I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if you never take it seriously, you never get hurt, you never get hurt, you always have fun and if you ever get lonely just go to the record store and visit your friends.
I dont think some people understand how ok I am with my bad decisions. I dont believe in regret or the negative feelings that come with it. I fuck up. Im only human and I am so beyond ok with that. I accept me for all my flaws and I love them for who they make me.
I want a boy who will share his life with me, but I want him to have his own life. I don’t want to be his everything but I want him to be happy to spend the rest of his life with me. Does that make sense? I don’t really think it does. I understand but no one else really does. It’s nice having someone always there for you but I don’t want them to be at my becka nd call. I don’t mind spending time apart and I want them to explore by themselves. If you love something let it go, right? Maybe I’m just in love with a free relationship that doesn’t involve being intertwined with eachother. I’m odd and I love me for that. Not totally sure if my words are making sense here but I wanna be a free spirit with someone who is also a free spirit. I wanna be able to pick up and leave and have my significant other be totally ok with that. Ya, maybe I’m not meant for anyone. I don’t think anyone can handle the kind of free I am. And that’s ok. I enjoy being alone :)
I want to flow with the ocean. I want to flow with the paint that you gently brush on the pages of my life. I want to blend with the colors of the sky and feel them change. I want to hear them change. I want to be filled with the light of the moon and the gentleness of the stars. I want to feel the worlds embrace as every living thing radiates its energy letting me know that I am here for a reason and that I am happy and I am alive.
There’s something about loving life when you’ve previously just wanted to melt into the earth to not feel anymore that is so refreshing.
So many people skate through life without actually enjoying the simple joy of being. It’s such a blessing to be alive. I don’t know why I’m here or why humans were put on this planet but I’m glad I get to experience it. I’m glad my soul survived and all these atoms and energy made it into the form of me. :)
“The way I see it, life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, But vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” #quote #DoctorWho #life #wearethecolors (Taken with Instagram)