we will stop time

• i'm sorry for pushing you away

nonnie requested: From that angst prompt list you reblogged: “It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.” + “I know I deserve better than you. I realize that, but you were so broken… I didn’t want to be the one that made you shatter.” + “Isn’t it time we both stopped pretending we make each other happy?” Cisco x Reader. No specific plot in my mind, so it’s whatever you want. The sadder, the better. And, go. (PS, I like all your Cisco writing)

nonnie requested: hey there, i was wondering if you could do a cisco ramon or natasha romanoff imagine oriented around how the reader gets hurt during a fight pretty badly and (either of the two) protect them until the fight was over? it could be angst or fluff i don’t mind haha. thanks! :)

A/N: Ah angst, it never seems to leave Cisco’s side for whatever reason poor child. I have made this from late Tuesday night to Wednesday after watching the recent episode twice so warning that this contains spoilers from that episode, so don’t whine that I didn’t warn you because I just did. Here will be flash backs will be in italics and present in regular text. S/H – Super Hero Name. Ships and requests are closed for the time being as I catch them up.

Originally posted by felicityssoliver

                    » Relationship(s): Cisco Ramon/Reader (past dating, eventually makes up) «


You as S/H and Cisco as Vibe were fighting against Killer Frost as you lost balance to hit the soft snow ground, almost getting hit by a blast from the proclaimed snow queen as Cisco stepped in front of you to throw her off. Which worked for a while before Killer Frost shot another blast of her power to Cisco’s lower forearms into ice. The ice crumbled to the ground as you watched in horror as Cisco screams echo as Killer Frost left you both in the snow. “Nooooo!” You cried out as you ran, well limp over to see that the ice had fallen on the ground and Cisco was left without his hands towards his elbows, his two forearms gone.


“Y/N and I fought a lot after that Barry. One time she said, isn’t it time we both stopped pretending we make each other happy? Because that’s all what we did was pretend, we both weren’t happy like we used to. She lost so much Bar, just like how I lost my. .you know.“ Cisco says with a sad tone as he tried not to cry as his brown eyes met past Barry Allen.

You were once a part of team flash, an excellent engineer on the team as you became S/H to help out when you were called out to the battle scene. You always had a smile on your face and started dating Cisco, for once everyone knew that you’d be the one for him since complimented well together. But that all changed after you two started fighting a year and half ago in 2022 before you finally left without a trace. You never went back to being S/H, as you instead as Y/N L/N and visited what you had lost which was everyone whom was close to you. You closed everyone off in your life including your own family, deleting all voicemails when they were left. You remembering your mother’s worried voice about you and how much they’d love to see their darling child back but you never did. Instead you helped Julian with his studies and that’s all you did besides lock yourself up in your apartment.

Barry went to your apartment as he still had that key Cisco had that you’d given Cisco when you moved in together that you forgot to take back. There you were sitting on your chair, looking nothing like your past self as Barry slowly moved to you, taking a good look at what you happened to you. “Y-Y/N? It’s me, Barry.” The brown haired male spoke as you slowly moved your head to see not a long haired Barry, but a Barry that looked like your friend from the past. “Well past Barry. I need you to come with me, please. We can fix this, together again like old times. Team Flash with our special guest star, S/H. Please. Everyone, especially Cisco. .needs you.” He begs as you slowly move towards him, taking your hand into his with as you moved at the fast speed.

“Oh my gosh, Y/N too!?” A familiar voice came over as you snap your head over and saw H.R, Julian, the Barry you knew, Joe, and finally Cisco. Your old team expect for Caitlin as you tried not to cry before running to hug Cisco, you missed him so much as you felt his grip tighten around you. “Oh well, we should leave these two be.” H.R commented before everyone else left you two alone while you cried out as Cisco rubbed your back.

“Y/N…Y/N. I’m so sorry I pushed you too far by saying, ‘I know I deserve better than you. I realize that, but you were so broken… I didn’t want to be the one that made you shatter.’ That didn’t come out the way I wanted but please Y/N…Come back I miss you.” He says as you pulled apart, wiping your tears with his gloved robotic hands.

You missed him as well as you went to give him a kiss on the cheek, giving a weary smile. These were the many things you loved about Cisco before this whole mess started, was that he never pushed you too far, his references to all sorts of nerdy things, to his gentle touches, and how he could make you smile on a bad day. Soon giggling from making a few rather old jokes as he grinned from hearing your melodic giggle, which sometimes ended in a cute snort sometimes, "It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.” You say as Cisco nods his head.

“Yeah I guess so. I miss your smile too Y/N, I miss what we had together. Do you think we could start over after we finish this?”

“Definitely would like that.”  

 

 

So can we stop trying to make excuses for our biases all the time?? Because when they make a mistake they should be held accountable. Yes, no one’s perfect and mistakes can happen more often than not but stop trying to defend your bias like your life depends on it. They need to understand what they did was wrong and apologize. Just because something isn’t common in their culture doesn’t mean they shouldn’t be taught what’s right and what’s wrong.

 Request: can you do a Kai fluff where youre studying in college?

word count: 2241

Notes: so this is actually my first time in years writing a fanfic, and this is my very first time writing fluff, so please don’t be too hard on me! There’s a lot that I have to improve on and the story isn’t great but this is just an effort. I hope at least a few of you will like it haha. 

“Medieval literature??! Old English?? Are you kidding me?? I can’t believe you talked me into taking this course!” You whisper aggressively to your friend while the professor goes through the course outline. 

“Don’t worry! It’ll be fine! It’s not that bad, and we’ll be together the whole time so stop stressing over it!” Your friend Allyson replies while smiling. It was that smile she did whenever she knew that she was gonna get it from you later on.

“ I’m still angry at you, if I do ba-“

You look up and you see a guy walking into class 20 minutes late. He had his headphones plugged in, and he leisurely walks towards the seat right beside you even though there were 4 other empty seats beside you. You suddenly stop talking and focus your full attention to the lecture. In your mind, the only thing that’s going through your head is how attractive the guy sitting beside you is. You steal a glance towards his side, and notice just how perfect his side profile is, and you quickly look back flustered, and for the next 30 minutes of that class, all you can think about is the amazingly attractive guy who came and sat beside you when there were 4 other empty seats in that row.

“Hey! Allyson! Did you notice that guy who came into class late?” You ask her as you walk out of the classroom.

“Ya why? You think he’s cute? You probably do. I saw you getting all fidgety after he showed up. Haha.”

“What! No! Was I that obvious? And I was fidgety because the seats were uncomfortable!”

“Ya sureee” she replies while rolling her eyes. “But he was alright. You should talk to him or something since he came and sat right beside you.” She winked.

“Are you kidding me? I start stuttering whenever I have to talk to anyone slightly attractive!” You yell back.

“You know what? You just have to loosen up! It’s because you overthink and over analyze everything. Stop doing that and you’ll be fine.”

In your mind, you really want to talk to him, but you know deep inside that you just can’t do it. You just don’t have enough courage. For the next few weeks, the same thing happens over and over again. He comes and sits beside you, and you sit there like a rock while being self conscious of every move you make because you don’t want to look stupid in front of him, and every class, you leave with the regret that you still haven’t talked to him. The only information you know about him is his name. Kai. Short and simple. But then, a miracle happens. Your professor tells the class that he’ll be putting all of you in groups for small group discussions, and you inevitably end up in the same group. Talk about luck. In your mind, you’re having a tiny panic attack because you know that you have to interact with him, and you don’t have much choice about it. You quickly glance to his side to look at him, and he looks back where you both make eye contact. That was the most progress you’ve been through in weeks! This was a start to something.

           The group discussion was pretty awkward at first since you were pretty shy around people you weren’t comfortable with, so you just sat in the corner, while listening to the rest of the group members talk. You notice Kai constantly glancing at you during the whole thing. Then after a while, he moves his chair closer to yours and leans over to you.

“Hey, I noticed you weren’t talking much. Do you have any ideas that you would like to share? You can just tell me and I’ll tell the others if your shy.”

At first, you were taken aback by the sudden kindness he showed, so you just sat there flustered for a few seconds. It was the first time someone actually took into consideration your somewhat social anxiety.

“Uh, no its okay. Thank you though,”

“Okay,” he smiles back. He had the sweetest most genuine smile ever, and you could literally feel your heart melting. His smile was literally flowers and everything nice. He was simply the sweetest guy you’ve talked to.

As the days went along, you started to gain more confidence and talked much more in the groups, and you started to notice more and more that Kai was staring at you and smiling time and time again, but you being your oblivious self didn’t think much about it. You were happy of course, but you only thought he was smiling just to be nice. Since you sit beside each other, you would have small conversations about your other courses and it turns out that both of you are in the same chemistry class! You just haven’t seen each other since it was a 500 student lecture hall, and since both of you don’t really have any other friends in that class, you start sitting next to each other in chemistry class as well.

           One day, you walk out of English class with Allyson, and Kai runs from behind to catch up, and taps you on the shoulder.

“So have you started studying for the chem midterm yet?” he asks

“Oh kinda, but not really. I don’t really get what’s going on to be honest.” You laugh back

“Ya I feel the same… So I was wondering. I was wondering if you would like to study together some time?” he was stumbling his words and that was the cutest thing ever.

Allyson who was beside you gives you a slight jerk on the shoulder and walks away smiling

You stand there quiet and shocked for a second because this was the first time a guy. An extremely attractive guy that you’re actually attracted to asks something like this.

“So. What do you think? You don’t have to if you don’t want to. I was ju-“

“Ya of course I would like to!” You suddenly cut him off. “Sorry I was just thinking if I had any other plans. Does tomorrow work for you? I was planning on staying late to study anyway.”

“It works for me! It’s a study date then.” He pats you on the shoulder and leaves, and your left there wondering if everything was a dream or reality.

“OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! Did he actually just ask me out on a study date?” You squeal  at Allyson through the phone. “Ally! I don’t know what to do! How to act! Do I just study? We just study right? Isn’t it going to be awkward? I’m so awkward all the time!”

You can hear Allyson sighing through the phone. “It’ll only be awkward if you say its awkward. Just be yourself and have fun, and if there’s something going on between the two of you, then it’ll happen.”

“But Ally! You’ve dated so many guys before and I’ve never dated a single guy in my life. I don’t know what to do or how to act or anything! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

“You study.” She replies dryly.

“Thanks friend. You were useful.”

For the rest of the night, you can’t sleep properly because you kept thinking about your upcoming study date with Kai and all your fantasies you have with him.

           Morning comes, and you wake up being super rejuvenated and happy even though you haven’t gotten much sleep. You actually put effort into looking nice for once, so you wear a little makeup and a little bit of lip gloss on your lips to give yourself a vibrant look. You straighten your hair, and pick out your nicest, yet most simplest shirt out since you don’t want to seem like your trying too hard.

The rest of the day however seemed like it went forever. All you wanted to do was spend some time with Kai, and after a grueling long day, the time had finally come. You guys meet in one of the libraries. You see him walking towards you with the brightest smile you’ve ever seen, and he takes a seat beside you. You both sit and study for about 20 minutes, but you couldn’t really get to talk much since you were sitting in the quiet area of the library. After a while, Kai leans over to whisper in your ear. You could feel his warm breath on your neck, and this feeling made your heart skip a beat.

“Hey, this place is too quiet for me. Do you wanna go somewhere else where we can talk a bit more? I know this quiet little pocket in the science building where no one really goes to. Do you wanna go?” he asks

“ya-a sure. I feel the same way.”

Both of you get up to leave, and as you go to lift up and carry your heavy chemistry textbook, Kai puts his hands on your shoulder and stops you.
“Wait, I’ll carry the textbook. It looks pretty heavy.” He smiles

“Haha thanks. It is. I don’t really get why I lug around this huge thing with me.” You laugh a bit too loud and the rest of the people in the library look up to you in annoyance.

You both quickly apologize and bolt out of there, and Kai shows the way to his regular little study corner. He was right. It was quiet, and no one was there, so it was the perfect place to study… and possibly do other things

           There was a long awkward silence between the two of you, since it was the first time that you’ve been together alone, so neither of you knew what to say so you both just quietly studied. After about half an hour, Kai finally broke the ice and said the first words, and what he said took you by surprise

“I like how your hair looks today. It looks nice when its down… I mean, it looks nice when its tied up too but having your hair down suits you.” He was stumbling his words..

You didn’t think of him as an awkward guy, so you were taken aback by his sudden cuteness.

“Thank you. I just wanted a change for once since I always tie my hair.” You laugh back, while being completely awed by his cuteness. After that, it was so much easier to talk to him, and there was not really any tension between the two of you, and time flew.

But there was one defining moment that changed everything.

“I had a question. I don’t really get this whole orbital concept so can you maybe explain it to me?” You ask Kai

“Ya sure. I didn’t get it at first either.”

He suddenly leans over to you, and both of you make eye contact. Your faces were inches apart from each other, and you could hear him breathing loud and clearly. He slowly starts inching towards you, and as your lips were close to touching, you suddenly turn away, and the only thing you could feel was his lips on your cheek. You could feel your eyes about to bulge from their sockets due to the sudden shock, and Kai suddenly turn away flustered.

“Haha, sorry about that. I didn’t know what I was thinking.”

In your mind, your kicking yourself for turning away that amazing opportunity, but then you feel a sudden burst of confidence, which makes you pull him towards you, and land a kiss directly on his lips. Everything happened so suddenly, and you had no idea what had gotten into you for doing something so unlike yourself but it felt great. His lips were so soft, and he smelled so good.

You could feel his hands gently going up your waist, and along with this, you but your arms around his neck, and moved your body closer to his. You were pretty much sitting on his lap at this point. You could feel the warmth of his whole body and the gentleness of his hands. You could feel him starting to move towards your neck, and he starting kissing them gently, and at this point you were sitting on his lap.

This probably lasted for about 15 minutes, until you realize what time it was. It was almost 11!

You quickly jerk away and apologize

“I’m so sorry but I didn’t realize the time! I have to get going or my parents are going to get worried”

You quickly shuffle off from his lap in a panic and gather your stuff.

“I’ll drive you home. It’s too late for you to take the transit.”

Kai drives you home, and throughout the whole ride, the only thing that was on your mind was your passionate makeout session with him, and neither of you talked during the whole ride.  As you go to unbuckle your seatbelt, he stops you.

“So what happened today. What does it mean?”

You smile at him, and lean over to give him a kiss on the cheek.

“What do you think it means?”

“Holy shit where did that confidence come from?” you scream in your mind.

Kai looks at you with a surprised look on his face, and laughs. “Then I guess your mine from now on.” He kisses back

You giggle, and wave him off as he drives away.

When you say a fandom is dead, it’s a bit of a blow to people who are still producing and enjoying work for that fandom. You’re basically saying what they’re doing doesn’t matter, doesn’t count, which might discourage them from continuing to participate.

If one person is creating content, the fandom isn’t dead.

If one person is consuming content, the fandom isn’t dead.

If two friends are chatting on skype about their OTPs, that’s fandom.

If someone doodles drawings of their favorite characters on a napkin, that’s fandom.

Just because someone is producing content for one fandom doesn’t mean they have to leave another.

Not every fandom can be the big, new, shiny and popular thing.

Not every fandom *should* be the big, new, shiny, and popular thing.

It’s okay to have small, tight-knit fandoms. They can be just as fulfilling and entertaining as the big ones.

darling, you are the one
born with galaxies and supernovas like fireworks in your eyes.
your fingers hold strength that mine will never know.
your bones carry prophecies that mine does not dare dream of.

i was only born
     with flower petals staining my cheeks pink
     and strange songs murmuring faintly in my heart. 
i was only born 
     with snatches of fool’s good trapped in my hair
     and gossamer tangled somewhere between my lungs and my ribs.

and darling, i do not mind
if your light is brighter
   your voice is louder 
   your steps are stronger

i have always known, after all, 
that your fate soars much higher than mine ever will
and it does not do to envy a demigod
                                               or an angel 
                                               or a hero
                                               or a friend. 

but darling, this i swear:
when they come for you
     (and they will, my darling,
     let’s not lie to ourselves
                          to each other)
i will grind my teeth into bloodlust fangs.
i will file my nails into tigers’ claws.

darling, this i swear:
i will make poisons of the flowers in my cheeks
and spiderwebs of the gossamer torn from my chest.
i will teach my heart to beat to the rhythm of a battle drum.

and this, this i swear:
i will make them all face 
the thin-edged broken glass
     s h a t t e r e d  p i e c e s
          of myself.

—  gods should fear when pretty little things goes to war ( j.p. )

You will not be able to convince me that Blackwatch isn’t actually full of children. Sure all the agents are 100% deadly and efficient at what they do, but when they ain’t on missions or not doing their god damn jobs, they all degrade to fucking 5 year olds.

Reyes is less of a commander and more of a glorified babysitter.

Naruto couples attend a birthing class
  • Chouji: Providing snacks for his wife's unstopable cravings.
  • Karui: Crying in the corner because she thinks she's getting fat, while assaulting a bag of chips.
  • Naruto: Has three clones assisting Hinata to change positions while he holds her hand the whole time.
  • Hinata: Strongly embarrassed at having to spread legs in front of the entire class.
  • Sasuke: Pretends to find it annoying but has sharingan activated the whole time to remember everything.
  • Sakura: Glaring at Ino and doing her best at following instructions.
  • Sai: Follows all the instructions, including those for women.
  • Ino: Glaring at Sakura and doing her best at following instructions.
  • Shikamaru: Sleeps and snores.
  • Temari: Tries to pay attention, but later falls asleep, too.

one of the things im so excited about is seing sanas room! just seeing how someone lives is such a glimpse into how they are and who they are. seeing it when its not super cleaned up and ready for guests but just sana herself in her room i love that. im so curious bc she seems so collected and organised will this be shown in her room or will her room be lowkey messy like isaks? will there be nasal spray and an empty coke bottle or will it just be like a tour through studyblr? will the colors match? are there gonna be a lot of colors? or is it all very calm grey and white. will there be photos of the girl squad or does she have paintings in her room? the only thing im certain of is that there wont be a baywatch poster but then again what do i know??

Kyman shippers: omg every episode has kyman except THE LAST ONE????? Bitch where are they????Omg I’m so sad wHERE’s MY OTP 

Creek shippers: *look into the camera like they’re on the office* 

Style shippers: *look into the camera like they’re on the office* 

Bunny shippers: *look into the camera like  they’re on the office*

This did not even come close to what I was going for but FUCK IT! GO CARYL!

Time for sleep. Tomorrow I wake to the madness. God speed everyone.