so I’m leaving tomorrow and I won’t be back for a week, and I don’t really have anyone to take care of my cat, so I decided that I’d leave him in my backyard and have someone feed him every morning. i’m literally sitting here crying my eyes out because I miss him ): this will be his first night outside too. two weeks ago I let one of my cats outside because he got aggressive, and when I went out to get him he was gone, so it just doesn’t sit well with me that I might come back and he’ll be gone. and with everything else going on it just feels like everything and everyone I care about is slowly leaving me, and it’s really scary. i should be really happy that I get to see BTS in three days, but instead I’m sitting here in tears. i’m not typing this to ask for advice, it took a lot of thinking to come to his decision, I just want to let it out because I don’t really have anyone to talk to….
a question about emoji spells... people always put "like to charge, reblog to cast" and i was just curious, if someone likes it but doesn't reblog (cast) it, does that charge it for everyone else who casts it? does that make a spell with more notes (or more likes at least) more powerful because it's been charged so many times?