AU: Sebastian abducts Clary in order to rattle the shadowhunters and takes her to one of his secret houses. However, the more time she spends with him, the more she realizes how very alike they actually are.. And somehow he makes her heart sing in the worst way, willing her to just give in. Give in to him, and to this, and to everything they could be, because they’re the last Morgenstern and they belong to each other. And for the first time in her life, Clary feels free and light and powerful - thanks to him. And she loves it, no matter how much her better judgment tells her otherwise. Maybe it’s time for her to get rid of the guilt, the doubt and the shame and embrace the ruthlessness in her bones. Maybe it’s time for her to finally be free of all her previous prejudices and just be herself - a sister, a lover, a ruler, a fighter - anything she wants to be. Because she is, after all, a Morgenstern.
i hate how bad i am during conversations like i can never decide just how much of myself i’m supposed to give away or how much is appropriate to give away. i always end up saying the wrong things, or saying them the wrong way.
So I realized that like, I really want to have friends and stuff, but nearly every time someone contacts me first my dumbass brain immediately says “oh no they’re talking to you cause they have a crush on you!! But you don’t have a crush on them so this is really awkward, you’d better run away and hide!!”
And eventually the feeling dissipates, like the people I’m gonna be hanging out with today don’t fall under this category, and the people I talk to semi-regularly don’t fall in this category, but if I don’t imitate first contact that’s usually what my brain thinks.
ppl are asking u questions and i want in on the fun but i have no questions...but Hello Kayla ✨🐣✨
HI ZEE yeah idk why ppl sent me asks all of a sudden but it’s sweet!!! Since you couldn’t come up with a question here’s a funfact about me…I really love the feeling of smelling a cheeseburger through the paper wrapping before I eat it. Cheeseburgers are my favorite food and putting it up to my face and smelling it and feeling the warmth through the paper is!! Tops
i hope you weren't serious that you don't want to do ut stuff anymore just because someone said gross stuff with shipping. b/c i really like how you draw asriel. JUST CUTE STUFF!! that is all i want to see! why do unwanted comments have to ruin it? can we ignore them?
it wasn’t necessarily just because of those comments, it’s sort of just been a build up of things and drama i’ve been observing like, it’s inevitable, especially with newer fandoms, and i totally understand that! it still happens with older fandoms. but part of the reason i wanted to pull away (for now at least) was to just let it settle down. or something. lmao
of course i will still draw my sweet goatchild though, i can never say no to drawing that fluff
also i’m. really hyped for the new pokemon games so atm that’s kind of all i wanna draw lmao