wedding accessorie

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
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SUPREME COURT - photography: Ethan James Green - fashion editor / styling: Edward Enninful - hair: Jimmy Paul - makeup: Dick Page - W Magazine April 2017

models: Angok Mayen, Alpha Dia, Casil McArthur, David Yang, Duckie Thot, Hector Diaz, Hiandra Martinez, Jan Carlos Diaz, Jessie Bloemendaal, Jing Wen, Leo Topalov, Michelle Gutknecht, Radhika Nair, Matt Pitt, Ralph Souffrant, Torraine Futurum, Yoon Young Bae, and  Youssouf Bamba

  • featured designers: Alexander McQueen, Burberry, Thom Brown, Maison Margiela, Anne Demeulemeester, Ermanno Scervino, Erdem, Simone Rocha, Rodarte, Gucci, Marc Jacobs, Dries Van Noten, Raf Simons, Prada