okay so my sexuality's a complicated deal so let's just call me queer as hell
nono I wanna know can't you explain it
well ok mainly I am asexual which means I don't want to do the do nor do I long for it, so it has nothing to do with lack of confidence or anything like that, I simply don't find anyone sexually attractive
but I'm also bi romantic. The sexual and romantic attraction are different, and I still fall in love and want to have physical contact with my partner, I just don't need the hanky panky
right cause you have a girlfriend that's pansexual right
exactly and as long as we're both happy with not doing the rumba naked, that's a valid relationship
I get it, I get it... I didn't know the entire sexual and romantic orientations were different
yeah I know it was an eyeopener for me when I found ou-
Lady behind us in line:
excuse me so sorry but I couldn't help but overhear but I didn't know half of what you just said and I was just wondering what that thing your girlfriend was is, pansexual?
*awkward glance at friend* oh uh I'm not an expert or anything and uh ok so basically it's similar to being bisexual, but there's less value in what gender the one you're attracted to is, at least as I understood it. So a bisexual would be attracted to a person despite their gender, a pansexual wouldn't really care at all in a way uh I'm sorry I'm bad at explaining
Lady behind us in line:
that's alright I can look it up myself later you gave me a general idea! So where did you find out these things, you're pretty young?
well, Internet. Once you're a bit confused about what you might be you usually go looking for explanations...
Lady behind us in line:
so uh in theory... It's fine if you don't know, I just want to check with you... Is there a thing called aROMANTIC? like you're asexual, is there a equivalent to the romantic orientation you mentioned?
oh yeah, absolutely! You can be both asexual and aromantic, or aromantic and heterosexual, literally all combinations are possible!
Lady behind us in line:
*smiles LIKE REALLY GODDAMNED GENUINELY* thank you so much, I did not know that. *fishes up phone from pocket* now if you excuse me, I'm going to call my mother and tell her I'm not crazy for never having been married or stayed with one guy for long despite being 50+ but still has three children! *steps out of line and walks off while dialing*
wow that was... Amazing
see how happy she got? That's the power of right information.
And that's why I've been smiling since this happened.
Sending the loves to dearest @crystalchock-blog good luck on your exam!! Have this Jumin to boost you up before the exam starts LOL
Moving on to my other project, about the keychain for MM Halloween series, I’ll post it here when all the set is done^^ It’ll be available on a local event here, but I’m going to open an International Pre-Order too^^
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have you worked on automatons at all lately? i miss the robot boys :'(
I haven’t, since I’ve been busy publishing the kid’s book, but once that’s all done and sorted, I’ll have some free time, and would love to get a full automatons comic out! Don’t worry, I haven’t given up on it!
so, maybe this has been discussed before…but here we go anyways.
a lot of us love yuri on ice because of it’s pure hearted love, realistic depictions of characters, teaching us about a beautiful sport…the beautiful story itself. and something i’d like to talk about is how it approaches things many of us struggle with; anxiety
now, we know that katsuki yuuri struggles with anxiety (and depression, as well) but he is mainly known for his anxiety. and, at least for me, for many of us, it has become one of the reasons we really relate to him.
it even made me, personally, feel better at times. they did a good job of showing just some of the…mannerisms, that can come with having anxiety.
it also shows how he overcomes it and works through it in a very inspirational and amazing way. he was at, what felt like, rock bottom and, from there, (you can say) he rose from the ashes.
so, let’s talk about viktor nikiforov for a second.
i’ve seen several posts talking about this and maybe i’m just missing others, but i haven’t seen many people touching on this…that, in my opinion, viktor had depression. we talk about yuuri, for good reason. but viktor…always smiling, joking, charismatic viktor. he wasn’t happy anymore.
he lacked inspiration…but, not only that, something he loved, his passion, he lost an interest for it, his reason for it. isn’t that one of the biggest symptoms of depression? he felt isolated and alone. lacking life. lacking love. another fact is that it is usually the people who are so charming, smiling the brightest, laughing the loudest…are who’re hurting the most.
and so many people talk about the “face” viktor puts on for the public and other people…could that be because of how unhappy he was inside?
(also, side note, about that one post that confirmed that when “yuuri laughs it’s not always from his heart”…
could this be why yuuri sees viktor as he is and wants him to “just be viktor” and why viktor feels such a bond with yuuri? cause he is finally understood and seen as himself. just as he understands yuuri.)
and, i mean, makkachin can even be looked at as an emotional comfort dog with how viktor clung to him…he is. (and, also, with how yuuri clung to vicchan. how he was so distraught when he died that it affected his program and emotional stability. it’s the same thing. that connection.) and so when makkachin was in trouble, yuuri knew how viktor would react if something happened to him cause they both have/had strong connections with their pets. hence, why he sent viktor back to japan. and why he even is attached to makkachin too.
and both these characters were strong on their own. we’re inspirations on their own. but…that’s the point, right? they were on their own. they felt alone. and they came into each other’s lives right when they needed each other the most.
yuuri showed viktor the life and love he had been missing. and viktor came right when yuuri was the most lost and didn’t know what to do. they pushed each other and relied on one another.
they inspired each other to find their love again. love for their passions and career. and a love for life. all through a love for each other.
and it wasn’t explicitly said but… yuuri did help viktor through his depression.
and viktor did help yuuri overcome his anxiety.
and, also, i think that’s one of the reasons why it hurts both of them (and us) so much when we even think about them separating.
and, i think, that shows something so beautiful, something deeper in this show. something that really touched all of us. a genuine love that saved these two people. a love we all wish to find.
they will always go through their struggles. life just works like that. but they will never be alone. and that makes all the difference.
After the lunch, Aria and Amelia spent the rest of the day planning a way to convince their mother to fly out to San Francisco within the week. Aria hated Miranda, she was loud and high pitched and extremely obnoxious. Even the dog eyed her suspiciously. She noticed the glares that the dark haired woman would send her whenever her father left the room, uttering words that started with ‘Listen up you little rat,’. Lillian watched on amused knowing that Archie would leave her the moment herself and Amelia told him about her behaviour whenever she left the room.
Lillian strongly believed that Archie and (Y/N) would be reunited soon. She had never seen a couple so in love with each other even at a young age. No love was meant to end like that.
“Aria, how do we convince mom to fly out to San Francisco for Saturday? It’s near impossible.”
Aria smirked as she saw her auntie Betty and auntie Veronica approach the house next door from her bedroom window. “Give me a minute, Mel, I’ll call back soon.” she spoke, throwing her phone on to the bed and rushing downstairs. Aria was aware that her plan could go wrong but there was no other way. She knew that these two women would be able to convince her mum.
“Auntie Betty! Auntie Veronica! Wait!” she said, out of breath from running. The two women looked at each other and at the girl that now stood before them.
“Aria?” Betty asked, the confusion in her voice was clear and it made Veronica chuckle. “What are you doing here?”
“It’s a long story, I’m guessing?” Veronica raised her eyebrow at the younger girl “Come inside, tell us all about it.”
“Well, you see, I met Amelia at camp. At first I thought she was really, really annoying but then we got sent to solitary confinement and she found that picture of dad that mum gave me.” Aria explained, looking up at the two women. Both their expressions held a look of confusion and worry, which made her laugh a little. “And then we did a little digging, she had the other half of the picture. Then I realised, that she was the child in the picture with my father. I had always assumed it was her. Then we decided to swap places.”
“So why are you telling us this? Do you want to go home? I can call your mom.” Betty said, the confusion in her voice previously had been replaced with worry, her expression had become softer and she looked at Aria with a frown that made her worry come through more clearer.
“No, it’s not that! Amelia and I, well, mainly me, want mum and dad to reunite and thats where I need your help.” Veronica instantly shook her head causing Aria to pout “Please auntie Ronnie! I’m begging. I don’t want dad to marry obnoxious Miranda. Even Toby doesn’t like her and he likes everyone!”
“Wait a minute, what do you mean your dad is marrying Miranda? Who is she?” Veronica asked.
Kevin picked up the grape before throwing it at the couple that sat before him. “You guys make me sick.” he said, before repeating his previous actions, making (Y/N) roll her eyes at her friend.
“Aren’t you used to them by now, Keller? They’ve been like this since forever.” Cheryl said, making the group look up at her. “They’re,” she paused for a while “Cute.” Her tone was filled with disgust. Making Veronica laugh slightly. ‘No one actually asked for your opinion’ she thought.
“You know, I think the day you two stop being like this, the day the world ends. You two have been together since we were in grade school. Now we’re freshmen and you guys are still going strong! I mean Jason Blossom has been after you, (Y/N), since before you and Archibald got together. It’s nuts!” Kevin spoke “I’m not saying anything Archie, but it’s Jason Blossom and well you’re you.”
(Y/N) burst out into a fit of laughter, unable to contain it, she had never expected Kevin to come out with that. Archie playfully smacked (Y/N)’s arm at her reaction towards Kevin’s comment. “In all honesty, I’d break up with (Y/N) for Jason Blossom.” Archie commented, sending a wink in his girlfriend’s direction.
Aria looked up at her two aunties, her eyes pleading for them to say yes. They both had already promised not to tell Archie about the swap. “Fine, Aria, you know I can never say no to you. I’ll speak to her tonight.” Veronica spoke “I don’t care what you think Bet, we’re doing this.”
Aria jumped up, wrapping her arms around Veronica’s neck. “You guys are the best!”
Lillian sat watching the flame haired pace back and forth as she spoke on the phone. Curiosity got the best of her and before she could even think, she was already making her way towards the girl.
“So has mum agreed?” the girl spoke, her accent taking Lillian by surprise.
“Aria?” Jughead shouted, his voice echoing around the house. Immediately the young girl came running out of his office. Aria’s eyebrow was raised at her uncle, almost as if she was expecting something. Jughead lowered his voice as the girl stopped in front of him. “It’s time to let her know, Lia.”
Lillian felt tears prick her eyes, she couldn’t believe her ears. The girl she had longed to see grow up alongside Amelia was right in front of her. She wanted nothing more than to cup her face, taking everything in and also listen to the way her accent made the simplest sentences sound ridiculously elegant. She frankly couldn’t believe what Aria had just told her. Meeting at camp, finding out about each other and then trading places. “Lil why are you crying?” Archie asked as he walked out onto the patio.
“She’s so beautiful,” she said, her voice cracking as her words came out “She’s just amazing. I love her.” Lillian slowly stepped into the house, her gaze staying on Aria.
Amelia ran into (Y/N)’s bed, immediately hiding under her mother’s sheets. (Y/N) flinched slightly as her daughter cuddled into her side. “What’s wrong, darling?”
“I’m leaving town.”
“To do what, exactly?” (Y/N) was amused at her daughter’s situation and held back her laughter, knowing her daughter was somehow distressed.
“I need to go see Aria!” Amelia exclaimed, pushing the sheets off her face. “That’s why Aunt Veronica and Aunt Betty wants you to come out to San Francisco. So you can un-swap us!”
(Y/N)’s face immediately softened and the laugh she was holding back suddenly disappeared. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion. She was unsure of whether to believe it was happening or whether she was still asleep. After all it was only half past eight in the morning. She looked down at her daughter, pushing her hair from her face and kissing her forehead “You promise you’re not playing a cruel prank on me?”
“Mom, I’m Amelia and Aria is over in Riverdale with Archie Andrews aka our dad.” Amelia frowned “But now you definitely have to un-swap us!”
“Amelia, darling, why didn’t you tell me earlier? Aren’t you missing your father?”
“Mom, I miss dad so much but I wanted to meet you and find out what you were like and Aria felt the same way with dad so we switched places. Mom, I just really want you to love me the way you love Aria.”
(Y/N) wrapped her arms around Amelia and pulled her closer to her chest. “Oh sweetheart, I do love you. I think about you every single day and I frankly can’t quite believe that you’re with me, but Amelia, you do realise that you belong with your father and Aria belongs with me. We agreed on that and I don’t really want to break your father’s heart.”
“But moooooom!” Amelia whined, causing Jughead to let out a loud laughter that echoed throughout (Y/N)’s room “You already have so what’s one more heartbreak?”
When John Constantine has to take care of Annabella she accidentally gets teleported to another dimension. Now she wants to bring back someone who she thinks will make her dad happy. (this was inspired by this post)
“Alright squirt here you go. This seems harmless enough for you.” John handed Annabella a rather large book.
“What does it do?” She asked.
“You open it and ask for any story you want and it will show it to you.”
“Ohhh.” Annabella opened the book and paused for a moment. What should she ask for? Fairytales? Adventure? Then she figured it out she didn’t have anyone to tell her stories about her dad. “I wanna see stories of my daddy.”
The pages of the book began to shift and slowly started to show her different stories. Some talked about the past. Some talked about what could have been. But there were some where some that seemed extra special, they talked about her dad in a way she never realized, they gave him happy stories with a happy life. She was a bit confused at to who the boys being mentioned were but she was glad to know that whoever they were made her dad happy. At the end of every story it was marked by panda. A panda wrote stories about her dad?
“I wish I could meet this panda.” Annabella whispered.
“Wait no!” Before Annabella could register what was happening a cloud of smoke shot up from the book and suddenly she was in a different room.
The book in her hands had disappeared and she looked around curiously. She jumped when she heard someone eep and turned around to face a young woman.
“Um hi? Wait how did you get in here? Who are you?” The young woman questioned as she stared at the little girl sitting on her bed wearing a mask.
“Well I can’t tell you my name my daddy won’t let me. And I’m not really sure how I got here. I asked to meet a panda and then there was a poof of smoke and here I am!”
“Okay sweetie listen I know you are pretty young but I’m going to need you to tell me a bit more and I really need to know your name.”
Annabella huffed but nodded in understanding and began to explain her story a bit better. When she finished explaining the girl blinked at her several times.
“Okay my family is playing a prank on me right?”
“Um no? It’s the truth I swear.”
“You’re telling me that you’re the daughter of Bruce Wayne and that you ended up here because of magic?”
“Sweetie that’s not possible. Bruce Wayne is a comic book character. He doesn’t exist.”
“Yes he does he’s my dad.”
“Okay I’m going to call my family and get you to your real home.”
“But I’m telling the truth.” Annabella huffed, but she realized the girl wasn’t going to believe her. She just hoped her dad would find her soon. In the meantime. “Do you have any peanut butter?”
“Um I think so.”
“May I have some?”
“Sure.” The woman picked the girl up and took her to the kitchen as she tried to get a hold of her family.
“Oh kitties!” The girl squealed as she went to pet the cats laying on the floor.
“Here you go little one.” Said the woman as she set a small bowl of peanut butter with apple slices on the table.
“Thank you. So what’s your name?” Annabella asked as she sat on a chair and began to eat.
“Sara… that’s a nice name.”
“I like your stories Sara you make my daddy happy.” Sara smiled at the girl and decided to play along with her game.
“Well I’m glad you like them though I don’t think you’re old enough to be reading them.”
“Well the book would turn them into pictures and it would mainly show me the happy ones. But why did the book say it was written by a panda?”
“My friends call me panda.”
“Oh like Uncle Flash calls me baby bat.”
“Yeah sure.” Suddenly a thump was heard from upstairs and two sets of footsteps could be heard coming down the stairs.
“Annabella!?” Said Bruce as he appeared in the kitchen doorway in his Batman suit.
“Daddy!” The girl squealed as she got off the chair and ran to hug her father.
“Don’t you ever scare me like that again. Are you okay?”
“I’m fine the nice lady took care of me.” Annabella pointed to Sara who was starting wide eyed at both of them.
“There you see mate the little squirt is perfectly safe.” Said John.
“Daddy can we keep her? She’s really nice. I think she can make an awesome mommy.” They heard a thud and the three of them turned to see Sara passed out on the ground. “Whoops.”
I, Orgel, have decided that I will be taking a break from any requests for the time being. Mainly due to me being stressed out, not sleeping well, not taking care of myself, skipping meals, and hurting other around me due to it all.
I’m going to guess that I will be absent for maybe a week or two, I’m not quite sure yet. I’m doing this so I can focus on myself, and bring out better content when I feel more confident about everything I post.
Loki had set hourly reminders in my phone about tonight’s dinner plans; which brings a smile to my face each time it goes off. It’s been rather quiet today so I take off an hour early so I can be ready by the time Loki even walks through the door.
Home: I jump in the shower, undertaking all my bathing rituals before drying and sitting in front of the mirror in a towel as I apply my makeup. I haven’t eaten all day and the mere thought of the food at Teresa’s is making my stomach growl in anticipation. Oh I already know what I’m having. Looking forward to tonight has literally been the only thing keeping me happy all week. Once I pack away all my things in the drawers (so Loki doesn’t walk in and have a cow), I skip across the living room and up the stairs where my dress is already laid out on the bed. I pull out a new set of lingerie that I’ve been meaning to wear and model in front of the mirror. Yeah, I’d do me.
tumblr buds with multiple dogs: Do you always take your dogs out on activities together? Do you walk them all at once? I usually do with M&M. We do separate adventures sometimes. But I’m thinking about making a chart to walk them solo. My body has been super achy lately. They walk well while alone. But together they pull me in different directions. (mainly sniffy maeby baby!) Training to walk nicely together would be beneficial. But we also don’t get very far when I try to do this. We all need longer outings to stay in shape. I’m typing out loud.
Long story short:
What’s your typical multiple dog exercise routine look like?
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