I wasn’t planning on sharing this picture, when flicking through the pictures of the weekend I saw how bad I looked and automatically flicked past. After loosing 5 stone after having Alba I promised I wouldn’t let myself get this big again, and I know I have just had a baby but I can’t hold that entirely responsible! I have eaten badly since the day I got that positive test and the weight has just piled on! I am going to join back at slimming world on Friday because I need that push to turn things around! I don’t want to be this fatty any more! I want to have photos taken with my family and look at them with pride and not feel like I am ruining the photo! I have done it before and I must do it again!!!