well i cant stop now

I really need some like, otayuri fluff in my life rn?? Like pls

•At the beach and Otabek cant swim so Yuri tries to teach him how to swim
•it turns into a giant mess tho because Yuri is apparently a really shitty teacher
•Otabek kisses his frustrations away and instead they make sand castles

•Otabek can draw?? What?? So Yuri lays down on the couch in the LEAST sexy pose and says “draw me like one of your french girls”
•Beka takes a whopping 5 minutes on it, coloring and all, and they laugh at it for 10 minutes
•Later when Yuri falls asleep during the movie at the other end of the couch, Otabek sneaks down and actually does a very nice portrait of Yuri asleep
•Yuri has them both framed in his apartment next to each other

•Yuri constantly buys shit for Beka because he has like no impluse control
•Guys this boy has like a $1,000 backpack okay dont talk to me
•Anyways one day he buys Beka this leather jacket that looks like it belongs in a Lady Gaga music video. Its a crop top jacket with studs and fringe EVERYWHERE and Yuri LOVES IT
•After mails it, like, a week later, Otabek posts a pic on instagram of him, leaning against his bike, in leather skinny jeans and the jacket with ray bands on and it goes like, viral over night. Yuri is s h o o k. Otabek texts him later like, “Oh, by the way, thanks for the jacket Babe”

Give me the boys being silly and stupid and in love p l e a s e

so here I am. enjoying my night when I get a message from my dad. hes nice at first, tells me he loves me. hopes im well. I say “I love you” back.

then he gets to why he was really messaging me… 

he asked me why I blocked my little brother on facebook. I told him that I didnt want to be associated with my step mother. he then cursed at me and told me it wasnt my little brothers fault his mother is awful.

but the truth is that its not just his mom… its him. he used to hit me. like bad. right in the face. scratched my arms until I bled. teachers would ask questions…

he told me that my mother left me because she didnt love me ….

and my sister (the only sibling I’m close to) tells me to forgive and move on..

but I still have nightmares. I still get panic attacks. I still deal with depression and thoughts of killing myself.

and cutting off those who make my life chaotic has helped me. so why should i feel bad for taking care of myself?

my dad continued to argue. sent me a picture of me and my brother to guilt me. 

told me “one day you will need me and i wont be here.”

and i wrote back this

now my sister is saying he wasnt so bad. it could have been worse.

he was “hardworking” and “he just wanted to be with someone who loved him”

really? with the lady who abused me for years? thats where he wanted love from? I should feel bad for him?

hahahahahah fuck no.

fuck him. fuck her. 

my little brother may not be to blame. he was a child. she was the one controlling him to hurt me. she would laugh when he did it. would just watch as he punched me in the face and tell me to “get over it.”

but knowing that doesnt heal me. I’m damaged and im trying to cope.

haha WELL, i came up with this AU and now I cant stop thinking about it… (Until Dawn spoilers under the cut) (I swear to god if I spoil Until Dawn for anyone EVER in my LIFE I will never be able to live with myself, its TOO GOOD)

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Made a demonic guardian for myself to join that delightful bandwagon. (I mean, I’ve been on the demonic guardians au bandwagon for what feels like ages but it took me this long to finally make an official one for me like all the cool kids are doing, ma am I cool yet–)

He was gonna be Hertz’s big brother at first since they’re both radios but that quickly spiraled downwards and Deci kind of became his own thing? I ‘unno. Also what even is shading, I hate shading so much, take these random zigzag lines I like to call shading and kill me with them.

Edit: WOOP I made him too girly oh god I have such a horrible habit of making super girly/cute boys end me now. But yeah he identifies as a male. My bad. ;v;

flawless human beings: angel coulby

Idea: Get the main duo of your favorite cartoons and put them on a death match!!

High chance this wont end well…

I’m a horrible person for putting children at the age of 10-16 who did nothing wrong into a life and death match…



So I guess this is a second part to this. This episode came out like a tiny bit of time after I did the first of these but I hadn’t gotten the chance to actually draw it until now xD

Once again, click for captions i guess?


*Edit: Now there’s a part 3 as well (i cant stop myself sorry)


okay i just heard this and I love it xD
although the screamo parts concern me greatly😂 tokyo ghoul characters singing unravel! idk if you guys have heard this yet but this is great :D ken-the-amada cardboardkhrushchev (( taken from nii chan on youtube ))

ok so now that i recently got 3k followers, i thought it was time for my first ever follow forever! so here is how it goes! the bolded ones are my mutuals and the italic&bold ones are my friends (or at least people i concider friends but they may not concider me as a friend oops)!

also i am not taking the ones i just started following im sorry but ilu all either way~

2p-canada || aphaphaph || aphchina || aphdansk || aphdaze || aphfemme || aphfinland || aphgirls || aphgod || aphhongkong || aphkarma || aphlitauen || aphlithuania || aphnarrator || aphnativeamerica|| aphnetherlands || aphnordiccs || aphnordici|| aphpewdiepie || aphprussia|| aphromano || aphromanito || aphspamano || aphspamanobutts || aphthailand || aph-america|| aph-canadian || aph-denmark || aph-england || aph-femromano || aph-france || aph-germany || aph-italia || aph-italy-feliciano|| aph-latvia || aph-poland || aph-norway || aph-norways || aph-oesterreich || aph-preussen || aph-russia || aph-sassy-ass || aph-sealand || aph-smiles || aph-spain || actualdenmark || actually-nico || alfredtalia || alfred-f-jones-world-hero || alfrecl-f-jones || alfredojones || alioistrancy || aloistrancey || axispowersshella

belgiun || bisexualnorway || bonnefoys || boss-lovi || braginskya || buonotomatoes || bubbleteahime || chiibitalia || connorstolll || dame-un-beso-tomate || denxnor || didihime || doitsu-aph || doritovargas || duchessofprussia || efficaciousicarus || english-american

fem-usa​ || francymemad​ || gernotsomany || hetalalalia|| hanatamango || hetasdfjkl || hetalia-actually || heartofhetalia || hetaliaxispowers || hetalianforever || hetare-hetalia || hetaliangonewild || himapatatas || hipster-tooru|| hot-tamale-spain || iggyass || italianfantasies || ivanswaginsky || kariedo || kiku-hondas || loicnottet|| lovi-noo || lovi-chan || lovicarriedo || lovino || lovinino || lithuanyeah|| ludwig-bottomschmidt

makos-girl|| makoto-tachimama || mathlaskohler || mediterraneantomatoes || miss-aph || mochis || mochitalia || monacosbow || mr-aph || netherlandsxspain || nonna-roma|| norwayaph || norwhat || nyocan || nyo-greece || nyonetherlands || nyoport || nyo-rome || omuii|| pasta-bastard || pomodorotiamo || prussians-little-master || red-roses-and-tea || romano-is-crying || romanitovargas || rusxame

seborgas || shy-germany || sunnydiangelo || solangelo || spicy-tomato-fairy || spains-dick|| spainsh || spamalby || spamanomg || spamano-adventures || spamano-butt-sex || spamano-more-like-spamayes || spxmano || stoned-moldova || swaginsky|| swaggeroonie || sweeeden || tea-a-holics || tfwnoprussia || that-titan-has-a-nice-ass|| thevoltageprincess || tomatoem || tomatolovers || tomatopride || tomiiko || transalfred || transtalian|| vargas-lovino || vargeese || venevargas || vivalaprussia || yiangillium

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and ofc my best friend in the whole wide world that i love a lot, a-case-of-lou, for introducing me to tumblr and for being my first follower here~ i love you :*