well i can but they turn out really bad

anonymous asked:

I've had a really stressful bad day. I had to do a presentation at work (which went well but as I was walking back to my seat, I fell off the chair, grabbed at the nearest thing to keep myself up, turns out it was a mug of coffee, and I spilled it all over myself.) Then things just kept going badly all day and I just want to cry but I can't because the tears won't come. I haven't cried tears in so long but I cry on the inside a lot… thanks for letting me vent. Can you help me feel better? Thanks

Aww anon. I’m sorry to hear that. Everyone has a stressful day and crying can be hard. maybe you could try taking a hot shower, get some icecream and watch your favorite movie. It help when I have a stressful day. Let me know how it goes <3

Kara’s body language when speaking about Cat

Cat has her cute looking up thing, but Kara has this habit of hugging a pillow when she is distressed and worried about losing Cat.


“I have to see Miss Grant tomorrow and, between what happened with Adam and missing work, ugh, it’s bad, it’s really bad.

“I do not do well with change. Gosh, Miss Grant, I really can’t imagine being here without you.

“Turns out, I’m not a reporter. And Cat is leaving, Clark is leaving, everything is changing.”


It’s like she needs to hold to something in order to focus, to be able to talk about it and express her fears without losing it completely.
And, at the same time, hugging something is an instinctive way to seek comfort and warmth, to protect herself from her own feelings and from how terribly scared she is of seeing Cat leaving or of seeing their relationship somewhat ruined. Because Kara can’t lose Cat.

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I guess I thought I was doing okay, but as it turns out, I’m not doing so well. I was waking up in the mornings with half of a smile on my face for days at a time, and the blueness of the sky made me want to get up for once, instead of stay in bed to avoid the sun. I was showering on a daily basis and sleeping through the night. I was only having nightmares once a week, and they weren’t as bad as they used to be. But something changed, and I can’t really place it or name it, but I think it had to do with seeing your name flash on the computer monitor. Suddenly, my half-smile was washed away, and I hid from the sun again. I couldn’t sleep soundly, and bathing became another chore. The nightmares have turned into night terrors.
—  T. Edana Talbott
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valentine’s day over the years with nick and charlie

[nick and charlie are from solitaire by alice oseman]

Bad Dreams

http://thepainofbeingafangirl.tumblr.com/post/155922485031/can-you-write-a-niall-imagine-where-he-wakes-up

“ Can you write a Niall imagine where he wakes up having really bad anxiety for some reason and he tries to just calm himself down and calm his mind but it’s not working and he starts to feel ill and he ends up being super sick which just makes him more anxious and super upset because he’s feeling so sick? Thanks love! “

I wrote this just a little differently, ending it with you helping to calm him down. I enjoyed writing this, thank you for the request anon! I hope you like it!

Niall could barely catch his breath. He was running, running for his life from something he couldn’t see. He was trying to catch up to you, also running for your life. His chest was heaving, his lungs were burning. It was dark enough that he couldn’t see most of what was around him. He knew he was in the woods somewhere, some unfamiliar part. The ground was solid but the soft dirt kicked up behind him as he ran. Twigs and leaves brushed his legs, and tree branches pulled at his shirt as he sprinted by. He was absolutely terrified, this thing was chasing the both of you and it was getting closer. He managed to catch up to you and you both ran in sync, feet thumping against the ground. Suddenly out of nowhere the woods got thicker, you both caught a face full of branches and leaves. He forced the thickets out of the way and kept going. He realized that you weren’t next to him anymore. Skidding to a stop, he turned around and saw you struggling on the ground, your foot caught up to the ankle in roots and brush. He heard you scream and saw you struggle, and he tried to get to you. With every step you only seemed to get further away, and he could see what was chasing you. It was a dark cloud, that seemed to move like a swarm of bugs. But, it was wisps of vapor. He lost his footing and fell, landing sprawled out on the ground. He tried to scramble to his feet, but something had him. He couldn’t get to you. He saw the black cloud overtake you, and you disappeared.  He yelled out for you, and braced himself as the cloud approached him. Just before it overtook him, he woke up.

Niall sat bolt upright in bed, chest heaving and heart racing. He was drenched in a cold sweat and he felt panicked. He remembered some of his dream, it began to slip away from the second he woke up. The thing that was clear in his mind was that he couldn’t get to you, he couldn’t save you from that…thing. He noticed he was shivering too. His hands were shaking and his teeth chattered, and violent shudders kept going down his spine. He glanced over at your sleeping form, hair splayed across the pillow and mouth parted slightly. You were sound asleep, undisturbed by his sudden awakening. Quietly, he took off the covers and groped for the t-shirt and sweatpants he had discarded on the floor before he went to bed. Pulling them both on, he tiptoed to the bathroom, still shivering. He felt nauseous, the emotions from that dream still coming over him in waves. His cold sweat had left him absolutely freezing, that explained some of the shivering. He turned on the faucet and ran warm water over his hands, cupping them and splashing some on his face. It helped some, but the nausea grew more intense with each second. Now, his head was pounding too. He slid down onto the floor next to the toilet, trying to get his senses under control. The anxiety, the pure panic he felt when he woke up, was still making his stomach churn. He wrapped his arms around himself, rubbing his hands up and down to try and calm the goosebumps on his arms. All at once the pounding in his head intensified and the nausea reached its peak, and he found himself on his knees, bent over the toilet and retching. He vomited whatever was in his stomach, perspiration dotting his forehead.

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anonymous asked:

Iwaizumi friendship headcannons! Please and thanks!

  • Iwaizumi is super protective
  • Dating someone? They’re dating him too
  • He can be very tsun about it so don’t point it out
  • You’re probably the reason why he can’t date anyone
  • I’m assuming you get along well with Oikawa
  • Iwaizumi will probably pretend to be your bf sometimes to ward off pervs and jerks alike
  • He likes your jokes
  • Even if they’re really bad ones
  • Don’t let him tell jokes unless you want to suffer from second-hand embarrassment
  • He’s the type of guy who’d live in the opposite direction but still walk you home
  • If you ever get into a playful bicker that suddenly turns quite serious, he takes a while but is the first one to apologize (even if he’s not in the wrong)
  • He gives you the cold shoulder during fights
  • He calls you by a nickname
  • Late night phone calls and texts are thing for you and Iwaizumi (and Oikawa)
  • The type of friend to back you up if someone says something negative about you
  • But he’s kind of the “do it, and then think” guy so he might just punch that shit talker in the throat
  • The type of friend who’s still awkward around your family even though he’s been to your house many times before
  • He’s your advice go-to guy

I said this a long while ago, but I think it’s something to note again since I recently got a question about dream placements. I also feel like doing story time so lmao

I think Saturn slapped my idealistic ass in the face when it came to relationships. I remembered complaining in my mind, going “Why can’t I just find the man of my dreams!? Only then will my life will work out well! Why are guys so evil and mean and BAD!! I have NO hope WHATSOEVER because guys are idiots!!” (I don’t think like this anymore, fyi)

And right then, my last ex came into my life, and he was the man of my dreams. Nerdy, really tall, timid, somewhat feminine, artistic, with an interest in video games. He was majoring in game design and he thought almost exactly like me in everything. My “dream guy” literally just turned out to be a guy who was a reflection of me… Which makes sense because of my 7th House stellium. Then, I saw the ugly parts of myself through him and he eventually left me (in less than a month!!) because you know, it’s quite hard to keep anyone with a 7th House stellium in a relationship. We ironically try very hard to be accommodating when we actually drain our partners at the end of the day.

But anyways, I felt like Saturn slapped me in the face, because the breakup literally screamed, “You now actually got the man of your dreams and didn’t manage to keep him. Are you happy now? Probably not because your dreams are unrealistic and you need to embrace the flaws of yourself and others if you want to keep a relationship!!”

And then a few months later, my current boyfriend popped into my life and he was obnoxiously different from me, but I’ve never been so happy :) I’m also thankful for him teaching me to be independent to not to be overly reliant on others for happiness (7th house stellium issues) since he’s such a quiet introvert <3

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So this is Carly. She is super old and totally blind and her back legs don’t work very well.

Usually I only upload pictures of dogs that turn out looking either really good or hilariously bad. But Carly is representative of my average dog that I really enjoy.

My favorite dogs are the old ones that get turned away from other shops as they get decrepit, the ones that bite and get banned because the groomer can’t touch them.

Do they always look immaculate? Hell no, I sent a Cairn home the other day with his face looking so choppy I thought they’d complain or not want to pay. His mother’s response? That he looked beautiful and she was greatful I didn’t risk injuring him (he bit me and the scissors for his face so I did what I could with a muzzle on).

So I know Carly’s legs aren’t perfect, I know her top knot is a little crooked. But she and her mom both went home happy.

All this to get to here, I decided on the future motto of the shop I’ll own when I’m ready (in five to ten years). So don’t laugh but it’s “The three C’s to Connor’s dog grooming: Cute, Clean, Comfortable”

I’m not one of those groomers that insists on perfection from every dog. What I want is a healthy, happy experience for the animals and a good visual result for the families.

So I feel really good about how Carly looks because her mom got the haircut she wanted and Carly had a good day. Which means I had a good day, too.

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Jean: Hey, Bobby? I, um - when you were looking at Scott -
Bobby: What? What about it?
Jean: Well, I just - I felt you - 
Bobby: I thought you stopped doing that!
Jean: I am! I tried!
Bobby: Try harder!
Jean: Look, I’m sorry, but feelings are - 
Bobby: My feelings!
Jean: Yeah, and you’re upset, and - I just want you to know you can talk to me.
Bobby: I really don’t think this is something you can help me with.
Jean: It’s worth a shot. That’s what family’s for.
Bobby: …Okay. So - you and Scott, you get married, right? No surprise there. Except - it turns out it make me super jealous.
Jean: Of Scott?
Bobby: Of you.
Jean: …Oh.
Bobby: Yeah. Bad enough that I’m a -
Jean: No, Bobby. There’s nothing wrong with what we are or who we love.
Bobby: Maybe, but - wait, we?
Jean: Uh, yeah, I’ve had - I mean, with Wanda -
Bobby: Seriously?
Jean: Maybe it runs in the family? Hank’s totally got a crush on - 

A rewrite of ANXM 40 for the Bisexual Books contest!

Midnight Snack

Summary: You and your boyfriend Steve can’t sleep, so you both take it upon yourselves to pass the time.

Characters: Steve x Reader

Warnings: Nightmares and insomnia, I guess. I’ve never done warnings before.

Word Count: 1,818 (It’s a beautiful number.)

Author’s Note: So this is one of many that I had originally written on Quotev. It’s not exactly copy and paste though, because I wrote it along time ago and…it was pretty bad. I was going to just edit it, but it got out of hand and now its a completely different story. But I really hope it turns out well! The gif isn’t mine btw. Love you!

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The West Wing Sentence Starters: Part One

“I understand your feelings, but please believe me when I tell you that I am a nice guy having a bad day.”

“If our children can buy pornography on any street corner for five dollars, isn’t that too high a price to pay for free speech?”

“And it turns out that I accidentally slept with a prostitute last night.”

“Well, this is bad on so many levels.”

“The thing is while there really are a great many things on which I can speak with authority, I’m not good at talking about the White House.”

“True or false: If I were to stand on high ground in Key West with a good pair of binoculars, I’d be as informed as I am right now.”

“’I am the Lord your God, thou shalt worship no other god before me.’ Boy, those were the days, huh?”

“Please call the editor of the New York Times crossword and tell him that Khaddafi is spelled with an H and two D’s and isn’t a seven-letter word for anything.”

“Tell your friend s/he’s got a funny name, and s/he should learn how to ride a bicycle.”

“We’re flying in a Lockheed Eagle series L1011. It came off the line 20 months ago. It carries a Sim-5 Transponder tracking system. Are you telling me I can still flummox this thing with something I bought at Radio Shack?”

“I’m sorry to be rude, but are you a moron?”

“The 18th president was Ulysses S. Grant and the Roosevelt Room was named for Theodore.”

“A year from today at least one of you’s/us gonna look pretty stupid.”

“ I’m not saying I don’t like our chances.”

“I think that five dollars is too high a price to pay for pornography.”

“What are you, from State Farm?”

“What’s my name? My name doesn’t matter. I am just an ordinary citizen who relies on the Times crossword for stimulation. And I’m telling you that I met the man twice. And I recommended a pre-emptive Exocet missile strike against his air force, so I think I know how…”

“I agree with them. And you know how that makes me crazy.”

“I’m gonna make a suggestion, which might help you out, but I don’t want this gesture to be mistaken for an indication that I like you.”

“Until you do, you can all get your fat asses out of my House.”

“No! If I’m going to make you sit through this preposterous exercise, we’re going to get the names of the damn commandments right.”

“The god you pray to is too busy being indicted for tax fraud.”

“Well, you could call 1-800-BITE-ME.”

“With the clothes on their backs, they came through a storm. And those that didn’t die want a better life. And they want it here. Talk about impressive.”

“I may have just gotten back into the business this morning, but I didn’t come by way of a turnip truck, you know what I’m saying?”

“You can have a normal life. You’d be amazed at how normal I can be!”

“I’m just about done.”

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“as someone who has gone through a miscarriage I can say you fully hit…”

I’ve kept quiet about it, but I have also been in Luna’s shoes, multiple times, and I agree that you did a great job of representing how someone would feel, that mixture of anger and fear and confusion and sadness. But now after several years of issues and being told we might never have kids, I have a super awesome little girl getting ready to turn two, so I can’t wait to see Luna and Sean’s future!

I’m so sorry to hear you’ve had to experience it, several times at that. 
I’m glad things turned out well for you, though. I’m really bad with words when not talking to anons, I feel, but it’s good to know things can take a turn for the better, even if it doesn’t seem like it at first? 

I hope you and your daughter are both doing well, hun~  uwu <3

i feel morally obligated to do this

Tagged by @the-flannel-princess

Nickname: some people have been given permission to call me Ben. others from ye old internet days call me Craig still

Star sign: taurus

Height: 6′2 (i think)

Time right now: 12:38

Last thing you googled: yen to usd (i was curious about some price changes)

Favorite music artist: well now this isnt a question i can answer correctly, but rn i think it’d be Aquors. i finished rewatching sunshine so ive been listening to em a lot lately

Song stuck in my head: Daisuki Dattara Daijoubu and Waku-Waku Week

Last movie I watched: LOTR: Return of the King

Last TV show I watched: i really dont want to be admitting this but it’s the shitty dragon maid anime bc i was really curious and it surprisingly turned out to not be a giant shithole of failure and bad fanservice. its actually pretty funny and sweet. the music, art, progression, characters, and humor are all really great. too bad the marketing fucked it over

What I’m wearing right now: OPM shirt that my dear friend Carmen gave me and batman pajama bottoms 

When I created this blog: March 2015

Do I get asks regularly: ive gotten like 2 asks ever 

Why did I choose my URL: i wanted to ditch my old CraigTheProphet thing and i threw together squid patrol and i have no idea where it came from????

Hogwarts house: hufflepuff 

Pokemon team: Greninja, Mega Scizor, Jolteon, Garchomp, Mimikyu, Salazzle

(subs: Pyukumuku, Kommo-o, Golisopod, Venasaur, Noivern)

Favorite color: purple, dark red/maroon 

Favorite characters: Kamina, Simon, Gyro Zeppeli, the entire squad in Vento Aureo, the aquors, inferno cop, im really drawing a blank atm but there’re others

Dream job: im not sure. something to do with art, definitely. 

Number of blankets: i just have a comforter with a blue cover on it that my aunt painted dragons on when i was like 2

Followers: 300 pornbots and 4 real people 

i guess i tag @ghostymcspooky @spicoceles @superscrungus @chupikaybruh

anonymous asked:

OK you think rey is Han and Leias daughter but how does that add up? Can you elaborate on how you think this could work?

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anonymous asked:

Imagine what would happen if they add Peter to the mix though, either with a non-alcoholic drink (because hey, Steve's not getting drunk anyway, might as well babysit) or a 21-yea-old Peter, asking all the innocent questions that turn out to be sore spots for at least one of the Avengers every time. Poor Petey.

I know I should probably feel bad for Peter but I can’t help cracking up at his misery. He’d do his best to ask really nice questions and just FAIL so blatantly he’d be on odds with the whole team by the end of the evening. There’d be this moment of absolutely deadly silence where Natasha glares at him, hands balled into fists, and the whole world would just hold its breath and Peter would be convinced he’s about to die (he is) and-

Then the Avenger’s alarm would go off. Which is how Unimportant, Unmemorable Villain No 323 unknowingly saved the world (and Peter).

(And before anyone asks I have absolutely no clue what Peter would ask that’d piss off Natasha like that, but I’m open for suggestions.)

Daily Emoji Spells!

I’m a big advocate for emoji spells, and always will be. The power of the sigil that can be crafted quickly, shared and used efficiently, and look cute too? Sign me up.

Now, I use a few daily emoji spells (though I am guilty for turning them off now and again, orz), which help me really push through my mornings, which are the hardest part of day for me.

Nevertheless, I thought I could share some of these with you all, and hopefully someone can use them as well! I set these as alarms for my day, when they will be most relevant.

>Wake Up, Feeling Rested and Refreshed!
🔮🕯🌙✨😴💤➡️❗️😃🌻☀️🕯🔮

>Take Yo Meds!
(I really need this one or I forget or flat out don’t have the desire to, unfortunately, which is incredibly bad for me)
🔮🕯👄➡️💊🕯🔮

>Be Productive, and Energized!
(I have paint brushes and computers there cos my work is on the art/creative/digital side, but you can replace it with whatever you feel is most relevant!)
🔮🕯🔋🖌📝💻😄💻📝🖌🔋🕯🔮

>Feel Sleepy, Get a Good Night’s Rest
🔮🕯☀️⛅️🌥😌➡️😴💭⭐️🌙🕯🔮

…And that’s about it! I hope some of you may find these useful. Keep witching, lovelies. ❤️

Dunno if anyone on the anti side knows this, but two characters hating each other in canon does not mean a relationship between them will be abusive.

Why?  For one, because of the transformative nature of fandom.  It is entirely possible to write fic in which people who are enemies in canon actually like each other, as well as fics where normally unhealthy relationships become healthy ones.  Fanon is in no way required to adhere strictly to canon, nor can it alter what goes on in canon unless the creators let it - else every piece of fanwork which has depicted a villain being good shouldn’t exist, either.  Sure, there may be stories which espouse problematic ideas (a danger for anything in fandom, really), but does that erase the possibility of anything good resulting from alternative ideas?

And secondly, it’s entirely possible to dislike someone and not have that person turn out to be bad.  I mean, think of real life.  You can find someone annoying to the point of hoping each day that you never see their face again, for example, but that don’t mean they wouldn’t be a good partner who’s willing to communicate and trust their SO.  Heck, even personality traits which indicate they would be bad partners don’t always have to be anything more than mere indicators, and people are always capable of changing. (inb4 “but it’s dangerous to apply that reasoning to real life!” - please refer back to Reason 1 above) 

Counterarguments, anyone?