weird shit i really like

In second grade they had one of those in classroom toilets so if you farted people could hear you

I once sat in the bathroom for like thirty minutes and I guess the teacher figured out that I was reading a book in there cuz she banged on the door and forced me to come out.

She called me “princess” and let me tell you something.

I’ve always had a problem with female pronouns and names.

I got really pissed.

She then said “one day when you’re wrinkled you’ll appreciate not having to spend thirty minutes on the toilet.”

And I just blurted out “I won’t be wrinkled, I’m not white like you.”

Anyway that’s the story of how I met the vice principal and she became my hero cuz she laughed her ass off.

You were strange to him… Very strange. Especially since you blindly followed the instructions of some stranger who was messaging you through some app. He couldn’t tell if you were just pure and trusting, or downright stupid… But as strange as you were, oddly enough, he had always been fascinated by weird things.

Tumblr request of UnknownXMC fluff I guess haha. Idk MC is licking him.

the outsiders characters staring in ‘MORE Weird Shit I did as a Kid’

(( you guys seemed to really like my last post, so here’s more!!))

Ponyboy: Joined a baseball team and got hit in the face with the ball on the first day

Soda: At 6 years old, walked off with a stranger who ‘wanted to show me their apartment’ and my mom had to run down the street after me

Darry: Gave my cousins timeouts when they started to annoy me even though I was only a year older than them

Two-bit: Talked my friend into jumping and climbing an electric fence because there was some bubble gum on the ground behind it that I wanted

Steve: Ate the bubble gum that was on the ground behind the electric fence

Dally: Got kicked out of the mall for riding the kid rides and ‘looking too suspicious’

Johnny: Started an entire campaign to save the bee’s when I was 12, and then forgot about it 2 weeks later

Tim: Woke up extremely early on Easter morning to I could collect more chocolate than my younger brother

Curly: Rolled off our 12ft back porch as an ‘experiment’

Angela: Would threaten to tell my mother bad stuff my brother did if he didn’t let me put makeup on him

It’s selfish to want them both, Percy tells himself, in the thin hours of morning when he can’t sleep and sits at his work-table, taking his gun apart over and over as if he’s looking for secrets in its metal guts. It’s selfish, and it’s wrong, and they’re twins – tall and identical and perfect, all dark elegance and long, silky hair and a razor’s-edge of something feral and hungry and angry just beneath the surface.

He’s always liked sharp things, hungry things, things with teeth – and the twins are sharp all over, lined with teeth, in their own unique ways. He wants to stick his hand into the steel trap of their souls, just to see what it would feel like when they slammed shut around his wrist, what it would be like to be caught there. Trapped. A wild animal wounded by the bladed edges and honed points of their love, bleeding out in their arms.

The smoke curls around the soft insides of his chest, an over-affectionate cat, crawls up his throat until it chokes him, and he digs a thumbnail into the soft meat of his palm until it bleeds. Another mark to add to his collection. It’s selfish, and it’s wrong, and he knows that him and his guns and his smoke are bad news of the worst kind. They don’t need that in their lives, don’t want that in their lives – don’t deserve that in their lives. Don’t deserve him.

But, by god, does he want them both.

I honestly don’t hate Faye


dragon brothers ( ◞・౪・)

Originally posted by emrys-knight

i loved you, then i lost you {9/final}

a/n: (i literally have no experience of writing these kinds of plots so this is extremely sucky gfsdjflds)

um before i forget since this is the final part i want to apologize for always making weird shit for the plot ?? like i really think this whole namjoon against hoseok plot didnt fit in but i like,,,get side tracked a lot?? rip me 

(feel free to send requests as i am a sad person who has no creativity)

(i promise i wont ruin it) 


pair: taehyung x reader

genre: fluff + angst

summary:  you watched and watched as taehyung suffered from his one-sided love, comforting him when he cried, comforting him as he threw up those fucking flower petals. it hurt you whenever he would stare lovingly into that girl’s eyes, giggling and playing with her hair. it pained you when he kept throwing up flowers, pushing the thought that his lover didn’t love him away; he was so dejected, yet he never saw how much happiness he brought to you.

Originally posted by mvssmedia

Taehyung shoved you out the way, letting out a yelp of pain as Yoongi’s knife cut into the lower part of his leg. You were quickly returned back to reality, shaking your head. “T-”

“What in the world are you doing?!” He panted, wincing at the injury.

You shoved him off, signaling you were alright. “Stay there.” You said, rushing after Yoongi. He glared at you, swinging the knife at you. You dodged, quickly reloading the gun and shooting. The bullet had just only missed his shoulder, his head ducking down.

“I should’ve fucking known,” You yelled at him, shoving him to the wall with one hand on his neck, the other restraining his hand with the knife. “I should’ve known you’d betray us.” You stepped closer to him. “Jimin, Jungkook, Taehyung, Namjoon, they all trusted you for nothing. For nothing!” You screamed, banging him against the wall. Yoongi said nothing, gritting his teeth together.

“Hey! No playing when I’m not here!”

You shot your head around, gasping out loud when Yoongi took the chance and wrapped his arm around your neck, holding you in a choke hold. (is that what you call it? lol)

Taehyung scrambled up, only to be kicked back down by Hoseok, who looked down at him in pity. “Yoongi,” He whined. “You weren’t supposed to injure them yet.”

“Fuck you.” Yoongi argued, rolling his eyes. Taehyung whimpered underneath Hoseok’s foot, breathing shakily.

“Let me-”

Yoongi dropped you to the ground, sitting on your back and grabbing your arm, twisting it and pulling it back. You yelped, your eyes beginning to tear up.

“Yoongi, you never listen.” Hoseok laughed, stepping off of Taehyung and squatting in front of you. “Let’s see what happens when you become friends with an enemy of mine, shall we?” He slid the gun out of his jacket, reloading it slowly. Taehyung struggled to stand up, putting a hand on the open injury.

Hoseok licked his lips as he aimed, his finger pressing against the tri-


A bullet shot through his arm. Hoseok dropped the gun, letting out a loud ‘fuck!’

You turned your head towards an angry Jungkook, panting heavily. He ran towards you, smashing his knee into Yoongi’s chin. Yoongi fell off of your back as Jungkook helped you up, checking if you were alright. “Are you alright? Oh God..”

“I told you…to get away, you dumbass!”

You stared at his arm, stumbling to stand up. Your eyes followed a tall figure helping Taehyung up, limping every time he stepped.

Yoongi stood up, grabbing his knife. Hoseok wrapped his hand around the wound, allowing the blood to drip to the ground. Jungkook raised his gun to shoot, letting out a loud bang - triggering Yoongi’s alarm. 

He tackled Jungkook to the ground as Taehyung and Namjoon fought off Hoseok, curses being thrown everywhere in the room. You were helpless, emotionally drained, confused. Angry. Sad. 

Your feet were glued to the floor in fear. You were screaming inside your mind, ‘Move, god damn it!’ but they would stay there, and would not move at all. Your stomach tightened into a knot when seeing everyone fighting - all who were once laughing together, bickering, eating together. Smiling together.

Being happy together.

“(y/n), snap out of it!” Jungkook yelled, wrestling with Yoongi. Your head turned towards him as his gun was thrown out of his hand, your eyes widening. Yoongi grabbed the gun, pinning Jungkook down to the ground. 

“Yoongi, no,” You whispered. “Don’t do it. Don’t do it.” 

Jungkook looked up at him in fear as the gun was aimed at his head. “Yoongi, please-” 

“Shut up. Shut up, shut up!” Yoongi yelled, his hands tightening around the gun. 

“How could you?!” Jungkook shouted at him, furrowing his eyebrows together. “You took care of me so well. You can’t kill me. You won’t You’re too weak to do it.” 

Yoongi bit down on his lip, the gun still aiming at Jungkook’s head. 

“I don’t care. You all were about kill Hoseok. He’s done so much more than all of you.” Yoongi whispered, cocking the gun. You regained the feeling in your legs as you slammed into Yoongi’s side. The gun shot. 

You opened your eyes slowly. Jungkook gasped for air as he clutched the wound on his stomach, eyes wide. Yoongi had been knocked out, scratches all over his arms. 

You scrambled towards Jungkook, looking around. “Where did Jimin go?!”

“I..I don’t- fuck,” Jungkook panted, tears rolling down his cheeks. “It hurts, it hurts, (y/n)..”

“Shh, don’t waste your energy. Breathe in and out and try not to focus on the pain, alright?” You applied pressure to the wound with your hands, trembling with fear from the gunshots in the background. 

“(y/n)! What’s wrong with- ugh- Jungkook?” Namjoon yelled. You didn’t respond, lowering your head. 

“It’ll be alright.” You mumbled as Jungkook cried out in pain, blood seeping into the material of his shirt. You flinched as you heard a ‘conk’ of someone’s head banging against the ground, cringing at the sound. “Fuck, where in the world is Jimin..”

You winced at the gunshots, trying your best to hold in your tears. “Can you stand up now, Jungkook?” You looked at him, shaking his shoulder. His eyes were shut. “Jungkook?” You shook his shoulder harder as panic began to rise. “Jungkook, wake up!” You pressed your fingers against his neck. No pulse.

“Come on,” You said shakily, slapping his cheek to try to wake him up. “It’s only a stomach wound. You can survive that. C’mon, Jungkook!” You screamed, hovering over him. Tears splattered onto his oh, so pale cheek, trying to check for a pulse. You began to perform CPR on him, praying he’d survive. Come on, Jungkook. You have to. You have to survive.

“He’s dead. He’s gone.”

You had no time to check who said that as you were kicked off of Jungkook, holding your side. You gasped out loud in pain as Yoongi stabbed his knife into your stomach, letting out another blood-curdling scream. “It’s all over now.” Yoongi murmured, motioning to Taehyung and Namjoon, who were panting and laying on the ground, bleeding, bruised, crying. Yoongi dug the knife further into your stomach. Strangled noises escaped your mouth as the tears ran faster down your cheek, huffing as your breathing began to quicken. 

“JIMIN!” You screamed out loud, squeezing your eyes tightly. 

“Jimin? You talking about him?” Your eyes snapped open as Hoseok held up a limp Jimin. Your mouth widened in shock. Fuck. No. No. No. This couldn’t be happening. Jimin was safe. If Namjoon was able to get here, then-

“One of my friends found him trying to call out for help.” Hoseok smirked, tossing him out of his hands. 

“ dare y-” A wave of anger washed over you as you curled your fists into a ball, looking up at the ceiling. “Look at what you did, Yoongi! Jimin and Jungkook are gone. They’re gone!” You sobbed, the hiccups echoing throughout the room. Yoongi’s hands tightened around the knife as he lifted it up, staring at your eyes. 

“Don’t do it,” You whispered. “You can’t afford to lose another one.”

The knife clattered to the ground as tears spilled. You stared at him. Yoongi cried, sniffling quietly. “I-I don’t know what to do anymore…I didn’t want Jimin and Jungkook to die, (y/n).” He looked up at you with teary eyes,  “I’m so so-”

He fell forward onto your chest as his words died off. Hoseok’s gun smoked as he dropped the gun. You laid there, frozen and silent. “Yoongi?” 

You could feel a wet liquid soak into your shirt, shakily bringing your hand up to cover your mouth as you looked down at him. You rolled him off of you, biting down on the inside of your cheek. Blood splattered across his chest, showing that he was shot in the chest. You grabbed the knife next to you as you struggled to get up. 

“(y/n),” Namjoon mumbled. “What..are you doing..”

“I never knew you’d do all of this, Hoseok!” You cried angrily, those hot tears stinging. Hoseok’s gaze was fixated on Yoongi’s body, not saying a word. You limped over to him, the whole room falling silent. You grabbed his collar, glaring at him darkly. “Die in hell.” You pushed him to the ground, raising the knife and stabbing it straight into his neck. Taehyung and Namjoon watched in horror as you continuously stabbed him; even if he was already dead. The sounds were terrifying from the knife ripping open the flesh, the quiet pitter-patters of the blood decorating the ground. 

“Hey, hey, hey!” Namjoon yelled out loud, crawling over to you and pushing you off of him. “What’s gotten into you?!”



“Are you happy now?!” You yelled back at him, throwing the knife out from your hands. “Jungkook, Jimin, Yoongi..they’re all dead now!” 

He fell silent as you gasped for air, sweat beading on your forehead. “They’re all gone.”  You whispered. 

Namjoon’s hand reached out to touch your shoulder, but you flinched and moved away. “What now.” You mumbled. “What am I supposed to do now.” 

“I-I’m sorry, I didn’t know that this would go to this extrem-”

“You should’ve thought about it more,” you murmured. 

“Yes, but-”

“Namjoon,” Taehyung said firmly, shaking his head. “(y/n), come he-”

“No!” You shot a nasty glare at him. “Don’t think that I’m going to push this all off like it’s nothing. They were people who didn’t deserve to die, who had their whole lives ahead of them!” You slowly and painfully got up onto one knee, struggling to stand up. 

“Don’t stand up, you’re injured!” Namjoon warned, trying to convince you to stay down. You winced as blood spilled out of your wound, clutching it tightly. Taehyung’s eyes widened as he tried to stand up as well. 

“No,” You commanded. “Don’t even try to stand up.” You limped slowly walked towards Jimin’s body, falling onto your knees. You brushed your fingers through his hair, touching his cold cheek. His neck was slit with the blood spilled onto his collar. “Why didn’t you stop Jimin?” You turned to Namjoon. 

“He said he’d be right behind us, but then Hoseok and Yoongi started..” 

“He didn’t tell you about how he was gonna..?”

Namjoon shook his head no. 

You looked back at Jimin and lowered your head down, eyes stinging with the tears that threatened to fall. “I’m so, so sorry, Jimin..” You sobbed, hugging his corpse. You wanted this all to end - all to vanish like a dream, for you to wake up in your bed. You wanted this all to just disappear. The two stayed silent as you cried, cursing out in anger. “Why did it have to be them?!”

“Come on, (y/n).” Taehyung said softly, shuffling up slowly, trying to get you to move to the exit. “We hafta go.” 

“Let go of me,” You muttered darkly. “I’m not gonna leave them.”

“..We have to, (y/n)..” He said quietly underneath his breath. You could see small tears forming in the corners of his eyes, but he quickly blinked them away. 

You looked back at the bodies, staring at them with hope that they’d somehow come back to life and say, “Ha, we got youuuu.” 

“Namjoon, what time is it?”

“You really think I know?” Namjoon rolled his eyes. He walked to the door and peeked outside of it, then walking through and slamming the door closed. Taehyung glanced back at you and dragged you to the door, opening it himself and pushing you through. “It looks like it’s about…8 PM, Taehyung.” 

“No..wait.” Your words slurred as you turned back to look at Jungkook and Yoongi. Small smiles were placed on their faces. Your heart curled up into a ball as you fell weak. Had they finally gone where they wanted to go the whole time?

“We gotta get to the hospital. It’s not that late.” Taehyung said once he walked through the door, nodding to Namjoon. Pain was shooting through your body as the wound was becoming more and more exposed. 

“The hospital is so far, though.” Namjoon sighed. Gesturing for the two of you to join him outside the garage. The cold air whipped your face as your hair was tossed around, the wind howling loudly into your ears. Namjoon looked around, waving at a random stranger. “Um..ex-excuse me, can- no? Alright, then..” 

He wandered around the area, asking others if he could lend their phones. “Oh, thank you!” He finally thanked, smiling brightly. Quickly dialing emergency services. “Yes? Hello? Um..we need an ambulance at…” 

The ambulance arrived quickly. Taehyung cradled you in his arms, checking on the wound. “Um..sir, please just leave it to us, okay?” A woman smiled at Taehyung, nodding for him to get onto the ambulance with you. You winced at the pain as you were strapped to the stretcher, tightening your jaw. 

The ride was just another painful, ten minutes of pain and groaning before all of you arrived. Taehyung shot you a reassuring smile as you entered the room in the hospital, sighing and leaning against Namjoon. “Namjoon?”

“Go ahead.” Namjoon nodded. Taehyung’s bottom lip wobbled as he quietly sobbed into Namjoon’s shoulder. “I’m sorry. I really fucked up.” Namjoon apologized, patting Taheyung’s shoulders. 

“I really, really fucked up.”

You groaned at the sudden flash of light being shone into your eyes, opening them slowly. You strained your eyes, covering them quickly. “Wh- ow!” You yelped as your hands touched your stomach. It was covered with bandages, tiny drops of blood soaking into the white material. 

“Good morning.” You turned to your right, blinking twice to re-focus your vision. An angry Jin was sitting on a chair, folding his arms over each other. “Uh..this isn’t what it looks like, it-”

“I know exactly what happened.” Jin’s eyes were red and puffy. You shut your mouth closed as you pursed your lips together, quick to turn your head to face forward. “..I can’t believe..they..” He mumbled, hiding his face with his hands as he leaned forward. 

“Yoongi and Jungkook..they were smiling, Jin.” You whispered. “They were smiling.” 

“You can’t smile when you die.” Jin sniffled, angrily whipping his glasses off his face. “I can’t believe you guys agreed to this kind of plan. You just made Jimin, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Jungkook loose their lives over what, a small feud?”

“I thought- I thought Namjoon’s plan would work,” You said softly. 

“Well, it didn’t.”


The two of you sat in the room in pure silence. You were feeling lighter before, but now you felt as if something, or someone, was weighing down on you. Jin flinched, quickly raising his head as the door slammed open. “Oh, oops..” Namjoon whispered as he dropped the door handle onto the ground with a loud ‘clank.’

Jin stood up and ran to Namjoon, grabbing his collar in his fists. “So you’re the responsible one for this, huh?!” He slapped him harshly, leaving a faint, red mark on Namjoon’s cheek, who was frozen in shock. 

“Jin, wait!” You threw the sheets to the side, standing up with trembling legs. 

Jin looked back at you, then let go of his grip on Namjoon. “Wait, you can’t stand up yet!”

You looked at him with confusion. Why not? You looked down at yourself, then at your hands. You stared up at Jin, furrowing your eyebrows together. “I feel fine.” 

“No, you can-”

You fell over onto your side as your body curled up into a ball. “Shit!” Jin yelled out the door, yelling things you couldn’t hear. Your body was moving on its own - you didn’t feel any pain at all, yet it was reacting as if something was trying to stab it. Your fingertips were tingling as the nurses helped you up and back onto the bed, Jin telling Namjoon to, ‘Get out!’ 

Jin rushed over to your side and put his hand on your forehead. “Don’t worry. It’ll go away soon.” You nodded tiredly, trying to resist the urge to close your already heavy eyelids. “Go to sleep. It’s fine.” 

A faint but annoying alarm set off right next to you as you shot up, licking your dry lips. You looked around, then glanced at the alarm clock next to you, sitting on a small table. You slammed the Off button and looked down. You were sitting in your bed. “Jin must’ve let me out.” You smiled, shuffling out of your bed and outside your room. 

“(y/n)!” Taehyung ran up the stairs, tackling you down to the ground. You shrieked from surprise as your head hit the floor. 

“Hey! I’m still injured, what’s the deal!?”

“Injured?” Taehyung looked at you with confusion, his eyes darting around your body. “Where?”

You pointed to your stomach. “I got injured there..don’t you remember?”

“I think you’re just tired. You got a new job, after all~” Taehyung smiled, ruffling your hair up. You blinked. Something was wrong. What new job? You never remembered ever thinking of any other job than the one you had. “Anyways, you woke up late today. So here I am to wake you up!” He kissed you on the cheek, then rose up to his feet, bouncing down the stairs. “I made breakfast!” 

You laid there with your mouth agape, trying to process what was happening. You were bracing yourself for the pain to settle in. Taehyung must be out of his mind. 

You got up cautiously and trudged downstairs, slowly walking towards Taehyung, who handed you a plate with pancakes stacked on top. “Here!” He grinned as you took the plate in hand. He turned around to return to cooking, but a gleam of light caught your attention. You placed the plate on the counter and grabbed his hand, staring at it with wide eyes. 

“Why do you still have this ring she gave you?” You asked frantically, looking up at him. 

“..She?” He asked, raising his eyebrows. 


“..You mean that girl I used to date in college?”

“Yes!” You pointed at the ring placed atop of his finger. “I thought…I thought you were over her!”

“You’re really messed up today, (y/n),” Taehyung took your other hand and put it next to his. “We’ve been married for at least a year now. Did you stay up really late last night?”

You trembled in fear, staring at the ring on your hand. You never remembered doing this. “What about my disease?” 

“Disease? Jin said you were fine.” 

“No, I mean the Hanahaki Disease!”

“..Hey, do you need to lay down?” Taehyung put his hand on your forehead, showing genuine concern. “You’re acting weird.” 

“No- I have the Hanahaki Disease. Namjoon, he-”

“Namjoon?” Taehyung stiffened up, furrowing his eyebrows. “Who’s that?”

“He..he..” You looked around, tears welling up in your eyes. 

Taehyung sighed. “I think I should ask Jin if this is just stress..”

“It’s not,” You whispered. 

Taehyung stared at you with a small smile plastered on his lips. “I’m sure you’ll be fine tomorrow.” He turned back to the stove and turned it off, then returned to smile at you. “Let’s go out for today.”

He ushered you to change into new clothes, saying he’d be ready also in five minutes. You looked at yourself in the mirror. Shorts and a black shirt. Messy bun. Taehyung walked in, showcasing his clothes. “Whadya think?”

He wore ripped jeans with a checkered black and red shirt, his messy hair being pressed down with a snapback. You put your hand to your heart as it’s beating accelerated. Taehyung laughed, walking over to you and grabbing your hand. “Let’s go.” He led you downstairs and out the front door, gripping your hand tightly as you tried to tie your shoelaces with one hand. “It’s hot, isn’t it?” 

“It’s…eh.” You mumbled as he walked you to the car. You started to walk to the driver’s seat, but Taehyung stopped you. 

“It’s my turn today. You can sit in the passenger seat.”

You blinked, then realized this wasn’t your car. “Oh.” Your cheeks flushed as you quickly hopped in the car, securing yourself with the seat belt. “Where are we going?”

“We’ll just drive around until I see something cool,” He smiled at you. You stared at him, then bursted out into laughter. 

“That- you’re dumb,” You laughed, holding your sides. Taehyung laughed with you as he held your hand, bringing it to his lips. 

“I love you, (y/n).”

You awoke to a cold hand pressing against your shoulder, looking around frantically. “You’re awake!” You looked up at Taehyung, who was smiling at you happily. You looked at his leg, which had a small coverage of bandages. 

“Give me your hand.” You ordered. He looked at you with confusion but did as asked. Your stomach fell when his hand was empty from a ring, looking up at him with disappointment. 

“It was a dream.” You muttered. 

“What did you dream about?” He asked. 

“Nothing.” You replied. “Nothing that matters, anyways.”

He played with his fingers. “Namjoon..wanted to um..apologize for everything..since you know..” 

“Don’t remind me about it.” You whispered through clenched teeth. Your eyes were stinging with tears once again. 

“…You were really struggling last night,” Taehyung exhaled. “I could hear you screaming from the other room.” 

“Was I?” You wiped your tears away, sniffling. “I was too busy dreaming, I guess.”

“You said you didn’t dream about anything.”

“I said that it didn’t matter.”

He cleared his throat. “You..Jin said the disease has gotten too far. You let it consume you completely. That’s why your body was reacting that way.” He looked down at his hands, sniffling loudly. “He can’t do surgery to remove it now. It was too late. You can’t live more than a few months, (y/n).” 

You sat there in silence. “I guess I should’ve expected that.” 

“That’s your reaction?!” Taehyung gasped out loud, turning to you. “What’s with this?! You’re acting as if that’s nothing!”

“It was coming for me anyways. I already knew it was too late.” 

“I can’t believe this,” Taehyung let out an exasperated laugh, angrily combing his fingers through his hair. “You’re acting as if this won’t affect anyone.”

“It won’t.”

“I’ve already lost all of my closest friends. It’s taking all of me not to cry, you know?!” He shouted at you, making you flinch. “You’re one of my closest friends, and now you’re being taken away from me too.” 

You looked at him with a stoic expression before he stormed out. Jin walked in not too long after. He looked weary with dark eye bags beneath his eyes. “Hi.”

“Hi.” You replied. 

“Taehyung probably told you…?”


“…I can let you out if you want. You only have a few months should try doing new things, you know?” He smiled. 


“Yeah. Just..don’t tell anyone.”

You combed your fingers through your hair and left the hospital. Namjoon was talking to you, apologizing about eighty times. “It’s fine.” You turned to him and Taehyung. “I want to spend as much time as I have with you two.”

“Where?” Namjoon asked.

“Just somewhere. Around here.”

Taehyung stayed quiet, but nodded along with Namjoon. “Whatever you say, (y/n).”

June 1st, 2017. Thursday, 10:00 AM.

For the first month, the three of you were always quiet. No jokes, barely any smiling. Namjoon still felt guilty and ashamed; Taehyung still couldn’t forget about those words you said. You didn’t want to stir up anything. 

June was a calm month to travel with - the three of you ventured outside and took pictures of areas near your area; you stayed away from down town. 

The last week of June had loosened you guys up a bit, but not enough so that you were all giggling like children and making jokes every time someone fell over. 

July 1st, 2017. Saturday, 9:00 AM.

The deaths of Yoongi, Jimin, and Jungkook really sunk into all of you. You woke up earlier because of crying. Jin gave you pills to control the pain you were experiencing from the disease. 

The three of you didn’t travel much, actually. Most of the times, the three of you were sitting on the couch. Eating. Some laughs here and there.

August 2nd, 2017. Wednesday, Noon.

The death of Jimin spread throughout the news since he was, after all, quite rich; making it worse for all of you. Namjoon isolated himself in his room, worrying both you and Taehyung. He only accepted food, but barely ate it. 

Unless it was chips. 

August 6th, 2017. Wednesday, Noon.

“Namjoon, come out,” You knocked on his door. 


You were surprised he actually answered.

“Jimin’s family is here.” 


The door slowly unlocked as he walked out of his room. You led him downstairs to a tired looking pair. 

“Hi. You must be Namjoon, correct?” The woman asked. 

“Yes.” Namjoon nodded. 

“I’m his mother. We understand that..Jimin has..” The tissue in her right hand crumpled up in her fist. “Died because of an accomplice of Jung Hoseok.” 


“We’re doing an investigation right now, and (y/n) has told us that you’ve been feeling guilty about it.” She gave him a light smile, the corners of her eyes crinkling the same way Jimin did when he laughed. “We wanted to tell you that it’s okay. It’s hard for all of us.” 

Namjoon stared at her with awe, then smiled back, straightening his back. “Thank you.”

Jimin’s parents left after a bit of talking. Jungkook and Yoongi’s parents or family had no care for them. 

“Feeling better?” You asked Namjoon, sitting down on a chair. He shrugged. Taehyung shifted over uncomfortably, brushing the hair out his eyes. “Let’s go to the bakery today.” 

October had come quickly, barging into the calm weather with it’s wind. All of you had loosened up and were getting ready to go out. You laughed as Namjoon and Taehyung raced out the door, screaming, “I WON!” 

“Ready to leave?” You asked the two, then darted off past the houses, past the buildings. You clung onto Taehyung’s back while running, pointing forward. “I think it’s near there!” 

He stopped when he tripped over a rock, earning a hearty laugh from Namjoon. “You- You tripped over a..oh my god, a rock-”

“Shhh!” Taehyung grumbled, brushing the dirt off his knees. You sat up, looking down below. You sat on a tall, grassy hill, the wind pushing your hair forward. 

“Jimin told me to come here once in a while. He said it always made him happy,” You exhaled happily, crossing your legs. Taehyung grinned as Namjoon sat down next to you. 

“Oh. There’s a river down there.” Taehyung pointed down. You glanced down again, fingering a picture from your pocket. You stared up at the picture, then handed it to Taehyung, then stood up, brushing off your pants. “Are you going somewhere?” He looked up at you, holding the picture between his two fingers. You nodded, grinning. 

“I’m gonna meet Yoongi, Jungkook and Jimin again..” 

“Meet…? don’t mean-” Taehyung reached his hand out towards you. 

You jumped forward and off the hill, feeling the rush of adrenaline run through your body. You hit the river hard as it knocked the wind out of you. The cold water rushed into your mouth as it widened, making you couch. Your eyes were feeling heavy as tiny, yet pretty flowers were drifting from your mouth. 

Before your eyes closed, you could still stare up at the flowers. They were not longer stained by any blood. They were back to normal. 

They were signals that told you that you were dying. 

You could see a pair of sneakers splash into the river before you shut your eyes closed.

Jin slammed a bottle of wine down onto the table. He cried silently as the glass of wine spilled over. He had lost Yoongi, Jimin, Jungkook - and now you. 

Taehyung sat besides him, sparking up a lighter. Taking the picture you had given him before jumping, he touched the corners of the picture and watched as it burned. He dropped the burning picture onto the table and laid his head on the table to sleep - the only way he could speak to you now.

a/n: wow even im disappointed with this ending,,pls dont hurt me 

this wasnt the ending i was going for, but i guess my mind just forgot about the original ending,,,,look how much of a writer i am 

im super sorry again if this didnt make you as excited im not gonna be surprised if this flops honestly 

sorry im very negative when it comes to judging my writing gfydhifjds

thank you for supporting this series though. i really did enjoy writing this actually, for you guys 

i also gained a lot and im so ??? fgydufhdsk THANK YOU THOUGH ILYY


“Hope you find this someone~”

M!A Cat ears and tail 2/10


((Mun: I have a headcanon that Basil likes predicting stuff about love despite it seeming like a cliche fortune teller stuff. Also on a side note, I was listening to a song named “Girl from Sweden” while drawing this and it reminded me of Kav for some reason.))

i remember my dream now and in one part i dreamt of a meme where the caption was “grab the bepis” with one pic being a hand trying to grab something and then another pic of the same hand but with that spinny filter thing

im supposed to be studying but i just remembered that once in eighth grade we had this dumb student facebook type site and we could post whatever we wanted as long as it was school appropriate and since i was a huge fucking homestuck back then i wrote “miracles are like poop stains on god’s underwear” and this made someone laugh so hard they fell out of their chair

not that anyone asked but like i low key bought some herbs today like full on plants n shit and one of them was like an actual chocolate mint plant and im still so confused yet enchanted


I accidentally played tracer in quickmatch and got potg because of zarya


how to draw mizar:

-stay up for 56 hours

-drink 4-5 red bulls 

-put on some sweats 

-look in the mirror 

-draw that

Vague updatey thing on my life under the cut since I’ve been hardcore venting a lot so it’s kinda only fair-

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