a growing artist and I believe everybody should be treated with the same respect you want other people to treat you. 


Family and Friends

((Okay guys prepare for a bit of expansion in the family tree lol; 

- on the top /left/ we have the twins’ 10 year old cousin Johnny, which is Papyrus’ son. Kyra /middle pictures/ is Pap’s wife/mate and Johnny’s mother (see third picture for how she looked when she first met Paps) 

- top /right/ is Cassidy “Cassy” or “Cass”, and she is Grillby and Muffet’s 3-4 year old daughter. She is usually brought over to play with the twins and sometimes Johnny. 

I will definitely put up a picture of the ENTIRE family of the twins and even a more detailed explanation of their world situation, then I may have it to where you can ask not only the twins things but other family members as well :D I think that’ll be fun so look out for that. 

Also, sorry I didn’t explicitly say this but I am currently on vacation so I haven’t been posting as much as I want BUT the ideas are still stirring so be prepared when I get back >: D

Enjoy these pics and have a great day/night everyone!))


Jungkook x reader.

Gender; Male x female.

Genre; Fluff, Angst-ish.

Warning; There is one curse word.

Word count; 1865.


Jeon Jungkook was bathing in it,
Breathing it,
Speaking it.

He was it.

The young boy never knew he could feel this much hatred over someone he never knew, only a name and a body created by his imagination.
A body that even gods would bow down to, a body that made Jungkook feel insecure even though it was something he created.

You weren’t even discreet about it,
Heck you didn’t even try to hide it!

Jungkook wouldn’t think much about it, about your little crush that is.
But for some reason it was always late at night or early in the morning when you would let out that melodic laughter and those stifled ones in hopes the boy you had been with for that two hands where needed to count the years.

Jungkook couldn’t believe it.
After all this time, all those moments, all the trust and loyalty he has given to you.
All those things down the drain.

At first he kept quiet about it, thinking that perhaps it was just a friend or a cousin.
But, with some help of his friends, Jungkook thought otherwise.
He would stay awake until you got up from the shared bed and he waited for those giggles that belonged to him and bit to this…

“Oh my god, Choromatsu!”

There it was again.

Your laughter that sounded far more happier then when Jungkook made you laugh.

That was the last straw.
The boy practically flew out of the bed, the wind hitting his bare chest and all, but the fury inside of him made him numb against the cold.
Heavy stomps made their way to the bedroom door that flung open, the loud slam against the wall was not the thing that made you quiet, nor was it the heavy angry footsteps.

It was the well build dark haired boy with fury in his eyes and in the words he spoke.

“You, you cheater!

You don’t think I didn’t figure it out?!

You are so loud, who wouldn’t figure it out?!”

“…Jungkook, what are yo-”

“Oh, don’t act all innocent [Y/N], you know damn well what I am talking about.”

“No…no I don’t.”

“Oh don’t fuck with me [Y/N], you really don’t think I hear you talking with this…

Cha- Chi- Co- Ca… whatever matsu?!”

That’s when the last puzzle finally clicked.
Now you understood why the man with a face as red as osomatsu’s sweater was screaming at you.
It all made sense, and well, you wouldn’t lie if you said you wanted to burst into laughter.

“Jungkook, what are you on about?”
You said trying your hardest not to let that stone cold poker face fall, which was the most difficult thing you have ever done.

“Oh, you, you.” Jungkook started to tremble, his body by now even hotter than lava.
How dare you to act all innocent when clearly he had caught you red handed.
How dare you.

How dare you.

“How dare you, you bitch!”

Now, one might have exploded by now by the foul name given by their lover.
But if it was not for the greatly timed:


You might not have bursted into laughter.

“What, what are you laughing about?” Jungkook asked dumbfounded, eyes widened as he looked at his lover, hands clutching your chest as streams went down your face.
If you only moved back a bit more, you might have fallen to the ground, still with those teary laughter.


Was all you could say in the ever growing laughter.

“A-anime?” Jungkook definitely was confused.
The shaky finger of the teary eyed you pointed at the screen, the hand clutching your stomach now covered your mouth trying to mute the, now muffled laughter.

Jungkook followed and felt his face burn red again, not in anger this time, but in embarrassment.

Colourful moving pictures on a laptop screen in the dark captured Jungkook’s eye.
It wasn’t until a boy in a blue hoodie called out for the name Jungkook had been hearing for a while now.

“Oh, choromatsu!”

Immediately the hunk sculpted in Jungkook’s imagination broke like shattered glass, again and again, while it was being replaced by the wacky looking 2D character that he had been jealous of for so long.

“I am sorry.” You finally said after being done with the laughter fit that only sometimes came back and showed itself for a brief moment.

“They air the episode immediately after the release in Japan, and because it is so late I didn’t want to wake you up by the loud noises and bright light.”

Yep, now it definitely made sense.
You where just watching anime like usual and well, Jungkook was being a fool like usual.
A fool that started to let out short dull “Ha” ’s, which slightly worried you.





The boy slowly shuffled closer until his feet gave in and he fell right before you.
Before your brain could even process what was happening, your body had already been held prison in the warm embrace of Jungkook, hair tickling against your cheeks as his face burrowed into the crook of your neck.

“I thought I had lost you.” He whispered with breaths tickling your skin.

You where sure he could hear the skips and thuds your heart made, but you couldn’t care less.

Your boyfriend was being absolutely adorable and you could not resist the urge to hug him back.

“It’s okay, you’ll never lose me.” You whispered.

Silence did not even settle in before you began to spurt.
Shoulders shaking as a grumble erupted out of your chest.

“I am sorry.” You said in between laughter.
By now Jungkook had already detached himself from you and eyed you down with an eyebrow raised.

“It’s just that,

You where jealous because of Choromatsu!

That’s the best joke in history!”

Jungkook’s face once more became red as he gave you a light hit against your shoulder.

“Yah, not funny!”

“No you are right.

It’s hilarious!” You once again found yourself clutching your stomach.

“Ah, it hurts!” You said in between laughs.

“Choromatsu, who would have thought!”

With a huff and a pout Jungkook stood up.

“W-whatever!” The boy mumbled as he began to storming back to the bedroom.

“No wait!” You kept on laughing.
“Don’t leave me be with.



The slam of a door being shot only made your laughter increase and Jungkook’s shame grow.

He was jealous.

Of an anime character.

Please tell me there are other Osomatsu-san fans out there!

Please let’s be friends!

[Also, I am so so sorry.

But there won’t be any Once uploaded today.

Also no gif, because well, I am on my phone and nothing works.]

anayoulittledevilyou  asked:

Okay. I see you started at the same weight where I am right now. Can you give me advice about what you did and eat to get where you are right now xxxx

Boy oh boy…. I did not see this…. sorry for the long wait love!!!!

I tried to start every morning off with two glasses of water before anything else! Then I made sure to have a big breakfast to kick start my day and my metabolism! I usually skip lunch (even if I don’t want to) because of school work. And my make sure to eat a low cal dinner or sometimes skipping as well.

My daily intake for cals are anywhere from under 300 to about 600 depending on what I have planned for the day!

I also have been making sure to drink lots and lots of green tea and water!

And working out is definitely helpful. My step goal each day is at least 10,000 steps.

However please!!!! Don’t not fast and work out! Also don’t push yourself to fast! If you feel dizzy or tired, please eat something! Also please do not drive and fast!

Along with all of that, I don’t recommend my diet. It’s bad, and I’m just not really for recovery (wait! FOR MYSELF) at the moment.

If you think you have an ed, please tell someone to get help!

Be safe love!

Pictured: Stochkolm College AU Cora and Law (26 and 13, approx 2002)

It is not easy being Roci in canon, and it’s not easy being Roci in this AU. I still haven’t decided how much Doflamingo is involved in their lives (rest assured he isn’t making any appearances as a “””quirky annoying uncle”””” though, that shit is mad uncomfortable), but even without him Roci’s life kind of sucks a lot of the time. But at least he is alive, and also pretty happy most of the time! This got a little long (like, 900 words) , so! Cut! 

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TalesFromYourServer: Servers — your feelings on hyper kids?

Sometimes as a parent I have no choice but to eat out with my 5 year old kid. He’s sometimes well behaved but when excited he wants to run around, shift around in his seat, and frequently get out of his seat and move around the table.

I’m very aware that this is disruptive to the servers and do my best to reel him in but when I am, e.g. filling out the credit card slip, it’s hard to keep him from running off.

Generally when he goes crazy like this I leave a relatively large tip (25% or more). Is that usually a sufficient “sorry”? Is there something else I can do? Sometimes if it’s a more corporate place I’ll also publicly name and thank the server on social media as well.

Basically short of restricting myself to drive-thru or just not eating at all when I’m out with my kid and didn’t bring any food, I don’t see any way around this so I want to make the best of a difficult situation.

I also want to just take a moment to say that I — and many parents like me — am trying — really hard — to get my son to behave, but he is literally wired so that sitting still is difficult and/or impossible (I’m 90% sure he’s inherited my ADHD). I am always fearful that behind the scenes I am being judged a bad parent because my son is difficult to control.

(I’ll add that when he is sitting down in his seat he is what I’d judge pretty polite for a 5 year old, saying please and thank you and sometimes even “I would like” or “Can I have” instead of just “I want ___, please!”)

TLDR: My son is a polite, well meaning Tazmanian devil. What can I do, if anything, to make it up to the servers?

By: youlleatitandlikeit

i t was routine. everyday, after alex’s lunch break, he would walk aristotle around the studio. hey, aris, come back here! he yelled, chasing after his dog that was currently jumping excitedly around the studio. he finally caught up to him and scooped him into his arms, reprimanding him, aris! omigosh, i am so sorry. he’s usually so well behaved. listen, buddy, i know you hate leashes but if you’re going to act like this then we’re gonna have a PROBLEM, you understand? again, i’m really sorry about bothering you.

anonymous asked:

cap sun, pisces moon, aquarius rising, scorpio venus etc. anon here! i loved my description, it was really accurate thank you ;v; could i please request a description about friendship with a libra sun, virgo moon, scorpio rising/venus?

I’m glaaad it was accurate. First of all, I am sorry for responding so late!

So, your friend I can say it’s compatible with you. Sometimes you may have your fights because capricorn usually is more cold hearted and libra is more sensitive, but it’s not the case always.

Your moons are compatible in my opinion because your are more dreamy when your libra is more serious and analitic, but somehow you complete each other because she is also creative with her sun and your are pragmatic with your sun. So you both can work together very well and also stimulate each other’s creativity.

You have both scorpio venus (I forgot what was your rising, soooorry, if you could reply to this so I can add more information, it would be perfect) wich means you see love almost the same, as a feeling that has to change you into a better person, you are passionate and I think you make a good team.

evakerlitvet  asked:

42, 43, 142 <333

sorry it’s taken me so long to actually reply to these haha and thank you for asking my beautiful angel <3 

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

if i’m quiet, something is wrong. I’m either sick or tired or sad. I am usually always singing and laughing and talking non stop about silly things like what my favourite tree is….no joke so yeah if i’m not making noise things aren’t well for me at the moment. 

43. Do you smile at strangers?

YES sometimes i get too nervous so i’ll end up just giving them a really creepy smirk. but I smile at anyone who’s eye i catch. it can be such a powerful warm feeling to receive a smile from someone you don’t know, especially if you overthink like me and assume everyone who sees you thinks something bad of you. So if i see someone i wanna smile and give them something small to hold on to. <3 too bad my smile is super creepy haha 

142. Favourite month?

August. it’s not really cos it’s my birthday at the end because i am not a big fan of my birthday but august is the time of the year where it’s wintery and beautiful and my grandma’s birthday was always the day before mine and it was always just warm, if that makes sense. my dad’s birthday is in august to so basically. August is the month i get the most cake. YAY

90. Name a person you love?

Nitsa <3 but also my sister Bethany

21. What are you bad habits?

i’m an overthinker, and I crack my knuckles when i’m nervous which is a looot, i also try to whistle even tho i can’t and i listen to my music REALLY LOUD

Ask me one of these <3 

Signs from my experience (cancer)
  • requested by: anonymious
  • Aries: Okay we don't usually get along really well to be honest. You just sometimes say things that hurt me and you don't even say you are sorry. Not sure if you notice tho and yeah I am kinda sensitive to things others say c; but you are also so childish which is kinda cute! If you really get to know them they are really great and loyal friends.
  • Taurus: Okay too precious for this world. Everything you do is so much art. We get along well but they can be so stubborn from time to time. Still cute and lovable. Can I just hug you all! Also loyal and make the greatest friends!
  • Gemini: Okay your sarcasm level it's over 9000! You are realists and your humor is on the other level! It's not easy to get along with them but when you do they are just the best thing that can happen to you! You are just fun to be around and I feel that you aren't as two faced that people say! Geminis I know are just so perf and cute and amazing!
  • Cancer: Okay you are my long lost brothers and sisters! I feel like we all have this really deep connection and that we just naturally get along with each other. Of course we are all little moody from time to time but we all get it and accept the fact in each other. All too precious to this world and omg.
  • Leo: So. Amazing. Omg. You are so nice and cute and funny and just adorable! I think we get along better than what people first think when they think cancers and leos. You have the funniest jokes and are loyal af. You can always trust that they are there for you! Your confidence is stunning and when you hang out with them you just notice that even you start to act more confident. Also their smile and them like overall are like sun and they are just shining brightly!
  • Virgo: We have this kind of understanding with each others. We feel like we are on the same page and all those deep conversations are something that I value so much. Sometimes you make fun of me how messy I am but it's okay! Still so freaking cute and adorable. I also admire how you actually can keep things in order like that's something I really just can't do!
  • Libra: Okay you are so nice and cute and we get along so well most of the time. Sometimes you get annoyed how clingy I am but you still bear with me and let me be my annoying self. You accept me how I am and omg. Most of you are so balanced with yourselves that I am jealous for that. So important and cute and cute and did I already say cute.
  • Scorpio: Okay why every scorpio that I have met are either hot or hot. Like is that common thing with you guys. You are all so deep stuff person but also you work hard to get what you want and when you get it, you won't let go. You are all so nice and idk just attractive persons, persons who I like to hang out with. Can I just marry you all? Oh wait that was not a question c;;
  • Sagittarius: Okay most of you are so open with other people that it hurts! You have maybe the best jokes ever and you really should think about going to comedy career! It's always fun to be around you and we never get bored when we hang out. You always want to do these extreme things what is the best! Like I said I'm never getting bored with you! c;;
  • Capricorn: Okay I haven't met many of you but you all seem to be so calm but so cute all at the same time! You set yourselves high goals and you work hardly towards them! Idk what else to say when I know so little but you are all cute c;
  • Aquarius: So freaking funny and lively! You are loud and you talk so much! It's so fun to be around you, there will be no quiet moment with you! You have really fun ideas ! You are all so adorable and funny. I get along with you quite well and I feel that we have been friends for so long even tho we haven't.
  • Pisces: Okay I either love you or then we don't really get along with each other. You are still are so cute and like everything you do (just like taurus') is really art! XD You really don't act like your age, it can go either way. Most of the time we get along with so well and you are so funny and you understand my point of view! So so so cute c;;
An Everyday Thing

Jemma Simmons likes going out on dates. She likes the dressing up, the feeling pretty, the adoration she usually got from the men and women that were seated across from her. She likes the food and the general ambiance.

What Jemma Simmons didn’t like about dates was the fact that it never worked out. They either were put off by her job, by her intelligence, or they thought she was out of their league. Sometimes it was the other way around – she was put off by their jobs, their intelligence or the lack thereof or she felt like they were out of her league.

Sure, it resulted in sexual escapades every now and then with the funny and attractive dates amongst them, but it never resulted in anything more. Anything solid. There never was anyone who would give her butterflies in her stomach or who would make her blush furiously.

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thepeachhashair  asked:

Solangelo Fake Dating 2

Fake Dating AU #2 Solangelo: “It’s bloody Valentine’s Day and there is a discount in the café for a couple and I don’t have enough money and oh hey you are single too so let’s pretend we are a couple and get this fucking discount I am bloody starving”

{This one has been in my askbox for a while as well. Sorry it’s taking so long to get to them all, but I’m steadily making my way through all the requests. I’m releasing this one a few days early because I am ONCE AGAIN going out of town. I won’t be back till Sunday, but hopefully I’ll have time to work on the next fic. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!}

Nico was a broke college student, no doubt about it, and sometimes that meant he went without a meal or two when money was tight. This was one of those times that money was tight, but it was worse than usual. Normally, Nico could work over time or take on odd jobs to make ends meet, but it was February, Valentine’s day to be exact, and Nico had about ten dollars to his name and no way to make quick money. Well, that last part was a little bit of a lie, but Nico wasn’t that desperate yet. See, his dad, Hades, was the super rich owner of Hades Inc, a successful mining company, so the Italian did have ways of getting money, but he swore the day he left, that he wouldn’t ask Hades for money unless his life depended on it. The raven haired thanatology major hadn’t had a proper meal in ages, his stomach growling disturbed his classmates, and his only reprieve was sleep, well what little sleep he managed to get. He still had some small things to eat, but not enough to satisfy his ever growing hunger pains. It may be coming to the point where I have to ask Hades for money, just so I can put food on the table. The Italian growled to himself and shook his head. No… things will get better when the holiday passes.

Nico’s stomach growled loudly, pulling him from his thoughts. He threw his hands up in defeat and let out a small shout of frustration. “Fine! I’m going.” He put on a huge coat, boots, and a black beanie to protect his ears from the frigid February air. The Italian knew of a small café down the street that always had good deals during the holidays. He was hoping that the little money he had would be enough to get him a big enough meal to last him a few days. When Nico stepped out of the door, a strong gust of wind almost blew him over. A hand on Nico’s back steadied him before the owner of the hand spoke. “Woah there, are you okay, Nico?”

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